#ugh i'm so normal about him

[proceed-with-cauthon]

mat + little ones

#mat cauthon #ugh i'm so normal about him #wot on prime #wot show spoilers #barney harris #donal finn #sidenote: i keep accidentally tagging sas rogue heroes whenever i post anything #that's how you know the sasrh brainrot is deeply set #derry: gifs

[seldompathic]

Okay, so hear me out.

I've been thinking about comic ideas all day, and while there's DEFINITELY a few things I'd have to sort out (The whys & hows, all that fun stuff), I think I may have a candidate.

Would anyone be interested in a miniseries centered around Shadow and Classic Sonic?

I don't know how it'd happen quite yet, but the idea of Shadow having to work with Sonic when he's just a little guy opens SO many opportunities. Heartwarming moments, (though Shadow would never admit that they happen), learning about Sonic's past before Tails was around, and the absolute whiplash that comes with that information. I feel like it goes without saying, but just in case, this would NOT be sonadow LMFAO. Just Shadow being forced to work with the kid version of Sonic to get back home. UGH. Idk it's been rotting my brain today and I want OPINIONS 👀👀👀

#sonic the hedgehog #sth #shadow the hedgehog #classic sonic #PLEASE I NEED FEEDBACK #Tell me I'm not the only one that would kill and die for this concept #shitty sketches but DO YOU SEE MY VISION??? #Ive already envisioned their first meeting and Im so normal about it #Shadow trying to approach him and Sonic nope-ing outta there because this random dude is looking at him like they've got age-old beef #Only for Shadow to CATCH HIM- and it breaks his BRAIN because NO ONE IS FASTER THAN HIM??? (or so he thought) UGH IDK FHSJFJS FUCK

[nyxronomicon]

ugh please someone restrain me I'm thinking about yandere stepcest with Sunday...

#you can't tell me he wouldn't be into it sorry #read like half of a stepcest fic about someone i don't know and was mentally inserting him #cw stepcest #stepcest #Sunday hsr #ugh like. his social circle rarely extends beyond the family so it's kind of accidental #but like. he's having a hard time being normal about you. especially after you offer to help him with family affairs #he lets you help thinking he'll be able to keep contained but it just amplifies his desire AND he's getting a lot more alone time with you #you're totally unaware. letting him get away with his little yandere habits like not letting you leave his side or the mansion #you figure he's lonely bc his real sister is touring other planets. he's protective of you bc he can't be of her... #but his feelings for you run much deeper... into the dark and twisted parts of his heart that want to claim you. to own you. #for you to know nothing but his voice. his touch. #he'd love nothing more than to lock you away from the prying eyes of the people of penacony... #sigh I'm not ok...

[sysig]

He’s my little meow meow, my darling, my bbygirl (Patreon)

#Doodles #Commander Peepers #I'm soooooo normal about him you guys <3 So normal! <3 <3 #*Looking back over the other Little Guys I've collected* Hmmmmmmm Evil Xisuma and Spamton and Sableye and Rick Diggins #I think there might be a theme here #Just casually making Venn Diagrams in my head - Evil X has the red/black - Spamton is trans - Sableye has Gremlin energy - Rick is too tired #And those are just the ones I can think of lol - if you look I did the same stretchy pose with EX when I was still drawing him lol #The Stretch Pose is how you can tell if I like a character lol - they stretchin'? I am infatuated <3 #I mean I'm normal I'm totally normal lol #Also had to give him a bbygrl pose - I for the life of me cannot find it again but the reference is very strong in my mind's eye! #Not that I couldn't go for another one at some point lol ♪ #Ugh the middle one lol - so that Word of God I mentioned in passing about female Watchdogs #I read it in passing as just a basic research of ''Oh here's what The Original Creator has to say alright neat'' #Except that it Immediately made me itchy and I was like ''What. What brain this is not that big of a deal what are you doing'' #And I was like ''No I'm being silly about this - just because I don't agree doesn't mean it's a big deal lol'' #Except then I had stress dreams and woke up Weird the next day and the last time that happened I left a fandom #And the time before that I wrote 4 consecutive pages of 20-something panels in like 18 hours of consciousness - I have normal reactions lol #But I opted instead to vent to smol about it and she agreed with me so basically I'm just saying I'm correct lol /s #Personally Peepers doesn't strike me as misogynistic - he's very much an Equal Opportunity villain in my eyes! #And yeah I considered a lot of different angles around it but like - based on the text of WOY I just don't buy it #If it's not in the show it doesn't count! For all we know there might not even be any female Watchdogs! Lol #Would also lead to the equally-to-Spamton interesting question of How Does Trans Work in that kind of situation #I've definitely not already put a lot of thought into it don't look at me lol #Don't ask me to write an essay about both of those things I'll do it and where will that leave us lol #ANYway lol ♪ He's still the absolute funnest to draw in distress and discomfort <3 And kneeling! He makes me want to practice :D #I always feel like I can try again and do better! >:3c

