#what ELSE could possibly go wrong???

[mycological-mariner]

Listen. I know there’s 2 more books. But this is stressing me out. It’s the ultimate act of self restraint, not finishing it right this very second

#fuck #I need to finish it I neeeeed to know what happens when the heron’s flight is done! #the way this author WRITES jfc I love it #I am fully 100% convinced that she intended this to be a love story #even if she didn’t mean romantic it’s still a goddamn love story #THE ENTIRE SCENE IN THE DUNGEONS #HELLO HI #makes me wanna crawl out a window #it’s pain and agony and death and despair #it’s also 2.20am #I’ll finish this tomorrow night #KEITH ONLY JUST REALISING HE WANTS EWEN’S FRIENDSHIP ABOVE SO MUCH ELSE #HIS DESCRIPTION OF BEING TWO TREES WHOS ROOTS GREW AND READHED OUT TO EACH OTHER IN DARKNESS #FUCK. OFF. #im dying out here #fuckin christ man. I KNOW there’s 2 more books. that doesn’t make it better?? #how much more will I need to suffer?? #I swtg if Keith finds Lachlan I’m jumping into a river #THE VERY EXISTENCE OF THERE BEING 2 MORE BOOKS GEEKS ME OUT #what ELSE could possibly go wrong??? #how much more drama and angst can you wring from my heart Broster??? HOW MUCH MORE?? #the flight of the heron #foth #spoilers #I think??? #anyways

[brookheimer]

the one thing i feel pretty certain about for this episode is that america will not decide the election. a decision will be made, a president will be elected, but america will not be the deciding factor.

succession can’t mimic 2016 or 2020 point blank, that would be boring and have nothing to say. it can’t try to outdo trump because it’ll go too whacky and fall flat like veep’s last season (sorry conheads, no way he’s winning). but what it CAN do is illustrate the immensely corrupt, often arbitrary, and hugely influential nature of news media and conglomerations on political processes. i think probably jimenez will be in the lead, then atn/waystar does something to, i don’t know, discount votes or cast suspicion on jimenez or call the election for mencken early, and the tide will shift, even though the votes are already in. the votes don’t actually matter. the actual result doesn’t actually matter. that’s the power logan (and as an extension, billionaires and CEOs in general) hold. shiv says it herself to logan in s4e2: “just cause you say it’s true doesn’t make it true. everyone just fucking agrees with you and believes you, so it becomes true and then you can turn around and say like, 'oh, you see? see? i was right.'” but it doesn’t matter that logan’s “a human fucking gaslight,” everything he says comes true anyways. not because he was right, but because that’s how it works. he says things and then they happen, regardless of what the truth is or what should actually come to pass. that’s been one of the key throughlines since the very first episode of the entire show when, in response to kendall calling logan out of touch because times are changing and logan isn't changing with them, logan hisses that everyone always says you’re wrong until you do it and prove you were right: “you make your own reality.” you can't miss the bus if you're the one driving it. the election, the votes, the political process? none of that matters. it was always going to come down to the roys and their ilk (allies or enemies, just the top 1%) — that was the whole point of “what it takes” (the mencken episode) last season, after all.

i’ve seen lots of theories about what america will choose and how the candidates will respond and all that and i just don’t think that’s the show’s focus; i think the whole point is to demonstrate the lack of agency, the illusion of democracy. because, i mean, we’ve already seen the fall of democracy via fascist election and fascist election-denial, both in real life and in the countless (usually mid) satires created afterwards. it would be disappointing to see succession use the election to reiterate that same point of 'ohhh alt-right ahhhhh!!!' i don’t think it’ll be about ‘fascism’ at all — at least, not ‘trump-y’ fascism. it’ll be about fascism in the broader sense, the kind that doesn't sport a KKK hood (even when it keeps one tucked away in the attic). it's the fascism that every single roy (very much including shiv and kendall) aid and abet -- the fascism that so many succession fans don't seem to regard as fascism, despite it quite literally being the definition of fascism. trump wasn’t the entrance of fascism into our political process. he wasn’t the lone sign of the failing of american democracy. democracy in america has long been illusory, trump just made it more blatantly evident with his particular brand of hate-speech-ridden masculinist in-your-face fascism.

