#they rly should fix it

[messedupessy]

LOOK AT ALL MY BÖYS! UwU ❤

So was my birthday last week so I decided to order a Pokemon plush for myself, the Giratina who I been wanting for awhile, but then I found out about the Ceruledge plush and it's legit my fave gen 9 mon so brought it too! And today they both arrived and I am so happy with them!!! ❤ Ceruledge's limbs are even bendable so they gonna ride Giratina into battle!

3rd image is all my pokemon plushes I currently have, the Lugia and Sobble I brought this year too I think, the other two I got years ago during conventions! And lastly some FF14 art books etc I brought the other day while hanging out with a friend as I love that game so much!

But yeah just wanted to show off my growing collection a bit haha!

#MessedUpEssy #Essy's Photos #pokemon #final fantasy 14 #ff14 #I have spent way too much money lately #it's been worth it though I am so happy with all of them #but gonna chill out now with my purchasing #also i hate the pokemon store site was forced to use ebay since the official store u can buy from anywhere but u can't ship it #it's so dumb i hate it #they rly should fix it

[3amsnek]

she’s going to break something

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#night in the woods #nitw #nitw fanart #night in the woods fanart #mae borowski #nitw mae #mae nitw #night in the wood mae #my art? #ive wanted to make n.itw fanart for years and every time ive tried it has been Weirdly Impossible this is by far the furthest ive gotten #i did 57 different color versions of this and just ended up eyeballing colors from one of my dream sequence screencaps #yes there are layers that should be under other layers on top of them instead. no I don’t know how to fix this. yes ive used this program #for almost 6 years #it happens man #i just fuck around n try to make it work out in the end #havent posted fanart of any sort in. Long Time damn #n now ive got 3 posts in the drafts #i had. forgotten the stress element ngl #dang #the things suddenly rly wanting to draw cats again will lead you to do ig panik be damned #mmmmm I think this is one of the things that every time I look at it. i like it less im just gonna post it i think then #to be fair. i Did Not Sleep #anyways. this game is beautiful i want to draw so many things the colors. augh. eats them

[grubus]

I love this comic so much. I am also... so... so gay for Riette. AND WOW!!! A big picture of MANY little guys :D

Bonus Pictures under cut because uh Riette??? RIETTE

#little guys #tsctir #the s classes that i raised #I rly should tag all of these with little guys #i'll fix that later

[mafuteru]

just had the most insane 1h 30min moment w this maintenance worker. i wanna move somewhere far away where no one knows me.. SIGHHHH

#he came to my apartment to renew my door + window weatherstrips or whatever #and he starts out w 'you know i had many clients today but i came here first and foremost.. #'i was once in love with your mother you know? so youre important to me too' #i remember seeing him maybe ONCE when i was young. #then he starts pointing out all the stuff he could fix and starts talking like 'ill come by tomorrow. and then next week'. #'ill install a new lamp for you i have a few.. you can choose whichever you like.. ill also paint that doorframe for you it seems old' #KILLING MYSELF LEAVE ME ALONE ? #also he would make so many.. comments... #like 'has a guy ever kneeled like this for you? ;) haha just kidding you should say no when they do' #im rly running out of fake laughs here #all i want is to be left alone in my apartment and YET. should not be this hard but it is #shion.txt

[wantbytaemin]

i’m so like. cannot handle the taste of my own medicine as a chronic non replier bc cancer bestie wasn’t rly active in the group chat for the past week and we met up over the weekend and i was like 🥺 do you not like us anymore. and obviously she said she’d just been busy and now she replies to everything so quickly it feels like she’s making a point out of it and like 1) i love her sm 2) i HOPE people don’t care enough to be upset when i do this bc SHIT….

#feels BAD let me tell you !!! #i do always live life w the premise that no one rly gives a shit abt me which isn’t in like a self deprecating way it’s just left over from #my bad times but. hmmmmmmm maybe i should fix that #bc now it feels like im just justifying being kind of an asshole 🤨 food for thought for sure

[ragingbullmode]

anyway. pride hair lmfao

(they/them only)

#me #work gave me a bonus so i treated myself 🤞😏 #i rly should have waited until my period ended bc i really tired myself out but #i also rly want to make my homophobic boss shit her pants 🗿 #there was blue on the tips but the green overpowered it but its okay bc i can fix it later when it fades more haha

[pickled-paintbrush]

I'll have to go back and tweak a few things here and there, but Summer and Eva have joined the OC doll party!

