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nid-pysgodyn · 4 months
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My native anglophone brain is firing every neuron to understand Mike and Etoiles rn. Every single brain cell is in overdrive processing the constant input of English, Francais and Portugues. It is all but one now.
Where does the boundary of a language even truly lie when a stream of three are heard as one? What even is a language?
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luckykiwiii101 · 4 months
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Okay this is outrageously easy. The way I overcomplicated everything is ummm embarrassing but we move…
So I just really thought and took in that I don't have to put anything on a pedestal and tire myself out I should just stick to that “idc” mindset I have. I was manifesting waking up in the void since I wanted to experience it (and probably manifest my dream life through it) and I was like it's literally nothing, not that deep. Before I would affirm and vaunt many times, visualise and I’d experience that feeling of fulfilment and knowing multiple times until it felt natural. Then yesterday I basically just left it all alone since I already did everything (even when I didn't have to) so it's basically inevitable for me to get what i want, there’s no point in doing anything more now (also methods made me feel like i was struggling to “get” and i didn’t like that). Anyway last night I woke up in the void (by literally falling asleep normally) and I didn't even freak out or anything I was just like "hm okay". I affirmed that I manifest things I want extremely fast and I wake up in the void every night, after I just chilled there for a bit.
I came across this post on how to make your desires feel natural to you i forgot who it was and I honestly can’t be asked finding it but it said to think of it this way. Let’s say many people want a certain feature you have like your eye colour or hair type/texture and they really want it, they even get hella excited or happy thinking about having it. But when you actually take the time to think about that feature you don't even give much of a reaction like you don't care as much that's cus you already have it, it's always been yours. I know I'm repeating what everyone has said and that's because that's literally all there is to say honestly. So being on tumblr scavenging for answers isn't doing anything really. everyone will just repeat the same thing but phrased differently to help people understand better and some people will get mad about them repeating themselves like….. yeah..? that's basically the answer to all your questions.
You think you’re “waiting” to “get” your desires but like it’s the other way round, your desires are waiting for you to wake up and accept that they’re already yours
So it's all just crickets and tumbleweed, if you're just sitting there questioning why you, apparently, don't have your desires. Imagine your desires are just awkwardly watching you ignoring the fact that you already have them and they’re right there in front of you. They’re probably just looking to the left and right, scratching their head. it's especially awkward when you're looking at the 3D for answers when it's literally useless and doesn't do shit, it only reflects old circumstances. That can only change when you turn to yourself or the 4D for answers, and of course any method will help but then again it all comes down to you to decide if it works. If you "want" your desires don’t dismiss what it is that "gets" you them...idk how to phrase it but just start applying and persist it's honestly too easy.
Anyway enough from me, I'm finally deleting this app right after this. This was long sorry if it doesn't make sense but this is how I understood it. To summarise you're all that's left to"getting" your desires. Think of it as having a breakdown over not being able to find your glasses or hair tie but turns out you're wearing it the entire time.
Thank you Wii and all the other bloggers who take the time out of their day to help others with all of this. Take care of yourselves!!
THIS IS AMAZING!!! I’m SO proud of you!! SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY APPLIED WHAT THEY KNEW AND NOW LOOK AT THEM!! you deserve this so much honestly i’m beyond happy for you!
Also i REALLY love the way you put yourself on the pedestal by saying that your desires are waiting for YOU and not the other way round.
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kennysboxergf · 9 months
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i saw someone asking her this but she didnt make an actual post answering it it was mostly us all speculating together (which was so fun)
but im wondering if you have any idea yourself!
My bad g this is so late 💀 but to summarise basically this post was about an ask where the anon said “would the Beta Squad boys prefer slim or thick girls?” And then I replied by leading them to a different blogs post about it but i didn't realise they didn't have a specific post for it so I guess I can help you speculate as well?
