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cringelordofchaos · 7 months

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welcome. I like your shoelaces.

And Your Rat's Eggs. •

Salutations, earthlings (or non-earthlings)! I don't know what you're doing here but beware for you are coming in for a ride! The only problem is the driver never went through a single driving lesson so don't blame me if we crash!

Beware, as this blog may include many depictions and discussions of unreality, swearing, death, trauma, ableism, racism, and more. At times I forget to tag these potentially triggering topics.

Yes, I had indeed attempted to make an introductory post! It heavily pains me to write this all, given my distinguished and embarrassing personality, but on this boat we strive to not care! Cringe culture is dead and I'm coming for your pancreas and brain tissue if you so dare to disagree.

So, without further ado!

x DNI x

if you're a bigot in any way (queerphobic, n@zi, racist, sexist, ableist, generally discriminatory, etc etc)

also this isn't really a dni criteria but pls don't behave inappropriately when interacting with me, keep it at a joke level maximum, I value my comfort over your pleasure

x NICKNAMES x

I am fine with anything you so dare to call me, be it a regular name or a homophobic slur. I quite frankly don't give a shit. However, nicknames I most prefer amount to DOMINO, TOKI and GOBLIN !!

x MY POSITION IN THE ALPHABET SOUP x

I am fine with any pronouns, though in terms of preferences I do gravitate towards they/them more than anything else. Everything else is irrelevant, but I am queer, and I don't think I make it subtle (?).

- https://en.pronouns.page/@CringeLordOfChao - my pronouns page

x FANDOMS/INTERESTS/GENERAL FAVES x

(I'm not as into some of these fandoms as I am in others, for example i barely know crap about Moomintroll I only sometimes watch some scenes of it on yt as a comfort show and I still listed it here, you can ask me about specific fandoms and how much I'm into them)(bold text = obsessed/into it enough to the point of being capable of infodumping about it/having a decent amount of opinions on it/having a conversation about it) (nvm idek anymore just ask me if I'm interested in it or not atm)

Video games: Skyrim, OMORI, BAD END THEATER, her tears were my light, Adventures with Anxiety!, Sonic The Hedgehog (general), Parappa The Rapper, Parappa The Rapper 2, Um Jammer Lammy, Minecraft, MineCraft StoryMode, Duolingo, Pokémon (general), Pizza Tower, Amanda The Adventurer, Cuphead, Word Trip, UNDERTALE. Tomadachi Life, ROBLOX,

Roblox games: Flicker, my eyes deceive, Adopt Me!, Royale High, Sonic Pulse RP, Horse Valley, Rate My Avatar, Speed Run 4, copyrighted artists, Pyrite Adventure, Wolves Life, Total Roblox Drama, Murder Island 2, Sonic World Adventure,

Neurodivergence (such as, but not limited to): Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD), Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD), Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD), Bipolar Personality Disorder (BPD), Fetal Alcohol Syndrome (FASD), Avoidant Personality Disorder (AVPD), Down Syndrome, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), etc etc

Animated series: The Music Freaks, hfjONE, The Owl House, Amphibia, Sonic Prime, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Parappa The Rapper, Sonic X, AVM Shorts, The Loud House, The Casagrandes, Legend of Korra, Pokémon, Total Drama (Island/general), Willcraft's Monster School, LEGO Ninjago, Spirit Riding Free, Moomintroll (2017), DuckTales (2017), My Little Pony; Friendship is Magic, The Cuphead Show, Sonic Boom, The Amazing World Of Gumball, Kipo And The Age Of Wonderbeasts,

Non-animated shows: Stranger Things, Umbrella Academy, Dark, Only Fools And Horses, The Modern Family, Sesame Street,

Comics: Sonic The Hedgehog (IDW)

Animated movies: Sonic The Hedgehog (1996)/Sonic OVA, The Last Guest, Nimona, The Lego Movie, Equestria Girls (all parts), Moana,

Non-animated movies: Sonic The Hedgehog + Sonic The Hedgehog 2 [i guess, I feel obliged to like it since I'm a sonic fan], Avatar, Alpha,

Webcomics (all available on WEBTOON!): Blooming Season, The Last Dimension, Unfamiliar, Jackson's Diary, North Korean Kid, Heartstopper, Is chair still in the park?, Ghost Eyes, Meow Are You?, The Recloseted Lesbian, War and Tea, Hyperfocus, Erma, Emmy The robot, Post Harbor, Spellward Bound, The Little Trashmaid, Of Aliens And Cacti, MAX has AUTISM, Hollow Kid, Aurora Borealis, Always Human, Will There Be A Tomorrow? (H), High Class Homos, Everything Is Fine, Home Sweet Ghost, Notumare, Heartstopper,

Books: The Name Of This Book Is Secret (all 5 parts), Hobbit, Ana, Teo, Warrior Cats (general),

Music creators: Radiohead, Rex Orange County, Laufey, bo en, Jack Stauber, Jay Vincent, Kaden Mackay, Olivia Rodrigo, if I was 9 again the only person on this list would be Alan Walker (I don't care about his music anymore), Pink Floyd, liana flores, Your Favorite Martian,

Gacha Stories: Boy With Bad Luck, Girl With Good Luck, The Music Freaks episodes 1-11, Shy Family, Shy Family PART 2, Lesbian Liar part 1-5, A Walking Disaster, Fated Sisters, A Beautiful Tragedy, The Mute Tomboy, literally anything made by Hxnnah rlly,

Favorite YouTubers: Flamingo, RosyClozy, TheOdd1sOut, Illymation, Hxnnah, [Brii Studios UwU], Cypopps, Emzii, NerdyArty, Marikyuun, ExtraRosy, WowzaDawg, foster on the spectrum, Behind The Meme, LilyTrescot SMP, JaidenAnimations, Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows, Ice Cream Sandwich, How To ADHD, LesbianMindflayer,