so i think that’s what this episode will hopefully focus on — america will not decide. corporations, news media, and the roys will. thus, the president will most likely become president not because the country supports his policies the most, but because he’s likely to agree to help block a business deal for a major media empire, and the other candidate is unlikely to. and this will likely come to pass due to said major media empire's interference and influence: they create their own reality. they say it, and everyone agrees with them and believes them, so it becomes true.

#WOOF okay here's my unnecessary ~thematic prediction~ for this episode #i have some more like random thoughts ab what'll happen but those r less thought out and more throwing shit at the wall etc #but i've been thinking a lot ab this ep n idk i just can't see any other way it could be done satisfyingly -- they can't just do 2016/2020 #again. the focus has to be elsewhere. i have some specifics thoughts on details but again those r kinda random n will be in another post #after bizarrely getting a lot of things right this szn i know a lot of people are looking to me to see what i'll say for this ep and let me #remind yall that I AM LITERALLY JUST GUESSING BASED ON MY UNDERSTANDING OF THE SHOW AND HOW NARRATIVES #TEND TO WORK PARTICULARLY IN SUCCESSION! if i am wrong which i very well might be please do not crucify me. i know literally #nothing more than anyone else i'm just a random english/gov major who likes speculating about media ! that said if i end up right again #somehow then yes i am a prophet i am jesse armstrong i have never been wrong about anything in my life. etc #watch this age so poorly tho. #LOL #also fwiw i dont think the Shock etc is going to come from the election results - maybe possibly from the way things happen (i could see a #line of miscommunication resulting in fucked up outcomes etc which i can get into in another post) or a roy sibs moment but i just #don't think there's any way the results themselves cld be surprising. it's jimenez or mencken. it's not gonna be connor guys. #succession #succession spoilers #except not really. just succession speculation more than anything else #long post #succession speculation #100

[asteralien]

good god i had my paladin for like 6 hours and she’s already an oathbreaker because i didn’t realize letting a 6-hp goblin out of the cage to use for information was enough to steal a chunk of her soul or whatever. sorry girlfail paladin of all time, worst luck in canon AND in the viddy game

#‘i can’t make her a vampire too so I’ll make her a drow that should make people distrust her about the same level as in canon’ #‘what else could possibly go wrong’ #sorry baby girl this was NOT my intention 😭😭😭 i just forgot a paladin is on railroads #and judah is………….not. #aster plays baldurgame

[coulsonlives]

I just had to share this video because holy shit, it hits the nail right on the head! So well spoken. This stuff needs to be circulated more, esp with the growing number of people thinking they have this because of misinformation, or just outright faking it.

