#so many thoughts i’ll get into later

[duckiemimi]

239’s

was just a primer for 240’s

#jjk #jjk 240 #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jjk 240 leaks #kenjaku #that’s geto’s face 😭 my silly #so many thoughts i’ll get into later #i just KNOWWW gege had these ready on hand

[mapletine]

witch hat atelier thistle design

+ additional notes below the cut :) //cw blood

#thistle dungeon meshi #my art #dungeon meshi spoilers #witch hat atelier #thistle dunmesh #thistle dunmeshi #i absolutely adore how shirahama draws cloth and folds and everything im so enamored with wha #anyways i’ll get around to fully fleshing out this au later i have many thoughts #feel free to send me retrosprings abt it <3 (pls)

[damconcha]

One of my favorite things about the ASL Brothers is the fact that Ace was the one brought out the sake and proposed becoming brothers.

Not Luffy or Sabo but Ace.

Ace, who believes he is unlovable, Ace who believes that his blood is dirty, Ace who believes that he didn’t deserve to be born, Ace who thinks that his life is worthless, Ace who believes that his mere existence is a crime.

And yet Ace saw these two boys and approached them without apprehension or fear of rejection even though he was proposing something as irrevocable, something as bonding as brotherhood

#not to mention ace had these thoughts bc this is how the WORLD sees him #that world put these thoughts into his head and made him believe that #but sabo and luffy only see him. not gol d. or even portgas d. but just ace. #the way ace knew that they wanted this just as much as he did #like he is theirs and they are his and he knew that #i remember learning that ace proposed it and being *so surprised* #cause we had just seen that ace had no self worth and hated himself #but he knew that they accepted him and that they wanted him in their lives #and he decided to make it permanent #they are his family. they are his safe place. they love him unconditionally. #DO YOU GUYS GET WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY #goddd these brothers make me so ill #it’s 2am so if this doesn’t make sense that’s why #i am thinking so many thoughts #i’ll probably delete this later #portgas d. ace #asl brothers #one piece #concha speaks #asl rambles #concha posts

[fred-the-god]

Virgil again, but it’s au time!

The au is I put them in a world I made up for one of my OCs. I’ll probably talk about it in-depth at some point.

He’s a witch

He has a fairly high amount of magic and decent control of it, but no idea how to use it

#again I’ll probably talk more about it later #i have so many thoughts and concepts #I’ve been building this world for years #but this is what you get for now #virgil sanders #tss virgil #tss au #digital art #my art #sander sides #ts virgil #tss

[skyloftian-nutcase]

Hero of Power my beloved punching bag ❤️

#my art #hero of power #Imprisoning war #I still can’t draw faces UGH #I’m not totally happy with this but I thought it was good enough to share #Thank you and special shout out to Oma for putting up with me constantly sharing art WIPs like an excited toddler LOL #this is the predecessor to HW Link so he had to have a scarf #Because Captain Link gets a scarf as part of the “hero garb” #Which you can either hc as Zelda adding a flourish to the traditional outfit #Or that the previous hero wore a scarf so this was their replication of it #I picked the latter option #Partly for continuity and partly because Sheikah attire in botw has a scarf too #So I thought it would be fun if our half Sheikah boy had that connection #Anyway I like his outfit ☺️ #He doesn’t like the hero hat so he usually tucks it into his belt #I just didn’t have energy to draw that lol #I’ll stop rambling now #I just realized I probably should’ve made his sleeves match his collar LOL this boy has too many layers on 🤣 #Whatever maybe I’ll fix it later #That tunic with the collar showing is too pretty and embroidered to be his sleeves as well just pretend it’s a fancy under tunic or somethi

[goldkirk]

I opened Pinterest for the first time in months.

That made me realize a lot about how bad I was actually doing and how much of a Waffle House Index use of Pinterest is for adult me, apparently.

I hadn’t realized it had grown that foundational to me in a healthy-brain-exercise-and-hobby-joy way. Nice to know moving forward! It’s another sign I can keep track of and use to spot correlation/indicator patterns earlier my behavior.

I love this kind of thing, it makes me so excited!

