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casmybelovedass · 4 years

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The Destiel Folder: Season 6

[Season 4; Season 5] Man, this season... an emotional rollercoaster

Episode 3:

Cas admits he and Dean "share a more profound bond." (15:35) uuuhmm okay

"You think I came because you called?" (16:31) cut to "I always come when you call" later on in E21

"When a claim is laid on a living sould, it leaves a mark, a brand." ... like a handprint maybe? (22:33) Cas basically called dibs on Dean and admits it

Dean, I get it, Cas looks hot when he fights, but you don't have to look at him like this (24:42)

The amount of eye-fucking in this scene (25:56) almost 30 seconds (of Dean checking out Cas) of Old married coupleTM moments. Dean is worried about Cas dying again by the hands of an archangel. He just got attacked and wants to go out. But Cas has to go save the universe from a holy war. Basically a wife asking her soldier husband not to leave for the war.

[(26:28-26:30) Dean was totally looking at the BOOTY]

NOW FOR THE JUICY STUFF: Cas and Balthazar obviously had a history. More than brothers or war buddies. We could parallel them to Dean and Lisa: both old flames coming back after a long time and all.

Also, Balthazar can sense something is going on between Cas and Dean. It's so clear he can (35:26). ICWAW, we would assume Balthazar was an ex, getting jealous over Cas' new love interest

Episode 6:

"You asked me to be here, and I came", OH what about the whole 'I don't come because you call' thing? (13:40)

How domestic is this moment. Cas pouring Dean a drink, trying to comfort him (14:03). He hates seeing Dean like this, and hates even more the fact he can't do anything about it

Cas knows Dean is hurt enough already, and doesn't want to get him involved with a war that's not his to fight (14:20), but still wants to help

Episode 7:

Second time Cas starts stripping in front of Dean and he just stares (2:32)

Look, all I'm saying is... they really don't have to stand THAT CLOSE to each other (4:07)

Episode 9:

[Not a destiel moment but Dean struggling to say the words "gay guy" is too fucking funny to me (33:45)]

Episode 10:

Dean, will you not check out the angel in front of your brother, please? (11:54)

Dean is visibly uncomfortable at Cas watching porn practically NEXT to him, and having a BONER practically next to him. Understandable, but still... kinda gay (15:58) Look at Dean's face, my God (16:07)

[I'm screaming Dean looks like he's wondering what it'd be like to kiss Cas (25:29)]

"CAS?!" (26:23) the way Dean gets progressively more worried about Cas fading/being taken away and shit, kills me

[Cas is so fucking confused as to why Dean would suggest he'd let him have an hour alone with Meg (39:25), either that or he's embarrassed he might've actually wanted to. Meg and Castiel were cute together]

"If there's anything we can do-" "There isn't. I wish circumstances were different. *stares at Dean with puppy eyes* Much of the time, I'd rather be here." (39:46)

Also, Dean stares at Cas for 15 seconds, but averts his eyes when saying "We're your friends"? (40:01) Denial? Something's off. ICWAW, this would indicate tension, unspoken feelings

Just... the way Dean looks at Cas, and when he flies away (40:17) HIS EYES

Episode 11:

Balth jokingly calls Cas Sam's 'boyfriend', and Sam reacts normally, letting it fly over his head. When later in episode 17, Balth calls Cas "the angel in the dirty trench coat who's in love with you", Dean gets pissy. Just like later in 10x5. Touchy much? (13:48)

Balth admits he doesn't like Dean, and that "screwing him would delight me", but calls the one brother who threatened to crisp his wings, a "capable young man" (14:46). Jealous much? ICWAW we would read some sort of romantic rivalry between those two.

Episode 14:

This face... where have I seen this face before?

Oh yes, here

Dean looks at Lisa, the so called "love of his life", the same way he looks at Cas. Fuck my life

Episode 15:

"Cas" (Misha) starts stripping and Dean... stares... again (9:23)

"Well, Cas... now that you have your sword, try not to die by it." (39:53) Is it a saying? Or a reference to Dean being Michael's Sword? As in "He is gonna be the death of you"? And Balth looks at Cas THAT WAY?! (40:01) You can't tell me there was nothing between these two. Kill me now

Fucking stop being an old bitching married coupleTM already (40:25) you are hurting me

Episode 17:

Balth 'jokes' about Cas being in love with Dean (18:48) ICWAW we would read this as an ex being petty about the new love interest and teasing said love interest about it

Wow, jealous much, Dean? Again, ICWAW, this would totally be seen as jealousy for your crush's ex (27:30). And Dean, you're staring at Cas' lips again (27:37)

[Sam: "So, you killed 50,000 people for us?" Cas: *looks at Dean* "... No, I didn't... They were never born." (37:49) This is so stupid, but... sure, Cas... sure. That's what you ment.]

