#this video was made for me and me exclusively

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

FELLOW EUROFANS! this is my only oportunity to talk about OT AND Eurovision so I have to post this video I just found about Eurovision songs in Operación Triunfo (updated until the 3rd week of OT 2023), if you have any questions i will be more than glad to answer them !!!!

Just in case it is a bit confusing as it is not in english, in the left you'll see the country and the year it went to eurovision, then it will say the song in the middle and below it the person who sung it in OT and when in the program (also the edition which is important to me personally), and in the left there's the position it got on ESC <3

#eurovision #esc #vivitalksot #this video was made for me and me exclusively #dime appearing twice... EXACTLY #our national anthem #i also love how much gisela appears throughout the video... she really was the moment #gisela lladó you'll always be famous (she was the voice of elsa in the castilian dub of frozen btw !!!! also represented andorra in esc) #I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR MANU GUIX SINGING A-BA-NI-BI THAT WAS A JUMPSCARE #he looked so young in that performance as well 😭😭😭😭 #okay now we get to the good part the new ot (yes i'm using the tags to react live to the video don't mind me) #euphoria by thalía and miriam... literally history of spain i am not joking #nerea's performance of quédate conmigo was SO GOOD and SO CRIMINALLY UNDERRATED #i don't want to go on a rant but. nerea rodríguez is the msot underrated OT contestant and i will die on this hill #tu canción... i do not want to talk about it #famous singing nobody but you by cesar sampson... lives were changed that night #also the guy making the video is such a coward.... he should've played the beginning of the toy performance #with maría and marilia being slutty #speaking of REMEMBER WHEN MARILIA'S PERFORMANCE GOT AGE RESTRICTED #marilia who was the sweetest contestant ever. like she's the embodiment of a sugarcube #top 10 funniest things ever #la venda <3 #I FORGOT ELENI FOUREIRA PERFORMED IN OT #RIGHT THEY DID SOLDI IN THE COVID THINGIES I FORGOT #btw!! they posted the full performance of dime in OT 2023 and you GOTTA SEE the beginning ruslana was hypnotic she was the best #Youtube

[lizzybennets]

TAYLOR SWIFT | THE ERAS TOUR 2023 Closing Night - São Paulo/BR

#taylor swift #tswiftedit #tswiftgif #tscreators #tscreatorsnet #tswiftdaily #the eras tour #eras tour #tstheerastour #dailymusicians #dailymusicqueens #flawlessbeautyqueens #dailywomanedit #userbbelcher #userthing #useroptional #usermusic #made by me #minetaylor #an exclusive gifset you know why? because i'm the one who filmed the video!!!!!!!!!

[loafbud]

I don't know when I'll finish this... but have a gif of an unfinished Deep Cut animation that I started a month ago!!

#i had this as a kofi exclusive for over a month but idk when ill finish this so i made the gif public #i still have the video version w/ the music as a kofi exclusive tho!! #for context big man's singing an upbeat ver of the take me out to the ballgame song- the vid's about splatfest stuff! #splatoon 3 #splatoon deep cut #animation #splatoon #loafbud #digital art #fanart

[sparky-is-spiders]

More thinking about the Jonder (Jon Gender). I imagine Jon discovering it/its pronouns and just being Drawn to them. Jon meets somebody who goes by it/its and can’t stop thinking about it (pun intented) but can never work up the courage to admit it even to themselves so they use they/them in their head or with close friends (read: Georgie) and he/him everywhere else. By the time Jon is ready to use it/its for itself it’s already at the Magnus Institute, a place where they feel a constant need to come off as Professionally As Possible and nobody ELSE is using Neopronouns (for the same reasons as Jon, although it doesn’t know that) and is it even safe to be out as any shade of queer at all so it continues with business as usual pronoun-wise. And then it discovers that it’s turning into an eldritch inhuman monster and its gender feelings get 5000% more complicated.

