#thanks for reading my garbage!!

[snowangeldotmp3]

i wanted her to look at me;

(or the one where robin can't stop staring at nancy, who can't stop staring at steve and his stupid hair)

(or, a prequel to the rebel robin: surviving the upside down au)

It starts with five words that Robin’s surprised didn’t leave her own mouth. “You’re an idiot, Steve Harrington.” Robin’s not sure she can survive the rest of the semester like this. Watching Nancy Wheeler, grinning and giggling and batting her lashes at the douchebag that is Steve Harrington.

#my writing #ronance #stranger things #hey. hey guess what. click the link. #thank you to maddie and mic for reading over this when i was convinced it was garbage. #also if you guys notice any errors no u don't. im already 2 seconds from still throwing this in the bin. also my eyes hurt so. #robin buckley #nancy wheeler #anyway. hope u enjoy <3

[gunthermunch]

let me be honest with you guys i would have gone into hiatus 3400 times and or deleted stuff if it wasnt because we (yes me and you included) love munch so much. its crazy

#to express that i am human for a sec: im an insecure person and i constantly feel like im not good enough #and posting my creations (mainly art) for everyone to see was always difficult for me until i started munch #and i didnt even start thinking i want a bunch of people to read this i just wanted to put my stuff somewhere #and stop pulling myself back and turning very small out of shyness and imposter syndrome #even now when i still feel like garbage and end up comparing myself to others (the way i used to do with art) what keeps me from doing #something stupid is my story and my characters and all the people who love them (and let me know you do. which i appreaciate a lot always) #so yeah what im trying to say is that im very thankful. about a lot of things #dl #i deleted a bunch of stuff today you probably wont even notice its not there anymore. NOT ANYTHING FROM MUNCH ITSELF THO id die #not my cancer ass showing my emotions oh well

[rozetheeuwu]

Over analyzing my favorite Reborn character's theme team.

Cal Whitaker is my favorite character and I am going to ABSOLUTELY overthink all of this but I want to share my thoughts about his team Burning Pride . I KNOW I'm thinking TOO deep about it, but I don't care because I love him.

(I talked about this on discord so I'm copying and pasting most of it to here) Also didn't check for any spelling/grammar errors.

Spoilers to his character ending:

Okay let's start with the obvious one.

You fight the gay man on a Rainbow Field with his team called Burning Pride.

NOW onto the deeper stuff.

The first time we ever battle Cal is on the Rainbow field (unless you randomize everything)

When we meet him he's hot heated and the worst version of himself. In this fight we fight when he's become the better version of himself, even if he still has ways to go it's clear that he is on his way to finally heal. Not just the relation with himself but also his friends and brother.

Now for the Team:

Magmotar:

He has his Magmotar, what we can assume is the pokemon he had with him for the longest time. Out of all his story related battles Magmotar was always the one that was with him (Also his Charmeleon/Charizard, but Magmotar was the only fully evolved and is his ace). Despite having changed, his ace is still by his side. It was by his side through Cal's entire development.

Medicham:

He has mega Medicham, the pokemon of his teacher who has helped him get to where he is now.

Volcarona:

He has has Volcarona, I'd like to think it represents his friendship with Shelly, his best friend. Despite him having changed so much as a person he still holds her close to his heart.

Entei:

Alright let's start with Entei. Entei is one of the legendary beasts, which are also referred to as the legendary dogs, now out of those three Entei is the most dog like. In his first story related battle he had a Houndoom which is seem as like a very evil pokemon, in his second related story battle and the following after that he has Arcanine which is seen as a loyal companion. I already mentioned how that is a reference from how his personality changed from hot headed to the person we know now.

Entei is also known as the volcano pokemon. Which is a reference to his first trainer class 'Volcanic Cal'.

He went from a dog pokemon that is described as evil to a dog pokemon that is seen as a loyal companion to a legendary (dog) pokemon who embodies the passion of magma/is said when it roars that a volcano erupts.

What does this mean?

I think it's supposed to represent that his fire has been rekindled hotter than ever, but instead of anger and revenge his flame is that embodies passion, friendship and loyalty. Rather than the volcano erupting when he's angry though, it's passion, friendship, ect.