I’m gonna do this real fast cus I'm tired
Chunkz - thick girls m, he wants that bunds my friend he mentions it often enough to solidify this in my mind
AJ - i don’t think he would care too much, bunds or bunds he actually doesn’t care he knows how to handle you anyway
Kenny - he appreciates some thickness any man would but who is he to discriminate
Niko - in my head he is a boobs man, and he doesn’t care what they look like. Doesn’t strike me as one to care.
Sharky - again, man doesn’t care he would be just as obsessed with your either way
but i don’t Like any of the boys are ya know picky they will do with what you got long as you can keep up with the banter ya know what I mean
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princesstokyomoon · 11 months
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🥺 i am make a new post cus i dont wann make the other one too long but, omg ty for the tag @mellyoraa i am honoured <3
nickname: i think the main nickname i get online is "ari", cus theres Generally a toss up between if people prefer to call me that or "princess" and thats a full name not a nickname lol. i Occasonally get "princess tokyo" tho, thats deffo a nickname. i dont tend to share my birthname with folx, so i cant really share the variety of nicknames ive had based on That, but i DO also have "fizz"/"fizzy pop" from my mum, cus of random baby talk from my sister when we were smol.
sign:
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i dont tell people when my bday is, (not even my gf knows) and i Refuse to give Clues, sorry yall
height: around 5'4/5'5
last thing i googled: it was a local food place that me and my mum discovered existed the other week (but that had closed down during covid) that delivers roast dinners to your home. their website said they reopened today (or Technically yesterday by the time i post this lol), so i wanted to see what was up.
amount of sleep: hee hoo peanut, Varies, but i need a Minimum of 10 hours to feel Ok, so i Try to keep that as my average. somedays i get less, somedays i get a LOT more.
dream job: a performer. i love performing so damn much it hurts. its a part of my dna practically. but im shite at auditions, and i hate the industry, so even if i WASNT disabled in a way that makes that dream exceptionally hard for me, then its a dream thatll Probably forever go unfulfilled, and thats ok
wearing: harley quinn tshirt i bleached, and boxers uwu
media that summarises me: OOOO THIS IS A FUN QUESTION I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THIS..... (sorry boys thisll probably get Long, this is kinda what i look for a Lot in media)
The "Life is Strange" games - particularly the first one - feel particularly relevant
Little Talks - Of Monsters and Men
Wired Wrong, Hold Me, Lyin' Awake - Steam Powered Giraffe
oooo Actually i think "Infinity Train" is a good show for me too
What's Wrong With Me? - Julia Stone
i would be an Idiot to not mention "It's Such a Beautiful Day", that film is an Intrisic part of my psyche BECAUSE of how much it resonates with me
Everybody Hurts - R.E.M.
I'm not dead - Boyinaband
Unbreakable - Gilmore Girls
it also feels ridiculous to not include "A Series of Unfortunate Events" (ill take both the books and the netflix, but the movie can go FUCK ITSELF), that series has been a key point in my brain for as long as I can remember.
