#they'll get tired but they can do it

[daffythefox]

Shoutout to people with low/no empathy who do not experience empathy for animals. Every time I see someone who has pride in being low empathy it feels like they're so quick to affirm "but I care about animals though! I feel really bad for animals! I still love my pets a lot I'm not a monster lol!" So shoutout to the people who have no empathy for animals, shoutout to the people who have to pretend to care about animals when one of their friends shows them, like, an image of their pet, it's really alienating and it can make you feel like you're broken/a bad person, but you're not.

#low empathy #no empathy #actually npd #i was gonna put a disclaimer in the post like “so long as you don't hurt animals” but that goes without saying #and i'm tired of needing that to be stated #I'm not going to fucking hurt an animal just bc I don't feel empathy for it #i swear even ppl with low/no empathy will be weird about you not having empathy for animals #like they'll say they have no empathy for humans but the second thing out of their mouth is “but I care about animals though!” #like good for you but what about those of us that don't have empathy for animals #i just think it's not talked about a lot #like. i think animals can be really cute but that doesn't mean I have empathy for them #I don't have empathy for humans either but when I say that in low empathy spaces people don't get concerned about me hurting humans #but when it's animals suddenly people act differently about it? #it's really weird #why would me having low empathy towards animals make me want to hurt then I do not get it #me when i

[cinnamon-phrog]

I feel too sick to sleep right now, everything's' too cold or too hot and I can't even breathe without thinking I'm gonna throw up

#it's because i've been drinking diluted juice #i swear the shit they put in that makes me delirious with fever #ughhhh so sick wish a nice big strong mechanoid could help me rn :( real shame #gonna drink water till the middle of the night. there goes my plans for a better nights' sleep :< #i do genuinely feel awful and i have been feeling so for a while and it's all my own doing. not eating healthy. stressing out and barely- #-sleeping. i have stretch marks from losing weight and circles under my eyes. everything's fuzzy. i keep forgetting basic things. #i'm worried about my future. i'm too disabled to function with a job but not disabled 'enough' just because i can speak 'clearly' #i've got no irl friends or family to fall back on. i can only travel so far and i get meltdowns far easier now #months ago i was treated like a pet. now i'm an adult before i ever got to be a child. #i want to be held. be loved without even having to say a word to each other. not even by an f//o but by someone who'll be willing to love m #but all i am now is sick and hungry and hot and cold and tired and awake. #i can't imagine how much worse it is for other people though. i've seen awful images and they're not even a taste of how terrible it is #i worry i won't be able to afford food in the future. or have a stable flat or apartment. that social services will let me down again #this year was meant to be a break but i'm constantly worrying about the time i become 18. my autism and lack of any social life- #will impact me and i'll be fucked over easier than ever. and that happens often #college brought me panic attacks where i'd physically harm myself till i got migraines in front of people and they didn't bat an eye #i could be kicking and screaming and begging for help but they'll just ignore me or infantilise me

[tearlessrain]

I think of all the approximate categories of animal, fish are unbeatable in terms of how much it would suck ass to be one. you’re basically the most edible creature on god’s earth and literally everything else wants in on that. like yeah everything eats everything but at least if you’re a bird that lives in the sky you mainly just have to worry about being eaten by other things that are in the sky, but fish? other fish are only the beginning of your problems. not only does everything in the ocean that’s bigger than you want to eat you, so do most things on land given half a chance. there are things in the sky that evolved specifically to come all the way down just to eat you. and you don’t even have arms to punch any of them with you just kinda have to sit there going :o as you’re carried away into the beyond. you have no limbs at all, in fact, so if you ever leave the water you can’t even get back to it like, if something that’s not supposed to be in the water gets in the water it can at least try to swim to shore and get out, but fish are just like “guess I’ll die.” pour one out for fish. they did not ask for this.

