#sorry to be posting so many text posts today but

[rongzhi]

maybe the real verified users were the friends we made along the way

#the 'doing it for the bit' monetization model tumblr has been going for lately has been pretty amusing if nothing else #text #sorry to be posting so many text posts today but #i did laugh out loud #is this new or do i just never check the tumblr menus

[mychlapci]

ive just been making these non-stop today. and i mean. i cannot NOT post them.

#obligatory collection of text post memes i make for every fandom i get into #o7 #transformátori #transformers #maccadam #mtmte #yes i know all of these are just rodimus/drift/ratchet. theyre my three weed smoking girlfriends your honour. and yes they smoke weed #sorry im a basic bitch. i guess i ship dratchrod. im into it. why not #dratchet #ill definitely make so many more today i can feel it

[peridots-pixiwolf]

sketches from @mipexch 's whiteboard a couple days ago!!

also feat. a very small reference to @onlineviolence :]

#peridots-art #bugs #bots #ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #swordsmachine ultrakill #bugzapper ultrakill #minos prime ultrakill #v2 ultrakill #plus the rest of the fumos but those weren't done by me. someone was drawing v1 so i put a v2 beside them and came back later to like 5 mor #hence why they are out of frame. anyway this was a LOT of fun I lost track of time and stayed up till dawn even #there were so many cool and/or recognized artists.... i keep checking the ultrakill tag to see if anyone else posts their own sketches #it was posted at like 2am my time though so i didn't get to stay very long.... i checked in today on the fumo drawings and there was #just so much new art over there and in general. so many people doodling and having fun and complimenting each other and bonding over #the things we all like. im gonna cry #anyway. i think this is the longest period of non-posting (not inactivity. lol) on tumblr i've ever had #so might've forgot some tags. also i think i'll use alt text for multiple images and regular id for 1-2 #edit also i wrote 'today' in the tags up there but it was in fact two days ago. regardless #ALSO. sorry if the alt text is hard to read or anything. never used it before + penchant for lengthy descriptions #can you tell i'm really proud of the beetle gabe btw. men will see a character say 'anyone gonna buggify that?' and not wait for an answer #WAIT i've already made that joke haven't i. whatever turn your blorbo into an insect or some sort of gay bug today

[deklo]

just got and tried on tart deco by snif and it smells sooo nice i smelled it on my sisters friend and decided to get a small size of it. however my wrist immediately started to itch :)

#now my chest is itchy too but i think that’s my brain freaking out #smells nice and hasn’t given me a headache yet tho! #sorry to make so many text posts today. i guess i’ve got a lot to say :) hiiiii

[taegularities]

being here has never felt this suffocating.. it feels impossible sometimes to continue

#i wish you'd talked to me about it instead of making a post with screenshots #because that was nothing i did intentionally... i didn't wake up thinking 'i will be racists today' it was a mistake i'm not proud of #i meant my apology and i said i understand when people are offended and that i'm sorry #i know it was wrong and i'm ready to learn from it to not hurt people anymore and idk why it warrants calling me a full racist #and i don't know how you saw that ask bc it was days (or yesterday? idk anymore) ago and you blocked me weeks (months?) ago #you'd have to actively seek that ask out or look through my posts if im blocked for you #and if it wasn't you but someone else who pointed it out for you idk how you guys got to the point of scanning my blog #if i ever hurt anyone im ALWAYS open to talking about it. i remember once using a word wrong and someone pointed it out on anon #and I've never used that word ever since #i would've immediately apologised and deleted that bit too if you'd texted me just one sentence a la 'hey that's so not okay' #and you did the same thing when i went alway last time... never communicating but going against me while so many others reached out to me #if i didn't see anything wrong about this thing now i wouldn't have made that post. im not scared of disagreeing with ppl #and i don't know what you want me to do? i didn't even know M when their thing happened and still felt bad for them.. me or those who are #defending me didn't go against M... how would you think it's the same people? idk man #idk.. i can apologise a 100 times and it won't be okay. and if i don't say anything im dodging the topic it'll never be enough no matter #what i do #reach out to me jords tell me what i can do bc i did NOT mean to ever hurt anyone and im so freaking sorry that i did #<— this msg especially to those who were directly hurt #idk what to do so you stop posting so many screenshots #if you want ppl to stop supporting me then...yeah idk guys stop supporting me — unfollow me it's absolutely okay bc i know that was #uneducated af of me #to all sweet ppl who reached out thank you i see your messages #i'll see all those that'll come too.. i just wont answer so no one drags y'all #thank you that's it #go ahead and screenshot this too. i can't do anything else anymore #also.. the only parts i edited in my apology were 'i didn't mention japanese' and 'i dont feel superior' which i did after waking up cos #my post was made at 5am after randomly waking up during the night #edit: stop sending my friends asks saying i deserved this. i never told anyone to defend me.. they CHOSE it and they're allowed to #that's it... thank you guys and ily #ill brb. not too long just a bit

