#wherever you turn

[lollobarcollomanonmollo]

" the F in TERF stands for fascist!!"

Okay! Now define "fascist"

#I'll never understand people who say this stuff #No cause why are you calling FEMINISTS fascists?? #radical feminism #radical feminists do interact #radical feminist safe #radical feminists do touch #radical feminists please interact #I just know that Mussolini turns in his grave whenever someone says this #Or wherever he's buried

[yuelaos-codex]

Wedding Ship Meme

link to template by @heyneon

tagging @bbrocklesnar @alexxmason @captmactavish @onehornedbeast @finding-comfort-in-rain @carlosoliveiraa @tao-tgsh @ghastlyrider @captastra and anyone who wants to ✨ no pressure ofc!

Decided to do both ending 2 (my canon) and ending 3 to show how different yet similar the routes are!

++ some rambles/explanations under the cut:

ASCENDANT ENDING

THE PRENUP

this is sending me bc i have this long ass timeline that leads to them signing a prenup:

- astarion ascends, then breaks up with selene bc she didn’t want to become his spawn

- selene comes with karlach and wyll to avernus, but she doesn’t last long (she’s a lover not a fighter 💀) karlach convinces her to go back to faerun. she tells her that she has been on autopilot ever since, and she has not had the time to process the breakup. the constant fighting in the hells was not helping

- hesitantly she goes back to waterdeep, where she learns that she is being summoned back to evereska. she journeys there and gets celebrated as the savior of baldur’s gate. she starts creating songs abt her adventures. somehow, she still felt as an outsider in her family despite getting acknowledgment. she goes back to waterdeep where she feels more at home

- she slowly builds her reputation. the reunion party also happens during this time.

- 3 years pass by. she goes back to baldur’s gate ever since the brain. not as a hero, but as a performer this time 🥳

- they see each other again ever since the party

- zariel arc begins(!) selene recruits astarion (and the gang!) to help defeat zariel. this is where they rebuild their relationship, whatever it was. they make house of hope their homebase

- before the final fight, astarion, desperate and pissed off that selene was not jumping on his advances, propositions (again 😩) to turn her. they get into this massive fight. selene tells him that the only way that they can make this work is to enter a (magical, hell-powered) contract, where he can’t compel her and in return she can’t leave or betray him. astarion, who was planning all along to turn selene into a vampire bride (where he actually can’t compel her) instead of a spawn, agrees to it since the contract was heavily in his favor. BOOM PRENUP. they both sign it. astarion turns her the very same night 💀 they’re basically married at this point

- they defeat zariel yay, slowly take over baldur’s gate while also getting a vacation home in waterdeep while also traveling the world yadda yadda. then they have a wedding despite already being married for years bc why not ✨

THE WEDDING

at this point selene is a very famous singer, and astarion close to becoming the shadow ruler of baldur’s gate. their wedding gets called the wedding of the century— think the royal wedding, imagine the masses crowding on the gates trying to see what’s going on inside 💀 they hold it during the daytime to squash all the rumors of them being vampires. their motif is white and gold, and is heavily influenced by elven culture. selene’s gown’s train is around 20 ft long. their cake is 3 minscs and 8 boos tall. the festivities lasted for DAYS. lots of hedonistic debauchery occurred ehehe

THE SONGS

so i chose songs that had wedding vibes but also toxic when you listen to the lyrics. chemtrails over the county club is about choosing to live in your own safe and comfortable bubble despite the ongoing horrors outside (cue in my snow globe symbolism for them). there’s also this line where it says “it’s never too late, baby, so don’t give up” which makes me feel that there’s still hope in the relationship becoming healthy… eventually 🤡 (i mean, they actually have forever between them). you belong to me is very fitting bc astarion can let her roam the world freely, but ultimately she can’t leave him. (this also aligns with one of the voicelines a!astarion has if tav leaves with karlach to avernus as a spawn— he tells them that he allowed them to go with karlach bc he’s not some “controlling monster”. he could summon tav back beside him if he wanted to.)

SPAWN ENDING

THE WEDDING

as for the spawn ending, at first they want to hold it with just the two of them but then word gets around, and now everyone was excited for the wedding! they didn’t expect so many people would want to congratulate and celebrate with them. imagine 7k+ people wanting to attend 💀💀💀

they hold the wedding reception in the underdark, but made their vows privately under the night sky 🥹😭 MOON AND STAR MOTIF LFG 😭😭😭

THE SONGS

just a quick one: there’s this line in your universe that says “you can thank your stars all you want but, i’ll always be the lucky one” which i think perfectly sums up how he views tav/selene. bc who in their right mind would help a vampire— a monster, let alone give them their blood? only tav/selene. (which also aligns with his voiceline saying “other people don’t have a heart like that. you’re… you. no one is like that.”) ANYWAY ENOUGH RAMBLING THANKS FOR READING 😘

