#weird that it was a whole year ago

[profbastard]

I keep looking at the Castlevania au part 15 because I can't get enough of the way you draw Luigi in that one. he looks so scared but also polite in the way he sits

He’s trying to be on his best behavior 😅❤️

#thank you anon :’) #I loved drawing this one #weird that it was a whole year ago #castlevanialuigi #ask

[homoshoebill]

ONE SENSEI LIKED THE SANS REIGEN DRAWING ???3)37:$

#i was laughing my ASS OFF omg what the hell is any of this #mob psycho 100 #undertale #the fact that he hasnt liked anything since that weird twitter glitch in the likes tab over a year ago… #this whole thing will never not be funny to me #shoe.txt

[luck-of-the-drawings]

HAVNT ANIMATED IN A HHHOOOOTT MINUTE AND I WANNA GET BACK INTO IT. this here is super scuffed n cheap but it EXISTS NONETHELESS and i like it and wanna share. i love making these silly lil guys move.. jrwi is such a cartoon in my beautiful brain and mind

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #HEHEHWEEEEE I LOVE THE GILLION NIGHTMARE ARC...im also doodlin up a lil animation where he stabs himself #THIS IS ALL PRACTICE THOUGH. IM STILL WORKIN ON THAT FUUUUCKING LORD OF LIGHTNING ANIMATION I STARTED LITERLY YEARS AGO #SLOWLY BUT SURELY THAT BITCH IS GONNA BE DONE #AND IM GONNA PUT IT TO MUSIC!!! IVE NEVER PUT A WHOLE ANIMATION TO SOUND BEFORE #NEVER FIGURED OUT THAT AUDIO HOO HAA #in the meantime though im PLAYING im having FUN HERE!!! i love animating.... i love animatin so much.... #OH AULSO AAUUUUGHGH FUCKINNNG #the one n only condi condifiction liked it on twitter... THATS SOOOO COOOL IT BLOWS MY LIL MIND WHEN ARTISTS I LOOK UP TO GAZE UPON ME #i dont like to make a big deal out of it where everyone can see bc. yknow. we're all artists here. we're all justa buncha guys here #it feels weird to point out someone like that like HAIII HAIII I SAW U LIKED MY THINGGGG #its not weird when other ppl do it though like thats fine. but ME doing it. well. inconceivable. #but this is MY TAGS my secret little scrolls i bury beneath my art #and booyyy im KICKIN MY LITTLE LEEGGS SQUEALING AND GIGGLING AND SUCH HEHEHE WEEEEEEE!!!

[queenlucythevaliant]

#so I've been thinking about my own weird relationship to fiction writing and #the series was called 'City Streets' there were twelve books planned and we finished three #she probably still has them on a computer somewhere but we lost touch years ago #we came up with the whole thing in the middle of the night during a sleepover #anyway. tell me about yours #i feel like if there's anywhere you're gonna find a collection of this particular brand of weirdo it's this site #polls #cringe is dead i am not embarrassed about this #(now say it like you mean it)

[gen-is-gone]

my for some reason unpopular opinion is that it's boring when Fitz remains unhinged levels of self-deluded and closeted actually. Why does he have to be doctor who's answer to dean winchester, huh? why would this man in his mid-thirties who has spent at least a decade traveling in time and space still have weird insane hangups about being attracted to dudes? why does that need to be the thing about the text that we all collectively think is worth taking at face value? it's boring and fucking depressing and honestly doesn't make sense when the future of humanity in doctor who is that bisexuality is the cultural default and completely unremarkable.