#I live on this little inlet that at low tide pretty much becomes a mud flat with a small stream going through the middle #and every day at low tide at this time of year a bunch of salmon get stranded in that stream #and I have to watch them desperately try and thrash their way to deeper water while halfway out of the stream as the sun beats down on them #and seagulls crowd around waiting for them to get tired enough to eat them without too much resistance #and every day I root for them even though unlike them I can see how far the inlet goes and I know they'll never make it #it's existentially horrifying but I too tried to get out there to eat one before I realized I couldn't traverse the mud #and also had no place/means to effectively clean a huge fish #to be clear I wasn't gonna just wade out there and bite into one like smeagol I was gonna bring it back and cook it #I mean I love me some raw salmon but parasites and all that #but as bad as I feel for the slow and agonizing deaths happening every day out there #I am also pained by the fact that the most delicious animal on earth throws itself on my doorstep to die every day #and I can't quite get to it #I feel no guilt over this because I would frankly give any salmon I caught a much more merciful death than the seagulls and sun do

[deanpinterester]

hi what

#uhhhh me #atla #listen i have very little stakes in this #i didn't grow up with atla so it doesn't hold nostalgic value the way it does for a lot of people #i think a lot of live action remakes are unnecessary but i do try to give them a chance #however comma. due to recent underwhelming adaptations my patience with them is wearing Thin #i am getting tired of showrunners trying to change things from the source material that had no reason to be changed #sometimes even things that are straight up important or The Point #i'm sure they'll still try to give sokka an arc w the kyoshi warriors but their reasoning for it is #questionable to say the least #like sokka's sexism is literally A Thing He Had To Overcome. it's not portrayed as a good trait #if a kid's show can handle this then the grittified remake absolutely can too #and i KNOW. i know this is just a soundbite from an interview. it might not be as bad as it sounds #but given what i've been seeing from adaptations in the past few months/years. i really doubt it #also lol love the comments on the thread saying 'can't wait for the show to say azula is actually nice now!' #(also i do not blame the actors for defending this change. they are basically obligated to never say anything bad abt the show)

[wiltking]

cissies victimizing themselves over reasonable backlash and critisism from trans viewers over playing/promoting the wizard game. cissies getting mad at 'cancel culture' following the ban of the boring ai generated 'comedy' show on twitch after it made a transphobic joke. when will it end. when will it end.

#and thats just this week! nothing to say of the larger political climate! #i knowww ive been spending too much time on the internet lately to be getting this upset over it #with how god awfully tired ive been lately its been tough to do much more than lay in bed and scroll on phone #im working on it. i am. #but these events are so concerning when you consider how they'll only cause cis people to view trans people in an even more negative light #and its like what can we do! if we cant even criticize the promotion of a major video game! #anyway .... gonna get some sunshine today

[chompe-diem]

shitty doodles from trying to draw good (naddpod beloved)

#naddpod #henry hogfish #zirk vervain #beverly toegold v #erlin kindleaf #beverlin #sol bufo #moonshine cybin #solum bufo #girl idk how to tag and am afraid of overtagging help #fr talk if u found this post thru a tag search and are like 'this shouldnt be here' PLS tell me #i would hate to be the tag spam person pls tell me so i can make sure i am not the tag spam person #pictures have alt ids but 1) i dont think theyre my best i'll be honest #and 2) im tired enough that i was a little fast and loose with what i thought was pertinent to put in the desc. #very sorry abt that i'll fix it when i get the chance (i.e. not abt to fall asleep) but hopefully theyre uh. hopefully they'll do for now

[babisawyer]

shauna being like jackie I really need you right now and then sobbing hysterically is literally me every week watching this friggin show.