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tuvok-B'Elanna dynamic at its core to me is Weird Girl on Playground vs Girl Who Walks Right Up To Her & Says "You're Weird." while everyone else just heavily implies it. Also, the reason Seven/B'Elanna works so well is their weirdgirl 2 weirdgirl communication Also 2) Seven is going THROUGH it with Janeway...Janeway is Seven's Popular Girl Friend who's sort of being condescending to you but also is genuinely trying to be nice and also there's a lesbian undertone to all your interactions as she tries to get you to submit to a makeover and that relationship will be with you forever and you'll never be able to fully say it was good or bad - yet it haunts you. Seven's relationship with B'Elanna is thinking "I hate her boyfriend so much I could treat her better" so hard that her head explodes. You know Tom did something at/before prom and Seven swooped in. You know this to be true. B'Elanna thinks Seven is so pretty and why would she even hang out with a loser like me? Why be a weirdo when you could just be popular Miss Perfect??? And they have this sort of antagonism but understanding of one another even as they keep pissing each other off and being annoying.

#Seven/B'Elanna is weirdgirl4weirdgirl #Sorry to say but Janeway is SO the popular girl who is nice to nerds but also plainly thinks of them as little projects v_v #Also not sorry to say but Tom is so 'B'Elanna you're like WEIRD you're not at ALL like other girls you're like WEIRD and I love it you're #like literally CRAZY you're the WEIRDEST girl ever not like all these other normal boring girls we should date' #I saw someone shipping B'Elanna/Kes at one point and you know what? I'll tell you something: Weirdgirl4Weirdgirl yet again - Bug girl Kes #Anyway Tuvok & Janeway are preps (evil) sorry v_v #Tom is the rich kid who dresses like he's not rich and keeps saying like no guys my DAD is rich but like ugh I hate him I'm not ABOUT that #fake glitz & glam life but you KNOW it's kind of an act...like it's kinda not but also it is. #Harry is an everyman...he's the TRUE nice popular kid #Tom is explaining D&D to him and Harry's like 'Hey dude YEAH absolutely~!' #Tom explaining D&D to Janeway-Tuvok and Janeway-Tuvok keep sharing little looks. Janeway's like 'haha cute~' and Tuvok's like 'ew' #B'Elanna/Seven will have a computer lab romance. The computer lab was B'Elanna's spot but suddenly Seven transfers and is ALWAYS in there #idk why this turned into a highschool au - who knows #this started as a metaphor but no its serious now this IS the high school au

[anna-hawk]

*slap's Jon's face*

“Stop being so goddamn pretty!!”

