#the world’s an ugly place

[1introvertedsage]

It’s so much easier to not participate in society when everyone’s got their sick and twisted motives.

#thanks but #no thanks #society #ugly #participation #motives #I’ll pass #the world’s an ugly place #societal norms #count me out #judgment #reality #lha #1introvertedsage #see #intsa original #seen more than I want

[camelspit]

uhh very quick alternate graphic novel clothing design ideas for sophie.

@skylilac @callas-pancake-tree @arson-anarchy-death @steal-nightmares-leave-dreams @neverseen-nevermore @abubble125 @purplesoup-lad-le @gay-otlc @thefoxysnake @keeper-of-the-lost-dadwin @ravs6709 @did-i-say-you-could-get-up @kamikothe1and0nly @that-glasses-dog @presidentroarie @even-if-in-another-time @nyxpixels @slozhnos @katniss-elizabeth-chase @sofia-not-sophie @moontoastt @lemon-girl-in-devil-town @three-bunnies-in-a-trenchcoat @purpleunicycle @just-a-honey-badger @loverofallthingssmart @antisocialdork @tamsong @cutebisexualmess

#these arent very well thought out but still! not that ugly! #i do kind of get the gn artist now though #she wants to blend into the background and she has little to no experience with elven clothes #she doesnt like fancy things but she also has a certain weird girl charm that needs to be kept #all while keeping things simple enough to draw over and over #overall i dont think mine are bad but! would def have to go through more drafts that i dont feel like doing rn #im guessing the bird dress from the last scene in the book #and the weird greenish orangish dress from everglen #came from the desire to make her a bit weird and out of place #this girl wears gray her whole life! shes suddenly tossed in a world of bright colors and fancy clothes! #ofc shes struggling #i think dellas really the one to blame. for buying her those outfits in the first place. #kotlc #kotlc fanart #sophie foster

[bibuddie]

rewatching the will scene with the perspective of canon bi buck trying not to vomit about it lol happy sunday <33333

#buddie #evan buckley #bi buck #it's just like. okay. here's a buck that can't quite puzzle out his place in the world. right. okay. #and he's just watched his best friend get SHOT in front of him and almost bleed out #and as a matter of fact he's still washing blood out of his shirt #(he ends up throwing it away.) #anyway here's buck shocked to his core and not knowing where to put everything he's feeling #and then comes along eddie diaz who sees him #who knows him better than anyone else ever has and says 'i see you. i know you. i love you.' and collecting all those ugly feelings #and putting them back together in the best way he knows how and reflecting the love and trust he has for buck back to him #anyways. yeah. SPIRALLING SUNDAY ANYONE.

[thirdtimed]

he was only ever meant to watch

#he was never meant to be here in the first place it was a fluke in the system a mistake... #glass wall train ride timeline oblivion you were only ever meant to observe to read to watch-- not to touch. never to touch! #but you did and you damned us all because you loved this world too much and got too close and it burned and now its all gone wrong!!!!!!!!! #this world is doomed and its all your fault!!!!!!!!!! #becoming something monstrous something beyond yourself something horrible and it was all only ever because #you loved this world and its people so much you could throw up. you only ever wanted to be a part of it #to touch the grass to see its people to feel the sun to walk amongst everyone else #all a watcher ever wants is to become someone else to become someone real to become something that can be loved #the god of this world isnt the one who created it but rather the one who can manage to keep their eyes trained on it #to see every single birth and death and triumph and mistake to witness it all in its ugly bare faced truth and not look away #as the most powerless existence in the world..!!! #a storyteller confined to the whims of the story #you loved them so much youve damned them all to their deaths and theres nothing you can do #but watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #dfssdf .df #or . df df . SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER #HAVE YOU GUYS HEARDOT THE LIFE SERIES #HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD OF OMNISICENT READERS VIEWPOINT #I. HAVE. TO . DRAW. GROKJA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[creativesplat]

When Alfred and Rafal declare sibling-hood in their last support what they really meant was the most toxic dysfunctional family style sibling ever.