#🐇 #yellowjackets #the amount of homophobia this week.....far too much #where the fuck is kristen/crystal lmfao who has her #I also was totally shitting on all the therapy but then shauna's stuff was like a punch to the face so thank you lottie!!! #idk how many episodes are left but like....do you think that misty will confess to destroying the black box and then because lottie is #getting her visions again and things kinda seem like they're going towards a cannibal ritual direction that they'll hunt her to possibly #appease the antler queen/save van/fix the adam issue?? #I'm getting the vibes heavily someone won't survive the main plot line and I think the van thing is too obvious #and the reddit thinks it's nat but they're literally never right about anything they said no one would actually care about the flight #recorder like tell that to dead kristen/crystal why the fuck would no one care about that????? #also so so amazed that it took this long for someone to get the shit beat out of them lmfao I thought that would've happened in the first #season and also I would've thought it would have been mari if I'm totally honest. like we're all thinking it #I'm also like really wondering if walter really is a cop or something or a PI tai hired or something idk there's something there #and like honestly I'm so bored of the two tai thing and the eyeless man like just explain it already I'm tired of waiting #I will say though so so funny the girls talking about how misty is insane and also hoping they can eat kristen/crystal

[cutneteel]

meh

#if I tell everything in the tags would that make everything okay #fuck it this is Tumblr I can't have shit anymore #it's 3:25 am by the time i'm writing ts #I want to rip my skin out #everything sucks I can't think I hate it #what should I do tomorrow #everybody is probably tired of me now I can't do it #what should I do what should I do I don't know #I can't even look at somebody in the eye i'm a goddamn coward #when will I be able to get used to it. it's been 6 fucking years #I can't do it I don't want to wait I hate waiting everything sucks I can't #also I think I broke my neck (I already did) #I be moaning over something that's already over fuck this #monday's gonna suck #it happened before I can go through it again? #I don't want to face my classmates and other people what if I got cuffed again #I need to stop thinking it's gonna be over before I knew it please Lord help me please #I don't have to see these people again (hopefully) #they'll just mocked me because i'm an absolute fucking retard who can't even make eye contact with someone before looking away #I have to get used to it. I need to please #it's hot #I made too many fucking mistakes I can't do it #at least it's not as bad (it is) #oh yeah ofc my fucking brother turns on the goddamn heat lmao shoot yourself

[master-k0hga]

| T A M I R A |

[ Category: The Promised Land ]

| This is Tamira, or Tammy for short before I actually gave her a full on name lmao- She's the partner of the chieftain of the Frostclaw Traders tribe, Takeshi. Tammy runs a Pharmacy with Andy as her assistant (a previous boy I introduced like a while ago); She is very good when it comes to medical diagnostics and even making her own healing and medicinal remedies too! Which are a very recommended source of keeping yourself safe from sickness and injuries in the harshest bone chilling winter of the Glacier Mountains Resort (and just in the cold mountains in general, it can get really ruthless out there!)

... Hoping I'll ever be able to actually draw the landscapes of this land someday cuz poorly putting it into words does it no justice and writing and describing environments is definitely NOT my strong suit whatsoever.. I draw for a fcking reason, words don't bode well for my struggling brain

... Fun fact, she is my second trans female OC that I have.... I'mean it's not rly a fun fact since nobody gives a damn but I love her very much and I really enjoy her design quite a lot here! Ofc like all my other OCs who are part of the Frostclaw, she was also a Yiga roughly during the time BotW first came out.. Still was trans then as she is now but just part of a personal project for me now-

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INFO

Name: Tamira Species: Ice Elf General Personality: Shy, timid, supportive, easy going, hardworking, friendly, empathetic Height: 7ft "2" Relationship Status: In a relationship

Extra Info:

Works and is in charge of the Pharmacy along with anything relating to medical and hospitality within the small town; And her staff mainly consist of not only average healthy lifestyles, but also those who have had history or a rough past of health complications or addictions

She's also a part time therapist and assistant for the leader of the town, who is also her partner; Takeshi. She files and deals with important phone calls and paperwork whilst he is better and more vocal with meetings with other outside leaders and such