Superman, I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker (and the New Lyrics version too) - Sandi Thom
the one who gave up, you wanted to look for help, i wanted to sit and wait to be rescued, action scene, when we met, hands, - flatsound (honestly Everything flatsound is a Vibe tho)
I Am My Own Disease - 4th Point
Am I?, F.R.E.A.K.S. - Victor and The Bully
Take Me Away - Avril Lavigne
SHIT, That Funny Feeling - Bo Burnham (and honestly the Whole of "Inside")
OOO THAT REMINDS ME absoLUTELY "The Midnight Gospel" that shit hits SO right
I Need Sleep - Balduin & Offbeat (and Offbeats general vibes too)
....oHHH IVE BEEN WORKIN ON THIS ONE QUESTION FOR TWO AND A HALF HOURS IOK I THINK THATS ENOUGH YALL GET THE IDEA AT THIS POINT im so sorry i cant help it, i Love finding myself in media
(if your noticing themes of being unwell, sad, and full of Longing, no youre not shhhh)
favourite songs: i Refuse to take as long answering this as i did the previous question gjdfhg
my current FAV fav song is Hotel California - Eagles but ill also give honourary mentions to
En ång av rosor - Darin
That's Not How The Story Goes (S3 version) - Netflix Unfortunate Events
Touch of Life - VA†EM Oliver
Countdown - Epithet Erased
instruments: i am currently TRYIN to learn guitar, and though i am WILDLY out of practice i am technically a trained singer, and really want to start practicing again at some point, cus i REALLY miss the huge range i used to have t-t
aesthetic: i.... am honestly not sure how to answer this? i vibe with so many aesthetics, and i dont think id Ever wanna tie myself down to One. as a teenager, i was sorta "all in" on steampunk, but even then i had interest in others. and now my brain is kinda a Clusterfuck lol
favourite author: i think i HAVE to go with either Lemony Snicket, or Shakespeare
random fun fact: i love dice, i own so so many dice at this point, i have Literally zero use of them, theyre just Pretty and i Want Them, i have spent a Stupid amount of money on dice, and i Physically have to restrain myself from lookin at them so so much because i would have No money, Only Dice, if i kept lookin
some favourite mutuals to tag: no pressure to play at all, but @nsfwitchy, @rouge-the-bat, @megalo-station, @aprilbrowines
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raidahblossom · 4 years
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Virgil leaving the Others Theory pt 2. (Long Theory)
I’m back on my theorising! (@adultkiddo​ you’re the reason I actually wrote this up, so thank you for that)
Okay so, I’ve made a theory about how I think that Virgil didn’t leave the Dark Sides, per se- I think he left the Minor Sides, the ones that aren’t as much of a presence in Thomas’ personality. You can read it here for more details ‘cus my summarising skills are terrible! 
In that theory, I was trying to find a reason as to why he left as well as what he left. At the time, I thought that maybe an argument had ensued between him and Janus and some hurtful words were shared, so that might’ve been why he left. 
However, recently a certain thought came to mind: we, as a fandom, have all come to assume that Virgil left the Others voluntarily, but that’s all it really is- an assumption. But what if, he didn’t leave voluntarily?
What if he was kicked out?
That probably sounds absurd- but I have reasons to believe this. First off, I need to establish a timeline- not of Thomas’ entire life, but of key events we know have happened. I’m gonna start off with the Split, which is under the cut. (There’s a TL;DR at the end, if you don’t wanna go through the mumbo jumbo)
Remus and Roman appear as a result of the Split- Thomas is 7-9 years old.
We know the Split happened due to a shift in Thomas’ perception of Creativity, I feel like that would happen at this age because that’s the age you generally start to learn about more serious topics and develop a greater view of the world, thus forming new principle in morality. I think, because of the way Thomas views creativity- at the time, Roman would’ve been called Creativity, whilst Remus was reduced to Bad Thoughts- I also think that’s how he was introduced to Virgil. Which brings me to the next part of the timeline:
Virgil joins the Others, not as Paranoia, but simply as Anxiety- Thomas is 10-11 years old.
Some people have pointed out that when Remus showed up in DWIT and was introduced to Thomas, he was introduced as Creativity as well as Intrusive Thoughts- to which Virgil seemed very confused about the former. He seemed to be learning with Thomas that Remus is also Creativity, but why he would be learning that if he’s clearly known about him for a long time? Well, if he was introduced to him as something else, perhaps a tween’s perception of what we know him as now- say, Bad Thoughts, then maybe he wouldn’t have initially known of Remus’ other function. 
Now, I’ve pretty much dissed the Paranoia theory in this title of the timeline, but for a good reason. We know that Thomas’ anxiety worsened as he grew older, as evidenced by the line  “Whoa, that’s about the time that you (Virgil) upgraded from small nuisance to giant thorn in our side” said by Roman, but if Virgil was initially Paranoia then Thomas would’ve been suffering from the worst form of anxiety there is at a really young age. Paranoia is intense and it’s usually connected to drug abuse, chronic personality disorder or schizophrenia- which Thomas isn’t suffering from, and I don’t think he’d be taking drugs at that age. So, yeah, I don’t think that Virgil went from Paranoia to Anxiety, I think he was just Anxiety the whole way through.