Cas makes a small speech about fighting for freedom, choosing your fate and all, while looking at Dean (38:55). OKAY SUBTEXT!!!

[As soon as Dean mentions boobs, Cas is gone (39:36) LOL]

Episode 19:

"It's not like Cas lives in my ass. The dude's busy. [...] Cas, get out of my ass!!!" "I was never in... your-" (4:28) and then they stare... Were you having unholy thoughts guys?

"Without your power you're basically just a baby in a trench coat" #MARRIED (10:38), "My friend is very sick." "I have a, uh... painful burning sensation." OH COME ON!!! (11:22)

"You know who whines? Babies. *pats Castiel*" (14:28) I'm sorry, pats him wHERE??!!

Dean saves Cas again (19:38)

The way Cas says "Dean, Dean!" (23:09)... I'm so fucking weak, and look at those EYES! (23:41) kill me now

"The kid... The little kid, he's one of them." "... Unbelievable." "Yeah, I know, Cas. You told me, all right?" (37:48) #MARRIED

Sam and Bobby immediately think Cas might be betraying them (39:31), while Dean won't even immagine the possibility. "This is Cas we're talking about!" (39:52)

Episode 20:

Even tho Dean can sense something is off with Cas, he won't bring himself to admit it. And the eye-car-sex. That. (4:44-4:53)

"You're distracted. [...] Is that all you're holding, huh? See... the stench of that Impala's all over your overcoat, angel." (6:20) this has such sexual undertones. ICWAW, it would be MENT as having sexual undertones. Also Crowley ships it

Dean protects Cas even tho clear evidence is there, and even feels bad about lying to him (12:06). And Cas feels oh so bad about Dean trying to be loyal to him, even when he was starting to suspect (13:18)

Dean still refuses to acknowledge the possibility of Cas' betrayal (19:56). His speech about Cas... I'm weak. "He broke ranks, gone to the mat, cut and bleeding for us, so many frigging times. This is Cas!" (20:10). ICWAW, this would be read as Dean having feelings for Cas, and as those feelings were getting in the way of his best judgment

Cas goes against the King of Hell to save the boys... but Dean first (21:48), and Dean defendes him against Bobby and Sam, apologizing for doubting about him. Cas hates having to break their trust

The look on Dean's face as he realizes Cas had been lying the whole time... BROKEN (23:35-23:49)

Cas doesn't want Dean to have to sacrifice more than he already had for him (25:19), and when Crowley shows up, Cas' first instinct is to look back at Dean protectively (25:30), and does that again before following Crowley (26:17)

Cas wants Dean to be happy, stay retired, even tho he was so longingly looking at him moments earlier (29:09)

"You gotta look at me, man. [...] Look me in the eye and tell me you're not working with Crowley." (32:38) the absolute desperation in both Dean and Cas, how HURT they look. THEIR EYES! Dean looks devastated

"I did it to protect you, I did it to protect all of you!" (33:09) one of the many "you, all of you" no-homo saves Cas pulls while talking to/about Dean

"I had no choice!" "No, you had a choice... You just made the wrong one." (34:21) how fucking hurt Dean looks. "Where were you when I needed to hear it?" THE EYES

"I was there... Where were you? *flashback to Cas looking back at Dean*" I'M DEAD

"It's not too late. Damn it, Cas. We can fix this!" "Run. You have to run, now. RUN!" (35:33) and they do, but Dean looks back at Cas, and the way they look at each other... STOP (35:47-35:52) ICWAW, this whole scene would seem like someone trying to save their loved one, and OH boy, that stare exchange would seem either a silent confession or a reminder of their feelings for the other

Cas visits Dean in the night, even tho they clearly don't trust him and don't want him there, and Dean leaves it be (38:06), and even apologizes for having to angel-proof the house against him

#MARRIED (38:28), "I'm doing this for you, Dean. I'm doing this because of you." (38:35) ICWAW... do I even need to point this out?

"Next to Sam, you and Bobby are the closest thing I have to family..." the look on Cas' face as Dean says this (39:15) "... that you are like a brother to me." did Cas' eyes just get more glossy? Poor baby. Also, ICWAW, by the way they interact, this statement would feel wrong on so many levels

"You're just a man. I'm an angel." ... why does it feel like Cas is telling that to himself more than to Dean? (39:43) "I'm sorry, Dean." (39:55) Kill me

Cas questions his decisions, asks God for guidance, the moment he understood he hurt Dean. He doesn't want to hurt Dean, but will do what he has to do to if it means he will be safe

Episode 21:

[Not a destiel moment, but "fragile masculinity" much, Dean? (4:20) "I was too busy having sex with women." (why do you feel the need to specify 'women'?)]

