#truly always blesses me!

[zeroarmsgrani]

ulforce ko-fi c0̷mmission for sse_aee on twitter, i'm so happy i got to draw ulforce for you 🥹!!!

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#digimon #digisafe #ulforceveedramon #ulforce v dramon #royal knights #i always think about our ulforces watching coocmelon together...... truly blessed sobs #grani.png #commission #thank you for the tip and for commissioning me!

[myork]

sweaty messy hair jungkook for @jung-koook ♡

#bts #btsgif #jungkook #dailybts #jungkooksource #maknaelinegifs #trackofthesoul #mgfs #happy birthday sky !! ♡ #thank you for always being so kind to me and always helping me out <3 ur truly one of the nicest people here and u deserve all the support #and love <3 don’t let anyone tell you otherwise !! 😠 #this is for u i hope u like it 🤡 i made it under an hour because i desperately didnt want the clock to hit 12 but then i realised ur day is #probably already over :/ #anyways ignore how inconsistent and random this is i just wanted to whip up something quick for u wish i had taken out time and made #something more coordinated :/ im sorry:/ but anyways i hope u enjoyed ur day <3 god bless and have an amazing rest of the year ahead <3

[madamescarlette]

don't you love when you're like, okay now I'm going to leave this sorrow in the old year so I don't turn into a crotchety bitter person over it, and then you walk on feeling all refreshed and bright no longer carrying it on your shoulders, but then the sorrow wanders after you like a child who was lost in the supermarket weeping its eyes out and it says to you where did you GO I was lost! I was lost and I missed you!!! and you can only sigh and take it by its hand and say to it very well. here's your seat. I'm sorry I left you behind, I promise it was with the best of intentions, but I want to do my best by you, so let's sit together and try to figure out what you're saying to me.

#thinking out loud #i'm truly like. ok i'm mostly fine i'm a little bit going through it because it's harshest month of winter and it's always weird this month #but i just think it's so funny that i have to be like OH you don't suddenly stop....hurting over something because you decided to! #if you were missing someone who was important to you two months ago by golly you probably still will two months from then!! #weird how that be! anyway #it's funny to me because it's like the opposite of object impermanence #i used to think i was all heart no head and that there's a part of me that went hard in the opposite direction to counteract that #but i am still as much as heart as i ever was except now i have my logical side going yip yip girl we gotta go!!! let's go!!! #and the heart is like holding up a shakey hand going oh lads you go on without me...i just need to catch my breath for like....15 years #anyway anyway. the narrative is indeed kind but that doesn't mean that it doesn't sting sometimes #but! we can do the best that we can and take our troubles by their hands and learn what we can from them and it will all be okay in the end #(i hope this post isn't too complainy or miserable. i may take it down later but i feel the need to say it somewhere.) #regardless of that. happy Friday my friends I love you all dearly bless you for being near me <3 <3

[yeonban]

I might be ~quirky~ for this (welcome to my twisted mind and etc) but I genuinely have so much fun with shipping nowadays, ever since I chose to be singleship for each muse. I feel like my adhd has never allowed me to pour even half as much care and attention into a ship as I'd have loved to when I had multiple ones at the same time per muse, so being able to focus on a single romantic dynamic per muse really feels like a weight off my shoulders

