#so that killed my buzz

[asleepinawell]

reblog if u support women's wrongs

#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #athena #ffxiv athena #pandaemonium #ffxivedit #gamingedit #final fantasy 14 #myedit #mp #god forbid women try to become god #laha why u killing her buzz bro #the only character i have ever called 'wife' for the record #my aro ass is like i would be dead within a day so i don't have to worry about a relationship but hopefully we could have evil sex first #hashtag worth it #hegemone is invited as well #this is totally not propaganda for my panda raids poll #6.4 spoilers #ffxiv 6.4 #patch 6.4 #ffxiv patch 6.4 #ffxiv spoilers

[teddybearsims]

𝕁𝕦𝕕𝕖'𝕤 ℝ𝕠𝕠𝕞 | 𝟟:𝟛𝟘 ℙ𝕄 ⋆⁺𖤓₊⋆

Narration: Jude fumbles around a riff, frustration growing as he mumbles the lyrics.  Jude, singing quietly: I can’t move on, baby doll, waitin’ on calls, flippin’ through stations… His lighter clicks, and clicks, and clicks.  He leans against the windowsill, staring down at the bustling cityscape.  As he smokes, his mind whirs over the sights and sounds below.  He searches for a cure to this unending drought of creativity.  Retreating to his drum kit, he sits. And he listens.  And he waits. What are you waiting for? Or, better yet, who? You can’t write another song about your broken heart— Jude, interrupting the narration: Watch me.

#sims 4 #ts4 #the sims 4 #s4 #sims #simblr #sim: jude #story tag #wowowowow #those fucking window pics killed me to take #the s4 cam goes so wild #anyway .. enjoy Jude in his tighty whities as he tries to locate his inner muse #also! first actual story post in YEARS?? #I have many ideas for him im buzzing #he also does not sound like Dominic Fike LOL idk what kind of voice he has just yet #hes veryyy shy about his singing tho. shy about everything in general #which is why bear is the lead vocalist of their band kdjnas #anyway he doesn't have a muse atm but I DO and its him <3 #also I love the blue colouring of the first 3 and the green yellow of the next 3.. tickles my brain #if there's any spelling mistakes sorryyy

[dayurno]

omg reverse riko au is making me feel so ill..... please let us know if you have any more thoughts abt riko kayleigh and kevin legend.....

I DO my idea is that its around the same age kevin and riko met in canon so tetsuji kicks the bucket when riko is 7/8 and riko is (very forcibly) removed from the nest and sidelined to kayleigh as a new moriyama asset from the main branch takes over the nest. riko struggles a lot with the change because he is very young and very scared and he’s used to horrible things at tetsuji’s hand, which means that he doesn’t trust kayleigh and finds kevin entirely too weird. it’s honestly really cute because i think at this point obviously 7 year old kevin wants to befriend him but riko is such an anxious ball of anger that most of their interactions are like

baby riko: what do you WANT from me. go AWAY!!!! NOW

baby kevin: (heavy irish accent) nothing i think. do you want a bite of my sandwich?

anyway i think riko and kayleigh do get along but he never really considers her his mother or even godmother, for a long time he thinks of her as his Benefactor until the child therapy starts hitting and she becomes Aunt Kayleigh and then after a few more years he can be loosely convinced to refer to her as auntie once or twice a year. his second son syndrome never really leaves him; in the upcoming years riko struggles with the idea that he’s anything But an add-on to the days and still overworks himself to death trying to be acknowledged by kengo, but it’s leaps better just from being outside the nest and having people to look out for him

riko and kevin have some rough patches, especially during riko’s first years with the days. because kevin is an easy target and riko is afraid of kayleigh he ends up letting a lot of that anger out on kevin, though obviously at this point they are children and riko’s anger manifests in some mild bullying and name calling. i think kevin doesn’t even understand it most of the time 😭 riko has been around grown ups his entire life so his adult level insults make no sense to kevin’s seven year old mind. nevertheless after kayleigh tells him to stop picking on kevin riko does respect it (first out of fear, then later because they actually get along) and they go on to become brothers with only a slight tendency towards antagonism. riko’s jealousy of kevin is still a big part of their relationship and i think even more so when college applications roll around, and he’s even more worried when wymack comes into the picture, but it never culminates into anything as horrible as hand breaking because riko has an actual outlet and a support system :) it’s mostly a yelling match that eventually turns to getting scolded by kayleigh for acting like barbarians