#THEYRE MY ROMAN EMPIRE ‼️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ #no need to read the rambles i just turn into a yapper when it’s abt them 🤡 #lmaoooo not me jumping on this template bc im v v stressed with planning MY OWN wedding rn 💀 i’d rather elope tbh #let me think about my blorbos weddings instead 😌😌😌 #there’s still a lot of stuff in between for the ascendant end but that’s the gist of it!! #the plot is easily a 100k fic but alas… i am not a writer 😭💀 #love how gothic their aesthetic is despite it being the spawn end. love me some gap moe #tag games #x: wherever you stray i follow #yue’s codex entry: selene #appendix entry: astarion

[evakant]

my favourite part of yoohan is that he's hers, quite literally

#i wanted to write more but i dont have the right words for a good post lmao #orv #orv spoilers #han sooyoung #yoo joonghyuk #yoohan #anyway i imagine her biting him (on the arm; on the cheek; wherever's closest) and thinking ''mine mine mine'' #and i think on the flip side it's like #wouldn't it be comforting to know someone's.... let's say responsible for you #yoo joonghyuk looks up at the constellations and looks for kim dokja #i think han sooyoung could be a north star for him too #not morally or any of the usual metaphorical ways it's used in a dynamic #just someone for him to turn back to #always. #idk what i mean i... i simply love them so much #rs: because of your story #orv.txt #fra.txt

[flamboyant-king]

Hey babes, sorry I've been dead, but I coulda been literally dead if I had not gone.

I didn't hurt myself and we're still figuring things out. I would love to share but I've already forgotten what I've learned. I hope I get more guidance and time for healing and learning on how to lead my life in a better direction than where I was. But that takes time and effort.

I hope to get some rest, get some support, and get it together. But right now, I don't think it's healthy for me to worry about art in the way I do now. I may not express it here, but trying to maintain my art endeavors/projects while there's so much bullshit going on backstage is not helping me. Especially since I'm not even obligated to do so. But trying to force myself to do something I am currently unable to do will just make me feel worse. I'll follow my dreams and passions one day, but I've been putting off the healing process for years.

So I guess it's better to get better now so I can get the ball rolling again. Why drive on a flat tire?

#i was in there for a week and ill continue partial hospitalization for a few weeks #i hope i learn more and i hope i get specific help to my issues. because whay i learned there didnt directly pertain to me #but having structured daily life felt nice. but it wasnt all relaxing because there were still responisibilites on the outside world #tapping on the window or calling me on the phone. chose the best time for a meltdown. i have taxes and credit card bills to take care of #but if i stress about it now ill jsut be going back to the ER and thats no good. the hospital was so cold dude im glad im home with blankets #this is mr octopus again. im glad i broguh hom to work. i went straight to er from work and if i had no plushie with me #i probably would have stayed longer or be even more mentally unstable and distressed. its good to have comfort items #i dont think i want to know ehat if be like without some kind of companion or grounding item with me. i dont want to imagine me without em #its okay to have a little friend with you. i would be so distraught. everyone loved me there #the nurses the patients the residents yhe social workers the students #mr. octopus made them happy because of his big smile and mine too. the people there did not expect the mass amoutns of stress and depression #in this bubbly happy baby witb a happy pink octopus. one of the patients thought it was the meds the happy pills they gave me #no im jsut naturally like this. or artificially like this. i still dont know how to express or understand my feelings #if what im showing is real or not because i know ill be the happiest in the room wherever i go. maybe its a front or a mask #but when im like that kinda hard to know whats really underneath. they always ask me if im okay but i turn to myself #and its nondescript like ive put a blanket over how i really feel. its weird. the bubbly energy is blinding. #words #mr octopus #mental health #doodles

[freckledhylian]

“I looked for you! I looked everywhere for you!”

#I DONT REMEMBER WHICH ARTIST BLESSED ME WITH THE MOLE RIKU HEADCANON BUT WHEREVER YOU ARE I HOPE BOTH SIDE OF YOUR PILLOW ARE COLD AT NIGHT #manifesting long hair Riku for KH4 cause the only person who’s allowed to cut his hair is Sora #pink eyes too because you know he’s deep down the pit of love #NOMURA LET HIM CRY WERE BEGGING #you can’t see it but Sora is hugging him tightly and crying too lol #I’m actually so happy with how this turned out #I love them so much #Soriku #sora #riku #kh3 #kh4 #kingdom hearts #dream eater Riku #my art #mars draws

[g0nta-g0kuhara]