#* ooc. / posts. #I also know my adhd is all over the place so at times I may go a few months w/o bringing that specific muse (and thus ship) up #(unless you approach me in dms; in which case my mind typically instantly goes !!! on the muse & ship) #so I'm INCREDIBLY touched whenever my ship partners agree to be singleship w me. It's truly such an honor and blessing to me #and I feel like it's much easier for my muse to get very attached when their romantic attention only goes to a single person; #so you can best believe that from the moment we start shipping your portrayal will ALWAYS. and I mean /ALWAYS/ be intertwined with mine #doesn't matter if you drop the muse or leave tumblr or stop writing altogether. your muse will Always be my muse's special someone #I've had tons of ships where my partner disappeared off the face of the earth one day and yet all I've done was change 'singleship' #to 'noship' bc my muse's heart to this day (several irl years later) continues to be with their portrayal; REFUSING to look at anyone else #Granted this is also why I'm so picky with shipping; in the sense that I let my muse lead the way til they fall in love #and only THEN do I ask the mun if they're fine w our muses being a thing (and thus being singleship w me) #I used to say yes to people just asking to ship and while I know that's a neat option too; I simply. Cannot do that these days ADGHSAJDSDK #nothing against anyone nor against that route; but I've had a good share of ships that crumbled or made me lose muse bc my muse wasn't #feeling the ship. so I'm no longer going ahead unless the muse falls first and makes ME start shipping it rather than the other way around #and that decision has unironically made me feel so light and comfortable here AHDSAJDSKDJ #AH NEY WAYZ!! I need to be sedated bc why am I awake at 11 am. I HAVE NOT SLEPT.

[chibi-scone]

It’s been said before and the fact that I’m an Izzy simp aside like having a character who survives the most certain death shit ever (shooting himself in the head at point blank) and literally being nicknamed by another character “indestructible” and then become a symbol of protection for a whole group of people die from a fucking bullet to the side that was established in universe to have no vital organs in order to “atone for his sins” or however you wanna spin it and have him say he wants to go after (see point one) literally trying to kill himself in the show that is literally about growth and betterment of the self in a cruel world that wants you dead and where the main (and mostly queer) characters survive the most batshit insane injuries is like COSMICALLY stupid writing like I don’t even understand how you get there and the fact that it’s supposed to be a kind/ happy/meaningful ending is beyond me

#and Izzy’s whole speech to Ricky before that could be interpreted as what like #being about even if you kill and try to eradicate queer people we’ll always be here #and then have RICKY deal the killing blow ???? #wahhhh it’s symbolic #ok it would’ve been more symbolic to have the fucking queer character live like idc you’re all stupid god bless #ofmd critical #tbd #maybe #oh and then I mean not even talking about how it’s supposedly all good #because the main gays who had borderline no redeeming qualities this season had their picket fence ending #literally what’s the point of having Ed come back from the dead #so he can learn that death is not the answer and that there’s love and betterment for him #and have that whole scene with Jim and Archie where they refuse to kill one another because there’s more to life than the cards #they’ve been dealt and they can be the difference #JUST TO HAVE THAT ENDING #my god I just #sorry if you guys are sick of me ranting about ofmd like 5 months after the shit show supreme #but these are like all thoughts that I’ve just had in my head for months but tried to forget #and now they’re just spilling out like idc anymore #ppl have made so many good posts that all say what I think but ig I still need to rant myself jvhsjnv #how long can your neck be for it to allow you to bury your head so deep in the sand #where you truly believe this is good writing idk #side note but gifs of cats randomly blowing up are my favourites #‘Izzy bettered himself before dying so it’s aaaallll good’ hits you hits you #stupid ass shit argument but also that was across maybe a week and dude was piss drunk dissociative half the time

[essektheylyss]

I presume that if you follow me you probably like D&D-esque storytelling, amoral mages, and also treason, and if so you are in luck!

I wrote probably the most on brand piece for a very cool publication called Ballads of the Distant Reaches, in which all of the stories take place in (and build the lore of) the same fantasy world. Mine is the story of a former magical arms dealer turned priest of chaos on trial for treason following a siege of the capital by his former collaborator. (Like I said, very on brand.) I got to write some absolute bastards in some absolute shit situations, and also a very fun description of a realm of chaos. Check it out!

