#the things a smile can hide

[bixels]

Always an experience watching the leftism leave FNAF fans when someone mentions that Scott Cawthon financially backed fascist politicians.

The switch from posting hardline leftist tweets about boycotts and signal boosts and critical takedowns of politicians and celebrities to ‘ohhh, well. everyone makes mistakes. who can blame him, listen he. he donated money to gay charities too. that makes it ok! a millionaire in his forties is allowed to have political beliefs. does it even matter? just let it go!’ is whiplash inducing. The antivaxxer celebrities have got to go, but this one horror dev who quietly handed wads of cash to antivax lawmakers? He’s chill, he can stay.

The charity thing is so funny too because suddenly utilitarian positive-negative point counting is the way to go. Maybe an abacus would help calculate the net good of donating to the Trevor Project minus donating thousands of dollars to Mitch McConnell and Donald Trump. -10 points if I push a kid in a lake but +11 points if I help an old lady across the street, so I’m chill. You can’t judge me. Hey, maybe. Just don’t push a kid in the lake period. How fucking low is the bar when we’re excusing maxing out the possible dollar amount of donations to Mitch fucking McConnell. That should be like. Default you’re a bad person.

#delete later #personal #not art #rant #you can still be a fan of fnaf 100% but god you’re not obligated to defend its creator #don’t pretend like Scott is cool #“’Scott likes gay people he only voted for trump for his fiscal and defense policies in defendi america from terrorists!’ #kid. that’s not good either. #fiscal conservatism kills people too. #the whole thing exposes how weak some leftists are to the image of the ‘well-mannered right wing republican.’ the type who would #respectfully disagree with your right to exist with a kind top of the hat #‘as long as you silently hate me and force a nice smile while shaking my hand it’s ok’ #this is why jk Rowling is hated while Scott gets a free pass. just have to hide your hate well enough and liberals will excuse you ig

[lunarharp]

when an obsessed orufrey person plays ace attorney for the first time in a while

#witch hat tag #orufrey #you know those times when the defendant is still in shambles at the end of a case because it was not a clear-cut thing #but you get to present one Special Sentimental piece of evidence that proves not all is lost #qifrey's breakdown would be like... he turns up calm and pleasant like dahlia kristoph gant etc but very quickly: #well first he's hiding his scar so you have to use the bracelet and also you find out about the seal on his hat using that. #eventually he is throwing water that comes out of nowhere like that coffee prosecutor guy. and his cape starts billowing #the more he breaks down his neck thingies start coming undone btw. To represent his descent into guilt and his LIES becoming undone. #course as the player i have already used my magatama and seen his 35894 psychelocks. but theyre those BLACK psychelocks #representing his repressed memories taken by the brimhats. also his glasses shatter out of nowhere when you keep presenting evidence #and tartah's testimony etc. and the player is like UHH this guy is A PUPPET MASTER but coco's heartfelt testimony commands the tone #and of course he's someone who has been twisted and damaged by trauma like adrian andrews. the mastermind is of course the brimhats #only me with my magatama knows that... only i can do it. It has to be me..... #just like how as the reader i can see everything about qifrey and i can hold him dear as much as i judge him #whereas if i were oru things would not be ok unless memories can be restored and mentally ill decisions can be illuminated #WELL ANYWAY !!!!! what i appreciate about ace attorney is its ability to mix silliness with seriousness #i cant usually make jokes about serious heavy heartbreaking stuff in witch hat because it is all very intense emotions for me #but i appreciate ace attorney's mix of sincerity and psychological pain and the inherent silliness to being a character in a situation #so.....Get Iguin on the stand. Now. BAILIFF.. TAKE OFF THE MASK #i would most love to be able to prove qifrey's eyesight is failing. hed be like I have no reason to pursue the brimhats (smiles pleasantly) #and it would be like You're lowering your gaze.. proof that the court lighting is too harsh for you..! #his glasses would crack at that moment btw. I used apollo's bracelet and saw the glyphs on the glass. #I know all about u. and i will save u

[carefulfears]

mulder not owning a bed is such a minor character detail that’s encompassing of practically the entirety of who he is, which is so crazy honestly