Delphox:

Now Delphox, this one is a bit trickier but I think I can stretch far enough for this.

On the Ashen beach field psychic types moves are boosted. Apophyll Academy is set on the Ashen Beach field. The Academy helped him come to terms with his emotions and helped him calm and focus on his mind.

Delphox is fire type which represents his fire type specialty and it's psychic type which represents him coming to peace with his mind.

Now there aren't many fire/psychic types, Victini is also one, but I think Delphox fits this team because before e17 he had an entire team of starters on his team up battle on Pyrous mountain and I think it's supposed to be a callback to that.

Victini:

This one is also a bit of a stretch, but hear me out.

Victini is the Victory Pokemon, it is said that its trainer always wins. But rather than winning battles against other trainers I think Victini is supposed to represent the inner battle that Cal had with himself.

As long as he keeps learning he'll become the better version of himself, in that way he has 'won' against his troubled past self.

One of Victini's pokedex entries says When it shares the infinite energy it creates, that being's entire body will be overflowing with power. I'd like to think this is a nod to his character ending where Victoria asks him to be the leader for the outing we see in the ending. Just like how Kiki shared her wisdom with Cal, Cal will share that wisdom with everyone there. And that will be passed on as well, creating an infinite 'energy'.

I'm AWFUL at putting my thoughts into words so I hope this all made sense

I just love Cal so much it's unreal.

Thanks for coming to my ted talk.

Signed, your resident Cal stan <3

#pink talks #pokemon reborn #cal whitaker #no I am NOT okay and I'm NOT normal #Kinda want to post this on the forums but also hahahahahaha anxiety #ame if you're reading this uh hi thanks for coming to my ted talk #crim if you're reading this don't mind me just crawled out of my garbage dump to share my garbage again #I don't remember being THIS into a character ever #I kind of went through similar issues as he did so that might have some things to do with it

[yousadclownofaman]

Yo shoutsout to the half-drawn undead deity I started sketching, deleted, promptly forgot about, and only rediscovered scrubbing thru the time-lapse replay on an old file from last year I’m working on. Wtf

#d&d #art #mine #undead #more importantly shoutsout to the procreate timelapse tool #yeah you hear that everyone? grandpa’s posting art in 2023 #we’ll see how long that lasts but if I can convince myself it’s OK to post unfinished garbage just at least for the sake of getting it out #then maybe. just maybe #i’ll not lose my marbles entirely #thanks. @ mutuals who read my tags #idk who you are but god fuckin bless you

[confetti-critter]

The night is young and I am free to do whatever my heart desires but unfortunately I have once again found myself trapped in the Time Prison and so I

#the good old 'I don't feel like doing anything including doing nothing and I want to go to bed but I know I'm not tired' #WEH. #I'm enjoying typing but I don't want to commit to practicing typing for real so I'm just making excuses to type more #I was looking at custom ESC keycaps because I was thinking about that whole community of ppl obsessed with keyboards and like I get it I #like the clicky clacking and keyboards can look so pretty but some of those key caps man wtf. #why would you want 3D transparent donald duck ESC key from temu what is wrong with you #saw a set of key caps that were little kittys with little kitty ears n I was like fuuuuuuuuuck #49.00 USD probably 100000 CAD+shipping goto helllll #I was thinking about what if I had like confetti keycaps and a custom kittycake esc key or like an actual little cake and matching desk mat #or even just a new cute mousepad cuz mine is old as fuck and I spilled vegetable cream stew on it once #and then I was thinking like sighhh and wouldn't it be cool to have arcade carpet on the stairs leading down to my basement hovel and #rainbow lights along the ceiling corners and what if I painting my bedroom like I wanted to do and sighhhhh #I haven't been wasting my money buying shit like that but I'm thinking about it again. #but the same thing stopping me from doing anything at all is stopping me from wasting my money which like that's good I guess??????? #gosh I really like typing why did I stop doing daily typing practice #oh yea The Thing Stopping Me From Doing Anything At All #meow meowm meow meow meow #ok I really gotta tear myself away from my computer and brush my teethses and try going to bed #I already played minecraft earlier it's fine I didn't do NOTHING tonight it just feels like I did #and tomorrow is another day #and next week is a short work week thank fucking christ almighty #literally cuz its easter sunday and he was in that tomb but he escaped or whatever he did #thanks jeezy boy #you maybe shoulda milked it for like half a week at least #moved the big ass boulder like have an inch at a time #*pause for laughter* #that s from my new stand up comedy routine do uiuop like it djfskll;askjdgflksjdflksajdflksjdf the dsjalkjfolidasfgjoiweljsdalkjflskdjflak #meowww #I am the only one I know on here who 'talks' this fucking much about absolutely nothing #I do all this and my poor followers can click read more and spend time reading alllllll this garbage