This Dean-Balth bickering has such current-former love interest fight vibes (8:52). Come on, ICWAW, this would totally be the case

Here's another Cas/Lisa parallel: how Dean acts here, looking for Ben and Lisa (13:11), and how he acts in S8 while looking for Castiel ("WHERE'S THE ANGEL!?")

Cas saves Dean again (21:46). "I didn't ask for your help." "Well, regardless. You're welcome." #MARRIED

They are both on the verge of tears... "I thought you said that we were like family." (22:22) They hate this situation. They hate not being like always, close, friendly, family

"Dean... I do everything that you ask... I always come when you call. And I am your friend." (22:39) the way he says 'Dean' and how his voice trembles. Dean is basically almost crying now (23:45)

"Dean, I said I'm sorry and I ment it." "Thank you... I wish this changed anything..." "I know.. So do I." (37:45)

[Alright. I do believe Dean really grew to love Lisa during that year they spent together, but I don't buy the "I always loved you, ever since that one hook up on that one weekend we knew each other for" shit. Dean wanted to give a try to the whole 'apple pie life' he'd promised Sam, with a good woman he knew Dean had feelings for.

If he grew to love Lisa over a couple of years after 1 hook up, I'm sure he could do the same thing for Cas after over a decade (he for sure would have already If Cas Were A Woman)]

Episode 22:

["You've always got little old me." "Yes... I'll always have you." (30:26) These two... Come on, they HAD to be ex lovers!]

"We were family once. I'd have died for you. I almost did a few times (Cas did actually, twice). So if that means anything to you... Please... I've lost Lisa, I've lost Ben, and now I've lost Sam... Don't make me lose you too." (39:55) ICWAW, this would be seen as a straight up CONFESSION

The hurtful look on Dean's face when Cas says "You're not my family, Dean.", and the terror when he thought for a second that Sam might have killed him (40:39)

["You will bow down and profess your love unto me, your Lord... or I shall destroy you." ... okay, Cas, honey, I get you are tired of waiting, but this is not the right way to get a confession out of Dean (41:20)]

[Season 7>>]

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whatsgyu · 5 years

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in which bambam practices confessing to you with you [ words: 1.5k | au bin ]

“I like you too, Peter.”

You were at the edge of your seat. Fina-fucking-lly!

“Well, it was about time!” The voice beside you exclaimed. You would normally throw a pillow at Bambam when he complains in the middle of watching a movie, but this time, you simply couldn’t be bothered, so you just settled with trying to hit him without looking. “Hey!”

“Shhh! Shut up will y— oh! Look, look, I think this is it!”

The male lead— Peter, as the his love interest called him— seemed taken aback. “Really? I mean, you do?” He stammered, avoiding her gaze, then letting out a sigh of relief. He looked at her longingly once more, unable to stop himself from grinning widely. “Jean, I’ve always wanted to tell you that—”

“Of course I like you, Peter! You’re my best friend after all!”

“What?!” You and Bambam screamed in unison.

“Oh come on!” You groaned, sinking further into the couch. Bambam, on the other hand, booed at the television, throwing popcorn. “Man, you suck!”

“God, I know right?” You mutter under your breath, disappointed. The movie had been dragging the confession scene for so long that you’ve finally given up and lost interest. “How can she be so blind?”

“What, no!” Bambam glanced at you, giving you a look. “I didn’t mean the girl!” You throw up your hands, not getting his point. He only shook his head slowly, clicking his tongue.

“That guy,” He points at the forgotten movie on the screen, “gotta step up his game.” He shakes his head again, showing his deep disappointment.

You roll your eyes at him. “Confessing ain’t that easy, hot shot. Also, how could she not sense that that was a literal confession? Jesus, everyone can see that he’s head over heels for her! What is she scared of?”

Bambam shrugs, continuing to munch on his popcorn. “I’mhh notsh shayingsh ish eashy!” You shot him a deadpan stare as he pauses to swallow his food. “I’m just saying he could’ve done better! I mean man, who tells someone they like someone like that?”

You were about to open your mouth to retort back, but Bambam didn’t miss a beat. He quickly stood up and grabbed a slice of pizza, gazing at it lovingly like the way the main character had looked at the love of his life.

“Oh, pizza!” He lets out an exaggerated sigh, placing his free hand on his chest. “You do know I’m quite fond of you, right?” Then he gasps loudly, eyes widening in feigned surprise. “Oh, really? You do?!”

You burst out laughing. It was now your turn to throw popcorn at him. “You look like an idiot!”

“See? My point exactly!” Bambam returns the pizza in the box— gross— and flops beside you on the couch. He seems satisfied to have proven his point, but it wasn’t like you to back down easily.

“So you’re saying his confession was bad, huh?”

“Yep. Totally sucked ass.”

“Are you implying you could do better?”

“Well, duh! I mean, like seriously? That was one of the worst confessions I’ve ever seen.”

“Really now?”

“Are you seriously still asking me about this?”