#chris carter’s faustian deal etc etc #he does not ever stop he does not ever rest he does not ever sleep #he does not allow himself a moment’s comfort or affection or softness #and the thing is that you don’t even know he doesn’t have a bed at first #you just kind of notice that you never see him sleep #unless it’s on the couch in his clothes with the tv on #but then they kind of poke fun at it #like van blundt’s ‘where do i SLEEP?’ in his apartment #and the first ever peek into his bedroom in s6 #that he does have one #it’s just stacked floor to ceiling with boxes #and it's so strange and unusual that it stands out in a way that makes you HAVE to clock these things about him #that he usually can try to hide in a well placed joke or reassuring smile #behind a shut door when there are lamps and blankets and framed artwork in the main room #he’s so outwardly kind and gentle that you don’t see it at first #the extent of how self-punishing and driven mad with guilt he is #until the show opens a door and almost points and laughs

[sealrock]

my revamped au for achille has become canon and I must apologize in advance for the suffering he must go through

#mypost. #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv oc #🌪️ #his smile and optimism. Gone #not even he can escape my trauma beam #i'm still working out some things wrt his new lore & timeline jumping shenanigans but oughghh #tfw you fail your duty of being hydaelyn's champion and caused the deaths of millions #only to try and go back in time to change the outcome at least 6 times #also i changed the reason for him dyeing his hair. he did it in HW to hide his identity #ngl this is awkward now because of my dt benchmark post earlier this morning. i'm undecided on changing his face #on one hand he looks great in the current engine. on the other hand he looks off in the upcoming one (at least under the cc lighting) #*head in my hands*

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

Pokémon said bisexual rights 🫵✨✨✨

#fluff binges !!! #treating myself to more Horizons eps since I had a pretty awful past week mentally and need a pick-me-up #I keep smiling so wide while watching this series it's just so lighthearted and sweet #and can get unexpectedly resonant at times (I'd honest to god tear up from Liko's moments early on because right now identity's something-- #--I'm deeply struggling with - so seeing her always want to try and find out more about the kind of trainer she wants to be hits close) #this series is comforting to me and I get to enjoy it at my own time and pace 💖💕✨ #(that may seem like a superficial thing but I've been through a lot lately aight I'm taking the little joys I can) #(and frankly I've been............... hiding out from other places because I just. need time away from things) #(so let me be silly on my lil blog here this is like a safe space heehaw 💃💃💃) #but anyways Horizons is for the queers amen #I'm not going insane right like . y'all see the queer-coding in other episodes tooSDKJFSJNDFNS #I also say bisexual Orio because of her talking about Friede earlier on there were sparks aiiiight they're cute #pokemon horizons #anipoke #pokeani #orio pokemon

[welcometoteyvat]

AU where xiao has no karmic bonds anymore and works in liyue’s food delivery services

idk wanmin restaurant is expanding its service and xiangling heard zhongli telling guoba (when zhongli visits the ex-stove god the conversation is really one-sided but zhongli doesn’t mind, he can ramble enough for the both of them) that xiao is looking for work, and yknow, xiangling’s seen the young adeptus here and there and he’s praised her cooking before, both she and her dad don’t expect running deliveries to be that much work (plus he can teleport, it won’t be that hard) and he’ll get paid decently, why not offer him a job? he can pilot the program for a bit and then they’ll see whether it turns out ok, the worst thing that could happen is getting 1 star reviews on sevenstars.tyv for “unapproachable and frightening demeanor of delivery guy” (sumeru scholars invented the internet a couple years back or something). 

obviously zhongli says yes for xiao, because he thinks xiangling’s suggestion can do the young adeptus good—trusty old common wisdom states that food warms the heart and brings people together, and xiao (or any liyuen) is not an exception. and of course xiao agrees to zhongli’s proposal because when has he ever refused a request from his god and savior. never! zhongli and xiangling both assure him that he can refuse or resign at any point and neither will hold it against him, but of course xiao takes his job extremely seriously, and if yanwang di- no, if zhongli daren wants him to do it, of course he will.

xiao doesn’t have any feelings on the arrangements because it’s just another thing to keep him busy lol but he appreciates complimentary almond tofu, especially since he manages to persuade xiangling to make it the traditional way he likes it and save her new and improved tofu recipes for Other customers to try

xiangling sends xiao to more remote places at first to avoid crowds, which he appreciates, one time he goes to qingce village and ends up meeting little luo again, he doesn’t even remember her until she exclaims “you’re the adeptus who rescued my doll!!” with a giant smile on her face... were humans always so blindingly bright? he stiffly gives the family his greetings, and tries to smile a little bit at the girl (she’s extra pleased by this, maybe he’ll ask zhongli whether he has good smiles or whether they look like grimaces). little luo... was it? he should get xiangling to send her some candy next time.