#obligatory no j//mart or martin since this is going in the main tags and I Do Not Care for either #i don’t mean to be aggressive it’s just unavoidable in the broader fandom but i REALLY want to share my Jonder Thoughts #anyway this IS projection. how could you tell? #only instead of meeting somebody i watched a video where one of the speaker’s used it/its and couldn’t stop thinking about The Pronouns #i still don’t use it/its irl (at least not exclusively) #but they’re what i go by online #and i really really like them #i enjoy feeling like a Creachur living in other people’s phones and computer screens #anyway my thoughts on the Jonder are that Jon is a nonbinary transmasc (possible agender) Just Like Me!!!! #but i embrace and accept any reading of jon (except for cis. i just don’t see it at all. sorry) #i should have a sorting tag for all my jonder posts cause i’ve made a few now #and it matters a lot to me for reasons not unrelated to projection #ok here it is -> #jonder #jon sims #jonathan sims #tma #the magnus archives

[ilottthepilot]

i love wag birthdays because the part of me that's a judgemental bitch needs to know with how much taste/creativity these rich men walk into a florist's shop

#the roses in lissie's bouquet are stunning but whenever men pick one that exclusively has roses that gets a side eye from me i can't lie😭 #like you couldn't have asked the florist to make it a little more interesting? #that tiktok that lily made ages ago lives rent free in my mind #'my biggest flex is that i told him i hate boxed red roses on the first date' #and the rest of the video is just the most stunning flowers alex got her... nobody even comes close

[sapphire-weapon]

some of you guys are really having a hard time coping with the fact that RE wasn't made for you, huh

#it wasn't made for me either #very few video games are #this is a reality i accepted back when i was like #ten years old #yall need to figure it out #video games are still a MASSIVELY male-dominated medium #which sucks bc it's been statistically proven that women are a higher percentage of game players than men #but women primarily play mobile games #AAA games are still the realm of cishet men #this is the reality of the world we live in #maybe more women and queers would play AAA games if publishers stopped catering exclusive to cishet men but #lmao why fuck up a good thing amirite

[crengarrion]

few things are as touching as the appreciation hardworking, heartfelt, passionate, dedicated young people express when you support them. sometimes this appreciation is shown by those young people sending you unedited footage of their professional wrestling ambulance matches and it fucking rules.

#[ whispers ] #mango brought to my attention a ugandan pro wrestling promotion fundraising for their first wrestling ring and i decided to reach out #to them because i made a post raising awareness on my wrestling sideblog. they asked me to record a video saying hello to a young lady #wrestler of theirs i said i'm a fan of. so she can record a video saying hello back to me! and then sent me exclusive footage of a match! #i cannot stress this enough: reach out to dreamers. reach out to the people making their dreams reality. to artists and musicians and #writers and people blogging about their cultures' food and their daily lived experiences and dedicating their lives to community outreach #and harm reduction and activism and rescuing animals and raising awareness. tell the people making what you love that you love it and #admire their hard work. thank the person bagging your groceries and driving your bus with a big smile. tell the makeup artist standing with #palestine openly what that means to you. one of my favourite authors is on tumblr and i'm reaching out to her after i read her new book that #just published. one of my friends became a well known poet in pakistan because a group of us all sent CDs of our spoken word poetry to each #other and made all of our friends listen. i'm friends with youtubers because i've been vocally supporting their videos since pre-YT or early #into their channels and have met up with some of them to hang out and talk shop. don't just cheer people on silently! let them know! #long post #sorry. overcome by my simple love for humanity in the midst of unfathomably dark times. it will happen again

[troublefemme]

A lot of people want community, but they don't want to put in the work and effort it takes to build community

to be honest, I've considered that some people's concept of community tends to be aggressively one sided

#i just saw a tiktok video that made me think about it and maybe I'll talk more about this later #but yeah this has been making me really frustrated because i see a lot of leftists talk about community but exist like they're an island #or that if someone asks you for a favour they're basically harassing you #like you get it. that's kinda part of it. being there for each other because you care. bc they're part of your community. #or talking shit out and allowing for growth #instead of punishing them with exclusion bc they made a mistake w/o even communicating with them what it was #idk i have a lot of thoughts on this #and it's just like... the discourse is so superficial. i kinda think people use buzzwords to appear more progressive than they actually are #because appearances matter more than actual beliefs i guess #random trouble

[randomnameless]

ALERT FEH GOES SOMEWHERE NO FODLAN GAME EVER WENT

From the video on the Feh channel on how to use the new heroes, they explain a bit of background about the units :

@renisfan watched the jp subtitles and of course the "heartless" part isn't in the jp subtitles because this is Fodlan content !

