#the contract is one that is safe

[izayoichan]

Lucas: Ehm… River: What?

He was handed Lucas’s phone, and as he read the mail, he lifted an eyebrow and looked over at Lucas who just stared back at him. 

River: Well… Will you look at that? Seems like Mel’s record company has an interest in you. Lucas: You knew he was in music? River: Me? Nooo… -he gave a sheepish sip off his drink, grinning-  Maybe. I may have been hoping this moment would happen? Maybe? Perhaps? Who knows. Lucas: But it’s known for taking on new talent, not old talent like me. River: Perhaps your performance at the restaurant made this happen. Lucas: Maybe.. He wants a meeting with me and my manager… River: Time to call Thomas then? Lucas: I guess so, will you come too? River: Of course, if you want me too. Lucas. I would like that. River: You call Thomas and talk with him, I’ll go back to work for now. Lucas: But shouldn’t I work too? River: I think this might be important, so as your boss, you have the afternoon off.

Lucas just chuckled, giving River a quick kiss, before walking out in the backyard off the shelter where they had a place he could sit. Some rather long talks afterwards, he had set up to meet with Thomas later, and they could set up a contract between them, so that he had a manager he could both talk to and someone he trusted. Then he would set up a meeting with Mel and his record company. 

River: Holding in there Sunlight? Lucas: It’s suddenly all happening so fast, it went from zero to one hundred in a day. - he chuckles a little nervously.-  River: You can always stop and say you need a little time. It's all you now, Sunlight, you're the boss here. Lucas: I know.. I think I want to get started on it, but if I put it off, I will second guess so much. Better to just jump into it? River: Sometimes yes. -he led Lucas to the car, they would drive to Thomas’s house and get the contract ready. - Let's get this show on the road.

Just a month later, Lucas was signed to Mel’s record company. Unlike the last contract, this was one he, Thomas and River had all read through, and added some things too, before it was accepted. It became big news in the media world, Lucas signing a contract again, for a solo career and perhaps most, that it was for a “small time” record company was something that blew up. It was one of the things Lucas and Mel had talked about as well, that some would see this as Mel trying to leech off Lucas’s fame, so Lucas was very clear in his message that this was his choice. He also commented that the bigger companies he had been in contact with only wanted him for bands which he had turned down several times. So after a bit of controversy and speculations it died down, and the new questions turned more to music once more. Working closely with Thomas and Mel, he took songs he had made while outside of it all, and started working on a first new album with that.

River: Happy?

Lucas: Yeah, I am, this is so different to what it once was.. Everything is different, but in a good way.

River: Good.

He wrapped his arms around Lucas, watching the first draft of the cover of the new album over his shoulder, smiling as things just felt right.

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#the ward legacy #writblr #simblr #simblrstories #ts4 story #ts4 alpha #ts4 #co created with mahvaladara #River Ward #Lucas Sunstar #this time around #the contract is one that is safe #for him #and for Mel #and its his music #no one controls him #he works with Mel now #not for #which is the big difference #now we just need Fannar home #to make this family whole #and John I guess

[meownotgood]

my heart is hurting for aki today

#the mention in the newest chapter... I'm just in pain #he didn't deserve his fate #all he wanted was for the last people he cared about to be happy and safe #he was willing to give up everything in order to do so #make a contract with any devil or endure any pain #he gave up on the one and only goal he had - to kill the gun devil - because he loved them #and then in the end he became it #I need to be put in a straight jacket before I lose my marbles

[bitnestloop]

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[lassieposting]

@ netflix give us dilf!vesemir's salt and pepper phase you cowards

#and awkward gangly teenage witchers who havent quite made it into the 'graceful lethal apex predator' stage yet #theyre stuck at like. fuzzy gangly and ridiculous #who has Oldest Child sibling-care responsibilities #who has to step up and start taking easy contracts earlier than vesemir would like because they all need coin #how much does he freak out about having to send them out without an older witcher to apprentice with #just. give me all the family feelings #the witcher #kaer morons #nightmare of the wolf #vesemir #just. the hard choice between taking the best fighter with him and divvying out beginner vs advanced contracts between them #because thats safer for the adolescent #but leaving the others home alone and vulnerable #vs sending the best fighter out by himself and just. HOPING he comes back safe #but leaving vesemir to protect the younger ones

[visage-of-hell]

❤

send me ❤ and I will bold all that applies to your muse

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you life family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you. • I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.

