#utter horror

[mystery-star]

What I expected from my trip with my class: nice relaxing, days at the pool at the airbnb or exciting sightseeing in Lissabon and plenty of good food.

What I got: Daily mental breakdowns & sensory overloads, two panic attacks, sunburn, tummy ache, tiredness due to like 9 hours of sleep in 4 nights, fucked up sleep schedule and a migraine against with meds don't help.

#class trip #i mean there was nice moments #and one day was actually pretty nice #but the othr twos #especially one #utter horror #like someone used all my triggering things like a checklist on a day #i even googled 'how to prepare for a mental breakdown that is sure to come' #because ther was this situation i could NOT avoid and one option would have resulted in panic attacks and the other in a breakdown #i chose the panic one xD #and the attack was pretty mild because I could better prepare for it and like even help myself a bit to get out/not even in

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 170

Once again on my Ras & Danny being training rivals thanks to time travel bullshit. 

Look, Danny knows about the league of Assassins, but he almost dies of laughter when he realizes it’s the modern name of the league of Shadows. He’s an adult now, has been for a while, he’s allowed to find the situation he’s found himself in amusing. Hell, his sparring buddy who is somehow still alive is laughing too. 

And no one else knows what’s going on, okay? This random man walked into their secret base, completely ignored the many assassins trying to stop him, and called their illustrious leader a “Little Bitch Man” and they are now fighting?

The fighting is familiar, but why the fuck is Ras cackling and saying things like “Ayreh Feek” back. Practically saying “Fuck you,” while laughing and oh Pit, they’re Bantering this is terrifying, why has Ras not won yet, why has this man not died yet and- bodies aren’t supposed to bend like that what the fuck- 

Ras on the other hand, has One friend, who is immortal like him, actually remembers the shit he complains about, is also down for saving endangered animals, and actually knows how to spar! It’s not a proper spar unless someone loses at least a hand that has to be reattached! And honestly, people nowadays should know that the proper greeting to an old friend is to instantly try to kill the other. 

#dcxdp #dpxdc #prompts #Jason & Talia & the Assassins are just standing there in utter confusion #Dusan also standing there: Oh thank fuck his sparring buddy is back we kept losing operatives whenever Father decided to be affectionate #Most of the League is at least Ecto contaminated but the Al Ghuls are Liminal AF #Danny as a teen: Ur a lil bitch lmao #Ras as a teen: Well fuck you too I hope the earth swallows you where you stand #Danny as an adult when he sees his friend: Hey Bitch #Ras to everyone’s horror: Hey Fucker you’re a decade late #Danny: Had a king to kill you know how it is #Talia: Alright Jason time for you to go to Gotham I think there might be hallucinogens in the Base #Jason: No I want to see more of this this is comedy gold #Tiny Damian doing mental gymnastics: Is this Grandmother????? #No one knows how the fuck to describe their relationship- are they friends?? Rivals?? Lovers?? Just too dudes who apparently have known #each other for a Very long time????

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

haha just kidding, nothing is free!

100 bucks. fork it over.

#the drowning is metaphorical. #Its A Metaphor. #lovingly kissing his forehead and then dropkicking him into a volcano <3 #on my hands and knees Please let things go so so badly for him #Please break him i want to hear him in utter emotional agony god Please- #crack that comedy mask pleaaassseeeee take a sledgehammer to it- #Sorry. Sorry. normal. im normal about him #the cuteness aggression is jumping tf out rn #well. is it Cuteness aggression? i mean he Is very cute but hm... affection aggression... #what can i say i want to see my favs put through agonies and horrors #its like the best character advice i ever did see! characters are like geodes! ya gotta break em to see whats inside... #AND BABEY! I WANT THAT FUNNYGUY SHATTERED! #scribble garnish #barnaby b beagle #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #scopophobia #as always im not the Happiest with what ive made but!! i dont Dislike it so thats something! #it was... fun. ish #it was fun until i started doing the text <3 #i was practicing a more uhhh shrimplified style yk. more slapdash #and i blinked and then this was on my screen! #im not upset about it :]c

[nyazaii]

