editing my first draft of a chapter is like entering a war zone. sentences half-finished, ideas that make no sense, random placeholders that read like "he does something hot here."
why past me, why do you hate future me so much? past me should be on trial for this draft.
Trying something new, seeing if anyone would like to help me get a vehicle anything would help. I'm just stuck at a dead end job barely able to pay my bills a month, I know its a struggle for everyone atm n this is a long shot but I have been without a vehicle for almost a year n its so hard to get to Dr's appointments n grocery store's... Thank u in advance #thestruggleisreal #broke #anythinghelps #donate #pleasehelp #thankyou #cashapp #cashappme #givealittle #alldonationswelcome #singlelesbian #lezbehonest #lesbian #lesbiansofmichigan #singlelife #lesbiansofinstgram #lesbiansofig #singlelesbiansofinstagram #singlelesbiansofmichigan #girlswholikegirls #girlswhokissgirls #gaypride #michigan #michigander #mittenstate #puremichigan #michigan #lansingmichigan https://www.instagram.com/p/CkUIjl8JCBL/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
The last few days (weeks honestly) have been very rough on me.
A few weeks ago I ended up in the ER because of abdominal pain and found out I had gallstones. After an ultrasound and an MRI they finally let me know yesterday they want to remove it, so I'll be scheduled for surgery.
Then a few days ago I had some bleeding like I was having my period. The issue there is I have not had a period in 14 years because of a procedure I had. So obviously freaked out I went to the Dr and I've been scheduled for some further tests. It could be that because I was under 40 when I had the ablation done in the first place that the uterus cells have grown back. Which I wasn't told could happen..
Either way I've been struggling with pain and emotions and feeling overwhelmed. Up until the gallbladder thing I had been feeling really good and was very happy and proud with my progress since my gastric surgery, I've lost 117lbs (53kg) total and I went from only being able to walk for about 5 minutes to walking multiple miles a day and doing yoga.
All of this has me feeling like I'm back peddling and I'm trying not to be discouraged but it is hard. These type of things on top of my ever present chronic illnesses is just wearing me down.
You know how hard I tried to get a cute picture with him? Then when he finally walks away I decided a nice picture with the tree would suffice for an updated insta photo... IMMEDIATELY as I pressed the button to snap the photo he trots right through. Bro. #catmom #thestruggleisreal https://www.instagram.com/p/CmIcLQ3oXDh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
For the first half of our journey in the Galápagos Islands, we spent some time in Santa Cruz, the most developed of the Galápagos Islands. We got to see lots of tortoises in the wild right when we first arrived! They're huge! Even spotted one doing pushups 😂!
We also went to Isla Seymour Norte (North Seymour Island) and saw plenty of birds including frigatebirds puffing their chests and lots of boobies (blue-footed) as well as other wildlife like iguanas!
For more pictures/videos of the first half of my journey to the Galápagos Islands, here is a link to an iCloud album I set up with commentary -> https://bit.ly/3GlWN7M
*The Struggle is Real, but the Struggle is Worth it* Original text art of a quote from one of my favourite people 🖤🧡 Anyone interested in a print of this let me know!! . #art #artist #instaart #calligraphy #textart #thestruggleisreal #love #atart #commissionsopen #bujo https://www.instagram.com/p/CqYBbEloMcq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=