#Memes: HappyHourAtTheClub #Homegirl was invested since day ONE #The way she wants to fuckin' go to WAR against the Vees on his behalf (and the behalf of the rest who are contracted to Val) is INSANE #But since that's suicide she settles for at least offering herself as a support system and a safe place <3

[soldier-poet-king]

not to be like my parents are incapable of being happy because theyre pathologically committed to being miserable people and it’s bringing everyone else down and i desperately need to leave but rent is so expensive and i am on a sweet contract for work rn so i cant leave the city for a more affordable city until i find employment but like. ‘everything a goddamn ordeal in area family’ is 10000% correct and im EXHAUSTED

im TRYING NOT TO BE MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED AND CRANKY DURING THE BLUEST TIME OF THE YEAR. I am working on MYSELF and being cheerful instead of cranky even though i want to scream and i am changing my diet bc im having Tummy Problems and im Going to the Gym for the brain endorphins and like. holy shit i went grocery shopping with my mother and i will NEVER do that again it’s exhausting. she’s SO nitpicky and penny-pinching and i GET that that’s how she was raised and we were poor when i was small but 1) we’re no longer THAT poor 2) IM BUYING MY OWN GOCERIES and the mental hoops to save 50 cents is NOT WORTH IT + im going flexetarian so the amnt of money im saving on meat means i can get nice produce 

3) I WANTED TO GO ALONE but ‘this way we save on gas’ like WOW A WHOLE FIFTY CENTS I WILL JUST PAY FOR IT MYSELF HOLY SHIT. she treats everything (cooking, grocery shopping, LIFE ITSELF) like it’s a chore she just has to get through and like sure, she’s a SAHM cooking for a whole house and i have sympathy for that, but like. MAYBE she wouldnt be so miserable and crabby if she took the opportunity to view these things as smalls joys, or at least opportunities for joy. i LOVE cooking and grocery shopping, yes sometimes im tired. but it’s about an attitude of opportunity and wonder at the smallest things. a whole store full of so many kinds of foods? endless opportunity! all these people going about their lives? the smallest children? yes even that cranky woman yelling into her cellphone? wow look at the miracle of human existence. cooking? im sharing love. like yes it IS trite but it is such a wonderful way to live, and before anyone says ‘oh the joy wears off’ it doesn’t!  not if you work to cultivate it! i spent years on my own and i never got tired of grocery shopping it was a weekly joy! 

and then ofc we got home and my father is being pissy and grumpy and it’s just like. LEAVE ME GODDAMN ALONE. let me cook and exist in peace.

like no wonder these ppl are so unhappy if they take every single neutral (or even positive) experience and find a way to deliberately put a negative spin on it, play the ‘woe is me’ long suffering card, blame it on their spouse, etc etc etc. on purpose on purpose, they are determined to be miserable on purpose and it creates this godawful aura of unhappiness in the whole house

and it’s not even like they can play the mental illness get off free card. im more mentally ill that either of them by a SIGNIFICANT AMOUNT. however i acknowledge it. i seek help. i take meds. i do what i can to help myself get to a baseline functional, and from there i work to cultivate peace in a positive feedback loop bc like cbt and ert do work, at least somewhat, if you actually put the effort in. they refuse to acknowledge that their moods and behaviour is abnormal, they refuse to admit anything is wrong no matter how much i plead, how much EXPLICIT ADVICE i try to give, if they wont even see the problem they for sure arent making attempts to fix it.