[orionsangel86]

The insanest hot take in The Sandman Companion is that it tries to say The Corinthian isn't sexually attracted to men

Um wut

Ah my dear no wonder youve been feeling so negative towards the comics if youve been reading this book as a guide! I am still working on your other ask but I think we can confidently dismiss the Sandman Companion as utter bullshit if its gonna attempt to straightwash the Corinthian!!!

So according to this supposed "official" Sandman comic guide Morpheus is an abusive rapist who deserved to die and The Corinthian is Straight. Okay then. Sorry Neil Gaiman but this book sounds like it needs to be put out of print, or updated to actually provide analysis that isnt 100% moronic and baffling that has no actual basis in the comics themselves.

What garbage! Hard pass on ever reading such a thing! Ive read some pretty appalling published analysis in my days (usually articles related to Supernatural where we already knew the writers were hot garbage) but this is a whole other level!

Pro tip for anyone curious about interpreting the Sandman comics - avoid the Sandman Companion like the plague!

#sandman meta #the sandman companion #yeah we arent gonna be reading that hot garbage thanks #ill keep my own interpretation of morpheus thanks #where he's kind and he cares and he isnt abusive #and ill keep my corinthian gay as intended

[anto-pops]

Is your smut so good because of life experience or what because this is just impressive at this point.

LMAO THANK YOU !! If you're asking me if I'm a bona fide slut then yeah, let's just blame it on that and my overactive imagination

#asks #honestly though it really just boils down to years of practice #my earlier smutty fics were GARBAGE don't be fooled by what you read now #but I'm flattered that you're impressed !! thank you my dear !

[colorful-horses]

finished season 2 of miraculous ladybug!

I dont mean to sound nitpicky about a children's show meant for children. Buuut it feels a little weird to me that the neglect/abuse Adrien experiences from his father is never played for laughs, but Chloes extremely horrible mom being awful to her is literally the whole punchline of their relationship?

Like I realize part of it is "Well Chloe is mean too, so they can bond over how awful they are Together", but that just makes me feel kinda icky because it means Chloe can never improve as a person UNLESS she's fine with her mother not loving her lol

#not to overanalyze a show meant for 10 year olds #im more just pointing out the difference in how their abusive parents are portrayed and how......strange it is #adriens dad is constantly being shown to be horrible. and they never ever make a joke out of it #but i guess since Chloe is the designated 'Mean Girl' its funny to watch her mom constantly forgetting her name #constantly yelling at her and treating her like shes garbage #chloe gets really good small moments of humanity here and there #but then they had that scene where she finally gets her mother to show interest in her and #its literally just because chloe is like 'i can be an bitch too mom!!!'. which just makes me very sad #chloe redemption arc please. i wanna see her yell at her horrible mom lol #miraculous ladybug #i finished season 2 today. there was so many good hawkmoth moments this season #but i do find it very funny that he akumatized like ..... 5 different six year olds this season #i am making such an extended list of notes about this show as I watch it #im gonna make the next 7 hr long video essay. but itll be about miraculous ladybug lol #my favorite character is still chat noir btw #thanks for reading this far #i will now kiss you on the lips. mwah #tell me who YOUR favorite miraculous ladybug character is and why. i am not super into the fandom side. ive just been watching the show #i wanna know what characters are popular and which ones are hated hehehe #not pony