#Modern au rafal and alfred #alfred and rafal just absolutely hate eachother I think but in the best-worst way #rafal #alfred #fire emblem engage #rafal fire emblem #alfred fire emblem #fire emblem #fe engage #Rafal brings out the worst in alfred you cannot change my mind let alfred be a petty vindictive jerk sometimes because rafal just makes sun #shine boy get furious like rafal knows all the places to insult or poke to make people dislike him and to push people away and absolutely h #has managed to send alfred into unadulterated rage before #anyway #my head canons for these bois #because their dynamic is underrated #like its so bad in a good way #I imagine alfred thinks Rafael's clothing is the worst thing in the world and rafal thinks alfred wears ugly flouncy stuff and swapping the #outfits was funny to me because of that #Flora-Mill street #Flora Mill Street #Fire emblem modern au

[yourlazykitkat]

#im biased to Azriel’s apartment #no one comes here because Azriel doesn’t think of his own place as home #he does not want to welcome them into his place of privacy where his truest and most vulnerable self remains on edge #Eris shouldn’t be in velaris he shouldn’t be in his bed #it’s pathetic he thinks handing a the only other key to Rhys who needs it for emergency/safety reasons #it’s pathetic he thinks when he’s lying next to eris under the sheets #clutching a third key in his palm #wondering how he can give it to wris without revealing the ugly emotion living inside him the ugly home he lives in #azris #azriel shadowsinger #azriel acotar #eris vanserra #eris acotar #azris supremacy #i’m just a delulu girl living in an azris world

[chocobewyartist]

Doodles based on my Monk playthrough!

Some screenshots from the play

#rain world #rain world art #rw downpour #rw monk #rw yeek #doodles #ms paint #the third pic looks kinda ugly :( #I love yeeks tho! #I also love outer expanse great place

[soldier-poet-king]

I need to be weirder. I need to hang out/talk with more intensely weird and deeply genuine people, and more frequently

#franposting #apropos of me being weirder and more terrible and more honest lately #and it feels. good? mentally clearer. more at peace #this isnt some oh small talk is bullshit nonsense #it has a place! we need socisl scripts to be polite and function sometimes! #i am simply saying that i personally have spent far too long being the idea of a person. the mask of one #that i want to start being a real person. my pinocchio ass out here like #people pleasing out of fear needs to stop. you can be unsettling. babe. babe its okay. you can laugh ugly and loud and be strange #and too intense and think too much and say strange things #and the world wont end. you can be a person warts and all #it is so weird. and also lowkey pathetic that i am only realizing this now aged 27 #like. my fear didnt make me more palatable or more loved. #it just made me lonely AND more depressed #i might still be isolated and lonely and offputting. but at least i can laugh at myself in joy in the meanwhile #idk if that makes any sense but it does to me so maybe thats all that matters for this post #ANYWAY everyone who ive been talking w lately #(yall know who u are) #im like. thank u. thank u

[dandelionandkrindle]

WORLD OF WARCRAFT • LOCATIONS (107/?) Deadwind Pass (requested by @belorehalla)

#world of warcraft #warcraft #wowedit #gamingedit #wowlocations #this ended up being more around karazhan specifically #tried to gif the vice too but *sniffles* it's just so ugly #also tricky to gif a zone that's so /still/ #truly one of the most eerie places in wow

[joelletwo]

[The Final sugi dying kitten betrayal -> utsuro-gin fight -> sakura boat imagination -> completely tonally consistent with these ginpachi-sensei closer]

now listen. u know i would rather die than post five nearly-uninterrupted minutes of a fight scene. so take that into consideration.