i am a fuckin adult and my parents mental health is not my responsibility esp after they keep refusing all my offered aid but like. it is very hard to cultivate joy living with people who are SO DETERMINED to remain miserable after literally a DECADE+ of me trying to fix things

i have to come up with interesting excuses to go grocery shopping and cook at odd hours when i can be LEFT ALONE to do the things that bring me joy

#franposting #family bullshit #i am SO ANNOYED #im once again a teen where leaving my room means i enter the Miasma of Misery #take 10d10 psychic damage if i leave the safe zone of my bedroom #bc everyone is SO MISERABLE HERE #how am i the chronic depressed ex suicide the most cheerful functional emotionally mature person here #IM THE ONLY ONE MAKING ANY EFFORT AT ALL #I JUST WANNA MAKE MY LENTIL STEW AND DANCE AROUND IN THE KITCHEN AND CULTIVATE PEACE #i have so much more to say but im a broken record and becoming unintelligible #im just. WOW. FUCK THIS. FUCK THIS SO BAD #im. so tired of fighting it #but i cant be passive they're emotional vampires #and i am trying SO HARD to manage a little crumb of peace. a refuge for my tired heart in these blue wintry months #but like. oh man i am going to start looking at jobs SUPER FAR AWAY after this contract is uo #do i WANT to go to like. idk. fuckin saskatchewan for work? absolutely not #but I WILL IF IT FREES ME FROM TORONTO #i mean there's def the most jobs in my field in the toronto area #BUT I CANNOT AFFORD TO LIVE HERE ON ENTRY LEVEL PAY #like HOT DAMN rent prices in this city #someone in like. the maritimes. hire me. god that's the dream. or montreal. or mid sized city ontario. #i wanna go out west but BC is way too expensive #and i think i might die on the prairies they make me feel so agoraphobic i need hills and forests #and the territories are TOO COLD and DARK

[haleelah]

Yo people think of this

Dick a lone hunter. Living on the skirt of town, all alone and isolated with only his two hounds as company. His relationship with his extended family is strained, especially after the death of that boy Bruce took in his place. The one who would look at him with worship in his eyes, like he had been searching for something all his life and had finally found it. His demise. His passing had broken them all. Dick didn't form that much of a relationship with him to began with. Too angry at Bruce and too involved in his work and life to care for one more stray Bruce plucked from the streets. But god it had left him wounded. And while the wound had closed it has yet to heal even now.

Dick spends a relatively simple life now. Long gone the glory he once bathed in with his team to a life of tending to cold hollow house with no one to wait for him in it.

Dick first met him after slipping from a cliff where he got himself injured. Something near fatal if he didn't get help as fast as possible. Apparently he separated far a way from his hounds way too far for them to find him in the right time. Not like the poor animals would be able to think of bringing in human help before setting in to find their master anyway.

As he was finishing that thought, He appeared right in front of him. From the snow like a soft blotch of blood with his red fur, a fox. It looked at him and he looked back at it in return. Tentatively inching to where he lay, Dick gripped the knife inside his pocket, ready for the worst, if it decided to attack for whatever reason. But just a few inches from him the fox looked into his eyes. This close Dick can see them now a beautiful haunting teal colour, something he hadn't seen on any other creature before, almost otherworldly. And in it's gaze Dick found something familiar, he doesn't know how, but it feels like this fox recognised him. And Dick in turn recognised him too.

He went away after that, leaving him all back alone. Dick contemplated his departure, somehow feeling lighter of his impeding end. After some time, that couldn't be even an hour long if his estimations were right, Dick heard the sound of dogs and people. He screamed his lunges out for them, with as much strength he musterd after much blood loss. Harsh haltings and the sound of shuffling through the snow, Dick looked up in time to see some of the town's hunters with their own hounds and his, coming his way.

"Richard! Thanks the Deity we found you"

"How?" He managed weakly.