#it's painful because i knew someone who personally faked this stuff (or has convinced herself she has it i can't even tell) #she had spent all her time on tiktok and i know for 100% sure that's where she got the idea. it's TRAGIC how fast things went downhill #i'm legit horrified at how many people (esp young kids of 13-14) think they have this too. or are just pretending #i've been neck deep in hardcore research (and i'm talking pubmed sciencedirect etc only) for months #and those kids definitely don't have did.. if they have trauma and are dissociating it's going to be something else like dpdr etc #the number of stupid 'you have did' answers i see for totally basic questions like 'i got dizzy what's wrong w me' is insane too #it's like googling 'muscle twitch' and then thinking you have some rare 1/billion familial cancer thing despite other obvious explanations #but worse.. in these cases the information is being fed to them. they don't have an opportunity to explore other possibilities #and the worst part is they don't even know to CHECK THE VALIDITY OF WHAT THESE PEOPLE ARE SAYING. they don't have info literacy #like i'll say this once: did is so rare that it's STILL contentious about whether it even exists #and it only happens in the most unimaginably traumatic experiences. think of the worst possible things you could do to a child #where even just thinking about it makes you uncomfortable. THAT'S the kind of trauma that leads to did. the truly evil stuff. #i'm not even gonna start on the BITE model shenanigans that are happening in the 'did' communities either #or how the people who used to be in them (and got out) always equate them to self-harming cults that celebrated not finding real answers #they got told they were 'perfect the way they were' despite having OBVIOUS psychological issues they needed help for #(it just wasn't did) #they were assured their 'did was valid no matter what'. toxic positivity ig? it just delayed their real diagnosis and ability to get help #but now you have gluts of people like in the video 'talking to themselves' and people on tumblr posting one-liners of 'alters' talking #one after the other within seconds. and i want to fcking cry because it's the same exact shit my friend did before she cut ties #the did/tourettes/ftlb stuff has literally been called a 'mass sociogenic illness' in multiple academic studies #but like qanon believers they seem to immediately discredit anyone who mentions this with 'you're just ableist' so anything you say is poo #aka you're part of the problem you're an 'ableist' so your legit info even though legit isn't valid/acceptable/real/whatever. i'm tired fam #did #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #ddnos #munchausen syndrome #mass psychogenic illness #ableism

[nightfayre]

things have been rough lately… tale as old as time

#fay talks #my puppy had a medical emergency which cost hundreds… i just quit my job and am now frantically job searching… got sick AGAIN #my psychiatrist quit so now i have to find a new one #i hated my new therapist so now i have to find a new one too #i’ve been having a string of nightmares that have fucked my sleep schedule #i had some difficult medical tests done and it turns out they got contaminated/were not correctly done so now i have to go through it again #i just don’t know what else could possibly go wrong at this point #so… yeah. might be MIA for a while again #(thank you to everyone who has been leaving kind comments on AO3/in tags/in reblogs/in asks. kindness is invaluable to me recently 💛)

[hamsterwalled]

I absolutely love it when Mob and Reigen just look at the people they're fighting and with their whole chests just go, "you're the biggest loser I've ever met and you're not fucking special" and suddenly the people they're fighting are like, "oh my god you're right I am a loser and I'm not special" and then they're bffs and everything is great

#OBVIOUSLY this is like a gross oversimplification but yk #reigen and everyone in the seventh division #btw can we talk about how reigen pretty much defeated everyone in the seventh division #by just saying that they werent special and that they were being obnoxious toddlers by trying to kill a couple kids #turned their entire worlds upsidedown just by being as brutally honest as possible #“what kind of adult attacks children what's wrong with you? this is so fucking illegal” #“oh my god youre right what are we doing we're just like everyone else. this is so wrong let me go work at a convenience store” #mp100 #Mob and Serizawa #and teru #if i were being serious i would talk about how forgiveness is such a huge thing in this show and how the way it portrays second chances #is just so wonderful and well done but its almost one in the morning and i have school tomorrow and im tired #and im not being serious right now #and mob and dimple #ekubo #idk #i watched the show in english dub first so to ME its dimple but yk #im sure i could think of a million more examples but instead im going to read the rest of the first part of issho and go to bed

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

crush is still an annoying movie but my friend pilar is here. and she's gay.... so maybe it's not so bad. other than the fact i don't like the plot or characters. wow flop ass dyke movie fr we can't have anything

#i just like. i knowwww everything that's going to happen and it's gonna bother me. #wow huge twist moana is the secret graffiti artist. if she's not and i'm wrong i'll give the movie 5 stars as an apology #but i don't think i'm wrong. and the ohhh she had a crush on her sister but now they're bonding wow i've never seen this before! #oh what could possibly happen!! i wonder what event the climax will center on could it be the school president election? #of which i'm almost certain her couple friends will win co-presidents for. #or the girl will win and he'll be her vp. #and oh i wonder if she gets into calarts. i wonder what she'll draw for her big piece to get into calarts #certainly it won't be a portrait of moana! no that would never happen #sorry i don't know their names. there's moana. pilar. rowan blanchard. peter. everyone else #also wasn't there some drama with this movie? didn't moana not like rowan blanchard? #i can tell. they do not have chemistry. no one here has chemisty it blows #peter and whatever his gf's name is are doing ok but only because they're funny #they're the only people in here that are funny..... this is so bleak this is supposed to be a comedy..... #ok i watched like 5 minutes that's enough for today. i'll finish eventually