#I do in fact only know how to self-promote in [tacky middle school PSA voice] I'm so sorry #this is the last one for the time being lol. reminders for myself that I need to like. submit things again. and also WRITE #I do not in fact know ever when things are getting published. what is time. #genuinely loved pitching and writing this. @ the universe pls let me write more things on pitch. #truly this pitch got picked and I was like 'literally all of my favorite fucking things. god bless.' #advice for pitching stuff: only send pitches that you actually want to write. that seems obvious but like. #it's real easy to go 'what does this publication want' and that should ALSO be a consideration but #three rules of pitches: what does the publication want? what are you excited to write? what gaps can you identify that you can fill? #anyway as always I will stop chatting in the tags about business things again #i can't help it i'm a capricorn 😔

[suburbanlegnd]

I’m sorry but men are so fucking ugly. Actually I'm not even sorry, but like how can y’all even like them? Peak comedy.

#not my friend showing me a pic of her crush saying that he's so hansome and cute #but he's just ANOTHER UGLY IDIOT WITH CURLY HAIR AND GLASSES #he looks like timothee chalamets twin or maybe even worse #y'all will literally hype any guy #people talking about their crush are always so fucking annoying MY GODDD #everyday of my fucking life i am thankful to the universe for not making me be attracted to guys #truly a blessing if you ask me #rambles

[rhymaes]

the 'I knew him first' vs 'I knew him fully' & all the ensuing gratifications and absences that mark the Xianle trio's understanding of Xie Lian opposed to Hua Cheng's. THAT is devastation baby!!!

#i loved him despite vs i loved him because LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEE a devotion always at your back door waiting to be let in #opposed to the supposedly conditional devotion on your doorstep #one must shrink so the other can rise & neither can coexist because they exist in complete opposition #and this is SUCHHHHHHHHHHH a long way of me saying that hua cheng and feng xin will always be xie lian's #biggest supporters & the reason feng xin is included in that is because of how xia lian knows him & knows what devotion #is to him & how it is expressed & that age & affiliation are tags that pull you apart as much as they string you together #AND I LOVED YOU FOR WHAT YOU WERE FOR WHAT YOU ARE EVEN WHEN I COULDNT SEE IT BECAUSE I WAS BLIND BUT I WANT TO COME BACK BECAUSE #I NEVER TRULY STOPPED BELIEVING AND LOVING YOU EVEN IF I DID IT WRONG #anywayYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY can u tell. can u tell how ucking. much the xianle trio's relationship to each other means to me #esp in light of hua cheng's unwavering devotion when its like. as much as we would like that to be a permenant reality---thats actually the #outlier behavior here lmaoooooooooo your love will forever be overshadowed because of a SUPERPOWER LOVE NO ONE KNEW COULD EXIST UNTIL IT DI #& also hes a devestation so like. watch out haha #tgcf #heaven official's blessing

[ichthyorelationships]

ideas: i didn't really think of him being underwater but they deserve to have drama by crying there too so i just think you could say something about the composition being denser than water or w/e. proteins

i'm always like good thing he didn't try to exit asap via swimming in ciao alberto But What If He Did lol. just swim Somewhere else along the coast, maybe panic about [money??] & whether somehow this ruins school for luca, whether he can get in touch w/o it being On Sight b/w him & all marcovaldos, consider just kind of trying out other places, traveling after all...fascinating considering the other povs on the issue like: now there's the paguros to sympathize w/a kid vanishing, luca however in a somewhat more novel position there, giulia's throwback to alberto being a bit perplexing lmao, kind of thinking the best massimo could do is have a prewritten letter for luca to give to alberto If Possible, conveying something like i know you didn't set my livelihood on fire on purpose but even if you did i'd want you to stay. and luca in a position to do all of "maybe give the island fun facts so someone can check if he's there" & "wait & hope alberto can/does get in touch" & "have a lot of feelings"....not even the context of what this drawing is about necessarily, just tacking it on here anyways. ahead of time i went "heh now i Know they're gonna have it get little Real here b/c it's really about alberto wanting the security of feeling he can 'earn' a sustained relationship" then the short cleared & i was lying completely dead on the pavement