Also I made work clothes for the Poelstras :3

Used this pattern for the dolls themselves (as always), this one for the eyes, and these other ones for the hair and some of the clothes

#my art #crochet #my ocs #summer poelstra #eva coulton #dolls #any clothes that aren't in those patterns i just winged myself #mostly based on those patterns lol #i'm gonna fix eva's dress eventually #and maybe redo summer's hair bc it isn't as wavy as it should be #i didn't rly notice that until i stood her upright for the photos lol oops #i'm still proud i love my kids

[mikoriin]

maybe this is a controversial opinion but like....some of yall are getting Way too comfortable at the idea of killing another human being just because theyre “problematic”

#like idk it just rly rubs me the wrong way #some people on here see someone with a '''bad'''' opinion or moral stance and are like #well then die :) #like....maybe chill a bit #i know ive personally said elon musk and jeff bezos could die tomorrow and id be like jesus finally #and maybe im being a hypocrite but i feel theres a difference between saying that #capitalist pigs that hold all the worlds money and dont do shit to help fix the world or whatever #and instead spend it on going to space for fun or buying a social media site only to run it to the ground #could honestly die today and id be like yeah we're better off than like #saying a celebrity should die for being problematic or something #i see it with like creators and vas and other random users too #like u guys need to stop being so comfortable being so horrible #and understand that there are so many differing opinions and morals in the world #u are not righteously good because you feel you are the ''least problematic'' because good and bad are not things that are so black and whit #also wishing death upon someone for having a kind of shitty opinion when instead you could be wishing that they eventually become educated #and change their views and morals #thats not rly up the alley of 'good guy' lol #vent tag #sorry all my thoughts are in the tags

[killjpeg]

the birth of. weedwhacker

#rly upset that the chat is barely visible i should fix that for the next one. also it wasnt updating in time so i shall see what to do w it #chat is pretty important cuz guys got me to even draw this stupid dude

[ozlices]

i have to make appointments & also let my doctor know id rather continue one of the new meds she put me on bc it actually helped but ive been completely unmedicated for 2 fucking days & the thought of doing Anything makes me wanna throw up im so over being a person

#mine #i rly do not have it in me to make appointments dawg i have medical trauma can i get used to one new doctor #before im tossed around like a gd hot potato to numerous others. i literally attend my appointments w my cane #what's not clicking abt me having VERY fucking low energy in the aftermath of sm straining stress bruh #but like i dont have a choice bc i could have some of my meds stopped if i dont see certain doctors & im just here like 🫠 #i feel somewhat stupid like damn i rly thought finally i had a chill doctor w common sense but no i still gotta fight for my gd life #just be given say over MY OWN GODDAMN WELLBEING #'oh well this causes physical health concerns' to be completely blunt idfc anymore. #truly i fucking do not #my body is a fucking nightmare my entire system resents at this point bc we always have some lvl of bs going on w it #we've no choice but to stop fucking caring bc the numerous mental strains we're dealing w worsen them ON THEIR OWN #& also like literally fuck off bc my body wouldn't be this shit if doctors actually TOOK CARE OF ME PROPERLY #before it got this bad. #there's no fucking fixing shit now by worsening my already overwhelmed & strained body/mind by making me a gd hot potato #if im not Actively Perishing or on the immediate brink of the risk IDC #I NEED TO FUCKING BE ALLOWED TO //CHILL THE EVER LOVING FUCK OUT// #//that// SHOULD BE THE PRIORITU #ive been strained for YEARS but esp since last year to a CONSTANT degree #can i fucking get one GODDAMN foot on the ground to pick myself back up jfc #im so tired & annoyed & sick of there always being SOMETHING #i just wanna fucking chill & finish my preps to stream again & get back to pursuing what i love please #im gonna LOSE MY MIND

[goldennika]

i can’t figure out how to turn off this one lamp in my hotel room.

I’ve tried checking all around for a switch on or nearby it and fiddled with the master switches in the room but it will not turn off 😭

i was just going to unplug it but it’s already held together with some electrical tape and when i move the wire a little, it’ll start flickering so now i’m scared to fully grip it and pull it out of its socket lest i get electrocuted or smth 🥲

i need the room to be dark so i can fall asleep but this lamp is positioned right across my bed and i can’t do anything about it rn 😭

#i just wanna sleep #i’ll ask them to either fix or replace my lamps in the morning bc i don’t wanna struggle with this again #i’m rly tired from travel so that should help me sleep despite the bright light #(i hope) #rambles

[volfoss]

genuinely such a great feeling when a project just works out like this....