WHAT

What the fuck ???

SOTHIS GIVES A FUCK ABOUT HER DEAD CHILDREN AND WANTS TO TERMINATE THE ONES WHO KILLED THEM ??????

Note who is fielded with her (Flayn didn't get the memo grandma needs to be alone to gain more stats !)

PROTECT THOSE ALLIES LIKE HER KIDS AND GRANDKID ????

Of course this Sothis is a fallen hero, she gives fucks about her kin ! /s

Funny how this alt is supposed to be from the Nopes part where Sothis hijacks Billy's body to get revenge for Jerry ; Nopes Sothis never mentions her dead kids (save for AG) and never expresses a desire to avenge them, she wishes to terminate Agarthans (Barney) for what they did to Jerry, but not for slaughtering her own children.

In Feh proper (her quotes + forging bonds) Sothis is pissed and fights against perceived threats to both her and Billy, but we don't know why she is pissed. It could be from the same Nopes's scene when she wants to avenge Jerry, bcs Billy's accessories are Jerry related.

But in this video of Feh ??? They explain why Sothis is pissed, it's not because Jerry died, but because Nabateans, her very own children, were genocided ?

The one reason/motivation both Fe16, Nopes and even Feh work their hardest to ignore (it's just an infodump with no consequences in VW !), now this video gives it some light and thoughts ????

Like, rip to Jerry, but for the people who made this video, the only reason why Sothis could be totally pissed and willing to off the first peon who looks at her wrong is her ire at the loss of her children ?

They completely retconned the non-character she was in the Fodlan games, to make her react in a more logical way, Rhea BaD or not BaD, the second Sothis has her memories she destroys the Agarthans and their allies, to avenge the children, her children, who were massacred.

By making this video, IS first shows that Sothis genuinely cared about her children and maybe Rhea wasn't completely delusional when she called her a loving mother, second, and more importantly, they just shat on 3/7th of the combined games. Tru Piss!Sothis wouldn't marry Billy after siding with Thales to finish the massacre of Zanado, and Supreme Leader would have also been terminated, even if Sothis had to take over Billy at that point. Ditto for Clout in Golden Shower, if Sothis!Billy is from around, he dies the second the plot arrow crits Rhea. Jury's out on Supreme Bullshit, but I doubt Sothis would be A OK to work for Supreme Leader whose aim is, at times, to make Garreg Mach Rhea's tomb.

And third, only for the lols, where plot reasons prevented them to meet and interact in the Fodlan games and when Sothis being a piece of crap prevented an interaction in the halloween event, Retcon!Sothis finally meets her daughter in this video ! It's a nice nod to last year, F!Rhea believing and wishing she would meet her mother again in Askr, and the video delivers - Sothis, through Billy, protects her !

Of course this content only pops up in a video bcs even Feh in its main game cannot drop such a heavy dump on Fodlan's writing and plotholes, but I wonder what prompted IS to release this video, with this explanation as to why Sothis is angry.

#Fe16 #Sothis stuff #This video makes me reconsider so many things lol #Of course it's not canon #This alt is from Nopes and this scene doesn't even appear in Feh proper ! #lizard family time? #Sothis giving a fuck about her kids dead and living and Rhea reuniting with her mom #Like what is it some sort of beta from Nopes ? A draft that was used as toilet paper ? #I'm pretty sure this video was made by IS or the IS team working on Feh #We all know this would never have seen the day if it was KT #Or a content exclusively made by Pat'n'pals #The script was even lolcalised with the heartless comment lol #But this is imo a huge middle finger at nopes #And whoever who worked on the Fe16 team who let that plothole happen #Sure sure it's only on a video few people watch bcs the units need to sell #Thus must sort of fit with their home game's narrative #Even if said narrative sucks #This makes me think the Dimitri Ike comparison also happened in a video ? #Never in the main game bcs uwu #But it's not the first time they do this ? #Fe heroes #GG to them