[toxictranny]

ok i’ll send hole to th first person tht can tell me my name 😭😭

#thts 3x ive been asked now. it’s on my blog multiple times??? #it’s also a tag. the only one that’s a name #maybe we are sticky blowers around here mfg.. #mayb i’ll add a discord link so ppl will just boop message me. how badly could tht possibly go #if they’re weird i block them. what else #like oooh gonna get my IP address and come kill me? do it . i fucking dare u #i’m unhinged and there’s something deeply wrong with me. i will waste you #andre the giant couldnt defeat me i used to fight in middle school … YIKES #i did significant damage ngl but i was bullying my bullies like #it wasn’t too bad morally speaking #i . miss thosedaysosmuchxhfhrrrrALL i did was cut and do drugs and hit ppl. it was kinda awesome #toxictranny

[zemnarihah]

my best friend has been very distant w me lately and i asked today if she wanted to hang out and she said she probably couldn't bc it's her brothers birthday but she would let me know if she could and i have her location and i just looked and she's at her boyfriends house rn....

#we have it bc we're roomates so we started sharing locations when we first moved in like in case someone doesn't come home at night or smth #she recently told me that she wants to move out bc she has always wanted to live alone and she can finally afford it. and i asked her #directly like is there an issue because she is so non confrontational so she has never ever mentioned me doing anything that bothers her #and i said please tell me if there's something wrong because it would really suck if there was and i never got a chance to fix it because #you never told me. and she said no it has nothing to do with that i really just feel like it's time for me to live on my own. and a couple #days ago she was like okay i'm next in line for my apartment i'll probably move out in april. and i try to get her to hang out still and #she always has something else going on and i swear every night this week she's been at her boyfriends. #and if i see her around our apartment and try to make conversation at all she's so like short about it and barely responds like will only #give one word answers. i feel like it kind of started when i started dating e but i realized that i was spending less time with her and i #didn't want to be the girl that loses all my friends bc of a boyfriend so i started specifically reaching out to hang out with her and she #says no most of the time and never asks me. like i don't know what else i can do. #i'm like maybe it's bc of her boyfriend? bc they've been on again off again for a long time and previously when they were together it was #really distant with her like i barely saw her EVER. and they were mostly broken up for the past couple years and have been together i think #for a while again... but she knows i don't approve of that relationship and so she would like not say when they were talking again. so maybe #since lately they've been hanging out or dating or WHATEVER she doesn't fucking tell me what's going on with him. maybe that's why. #i literally like try to think of ways it could be my fault and maybe i'm being crazy but i cannot even think to blame myself for more than a #fleeting second bc i'm like. i have ASKED HER directly if there is an issue or something i do that bothers her and she says no. so even if #i'm somehow pissing her off would i ever know to change anything?? i just feel so frustrated bc it's like she's an entirely different person #to me. like this is not the person i know. and i don't know what else i could possibly do like i feel like we need to sit down and have a #conversation about it but what good does that do if she just acts like nothing is wrong. but i don't want to lose my friend i have such a #hard time making friends. i've known her since i was 14 like i can't imagine my life without her. we were the only two in our whole friend #group in high school to get out of the church i still love those other girls but we have so little in common now.

[starbuck]

the fact that i don’t have time to fall in love right now is literally SO unfair.