#luca 2021 #pixar luca #alberto scorfano #love when like ''yeah ofc you Could guess approx what would happen; b/c of The Themes & things following them'' #but then like of course it still manages to Surprise. feels apt when like ppl doing some savvy media analysis can Guess along w/the film #like oh we're gonna fight here we might have our secret revealed here yep. then get caught off guard by alberto but 110% surprised by luca #even as ofc it all makes sense & is cohesive w/those Themes that have been unfolding; not just breaking w/the material to Surprise us #but still unpredictable. the whole movie being so vignettey (god bless. i live) allowing for a lot of that too like just Stuff Can Happen #someone can guess alberto's dad is not in the picture really but you could think oh he's been killed by humans. No lol... #or massimo lost an arm to sea monsters. but no. oh my god & this is how i realize i didn't draw alberto's arm scar hang on lol #okay there it is. here we go gays (me turning in for some rest at 8:15 am) #oh i read this picture book in the internet archive abt like A Parent Expressing Unconditional Love via conversation w/a child. hang on #''even if i did something awful'' by barbara shook hazen; i did think of it here. let me obtain a quote for effect... #[but what if i did something really truly awful?] [like what?] [like playing ball in the living room after you told me not to & breaking #the vase daddy gave you for your birthday even if i didn't mean to & it was an accident? would you still love me then?] #[i love you so much i'd love you if you Did mean to & it wasn't an accident. / but i might also be mad & yell things like 'i've told you a #thousand times!' & 'this is the last straw!' & 'i've had it with your disobeying!' & send you to your room with no dessert... / ...& cry a #little & pick up the pieces.] [i'll help.] [but i still love you no matter what; no matter how mad; no matter how awful. & i always will.] #so long as it's commitment to Actual support which; massimo already On That even before realizing like oh bereft And you're of the sea.....

[caluski]

600 notes btw....... 🥺 thats the most a drawing of mine has ever gotten. at this point i feel like a nepo baby bc where would i even be if żmijka wouldnt like my little drawings enough to reblog them

#whatever im just really happy when she likes what i draw.... not because of her huge audience tho #truly such a blessing i feel unworthy of - having someone who likes the stuff i make! #including more people who are always so kind and supportive to me.... especially people who get excited for my silly silly little ocs.... #love u guys so much mwah #pogaduchy

[coffeedrgn87]

You people! I got the most amazing comment on a new chapter of my WIP today. It just popped into my inbox today and I was in the middle of paying attention to something on my laptop (as I was in the middle of my work day) so I didn’t pay the notification on my phone too much attention.

But I looked soon after because it said “AO3” and that’s a magic acronym and it also said “Little Prince, Kneel III” and well, I’m obsessed with the story! I guess I should be because I’m the author but that aside it really means a great deal to me and it always will. And I know there are probably a good bunch of haters out there, the series certainly received it’s fair share of flames over the years, some more upsetting than others…

But I digress!

The comment I got, you people, it was a thing of beauty. I’m not screenshooting it and sharing it here because I don’t know whether the commenter would want that… And I know I could blur out their username, but listen, I have a full-blown cold and doing all that seems such a maddeningly difficult job. So, instead I’m just gonna gosh here, because honestly that comment was so kind, and so heartfelt and it made me feel so so so good and inspired. I’ve received a fair few such comments and they are all beautiful and dear to me and I hold them close to me.

Today’s comment just really hit me in all the right places. ‘Cos like I’m sick and anxious and stressed and life’s been a bit much and I’m doing well (mostly) and have super good supports in place (and an incredibly kind friend to support me with a small fest I’m running), but you know when you get that warm fuzziness and it just won’t go away? Well that!