#personal data hacking is my passion #someday I’ll tell a story about the most notable times I tracked things or hacked my own mental processes from childhood to now #including the fear of spiders and bed wetting and behavior changes and posture and heart rate and cursive and putting kitchen items and #trash away as soon as I’m finished using them instead of never ever or ages and ages later #I’m so proud of that #you have to give it time and still commit. chaining thoughts and routines and behaviors really works #we are not separate brains and bodies and external environments #anyway I’m gonna go haha I used up he last of my energy burst on Discord and here and I need to go rest and lie on the floor and probly doze #love you all be back soon bye mwah! #add to journal #trauma evolution #my Waffle House index #this is going to be a fun new tag I’m so going to have fun with this and I bet it’ll be a helpful example reference for other people too #more than just for future me! #so excited so proud of myself so happy so grateful for hope about me really trusting that my ability and my behavior and my performance #are able to and going to yes keep getting better #long many-milestone path-journeys of potential #like when I was a little 6-7 year old kid-team athlete looking ahead at a concept of a future with me over time getting #stronger and cleverer and faster and slicker and calmer and even happier and more and more capable and able to accomplish! #a gift. all this time I didn’t think I’d have and have been living anyway is such a gift. #knowing that I truly have future time to grow and explore and change and improve in even though I still can’t FEEL or IMAGINE that future #time yet. also a gift. #the time I will one day realize I can imagine a future and imagine myself alive? will be a gift. #breath is a gift. experiencing life is a gift. other life is a gift. rhythm is a gift. motion is a gift. awake is a gift. color is a gift. #such a great expanse. all of it new. all of it eternal. all of it me. all of it nothing I’ve ever known before. all of it all of it #all of it. gifts. #gonna go have floor time now. this would be such a nice time to re-re-regain my ability to cry! #mwah I love you future me. take care of your hand and thank u for writing all this down 💛 #hey little star whatcha gonna queue? #my poetry

[gemgirl28]

Just finished watching the ATLA live action and I can sum up my thoughts in one sentence: they sure made some choices.

#I of course have MANY thoughts #but maybe I’ll get into those later #we’ll see #anyways I know I have some prompts waiting in my inbox #and I promise I’ll get to them this weekend #the past two weeks have just been NUTS at work #and then the live action came out #so #here we are #atla #atla live action

[waywardstation]

I cant remember, but have you read donut hole? I remember the author mentioning you beta'ed for them? or am I misremembering?

(and if you're still taking the requests, how about a barry? no pressure!)

I have!! Some of it, at least!! I did used to beta it but then I had to stop cause I got super overloaded with college and I’m still sort of teaching my brain to calm down from that whole disaster haha

(Mons if you’re reading this, I’m totally up for beta-ing again if you need it!! ^^)

While I’m at it, if any of you enjoy Barry-centric content and haven’t read Donut Hole yet, CHECK IT OUT HERE ON AO3!! ^^

#wayward’s asks #yeah in general I’d lost my ability to multitask almost entirely #because uni demanded so many things at once and told us we’d have to pick and choose what assignments we worked on #saying it would be impossible to do every assignment we got KNOWING it was too much work #yet we’d still get backlash WHEN we did pick and choose #and it was a really destructive cycle that destroyed my ability to functionally multitask #so for like months I never felt like I could sit down and read fanfic anymore #and always thought ‘later I’ll have the time to properly do it’ #and that time just never came #cause resulting brainfog is horrendous #BUT IM SLOWLY GETTING ACCLIMATED TO MULTITASKING AGAIN #and have tentatively picked up reading my friends fanfics again #I am getting better at it ^^ even if it’s slow #the brainfog is clearing

[stormofdefiance]

2.2 spoilers //

He finally texted me back and I’m on my knees. Like I might actually cry - he wants to live 😭😭 ffffuck. HAPPY about being alive, FUCK - I can’t believe he just said that with his fingers aaaHHHHH. He’s worrying about being a bother but also actually SHOWING he’s insecure about it oh my god lay me down in the tall grass