Something I’ve noticed

#the Latin American dub is absolutely horrendous HOWEVER #Kyles voice???? PEAK #hes tired. completely hopelessly in utter despair all the time. hes sassy as FUCK living the WORST of the horrors #he has the egotistical twink voice if y’all get what I mean #sassy completely done Kyle my beloved #living his full “nuh huh“ truly #kyle broflovski #sp kyle #sp #south park #eric cartman #stan marsh #kenny mccormick #butters stotch

[stargirl-and-potts]

Ed called himself the devil, and the crew his kids, like he was making them into some absurd legend of the high seas. And he kept up a hell of a theater. Everything the crew had asked Stede for at the start, everything they’d seemed to revere in Ed — he produced it tenfold. He looked just like the myth, the monster, the terror, and he made them the same. He did everything to show the world that caricature Izzy demanded. And Edward watched his step, and cried behind closed doors, and didn’t speak. Edward wasn’t seen on deck once after Izzy told him to put him away.

And then after they “talk it through,” and Ed knows decisively he’s failed even this — even his best performance — then he washes his face, and puts his hair up, and shows up smiling and soft-faced to steer them straight into the storm. I think that was Edward on deck, giving up at last on watching his step. Not the Kraken — Edward in despair, because his best bravura performance of the theater of fear couldn’t save or satisfy anyone. And he knew it never would — if they went on like that they’d all die anyway, on someone’s sword, or on the end of the noose.

When he asked Izzy to enlighten him on where he’d gone wrong I do think he wanted to offer Izzy one last chance to admit he didn’t want what he’d demanded from him. But I don’t think he had any real hope that Izzy did regret that. He believed Izzy was going to continue to believe in brutality, to require his performance of Blackbeard until they all mutinied or died, and that no one would stop him; that no one wanted just Ed.

And Izzy then says again to his face that it’s love that ruined everything, not the monstrous performance overtaking their humanity, and that’s what puts Ed over the edge.

He wants the crew to kill Izzy for saying love has ruined them, since he can’t. And when they don’t, he wants Izzy to kill him. (Izzy seems to love that he wants that from him; he beams, and he seems flustered to find he can’t quite do it. He adores that Ed wouldn’t ask anyone else — one final intimacy of shared despair, the death of both their humanity, and he can’t pull it out of himself. He pretends it’s Ed that’s the coward, still.)

And since Izzy won’t end him, Ed steers into the storm, puts on his brightest, bravest performance of Ed the madman, but for once it’s a performance he believes in. He wants the crew to despair of him, the way he has. He wants them to fear him the way he does. He wants their horror, their hatred, as well as his own, if he can’t have anyone’s heart.

I think he wants Jim to fight him instead of Archie — to prove to him that love means something to someone on this ship. And maybe he thinks Jim and the rest deserve to die with him if they won’t put him down and save their loves and spare the world from him. But his euphoric “Finally” makes me think he trusts they will — that they’ll see he shouldn’t live and spare him the decision. That anyone can see he’s earned his end.

It’s horrible, but it’s all he believes is real any more — that there isn’t a place for him on this earth, that the albatross can never land, and that the only peace he’ll get is to be sent under the waves like his father before him, like Hornigold and Jack and the rest — to go down to where the monsters sink when the world is done with them. And when Izzy decides Ed’s request for death is justified, and returns shot for shot, instead of saying he was wrong — Ed is glad. When the rest of the crew finishes what Izzy can’t, Ed welcomes their despair of him. He can’t keep tallying the days on his wall. He can’t bear any more hope.

Which is why I love that we saw in the end, in the in-between, he wasn’t really ready to go. In the quiet of his own soul, without any eyes on him, he was still trying to kill the Hornigold in him who said this is all he was, that he would never be good for anything else, that dying was all he could hope for.

And it’s why I love that Stede didn’t meet him at the surface, in the open air— he dove down into the depths with him. He brought the light with him; he changed the waters from a nightmare into a dream. Ed went from sinking to weightless, just because he realized that there in the depths one person still wanted Edward — one person believed in his love.