he gets sent to the chasm one time bc the miners ordered hotpot as an end of season celebration, and he finds a small little memorial to the millelith who died in the chasm 500 years ago. after delivering the hotpot ingredients, xiao climbs to the top of the cliff to pick a qingxin and offer it to the memorial. the other yakshas were always pretty fond of humans, so it’s only natural. 

when he gets a little more used to the city xiangling sends him to deliver stuff around liyue harbor itself—one time the delivery was for hu tao, xingqiu, and chongyun, hanging around wangsheng parlor. usually xiangling would join them herself, and the young opera director yun jin and their rockstar friend xinyan visit too, but the three were busy with their own plans that time and it fell to xiao to deliver their dinner: light translucent shrimp dumplings without carrots, a bowl of cooling soup, and filleted fish. he hears them playing a rowdy game of something (mahjong... with only three players? or maybe tcg.... but as a 2 v 1 game? he’s getting more and more confused by the second) before the door’s opened by hu tao; she seems really ecstatic to see him, except her smirk sobers up quickly once they hear chongyun shouting “hey! you stole my cards!!” regardless she thanks him for the food, and then tells him a joke that really shouldn’t be funny at all except the corners of his mouth quirk up against his will. of course hu tao notices this, she’s always been a mischievous child too clever for her own good, and she smiles even wider in return and tells him that he’s welcome any time in her house. if he brings a couple hilichurls along he’s even more welcome

and of course, a lighthearted scene where, surprisingly, zhongli also places an order, but it isn’t sent to wangsheng funeral parlor, xiao goes all the way to jueyun karst and delivers the order to cloud retainer, mountain shaper, and moon carver. they’re just chilling and zhongli is introducing them to take out. “so, what do you all think of wanmin’s handiwork?” xiao tries to leave before any of them can start droning on and on, but obviously he ends up spending the whole meal with them because nobody can escape the sheer force of zhongli and cloud retainer infodumps. the other adeptus ask after him and the meal is generally silly banter: there’s a digression on triangular cups,,,, some nagging for xiao to eat more, “look at my newest invention isn’t it wonderful”,,,,,, and other small and incredibly mundane nothings that keep the conversation flowing like the tea from their triangular cups. insignificant occurrences in more peaceful lives, and maybe xiao is learning how to fall into this new rhythm of things... maybe he even likes it, maybe it will bring him more smiles in the days to come

yknow yknow do you feel me

very aware that some of this might be super ooc especially the adepti thing at the end but hey they can be silly as a treat, cloud retainer and co deserve a bit of adeptal entertainment time

#more end notes: the thing about smiling has literally invaded my head bc do you know the npc little luo who's in qingce village #she met xiao before and like he gave her her doll back right and then she says hmm i wonder what would make adeptus xiao smile #hoarous wrote the best fic in existence for my otp based on that line and tbh its really such a good line like WAH supposedly 'scary' conque #conqueror of demons masked yaksha alatus smiling.... 🥺 thats so cute come on guys #in this au i like to imagine that he brings flowers for cy along with the order. and then cue ht and xq teasing him endlessly for it bc im n #nothing but a xiao.yun shill at the end of the day #can be read however you want tho there's a reason why i hide ship thoughts in the tags lmfao #ok maybe i should write a fic???? realizing... i wrote more for this than i have in like the past 3 months and this is literally just me thr #throwing spaghetti at the wall #@ followers is this anything #xiao #zhongli #xiangling #teyvat thoughts #hu tao #genshin impact

[apotelesmaa]

A while back I saw sm1 saying tsukasa expresses emotions like it’s his first time experiencing them & while it’s very funny and true I think it’s also worth noting that unlike tv/movie actors, stage actors have to really exaggerate their body language/expressions so that their emotions are readable for everyone in the theatre. On screen you can easily pick up the micro expressions on an actor’s face because you’re like 5 ft away at most and the camera often zooms in on their face. From the back of the theatre you can’t read subtle expressions so the actors need to over emphasize and use their whole body. All this to say: given that u cannot take the theatre kid out of tsukasa I feel like his acting just bled into how he expresses his emotions.