#slight-- #flashing #--in the first scene but i tried to cut the worst of it #sopping wet gintoki posting #videos #my computer is screaming at me. can i recall my thoughts. #i think theyre INSANE for that utsuro falling -> takasugi bound on the ground watching shouyou's execution transition. #rereading the manga fight scene. there IS some. how do i want to phrase this. unreliable perspective fuckery. retconning of memories. #nonliterality Mind Tricks. but like. things still happened. this movie here takes it so far that im like. IS GINTOKI EVEN REAL? #is this just the gintoki that lives in takasugi's dying brain and utsuro's dying brain that utsuro got from shouyou's humanity brain fungus #being his shinigami/psychopomp to walk him thru his first ever death. guhhhhhhh. littlest baby on the planet who is afraid of dying. #<- i love utsuro with all my heart. sorry for being mean to him at first turns out he's the char of all time meant for me. #anyways i think the movie is. SO BALLSY to stretch reality so far for their climax fight. and in such a. way. #taking place in complete silence. almost no actual fighting in the 200 Chapters Of Fighting arc fight scene conclusion. #reanimating so many key moments just to canonize the identity blurring triangle between three dead guys (tho gintoki gets kicked out of #the world of the dead on that sakura boat. sad.) #just a really ambitious thing to put in this aesthetically ugly and boringly standard as hell movie. AND TO SERVE WHAT END. #more standard as hell jump Power Of Friendship in the end. just with some extra weird cannibal ouroboros endless mirrors gay ass flavor. #<- gintama has always been abt making and surviving connections im not mad abt that but u know. got so generic lol. #thoooooo rereading the manga scene and understanding the plot more this time i do like the feeling that utsuro wasnt defeated so much as #just ran out his time. being kept busy from causing more problems in his final hours w a pointless fight hed never be able to turn down. #[about to digress 20 more times] anyways what else. theres an utsuro soft expression when he regrows sugi's arm that i like. interesting-- #choice. i also cut it but i love gintoki wandering gaze avoiding sugis eyes dying in his arms. and his fighting back tears so badly. #the way the dynamic and emotionally destroying shot transitions dont stop even while sugi's dying. someone on staff was working their ass #off for him and i appreciate that.

[funky-bird]

God. I cannot stop thinking about the fucking laika update today. Death grip on my brain

#THATS QHY SHES ADOPTED. THATS WHY SHE NAMED HERSELF LAIKA. BECAUSE HER DAD LIKED SPACE. THATS WHWRE SHE GETS THE BOOTS AND GLOVE AND HELMET. #GODDDDDD #THATS WHY. THATS WHY. HELLO #THE FACT THAT SHE WORE THE CLOVER SHIRT IN THIS PAGE. GODDDD #HELLO??? HELLO???????? #sniffles loudly and ugly style. HELLOOOOOO #if that is a Mars relative. the fact that they’re nicknamed mars. hello #If I remember correctly mars doesn’t exist in laikas comet world because furth is in its place BUT STILLL #SPACE NAME. HELLOOO #GODDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sleevebuscemii]

tmi

#a friend is coming back from a solo kayaking trip in patagonia today and i feel like such a shitty person for this but i just. #really dont feel like im in the mental space to hear about it. #and partly its because where im at mentally and personally right now just makes it hard for me to be happy for others #or at least for it to not open up doors that bog me down badly and thats on Me like thats totally my own shit #and even if i know hearing about their trip will be hard its an asshole move to approach them with #‘im not in the mental space to hear you share something you’re really excited about with me’ #on the other hand. #i know the real reason its gonna suck so bad is that with This particular friend this trip just gonna be another thing they did first. #and in a perfect world it shouldn’t matter who the fuck did the thing first but in this relationship and in this dynamic it always has #and so i Know that yeah im mentally in a place where taking in other people’s good news is hard #but also im just dreading having to hear every detail of how this trip is something i will never measure up to #every detail of things i would have to do bigger and better for it to matter and like. idk i fucking hate thinking about this #because it always makes me feel so small and bitter and they’re such ugly feelings #but also i know this dynamic isn’t like this because of me but i also know nothing i’ve ever done to try to change it has worked #and it’s like. i just have so much anxiety around this conversation that hasn’t even happened yet #and it’s because i know it’s gonna open up all this shit with it #m

[erikkarlsson]

FIRST SHARKS WIN LFG!!!!!!!

#taking a break from habs rookies to show you my MOST specialest girl in the whole world #erik karlsson #san jose sharks #the way they're hugging like they just came back from war...in a way they kinda did #also this place has the worst lighting in the league they did this just to make me suffer i cant even post one of the gifs its so ugly :(

[eachuisge-cc]

enough horse announcement videos that start out "I'm not a horse person, I don't know anything about that, but I'll talk about everything else" I want to make my own video that starts "I am a horse person and know entirely too much about that and I'm about to make it everyone's problem"