[neonpigeons]

this is mostly my fault but noodle once again stole food off the counter when I left the room, ate an entire breakfast crepe. I'm so fuckin mad

#maybe I'll laugh about this tomorrow but im so mad. im mad cuz i really wanted to eat that #and now i have to clean up the mess and do the dishes and take the garbage out #which doesn't have much to do with this im just getting tired of the fact that nobody does anything in this house except me #like i made soup for everyone and nobody even offers to help put the food away and clean up? 🥺 #i don't want to ask. ever since my mom left everything has fallen onto me #it's getting harder and harder to do things. just been progressively getting worse. even with medication #im just so tired! im so tired. so fed up with the fact that i was born against my will #in a body i hate. cursed with chronic diseases and a brain that barely functions. in a society that doesn't care if i live or die #anyway. time for the bi weekly mental breakdown thanks for reading 👍 #delete later #ari speaks

[markcampbells]

The "I have written all this before why would anybody care to read it now" is really hitting hard with the fic I would potentially be posting tomorrow and I am once more asking my brain why

#literally the entirety of fic-reading fandom: we love when authors explore the same themes over and over #my garbage brain: ah but that is about other people you must do something new and different each time #like am i just actually draining this well dry are even people who like my stuff tired of me #or am i just tired of me #(yes i'm caught in a negative thought swirl bc of job hunting thanks for asking)

[hime-bee]

I read your fanfics and loved them! Do you take writing commissions?

Thank you so much for reading my fics!! ^^ I do take commissions, actually, and they're currently open! My queue is full, though, since I'm a little backed up 🤔

#thanks for the ask anon #and for reading my garbage!

[share-the-damn-bed]

What's your favorite non-romantic relationship on the show?

The Byers family (Joyce-Jonathan-Will). Hands down. There is so much love there and so much conflict (especially in season 1. Mostly in season 1) it’s heartwarming and heart breaking. They also just feel so real. I love them very much.

As hypocritical as it may seem, what I loved so much about this show (when I first watched) was that at its core, its strength was the friendship between the boys and eleven and the familial bonds between mother and son and brother and brother. The characters and their relationships with one another were so rich and that’s what made the show stand out (not visual effects, not a super intricate Sci-fi plot, and definitely not humor). And though romance is present, it’s a garnish. The show has lost a lot of that in the more recent seasons and it’s sad. I have hoped every season for the Byers to have some focus but every time I’m let down.

🕯️🕯️🕯️Here’s hoping that we get some real Byers family moments before the show ends🕯️🕯️🕯️

#Jonathan Byers #Will byers #Joyce Byers #I love my season 1 characters #but I would easily throw any character added in season 2 or beyond to the garbage #if that meant we got Byers family plot and moments #Lonnie has been brought up in every season in relation to Jonathan and we’re really not going to actually address that? #I will fight the writers myself #I am pretty cranky due to a massive head cold. don’t mind me. #thank you so much for the ask anon!!! my instinct when first reading the ask was to say all of them #but it’s absolute the Byers above all else

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

WHAT DA HECKKKK MAC!!! UR A BIRTHDAY GUY!!!! HOLY SHIT. OLD!!! time 2 put u in a retirement home!!!! IT'S UR DAY OF BIRTH I AM THROWING U A PARTY RN 🎉🥳🎉 TIME 2 HIT THE PINATA 🪄 🪅 CANDY!! 🍭 🍬 🍫 TIME 4 PRESENTS 🎁🎁🎁 CAKE TIME 🧁 BIRTHDAY BOY GETS A CROWN 👑 BLOW OUT THE CANDLES 🧨🧨🧨 <<couldn't find any candles so i got these weird red sticks instead!! i think they're sparklers!! :3

oh fuck i love sparklers-!