[julianalvarez9]

julián teniendo una araña en la bombilla this means so much to me

#dios este video realmente top content #made exclusively for me #manchester city #man city #mci #julian alvarez #mcfc #julián álvarez

[karinyosa]

one realization i’ve had is that a lot of the models for masculinity and/or manhood that i kind of gravitated to when i was younger were not the most typically masculine. it’s weird having things in common with other transmascs but also very clearly going for different things. like i feel a kinship with you but sometimes i think we’re not quite the same. also been a reminder of like what kid me was actually going for when i dressed and acted The Way i Did in middle school

#persolaise perfumes singlehandedly saved me by looking and acting like he does #the first video of his that i watched he was reacting to this scent that’d been marketed with the phrase ‘’for real men’’ #he was like put off but trying to give it a chance #and he made this joke about having lost his real man card a long time ago or something #and i was like HAAAAA . love you #me.txt #anyway i was watching this trans guy podcast and they were like averagely masculine men and it was like #hm i think we have different priorities kind of. like i have a feeling we wouldn’t completely relate kfhdkfn #it wasn’t a feeling of exclusion just an awareness of difference #they were talking specifically about wanting to feel manly and like had mildly sort of touched on and laughed about that in sort of #an inside joke way. and i was like WOW i like would not care about that at all. like i don’t think i’ve ever worried much about manliness #passing certainly but not that as far as i can remember #and it took me back to being weirdly drawn to like. floop from spy kids and people like that and i was like hm. there’s something there #i say that and then dress the way i do in my selfies kdbsksh #for me it’s more of a mannerism and presentation thing than anything else i think #like persolaise truly was a reminder that like. oh yes i can speak and act like that and dress fun and still be a man #truly it’s just that i was drawn heavily towards queercoded male characters like i think that’s a lot of it #i guess i have worried about manliness in some ways but it’s never really been something i’ve aimed for #the closest thing would be like. gentlemanly fkdhdknd #or something along those lines #anyway some men just click for me in terms of people i can kind of reference myself to and it’s like #often a pleasant surprise when it happens #alan cumming and persolaise are very much on that list #another essay in the tags

[magentagalaxies]

on the note of kith season 6 (didn't want to derail the other post but have been thinking about this lately): one of the only things i disliked - or, rather, that felt off about the revival - was how crisp everything felt in terms of the aesthetic. like ik filmmaking technology has evolved since 1994 and they couldn't do the live studio audience even tho they wanted to bc of covid, but idk the original series despite clearly working with cbc and hbo always had this diy energy, vs the new season just very much felt like oh this is a corporate thing that was location scouted and filmed on a lot

but what's interesting about this fault is that you look into anything else the kids in the hall have made themselves in the past decades and it still has that exact diy aesthetic, sometimes unintentionally but that's the best part. like, i'm the most familiar with scott's works for obvious reasons, but you look at something like contemporary mouth congress music videos or any other video project scott's made just bc he wanted to make it and you can see obvious green screens, the fact that it was clearly filmed on an iPhone, using stuff around the house as props, etc. and if you look at bruce's youtube channel you get that sense as well, and it's so delightful to see bc yeah this comedy isn't a corporate entity, it's just something these guys have to make bc they are passionate about it

anyway i guess what i'm saying is if they ever decide to do another kith revival season they should have paul bellini direct it on his iphone 5 and film 99% of it at the toronto library's green screen room

idk maybe this post is too niche bc a lot of the stuff i'm citing (i.e. mouth congress music videos) hasn't actually been released yet and also i have literally been on these diy sets in the past year where someone just set up a pop-up greenscreen in their living room and my "job" is to make sure the pets don't wander into frame. but yeah idk i find it very funny that watching the revival my only complaint was the lack of that genuine diy spirit and then one year later i'm part of that type of production