#I AM YOUNG AND FULL OF JOY AND POSSIBILITY!!!!!! #LET ME LIVE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME LIVE #unfortunately in reality i still have ten semesters to go… #and then maybe grad school as well... #and like. i get it… #one part of me says ‘don’t even think about dating until you have your own house’ #but the other part of me says ‘what the hell is WRONG with you????? GET OUT THERE AND LIVE AND LOVE RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY!!!!!’ #so there is what you could describe as a SLIGHT conflict #idk… if i could just casually date someone i think that could be fun #but i know i don’t have time for a serious commitment #and i am an unfortunately serious person #i have to keep in mind that i’m planning to run away for two years at the beginning of 2026 #and do i REALLY wanna put up with something long-distance?? #probably not #it wouldn’t matter to me - but i wouldn’t expect someone else to deal with it #overall i just have to wait for the right person and i’ll know them when i see them and they’ll know me too #and that’s all there is to it #i’m waiting for a Connection #and until then i need to focus and keep up with my classes and work #miserable miserable things - but worth it #and i can continue to build myself up in the meantime with my personal studies #so that when the right person comes along i am exactly who i want to be #and that is why they will love me

[squirmydonnie]

Vent: tw: torture in tags

I know that something is wrong. But there's nothing I can do about it right now.

#cheeseburgerboy #it really distresses me. i can't function well not knowing. #i know I know #i sometimes think. what if im wrong. #but i cast it away. because im so scared. i don't know what ill do. but im concerned. #i hate not being able to do much. but being closer may not be a good thing. #i fear everyday. when i comes. i think to myself. what will i do. #will i try really hard and still end up in the same place? will things change? and can they? is it even possible? #im not one to give up on another person. even if im not there. i continuously think about people. it doesnt go away. #i know. #the people ive known will sporadically pop in. #it is stressful. #i fear for my life in a way. worried ill have to suffer it all over again. but prepared to have my life ruined for another person again. #i think about this being my life. sometimes believing in a perfect world i am being tutored. and i am then able to watch myself struggle #like that. but for real this time. #maybe i wouldn't get anything from it. and i shouldn't. but i can't help but feel like im meant to walked over and mistreated. because #how else could you be lifted up. if not for myself being dimmed #i know its loser like. but.

[motorharp]

I realized the pattern was different than what I thought so I had to rip out back to the cuff. Now back to where I’ve used up all the unraveled yarn.

#knitblr #knitting #knitters of tumblr #what else could possibly go wrong

[heart-aflame]

Will saw the wisp form as a separate entity to himself before he had to accept the wisps to come back. It’s why he removed himself from his own body any time he did it before. Now though, his body switches between them without separating. He can’t disassociate himself away and claim that the wisp form isn’t him but actually just the wisps anymore.

so he doesn’t use the power at all anymore. He hates it because the separation is gone and he’d have to accept that he’s more dead then he likes to pretend he is. He uses the wisps and the powers he has but won’t ever let himself use the form that he’s been afraid of from the beginning

#just roll with it #william wisp #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi #prime defenders #I could be wrong about this #I’ve only just started episode 2 of the second season #but how he acts about it and his reaction when he came back on the bridge #makes this possible #idk if he has used the form in newer episodes #but for now this is my thoughts on it #i do wonder how he felt when he first saw his own body though #while in wisp form #what must have been going through his head to see his own corpse #while believing the form he was in currently was something else and not really him

[trans-leek-cookie]

as a certified Aromantic Asexual (I should make myself a certificate) I genuinely don't Believe there is systemic oppression that specifically targets Aromantic or Asexual people.

I do however believe that people Cannot be normal about ppl who don't have sex or romantic relationships, and that can Really Impact Aromantic And Asexual People.