#jon bernthal #ugh that man #I'm so normal about him #it's shitpost time

[wiki-howell]

OUGH phil post (-20000hp)

#h #i'm very normal about them today #1) PJ !!!!!!!! #OOUUGGHHH #i LOVE HIMMM #i'm . quite hyperfixated on . him #let me live #2) dnp being so couple coded #like it's literally a triple date #ugh the gays 👎👎👎 #joeyposting #phan

[toasteaa]

Honestly? Been feeling a little lonely today ngl

#vent.tea #I didn't want to say anything about this tbh because everything has been mostly normal but #It's nothing on here and really all irl stuff because my fiancè and I were supposed to be hanging out since I was busy yesterday #And we started hanging out but then he got a text and got on his computer for something and kinda just left me alone for an hour or so #and I was trying to not be upset over it because I know he wanted to work on programming but it was the fact that we were hanging out #and he just hardlocked on his programming and then came back out with a headache. #And this happens so often nowadays and he feels bad afterwards but I never want to pull him away from it #because then he'll just be on discord talking about programming with his friends the whole time we're hanging out. #And I get it. There are times me and my friends spend all day talking but he's made comments about me being on my phone #so I thought. You know. He'd try a little harder to not get pulled into it when we promised we'd hang out together. #Ugh I'm sorry. I normally don't talk about this kind of stuff and I never like bringing my irl sad emotions onto this blog but. #I don't know. Just that gross lonely feeling that's kinda settled on me. #I'll be okay eventually. Convince myself to draw or write something. That does usually cheer me up tbh. #I'll delete this later. Just needed an outlet to get these feelings out.

[relevant-url-incoming]

There were a lot of things Corso might have imagined about the first time he got hurt bad, working with the captain. Figured he’d say something like that it served Corso right, maybe that he should have known better than to chase after the captain like a lost pup – but that wasn’t how it happened. It happened like this:

They went around a corner prepared for Imps, and got a Sith. Corso barely had time to register the agonising heat in his gut before he was sprawled on the ground as the captain danced around the Sith’s increasingly frustrated lightsabre strikes. Had the captain shoved him? Corso had thought he was all height, no muscle. He tried to sit up, to pull his blaster, to help, but all he could do was cry out in pain as the world whited out. When his vision came back the Sith was dead, a smoking hole between his eyes, and the captain was at his side.

“Risha,” the captain called grimly over comms. “Get your ass out here.”

He tugged Corso’s shirt off the lightsabre wound, pulling kolto from his pack as he did. Carefully, the captain smoothed kolto over the wound, unflinching as Corso hissed in pain. Whatever Risha said to him, it didn’t make him happy.

“I don’t give a damn,” the captain said. “We’ll come back later. There were Sith here. We need a new plan anyway.”

Corso frowned – this job was important – but the captain fixed him with a cutting glare before he had a chance to do more than open his mouth.

“This is only going to dull the pain,” the captain said as the burning sensation faded slightly. “I’m going to pick you up. It’ll hurt. Don’t shout.”

Corso tensed, half expecting to be thrown over the captain’s shoulder like a sack of vegetables, but the captain’s hands were surprisingly gentle as he eased his arms around Corso, carrying him like a bride. Corso blinked, then shook the metaphor from his mind.

It did hurt, every couple steps jarring his wound, but Corso had an easy time of it. He could occupy himself with trying to figure the captain out, like always. He looked grim and angry. Captain always did. But this time he wasn’t angry at Corso. His grip was still almost tender around Corso.

Corso had figured the captain’s variety of battlefield medicines were mostly for his own benefit. Guy got into a lot of scrapes, after all, and didn’t make many friends.

But this – this was something else.

Risha met them about halfway to the spaceport on a stolen speeder. The captain bundled Corso into the backseat, strapping him in carefully without a word to Risha. As he slid into the seat next to her, Risha glanced over her shoulder at Corso.

“That doesn’t look pretty,” she said. “I’m sure your farmboy will survive, though.”

“Drive,” the captain hissed. If either of them said anything after that, Corso didn’t know what it was. He passed out as the speeder took off.

He woke to someone’s gloved hands on his bare skin. He groaned, lifting his head just in time to see the captain step back sharply like he was afraid of Corso knowing who’d cared for his wound.

“Aw,” Corso couldn’t resist saying. “You really do care, huh, captain?”

The captain smiled for a split second before scowling.

“Don’t get yourself stabbed again,” he said. “I don’t have the time or the patience to train a new sidekick.”

Corso laughed, then winced. The captain frowned and took a step forward, but Corso waved him off.