Favorite Tumblr blogs (not including mutuals srry xx): @/oneeyedleaf, @/nerdyarty, @/tmf-confessions (technically a mutual), @/i-say-ok, @/sonicshipbattles, @/uncharismatic-fauna, @/official-boob-posts, @/identifying-horses-in-posts, @/sonicthehedgehog, @/inthetags, @/notumare (tech a mutual), @/your-blorbos-are-queer, @/the-owl-house-takes, @/incognitopolls, @/my-autism-adhd-blog. @/hot-take-tournament, @/haveyouseenthismovie-poll, @/aita-blorbos, @/oc-aita, @/jagged--dust-jacket-analysis (also tech a mutual), @/hero-deserves-to-be-happy, @/just-a-blog-for-polls, @/thistmfcharacteris, @/sonicapproves, @/lordystrange, @/aphantimes, @/neurotypical-sonic, @/fishyfishyfishtimes. @/adhd-sonic-the-hedgehog, @/obelisart, @/queeradhdcultureis, @/pd-culture-is, @/content-free, @/starscatteredsky, @/hero-deserves-to-be-happy,

Miscellaneous: zoology, drawing, using Picrew, ninjas, goblins, parallels in writing (this obsession is eating me alive I swear I'll literally analyze my events as if they're fictional and I'll draw parallels between them and my favorite fandoms/past events pls send help), daydreaming, dust, media analysis, character analysis, calculators, singing, mushrooms, weirdcore, goblincore, sociology, vocabulary, MBTI,

Languages (both real and fictional)(I only actually know some of these)(still learning): ninjargon, dovahzul, spanish, japanese, serbian, english, na'vi,

Things I'm planning to get into : Zoology, crocheting, Terraria, The Lego Movie: The Sequel, The Wilds, Warrior Cats, crafting, Nimona (comic), Notumare, The Mechanisms, Dark, Inscryption, The Adventure Zone, DELTARUNE, Teen Wolf, Solitaire, Sonic X, Good Omens, Voltron, The Amazing Digital Circus, Steven Universe, Oblivion, Star Vs The Forces Of Evil, MineCraft StoryMode, Percy Jackson, the pink corruption,

My own stories/Fanfiction plots: ghost!SUNNY AU (OMORI), Mob Academy (Minecraft fanfic), Carla and Silvia, omori!Hanahaki AU (OMORI), Flicker fanfic, HOLLOW HEART, (feel free to ask about any of these!!!)

Things I plan to get into again: MLP;FiM, Ninjago,

x KIN/FAV CHAR LIST x

(bold text = absolute fave!!)

TMF - Jake Sterling, Millicent Brooks, Drew, Lia, Sean Everett, Daisy,

ST - William Byers, Eleven/Jane Hopper/Byers, Jonathan Byers, Robin Buckley, Joyce Byers, Lucas Sinclair, Dustin Henderson, Kali Prasad,

PTR - Jammer Lammy, Parappa The Rapper, Katy Kat

STH - Sonic The Hedgehog, Miles Tails Prower The Fox, Mimic The Octopus, Whisper The Wolf, Sticks The Jungle Badger, Amy Rose The Echidna-Rascal (personal hc),

TOH - Luz Noceda, Agustus Porter, Edalyn Clawthorne, King Clawthorne, Lilith Clawthorne, Philip Whittebane/Belos (do not excuse his actions whatsoever), Enzo Gabriel The Collector

Amphibia - Marcy Wu, Sprig Planters

OMORI - KEL/KELSEY, OMORI, SUNNY, MARI, THE MAVERICK/MIKHAEL, PESSI, CAPT. SPACEBOY,

SS - SpongeBob SquarePants

Minecraft - Creeper, The Ender Dragon, Herobrine, Enderman, Wolf, Fox, The Wither

RBLX Flicker - Eduardo, Rita, Mikah, Amethyst, Adora, Amani

TMNT - Michelangelo!!

TLH - Luna Loud, Lincoln Loud, Lenni Loud, Lucy Loud, Clyde ??

TD(I) - Noah, Izzy, Dawn, Ezekiel

Ninjago - Jay Walker, Nya, Zane Julien, Akita,

WEBTOON TLD - Alex Hill, Phillip Maxwell, Anne Marie De Delle

x SHIP LIST x

[character] x no one = I like the interpertation of said character being aroace/just not dating anyone in general. (Bold text)= otp

OMORI - suntan, sunflower, heromari, goldrush, sunburn, photobomb, KEL x no one, herobowen, etc

STH - blazamy, whispangle, sonknux, sonadow, sonic x no one, kittails, amy x no one, stickmy, sticknux (but in a very specific modern sth way), sticks x no one, sonjet, shadisper, etc

TMF - ooo boy... milliot, jailey, hailia, drake, laisy, saisy, dailia, dadie, jaisy, jenry, drew x no one, drakailey, henriam, ladie/salia, platonic draisy, platonic henria, more xx

PTR - sunny x no one, parappa x matt, parappa x pj berri, parappa x no one, etc

Ninjago - lava, plasma, techno, jaya, bruise, opposite, pixane, glacier, harumya (?), lloyd x no one, cole x no one, nya x no one, qp mud, etc

TD - noco, gwourtney, nowen, breoff, bfffls, dizzy,

WEBTOON TLD - alex x phillip, anne x

x ANIMALS I LIKE x (few are fictional) •

virgin island's dwarf gecko, blobfish, horses, roosters, unicorns, wolves, anglerfish, immortal jellyfish, lion mane's jellyfish, okapis, rats, reek stonefish, doves, pigeons, vultures, cats, echidnas, frogs, star nosed moles, naked mole rats, moths (they seek the light which only further strays them away from life, the truth), spiders, rock doves, blue jaya tongue skinks, australian ghostsharks, aye-ayes, goblin sharks, dragons, whatever the fuck atla's momo is, lemurs, squirrels, flying squirrels, capybaras, OMG I JUST FOUND OUT FLYING LEMURS ACTUALLY EXIST THEYRE CALLED colugos, gerenuks, jabirus, jaguarundis, japanese spider crabs, jerboas, pangolins, potoos, thorny devils, snakes, black cats, vampire squids, northern stargazer,

x TAGS x

ghost!sunny au, >:], to do list, omori!hanahaki au, important, urgent, rb, asks, animalsss, others art, others writing, vent? like among us?, I am not funny, byliner, house design inspo, minecraft fanfic inspo, mari appreciation 💜, sean appreciation, fictional birthday, music, rb, tickposting, mari wheelchair au, serbian shit, carla and silvia, my oc, my ocs, my story, mob academy, hollow heart, 🎩🕊️, 🎩🕊️ • ❓, my polls, polls, 🎩🕊️ • ✉️, 🎩🕊️ • 📜, 🎩🕊️ • 🪬, 🐀🥚, me on anon, freakblr colour war, hailey hair controversy, freakblr colour war 2, freakblr colour war ii, mecoded, cringe confession of the day, gay screenshot collection, my top posts,flicker webseries preparations, hyper-cis, freakblr lore, my mom watches tmf, into the rosyverse, background-chan,

x TAGS FOR FANDOMS x (aka fandom acronyms) •

omori, tmf, st, go, ptr, sth, avm shorts, atla, rblx, amphibia, yfm, etc (if a franchise has 2 words or more when I reblog posts about that franchise the fandom tags I'll use for them will be exclusively the acronyms even if it isn't most preferred)