Also like. Aros n aces are still. Experiences Other forms of oppression that can interact with the aro and/or ace-ness

#Like. Woman doesn't get married. Maybe aro maybe illegal for her to marry who she wants maybe no fuckin reason. She's probably gonna get #Some shit for it but that's primarily misogyny. While it does affect aro ppl disproportionately bc. Yeah. It's not based on them being #Aro it's a conicindental intersection. Also can y'all be normal about sex and virgins #Anyway slightly related dreaming of a world in which it was better acknowledged that sex repulsion while common for ace ppl #Was not synonymous w being ace so we avoided the ace discord phenomenon that a bunch of gay/lesbian/bi ppl mis identified as ace #Bc they couldn't deal w the idea of having sex w a person of the same gender #With the idea of actually having sex bc it was treated as gross (sex repulsion as a result of society) or that trauma survivors #Misidentified as ace bc they had issues w sex bc trauma. Also that sex repulsion wasnt like an identity but rather a Symptom that could be #Either a problem or neutral. Who else's brain was boiled by ace and also inclus/exclus discord and came out thinking everyone was fucking #Stupid. Like both sides had Points but it was mostly just bullshit and no one fucking talking. Also ppl kept talking about ace ppl #''stealing resources'' and multiple ppl joked Abt that which is a problem bc that means. A BUNCH OF LGBT PPL DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT RESOURCE #THEY HAD (anyway looking back on it. Idk if ace ppl were even taking up resources or anything like the common example was LGBT shelters #Bc like if u were gay u might be kicked out of a normal shelter but if u were ace u would probably not get kicked out so if an ace person #Went to an LGBT shelter then they might've taken a bed from someone who needed it more which. I guess is theoretically possible but also id #If that ever fucking. Was something to actually give a shit Abt. Correct me if I'm wrong) #ALSO the idea of ''all gay ppl should go to hell'' ''oh do bi ppl only half go to hell?'' sure thats probably a problem but also. A LOT OF #THOSE WERE EVERYONE DOING IT INCLUDING GAY PPL? LIKE THE FUCKING ''ALL GAY PPL SHOULD BE ON AN ISLAND AND THE POPULATION AUFNFJNSAJ'' #like does anyone else remember that. Everyone was making those stupid fucking jokes. This is just a rant Abt me being on Tumblr without an #Account for years and the psychic damage I've accrued. Anyway fuck AO3 goodbye

[todayisafridaynight]

YEAH........... YEAH..... LIKEWISE, NO NOTES AT ALL, THAT'S EXACTLY IT... Main antagonist deaths are often treated as "comeuppance," but that would be the ultimate comeuppance for Aoki. As it stands, the only people who actually suffer for it are Ichiban and Jo, and Ichi didn't even do anything wrong. Also please I'm positive there's more to wring out of Aoki and Jo for an essay 😭😭at the very least, I always love to hear your perspective!

"he'd made a social circle for himself where people predominantly liked him for the power and influence" <- incredibly Mine-core of Aoki btw (I also feel the rest applies a little in terms of Mine probably being very quick to write off people who Do care about him as not caring about him, as with Katase, but it's nowhere near the extent of the Arakawas)

Wait actually it's kind of funny... for both Mine and Aoki, I was so sure their endings would go a certain way. Mine and Kiryu'd fight Richardson off together and Ichi'd, I don't know, shield Aoki or hug him so Kume couldn't get to him in the first place, or after that INSANE direct parallel to Arakawa running to the hospital with Masato, he'd miraculously pull through like he did on New Year's. Tormented with visions of the better timeline... With Aoki in particular, it makes me want to tear my hair out because the moment of him choosing to put the gun in the locker was REVOLUTIONARY for the series, looking at the characters he was most heavily based on.

Anyway. Bottom line. These bitches need to hug it out. It was so evil Arakawa didn't hug Ichi at Omi HQ or on the waterfront like bro stop being """manly""" for five seconds you're ruining my life you're ruining your own lives

There'd genuinely be nothing more painful yet more satisfying for an antagonist than being confronted with the consequences of their actions and having to navigate life after having making those decisions, ESPECIALLY when it comes to mending the bonds that- for anyone else- would have shattered long ago. With Aoki being motivated by the want to be loved and appreciated for himself, it would've been nice to see him finally acknowledge that he did have that love and start to better himself as a result (however much he'd be able to while in prison anyway lmao).