She loves to sew in her free time, it soothes her and definitely helps with her stresses of life and her job, which is the burden of carrying everyone's problems and health; Which she believes she has to deal with herself, to which she really doesn't and has been told several times by her protective boyfriend. It's also thanks to Tammy for the productive and comfortable design and advantage the clothing that the Frostclaw wear

Her mother died from an illness when she was young and her father had eventually succumbed to his dementia when he got older, she never got the chance to tell her parents of her coming out as trans years ago. Not caring whether they would've accepted her or not since she would have Takeshi to support her, she personally believes there is now unfinished business with her parents

Enjoys hot baths, however needs to bathe by herself as she is still self conscious about her body

Has gotten angry, like full on angry on a couple of occasions; One time getting mad at her assistant at the Pharmacy she runs (Andy) for being rather discriminatory about one of her then clients at the time, safe to say he kept his mouth shut about judging others and overtime started being influenced by Tammy's empathic nature.. Even though he's still a dick

Is a vegetarian, she used to eat meat from time to time as a kid however became very off put by it one day when she was in her teens after accidentally witnessing someone from the outside walls disrespectfully mutilate a lamb. She has not eaten meat since and has gone for more animal free alternatives to most products like butter, milk and cheese

Her grandparents owned a farm just outside the town that she sometimes manages along with a couple other volunteers; She has at least two of some animals likes pigs, cows, sheep, chickens and goats along with a few other critters that are not known nor exist in our worlds. Her grandparents passed the rights to the farm to her in their will before they died.

Despite not doing it directly to hurt something or someone but in case she is in need of defending herself; She's actually rather skilled with a bow, even going so far as to shoot three arrows at a time. Only times she's ever "used" it however was to ward off potential trespassers or poachers trying to get close to her grandparent's farm; Especially as said farm is now under the protection of the Golden Palace

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I think that's all I have for her right now, I didn't really have all that much for Tammy when I started re-purposing my former Yiga OCs back on DA, I was pretty much starting out on trying to figure out what I wanted to do for them at the time so... Pretty much this is her new purpose now, I think it kinda fits for someone such as her... She's free, but she also has morals that more people definitely need in this world..

Now I just need to finish off her boyfriend Takeshi since his re-design sketch has been sitting collecting dust in my files for literal months.. I think I made him before Tammy as well so like?? Weird tbh??

But he's just his stoic and kinda scary, while also being a very kind self so... Yeah Idk..

. Tamira, Art © Me . DON’T RE-POST .

#MASTER-K0HGA #Ary / Kohga Chronicles #Ary / Kohga OCs and Works #Tammy #Tamira #OC #transfemale #trans #Ice Elf #Frosclaw #Frostclaw Traders #The Promised Land #Original Character #My OC #My Character #My Art #Fandomless #Just realized I don't rly need to use the re-post tags anymore cuz now I'm actually getting to new stuff now or new versions of my OC #drawings that I'm posting on this blog here.. So from here on out even if you recognize an OC of mine somewhat... I'm most likely re-drawin #them anyways cuz some old designs are kinda not good.... Like at all in my opinion so Idk... oh well don't matter #I feel like I'm actually almost close to done when it specifically comes to the Frostclaw tribe #Cuz as I said all of them were Yiga OCs one time before I decided to re-purpose them officially and stuff back on DA.. #But I believe I just have the odd few to get on with then they'll be all done for now til I've completely finish off all my OC refs and stu #Then I can get on with proper like world building. lore and all that sorts afterwards! #Which I'm kinda looking forward to but also dreading at the same time cuz I am not rly good with stuff other than OCs and #Humanoid like designs and characters.... And tbh I'm doing this all by myself. I have no one helping me here so I know it's gonna be like.. #Wonky... In some areas and whatnot... But anyways that's enough from me for tonight- I'm already tired and I just got on my laptop today #.... Not like this won't already be over a week or a month since the last art spam anyways.. And nobody looked at any of it last time...! #So... Yeah... Whatever... Not like I have anybody to speak to anyways so whatever who cares...-