#i know kayleighs sermons go hard kevin and riko are sitting there head bowed like yes maam….. #i havent yet decided where they both go to college in this au #but i think for one that the nest still exists and jean still gets sold to the moriyamas but it’s the main branch now #however without riko there jean’s experience in the nest is. Hard but not brutal #anyway i think riko would apply to edgar allen but he would be rejected on the account of being second branch raised by foreigners #but how horrifying to think about jean in the nest bossing riko around right. kind of a slay though #i think kevin goes to palmetto still Because he wants to reconnect with wymack and riko is very divided but ultimately chooses usc #because they’re the best and he doesn’t want to play second fiddle to kevin and his father #also i imagine his time in usc sucks a lot for the first months because it’s so different LOL #and he’s never been alone before like this with kayleigh and kevin so far out of reach #but :) hed make friends. maybe even… captain jeremy knox….. whos to say? #! #meanwhile kevin (a normal boy at this point) has to deal with the foxes being a trainwreck and the new serial killer dad recruit #he’s got a lot on his hands #ANYWAY this is entirely unrelated and indulgent but i want this kevjean to meet so bad #riko on the phone: we played against the ravens that jean moreau is a scoundrel and a monster and he almost broke my arm kevin: woaw #he’s gonna be so pissed off three years down the line when jean moreau shows up at christmas dinner with the days #you think theres any worse dynamic for jean and riko than master and slave? of course. Brothers in law #wouldnt you just kill to be a little fly buzzing around that christmas supper #asks #riko #kevin&riko

[levymcgarden55]

#clarification after these tags #polls #hyperspecific poll #hyper specific poll #hyper specific polls #hyperspecific polls #levy makes content #get to know levy #okay here we go #I also killed & buried my imaginary foe. he came back so I buried him on mars #I made MORE than 450 pieces in a year. art fight minigames are a hell of a drug. #I’m exmormon & have a sideblog for it. check my desc. also I still wear my Claire’s earrings from childhood #I got more ofc. my earrings: donuts. flip flops. gummy bears. swirls. mermaid scales. pusheen. #one toothpaste is a leave in. the other is not. I buzzed my hair + don’t shave my body hair bc Fuck That. I’m not here to be looked at

[rosesvioletspullman]

lewis pullman at the premiere of The Starling Girl on something he informed on his self discovery: Led Zeppelin (x)

#i could listen to him talk all day #his voice is so soothing #he looks more and more like his daddy #if you hear a buzzing noise mind your business #also #THE GREYS ???? #FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY #i want him to [redacted] in my [redacted] #[redacted] [redacted] [redacted] #lewis pullman #*gifs #*mine #tw flashing

[warpolomewdarkmatter]

so zurg text from lightyear does make sense and the guide to deciphering it can be found in the artbook (along with a warp shaped straw i can grasp). so i compiled some screenshots from the movie along with "translations"! :~) do with this information WHAT YOU WILL. and know that zurg can apparently READ BACKWARDS.

#the 73ghu screenshot made me want to kill people. #origpost #lightyear #lightyear 2022 #shoutout to my twitter mutual shiv for reminding me these exist! #i think the creators of lightyear really wanted the kids who watch it (and i say this sincerely and as an autistic person) #to get wicked autistic about it. hence this text thing and the intricate spaceship models sold as merch and nasa-accurate spacesuits #this movie wants you to rotate it in your mind so bad #but BROTHER. i am eating up every scrap of buzz lightyear related content yet this movie gave me INDIGESTION #AND I LOVE SCIFI & SPACE OKAY!!! man i dont know i just dont like the tone and the beat-to-death moral and the gritty realism of ly #woag ok. done being a little hater. anyway is anyones translated these before ill chew on some wires or something. IN ANY CASE ENJOY !! #also this thing reminded me of artemis fowl bc the paperbacks had the same cipher it was very fun for me to decipher (fun-ner than these) #BECAUSE THE CIPHER HAD ACTUAL BONKERS NONSENSE LORE / EASTER EGGS!!! these are just filler in half the cases:( #but also i was what. 12. undiagnozed. not a care in the world. of course repetitive niche fandom work was fun for me look at me.

[apotelesmaa]

One of the funniest things about hollow knight is that there’s a character named elder bug who is set up as an old man character yet confirmed to be younger than like 80% of the cast. The small baby shaped protagonist is actually older than most of the other characters, (probably) including hornet.