"Your hounds came back to town following a fox! Our own joined them and we followed them to get them back to home, because for some reason they weren't listening to orders.", "and we also worried of your dog, as we know of how well trained they are and how they would not dare leave your side... we worried something happened to you"

Dick didn't really pay much attention past the "Fox" he looked around willing to catch him again and he did. It looked at him from far away. Kept on looking for sometime and then trotted away.

Dick thanked the fox and he thanked the gods for sending him to Dick.

The second time Dick met him, was when he was nursing a heavy fever amidst a snow storm. Harsh knocking on his door had awaken him from restless slumber. He wondered what person out of their mind would be out and about at this time, or it simply could be someone seeking refuge at his shamble of a house. Either way Dick readied his hunting knife and riffle. He opened his door with a harsh gush of storm air entering his house blocking it from him, almost protectively, was a younger man. Dick's high fever faced with sudden cold made his mind all fuzzy and dizzy, because he recognised those eyes, and that face looked like it belonged to someone who never got the chance to grow into it. His illness took the better of him, Dick fell into a strong, warm, chest. Wide shoulders and powerful arms engulfed him, warmth seeping into his quivering body.

"Shush, I got you now"

Tears filled his eyes for some reason, from his illness, the cold or the unexpected surge of weird emotions, he doesn't know. He Couldn't have put his fingers on it even as his life quite literally depended on it. With this stranger at his doorstep, and him in such weakened state.

But Dick felt safe. This man would keep him safe.

Dick woke up. His hounds were laying by either side of him. He looked into his room to find doctor Thompkins in a chair by his side.

"Good morning Dick. How are you feeling? Last night must have been a hard one on you."

"I had a simple fever. What are you doing her Dr Thompkins ?"

"I am afraid it wasn't as simple as you'd like to believe.. if not for that young man taking care of you through it, you might have not gone through last night Dick.", "which, answering to your question, was the one to seek me after you had stabilised a bit. Quite the young man he was, to seek me and drag me through the storm to get to you"

Dick's braind was still fuzzy with the memory. He had thought it a hallucination and nothing more. No person should have had those eye. Especially not him.

"Where did he go" he said instead "I don't know. After he got me here he just left without a word, and you know me I don't ask unnecessary question and would rather spend the time and effort tending to my patient" a beat of silence "you don't know him either" a statement not needing a confirmation "you don't know who I know or might not know", "But I do Dick. Everyone dose know how isolated you are and it's a face I haven't seen around town before"

Dick didn't have anything to say to that. He only thought "Maybe it's an envoy from the deity, a guardian angel, if you Will" he declared. And even through the dizziness and fuzziness he felt, he could confirm. That the weight he felt propping him was very real and human.

"Don't be ridiculous, I never sought you as a religious person"

"Hmm" Dick allowed, signalling he wanted the conversation to end. which Leslie allowed easily.

As she finished with directing him to each medicine he was supposed to take, she made a promis to come check on him in the early evening then she left him to his cold empty house again.

Dick stroked his hounds thinking, yearning, was the fox only going to come to him in times of need? Did he only allow himself in Dick's life only when death was at his door steps waiting for him? Did Jason only come to ward the angels of death away from him, because he regarded Dick as something precious to him,but his anger for Dick's neglect and detachment of him made Jason punish Dick by never returning back to his life properly?

Dick left his hands to his eyes slowly. As the weight of his loneliness settled on his shoulders, the tears started to flood. He hoped his hands were enough to shield him from Jason's ever watching eyes, least he be watching now, and so he might blame Dick's pain on his own self.