[trans-cuchulainn]

everybody should have free and equal access to information and art, and also the people who make that art should be able to earn a fair living. both of these things should happen. unfortunately, we live in a world where neither of them happens. moreover we live in a world where they are seen as oppositional forces where to favour one is to deny the other. but it is not the fault of either the producers or the consumers that these truths haven't already been reconciled, it's a) the middlemen who profit from the labour of both sides, and b) the system as a whole that makes living something to be sweated and bled for and not something we can simply do. furthermore it is deeply unfortunate that action against those middlemen will always hurt first the producers of that art and information, because rather than see their profits shrink, the middlemen will only extract more labour for less money. and this will not be a victory for the consumer in the long run, but if the alternative is for the profit to grow at the cost to the consumer, who would blame the consumer for taking the temporary victory? and the system cannot be allowed to continue to exist in the state that it is, and sometimes those middlemen are making choices that do harm. so how do you change it, if you don't want to hurt the people at the bottom who have no power over the people at the top? can it be changed? or will it always be a case of pitting the producer against the consumer as though that was ever the fight to be won in the first place?

#it is so so frustrating that it is never the ceos and executives and boards and whatever that suffer from boycotts and the like #their salaries will not even take a hit #but the underpaid junior employees at the bottom will be let go #and the ones just above them will work five years on a sub living wage for no promotion #and the freelancers who are the reason the industry exists will be ground down and exploited just a little more #while somebody at the top who produces nothing of value pockets all the money #and if the consumer walks away and goes elsewhere... they'll just take it out of somebody else's pocket instead #how do you resist in a world that is built like this #how can anything get better when the only way to show displeasure with a company is to fuck ordinary people over #i am so goddamn tired of living under capitalism

[hopefulqueer]

i think people expect the "pain" part of chronic pain to be the biggest problem but for me it is the "chronic" part

i could pretty easily, if begrudgingly, tolerate and push past this pain if i knew it was temporary, if it was only for a few hours or even a few days or a week or two

but it wears you down. you know?

it's not always quite this bad, but it has been for a month with no real hope that it'll get better anytime soon. physical therapy basically gave me a shrug and a "sorry pal, wish we could do more". there's no medicine i have that helps. i can't sleep. i can't do anything but sit in my chair without making it worse. i'm reaching a breaking point.

i have to drag myself to class tomorrow.

#personal #i have to get through this last term #and for what? #every job requires physical skills i can't do without pain #nowhere will hire me anyway because i can't drive #i can't take care of myself #trying to do a load of laundry and folding it was what did me in this time #a month ago it was like 45 minutes of trying to clean my room #what is even the Point #i sent a request for another dr appt but it's not like they can do anything #if they prescribe any pain meds they'll either be ineffective or will affect my brain and make it more difficult for me to do school #i'm so tired. i have auditions in a week. i can't do any of it.

[wereh0gz]

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#ramblings #neg #i'm so fucking tired #i've barely started college proper and there's already so many things i feel are looming over me #college assignments and essays and shit i just don't care about #i'm doing all of my classes online and i feel like being in my room is slowly becoming more suffocating #i feel like i don't have the time or energy to do anything #even drawing is just too tiring #i feel guilty whenever i'm not doing anything #nothing feels right i feel like i'm constantly falling behind on everything #and it's not like i can go anywhere because i don't even know how to drive yet #at this point i would rather get a job than do this. i started college because i wanted the exact opposite #i want to drop out so bad but i'm scared if i tell anyone they'll be disappointed in me #or make me keep going #and i'll just end up suffering through all this for a degree that probably wouldn't even get me anywhere #i'm not happy with this i wanted to be done with school and never have to think about it again #i don't want to think at all i want it to stop i want my brain to stop #god dammit