#I rode english so it's not COMPLETELY in my wheelhouse but I know enough to talk about it #I'm not actually gonna make a video all I have is a logitech webcam and nobody wants to hear that #sidenote the first cc I'm gonna make for horses is an each uisge mane with waterweed/silt in it #I'm also fully gonna make some skyrim-ish tack (not converting it because skyrim textures are ugly as shit I'm gonna make them from scratch #for my skyrim ocs that just kinda live in my sims world with all the star wars aliens and cat people #(one of them is actually the reason I made the cat stuff in the first place and then it just spiraled) #this is the other reason I can't be a sims youtuber it would be the most niche and unmarketable content imaginable #I do like posting on reddit sometimes just because everyone hates the cat people though #Look At My Andrew Lloyd Webber Furries Boy

[im2tired4usernames]

They stole any possible joy of motherhood I could have possibly wanted they stole my entire childhood they stole my teenage years my twenties and they continue to steal my future they won't be happy untill they've taken my whole life

#i hope your in fuckin hell you ugly cultist bitch i hope your getting what you deserve dad i hope karma hits you #i hope all your children grow up to hate you #quiverfull parents are monsters and they all deserve a place in hell #i hope my next life is that is a thing i get freedom and respect in my life #i hope they get a say in their life snd are well loved well rested and happy #im tired of being alive im so fuckin tired of my life #i cant die because there's wo many people who depend on me but fuck life sucks and it really is 100 because of my parents #i wish my future was actually reachable #i wish people would stop using me #i love my siblings i love spending time and caring for them #but i look at all my other siblings and my dad who fits in dates multiple times a week #who get jobs that pay that they enjoy they get hobbies they are responsible for themselves and only themselves they are starting families #they're getting to experience what it's like to be allowed to be a teen a 20 something a fuckin human person they go to concerts they sleep #when theyre tired they use their money for their own bills and wants and needs they get to go do things with they're partners as often as #they'd like to they get to EXPERIENCE LIFE WHILE I TAKE ON ALL THE RESPONSIBILITY #i want to be able to move in with my partner go in dates do things with friends get married write books draw get a job #i want to grow and change #they get to experience young adult life i get the adult responsibility but not the life experience or world knowledge or wisdom #I'm supposed to be the friendless sexless constant caretaker whos hobbies are dishes and vacuuming #that being said i cant make a future if no one is willing to make a move i cant be the only person trying to grow up #this includes my partner my siblings my dad they all need to make steps for our goals or we'll be stuck in a stagnant bullshit of 'someday' #constantly daydreamin about a future that'll never come i need to start making steps for it and i need other people to start making steps to #gwt ready to start growing up I'm not goin to let people keep holding me back forever my life is goin to fucking change or I'm goin to die

[ringneckedpheasant]

had the second worst great clips visit of my life today but thank fucking gd my hair turned out Okay despite the other horrors

#there are 2 in relatively close proximity to me & the one I like more had like 90 minute wait times #as opposed to 15 at the other place #and I knew it would be awkward & bad bc it always is at that location no matter who the stylist is #And Then It Was #stylist repeatedly misgendered me to her coworker who was giving some other guy almost an identical haircut to mine #said coworker did too despite me checking With My Name Which Is Marcus #& then she accidentally nicked my ear w the clippers #& I think she was worried abt doing it to the other ear so I had to trim around it a little when I got home #very stilted conversation which was mostly my fault and isn’t a crime #but she kept telling me I should try a specific style after she’d already started #& I was just like oh haha maybe next time. like three times over the course of 20 minutes or w/e it was #and ALSO sometimes the great clips employees do not really help you get cleaned off #I was spoiled last time the stylist gave me a dry washcloth to get all the little Bits off my face #but todays stylist just sent me out into the world after using the blow dryer for about 10 seconds #got out to my car. hair all over my face. itchy. nothing to wipe it off with. #anyway. worst time was when someone gave me an extremely incorrect haircut bc of a language barrier & I wasn’t really mad about it #but I did cry in my car after bc I felt So ugly & dysphoric #also last complaint abt this poor person #she seemed to have Very little confidence in her choice of tool and changed the guard on her clippers and what clippers she was holding #like 3x more than was necessary & I know this because I get basically the same haircut every time w very little variation #& it just made me anxious that it was going to look bad bc her behavior was #making me feel like she wasn’t very experienced w the kind of haircut I was asking for #marc.txt #last last complaint for real not abt her #her coworker who was also misgendering me cut my hair last time I was there 😔