#jaydick #i will edit for typos in thw mornings #so many typo and i have toothe ache pluse its like 11 in the evening which is like 4 in the morning for me #anyway inspiration came from my header #image #jason as fox spirit reincarnation or whatever you wnat it #i write with a split screen hence the unforgivable typos #good morning #made some edits if you see more no you don't #This is sort of a fantasy au i wanted to have dick as a witch of some sort who was taken by bruce #also from a family of magicians #jason died in a horrific circumstances and the way he was able to return back to life was thanks to talia but he had to makea contract with #a spirit or a demon for his soul to fully return to his unexplicably a live body #a fox spirit happened to take pity on him and so the contract was formed #much to talia's annoyance #because while she would have preferred a demon that would be more difficult for bruce to accept his son with #she also wanted jason to be safe too it's very conflicting for her she is not simple evil in this story #mind you i'd like to believe she has a kind of complex affection towards jason in any story #alright so jason refuse to go back to the waynes after he found that he since long been replaced by not one but three kids #jason hurt so much for it his and wanted nothing but to avenge himself #it was only by accident that he saw dick someday where every thing changed for him #dick looked terrible he also looked so sad gone that strong bright leader which hurt jason even more #he never blamed dick for not getting close to him #even before he got his own taste of the betrayal of being replaced with someone else #jason understood he took something from dick so he held no grudges toward him #but back then it one for jason and the whole world for dick #now though... now dick has nothing and no one #so instead of a grand vengeful plan jason decides he will put his effort into learning magic from talia and to take care of dick #tf i need to put this in another post #this tooth ache is destroying me people

[mcmuppet]

i feel so strongly about this it's not even funny

#get liam lawson in that seat NOW #i would get in trouble for sharing all my thoughts on the matter so i'm gonna leave it there #but liam deserves it so much #i'll buy him out of the super formula contract myself if it's an issue #liam lawson #alpha tauri #f1 #anti rbr #anti helmut marko #<- idk if that one is necessary but i did threaten arson so just staying safe

[dbphantom]

on this laptop is some old near art from hs/college and augh them...

#i can tell the person walking in front of Caleb was meant to be jerric bc the color of his lab coat is a super pale green #also honestly shout out to 2016 me for putting cord in a postal worker uniform SEVEN YEARS BEFORE I DECIDED TO MAKE RESTORATION #A DELIVERY/POSTAL SERVICE #GIANT BRAIN MOMENT FROM TEENAGE ME #i am however deducting points for not making Jerric fatter until a few years ago #also jerric was assigned a fursona at work he's actually a wolf jsyk #idk unrelated to the tag tangent but related to some of the art #veneer has always had a big theme (?) of like. the horrors of a corporation owning you #esp when you don't have a choice #jerric is a huge part of that in 2 ways #his implants are crestfall tech (that HE designed and THEY own) which they can just turn off at any time #(he's so lucky being the one who designed them because what abt the people who CAN'T PERFORM THEIR OWN MAINTENANCE) #and he needs that job to because of his daughter (like he literally sold his freedom to CF to ensure her safety n livelihood) #all of them were specially chosen and their families allowed entry to the bubble cities by basically selling themselves #to the corporation in order to ensure their families would be able to live safe and happy lives not constantly under threat of #mutated wildlife trampling their homes or the fear of corporate wars destroying their hometown (oh hey Julian when did you get he-) or #natural disasters from the fcking climate crisis or the alien technology that eats people THE LIST GOES ON. THE WORLD IS IN RUIN. #POINT IS THEY SIGNED A CONTRACT ESSENTIALLY SELLING THEMSELVES TO THE CORPORATION IN ORDER TO ENSURE THEIR FAMILIES WERE SAFE #BUT THE ISSUE WITH THE BUBBLE CITIES IS THAT LIKE. THEY'RE ALL JUST WHITE SUBURBAN TOWNS. HELLSCAPE AS FAR AS THE EYE CAN SEE #LITERALLY THEY'RE JUST CULTURE BLACK HOLES IN ORDER TO BE MARKETABLE. THAT IS KARAN'S STORY #so THEN the biggest theme of veneer is the art of being consumed #that is why the portals have teeth and [turn you into the funny fungus] eat you alive #there u go. now everything makes sense forever #i gotta draw more trains #veneer #cruddy rambles

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

my favourite part of having a viral infection for the better part of a month is when i accidentally lose 8% of my body weight and achieve one of the goals the doctors managing my idiopathic intracranial hypertension set by accident.