#hollow knight #he’s definitely younger than the knight/hk/quirrel/hornet/seer #probably younger than sly too. oh & obviously younger than ogrim and white lady. #<- abt elder bug #hornet is probably? the youngest one out of all of her siblings? #i don’t remember if the vessels were born before hornet happened/if pk found the dreamers before mass infanticide #thinking about hk recently getting really tilted at the towers by popular theories that are directly contradicted by the canon text #mostly the moth tribe wrt choosing the pale king over radiance which is one of the most interesting elements about hk lore #and also a big brained lamp joke. #also been thinking about quirrel lately but I don’t have anything to say about that beyond quirrel my friend quirrel :) #i would hope the PK ironed out the plans of containing the infection and finding the dreamers before baby killing time but I don’t have much #faith in the man who thinks a buzz saw gauntlet is appropriate decor #i thhhink white lady is probably the oldest character you can talk to? maybe? or grimm but he’s so unhelpful

[deathsfavoritegarden]

My son whom I love and murder regularly

#lethal company #honestly I've only killed one and its because i flew into a rage after a spider killed my entire group and i was just trying to leave #it just kept buzzing around me and i was so mad about the spider it got the pain of my stop sign instead

[fourteen--steps]

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#well fuck I feel unsafe :) :) :) #gotta love being a jew #that killed my buzz so fucking fast

[anotherpapercut]

Ayo, as someone whose only hallucinogenic experiences have been in the following, what are your thoughts on/have you tried DMT and/or salvia (divinorum)? I tried both in the one night a couple of years ago and it was an incredibly enjoyable experience but I've not tried other hallucinogens, I wouldn't mind knowing how you compare it to other hallucinogens! (if you can)

I've not tried salvia but I have tried dmt a couple times and funnily enough I fucking HATED it. like I've tried maybe 2.5 times and I remember the whole time (for context for those who don't know, dmt lasts like 15 minutes max lmao) being like "holy shit I need this to be over NOW holy fuck I'm gonna DIE" bc for me it honestly felt like insanely intense sensory overload. like everything was loud and bright and assaulting my brain. a poster of some kittens saved my fucking life one of the times ajhdkabdjd I stared at them and they gently lifted me back to reality

so I think if you started with DMT and salvia ur fuckin GOOD bro like ur ready lol. acid is pretty similar feeling to DMT except imo a lot less intense, and it lasts all fucking day so you can do a lot of Fun Activities. shrooms are pretty similar, usually a lot easier to tailor ur dose ime and they last like 5-7ish hrs usually as opposed to the like 8-15 you get with acid. so w those two I think if you liked DMT and salvia you'll probably like them, bc they're very similar just less intense and longer acting! from what I've experienced the visuals and stuff are slightly different on all of these but it's the same kind of experience. so most people I know have 1 favorite that for whatever reason meshes best w their brain (I'm an acid guy, most people I know find shrooms to be gentler tho!)

MDMA is probably my personal favorite in the psychedelic class because that shit is straight happiness to your brain. music is great on most drugs but on molly oh my god. like. you need to dance bc all of your cells are dancing. and you LOVE. just so much LOVE. I recommend doing a candy flip (acid and molly) or a hippie flip (shrooms and molly) bc the effects play off each other and make for an extremely pleasant experience (provided you're being safe of course!!!!). I would NOT do this ur first time for clarification, because you always wanna see how you do on stuff alone first but if you end up liking them keep it in the back of ur mind for someday when ur favorite band releases a new album or smth :)

#so funny to me that u fuckin started with the crazy intense ones i love that for u anon #ur stronger than i an dmt absolutely killed my brain lmao. most of what i remember is intense buzzing and paranoia #like i said i just stared at this kitten on a poster i have and he spoke to me and kept me calm #and him and the other kittens guided me safely back to earth lmfaooooo #and ive not tried it since ajhdkabsns. sometimes i swear i can taste it in my weed and im like OH GOD NOOO but its not that kfnajdb #imo it smells like fucking burning plastic. haunts me jdhdjsn #drug ed #for molly safety see what i posted yesterday! #ilso if like me u are a music guy i cannot recommend acid enough for listening to albums #i prefer to listen to new albums the first time on acid because it makes for a really beautiful experience usually #and then when you listen to it again youll feel the acid afterglow and get all warm and fuzzy