#no idea if this is relatable i just had thoughts lmao #this is also inspired by the obvious greenscreen and using-his-real-cast-as-a-prop in scott's promotional video #like again it's probably bc i've been there when scott and paul are just casually filming something at paul's apartment #but i look at something like that and i can just feel all the conversations that went into putting it together #and it's funny bc i get that sense watching the original kith tv show but not as much the amazon show #(which is wild bc i have heard behind the scenes stories from the amazon show too??? spoiler alert people were very stressed) #and i also think the diy tendencies are why i even had a chance to connect with the kids in the hall #bc so many comedians just get accustomed to working exclusively on projects that a studio has set out for them #but the kids in the hall and ESPECIALLY paul bellini love smaller projects where they get to build something from the ground up #paul has made 5 different feature films that he wrote and directed and filmed entirely on an iphone 5 #(not sure if they were all specifically that model of phone he may have upgraded at some point lmao) #(also he's planning to release them onto youtube soon!!) #but yeah the goal with these iphone films was never to win every award and make a bunch of money. it's the passion for making movies #and i think since i'm a very diy-oriented person who's like ''idc if someone gives me permission i'm gonna make a multimedia musical'' #that's what made paul see potential in me which is why i even got the chance to do any of this stuff #anyway i guess what i'm saying is my advice for everyone is: just make the thing! even if you have no budget and no backing #bc even a scaled-down version of the thing is still impressive bc you made it!! #if scott thompson can film a ''crowd scene'' in scottland by drawing faces on a bunch of fingers and just filming people's hands #you can make your project something iconic

[mikiruma]

any other autistics feel like this when you see someone talk about your special interest but they give off huge vibes they actually have no idea what theyre saying and get basic info about it wrong

#talking #silently taking a break from twitter bc i obliterated my profile & everyones feeds <3 #also hi i watched some of caddicarus's video on ps1 accessories and hearing him talk about bemani games made me rabid #fixating on bemani & having any game other than ddr get discovered by comedy game reviewers #i know its for the funny but come ON..... PLEASE use google..... #actually i love reading the tags ppl have added so heres some more rambling #konami has in-house artists making music for their rhythm games. its not 'random weird stock music' #the guy who majorly disrespected tomosuke's orange lounge project like that..... die!!!!!! #the way ppl say ddr is by nintendo or think bemani is a shovelware company bc they dont recognize the name #but yeah daddy caddy specifically saying its ddr mixed with rock band drums. violence violence violence #bitches will play ddr rock band and guitar hero exclusively and try SO hard to compare other rhythm games to it #i cant wait to explode peoples brains with chunithm (not bemani) or sound voltex or wacca (also not bemani) or museca or dance evolution

[heisttheblackflag]

girl help I ranted abt the rt app to my gf and it just made my hatred of it worse

#why and how is it the worst video player I’ve ever seen in my life lol #Disney+ is also rough but the rt app has not been usable since they changed to hosting it themselves despite them updating and fixing it #REPEATEDLY. ALL THE TIME #hey remember when they launched the new one and everyone was so mad they took it down again until they made it (barely) usable? I DO #I just want. my continue watching to be accurate. the partial time stamps to be accurate. & A GODDAMN FULLSCREEN BUTTON #it’s NOT THAT HARD #ALSO my videos just started looping instantly at the end of the video & that is. dogs hit #I’m so mad there’s first exclusive db content bc the rt app drives me up the fucking wall #my gf was very funny abt it tho bc they hate rt so that made me feel better lmao #anyway. #rt wank #original

[snakesinsocks2005]

Matpats retiring from youtube?? What? Uh. Hm. Not sure how to feel about this

#matpat #game theory #on one hand i havent really kept up to do date with his videos in a short while so it wont make that much difference to me #but on another hand. the guy who made the atleast 30+ theory videos ive repearedly enjoyed is leaving. so. #not even exclusively fnaf related. ive watched lots of his other theories and while they jay not nessessaryily be Good theyre entertaining #snake hisses

[mumblesplash]

so any way as part of my efforts to undermine my own brand i have now made a youtube channel 

#it's all stuff i've already posted here at this point but may at some point in the future contain exclusive content #it's impossible to know for sure as my behavior is unpredictable and my motivations inscrutable to everyone especially me #i still can't believe i've made any videos at all #my descent into madness (considering maybe dabbling in animation) is well underway #i draw i draw i can draw i only ever draw pictures i'm an artist #mumbling