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9.1,13.19,15,18,18,25°

My life will end incomplete! ~~××

(I'll try updating this later)

(this is like the tenth time doing this, I'm only capable of making intro posts in ONE RUN I guess, I am in pain, sjkdcie)

xxOTHER NOTES:

I occasionally post pretty angsty, overwhelmingly negative, and at times violently suggestive vent content here. If you do not like that, please filter the tag #vent? like among us?

I might have depression and/or adhd so that's probably gonna mess up my life and social interactions ummm (I'm a sensitive individual so please don't be too harsh)

I sometimes draw, don't expect it to look good though. You can request any prompt !!

My Roblox accounts are FinVanzahDovahKiin and stejsi_079 !!

My DeviantArt account is Unoriginal Creator !!

Even though I had formerly stated that this blog may contain triggering themes (even though I can't quite recall much triggering posts/reblogs I have on here??) this blog is mostly silly, it's just me being me

I have a lot of TMF mutuals, we have a lot of inside jokes that may not make any form of sense to outsiders

Even though I had also stated I have my own fanfiction ideas I like, I have not written any of them down and God knows when I will.

I need to spend less time on the internet for the sake of my health

My YouTube account is [InsertUnoriginalNameHere] !! (I've deleted 90% of my former content. Also most of my videos on there are like 2 years because I stopped posting after my parents found out it existed)

I have an alt account @freakblr-lore !! Studying the lore of tmf but mostly the subculture of freakblr

I also have a tmf Sean Everett rp/ask blog called @mr-broom !

I ALSO have a tmf Daisy rp/ask blog called @x-daisy-x !

There's also another one @hailey-i-guess

Another one @xjaded-sadiex

I'm disappointed in myself. I made an rp/ask blog for an entirely irrelevant background character. What the fuck. @background-bg-chan

IM PLANNING TO MAKE A ROBLOX FLICKER WEBSERIES!!! Posts related to it will be tagged "flicker webseries preparations".

There's an Elliot one now too!! @xx0blooming-orchid0xx

@sussy-albertaretz-core my fan blog for the Roblox YouTuber flamingo

please ask me anything about any of my interests

#intro #intro post #introduction post #introduction #•rise of domino•#introductory post #post of introduction #🎩🕊️#obligatory post of introduction #tw swearing

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sheirukitriesfandom · 9 months

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OCs as lyrics

@thequeenofthewinter and @skyrim-forever tagged me to participate. Doing this for Gileth, Rethul and Rashkan.

Tagging: @elavoria @alma-amentet @katastronoot @littlegalerion @nostalgic-breton-girl @friend-of-giants

Gileth:

Ich bin ein Stern / I'm a star

aus flüssigem Metall. / made of molten metal.

Ich bin ein Stern; / I'm a star;

alles wird in meinen Armen Asche. / everything turns to ash in my arms.

Ein Stern, doch kein Feuer blendend weiß / A star, but no white-hot fire

Taute je in mir das Eis. / ever thawed the ice within me.

The song's in German and was very much the inspiration behind Gileth's problems with his talent for pyromancy and the tragic consequences thereof.

Rethul:

Promises, they tempt me to

Will I change? I won't be that fool

Maybe for a day, a week, maybe two

I'm a dreamer, narcissist

Manchild that's confessed

The face of death won't make me an evangelist

I close my hands, not in prayer, not in prayer - into fists

I lost the way

Pretty much sums up Rethul during a good chubk of his story.

Rashkan:

I've listened to the stories of resentment and disdain

I've looked into the empty eyes of anger, fear, and shame

I've taken blood from every stone

And traveled every road

When I see the distant lights illuminate the night

Then I will know I am home

I always imagine those lines depicting Rashkan finally returning to Winterhold after the defeat of Miraak. By then he's been away from the college for a long time.

#elder scrolls #skyrim #my ocs #Rethul Balasi #Rashkan Atheron #Gileth Sadras #elder scrolls online #Spotify

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nsfw-muses-of-fantasy · 1 year

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It's hard to say who has it more rough in Skyrim, year 4E 205. The Argonian, Ratheesus, or Jade, the Altmer sellsword. The native Nords aren't known for immediate trustworthiness of either, as both have learned the hard way. Being a retired arena fighter from Cyrodil, Ratheesus, or Scales-of-Bone, can brawl any Nord, and Jade has definitely had to prove herself thrice over in every new community, even among her own narcissistic kin. Perhaps thats why they bonded so easily. The roughest, least forgivng environment has a certain way of bringing together the most unlikely individuals...

For a modest sum of 500 septims, Jade would prove to the brawler lizard just how she comes to demand such a high price for her services. She wields magic and blade elegantly. A wonderful compatriot for the likes of Ratheesus. Even though he can take a beating, Ebonyskin doesn't hurt, and neither does a gold-motivated swordswoman. The High Elves are renowned for their wonderful weaponcraft after all!

Ratheesus hired her initially to help him find the perfect place to settle down, he already has wealth. This white-faced reptile doesn't actually need to fulfill bounties, but hey, a little more gold and more fighting hasn't backfired on him yet, but that's neither here nor there, our duo has entered Eastmarch from the south. The skies are clear, the air is slightly chilly. Seems a warm season is upon the land.