#hehehehehe #thank u whiskeyyyyy #did u see my wolfwood funko pop #my brother wins the prize for best present (as usual. hes good @ that) bc he got me trigun stuff hehe #my grandparents also got me a couple of the critical role graphic novels. hell yes cannot WAIT 2 read those #oh fuck! this reminds me i need 2 go hatch my birthday dragons on fr...... ive had eggs saved for soooo long. omg #IM SOOOO GRANDMA CODED. I SHOULD BE PUT IN THE RETIREMENT HOME I THINK <3 #all the young kids lookin @ me doing my embroidery and shit going oh fuck dude that grandma gnc af. youre insane #asks #anachronistic-falsehood #friends!!! #i am going 2 hatch my dragons and draw myself some self indulgent cute art and then i think i will sleep #overall did not have a bad day but i did get a couple. garbage moments from my family so i am. #not feeling epic rn but i am trying sosososo so hard 2 be positive #fingers crossed that the flight rising rng gods are smiling upon me. pleaseplease give me a pretty dragon . #ayyy im just a little birthday boy im just a little guy cmaaahn #hi whiskey how was ur day. i saw u were watching it earlier. love those movies. i need 2 read the book !!!! #i do enjoy a good stephen king every once in a while.

[crystal-the-axolotl]

so...

I bingewatched Vinland Saga this friday...

#guess who has something else to look forward in january #i haven't read the manga so #spoil the manga and i will remove you from life thank you goodbye #for once in my life i don't want to spoil myself about something i've started reading/watching #anyways #it's impossible not to love thorfinn and i didn't even try not to #look “small guy with a garbage personality a shitty sense of humor in dire need of therapy and with a pretty face” is one of my types #yes i know it's very specific but he meets most of the requirements #also #i may or may not have spent an ungodly amount of time on this #but it's the first time in a while i'm satisfied of something i made from scratch and not a photo/panel redraw #maybe this is why it took me almost two whole days nonstop to finish this shit #oh well i'm hopeless #vinland saga #thorfinn #digital art #fanart #my art #for once it's passable #hurray

[that-was-anticlimactic]

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[ID: a screen cap of Kyan Reki from SK8 the Infinity. he is clutching his stomach and laughing. the background i blurred and there are a bunch of pink hearts around him. /End ID.]

HI BROOKE ILY <333

thank you for the reki <333 i'm love he. so much. so very much.

#brooke tag #sorry the id is kind of garbage lol i had no idea how to describe this iuyfcghuiugfdxfghui #hello lovely!!! sorry for taking forever to respond i wasn't in a great place yesterday already because of my period and stress and this #made it worse so i kind of just. didn't really go on tumblr the rest of the day which was. definitely for the best😅 #aNYWAYS ily thank you you're very kind and i am. so behind in reading your messages but i PROMISE imma read them <3 #corey rambles:)

[the-kipsabian]

whenever i feel bad about my existence i remind myself that kip appreciates me

#tho probably not as much as i appreciate him tbh #i mean i have him permanently inked on my skin #but yeah i have. a few stream clips saved on my phone where he talks about things and its just like #okay so chronologically first theres the cameo from last christmas after i came out as a fan with the first fanart he loved #then theres the new years donation shoutout with his incredible be yourself and do what makes you happy advice #(literally just if people dont love you for you just fuck em lol) #then theres the next one where i missed the stream after jersey but he stays how humbling it was to him to see my tattoo in person #and then the more recent one where he talks about fan interactions and how cool all the art and seeing people dress up is #and he just casually drops me by name to specifically mention the tattoo and how. to quote exactly. 'its fucking insane i love it' #like. idk man. if nobody else likes me in this life kip sabian does and i feel like thats pretty good you know #just using it as a positive vibes whenever i think im not worth a hot garbage and shit #just. get yourself a blorbo that appreciates you being a fan as much as you appreciate them being your blorbo lol #and also humble them for life. i know thats harder to do but god its so worth it #i cant wait to meet him again one day oof #sorry im just feeling things today i really just rather be home and in bed but i have to be here today unfortunately #so im thinking about this while i dont want to work anymore lol #that is all. sorry and thank you if you read all that #night is an absolute mess on main #..im also still convinced i never actually have told this man my name and yet he knows and remembers it #in case you needed to know that cause it makes me very soft too lol