Thomas’ anxiety worsens, and he acknowledges that he has it, during a time when he’s trying to find his place in the world. Virgil then meets Thomas and becomes more relevant, but isn’t fully accepted- Thomas is in his adolescent years.
Thomas would probably be diagnosed with anxiety around this time, so Virgil would probably be introduced to the Core Three around here. I’m thinking he’s probably in his Emo phase, since that phase was especially tied in to him trying to find his place in the world- which is around the time he seemed to become more relevant, as evidenced by the line I quoted from Roman earlier. He’s still one of the Minor Sides, but he’s edging his way up to becoming a Major one as Thomas grows up.
Taking on Anxiety- Virgil’s introduction to us!
Thomas is learning more methods to help cope with his anxiety, but he still hasn’t truly accepted that he has it.  From here to Excepting Anxiety it seems that Virgil still has a good relationship with the Others- that’s shown especially well in A New Year of Lying to Myself- if Virgil was uncomfortable with mention of the Others he wouldn’t be singing constantly about lying to yourself (Janus must have been so proud)!
Excepting Anxiety- Virgil ducks out, and is possibly kicked out.
This is where the theory starts to make more sense- once I thought more about it, I always thought it was weird that when Virgil ducked out, he completely removed himself from the equation- he didn’t go to the Others, like you would expect, he just goes to his room, he leaves completely. He must have had some sort of reason- and I think that reason is because he was kicked out of the Minor Sides. 
Since he didn’t have anywhere to go as the Core Three and Thomas hadn’t fully accepted him yet- he just went to his room, probably extremely hurt and angry. Especially since he later says in Accepting Anxiety: “I didn’t feel wanted,” which wouldn’t make sense if the Others hadn’t kicked him out- because then he would’ve felt the Others wanted him.
Now you may be asking, why would Janus kick Virgil out? And why are you saying Janus specifically? Well, to answer the latter question, it’s because it seems that Virgil is the most angry at Janus- he doesn’t or act the way he does around Janus around Remus, so it seems that Janus is the one who annoyed him the most- probably because of the whole removing him from the Others thing.
To answer the former, I think it’s because Janus, as Self-Preservation, would know that Thomas needed to accept Virgil- and fast, because not properly acknowledging or trying to work with or treat a mental disorder can be very unhealthy, and Janus is all about ‘What’s best for Thomas?’ 
He would know that the only way to get Thomas to talk to Virgil about this, is to kick him out- because it would mean he would feel unwanted by both the Major and Minor Sides, and that he would feel like him trying to help is just making things worse. As a result he would duck out- and Thomas would start acting aloof, and being hazardous to himself until the situation was addressed.
So, Janus does what he has to- does it hurt? Yeah! Does he try to explain to Virgil as best as he can without giving anything away? Yeah! Does Virgil still get mad and does an argument ensue about how he can’t do that but Janus does it anyway? Yeah! But does it work? Yup!
Accepting Anxiety- Janus’ plan works!
Fast forward to Can Lying Be Good?- Janus is smug, and he knows that the plan has worked, but Virgil doesn’t realise there was a plan in the first place- he’s just furious.
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I mean, this face is just so smug and he’s lookin’ right at Virgil, because he knows it worked! I feel like his iconic line from Embarrassing Phases could be a callback to him kicking Virgil out:
“Keep up the personal growth, Virgil- maybe one day, you’ll be rid of us all...”
Yeah so TL;DR: Janus kicked Virgil out so that Thomas could work together with his Anxiety as that would be better for him, but now Virgil is really annoyed at him because Janus didn’t entirely tell him his full intentions.
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goddamnmuses-a · 5 years
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Alright.. Here’s my post about the Marvel Comic Con panel and stuff cus i got opinions and like a dick i’m waving it around. I’ll put it under the cut like it’s nsfw though, so if you’re interested.. Read on!
