ten hag? more like no hag amiright
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the thing about having been really broke. averaging $500 a month in a good year broke. using a gamestop credit card i shouldn't have qualified for to buy taco bell gift cards for food broke. is that i am SO bad with money. i have a degree in accounting and i am so bad with money. i do not think of myself as superstitious at all but money feels so cursed. not in a spiritual way, i mean literally. practically.
having 'too much' money feels so bad. money is a thing you spend as soon as you get it because it's so cursed. the more it is the more cursed it is. i save too much money and bad things will happen that cost all my money. money is a thing that summons expenses. if i have no money and the car breaks down i find a way to make it work. i scrounge and resell and pass the hat and talk to my mom's friend's friend who knows a guy and in the end i'm so relieved to be right back where i started. but if i were saving my money for a new computer and then the car broke down, the money is just gone. i spent the money i saved for a thing i wanted on a thing i needed instead and after all that hoping i'm right back where i started.
i get a windfall and i set the money aside because if i'm careful that's enough to pay for gas for months. but then i need to pay for heat and i apply for assistance and they look at my bank account and see i have money and now they won't help pay for heat. soon it's just a habit. i get the money and i spend the money. immediately, as soon as possible, get this money away from me. don't even save enough for cigarettes. i can find money for cigarettes, somehow i can always find money for cigarettes. cigarette money is a weird magical fake money i summon from dark corners whenever i run out of cigarettes. i don't know how it works either. i've tried to summon the cigarette money for things that aren't cigarettes and it never works. just get this out of my bank account. get it out of here before something notices there's money here.
anyway i'm working on it but god it's hard
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Me when I saw that snoozing tumblr live now works for 30 days instead of 7: 😀
Me when I saw that snoozing tumblr live no longer removes its icon from the bottom bar AND that there’s no way to make the little “NEW” pop up go away either: 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
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the fact that the first act of cannibalism in the wilderness isn't an act of survival but an act of intense grief. and the way shauna does it in secret. the way all her means of getting close to jackie have been unacceptable and shameful
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i don't understand simple economic concepts but that's okay because it's just #girl maths and i love being lazy but that's fine because it's my #girl job and this movie was complicated until i replaced nuclear war with the idea of me losing my favourite lipstick thank god for explanations for the #girls and yes i have an eating disorder but don't worry it's just #girl dinner and men love the roman empire but #girls care more about pop culture... like omfg are you people hearing yourselves?!??!
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*grumble grumble* my photos are being annoying
LOOK AT THE COOL DUDES, I feel like Jax would try and make Wally commit as many crimes as possible with his eye eating powers
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cw: depression // mental health issues
I know many of you are impatiently waiting and hoping for more pornstar!ghost but something I need to say is: so am I.
I wish I was able to write. I wish I felt good again so that I could get lost in ps!ghost adventures and forget how much existing in the real world hurts right now. but the pain is constant and overwhelming, and I am not happy. I haven’t been in quite a while now, and I’m not sure when I will be again.
if you are here solely for ps!ghost or my stories in general, it is alright if you want to unfollow me for now. if I manage to bounce back one more time, I will write again and that pretty little ‘follow’ button will be there when that time comes.
but for now all my energy goes on just trying to keep myself alive, and I am genuinely so incredibly sorry that it gets in the way of something that I know made many of you really, really happy. if you want to write your own stories for him, please, please feel free to—you can even tag me in them and maybe I’ll manage to give them a read and a reblog.
but for now, lo needs a break and wishes for understanding and patience from you all. )-:
that is all. I love you, and if you’re struggling with mental health, please, please seek for help. you are worth it. you deserve to be happy.
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i’m gonna be negative for a second so fair warning
the STEM obsession is literally a plague on the current academic world, especially the recent “women in stem” shit. of course people who are typically discouraged from male-dominated fields should receive encouragement from schools, recruiters, etc, but i am really sick of this being turned into “STEM is the only valuable career path and you are betraying your intelligence as a woman/poc/whatever by doing literally anything else.”
there are SO many non stem jobs that are essential to the proper functioning of society and are definitely NOT worth any less than being a doctor or engineer. i’m tired of there being zero scholarships, internships, encouragement in general for literally any other career path. it’s just disrespectful and honestly dangerous. we can’t let humanities-focused subjects and careers die because STEM is the current hot topic. and i just hate most of all the appropriation of feminism to do it.
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