“Don’t worry,” he said. “I won’t make you look after me too much longer. Be back up on my feet soon.”

“No, you won’t. I’m the expert here, and you’re off your feet for two days at least.”

Corso choked back another laugh. Who’d have thought the undernourished jerk with the itchy trigger finger was so nice to invalids? Then again, Corso should have. He’d seen the number of times the captain went out of his way to help someone without even pretending to put up a fight.

“Well, thanks for the save at least,” he said.

“Hey, what am I gonna do? Drag Risha out of the cargo hold?”

“She came out when you called,” Corso said. “Bet that’s got you feeling something.”

“Yeah,” the captain said. “Pissed she couldn’t do it before you got sliced up.” He wrinkled his nose, looking annoyed for a second, then pulled his gloves off and squeezed Corso’s shoulder gently. “Rest up,” he said. “We’ll be back in no time. Enjoy the break while you have it, Corso.”

#swtor #my writing #my ocs #swtor oc #corso riggs #swtor smuggler #my smuggler nalyan is out here suffering bc corso's hurt and corso is just like. so you and risha huh. #(i'm so normal about them. it takes sooo long for nalyan to even tell corso his name. they're in love. they do not admit this. ugh) #nalyan: begging to the force to let him rest #valath legacy

[dazais-guardian-angel]

went to my first con in 4 years on Friday to meet Kaiji Tang and got a Dazai autograph + video recording of him reading to me. He was the sweetest person (as I knew he would be) and interacting with him was lovely, but also at the same time oh boy it sure was an extremely stressful, ugly wake-up call of what it feels like to live in a world now where everyone around you has blissfully moved on from covid and can enjoy things normally and happily, while you'll forever be trapped in a hellscape of perpetual fear 🫠🫠🫠

#like. to be clear this was the first time i've been literally anywhere but doctor's appointments in 4 years #not just because of the pandemic but because of mental and physical exhaustion #so it was a Big Mistake to go from 0 to 100 and not ease myself into it at all #but at the same time........ it was a fucking hellscape of people. i don't think any kind of buildup could have prepared me for it at all. #it was so much less crowded in 2020 (ironically the very last place i ever went; literally on the BRINK of covid) #and now idk what it's become. a monster con. it was unbelievable. #but i was only there for less than an hour but i was so so so terrified that i very nearly left before even seeing him #i couldn't even fully enjoy meeting him as kind as he was because i was so anxious and distracted #and when i got back to the car i just fucking cried......... #the last five days i've just been sitting in fear waiting to feel Any sort of symptoms #i wore two masks and again was barely there for long but Still #and everyone around me was so chill as if everything was normal and No One was wearing a mask :))))) it's not fucking fair man :))))) #insert the 'they don't know' meme; they don't know how much covid can destroy your body even if you get a 'mild' case #i would never want to be that ignorant even if i wasn't disabled and didn't have reason to worry (but everyone has reason to worry!!!) #but also. ignorance is bliss and it just really fucking sucks man. #it really fucking sucks. why do they get to be happy and enjoying life and not /me?/ #why can't i do just ONE thing for myself without having it tainted by anxiety and fear that i'm going to die horribly??? #while they get to do fucking EVERYTHING??? #if they all just wore masks we could all enjoy ourselves much more comfortably than some of us are now #but no that's too much to ask from people 🙃🙃🙃 #shit sucks man. the world sucks. something that should be a happy memory for me was simultaneously the most awful experience #and i don't know how to feel about it now that it's over #he knew that i was afraid and at the end he told me that he hoped to see me again at another event someday #and that made me cry because it felt like dazai telling me to live. and i want to. but i don't know how to when the world is like this now. #i desperately want to be able to see him again someday but right now after how terrifying that was i never want to go to a con ever again.. #i wanted to ask him things about the manga and about dazai but i was being rushed and stressed so i couldn't ugh #(and doing that is hard enough anyway cause disability and i have to talk with my phone bahhhh) #at least i was able to give him my note *sigh*