[bredforloyalty]

i don't think we do luv i don't think we do

#i do agree (obviously!) that for a series you need to get people to care about your characters so they want to keep watching it #comedy barely holds up without a story.. if you don't take time to work on storytelling or you want inexhaustible archetypes for characters #that you can use to churn out jokes‚ whether that's pointless random skits like family guy does it or something based on the relationships #like relationships within a certain status quo (s1 rick garbage man abuses his family. except it wasn't that simple back then either) #the problem with the sitcom where nothing changes so someone can just write gag after gag without changing the foundations is that it #becomes tiring. people stop caring because you've made it impossible to care for the characters by not allowing any meaningful changes #so in that sense i do agree it is 'becoming an actual series'. but it was on its way from the beginning‚ just needed some refinement #a whole lot maybe #but with setting limits for your writing and keeping your characters consistent and engaging emotionally you limit the #wacky hijinks as well. like don't tell me we got a banger like the vat of acid episode from season 6 or even 5 lol it's no longer explosive #i think rick and morty has always been inconsistent and that bred both great episodes and khm bad ones #there's definitely gonna be less bad ones from now on but the potential of the r&m dynamic has also been.... i would say curbed #that's okay this needed to happen like this. and i think they're going in the right direction and i think the stars will align and they'll #write bangers again #a lot of great things could happen following this. like in these actual arcs that they're developing there's still potential for comedy and #drama and they'll find their way back imo. to the sweet spot between chaos (wacky random funny) and order (meaningful and consistent) #ok that's all. if one hates rick being a miserable pathetic piece of shit one should mayhaps fuck off #✌️💗 #kata.txt #rnm

[hxvphaestion]

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#SO TIRED OF BEING THE ONLY PERSON AT MY FUCKING RESEARCH ASSISTANT JOB WHO KNOWS HOW TO USE R #come ON GUYS. #U CANT BE MAKING ME DO EVERYTHING #its like. ok. they'll start on a task. do fuck all and then hit the bit that requires R and hand it off to me. #I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS. #anyways #goign to ask my prof if i can host an r training workshop when we get back to school #also like sobbing how did none of u have to use R in ur classes yall are seniors too. #personal

[daandyli0n]

(discussions of religion)

y’know what? screw it, i’m gonna say it:

yes, i’m a christian

yes, i’m also lgbtq+

it is possible to be both

so you know what? i’m gonna spread a bit of positivity

to the lgbtq+ christians who can’t come out because they are surrounded by Those Christians™

i’m sorry, i honestly feel you, you’re valid, and i really do hope that things will get better for y’all

have a nice day 💖

#lgbtq+ #slight religion vent incoming #just. y'all can tell that this post is Personal huh? #look. i try not to discuss religion too much on here #cause i know that some of y'all probably don't wanna hear about that s**t #can't blame y'all honestly. i get tired of hearing about it a lot too #but this? i feel like there are some people who might need to hear this #to know 'Yeah! there are people out there with those struggles too!' #look. i can't discuss lgbtq+ topics on my streams cause my dad watches them. that and my family is subscribed to my Youtube channel #i can't come out to my family cause i know they won't accept me #they aren't abusive. it's just. i know that they'll judge me for it and all that #going to church on sunday mornings and wednesday nights is a 50/50 shot between it being a Regular Sermon #and something that feels like a personal 'f**k you and f**k your friends' #and heck! even the Regular Sermons might have a Comment™ thrown in there! #I Can't Even Use The Correct Pronouns For One Of My Friends In Front Of My Family. I Have To Misgender Them #it's just. it gets Tiring y'know? #why do y'all think i reblog the occasional post dunking on Those Christians™? it's cause i agree. it sucks #and i'm saying that as a CHRISTIAN #like. i'm willing to admit that Yeah. People In My Religion Suck. Not Gonna Disagree With Y'all There #just. jeez. can people in my religion be Not Horrible. For Five Minutes #Why Do They Think That Other People Just. Don't Like Them? #dear lord #anyway. rant over #hope i could spread some positivity <3 #ranting raving and venting time #<my vent tag that i barely use