No desire to face the inevitable uproar of racism inside Windhelm's walls, it was agreed to stay at Kyensgrove's inn. But south Eastmarch contains hot springs, which catch the tense Argonian's eyes.

"The day is still young Jade, lets rest here a while. Get clean." He says, "you can go ahead first. I'm used to being dirty." While the two became fast friends, he was still Jade's employer, and still gave her orders, usually light. He also didn't want to be a total perv in what he assumed was a more professional companionship.

@denscontrol

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wellthebardsdead · 2 years

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Me: *shuffling through old stuff from high school and finds a note book filled with an ancient Egypt modern sci-fi love action story between the reader and the god Seth* …Well time to share this with the world.

So yeah it was actually a story I wrote after assassins creed 3 came out and I started imagining what the gods and pharaohs would be like in modern day and it evolved into me diving back into my hyper fixation on Ancient Egypt lol.

Essentially the plot is reader goes to Egypt with fiancé, fiancé is a narcissist and wants to propose in public to make a big scene and get attention but can’t get the perfect photos so keeps dragging reader through active archeology sites, ground collapses, reader falls in and it’s revealed to be a tomb containing Seth. Archeologists, reader and fiancé explore down into the tomb, Seth gets set loose and the group leave the reader for dead when the tomb begins to collapse and they get knocked out. Seth sees the flowers the reader has from the failed proposal and mistakes it as an offering after centuries of being forgotten and declares they’ll be his consort as Anubis arrives and explains his wrongful imprisonment. They mark the reader as his eternal consort with a tattoo, Amit carrys reader from the tomb as it collapses and Anubis beings Seth home so he can clean up reunite with his family. And yes. Everyone including the gods. Are hot.

It features most of the known gods and goddesses. Imprisonment by the archeologists who were present during the events that kick off the story. A worldwide man hunt. And a conspiracy between Seth’s wife, Nephthys, and the evil serpent god, Apopis, to frame Seth for the murder of his own brother, Osaris.

And my favourite part, the pharaohs! In total I decided on 3 main pharaohs deemed worthy enough to live in the palace of the gods and study under them. Seti the first, Ramses the great, Tutankhamun, Nefertiti, and Cleopatra. And yes. I made them all hot. Well, kind of. They’re essentially otherworldly entities now so even in their most human appearances there’s something off about them. Essentially when they passed to the afterlife they were free from pain and could decide their own appearances and so made themselves handsome, beautiful, or to quote Tut in my favourite line from him I wrote, “I just wanted to be able to run and play tag with my daughters.” And yes tut’s two infant daughters are in the after life and have taken the form of two little girls with Isis like wings for arms, they can play for all eternity and when Tut isn’t spending time studying under Ra he spends it with them but I’ll get to that in a minute.

When designing the pharaohs I pretty much pictured them to have three main forms. Their ‘scout’ form. Which is essentially the nightingale armour from skyrim for their body and on their heads they were sci fi versions of their golden death masks. The eyes glow, there’s hollows in the cheeks where light also emits as they filter air to pick up smells etc, and the eyelids can blink as to allow them to convey emotion without exerting the energy to bring forth an actual human like face beneath the mask.

(Pictured nightingale armour from skyrim)

The only difference really design wise is Nefertiti wears a mask resembling Bastet as she studies under her, and tut’s face mask is of his own ideal face. Not the iconic one we know because it’s been revealed that mask actually belonged to his father and tuts burial was so rushed his tomb wasn’t even his own tomb.

Their second form is their human like appearance. Essentially their ideal form outside of their scout armour. Ramses is strong and built for battle, Seti is slender but a great acrobat and he and Cleo argue frequently about who has the prettier nose, Nefertiti I pretty much picture as Ana from Overwatch just with a spear and a much younger appearance, cleopatra I now envision more as the siren from jibaro, and tut, just a very easy on the eyes, healthy 19 year old with a big fuck off pair of hawk wings.

Okay now to explain studying. Essentially the pharaohs can spend their afterlife however they please or they can study under specific gods and receive powers from them, this allows them to return to the land of the living when needed or just to explore and see things they never could or to see other realms and worlds if they wish etc, but they end up as personal servants so to speak in exchange for the teachings and if anything happens to the god that results in well, the Osiris situation, that pharaoh will become the god, lose all sense of self they held before and only retain some memories as their identity is replaced with the god they served.

Tut chose to study under Ra and was given wings and the ability to shoot flaming arrows from his bow. Seti chose Anubis and his powers can involve raising the dead or mummifying someone alive if he can hold the spell long enough. Ramses chose Sekhmet and I can’t remember what his powers are but I recall him summoning a massive sandstorm to stop the archeologists from reaching the airport when helping the reader escape back to their home country. Nefertiti chose Bastet and she’s a natural healer and comforting presence until someone hurts her son (tut) her grand daughters, or anyone she’s deemed her baby (cough cough the reader cough) then all hell breaks loose. And Cleo chose Wadjet, gifting her the ability to move like a snake and strike with venomous claws like fangs and if someone’s close enough her mask can open allowing a cloud of opium like poison to burst out like a gust of toxic wind putting anyone near her into a coma or just, well, death.

There’s a lot of forgiveness arch’s between Seth and the other gods, Osiris explains to him the plot to frame him and begs for his forgiveness for not being able to stop it, Seth forgives him obviously and generally there’s just a lot of apologising lol

Yes I added a cheesy romance scene where the reader is dancing around the archeology campsites fire with the rest of the group to the song “through heavens eyes” from the prince of Egypt. Yes Seth shows up looking like a hot ass man with an assassin like hood over his face, yes the two dance and end it with a kiss which results him exploding into a cloud of golden sand that forms into an engagement ring on the readers finger and yes Seth reforms back in his palace in the afterlife and excitedly informs his brother he proposed like a giddy big himbo.

But yeah. I might not write it in full yes it’s cheesy yes it reeks of the mummy nostalgia, yes, I love it.

~Bambi

#ancient Egypt #ancient Egypt fanfiction

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oceanblueeyesoul · 1 year

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Hi!! Could I request a Stanger things matchup please? No gender preference.

I'm an INTP 5w6, demisexual/bi woman. I'm plus sized and 5'9" with 2b hair that is naturally dark/dirty blonde but it's currently dyed purple.