SO. WAIT. Are you telling me that not only was ZILCH the one who killed everyone on the Amaterasu Express, but that we never actually met Zilch- he was killed before we even got on the train and a hitman took his place? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? LMAO

#NO SPOILERS PLEASE #plays the chapter called ''massacre on the amaterasu express' and is genuinely surprised when all the characters we met on the train died #BUT ALSO GHDHSJKHGKDJSFJHKSDH CAN I JUST SAY #It is SO fucking funny that the character I latched onto from DAY ONE of splash art reveals #not only died Immediately but turns out we never even met the real him to begin with #THE REAL ZILCH ALEXANDER... WHEREVER YOU WERE... I LOVED YOU #mdarc #mdarc spoilers #shut up me #IM NEVER declaring a character as my favourite that early on again ive been BURNED #... burned. get it

[silenthillbunni]

🐰🌧️

#so on my way home.. #i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future #i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were #bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected #a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati #that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful #and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old #live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :) #you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :) #you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!! #you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u! #whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ❤️ #god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE #i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things #now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao #there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives #by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it. #or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me #only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die #bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything #for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!! #not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right #i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax #but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭 #my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became #bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life

[dykehayleywilliams]

childhood friends to lovers slow burn band au 300k+

#IT ALL WORKS OUT IN THE END WHEREVER YOU GO THATS WHERE I AM BOULDERS TURN INTO SAND WHEREVER YOU GO RHATS WHERE I AM #sorry listening to that’s where i am by Maggie Rogers on repeat now the mental illness got to me #this makes me so emo #tayley

[itsalwaysforyou]

one day i will write my fic idea where jal are kind of weird towards each other after the cotillion drama has died down. and they end up having a very convoluted conversation about why mal didn’t tell jay she wanted to go back to the isle…….

#jays like you KNOW i would’ve come with you. and mal’s like that’s exactly why i didn’t say anything #bc you’re so happy here. with the roar team & all the cheerleaders want you. and you’re enjoying yourself #and jays like yeah im faking a lot of it! that’s what i do! i lie! i cheat! i play pretend! #and they are both so mad at each other for not understanding that the other has been Suffering #but they haven’t clocked on bc they themselves have been too busy Suffering #and in my head this takes place on the balcony (me and jal balcony motif) at belles castle? i think? #wherever mal watches the sea for uma with binoculars in d3 #and it’s pouring with rain & jays trying to get mal to go inside #and then he turns to go back inside after their convo & doesnt check if mal’s following him or not #gah. i wish my brain would let me write this i’ve had the idea for SO LONG #jal

[let-me-call-myself-olga]

Oh naurrrrrr

It's their turn to die

Greenscreen for whoever wants, if you do end up using it please credit

#danganronpa #danganronpa ndrv3 #ndrv3 #tsumugi shirogane #shirogane tsumugi #angie yonaga #yonaga angie #should I tag yttd? #Why not #yttd #your turn to die #These were fun #Might do more #Will probably do more #If you want anyone special you can ask and I'll say wherever or not I'm interested/able to do the character #Heck #I could try the reverse as well #But these won't be the best quality #Just so you know

[zanathan-aisling]

Realized that my daydreams about retrieving Solanum from the Quantum Moon play out shockingly (hell, poignantly even) close to some sort of reverse tale of Orpheus

#as in. turning around to check shes there spelling her death versus having to stay turned around to be sure shes there keeping her 'alive' #outer wilds spoilers #solanum outer wilds #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #also it'd still be either doomed or extremely difficult (even discounting the sun thing) because like #she'd be a quantum object for the rest of her semi-existence pretty much #even if you got her OFF of the moon she'd still exhibit quantum properties in the same way other things entwined with quantum phenoma do #especially her since like. she's also literally speaking dead. causally her being able to exist YEEEEEAAAAAAARS after her species went #locally extinct is just makes that more apparent (given nomai can't be super long-lived given. textual evidence pointing towards them #being able to lose knowledge across generations within comperable spans of time) #though her exiting the moon and being succesfully taken back to Hearth or wherever would also mean she'd. #like. maybe also 1/6th exist there???? #though that'd only last as far as the whole loop thing. fuck that sun in particular #.....of course my little stories about whisking her outta there are mostly involved in grabbing as many hearthians as possible and going #As A Group to the eye sldhgkllhkdsghlksgdhlkgdhlgdsgsdhlk so the sun going kablooey aint a huge deal in that regard #(though the prospect of bringing not-accustomated-to-exploring hearthians to the eye is ghoulish enough in its own right to even consider.) #(maybe just stick to the main 5) #well #six #seven including us really.

[cyberdragoninfinity]

Does yb have a collection of knives and ryou is just like, "oh i see spirit added another knife :|"?

this shit is getting old, spirit!!!!!!