#personal #kai rambles #idiopathic intracranial hypertension #chronic illness #i just #yall #ive not been able to eat for the better part of month without throwing up #and for a good week i couldnt drink more than one (1) sip of water every two hours without throwing up #so i lost over a stone #by accident #im just like in awe of this #i genuinely thought like id never hit that goal #because i have serveral other chronic illnesses thst inhibit my ability to eat healthy and exercise #and i take meds for one that has made me gain weight since i was 14 #there was simply no way i could do it in a safe and healthy way and i wasnt gonna prioritise it since the evidence is correlations #like theres a correlation between reduced symptoms or iih going into remission AND losing 5% of your body weight #but its not causation #but fuck it apparently the way of hitting that goal is contracting two viral infections sjdksdkekek #i am also quite concerned #because its a lot of weight to lose in four weeks #but it was entirely accidental like its a side effect of being ill #fucking wild #i beg that this lessens my symotons #i spend so much money on eye drops because the only ones effective for me sre everclear so i have to pay their prices

[handsomegentlebutch]

*anxiously waiting to get laid off*

#butch speaks #learned recently im def not safe #they arent done laying ppl off #and im still on contract lol so i couldnt even get severance #they might ride out the rest of my contract #which is up july 4th #they might even be super nice and hire me in properly just to lay me off #bc then ill get severance #but i still dont know whats happening #i just kind of assume every day at work might be the last one

[lighthousegod]

Me finding trigun/trigun:stampede and actually getting attached to 2 characters after only caring about steddie for a while: oh hell yeah new ship just dropped and half of it isn't even dead!

Me immediately finding out abt the couch scene b4 i finished the 98 or the manga:

#trigun spoilers #trigun stampede #if they kill off stampede wolfwood im literally. idk. idk idk idk. hes not safe. NO ONE IS SAFE ANYMORE WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME NOW #I NEVER USED TO LIKE CHARACTERS THAT DIED CAUSE I COULD ALWAYS TELL AND WOULDNT GET ATTACHED #I MOURNED EDWARD LIKE A REAL PERSON I CANNOT DO IT AGAIN IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO GET OVER IT THE FIRST TIME #ON CHURCH STEPS? #“i didnt want to die like this” ??? #Eddie was hunted by an entire town for being different #by the fuckin CHURCH #And he died because “there was no future for him” #thats LITERALLY. WHY GAY PEOPLE KILL THEMSELVES ALL THE TIME. #AND NOW. #IM ATTACHED TO A GUY WHO CARRIES A FUCKIN CROSS SHAPED GUN AROUND #AS A SYMBOL OF EVERYTHING HE HATES ABOUT HIMSELF #SUFFERS ALL HIS LIFE #FINALLY FINDS FRIENDS #AND DIES BEFORE HE CAN HAVE A FUTURE WITH THEM ON THE STEPS OF A FUCKING C H U R C H #WHAAAAAT. WHAT. WHAT WHAT WHYYYY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF #but in other news wolfwood in stampede fulfilled his contract or whatever so maybe his future is brighter ? #but. that is wishful thinking i fear #i cant believe that they better be gay and happy in stampede im gonna force their hand

[dreadfutures]

unlike some people, the anger and frustration and lack of agency i have in the important situations that surround my intersectionalities and marginalization don’t make me decide to shame any not-perfect attempt at progress in another, less-dire area of life where i do have some agency and burn it to the ground for not being 100% good enough immediately, or for not elevating me and my suffering to the top of the suffering olympics