I am slightly nearsighted and have glasses, though I tend to forget to wear them. Sometimes "losing" them on my own head.

I have very low self-esteem and a self deprecating, dark and offbeat sense of humor.

I manage to be both touch adverse and touch starved. I have to know and trust someone enough to be comfortable with physical touch. Minor things like a handshake don't typically bother me though, unless I get bad vibes off the other person.

Due to being raised by an entire family of narcissists, whenever I tried to speak they'd interrupt me or complain about me talking too much or too loudly. So I'm usually pretty silent unless you can get me started on something I'm passionate about.

Most of the time when I do speak, my words get muddled up. I especially struggle with words that have R in the middle of them.

I frequently get lost in daydreams.

If I get hyperfocused on something, I'll go the entire day without remembering to eat or drink anything.

That being said, one of my stims is eating. Particularly foods I call hand to mouth like grapes or m&ms. Which is how I got to be plus sized, though my hypothyroidism certainly doesn't help. So I try to keep myself, particularly my hands, busy.

I like to craft things, though I'm not all that great at it. I also like to play video games, though primarily I just replay my hyperfixation franchises over and over again. (Dragon Age, Saints Row and Elder Scrolls)

I'm also into floriography and all things personality. (like MBTI and enneagram)

Because of the latter I actually made an algorithm where I can create the most ideal build for D&D or Skyrim for any individual player. For instance, I used it to make my go to DnD build which is a Mountain Dwarf Abjuration Wizard. And my current Skyrim character. A Breton Nightblade.

I always have the urge to "collect" (horde) which I've primarily focused into my video games to keep me from doing it in real life. But I still collect books and novelty drinkware irl.

I cannot stand the feeling of water on my forearms/elbows. Or have wet clothing on.

I'm very clumsy, frequently tripping over my own furniture. (and feet) I will always have at least one bruise on my body and there's less than 50% chance I can tell you how I got it.

I'm quiet, reserved, and thoughtful. I prefer to socialize with a small group of close friends that I share common interests and connections with.

I enjoy thinking about theoretical concepts and I tend to be flexible and good at thinking "outside of the box."

I am constantly trying to understand how things work. I like to break down larger things or ideas to look at the individual components to see how things fit and function together.

I often go over what I know, seeking patterns until I can achieve a flash of inspiration or insight into the problem.

I can be outgoing, warm and friendly when I am around people with who I am familiar and comfortable. I'm definitely the type of friend who's always up for some quipping and bantering. I like to listen to my friend's problems and be a shoulder to cry on. Or plot revenge with them when needed.

I am often uncertain and will seek multiple sources of confirmation before making a decision. I will not disclose my own opinion unless triggered by anger.

I'm very much conflict averse but will jump into a confrontation or even start a brawl if someone is messing with someone I care about. Or if my anxiety causes me to snap.

For a lot of things it's rare for me to have actual favorites. One day I may prefer ethereal wave music and the next I'll be more in the mood for 80s rock. I usually have a top 3, 5 or 10 but no absolute favorites. And this goes for all sorts of things, food, movies etc.

My 'fashion' sense is somewhere between Green Academia and Feralcore.

I adore animals, especially the kinds that are less liked by society. Possums, snakes etc. Though I also love cats and currently have a cat. I would have more if I could. I handraised him, bottlefed him after rescuing him. He's 10, spoiled rotten and I defy anyone to tell me he isn't my child.

I struggle with driving cars but motorcycles or scooters, I can drive like a bat out of hell.

Hi there sweetie! I really hope you like this!

Your Stranger Things soulmate is...

DUSTIN HENDERSON!

The both of you would love to play DND together because the both of you would have fun together and he would love to spend time with you.

You would pet his animals back at home and Dustin would adore you for it because he does the same thing to your cat.

He would talk to lots of people for you and help you to speak up more and listen for your ideas and opinions.

He thinks that you're funny and you make him laugh so hard he ends up a sore stomach at the end of the day.

#stranger things matchups #dustin henderson #dustin henderson x reader #stranger things #oceanblueeyesoul

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thalwhore · 1 year

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Pov: You've never drawn a Khajiit in your life

So anyway here are some of my ESO blorbos+ a Skyrim one!!

Tanivela. Nightblade, Hlaluu, Thief, Asassin. Power and glory baby, power and glory. She RELIGIOUSLY follows the reclemations and Mephala is her homegirl. She wants to champion her or Boethia before she dies. She thrives on causing chaos and lives without regret and, in the modern day, would be a diagnosed Psycopath AND Narcissist.

Lurbuk! Warden, loves his animals SO much, is a tank! He's obsessed w the dwemer and it's his main area of research expertise. He's also a bit of a huge slut. Also I am horrible at drawing facial hair. Lurbuk didn't exactly mind life in his stronghold, but the only intellectual pursuits that were encouraged involved fighting or healing those who did, so he left to study independently as he travels.

Psydoe. Bitchboy. Awful twink. Do not let his small stature fool you. He fucked around with alchemy while home in Valenwood and was condemned to the Ooze upon death until a necromancer helped revive him. Since his body was long gone, the process didn't go very smoothly and as a result, he formed as the result of multiple different bodies taken from the Ooze, including animals. Now he's researching alchemy and living his best life but he IS on the lookout for how to 'fix' himself because like, the antlers, hooves and single boob are cool and all, but they get kind of annoying.

And finally Zan'ari! Khajiit archer and a member of the thieves guild in Skyrim. Eventual vampire and also one of my 3 canon dragonborns! (I love them all okay.) While he's a bit of an evil bitch, it's mostly just him lashing out because he's never felt at home anywhere and he's a pissy little bitchboy about it who kills people to relieve stress. Secretly very soft-hearted tho. He wants to settle down at some point and have some kittens of his own, maybe with a certain guild member,,,,,

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I want to know more about Miranon! Tell us about your special boy!

QNDJQNC ur too nice omfg... also ur an enabler so i accidentally typed too much in response.... imma just leave this under a read more sgkjdfg

Well to start, I made him to be the foil to @illrae’s bosmer oc, Foro, a very grumpy alchemist and archer with Resting Bitch Face syndrome. I was also VERY heavily inspired by Jaskier from The Witcher (specifically the Netflix adaptation..), bc I was on a Witcher show kick when I made Miranon..