[nyxronomicon]

nyx your tags 🤭 I need werewolf Toji in a way I can't explain. He lives free in my mind. Thank you so much for reading, love, especially you and how precious I know Toji is to you, I'm so glad you liked it

OMG not to be insane about it but I literally read it and my brain stopped working for like two hours. Like I needed to stare at the wall and piece my psyche back together bc I was like. Damn. I'm never gonna be a slutty little bunny on Toji's doorstep. I went through all five stages of grief about it lol

#THE HORRID THINGS I WOULD DO TO MAKE IT REAL #i was literally thinking all day. i need to tell venecia the embarrassing amount of my day i have spent thinking about this #bc I'm kinda obsessed with werewolves lately and i kept thinking Toji would make a great one #but the one that i read with it was like. in a furry way and i didn't like that lol #AND WHEN HE GOT BIGGER hucdgxhde #SORRY WAIT I'M THINKING ABOUT IT AGAIN UGH. SO GOOD 😫😫 #googling how to inception my own brain into living this scenario in my dreams #god and when you just pass out and wake up on his cock.... god i need him in heat i need him breeding me........ #anyway. I'm normal about it though

[moe-broey]

FUCK YOUR FATHER FUCK YOUR FATHER FUVK YOUR FATHWR FU--

#final one tonight (and the one i was looking for when i found the other one i was initially looking for) #(in my. fucking. folder.) #this has to be book 1??? i'm certain it is (shot taken revisiting prev books) #still like. this is so fuvked up. like. it's been so long and so it's easy to forget (esp w gustav being canonically dead now) #but like. imagine having a parent who refuses to fucking talk to you in your own fucking house #just cause they disagree w a choice you made. #and like as i say that i know for some people they don't have to imagine. severely fucked up and i'm so sorry. #UGH..... IT'S JUST...... SO UNFATHOMABLY CRUEL. #oh but he's just strict. a stern father figure. dude shut up i'm gonna throw up LMFAOOOOO #also not to be queer about it but oh my god. holy shit. oh my fucking god. jesus fucking christ. FUCK #there are many reasons alfonse fire emblem makes me insane and unwell and this js one of them #to me he's like. def queer but not in a way where it's visible. heavily influenced/defined by his agab and how he was raised due to it. #he has Just Enough things going for him to make it so he has done Everything Right. #and yet. that does not free him from SO many horrors. in a way he's punished for it. but it's all he's ever known. #it's normal. he's normal. everything is normal. this is just how it's supposed to be. #i'm going to chew on his arm. gnaw at his fuvking shoulders. have him sit on my lap and be held. #for once in his fuckinh life. #what thw fuck ever man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EXPLODE ‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 #fe alfonse

[disposal-blueeee]

ever since i saw that mini comic about jake talking about bubblegum i'm convinced that he's super gullible 😭😭

obviously scriabin doesn't believe this, maybe he was just trying to prank him or something lol

also, here's the whole thing because it looks nice like that

vargas by zarla-s

#the quality sucks #but i made this directly from tiktok #it's in private though #it's not like there's any vargas fans on tiktok anyways #it's not like there's any vargas fans ANYWHERE #jake #scriabin vargas #vargas zarla #vargas #i've been wanting to do this for a long time #i love that hair length on scriabin he looks so #help this is like the 4th jake related post i've made in a row #i'm just really obsessed with that guy honestly #i really really like him #i was just reading a post i found about him and i think i'm more in love with him than i was before #haha vargas brainrot go brrrrr #i can't complain #funny i was having a normal life and a functional brain and the next day i got into a dead fandom of a fanfiction written in 2003 #i messed up the opacity of the glasses on some frames i just noticed #i'm still sick ugh #my eyes sting #i think i'll go to sleep now

[synfell]

*shaking dp* was this intentional

#jjba #jojo ova #jojo's bizarre adventure #jojo part 3 #jojo part 5 #jjba giorno #dio brando #maybe i'm looking too closely #but they are literally polar opposites #i love it when shows do stuff like this to show similarities and differences between characters and settings #UGH #i'm so normal about him (<- lie) #f/o posting #og