#ofmd #ofmd s2 #edward teach #I really don’t know if I can ever watch that part again #because it’s so close to the bone #my god the relief in his voice when he sees someone will end it for him #it’s utter horror #and my good god the relief it was to me to see him admit that after all that he still didn’t really want to go #tw suicide #suicidal ideation

[beechaotic]

So, I was thinking. Yknow Earth, right? You live on it (presumably) and you know what it’s like. At least, you think you do. But you only know the basics of the planet. Some people don’t even know that! Imagine in space that aliens all know just about everything about their planets, and we show up and are like “It’s blue and has a lot of water”.

#humans are weird #humans are deathworlders #humans are space orcs #writing #why are we like this #someone make this a story or something idk #humans are space capybaras #humans are space australians #but imagine the horror #and the just utter confusion #how tf are you in space and STILL don’t know all about your oWN FUCKING PLANET-

[chalkrub]

(probably) final batch of doodles! and they're actually doodles this time

garrot for @celestriakle

panny for @falling-hand-in-unlovable-hand

celeste for @grox-empire

teo for @boymosss

margolia for @shanghai-ohmy

sage for microchipt who tumblr will not let me tag!

funney aminals in hats for @pookabagi @nixie-noo and @babayanska

had to do a lot of headshots towards the end but I hope you all enjoy nonetheless :^)

#my art #i'm going away for a couple days but maybe i'll do some more when i get back #and i will for REAL for real make my sketch blog then too #watched the shittest film known to man today with a friend it was called silent house #we always try to watch horror films on whatever streaming apps we can scrounge from and they're always bad #silent house ranks below the film we watched about an underwater spooky house but still above a film called strays #which was truly TRULY upsettingly bad #not to be an utter snob but thank god for elevated horror or whatever the fuck they call it #anyway. wish me luck i'm going to london for the first time in years and the train is like £50 (VERY cool and VERY affordable.)

[chamomileteainabuttercup]

I've got a half-formed idea I can't quite squish into shape where Corroded Coffin finally has an opportunity to play where someone with useful influence - a talent scout, a music journalist - will hear them. Maybe it's a Battle of the Bands or something like that. They're keen as mustard but very, very nervous. Steve has come along to help them move their equipment and set up on stage and Eddie takes him to one side.

"Stevie," he says, pressing his hands together prayer-like, "I'm going to ask you to do something a little bit unethical."

"What, like sabotage the other bands' equipment?"

"God no. I said a little bit. You see that chick with the red hair in the white leather jacket talking to the organiser? Her opinion matters. Like, a lot. So what I want you to do is, when we're playing, you get close to her and turn on the charm."

"Am I trying to distract her?" Steve asks, looking puzzled.

"No! No, you're just going to be this big cute guy who gives her some flattering attention. That way, she remembers while Coffin was playing, she was having a good time. It's subtle, see? Psychological. You get it, right?"

"Obviously I get it," Steve says, "but what if she really wants to hear you and I'm just annoying?"

"Why would she think you're annoying?" Eddie asks, honestly baffled. "What girl would not be excited to have you paying attention to her?"

"A lesbian," Steve says immediately.

"Okay, but -"

"A happily taken one."

"Sure, but -"

"A professional who wants to concentrate on the performance and form an unbiased opinion."

"You're killing me, Stevie."

"Not to mention, you're asking me to focus on someone else when you're playing? Be realistic. I have my work cut out not to throw my underwear on the stage," Steve says, smiling.

(Here my idea kind of fizzles out. I don't know whether Eddie's encouraged by this or just exasperated that his boyfriend is no good as a henchman.)

#steddie #all my ideas about battles of the bands in the 80s are heavily filtered through Jem and the Holograms #the Misfits would absolutely sabotage the other bands' equipment #remember the time they stole the Holograms' instruments and drove off with them in their van #and then when the Holograms chased them in a car threw the instruments out the back of the van at them? #I absolutely love how much theft assault and general mayhem the Misfits perpetrate WITH TOTAL IMPUNITY #occasionally Stormer will have an attack of conscience #or Eric will realise someone's actually going to get maimed or killed and react with Utter Horror #as if the bomb wasn't planted on his orders!