I wanted a really tall, friendly, sociable, and kind of annoying bard altmer.

His backstory IS a bit darker, and not everything is super set-in-stone yet?? But the gist of it is:

He's from an upper middle class type family way over in Alinor.

He signed on with the Thalmor as like a battlemage bc his parents were just Like That, but he was never fanatical and his real passion was for the performing arts. U_U

Some stuff happened and he completely deserted the Thalmor and ran away to Skyrim. (Joke's on him tho since Skyrim has Thalmor agents LMAO)

Actually, about that "some stuff happened", I really want it to link back to my canon dragonborn Tora and her backstory. But as a result I don't want Miranon and Tora to ever have a "reunion" because it would just be a mess unless I just COMPLETELY trash it.

Very few really have any idea what went down in his past and he would like to keep it that way LOL. He’s a big fan of running away from it and just pretending it never happened.

ANYWAYS, he eventually joined the Bards College in Solitude because he finally felt free to do so, and eventually some years down the line he becomes an instructor there. So I hope I gave him like Hot Youngish Professor vibes. Or even hot substitute teacher vibes... Miranon IS a generally happier person at the current point in his life. He’s amiable, fun, and a good teacher to his students. He enjoys a good party esPECIALLY if he’s the entertainment. He’s a bit narcissistic, and cowardly when he can’t handle a situation on his own. Some other fun facts about Miranon include: - he's a lightweight when it comes to drinking - he loves an outfit with some sorta flowy-ness to it - he's a big fan of seafood - he teaches singing, the general art of performing (like just showmanship kinda?? not standing there like a post when u perform), and combat basics so that any student that becomes a traveling bard doesn't just die on the road.

#asks #Miranon #skyrim #altmer #high elf #ur too sweet U______U #im dead im sorry this is lengthy #ocs

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oldcyberpunk2077truth · 1 year

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I swear to god, like most of the modders and VPers are either absolute nutters or the most narcissistic pieces of shit. But it's like this in almost every community that has that kind of content, from Skyrim, Dragon Age to Cyberpunk etc. some of the nutters (as in the names that come up pretty often here) still manage to put many of them to shame tho, i really havent seen this level of sad existences for a while now. its actually impressive

I wonder what makes them think they are some type of god. Like bruh I will not reconigze you if I see you walking in the street and even if you tell me your username in real life I still will take some time to notice that you x person from y place.

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xiaowiki · 1 year

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⋆·˚ ༘ * 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄

📁 INTRO— hi, my name is drew! she / they , aegosexual / panromantic ׂׂૢ libra sun - cancer moon - leo rising , infp ! ♡

📁 GENSHIN— ar 59 , xiao + kazuha main , na server UID - 602106579 !

📁 SELFSHIPS— link

⋆·˚ ༘ * 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐒

📁 GAMES— genshin impact, dragon age, mass effect, the legend of zelda, project sekai, mystic messenger, obey me, stray, ffxiv, the quarry, sims 4, stardew valley, animal crossing, dead by daylight, overwatch, nier, little nightmares, resident evil, persona, skyrim

📁 ANIME/MANGA— fruits basket, blue lock, buddy daddies, the rising of the shield hero, bnha, horimiya, csm, jjk, sk8 the infinity, shikimori’s not just a cutie, tbhk

📁 MUSIC— blackbear, cigarettes after sex, breaking benjamin, troye sivan, 5sos, ariana grande, halsey, starset, i prevail, taylor swift, abba, yungblud, bts, blackpink, bmth, evanescence, avril lavigne, one direction, ryyzn, chase atlantic, n3wport, corpse, doja cat, post malone

📁 OTHERS— pink, writing, reading, drawing, my friends, eating, concerts, my mom, animals, hot showers, makeup, skincare, shopping, video games, anime, my OCs, lore, money, pandas, butterflies, hearts, making playlists

⋆·˚ ༘ * 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐒

❕ DISCOURSE— i’ve seen my fair share of fandom discourse over the past several years and i’m exhausted tbh. i believe in enjoying the ships & characters you like in peace and curating your space so you don’t see the things you dislike. fighting over this kind of stuff is pointless, no one will change their minds.

❕ BIGOTRY— i won’t accept racism, islamophobia, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, sexism, or any other form of hate speech or bigotry in my vicinity. this is a safe space for minorities and not for bigots.

❕ KAELUC AND ZHONGXIAO— while it’s not technically illegal to ship kaeluc and there’s actually nothing wrong with zhongxiao, these two ships make me incredibly uncomfortable. i don’t have anything against people who ship them but i do not like seeing this content so i will not interact with you and might block you if you make content about them just to curate my own space 🤷🏻‍♀️

❕ OTHERS— onions, cruelty, food or whispering asmr, lying, infantalization, bad hygiene, people who mischaracterize xiao, narcissists, know-it-alls

❕ BYI/DNI— link

⋆·˚ ༘ * 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐒

📁 GENSHIN IMPACT— xiao, kazuha, kaveh, tighnari, albedo, venti, razor, heizou, shinobu, thoma, itto, ayaka, ayato, alhaitham

📁 BLUE LOCK— nagi, rin, bachira, chigiri

📁 DRAGON AGE— cullen, fenris, alistair, zevran, isabela, morrigan, iron bull, dorian, cole, josephine, varric

📁 MASS EFFECT— garrus, tali, liara, mordin, jack, thane, jaal

📁 BNHA— kirishima, shouto, izuku, denki, bakugou, ochako, shigaraki, dabi, toga

📁 FRUITS BASKET— tohru, kyo, yuki, momiji, rin, haru

📁 JUJUTSU KAISEN— nobara, yuuji, yuuta, megumi, inumaki

📁 HORIMIYA— miyamura, ishikawa

📁 SK8 THE INFINITY— reki, langa, miya

📁 SHIPS— i’m mostly a selfshipper nowadays, ngl. but i still consider myself a multishipper and some of my faves are kazuxiao, heikazu, xiaoven, cynonari, beiguang, xingyun, kaebedo, ittorou, tododeku, kiribaku, todobakudeku, and todobaku

#about me

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shivering-isles-cryptid · 2 years

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Meet My OCs

Morrowind: Neioli Sadras, the Nerevarine. She was born to an assassin of the Morag Tong and a woman from a minor family in House Dres. Her mother, a woman named Lilinore Sadris, was a Paladin of Boethiah and taught her daughter the ways of battle and betrayal. When she was 18, her parents sent her to Cheydinhal where she'd meet her betrothed Farwil Indarys. She greatly resented this due to the man's childish and narcissistic nature, and so she spent most of her time behind the Chapel of Arkay, where she built a small shrine to Boethiah and Mephala. When she was 23, she was framed for murder committed behind the Chapel by a Dark Brotherhood assassin. She spent 2 years in the prison before the Emporer sent her back to Morrowind.