The Mine and Aoki comparisons are so real though, I remember joking to myself about it days after beating the game but it just fuels my mental illness every time I think about it ☠️ I LEGALLY AM NOT ALLOWED TO GO OFF ABOUT THE Y7 ENDING I'VE DONE IT TOO MUCH it makes me so mad every time I think about it 😭 ESPECIALLY THE PARALLELS WITH ARAKAWA AND THE LOCKERS UGGGHHH IT COULD HAVE BEEN SUCH AN EPIC CONCLUSION WITH THAT... Arakawa running from the lockers at the start of Aoki's life compared to Ichiban running from the lockers and getting Aoki to the hospital so Aoki can restart life I'm Going To Kill Someone (myself) (in Minecraft)

#snap chats #theres a note here about aoki's self hatred and ergo his inability to believe people could love him without 'worth' #and some kind of. I Dont Know occurs that comes with aoki accepting that love and ergo At Least Tolerating himself #and again becoming better as a person as a result. not WHOLLY you cant undo Everything Wrong With Him with one therapy session #but itd at least be a start and thats far more than anything else rgg has given since like. ryuji in dead souls #but w/e i- as per usual- have the vocabulary of a walrus so we're just gonna have to imagine i said something profound #AND THE LACK OF HUGGING IN THIS FRANCHISE IM GOING TO STAB ALL OF YOU. IN MINECRAFT. #with the power of delusions and this like seven-year-old wacom tablet i can fix that...... #it'll never be enough it'll never fill the void in my soul but it'll be something i guess #BUT UGH NO SORRY IM JUST MAD NOW #nothing in my life has ever genuinely triggered anger in me than the y7 ending its just soooooooOOOOO #IT WAS SOOO CLOSE TO BEING PERFECT I CANT #im going to give myself a blood clot thinking about it anymore i feel my heart stopping Do Not Call An Ambulance I Cannot Afford It #so to stop myself from going in any more debt than i already am..... the possibility of any essays from me are very small #my ability to use words is near non existent. i feel like a right ninny sometimes #in any case im not sure what else i could expand on that isn't restating what you've said #cant ever be upset with bein on the same wavelength tho it gives my inarticulate ass a helluva easier time trying to explain LMAO #plus im petrified of trying to interpret anything from the english dub or english subs #and looking into language use is Very Much important when dissecting abusive relationships #i guess there's always just talking about general actions committed and not inspecting the exact words used #idk.. at the very least ill rotate the concept in my head and then fend off the urge to eat my teeth #i'm gonna throw up.... im still thinking of it........ gonna make an unrelated-but-arguably-related post in like three seconds #dont look at it its cringe

[watering-plastic-plants]

genuinely confused at how my dad decided to get a degree in a scientific field

#i think it might have been a legacy thing from his granpa cause how else #that man hates everything that is related to science he hates learning he hates being wrong #it seems like he got all knowledge before age 18 and just stuck with it what he forgot he forgot it no longer exists #today it was earthquake denier basically his opinion is that over here there was 1755 and nothing else #just loud and dumb and wrong #i do Not get it. like i love science!! the whole fun of it is learning new things! especially at this surface level #where you can just get a bunch of knowledge about a bunch of different shit and broaden your library of fun facts and trivia #but he genuinely hates learning. idk if it hurts his ego to realize he is a lot dumber in a lot of different topics than a lot of ppl #like sir you who last studied earthquakes in 5th grade and never again do not know more than a doctor of sismology you just dont!! #like its not even close!!! that should be a good thing to realize! that people just go ham on their niche interests and end up #arming humanity with digestable knowledge!! thats so fucking cool! how could you possibly like science and not like that people know more #than you and are willing to teach and to share!! #anyway yea love science hate my dad the usual <3 #rambles