Emu also does the body language thing but it’s harder to tell as she’s normally expressing a smaller range of emotions than tsukasa (she’s naturally joyous and whimsical creature & tsukasa is usually given ample reasons to express annoyance). I think that’s more of a result of her exaggerating her happiness so that other people are also happy rather than an acting thing though. Gestures at her refusing to show negative emotions. Entertainer/clown (actual clowns, not the insult) vs stage actor. Really good examples of them doing this is the clip of rui imitating tsukasa & the clip of nene imitating emu.

#project sekai #don’t misinterpret this he’s not like. pretending to feel whatever he’s expressing. he’s acting the emotions he feels. #he’s capable of not doing that esp when he needs to be serious. his normal is just stage acting behavior. #knowledge I gained from 1) having a theatre kid sister who was rlly good at this 2) doing photography for her shows 4 newspaper #she got put on the no print list (list for ppl who are photographed all the time who need to not be photographed so others can be in photos) #bc she specifically was very very good at doing this and it resulted in really good & clearly readable photos #2 a lesser extent I do this as well bc of her influence I just emote less #don’t think it’s a stretch to say that it’s intentional given the implication that he’s so loud bc he’s used to projecting his voice while #he performs. #to clarify wrt emu I think if she was to express more negative emotions they would be more subdued. #unless it was for a role in which case she feels more comfortable not expressing joy 24/7. #i could go on a tangent abt ‘tsukasa doesn’t express his true emotions’ fanon when 1) he does. very obviously. 2) *emu* doesn’t but that #gets ignored. hello. nene having to tell emu it’s ok to cry and rely on wxs to comfort her. #even in the main story where she’s like devestated and blaming herself for wxs breaking up #she’s still smiling when she’s telling tsukasa that she made everybody sad and ruined everything (her view not mine) #mafuyu emu parallels… hm. #i don’t think emu’s ever been shown pissed off id be interested in seeing how she expresses that. #speaking of the it’s ok to cry thing if I don’t get that card when it runs on global I’m going to fuckin lose it. gay ass card. #this is getting long and I have stuff to do but as a side note nene & rui both hide their emotions #nene bc she’s shy & doesn’t show her true hater self unless she’s with friends #& rui because he’s used to being alone & struggles to identify his own emotions #at some point I’m sure I’ll ramble incoherently about how a lot of the issues ppl project onto tsukasa r issues he doesn’t experience #but *emu* does but nobody ever takes her character seriously so it gets ignored. #colopale do an event where nene encourages emu to b ok with showing minor negative emotions please please please

[twst-mer]

chef kalim is ssr tier in my heart

#kalim al-asim #twisted wonderland #twst #at the risk of sounding angsty the scene i imagined was kalim cooking for jamil and hiding his smile bc he thinks jamil hates his smile #curry..the thing he grew to hate because of that assassination attempt #the thing jamil still loved #knowing that jamil grew to dislike his smile--he still cant help smiling so much #at the thought he can finally make jamil happy

[izzy-b-hands]

im ngl i had a lil breakdown before my shower (which i took just before i went to bed to chill and watch the new eps) abt some thought-id-already-worked-all-thru-it irl stuff that resurfaced on me like trauma tends to and i just

it made everything in the show so. I don't know how to say it right. but i feel seen and understood and emotionally overwhelmed in a safe yet weird way, just like i did with a lot of s1 and I am Feeling So Much akdnfkgb (i cannot stress enough that this is a Good Thing and I'm absolutely thrilled and happy with the new eps and like. Going to be fine mentally I just gotta wrangle this like i have the times before.)