#everything everything everything #solidarity means something #progress is growth growth has a rate growth is not immediate #growth of institutions reshaping policies reshaping opinions reshaping content takes time time time #many moving parts many people many bad apples spoiling the bunch to prune away #progressives eating themselves aka the fascist incel pipeline by another name #it somehow pops up in every single fucking movement and it's because feelings of helplessness suck #and what's one thing that can give us a sense of control #it's being a dick #ruining something for everyone because you found a Crumb to justify your moral outrage #i'm sick of it i'm sick of it i'm sick of it #i'm sorry comrade it's called a struggle and it's not gonna be over in one day one contract one game #if you need a safe space that doesn't remind you of the struggle i'm sure there are those out there #but a place that is mostly safe but bears traces of the struggle or is showing improvement at a slower rate than you like #is not a place worth burning down #especially if the option is leaving us with nothing resembling safe at all #personal #blue vagueblogs #i haven't been sleeping because this kind of thinking poisoning the pot #and you can't beat these people with reason or inclusivity because they do not care they JUST want a chance to defy their own impotence #they JUST want a morally acceptable punching bag #they don't actually want progress they want perfection and will chop off their nose to spite their face and cripple their fellows

[anexlarrieblog]

I know since there's a literal 6 year old involved here that this point won't really matter how larries justify what happens in Louis' real life but I always wondered how they explain the fact that Eleanor's friends literally post pictures from inside Louis' house and watch the dogs when they're both away. Like do they just think all of Eleanor's friends are also being paid to pretend they're also friends with Louis?

Listen to this, hold ya breath, they call Clifford a ‘stunt dog’ 😶😶😶 and yes they think multiple people are in on this elaborate cover up operation to closet two musicians. Who needs facts when you have ✨conspiracies✨

#no one is safe #they’ve even got a dog under contract #a DOG #ok not quite but they legit call him a stunt dog in all seriousness LMAO

[truethes]

the one thing i have to say is that chapter 119 could be an absolute turning point to the story of servamp. the last time we saw an eve go into the inner world of an unstable servamp was right back in chapter 20, where lily had only just lost all his jinn, and the trust between him and misono was seen to be nought in his eyes.

#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜. #also lily is one of the siblings who in reality voted for the counts demise but also... didnt want to live this second life. #in comparison to this. illido has been set on his survival. theres distrust between him and niccolo #but not to the point where he doesnt feel like niccolo doesnt trust him #and its been a few days / weeks since its hit #if theyre able to bring illido back from this #( and a pipe dream here: perhaps somehow restore the og contract item ) #it can open a whole lot of possibilities for both lawless /and/ lily. which is pretty neat tbh #as much as im crying over greed pair always rn ( the fact that licht has singlehandledly referred to lawless as hyde about three times in #one setting is getting me emotional ) #the fact that jeje has now gone ( hopefully. that man better be running back to mikuni and not planning anything dumb ) #theres a load of mafia men who will be standing in that room #niccolo makes a point ( i think ) #to ask if hes okay. which gives me a hope that theyll take care of him #and ngl to you guys ... hes probably in very safe hands. #cappuccino its ur time to shine. #i said id write then got distracted with my game im so sorry i am. getting places i promise

[hiskinndbodyguard]

Here’s a list of my favourite anime episodes names because sometimes they’re just.. extra ✨

- Small Fry and Reverse Retribution

- I Am Eros, and Eros is Me?! (yes, with question AND exclamation mark)

- Evil Taoist Scourge

- That Which is Fleeting, Strong, and Precious

- Picking Flowers, Late Night Conversations (between a god and a demon)

- Dancing Flowers

- Deluge of Flowers (these two are a pair, really)

- Foreboding Wind of the Ancient Country

- Lost Days, White Future

- The Origin of Blind Obedience (everyone will be blindly obedient if you look like that)

- Call: The Far Side of Tragedy

- The Boundary Between Light and Despair

Feel free to add

#btw it would be fun if this became a collective post BUT ALSO if it was just my personal collection of silly titles #im not sure which one i would prefer but literally no one sees my posts so i guess it will be the second one jdjdjdj #anyway im tagging all the anime these are in for scientific purposes #jujutsu kaisen #yuri on ice #tokyo ghoul #tgcf #i know it’s a donghua shut up #the betrayal knows my name #this is what boredom can cause #stay safe kids!! #bye i gotta watch The Name of Said Bonded Contract #that’s a nice title too maybe i should add it to the list lmao #samop