#like geez I don't think that making it to thirty+ years old and still being afraid and filled with self-hatred is funny actually #eighth doctor adventures #eighth doctor #fitz kreiner #megan whines into the empty abyss of cyberspace #it's also weird because this definitely wasn't the attitude in fandom ten years ago #my suspicion is that Steve Cole's confirmation that Fitz was always meant to be bi made people start taking the text literally #in a way folks didn't before when slash shipping culture was just used to reading against a text as a default #like I vaguely recall a post going around shortly after that was confirmed in 2019 #that brought up how Fitz being canonically bi meant that all his weird hangups couldn't be handwaved away now #because if fandom made him bi against canon then you could just ignore his weirder no homo moments #but if he was intentionally written as bi then he was also intentionally written as deeply closeted #and like. that's true. but also you can just do whatever the fuck you want with canon no matter what #and also like #sure many of the writers were writing him as queer intentionally #but like the writing in the EDAs is so inconsistent of course some people are going to write weird no homo crap #because those writers weren't comfortable with queerness even if Cole's intent was that Fitz was bi #like The Gallifrey Chronicles's whole thing with Fitz and Trix is one long lance parkin no homo moment #does that really matter more than textual evidence that he is attracted to men and knows this about himself? #like I just don't know how you reconcile 'Fitz will bend over backwards to pretend he's straight' with #'a consideration of his chances of [...] getting laid by the Doctor' #or for that matter 'with the Doctor it's the real thing' #or the really really heavy implication that he and Sasha had a one night stand in History 101 #or that he and George went on a date in Camera Obscura which led to Fitz being invited on the Siberia expedition in the first place #and again and I can't emphasize this enough: why is this the thing about 'canon' that is so worth keeping? #why is Fitz being depressing levels of in denial more fun than him being openly bi? #destielification of Eight/Fitz smh

[wraithdolll]

#peril #peril the skywing #wings of fire #wof #wings of fire canon #fanart #my art #ik i already posted this here before but it was in like an art dump post years ago n i wanted her to have her own full post #especially bc i was rereading tdp and forgot how weird she was and how much i liked her #also to establish that im gonna use the 'wings of fire canon' tag for like any art of canon characters #bc i draw a lot of ocs/fan characters and i know the wof tag as a whole on my acct will get muddled #i remember making this for like trans pride day bc i thought the trans peril hc was cool and i posted it to the wof subreddit #n they got soooooooo mad at me i wonder if theyve improved at all like human decency wise over there in the past few years

[disposal-blueeee]

doodles

edgar vargas and squee by johnen vasquez

scriabin by zarla-s

#vargas #edgar vargas #vargas zarla #scriabin vargas #zarla s #scriabin #doodles #YOU THOUGHT YOU'D SEEN THE LAST OF ME . . . . !!!! #well HELLO !!!! I'M BACK !!!!!!!! #i've been fine !! :333 #got a new brush . what do you think of it do you like it #okay i want to ramble about these wait a second #the first one looks a bit different to the rest because i was just trying new stuff . #if i spend a long time without drawing i'll forget how to draw and well it happened #i've changed my art style like 3 times now but i still draw side profiles the same . looks weird ugh #the mug says “ JESUS loves me BECAUSE no one else will ” btw . meta gave me the idea actually . thanks meta . #about the second one . finished that one like ten minutes ago . missed drawing todd aw #i just find their whole relationship so amusing . #like yes i went crazy for like a month and now i have a brother-husband and a kid ?! #they complement each other so well though . i love them #THE UNO ONE omg i've had that idea for like A YEAR NOW and i just drew it lol #i wonder how long it would take scriabin to notice though . #when i showed this to meta she said : “ oh wow !! edgar's finally winning at something !! ” and it's SO TRUE #wonder how he does it ! #and the last one . i got the idea when i was looking through zarla's account searching for fan art . #love it so much though they look like their lives aren't a living hell #anyways i'll probably make more of these . who knows #going back to school on monday . and of course i had to get inspiration four days before going back . #please PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL . PL #okay byeee enjoy these . eat my starved followers . EAT !!!!!

[hms-incorrect-quotes]

Soul: Are you laughing at that video of Heart and Mind fighting?

Whole: No.

Whole: I'm laughing at the comments.

#him just looking at the comments on The Bidding vid #chonny jash #cj heart #cj mind #cj soul #cj whole #chonnys charming chaos compendium #also woah i had an insane deja vu moment rn #i had a dream about making this post like a year or 2 ago weird #odd sounding ik but these things just happen k idk either

[secretagent9]

aauugghhHHH

mom and i saw the new godzilla movie, and i don't think i've been in a movie theater since Before Covid. anyway they made godzilla terrifying (but in a way that made me wish i could draw him because MAN are giant monsters friggin cool) and everytime he roared, i could feel it in my seat. also the music was great (lots of dread and hopelessness, made godzilla himself out to be less of a monster and more a horrible, unstoppable force of nature) and i loved all the characters (the captain and noda especially). it was a friday night well spent!