#text post #god i need a therapist that specialises in PTSD when i can afford therapy again #in the meantime recognition of the self thru the admired other while im in this state weirdly helps #makes me feel like im gonna burst out of my skin and I'm blasting metal in my ear buds to deal with that for now #gonna sleep eventually #i think lmao #im fine honestly bc like. this is not my first breakdown by any means but just. the fucking timing could not have been better #that said i both need a hug and absolutely could not handle being touched rn so that's something #no one's gonna read this far so im gonna just let myself have one little extra messy vent in that #my stupid fucking dad triggered part of this last one and I'm so mad abt it #he doesn't give two fucks abt me now (but he'd pretend to if he saw me in person bc jason LOVES keeping up appearances) #and he would just do a little nod and smile and talk over me telling him all that's happened this last year #i moved across the fucking country with help from friends so i wouldn't wind up dead in ND #and that's the thing i keep surviving and I dont understand why when I'm so often stressed and struggling to want to live #that and more has been sitting weighing and i just. want to tell him all of this and for him to be proud of me #he'll never be proud of me the way i want bc even my mum hasn't pulled that off #where they're proud of me as I am with no caveats or hiding parts of myself #if u think this is bad pls know i deleted a maximum tags tag essay/trauma dump just before this on this post lmao #i am In The Soup rn but it's gonna be fine #gonna rewatch s2 eps and be slightly but safely triggered by bits of ed and izzys stuff and get stoned and try to. process feelings #find some ptsd therapy worksheets online like dr. blohm suggested i try #forgive me the long tags and scroll by it fast if u want/need friends ill try to contain my current mess to this post & few others

[touyaz]

modern au touya is so important to me you Don't understand .

#guys .. just. #childhood best friend touya who's been pining over you for so long my GREATLY beloved 🤕🤕 #he's been in love w you for so long but he's self-deprecating to the core & his cocky demeanor is barely skin-deep he thinks u deserve the #world and he wants to be the one to give u that but he just !!! doesnt think he can !!!!!!! #babygirl Ur insecure. dont know what for. :( #recently watched kim's convenience and now I'm imagining different sitcom scenes of him like this and im so . going insane over him #NAYWYA MOST IMPIRT ALYYY .. when he finally gets w U (bc ofc he does!!!!!) his favourite thing in the world is like . dicking u down softly #like face to face as ur both on ur side in bed. and it's like. he's barely even moving. p much just having u cockwarm him #& ur buried in the crook of his neck and he's closing his eyes to just lose himself in the way you're wrapped around him and he's getting #all giddy that he finally has you this close to him and he's hiding a shy. boyish. (cute!!!) smile in the mess of your hair and he's just. #so in love. #im gonna cry i want him to be real so bad Why cant. i have this 🥹🥹 #wintext #mapcbf touya stuff

[spring-lxcked]

thinking abt how often william gets away with being an asshole because he plays it off as being mischievous instead

#—— ✧ ooc » #.tbd. #see this is why i feel like his fc is SO good #william's got this v mischievous smile & way of playing things off #i'd argue that he can endear himself to plenty of people with it ( although he has like 50 others methods for that too ) #like oh he has a sense of humor! he's smart but also just a funny guy! he's definitely not evil! #guy whose natural smile is a smirk 90% of the time but he's so capable of charming his way out of looking shitty #that it works out for him. it's charming or funny or attractive depending on the person #the only ppl who ever get to /truly/ see beyond this would be like. anybody who has known him since college #( when he sometimes just blatantly came across as a dick / couldn't hide his temper ) #and obv /later/ his wife and kids #for some reason my william is always way more genuine ( derogative ) with henry too even when not shipping #which is SO funny. very 'he's my best friend we argued for 2 hrs straight yesterday & we've hung out for 14 hrs straight since then' #prob because we often do the 'knew each other since college' thing so will doesn't see a point in like #completely bullshitting if henry can obv see through it #but still it's SO funny what is wrong with him. he has to have one person he can argue with over trivial things or he'll die #nobody ever witnesses william angry except the employees heard him threaten henry's life #because he suggested no longer producing and selling the spring bo.nnie plushies

[dutybcrne]

Haitham’s birthday soon, anywho Kaveh even after their fallout still holds Alhaitham in such dear regard, he still think of him as his ‘little sprout’ from back in their Akademiya days. When he’s drunk, sometimes he’ll even call him that to his face.