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

been sooooo productive lately :3

#not w school tho lmao i’m not that prodocutive #but yesterday i went to the store and got new clothes from the thrift store and buzzed/cut my hair again bc it was killing me and #today i’ve tidied up and vacuumed which is great bc my mood is directly affected by how clean everything is so i feel great and i’ve #done a lot of laundry and i’m planning on drawing misa and i have grapes in the fridge because they were on sale and i love grapes and #the trees are getting green again so it’s pretty to have the curtains open and my goose is adorable and i have actual food to cook and #when i vacuumed i figured out a way to do it w/o hurting my back and i’m kinda in the mood to organize everything i own but i think i shoul #really start that paper that is. oh shit. due next week that i haven’t started yet damn but also with everything clean i want to paint hmm #whatever i’m going to see how productive i can be before i crash again i’ve been really tired lately but that’s nothing new but i like bein #productive being productive feels great bc i’m never productive anymore but apparently i still am capable of it i’m pretty #sure it’s bc it’s no longer winter so i can go outside and touch grass and cure my seasonal depression hell yeah

[dykeferatu]

antidepressants are like fine for me sometimes but most of them make me 😐 so i really only want to be on them when the alternative is misery and suicidal ideation 24/7. idk i was on antidepressants of some kind since i was like 14-19 and it wasn't until i started getting medicated for adhd that i actually felt not depressed for a little while bc that was like. the actual problem

#buzz buzz #idk like i do have depression but i feel like it's really the constant understimulation and executive dysfunction #that actually make me miserable. bc i can't do things #also like. life situations that make me depressed ex. my current health stuff #so yeah they help me not kill myself when i'm deep in a hole but not much else #i can't be on stimulants rn bc of the aforementioned health problems i im on wellbutrin and it's like. fine ig idk

[lemememeringue]

ik less than 24hrs ago I was suicidal but it's okay bc I'm actually invincible

#mine #last night was a HARD mood swing and I'm still buzzing #couldn't post abt it bc post limit so I went to sleep and now it's 6am and I'm thinking abt building a dollhouse in the sims #I gotta do it Right Now but ik it's a bad idea #autocorrect said based idea tho maybe it's a sign #my head is killing me tho

[non-un-topo]

Ok girlies (gnc) if we might be getting a sequel release date soon, I need to hurry up and finish all my WIPs before the movie comes out and renders all my headcanons and my Quynh characterization moot

#i'm fully serious lol #this sort of happened with umbrella academy. part of why i stopped writing tua fanfic is because the fandom was... insane #and because every season after the first just gradually killed my buzz and my inspiration. it just disappointed in certain ways. #plus getting enough hate/angry comments on one fic will do that to you #so i really really hope tog2 doesn't disappoint but of course i'm keeping my expectations low just in case! #literally going to learn how to cast a spell so that the sequel doesn't explain how the immortality works

[bare1ythere]

eepy

#it feels very weird to be back in my dorm for the summer #last summer was so bad. I was so lonely the whole time it almost killed me #and Im feeling that start to creep up on me again even though I hung out with a friend for hours yesterday #and im talking with online friends basically all day #but idk. I called my mom today and she was looking at facebook the whole time I called her (i could tell) #and I always feel so so worthless no matter what I do #I try so hard but I just!! cant connect with people! in a meaningful way! #I want to be in an active groupchat. a friend group thats always buzzing #to hop in vc and not feel trapped by my own problems with socializing #people reach out to me and i thank them and dont really come back (because im introverted and also because I feel so annoying all the time #people say im nice but sometimes I do genuinely wonder if thats all i am #like i am nice! but thats it. no one wants to talk to me beyond that because im also insufferably awkward and annoying #but in brief exchanges hey at least im nice! #sigh. i dunno #I have no self confidence and I feel guilty for doubting the people who are nice to me #or not trusting when they say they like having me around #because I just. I cant believe it. I dont get it. I dont like having me around and Im ME lmao #as I say so often in my head #if it makes you feel any better im constantly crushed by guilt and shame 👍 #shut up me

[aaliyahtheawkward]

Currently re-watching The Vampire Diaries, and wondering how the fuck Mason Lockwood could stomach dating a woman who is literally identical to his friend's teenaged niece???

What a fucking creep.

#seriously #what a creep #mason lockwood #katherine pierce #jenna sommers #elena gilbert #the vampire diaries #this show is honestly so fucked up #so many icks #how the fuck did i ever enjoy this??? #ugh #my trauma lens is such a fucking buzz kill #this is why we can't have nice things