#twist rambles #like i feel SO well equipped to handle this?? and the head is PERFECTLY in scale for the body and should match pretty decent and all the #neck mods ive done should ALSO be ok. like for me its really nice bc looking at this head initially i was like. no fucking way am i gonna b #able to do ANYTHING for her. i cant fix this and so i shouldnt even consider it. but now im like ok. i think this is gonna work out perfect #even if some parts. well are gonna be scary... im dreading doing the eyes lol. but future me's issue lol. but idk. its just been rly cool o #like. i rly looked up to other ppl in this hobby that were able to fix up REALLY damaged dolls like this. like one person ive talked to a #bit on the resin side of it all is so so sklled at repair and has so much knowledge. and idk its cool to take on a project like this and #know im well equipped for it. knowledge wise. like its... idk definitely the worst shape doll ive gotten since i got into this in 2018. so #im excited :) and i havent worked w vinyl dolls for a while so... idk im excited to get this doll... and hopefully it wont be TOO bad lmao #^currently in research hell but. idk im excited #bjd posting #<- again so bad at remembering to tag this bc i go turbo autism mode in the tags. sadly lol

[whoviandoodler]

[ID: a digital drawing of varian from transatlantic walking on a narrow board whilst surrounded by ropes that bind his ankles and wrists. he has his hands over his eyes and is lit by an eye in a window behind his head and six candles on the windowsill. there is a white stylized star over his chest. end ID]

Shield yourself from the truth- what if its light blinds you? Shield yourself from the love- what if its warmth burns you?

Yet, blinded and burned, You will at last know the world in all its glory

#transatlantic #varian fry #this is the other concrete idea i had while i was designing the berlin thing #doing them all so quickly bcs i v lose motivation in a snap and theres no motivation like the one u get when u should be studying lol #but life is meant to be lived and enjoyed etc etc so i will do so #tumblr rly zoomed it in bcs of the height of the canvas hahaha but its done so im not fixing the little mistakes. i must go nourish myself #the little 'poem' is something i scribbled down while i was drawing it bcs it inspired the piece and it kinda explains it so im leaving it #*taps mic* ok onto symbolism bcs we all enjoy symbolism #the ropes are kinda obvious but since im not sure its that visible theres two nooses (neese???/half joking) on the left and right #the candle flame was inspired by someone on discord pointing out that they always had a candle flame between them in ep1 #this is the moment where varian is already breaking and so the candles are almost gone. the flame is the strongest and is setting the ropes #on fire #the board is the 'straight and narrow' bcs its impossible to think abt varian w/o thinking abt that phrase #the eye and the window were what inspired this originally. that card that one of the refugees pulled out of the tarot (?) deck #idk what shes called- the very sweet blonde woman #that she said explained varian perfectly #and the north star bcs varian is the erc's north star #dan draws

[joyridingmp3]

alright. ate some delicious soup with 8 different kinds of vegetables in it. there were so many colours and it tasted so good. going to paint my walls and then hang up some new paintings and decor i got today <3 and then play more guitar

#mine #food mention #I should probably tag these for blacklists lemme go back and fix that other post too #i tried playing standing up today it was cool #way easier to palm mute #trickier to switch between strings but overall not HARD hard #just an adjustment #made a few errors but otherwise could play anything #remind me to buy earphones with a longer cord though since im chained to my amp currently #i can stand but i can't rly move around a lot

[mrs-kelly]

Oh no oh man oh no suddenly struck with a crazy bout of yearning where is my Charlie when can I hold him oh my God I need to kiss him and tell him how much I love him he needs to know it ok he needs to know that I love him for all that he is and I’m never ignoring the parts of him that others might think are gross or weird I love all of it

#literally laying here in bed just thinking about how much I love him and how important he is to me #I hope it’s evident that I love all the things about Charlie #that I don’t look over or ignore the less socially acceptable things about him #yeah he drinks paint and he doesn’t shower and he eats too much cheese and he’s really messy and not bothered by being dirty #but I love him and I love the culmination of all of those things in him #I’m not here to fix him or make him change or whatever. I love him so much #none of those things bother me and maybe some people think they should but to hell with that #I mean it’s not healthy for him to drink the paint and I might ask him not to just so he doesn’t die #but I don’t think that’s gross or whatever. and if I did I wouldn’t like him #idk if this gush is coherent. I’m literally just laying here with tears in my eyes bc #he has to know that I rly truly love him. not some idea of him in my head. not some idealized version of who he could be #I love him as he is. I’d choose him as he is. and I do #ren speaks #renlie #im gushing out here folks

[quirkle2]

strong anxiety today i am searching desperately for distractions . how r y'all doin my sillies. invade my askbox i need Enrichment

#qktalks #my heart is like . racing rn for no fucking reason <3 we love to see iiiit #i don't think genshin is enough of a distraction i need to be molded like playdough and put through one of those machines that makes spaghe #tti . ran out of the characters tumblr is homophobic u heard it here first #actually i think a rly good massage would just like . fix me. like everything and every problem. it Would fix me #mayhaps i should draw instead . have a good jam session. draw and dance in my chair and sing loudly and obnoxiously while mom isn't here #that might fix me too