#mom even stayed awake for the whole thing! well almost #i had to wake her up once in the middle #still though that's impressive #felt kinda weird watching this when the last godzilla movie i saw was the one that came out a few years ago #with bryan cranston in it #godzilla was a good guy in it #and i liked it but shikishima's story was waaaay more compelling than whatever went on with the people in that other movie #the best parts of that one were the godzilla ones #whereas in minus one i was dreading him showing up and robbing shikishima of more reasons to live lol #ramble over #movie good go watch it #godzilla #godzilla minus one #into the void

[ctl-yuejie]

you remembered, quite observant ｜hidden agenda ep. 1

#hidden agenda #hidden agenda the series #joong archen #dunk natachai #aka very convoluted flirting strategies #i really like how needlessly chaotic this is already #i'm not even sure i want to get an explanation why joke doesn't directly hit on him before starting this whole thing #but i enjoy how charmed he is but also isn't so unrealistically enfatuated that he'd let bs slide #and i am not certain how airheaded zo is to not catch the i love you in mandarin by joke #love the petulant way he grabs his coffee (also in a way that screams 'I drink take out coffee a lot' - which probably is just dunk) #hmmm #first time i am watching a show with joongdunk and i enjoy them #some of the show feels a bit like it was made 2 years ago but it is pretty solid and i like the silliness of it all #i just hope nita doesn't have to suffer under their combined weirdness - i felt sorry when zo ripped the strap on her bag after not accepti #ng her refusal #but i appreciate that the show knows that he isn #t perfect - he did slap joke after all #also: i changed the font i used which took up 80% of the time working on this aka 25 minutes #still not 100% sure but the text reads crisper than on my older sets

[moghedien]

honestly I find it really weird when people get mad at "cozy" or low stakes popcorny stories for not being deep and meaningful.

like no, shit, why on earth did you pick up the cozy book thinking you were gonna get gritty realism that had something to say about society. like you don't have to read those books, no one is making you, but literally the point of them is make you not have to worry and turn your brain off for a bit. like???? are we gonna get mad at "squeecore" again now? are we back here again??

#I get so pissy about this subject because its dangerously close to the squeecore nonsense from a few years ago #which was made a thing because of some podcasters wanting clout #and if you actually listened to their original discussion on it its very clear they just wanted clout #because they 1) complained the whole time about not getting attention they thought they deserved #2) lied and made very weird assumptions about various authors lives #and 3) REFUSED TO EVER EVEN DEFINE WHAT SQUEECORE WAS AND NAME NAMES LIKE COWARDLY BABIES #like I don't even like books that are 'cozy' or would probably be defined as squeecore but like damn #sometimes a story is just there to fill time in a pleasant way and that's all its there to do #you don't have to like it or consume it but like getting mad about it is freak behavior chill

[applejongho]

thinking about how when I started out here on tumblr there were all of these gif makers that I looked up to and admired and now fast forward about 3 years later... I'm basically all that's left. :(

#there are a few people that are still here ofc i just mean like. idk. #im trying to say there was a whole different group of gif makers about three years ago and now 95% of them are gone #and as someone who lived through that and is still here #it's weird and wild to see the rise and fall #and almost like pressure (?) to keep your 'movement' going #idek if ppl see me as someone that has been a part of atinyblr for a long time #but maybe they do #and i at least see myself as one of those #apple lady words #idk what im saying!

[thatgirlonstage]

[I’m being grumpy about knowing too much about the histories of various royal families again don’t mind me]

Seeing a whole post about the absurdity of Zuko being firelord that takes his being seventeen as the most absurd element and I’m just sitting here massaging my temples bc like listen. Look. I get that having a seventeen year old running a country is not actually a good idea. But that doesn’t mean it hasn’t, historically, happened kind of a lot

#atla #there’s just. there’s a lot of precedent here #in fact historically your king being a whole 17 years old when he inherits is usually a #thank god he’s a legal adult we don’t have to figure out a regent #kind of situation #seventeen meant something VERY DIFFERENT even just a century ago #it’s just. I’m sitting here reading the post going hE’S SEveNtEen like it’s the wildest thing in the world and it’s just. not. #’he’s seventeen’ okay and? #it’s extremely likely he’s already been considered an adult for at least a year if not longer #does that mean I don’t think he gets up to some stupid teenage shit? no ofc not. he’s also ZUKO #of course he gets up to dumb shit #but like. him being seventeen is just not that weird

[probablyok1]

I dont usually reality-tv post on here, but what the hell is going on with Big Brother. Did nobody tell them that its "Nether World" 😭😭😭 Its getting to the point now where I can barely watch the aired episodes because every five seconds they're saying Nether Region. NETHER REGION