#asks #icouldbesleepingpowder #bakura #ygoart #ygo posting #yb slowly turning ryou's kitchen into a saw trap #anyway you can just buy an iridescent knife wherever. it rules. we have a iridescent butterknife from bed bath and beyond #ygo headcanons

[neathbound-fiends]

Crossposting this to Tunglr but I was thinking abt food and the diets you'd have on ship (especially as a mercantile vessel, so they lack the military funding of the Royal Navy) and I do think it would be really interesting to see crew bringing ideas from their homes for stuff. Like, I think it would be more difficult to make work given that the Neath is humid, but I wonder if there's a way to swing it that could make borts work and stay stable. I wonder if you could do buttered eggs to preserve them well enough to keep them as rations. Lutefisk and salted herrings. do you see my vision

Edited because HOW could I forget pickling

#you've got a wealth of knowledge from all over the place because the Docks tend to collect a hodge podge of whoever from wherever #use the knowledge!! learn from people saying ''well this is how we do it back home'' #the Neath and cooking are already so fucking weird #but everyone has preservation methods! figure out what you can do in bulk to feed a crew that's gonna be gone for weeks! #obviously some methods can't translate over but there's gotta be a ton of different methods available #also like this could apply if your character is Royal Navy but this was specifically me thinking abt my characters who are not #but I will not turn you away if yours are

[outlying-hyppocrate]

i feel sick whenever i eat; i feel dizzy whenever i move

#random thoughts #and so the whole world turns to stars.. wherever you are..

[endious]

what do you think jeff would think about you being really gentle when touching him- imagine you wanting to jerk him off or give him head and you’re just so sweet about it, touching him gently and sloppily and responding to his rough kisses with gentle and messy ones

he’d get a hard on… he actually thinks it’s amusing that you treat him gently and softly while he’s manhandling you and forcing his tongue into your mouth as he gropes roughly at your breasts. the way you’re so compliant and willing to please makes him want to laugh in your face but he enjoys how gentle you are in comparison to himself. it just marks off another reason in his twisted mind that you two are meant to be together.

i have wrote about a gentle/sweet reader giving him head and how he just basically used it against you. and it’s honestly true, he uses your soft heart against you to make you do things for him. he had a rough day and just wants his dick sucked, surely you’d be a sweet girl for him and help him out right? it’s the least you can do. but oh you’re so willing regardless of what he says. so softly kissing the tip of his cock while your hands slide up and down his length and you give him the prettiest doe eyes. it’s almost like you know what you’re doing with that innocent air about yourself. like you know it turns him on and makes him want to ruin you when you touch him and kiss him sweetly and mewl out praises over the smallest touch he gives you.

and the idea of making out with him, his hands guiding your hips down to grind against his throbbing cock in his pants. you’re so inexperienced it’s cute the way your hands hesitantly grab at his hoodie as you moan against his lips that are much better at kissing than yours are. and meeting his rough kisses with sloppy soft ones?? my stomach is doing flips hell i am doing flips like a fish gasping for water.

#— cadie answers #— nonnies #IM SO FUCKING NORMAL ABOUT HIM #no no no you dont get it this opened a whole new thought chain #inexperienced!reader…. DO YOU SEE IT ???? DO YOU FUCKING SEE WHAT I SEE #i cant even describe it but like.. jeff guiding you (roughly and without care) and turning you into the perfect doll for him? #making you believe it’s normal for him to fuck you whenever and wherever he wants. that its normal for him to take advantage of your body #JEFF MAKING YOUR STUPID LITTLE INEXPERIENCED BRAIN THINK THAT BEING HIS RAPEDOLL IS NORMAL ?? IM CREAMING MYSELF

[canisonicscrewyou]

I’d need so much PPE if I did this but I wonder if I could still break into my childhood home since my parents haven’t done shit with it.*

*(novel inside the tags)

#I wouldn’t bc I think the entire neighborhood would notice someone touching that house after years #and also last I remember that shit flooded before dad finally turned the utilities off completely #but now I’m thinking of the dumb Dr Who lamp with a sonic screwdriver base that was in my bedroom……. #sigh. the things you wish you could’ve grabbed when you were sent into your crumbling childhood home #to retrieve your books and other things not taken from your depression pit bedroom when the house became unlivable while you were in college #and your hoarder parents finally decided to move </333333 #in theory I miss that house in practice I absolutely do not. #even if it wasn’t falling apart the vibes there were fucking rancid. it felt like the house was watching you wherever you went. #like literally always eyes on you. it was weird. #I still haven’t been able to completely shake that feeling. #granted most of the stuff that passes through our apartment is pretty benign. we’re pals. #anyways goodnight.