Alright starting with Black Widow because that’s the next thing.. Looks good. I’m interested. I like David Harbour and he’s playing someone called Alexi which I’m guessing is Alexi Shostakov aka Red Guardian, Russia’s answer to Captain America which could be interesting. I think he was married to Natalia in the comics so it’l be interesting to see if they go into that. Also Rachel Weisz is gonna be (i’m pretty sure) Iron Maiden and that could be interesting too! Also looking forward to seeing the blonde Black Widow, Yelena Belova.. So.. All good so far, i’m interested in it all. 
Next up is The Falcon and the Winter Soldier. I think this will be a show about Falcon coming to accept the mantle of Captain America. Could be good *shrug* I’m not particularly attached to either of the characters tbh but I’ll watch it, they have good chemistry off screen so should be good! 
Then it’s Eternals. I know like absolutely nothing about the Eternals but I am in. The cast seem pretty damn good and I’m not even gonna look what they’re about because it’ll only add to the whole effect of it. So yeah, I’m probably the most excited for this one tbh. Could be really good. 
Then it’s Shang-Chi. I am curious, I think it’ll be good, it just has to be a really good martial arts movie and not mess up the mandarin again but yeah so long as the martial arts are amazing it’ll be fine. 
Then next up it’s Wandavision which.. controversial opinion.. The names growing on me. I’m pretty sure this is just gonna be Wanda having vision’s (ohohoho see what i did there.) of her and the still dead Vision (maybe bringing him back using reality warping stuff but who knows.. i kinda hope not) and that’ll be it I think *shrug*. 
That will tie into the next movie which is cool that the tv shows actually matter now apparently but anyway.. said movie is Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness.  Which sounds like it could be a made up title.. it’s a bit long but yeah apparently it’s gonna be more horror-esc but still be pg-13 but hey, some pg-13 horror movies can scare the poop out of me so should be fine. I’m all for some multiverse stuff even if I’d rather it be with Spider-Man than Doctor Strange but still. I’m in. 
Then it’s the Disney plus Loki show. I don’t like Loki as much as basically everyone else on this site, this isn’t the Loki with all the character development either this is Loki at the end of Avengers but hey, I’ll watch it and I hope it’s good.. It’ll probably tie into the next Thor film maybe that I’ll be getting to.. 
After Loki it’s another Disney plus show called What if..? Which is animated and honestly one of the most interesting things they’ve shown and i am fully in. I wanna see the what if stories they come up with. I know one is What if Peggy Carter became Captain America. So yeah.. If they’re anything like the What if comics I’m fully on board. 
Then it’s the Hawkeye Disney Plus show. I haven’t read the comic where he’s training Kate Bishop and stuff but I’ve seen bits of it and I know it’s really damn good and this seems to be based on that so.. I’m in. 
Then it’s finally the Thor film. Called Thor Love and Thunder. I am in two minds on this, I love Taika Watiti and I love Thor, Ragnarok was really good but this ones gonna have Female Thor in it and before people jump at me with hate, bare with me. I don’t mind there being a female Thor.. my problem is with Natalie Portman.. The best Thor film we have is the one without her in it.. and I cannot imagine her with the hammer all Thor’d up. I think they’d have to do a Shazam and have Natalie Portman play the like Jane with the cancer and the smaller one and then have someone like Katheryn Winnick play the female Thor. *shrug* I’ll give it a chance for sure. 
Then we got Blade! I think this would be the perfect film to have Deadpool cameo in.. so I’m in. I like Blade, controversially I like all of the movies but yeah. I’m in for some Blade.
Then he mentioned a few films we knew we’d get sequels for like Black Panther so no surprises there but then he mentioned Fantastic Four. I had the theory that David harbour would be The Thing and we’d see him as Ben Grimm first but I guess not now. He also mentioned Mutants so.. they’re on their way. I predict something in the Doctor Strange film will bring them about. 
So to summarise: I’m all in for everything. Jane best bring her a-game to make me care about her at all. And my predictions for possible fake titles are Thor Love and Thunder and Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness. 
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