[mothmothwoth]

Wrote a note and put it in my friends office and then received this text after I’d left

#My toxic trait is I think everything my friends and I do is so funny #I think we could be a sitcom and that we would be a hit on tumblr dot com #The tumblr in my head at least is a really big fan and our fandoms got great ships and fanfics and stuff #the tumblr in my head is cursed knowledge though #Sorry about the random posts #I am being silly today #I honestly barely remember making that last one though #internetvoid #I think so many texts are perfect for incorrect quotes #and I need people to start using them as templates and for source be like “me and my friend Mitch in 2017”

[shikai-the-storyteller]

Something something the passage of time or whatever, but I've been following a particular artist for AGES and out of the blue I saw a post from them that just said "My daughter loved what I made for dinner tonight :)" and I was genuinely like "Your WHAT???????" when I read it.

Like, logically yes I know people Age, but my gut reaction is still "I followed you like 7 years ago when you were a baby, what do you mean you're not still a college student."

#i talk #it's WILD #This isn't just an online problem my concept of time in general is just Very Bad #I know part of it is the whole ADHD thing but I think this has just always been an issue for me in general #I always saw my cousin as [redacted] age #and now I'm older than that and I'm just like huh. Not A Fan Of That #idk man it's been a weird brain day for me today #<- implying it hasn't been a weird brain day for the last few years #today was just really frustrating #also obligatory ''sorry if you're my friend and I keep ghosting you'' message #I'll talk to a friend and be like ''ah that was fun :)'' #and then 5 months will pass and I'll be like ''no I just talked to you yesterday what do you mean?'' #o(-( #It's an eternal ''I've thought of them so surely that means I've talked to them'' #like no. no my friend. that is not how things work. you cannot psychically send vibes to people to let them know you're thinking about them #my best friend (bless her) has always been so nonchalant about it #it's no biggie if we haven't talked in a week or something we're just chilling. We're close enough that we don't need to text 24/7 #also we're both busy being Constantly Crushed Under The Weight Of Reality's Many Horrors #idk I lost the plot of this post but in summary: I love my friends and I especially love my best friend #I'm very lucky to have her

[qu1nby]

If I die suddenly just assume I hit post limit

#I’ve made so many text posts today I’m sorry

[plasma-packin-mama]

Thanks everyone who supports my blog, liking or reblogging or replying or anything. It really makes me happy every single time. Anytime I have a bad day I see someone on here like my art and it makes me feel ok.

#its ok if you follow and dont like/reblog too #thank you for looking at what i post no matter what #im sad today but feeling more ok looking at all the nice mutuals and friends on here #i try my best to reblog everyone else's work but sometimes i miss stuff #mutuals you can always send me your art so i see it if you want #sorry for making so many personal posts lately lmao i will continue doing it #p speak #text #original #not fallout

[lestatlioncunt]

the ticket collector spotted twice these two tourists not wearing a mask and he made them get off the train bc the guy didn't have one at all, girl slay ily <33

#rena.txt #no bc the SATISFACTION like wear a fucking mask piece of shit or dont get on the train at all. dont come to a country just to be #disrespectful. get fined idiot <3 #i'm making so many text posts today besties sorry i just see and experience things that i hate a lot today djfjdkf

[forgetmesleepy]

I’m chronically online to a fault but also somehow live under a rock and have no idea about anything