[moominpopzz]

I wonder if Marks ever hit Ashe with the “Your mother would be so disappointed”…. How horrible do you think that’d fuck her up…

#sorry guys thought about Mark and Ashe again #it will happen again #I can imagine him saying it during one of those arguments ab PD #and Ashe just stopping mid retort and staring at him in utter horror #at the fact he’d ever say that #and then just completely shutting down #because fucking. ow. ow ow ow. #jrwi #jrwi pd #prime defenders #ashe winters #mark winters #jrwi mark winters

[bananatheartist]

salad

#dhmis #yellow guy #dhmis yellow guy #dhmis fanart #smart yellow guy #dhmis tv series #charged yellow guy #charged dhmis #Lesleys the one holding the tongs btw #or she’s reacting in utter horror either or #don’t hug me i’m scared tv series #don’t hug me i’m scared fanart #don’t hug me i’m scared #instagram got this too #as a treat #they also got a picture of the fruck™️ #don’t worry I still love y’all more ❤️

[emptyinkvials]

horror: literally just trying to survive in horrortale by any means possible, including manipulating people and carefully plotting his every move. is very well-spoken and very reclusive

the fandom: Haha silly serial murderer man who does fucked up shit on impulse and has issues speaking and he lives with other serial murderers because its fun!!!!

#i like the mtt dont get me wrong #i just hate common fandom depictions #Its utter bullshit #horror sans #horrortale #murder time trio #undertale #undertale au #i am angy and antsy so im focusing my energy on shitty horror depictions

[gutz-radio]

the more izzy antis say izzy hands isn't some sweet babygirl or whatever the more i'm gonna treat him like one yeah so what if he's mean. he's my sweet innocent babygirl it's just him being quirky and funny. grow up.

#like babe he isn't real why the hell are you so pressed #if you don't like him then fair enough #i don't care #but stop bitching online as if people saying some fictional grumpy old man is their babygirl is some violation of the geneva convention #like heaven forbid i call mr meanie bobeanie my skrunkly! oh the scandal! the utter horror! #izzy hands #ofmd izzy hands #like it's so dumb how everyone acts like izzy hands is the most problematic character in all of history

[thechills]

SATURN | CRONOS DEVOURING HIS SON

(just like your father, just like his before)

hesiod's theogeny · peter paul rubens · francisco goya · dead letter by jude d rosso · giovanni francesco · giuila lama · saturn by sharon olds

#this too is girl dinner #but yeah! #the goya piece has disturbed me from the moment i saw it #read into it recently & there was an art historian who described it as exuding 'violent and insatiable lust' and 'utter male fury #which yeah! it's a horrifying piece of art + a horrifying myth #and i'm fascinated by it #notes from the chills #also the caption is from a faetooth song <3 #horror in art #horror in folklore #web weaving #saturn devouring his son #sharon olds

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

walking in the rain save me. walking in the rain. save me walking in the rain

#peace and love while im rapidly blinking against icy little droplets #I Do Genuinely Enjoy It! #its a small thing! #but an utter delight! #after spending the vast majority of my life in a desert its a welcome change of pace... #except for the thunder. its incredible long & lengthy #and last night i nearly convulsed out of my chair like a Startled Goat when it hit #literally came close to flinging my tablet #the Shock! the Horror! #for a moment i feared the mountain may collapse! #but no. Thunder <3 #i'll get used to it eventually... #absolutely unprompted #better than the first time when i thought an earthquake was about to happen #in my experience: big rumbly + slight shaky = FUCK

[good-beansdraws]

Still going crazy over those lines from the anniversary stream !!!

#milgram #fuuta kajiyama #me: whats a cool way to represent large scale public interaction with a character? #me - a dumbass who hates drawing hands: ooohhh HANDS!!! #theres something very touching about a characters creator uttering the words 'they are loved' #and the bitter fact that you can love a character and still want/enjoy/watch them go through The Horrors #i just wanted to play around a bit with something and im happy how it came out!

[outofangband]

Thinking constantly of “her heart was not faint and patience will break at the last”

#the children of húrin #Aerin #the utter horror of her life never fails to get me but sometimes it gets me more than others #and her strength and defiance in caring for her people and for Morwen despite the horrifying abuse she was suffering is just… #someone decided that she was not a person tried to make her not one and hurt her so badly but her utter humanity bleeds through the words #even in such a brief appearance #this is beyond incoherent im sorry #they have fired the hall #musing and meta #to delete probably #the silmarillion #occupation of hithlum #tag ramble