Oblivion:

Daedra of Kvatch: Remus Krately, the Mad-God. Born in Cheydinhal, inside the haunted Krately House, he was born with a close connection to Oblivion and the Afterlife. Due to this connection, he was born with a mane of pure white hair. He grew up in that house before he was 19 and he went to the Imperial City, where he was arrested becuase a guard believed him to be the Grey Fox.

Champion of Cyrodiil: Alidl Indarys, the Crusader. He was born to a priest of Akatosh and a Dunmer woman. When he was born, he was raisee in the Chapel to be a Knight of the Hour, a holy protector of the Chapel of Akatosh. While there, he made pillgramages to every shrine he could find, and made sure to honor the teachings of the divines. When he reached 20, he went on a pilgrimage to the Temple of Dibella, but was horrified to find a massacre.

Skyrim: Sotha Indarys, the Dovahkiin. He was the son of Alidil Indarys and Neioli Sadras. Neioli named him after her old friend, Sotha Sil. Due to his parents fame, they both agreed it would be safer to send him away, so they sent him to live with Neioli's cousin in the Summerset Isles. While he was there, he met an elf name Auryen. The two spent most of their time together, going to the College of History together. As time moved on, Sotha fell for him, but Auryen left the Isles to use his education in a more hands on way. When Sotha was in his mid-20s, he recieved a letter from Auryen asking him to join him in Solitude for a job offer at a Museum.

Great House Sadras has actually no lore, so I made it up. It makes no sense for a house that never existed to suddenly become one of the Great Houses, unless they were not only a part of an already existing House, but also the House of Morrowinds most famous hero.

Also, my Dragonborn is the son of the Nerevarine and the Champion of Cyrodiil. Ever since i started playing Oblivion, I always thought to myself, "wouldn't the best way for Akatosh/Martin to reward the Champion/Hero be to give a boon to their offspring?" Like, Akatosh took one Dragonborn from them, and then gave them another. Obviously if they were humans that wouldn't work unless the Champion is a vampire, which is why mine is an elf.

And yes, my Hero of Kvatch and Champion of Cyrodiil are two different people, that's cuz my Hero is Sheogorath and I don't believe that Sheogorath would be able to go into Paradise. I made a headcannon post about that a while ago.

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nordicbloodline · 2 years

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new beginnings

it’s been nearly 80 years since i betrayed my family and had my vampirism stripped from me by molag bal. my name is A’varr Obyson IV, i’m a nord that was raised high in the mountains of skyrim until our home was destroyed by the vigilants of Stendarr. after we escaped, we were graced by molag bal with the curse of vampirism. after i had gotten into a dispute with my father about my half sister curing herself, i voiced my true feelings before leaving. after that, molag bal took my vampirism away. almost 80 years later, i was a withered old man trying to cross the border to hammerfell, where i could finally have peace. but the imperials saw me after catching a group of stormcloaks and assumed i was a part of that group. personally, i don’t care much for talos or the other 8 divines but i also didn’t care for a race of self absorbed narcissistic elves that belittled every other race so i worshipped talos mainly out of spite of the thalmor. anyways, the imperials captured me and we were sent off to helgan where i saw general tullius and a thalmor ambassador named elewen. i was distracted by them so that when the wagon’s wheel broke off, i got flung out of the back of it. tullius spotted me, and realized just how out of place i was. before anything could happen though, the thalmor had gotten their hands on me and carried me off to the headsman. i swore if it was a moment earlier, my head would’ve rolled. but thanks to sheer luck, tullius ordered for me to be brough into the keep instead. as i entered with him, he took my binds off. “you aren’t one of the stormcloaks, are you?” he asked. i shook my head, coughing a bit. “i just wanted to peacefully die in hammerfell...” i replied. tullius shook his head, “my men have been paranoid lately with rumors of giant flying beasts and stormcloak spies. i’m sorry you were wrapped up in official imperial busine-” before he could finish, we heard something outside. a roar, followed by a lot of destruction. moments later, an imperial soldier named hadvar ran in. he was out of breath and his armor was singed around the edges. “general, something as dark as night is attacking helgan!” he said, through gasps for air. tullius gave him a puzzled look before jumping into action. “get as many civilians to safety as you can. me and the prisoner will continue through the keep.” he said, causing me to look at him confused. he trusted me enough to travel with me. as hadvar left, tullius used his sword to cut my bindings and let me grab a set of imperial light armor as well as an imperial sword and shield. as we fought through the keep, the attack didn’t let up above ground. we eventually made it out of the keep, and went our separate ways. as i headed down to riverwood, i spotted it, the giant creature hadvar had mentioned. it was staring down at me with a glare before it flew away over the nountains. i gulped a bit and continued my way to the small town . . .

#skyrim #the elder scrolls #general tullius #skyrim story #A'varr Obyson IV

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Skyrim Typology - Windhelm

The worst city in all of Skyrim bars none.

***Only NPCs with enough depth are listed here

Ulfric Stormcloak

ENFJ 8w9 sp/so, Burnt Badger-Lion

He is a pitiful man. He is broken by his less than honorable surrender to Thalmor torturer. He is a gallant warrior and a highly dynamic man who care for people under him but guilt and anger made him into a warmonger he is now. He thinks the Empire abandoned him (who fought for the Empire his entire life) and worse, that they abandoned his people. He is angry at himself for giving into Thalmors manipulation but also at the Empire for failing him again and again. So he weaponizes his rage and construct the entire narrative about Skyrim's independence (which is a sign of high Ni - abstracting away from real event and make them into symbols). His entire narrative and decisions are made with people and emotions. It is all about 'people of Skyrim' which indicates Fe.