#text #I’m here to socialize and spit out bad text posts and then #hide into the void #literally what is a celebrity #movies that ppl like?? what r those #I learnt who Elton John was this year #is that his name????? or like #ok ngl I still don’t know who he is #he’s famous or something and made many songs #I’m sorry I listen exclusively to YEARNING GAY ASS songs apparently #sry my brain is spinning so much today and going blurb blurb

[deklo]

i’m wearing high top converse for the first time in years and i cannot believe i used to do PE in these. i used to run the mile in these stupit things

#i wanna get the valentines platform high tops but they’re expensive?? when did converse get so expensive #sorry i’m making so many of my own texts posts today it’s just that it’s monday and im unemployed :/ #ily. have i told u that lately

[emmaspolaroid]

vent art?

#I lowkey feel like this is Very Vulnerable for me to post when it’s….. hardly that at all hahahaha #my eema plush is the perfect size and shape to hold while I’m having a Cry (<- is a crybaby and discovered this immediately) #very good impulse purchase that was planned months in advance #anyway. I’m okay I just feel stuck and like I’m running out of time and have been hermit-ing up as a result which i know is not good for me #making myself break out of it today! 🤠 texting all my irl friends back finally and redownloading discord once my nanny baby goes to sleep #(I hadn’t opened the app in so long it Offloaded. sorry dudes my bad.) #okay now I’m going to focus on the good! my new glasses are out for delivery and i won’t be on my period during my trip and FOB!! SOON! #i have an incredible partner who loves and supports me and always jumps in to defend my craft and skills he is so handsome and good #my hair is purple!!! sometimes i forget then i remember #pasta literally exists. hard to be sad when there are so many pastas in this world. and so many sauces? incredible. life is so beautiful. #my skin flare up finally cleared and my tattoo is unharmed :’) and the fic I’m most proud of is nearing 100 kudos which is crazy to me #Omg my OTPs also literally exist!! Rotating them around in my mind forever and always

[izzy-b-hands]

Finished a survey abt AI that, of the described uses of it in the military, involved multiple deaths that were p clearly due to the AI being used for a task inappropriate for AI use, and the only thing they wanted to know after was ‘did I consider the AI to be like a friend?’

I don’t even want to know what their final study goal is bc whatever it is, I think they might be missing some other key parts of studying AI, like, ‘if we use it in a military situation, should it still be used if we know it doesn’t have the ability to reason well enough or with enough nuance to not get ppl killed.’ Which was the sort of question I was expecting, but nah. Those ppl are dead BUT would u go get a smoothie after work with the AI and if so what flavour. This is the only important thing to consider when using AI to us. Please tell us in detail why u chose the flavour u did AND would u share with the AI if it chose a different flavour than u. Fucking just kill me and ask the AI if it feels i was a friend to it or not lmao

#text post #im sorry yall i know im still bitching im just. so frustrated again today #with so many things #and none of them I can actually do jack shit about #but there's also nothing I can do to remove these things from my life or distract myself so!!!! here we are!!! #at least I'm making tiny bits of money off of this absolute and may I note not even remotely spell checked nonsense #but it involves the marines apparently so I'm not shocked the crayon eaters didn't think to fix any of those errors lmaoooooo

[inkskinned]

it is the first snow today. i think we should all have off work, even though it didn't stick. i think there should be 4 national holidays, one for each season. happy first snow, go home and make cookies. for spring it can be the first crocus. for summer the first lightning bug. for autumn, the first golden leaf. go home, kiss your dog, feed your cat (who is absolutely already-fed but somehow still starving.)

i think we should all take more showers together, but i mean that in the soft way. i mean it like taking a nap. two years ago i had 5 adult friends in my queen bed, all of us laying across each other, head over belly over thigh over hand. any time one of us would giggle, it would ripple over each of us, like pulling on a spiderweb. kim actually needed to nap and didn't get to sleep and i am still sorry for it even though this is one of my most precious memories.

i think we should all wash each other's hair, i mean. i walk my dog and i watch someone put up twinkle lights around their front porch. alex and i just moved, and i love the neighborhood. already so many of our new neighbors have stopped by to say hello. the nice lady downstairs also collects plants, like me. she gave us her number on a pink post-it note. i am trying to decide whether to make her cookies or brownies.