[sysig]

Fallen Angel, Uplifted Human (Patreon)

#Doodles #LAC #LAC Russ #Doug Peterson #DQIX #Serena #Corvus #Hello LAC/DQIX fandoms could I interest you in a switcheroo crossover 👀 #LAC gets all of them because they're that special and versatile and also they literally jump video games lol #But also they keep?? aligning with my already-established interests lol - human and their demon boyfriend is just a fave of mine smh #I don't Entirely remember what inspired this thought other than Doug being a Celestrian and I think it all tripped from there #I think Russ as Serena was the first actually concrete thought of Who should be Where and the pieces kinda fell into shape all at once lol #It's so fun to think about ugh <3 <3 Serena and Corvus' story is so tragic - and at the end so is Russ and Doug's! #Giving them the opposing side probably wouldn't help lol but how might they react differently ♪ It's so fun to theorize #Obviously Russ has his hood up so he still made it to ghost form :( Poor lad #That said I haven't doodled the Prince of Darkness version of Doug from his Celestrain form #I'm not sure what that would look like outside of his normal demon form lol but Corvus' ensemble is very uhm....revealing lol #Cursed #That said Doug does look super cute in his duds <3 I'm sure not helped at all by Corvus' already cute fashion sense haha ♪ #Gave him modified horns for a halo since it's favourite as well :D Wonder what'll happen to that >:3c #List of characters who originally did not have fluffy angels wings: Added Doug (lol) #And then for funsies I gave the other two the reverse! They deserve a little unhinged chaos! #LBRH Serena would not need much of a push to commit some retribution lol #Also modified Corvus' demon form - it's so fun 'cause they both have canon demon designs! Love that :D #He gets little baby versions of his horns but he fully gets his wings and tail haha ♪ #They all look handsome in the clothes swaps as well ah ♥ Fun fun fun fun fun

[running-in-the-dark]

I want to be someone who has smart and interesting things to say about shows/movies that I like - like when I tried to convince my friends that they really need to watch Leverage. that would have been useful! instead I'm just like 'it's sooo good I like it so much I love all the characters they're all so awesome 🥰'

my thoughts are generally just like.

ooh he soo prettyyy. I want to braid his hair. hehe he punched someone. look at his lil face 🥰 baby boi. pretty smile his mouth is so nice I like his teeth. chest hair. hands! arms arms arms 🤤 his eyes are so pretty. oooh blood on his face, blood on his face! he's growling. annd his voice is all raspy again. I wonder [many many redacted thoughts]. ooh now he's in danger oh noo 😏

there's a bunch of 'she's so pretty' and 'I love her' somewhere in between all that too but mostly it's just. very, very stupid

#and I wonder why I don't remember the plot of probably half the leverage episodes #I'm rewatching it with my partner now and it was. definitely interesting. how I remembered pretty much everything from season 1. annd it #got so much worse after that #I wonder why that could be :') #I have said at least half of these things out loud just during the last episode I watched #I am so fucking stupid for this man #no thoughts just 😍 #my brain melts and gets replaced with just pictures of Eliot with hearts drawn all over them like I'm a creepy stalker but also 12 years old #and tbh probably half of it is actually just. oh I need him. I want him. I love him. #do you sometimes wonder why some people feel the need to share every goddamn thought they have no matter how dumb it is? #why? oh no reason. me? oh no I don't do that I'm so normal! #hey at least I didn't once mention how fighting him and fucking him would definitely not fix anything but tbh yeah no it totally would #it really would #annnd now I'm losing my mind again and I better shut up before it gets even worse #like fuck it's like I literally lose the ability to form a single coherent thought #I've had thoughts about shows before! I'm capable of that! but not wjrn #there's a man. #ugh. horrible. bad. so stupid #(but he's hot and I want him and) #(oh crap now he's really in danger oh no I don't like it oh don't hurt my baby 😭) #(oh thank god now he's hitting people again. phew.) #anyway shut up shut up shut uppp #personal