#the scab writers must be either two twelve year olds or some AI program bc there is no way a grown adult thought this was a good idea #this whole “plot” is weird I just want to watch some psychological warfare guys #Its especially giving me whiplash after having watched bb10 not too long ago #please please please just focus on the cast bb25 #I mean youve got Felicia to fill your airtime you dont need this nether region stuff #anyway #big brother #big brother us #big brother 25 #bb25

[gobstoppr]

and btw im in my hater arc rn. as time goes on the more i find a lot of 'fandom' stuff insufferable (i like art n stuff. just the way that fandom refits every media to fit a single mold and set of boring archetypes is exhausting.)

i just get really easily annoyed lately. and have been unfollowing people on a whim a lot. its not personal i promise

#fandom culture has made me actively dislike shit i was fixated on a year ago. looking at your ninja turtles #its not even like what they were doing were particularly offensive it was just exhaustingly boring #im sorry i just really dont care about ur 2 million fics about leo being a sadboy. or one million seperated aus. #theres definetly a part of the whole situation in general which has been me coming to terms with my own internalized misogny #actively re-examining my tendencys to gravity towards male characters #idk maybe its making me dislike art more. but idk. ive always analyzed why i react certain ways to certain things. this isnt new for me #anywaays. i had been following a bunch of ninja turtle blogs and they sorta kept messing around with shows like ninjago too #and at some point i was just like. i dont know if these shows are actually that good guys. i think youjust like shows for little boys #and fandoms tend to shaft female chars so it sure helps that their casts are 98% male . #maybe theyre not your blorbo maybe theyre just Guy McAverageMan. thats not inherently bad but you have to consider it. #guys rottmnt is isnt even that good . its not that good ok. its alright/pretty good. and the movie does a few neat things #i feel like ive become one of those people that turn 18 and then immediately go 'minors dni'. im not there yet but i just. #we're watching kids shows. its ok . you can say it. #you may have noticed ive been reblogging a lot of dungeon meshi stuff. i read it all over the past week. #but here's the thing. i thought it was mid/good for like 70% of it. #i think its got some really really cool worldbuilding ideas and stuff #but i think a lot of the writing was sorta. uninteresting to me. #my discord friends have been raving over izutsumi for months. #but i found her presence in the story to be weird and underdeveloped. she felt out of place and her introduction felt clumsy #i felt when the story was ramping up the manga got a lot better. because again theres some rlly cool ideas at play #all the shit with the lion? incredible. the way all the infighting led to more problems bc the elves refuse to explain anything? rlly good. #marcille landing in power? reallly good shit. (i still thought it was a lil undercooked still tho) #i cant stop thinking about laios in that climax scene. i think he shouldve been feral a lot more often #uhh. i got distracted. fandom bad and annoying. #saw a post talking about marcille realizing izutsumi is only 17 and then describing how 'omg shes a mom now' and i wanted to throw up #im done. i swear. im done talking for real. aagh #text

[asteralien]

not to be like “i miss college” even though i do but mostly i think i miss being smart. before depression and life events had chewed up and partially swallowed my brain. just getting to problem solve and think, being Very Into something as the norm. i know being an english major is basically the easiest thing you can be at the undergrad level but i do feel like that was the one and only time in my life where my natural state was actually a pro instead of a con. i graduated with the highest honors and absolutely no one cared but i cared

#aster chat #family life exploding exactly one (1) month from graduation is still just. it. god. it was almost seven years ago and it still hurts #SO much. i had worked so hard to graduate with the honors i did #i took a 400 level history class in my 2nd semester with one of the hardest humanities profs and i got a B #i basically lived in a break room for a whole semester because my misophonia was so bad with my roommate at night #i stashed pillows and blankets behind a couch and slept there to stay sane enough to write my papers #i got so close to Ending Things three times and DIDN'T #my professors LOVED ME #and then graduation came and it was just. over. #went right back home to sit between my parents as much as i could and get yelled at and watch everything go down the drain #like as soon as i walked out of college i stopped existing except as something for my parents and my job to use up #like. i know it's cringy to still be thinking about college but that was the last time i mattered as myself. you know #people liked me because of my brain! my thoughts! not for what i could do for them or for a paycheck #me qua me #okay lmao Antidepressant Time bye #no offense but my english classes wouldn't have made me feel weird about saying 'boon' instead of 'pro' up there #i changed it to not sound like an assclown but my profs would have thought it was funny.