Nurelion

ISFP 4w5 sp/sx

This fucker is really annoying. At first he might look vaguely like a grumpy INTJ but when you look closer, he is high Se with piss poor Te. His body is frail, weak and he is incredibly sick but he still wants to go dungeon diving so he can put his hands on the White Phial. That shows his high Fi (I want this), high Se (I need to get my hands dirty and do it myself, now), semi-strong Ni (this is my life goal) and poor Te (ignoring the fact that he will surely die because he is incredibly weak and that he can better use his resource to strike a deal with someone so they could do it for him).

His poor Te shows again and again. All he cares about is his needs, he steamroll over his apprentice with Te sledgehammer (I want this now, and I expect it now! Ignoring the fact that he isn't the only thing that exists in the world). He offended LDB by giving him 5 gold after he brought the White Phial to him which is incredibly stupid move (thee man single-handedly killed an army of Draugar and came out unscathed) and has no sense of value of things.

Niranye

ESTP 6w7 sp/so

She is a smart woman. She knows how to make a deal and maneuver around the racism in Windhelm. She has strong sense of realism and detachment from emotions (Se-Ti), She knows she needs to bribe and endure some racist remarks but she is cool with it because it's just the way it works. She is also very charming and tries to appeal to people's emotions to get her way. Instead of negotiating a deal with LDB, she appeals to his sympathy instead (I could be killed!) this shows her Fe-tert. She also occasionally takes other's problem as her own to solve and tries to do right by people around her. She offers the priestess of Talos a way to escape the city in case the Thalmors break into the city. This shows her superego tendency to do things right (6) and her Fe. Her Ni is nonexistent.

Calixto Corrium

INFJ 9w8 sx/so

He is an odd one. On one hand, he is a narcissist who kill others without feeling an ounce of guilt, on the other, he is a broken soul who wants nothing more than seeing his sister (who he is very attached to - enneagram 9 trait) again. He constructs his grief into a vision (again, Ni-dom trait) and enacts it. He has no Te because his thinking is all about 'this is what I want to see, it must happen and I'll ignore everything outside because it makes sense to me) which shows Ni-Ti loop. He also has competent Fe - likable, diplomatic and knows how to appeal to people's emotions. His Se is horrible though, he doesn't know how to fight but still impulsively trying to fight someone much stronger in a desperate attempt to make his vision come true.

#skyrim #the elder scrolls #enneagram #sorting hat chats #mbti

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myfatmuses · 1 year

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Azula returned and had to take an oath of loyalty which she lied for her teeth to do her only loyalty was to herself in this world. The Earth was about loyalty to Skyrim and their one true king the Ulfric Stormcloak a man's so narcissistic and foolish he named his army after himself. The battle strategies were pathetic their overall goals were asinine.

Even by some unscrupulous military blunder and they fell forwards into Victory they would be wiped out by the elves exhausted from a civil war fractured even after victory

#muse plays #weight gain rp #avatar rp #skyrim #avatar last airbender #muse azula

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creek-cryptid-deluxe · 1 year

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Man... this holiday break has been a wild ride.

So the kids were meant to be with their respective mothers until 2 days from now. Well, the eldest & only boy, V, called us 3 separate times in the first week of break sobbing asking us to come get him. Apparently since he is doing what 13 yr old boys do (argue, refuse to leave his room, and looks/sounds like his dad) she lost her shit on him 3 separate times. Once she screamed that she hates him repeatedly & another she threatened to call the cops on him because he refused to leave his room, then threatened to call them accusing L of kidnapping (which is insane given that they have equal custody/guardianship & V clearly asked to be here). Each time we obviously grabbed him immediately no questions asked. Then she proceeded to blow up his phone & L's with absurd threats & vitrol about how L made V like him on purpose to torture her & she hates them both. Each time he stayed a night or two, hung out with me making cookies & talking about pokemon and random stuff he's recently learned. The first time, we had errands he didn't want to go on, so L was chatting with him before we left telling him he loves him. I chimed in with "And it may not mean a ton to you, but I love you too dude." Then the last time, as he was walking out the door, thanking me for the bags of cookies he had stashed in his pockets, I said "Anytime! Love you, man!" & I actually got a "love you too" as he closed the door behind him.

We definitely gave him most of his Christmas stuff early. That poor kid.

Then that same ex (Ex1) text L that apparently my grand scheme is to wait til we are common law married & take the house. I laughed because...

#1 in our state, common law has nothing to do with time. A couple makes a choice to present themselves as married.

#2 he had the house prior to our relationship thus it wouldn't be a marital asset.

#3 this woman knows fuckall about me except what the kids say or what fabricated nonsense she's heard from Ex2 (my former friend). But her assumptions & theories really speak to who she is as a person.

L has repeatedly apologized for how stressful they are for the 4 months I've been here. I keep reminding him that not only did I know exactly what I was getting into, but I grew up with a mom, stepmom, and every woman on my mom's side of the family being so so much worse than these 2 narcissists that make a ton of empty threats. Like Ex2 won't come near the house because I'm here (& I guess i intimidate her) but she drunkenly called his voice-mail to threaten my life. I laughed & told him that my mom's been trying to make that happen since I was 2 yrs old and hasn't managed to succeed, so sure, come for me. Their antics don't phase me at all (which really says some unpleasant things about how I was raised). I'm only bothered by how it impacts him & the kids.

Anyway after visiting my grandma, dad, brother & his fam at Grandma's house yesterday, we've just laid in bed. He plays Skyrim & I assist in reminding him of things or pointing out stuff he doesn't see while using his gift to me (a massive set of crochet needles) to remind myself of how tf to crochet or embroidering patches for a boring pair of jeans I own. We have to go shopping for some stuff today but after that plan on doing the same thing today. Except I might do some adventure mode garbage on D3.

Also today my right hip won't stay put... so he has decided that he will be super gluing them into the sockets "like I did to my old GI Joes that fell apart as a kid". I am legit telling my doctor about his plans when i go in for my monthly visit. She'll think it's hilarious.

#life with l #the house gremlins

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