i am going through a very hard time. something bad happened this weekend that i do not wish to discuss. it is hanging over me. i think of the green ribbon, and the woman who had her throat cut. it feels like that sometimes, inside of my body. like i am walking and talking despite being half-corpsed. like i am hanging on by a ribbon, standing on some kind of cusp. i keep saying - at least it wasn't worse. we are so lucky it wasn't worse. the idea is river-rock smooth now, all the edges worried off.

in this very dark night - the sun sets by 3 now - people don't need to, but they try anyway. they paint the missing light into things. i have an embarrassing number of missed calls and texts, but i feel the love from them nevertheless - hey. if you need something, i'm here. i will bring you food/puzzles/anything. i got you.

i think we should all have a big group chat where we do errands with strangers. this week i got lost in a home depot, which is wild because i'm a lesbian and we are actually hatched in a lowe's lumber section. there were two other women in the whole store. we ended up shopping together, at first by accident (we all needed things in the same aisle), and then because, well, why not. one of the ladies was taller than me, so she pulled down the screws i needed. i am agile and have the personality of a raccoon, so they sent me after anything below 3 feet. we talked about holiday plans and never learned each other's names, but did learn all the drama about each other's families.

i am making you cupcakes, because i have so much affection i want to pour it into batter. you ask me if i am eating enough per meal. i wrap your gift twice, trying to do it prettily. i get excited to give it to you, just because i hope you'll be excited too.

my parents drive an hour just to see the new apartment and to do the parent thing; standing in the kitchen saying things like "oh you'll get so much use from this dishwasher" and "well, you could paint that" and "when your mother and i moved it was uphill both ways and in a snowstorm and of course your brother was an infant." my mother brought me a plant for housewarming. i always say i love you before she leaves.

i play dnd on tuesdays still, after all these years. we all keep that night free. at one point, between grad school and marriage and all of it, we had to have a serious discussion about how to keep it running. we will keep going, we decided eventually. just to see each other, even if we don't play - you are all important to me. sebastian is not prone to affection but last night he stole my usual sign off - i love you all, be good, he said. he was laughing.

i don't love the winter, actually. i like snow in theory, but i grew up in the north, and am too-familiar with the season of "mud and sludge". i don't like being cold. but i do love something kind of soft and rare: every year around this time, people remember oh yes. you and i are human together. and i have love to spare.

it is the first snow, and something in my heart is finally warm again. i have spent what felt like the last 18 months just going-through-the-motions. it has felt blank and immediate, like i would never actually feel again. that sounds extremely trite and stupid - but that is the boring and familiar experience of depression. life just washes up against your windows, and you watch it happening. you see things that should be lovely and affecting, and it just whispers too-thin. i was desperately uncreative. uninterested in my hobbies. unimpressed by my writing. i told my therapist, often, i don't know how to find hope again.

almost sheepishly, something strange and lovely is burning in my chest. i keep not-looking at it, worried it will scamper back into the shadows again. it is skittish and wild, but it is so warm i want to sink my hands into its fur and feel it breathing. i love-hate it: if it's real, it can hurt me when it leaves again. but i am icarus-born, sun-lover and poet: i can't help myself. despite my best intentions, i am falling in love with life again.

i am planning to make cookies for my friends. alex and i are going to go christmas tree shopping. we picked out matching dish towels last night, and they have little mushrooms on them.

i love you. it does come back. yes, even after a long time. even for you. i promise. keep trying. you will wake up and it will be a day you can smile about.

write me when you get there. we will take the day off of work, and i will wash your hair, and we will both be laughing.

#spilled ink #writeblr #pos #recovery #my brain is like - don't trust it!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!! we can't be wrong again!!!!!! #and im like. what if the sorrow is the thing that's wrong though. #what if this - this!!!!! - is the truth

[lesbian-roguefort]

the fact that I knew white ghost was based on the ghost cactus but nobody listened to meeeeee lol

#hat chats #hat posts about cr #sorry for so many text posts today friends and followers I’m just very chatty