#2.2 spoilers #Aventurine #HSR #my witterings #I cant express fully how much this means to me #he mentioned he’s still having nightmares as well so it’s not like his cptsd is just magically cured #but wanting to live #still struggling with anxiety and loneliness and still entrenched and entangled with the past #but still able to experience that fragile sliver of happiness that comes with the simple fact he’s alive 🥹😭 #I’m gonna throw up #I can’t tell you how meaningful it’s been to just appreciate being a living thing #something so fundamental and simple and small #fuck and it’s what rat wanted for him too 😭 #staying alive for his own sake #and only for the sake of living #no value prescribed to it #it’s okay to just be your messy fucked up self auahagghhhhhhhhh #idk so many people with cptsd never get to this point #its a diagnosis with not a super high rate of favourable outcomes #and representation of the suffering that comes with ir means a lot to me but also the hard won difficult joy and appreciation and recovery #is so so so so wonderful to see #I’ll have much more articulate thoughts about it later right now I’m just #so so happy

[ciderjacks]

me watching the newest MQ episode: wow this is so good, really reminds me of why I love this show so much! And I love how the characters were written and developed here, it felt like whoever was writing and directing this ep really understands these characters and how to write them we—

*directed by Danny Pudi*

me: ohhhhhhh of course

#I have so many thoughts on this episode #I like what they’re doing with Carol and Brad and Rachel and Dana #The standout characters of this season tbh which I like a lot- I’m glad they’re focusing on previously underrepresented characters #Especially Rachel and Dana! I’m happy that Rachel is being moved away from just kinda being a one note “woke girl” stereotype and I’m glad #Dana is getting more development as a character rather than just being there to react to the other characters #I also love the development of Dana and Poppy this episode! I love how Danny did that! Poppy’s initial resistance to Dana bc she feels #Threatened by her and like she needs to stick to Hera #But then actually being able to admit that she likes Dana’s game and afterwards feeling really bad about herself and breaking down bc she #Had to admit that the thing she was working on just wasn’t that fun #And that she was just following in Ian’s footsteps because she wanted to feel the way he does about MQ #and Dana being the one to pull her away from wanting to just. Become Ian. And showing her that she’s her own thing! #Separate from Ian’s legacy!! Like YESSSS holy crap #Also Carol and Brad…. pughghghhg SUCH A GOOD DUO. SUCH GOOD CHEMISTRY. BEST FRIENDS. #Brads little apology I love..he. I love that he was clearly guilty over thinking he got her fired. I love him. #Idk I’ll make another post later I have many thoughts #mythic quest #mythic quest spoilers #danny pudi

[theamazingannie]

Finished the first two episodes of PJO. Got thoughts (if anyone cares). Putting under a read more cuz it’s a bit lengthy

Before I go into the cons (cuz I got some unfortunately), the pros:

Aryan is so cute I adore him

I love the main trio in general. I think some of the acting isn’t always great but their chemistry and adorableness make up for it

I especially love the percabeth relationship. Walker and Leah did a great job showing that doofus Percy and irritated Annabeth relationship. Especially their early on “Annabeth looking down on Percy while he understandably flounders around.” I cannot wait to see more of them!!!

Saw someone on Twitter talk about the armor adjustment scene and how it could be a parallel to them later on as their relationship progresses and I hope so badly that they do that

Love Clarisse. Does a great balance between being unlikeable and being unenjoyable

LOVE Mr. D. Had absolutely no doubt that Jason Mantzoukas would crush this role and am glad to see it. Perfect level of unhinged and unnervingness. Literally the perfect person to play the role

It has a decent script. Not perfect, but I like how witty Percy is and there’s a lot of good written chemistry between characters and I found myself chuckling a lot, which is great as an adult with a show targeted towards younger audiences

The scenery is GREAT. I always have a hard time visualizing camp in my mind while reading and I think the show perfectly balances a normal summer camp with fantasy. Would’ve liked to see more of it, like a proper tour, but I know there’s not a lot of time. Hopefully we get to see more of it in later episodes

Great fight choreography. Wish there was a little more of it. Again, maybe they were cut for time but the fight scenes just seemed very rushed. But what we did see was so good. Especially loved Percy’s little duck and roll thing he did

Which brings us to the negatives. I wish I didn’t have any, but unfortunately I have a lot. I base these both as a fan of the books and as a show as a whole:

First things first, the pacing. It’s awful. It felt like a bunch of random scenes clipped together. There’s almost zero flow between scenes. It reminds me of watching the deleted scenes in the DVD bonus features and the weirdly long pauses between some scenes added to that. Nothing felt connected

To add to pacing, everything felt really rushed. As I said before, I get that timing is an issue, but I felt sped through everything. Considering it’s a tv show and we were promised more than was in the book, I didn’t expect so much to be left out. Nothing too important, but as I said before, it could’ve used better transitioning between scenes. I was left kind of disappointed and I can’t imagine not reading the books and being expected to follow this

On that note, explanations were iffy. It felt like they wanted to rush through explaining stuff to get to other parts which is fine for us readers but I think new audiences might struggle to follow. There’s a lot of information that the audience needs to know and I don’t think they properly addressed everything

One thing that comes to mind as I’m typing this is the wheelchair. They never show what it’s for. They introduce Chiron at camp as a centaur and have him be one for the entire time and so to an unknowing audience there’s just a random empty wheelchair during a scene. If they weren’t going to use it, they should’ve cut that out

The scene with the Cloven Elders felt unnecessary. I get they want to explore other POVs outside Percy’s but nothing that happened in that scene felt necessary to the plot. Barely anything happens and most of what happens is explained verbally through Grover later. I wonder if the scene was cut for time but it probably should’ve been cut altogether. It didn’t add anything except a tiny bit of worldbuilding and having them go INSIDE the tree was weird and not even from the books. There’s like a whole forest inside the forest which gives me Dodona vibes which it shouldn’t

As I said before, the acting isn’t great at times. That’s fine considering I was a House of Anubis stan once (hence the icon). Acting is honestly not the most important part of a show as long as they have interesting characters with good chemistry (which they do!) but still pulled me out of it a bit. Some of the delivery was kind of dry

There were multiple times when I thought the direction could’ve been better. It wasn’t necessarily the acting (although that was part of it). For example, which Annabeth says “you drool in your sleep”. She says it very monotonously and matter of fact and just stared at him unmoving which is fine cuz I think that’s how it worked in the book but I think it might’ve worked better if she said it more petulantly and hurried away. This is very nitpicky tho and is mostly just opinion

Speaking of Annabeth, though: I wanted to see her more! I get we will see her plenty throughout the season but I love her and would’ve liked her to be introduced sooner. She meets Percy earlier in the books so she could’ve been introduced sooner. I also want to see her and Chiron interact (which we will hopefully get ep 3) so we can see that father daughter relationship. (I did like the way she was introduced though. They did that really well. I just want to see her more🥰)

A note for the next ep promo: WHY did it spoil that they were gonna be meeting Medusa??! That was supposed to be a surprise and they just gave it away in the PROMO????

One last thing cuz I’m mad. I already made a separate post about it but THALL-EE-UH???? That’s literally how I pronounced it when I first read it and was repeatedly told it was wrong and it was TALL-ee-uh so I switched my brain over and NOW you tell me I was right??? I knew some pronounciations were gonna be wrong but I was PRETTY SURE about that one

I definitely had more thoughts while watching (some that are extremely nitpicky that I’m going to force myself to ignore) but I didn’t take notes while watching and am already starting to forget details. Overall, I did love it, but I think a lot of the love came from my existing love of the series. I first read PJO 13 years ago and it was the first book series I truly fell in love with and remains my favorite to this day. A lot of feelings are my love biasing me both positively and negatively, and it makes me wonder if I would have chosen to continue watching the show if I hadn’t already had that love. Honestly, I don’t think I would. However, I do plan on continuing to watch and support and hopefully the rest of the season goes well!

#percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #pjo #Gonna watch again either tonight or later this week with my brother #so I’ll probably add more thoughts later #i have so much hope for this show which is both a good thing and a bad thing #too many expectations can lead to great disappointments and I’m trying my best to contain them #because i #the things I do love I love very much #i just think there are some flaws that irk me a bit #please dont hate me these are just opinions and anyone who knows me knows I’m incapable of not sharing my opinions #they also know that I’m super negative about shows that I love #i always say I’m like a parent #i point out your flaws because I love you #(you can probably get an idea of how I grew up lmao) #anyways I said I was gonna clean the house so I gotta do that before my artificial dopamine goes away

[ladychandraofthemoone]

Traintober Day 8: Bird

“Two birds on a wire One tries to fly away And the other watches him close from that wire He says he wants to as well But he is a liar

I'll believe it all There's nothing I won't understand

I'll believe (I'll believe) it all I won't let go of your hand”

Two birds on a wire totally fits Stanley x Kyle/OrangeChai angst: Out of both, only one survives, broken and with clipped wings….

I…I like to believe that Kyle still attempts to communicate with Stanley, not just with the fireflies but perhaps other ways? I’ve been rereading stories of people’s loved ones coming back to them in the form of animals and I know for sure Kyle would come back to him to keep him company, slowly help him heal and give a sense of security..

After all, the dove has many symbols as someone in mourning is often viewed as a visitation from the deceased loved one. The person in mourning senses a message of hope or encouragement from their deceased loved one.…

#ttte #traintober 2023 #traintober #the railway series #rws #rws stanley #ttte stanley #ttte proteus #proteus #kyle proteus #my art #my art <3 #my art stuff #currently making myself cry 😭 with this thought cause though he’s a spirit now he’ll try his hardest to try and give Stanley peace #I know golden fruit doves 🕊️ are only found in Fiji but this would totally fit considering the dives symbolism as peace and freedom #Took that one tidbit from an article and plus Kyle’s magic 🪄 got a story in mind that Stanley gets followed by so many critters later on #First fireflies then a dove 🕊️ when he visited Kyle’s makeshift grave to talk about his day and it didn’t leave his side when he worked #Rn viaduct will be lat and I’ll combined 10/10 and day 10 together haha but considers Kyle’s tendency to downplay situations mainly his so #He lies to protect Stanley cause he know how badly Stanley’s is being treated he can only do so much his connections his luck 🍀 ends And 😭 #Also despite being quite skeptical at first thanks to his pessimism and Jinx (tugs boomer inspired there) Stan instantly believes it’s Kyle #Cause I also got a story that Kyle mentions in Hindu culture that one gets reincarnated and stan’s msr coworkers respectfully remain silent

[hazelcephalopod]

So I’ve gotten back into reading TGH and reached chapter uh… I’ll put that later. Anyway here’s the summary—

“They go to Stedding Tsofu to find a Waygate. Waygate is firmly blocked by Machin Shin. Their journey seems for naught. But at least we get more Loial lore, and learn Ogier women just arrange the marriages and tell the men who they are marrying. Mat -full cringe failboy he sometimes(often) is- says human men would never let a woman boss them around like that. Rand mutters about Mat being wrong. Everyone else presumable at least side eyes him. Because he is wrong. Verin is right there telling everyone what to do. Rand remembers the woman’s council bacually betrothing him to Egwene before he knew what was happening. Fun times. They realize they have to use a portal stone to get to Fain. The Ogier happily show them the portal stone nearby -anything is better then the Ways. The boys keep insisting they are not ta’veren or Dragons or Aiel anything like that. Everyone nods and then ignores that and talk about them being ta’veren and how they’ve basically got no choice but to live in their wake. Rand is reminded again he can in fact channel, in fact doing so with little resistance after being asked -possibly s first? He is also unnerved meeting several Aiel women. Because they tried to kill them and also well… damn does he look like them. Aka “The ever increasing eroding of Rand denial copium receives several serious blows in a few days.”

I’m currently mid Ch 37 “What Might Be”, portal stone icon I believe.

Oh! And just for fine to cover it… Also Fain delivered that Horn, Turok was like “you’re probable lies amuse me for now. Perhaps I will give you to the Empress. Let me describe the terribleness of the royal court. Nvm you’re way too eager about that.” And Fain is just internally grinning and steepling his fingers like “ah ha. Yes give me more information. Give me more access to your leaders. You play right into the plans I have made and am making right now. And will make in the future.” Hilarious.

also…

I’ve decided that Hurin is a lil bit of a dipshit simp. Yes he has sniffing powers. And a wife. And children. But he’s a Gilear if you will. Also probably brain mushed by ta’veren a bit. Selene didn’t show up! (Good) Oh and how deeply I am not looking forward to the parts of Mat featuring “a tale of his sad little misogyny even if it often makes him look foolish. Still a bit too cringe” -at least that’s my fear. We shall see.