“Then prove it, you dumbass.”

“Oh, you bet I will— wait what?!” Bambam turns to you, confused. “Now how exactly do I do that?”

You pause for a moment, realizing that you haven’t thought this far. “I don’t know? Uh, pretend you’re like, confessing or whatever.“

Suddenly, your eyes grow a fraction wider, letting him know you had an idea. “Yeah! Pretend you’re confessing to me! Hah! Then I’ll be the one to say if it was a good confession.” You held your chin high, folding your arms.

He couldn’t possibly take this seriously. It’s Bambam after all, you thought.

Bambam almost chokes as soon as the words leave your lips. “P-pretend? Confessing to you? No way!” He looks at you in faux disgust and— if you had looked closely— a hint of panic.

You only raise your chin smugly, smiling at him. “Knew it. You were just talking shit.”

Suddenly, Bambam gets it. The only reason you suggested that was because you had full confidence that he wouldn’t— and probably couldn’t— do a confession seriously.

Well, you weren’t really wrong. You knew Bambam after all. If this was any other friend, he either would’ve just told them no homo, bro or react violently in disgust. Except, it was you and he wanted to prove something, so he did exactly the opposite of what you expected.

“Well, if you really wanted a confession, why didn’t you just say so?” He grins at you widely, which was usually a bad sign. He turns to face you, and holds of both your hands.

“Wait— what are you doing?” You could feel your cheeks go warm as you notice your proximity.

“I’m giving you your confession, stupid.” His thumb softly caressed your hand, as if knowing that your heart was about to leap from your chest.

He was so close that you wanted to look at anything but his face, but at that moment he seemed so sincere and weirdly determined that you couldn’t stop looking into his eyes.

This is bad.

“Bambam, wait, I—”

“Shhh,” He silenced you, placing his finger on your lips. “You asked for this.”

I guess I have to go with it then. When he sees you give in to his (your) request, he goes back to holding both your hands and clears his throat.

“Y/N, I—I’ve been wanting to say this for a long time, I just didn’t know how, you know? I mean, we’ve been friends since forever, right?”

You responded by reflex, nodding your head.

“I don’t know how it happened, honestly. Maybe I was just used to having you around. I mean, we’re always together. We know everything about each other as well. I’ve already seen you cry a thousand times! You’ve already seen me do stupid things many times. We’ve already did so many stupid shit together too!”

You roll your eyes at him. He wasn’t wrong though. The both of you have been together through so much, you couldn’t imagine who would you right now without him.

“What I’m trying to say is, I knew you were always important to me, but this— this feels different.”

He softly squeezed your hands, and suddenly, you felt your heart ache. You found yourself wondering, is this what it feels like? All those novels made it feel like confessions were something that made you breathless and light headed, but right now, everything just feels... familiar.

You don’t feel like you’re dizzy and soaring through the clouds, you feel warm, and at home.

Like the feeling was always there.

“It’s like I just woke up one day, and I just knew that I wanted to be with you.” Bambam continues, interrupting your thoughts. He looks into your eyes like he has his lines memorized by heart. “I want to be with you, Y/N. I want to be with you everyday, I want to spend time with you as much as time allows us. And because of that, I finally realized— ”

“Realized what?” Your question came as a hesitant whisper not meant to be spoken out loud.

Then, Bambam grins, his full lips quirking at its corners.

“That I like you, Y/N. I like you, I really do.”

You fully knew it was nothing but a dare, but there was something in his words and in his gaze that makes it feel like anything but fake.

And suddenly, slowly, even when you thought it was already physically impossible for him to do so, Bambam comes closer, leaning in.

Your normal response would be to hit him in the forehead for trying to steal a kiss from you, but for some reason you found yourself unable to move.

All you could focus on was the way his lips were only centimeters apart from yours, and that you could feel his warm breath against your cheek.

Except, before anything could happen, Bambam just stops there, right there in front of your damn face, and looks at you with a teasing smile.

“Are you blushing?”

And that is all it takes for your brain to finally function, pushing him away from you. You quickly grab a pillow and raise it over your head, ready to hit him, but Bambam only laughs and points at you accusingly.

“You were blushing! You were really blushing!”

“And what about it, you idiot?!”

“That means you like me! I knew it!”

“I thought you liked me! With that confession of yours and everything!”

“You dared me to do it!”

Then why does it feel so real? was what you wanted to shout back.

Except you weren’t just going to admit that maybe, just maybe, you were starting to have a crush on Bambam.

So, you just throw the cushion on his face and tell him that he shouldn’t do every dare thrown at him.

He would answer that you weren’t the boss of him, and you would hit him again and then turn on the television to find another shitty movie. And despite what he said earlier, Bambam would watch with you anyways, and he always will.

And he would willingly watch a thousand movies with you if that is what it would take for you to realize that he meant every single word he said.

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