#ao3 #the mind of a writer #writer’s life #comments #ao3 comments #ao3 community #writers and readers #readers are amazing people #such kindness #💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 #these hearts are for all of you #because love should be shared #truly — been writing so long #but comments like this will always take me by surprise #drarry #draco x harry #drarry fic #coffeedragon writes #i’m blessed #sorry not sorry for going nuts on the tags #lpk #lpk3 #little prince kneel

[crybabyboyscout]

I love myself. I value myself. I am extremely grateful to live such a blessed experience 🌟

#self reflection during times of self care remind me just how blessed I truly am. everything that makes me feel otherwise is just a speck #in an ocean of possibilities #I am the master of my own reality #my needs are always met. my desires are always fulfilled and exceed my expectations #I am ready. I can do this. I will do this. I am doing this #oracle to oracle

[mod2amaryllis]

i get asked all the time if these two get along and I'm like dude.. you have NO idea

#ppl think girl dogs always bicker and maybe that's true for intact females #but these two are well and truly in love #from the day we brought goose home Joanie was like ah! you have blessed me with a babee :o) #she loved goose before i did #these two ❤️ my girls #m2a #my pets #dogs #Joanie jett #goose

[escapetheafterlife]

All the Sid and Ovi introductions are making me emotional because they're clearly going to retire soon and this might be one of the last times we see them at the all stars. Truly we're coming to the end of an era

#IT MAKES ME SAD #I DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM RETIRE #ESPECIALLY SID #i like ovi and im sad about his too BUT SID IS MY BABY #i've always been ridiculously fond/protective of sid bc i feel like i've grown up with him #to see him be the incredible player that he was and still is over the years is truly just a blessing #anyways im gonna get even more emotional if i don't stop #sidney crosby #THE captain #alexander ovechkin #pittsburgh penguins #washington capitals #nhl all star 2023

[fourteenthz]

CRYING. SCREAMING. THROWING UP.

#kelly watches cr #OH THAT WAS NICE. THAT WAS SO NICE. I ADORE how this came from a conversation of forgiveness and healing. GOD. #they are not fixing each other they are fixing themselves to be a better version and enjoy one another #they are ALWAYS on the same page it's so insane to me like when percy starts to talk about it and vex gets excited #because it was exactly what she was trying to say #and she's not the one good with words so it gets so fun watching her get more and more excited with the conversation #once percy duels more into it and then she's all giggles taking off her bow and showing him her cravings #also GOD BLESS TRAVIS. he was SO EXCITED FROM THE FUCKING START #SAME I was hiding giggling twirling my hair they make me SOOO NORMAL. #it seems to me that some of them talked about it before because matt seemed to encourage tal with the kiss #its SOOO CUTE how they can make sure things go well while improvising all the rest... the way percy ends with a commentary about vax #and vex laughs it off and the conversation gets a lot more light-hearted so it doesn't feel too out there that he kissed her #it's so funny seeing this kiss vs vaxleth “you know I'm im love with you right?” THEY ARE TRULY OPPOSITES #percahlia cautiously walking around each other for so long. vax having to talk some sense into his sister. #and just omg im not over how they found middle ground there in the forest. #vex calling him to talk just because she wanted to and it escalating to them understanding each other more than themselves could #its so cute seeing laura's and tal's reaction to it you can picture percahlia doi g the exact same expressions #and getting overwhelmed with the thought of the other having the exact same thought #it stuns me they really have nothing alike one another but they just are perfect for each other solely for the fact that they get it #they truly seem to react differently to most stuff but still being there on the same page. #idk how to describe it but the way percy always interacts with vex makes me think that's exactly what she deserves #and the same goes for the other way around. like they don't need each other but they deserve what they have in each other #ITS SO. I CARE THEM SO MUCH YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. #going insane over these guys i need fanart why am I so late im scared to search for fanart and see spoilers BUT OH MAN DO I NEED IT #screaming you with the dark curls song while staring at the ceiling and thinking about percahlia for unhealthy amounts of hours #i had forgot to post about her kiss before so i just did it NOT REALLY KNOWING WE WOULD HAVE ANOTHER ONE THIS EPISODE #thinking about the fact that percy doesn't know that vex said she was giving him her heart and that she kissed him #and how that means he had to gather so much courage to kiss her in the woods.... running away right after... how vex didn't told him abt it #.... cowards in love. my favorite trope. I swear these two are just a pair of friends that are so into each other its so simple and healthy #i just.. i love love. i love complex characters having simple beautiful things.. they deserve the entire world actually but I'll take this.