#hc; kaveh #//And if Haitham were in fact to bring it up; would PASS TF AWAY #//The nickname is bc he could spot Haitham from anywhere and everywhere just by the little ahoge of his alone #//Not even the Akademiya cap could hope to hide it lol #//But also; it’s a play on how Kaveh had high hopes Haitham and the potential he saw in him #//Believing wholeheartedly that Haitham would grow up to be a fine young man one day; a cut above his peers #//Kav was mildly shocked his wish ended up including Haitham getting a MASSIVE growth spurt too #//Even when he was down on his luck; hearing abt Haitham’s success post-fallout always made him smile a bit #//Curse his own luck; yes; feels pricks of envy and resentment a bit—but ultimately be happy for his little junior #//Would find himself solemnly wishing he could fondly ruffle up the guy’s hair once more like he always had #//Both before he moved in with Haitham; and even now #//He’s still so very PROUD of Alhaitham; annoyance that he can be and all #//However things are between them now; that feeling never once changed. And never will

[inconveniently-discorporated]

So a couple months ago I started amassing a big queue worth of posts. I slowed down when it was getting towards the start of S2 so that I could have a fresh canvas upon which I could vomit all of my thoughts about the new season.

But that means I've long since forgotten what was in there and I'm not going to look, because every day is a new surprise. I have almost impulsively reblogged something I posted because I didn't recognize that I wrote it or queued it. We're out in the weeds of queued posts.

Fascinating.

#the fun thing about ADHD is how I can surprise myself later #i have little trinkets i hide around the house on purpose #one day i stumble across it and smile at the sudden reminder and then hide it again #i guess my queue is the same way

[olivers-cocoapuffs]

I love byler as much as the next person but… Will x Gareth just hits different

#I can see you tryna hide your smile #They’re actually so cute tho #Will byers #gareth the great #gareth x will #stranger things #stranger things 4

[ezraphobicsoup]

my brain is so exploding i don’t know anything i drew a picture i. b hmm bhhhbvhjhbvbvbbbbbb my brother did me biology revision and i’m now like aeerrreseessdddssddd yknow

#you can ignore this epic post i’m just saying words #i drew a picture i think i already said ghag it’s my face it doesn’t really look like me #uh there’s someghinv else i dunno what #man i do not want to go to sleep yet but i won’t get anything done like this will i #ezra’s real life rambles #silly hours posting #<- it’s not even silly hours i’m just dying of plague + 5 hours 20 minutes sleep + kinda busy day #i was thinking earlier right i think i had a dream where i was talking to pictures or something right cause like #i was saying something about not liking chocolate n jam together and then it’s a picture of this one dessert thing i had on holiday which #was chocolage and jam and i felt really guilty and i was thinking about that #and ie as thinking about something else as well but i forgot it now #4 days is not enough days i don’t like that i’m afraid (exams) #yeah sorry this post sucks but now it feels like if i don’t post it i’m like hiding something or lying ??? which isn’t how it work??? but i #don’t have the energy to argue right now so i’ll just go with it and apologise. i’m sorry #scorpions and crabs and they have spoons that’s quite funny it’s not i find it funny i smile

[apathyfairy]

not me pulling up to the starbucks drive thru looking as ugly as humanly possible only to realize that the cute barista boy is working and he got a haircut and he's even cuter than before i fear

#i want to say thank you to my two best friends: oversized sweatshirt and sunglasses for doing their best to hide me #anyway. i didnt see him for so long i thought he quit so i was like good for him but there he is rip me #let me tell u what im not going to do and that is end this hell year with a crush on top of everything else lol so im joking but also not #anyway not to be crazy but here's what happened. i got to the order thing and i was like i have a pickup pls #and i was like oh no it's him bc he's literally the only man that works at that starbucks and he was like ok! drive to the window #and i was like oh wait can i have 2 waters too and he was like oh. i got u :) and i was like.. noooo dont say things like that to me.. #but i was like ok thank u!!! and then i get up there and he's about to hand me the drinks and im like ok yeah he's cuter than i remembered #then he pulls back the drinks and he's like oh wait actually do u need a drink carrier?? and i was like nah im good :) even though i did #and then he gives me 2 trenta waters!!!! trenta!! and im like thank u!!! and he's like yeah!! #anyway. thank u have a good day u too etc etc. but his smile really is sm else tbh. #Anyway. my scorpio venus is trying to break out of the prison i locked her up in but it's not happening. #especially bc if i have a crush. it's not a crush. but if i had a crush on him he'd end up being a scorpio that's just the way my life goes #and im not letting that happen again so im gonna keep watching gilmore girls and rory and dean to remind myself that i do not want or #need a relationship. #but that's a whole other issue bc im on the episode where they finally break up and then the jess thing is going to start #ok nevermind ill watch 48 hours instead ok bye