#wot book spoilers #Series of many thoughts on twot #<- block/filter to stop seeing these #Now I’m: the short version #am I back? Idk. We’ll see #For now uh. I have the first six books and need to get thru them so I think I’ll just give my final thoughts initially #maybe later I’ll expand more. Sry. Not as fun but who knows I might have a couple longer ones mixed in #Otherwise I’ll never finish Takes so much more time to do those Tbh things are picking up I want to be sink into it Long form takes me out #Tgh spoilers #The great hunt #the wheel of time #wot #twot book spoilers #long post #Wheel of time

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

I ran this morning AND wrote some AND made art and I’m so proud of me

#didn’t get any of my actual office work done oopsies #but in my defense it’s a Friday and also I did allot time for it I just ended up not doing it #anyways still proud of me!!! guys art is so so important and I know that and I preach that but I haven’t been doing it #and I just picked up a blank sheet of paper and did it #and is it good or anatomically correct? no but it was so FUN #and I’ve been working thought Tim Clare’s writing stuff and it’s been GOOD #I like this new series of exercises a lot better than the couch to 80k #they’re. the same honestly and I don’t actually care about his commentary all that much #maybe I’m just more present or more invested in them #I only ran for 15. min and then I had to call my brother to pick me up because the heat was gonna make me pass out :/ #but also I TRIED #I fucking tried today #also did u know running is utterly miserable. #runners high is def a thing #felt amazing afterward #but holy shit it’s awful in the moment #my roommate ran a 25k recently and I talked to her about it and she said it never gets better #which is. not very encouraging #but also I Want To run as much of this 5k as I can #maybe I’ll be dead after but it’s fine I have a couple days to recuperate before the eclipse #WHICH IM ALSO EXCITED SBOIT. I’ve never seen a total eclipse before #goddamit my brain jumped to too many places #delete later #anyways. if u didn’t u should acknowledge ur accomplishments today #even if they didn’t feel like much #now I’m gonna go read a 115k fanfic that’s gonna wreck me #that’s my treat to me #I HAVE ACTUAL BOOKS TO FINISH. but NO. THIS is how I’m spending my time. and it’s fine I’m valid #I’ve been talking to all the lesbians about running too #and they’ve been so encouraging too!! I love my coworkers and very distantly related coworkers sm

[piratefalls]

I’m trying so hard not to be super salty right now but I’m finding it very difficult.

#got a text from a friend asking what I thought a good theme was for a mutual friend’s birthday party #and my first thought was oh so time CAN be found to make plans for birthdays #well isn’t that so great did I lose the invite to my own gathering a couple weeks ago? #because I spent my birthday alone on my couch and cried because I felt forgotten #and I got one invite to go to dinner the next day #and I feel so silly for still being mad about that but it really hurt #we always get as many of us as we can together to do celebrations for stuff and this year…not even a whisper #and weeks later here we are and I’m still a little more hurt about it than I thought #and I volunteered to make food for this party because the birthday girl is one of the two people who gave me a gift at all #(it was a book bouquet and it was really sweet) #so I’ll get past it eventually I guess idk I just need to rant about it somewhere #just tired of feeling lonely and invisible is all 🙃🙃

[getougender]

[grabs the mic and speaks into it frantically, white-knuckling the podium] jujutsu kaisen is about fighting and magic and Big Fuckoff Monster but it’s also about love which serves as a primary motivator to all three members of the plant trio and to a lesser extent gojou and getou and in this essay i will— [a comically large cane appears from off stage and i am yoinked away]

#riko.txt #jjk #where’s that post that said it was about love #bc i have thoughts but i don’t know how many of them are just waving my hands at that post emphatically and which ones are mine #i could actually extend this to ‘any character that actually gets a solid backstory’ is motivated by love #but i digress. i may get into it later #oh man i just remembred i have asks and messages i need to answer #oh my god. i’m so sorry. i’ll do them when i wake up i prommy