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#wish there was a photo of the whole thing so i could ID it!!!
loverboybitch · 1 year
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from the Seditionaries collection book by Hiroshi Fujiwara and Jun Takahashi, scans via archivepdf.net.//.
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beansprean · 2 years
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@schreibfederlaerm left this scene in the notes on my last mardjinn comic and I HAD TO DRAW IT so ty to her!! 💖
(IDs in alt and under cut)
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ID: what we do in the shadows comic. Panel 1: waist up of Marwa standing in profile, wearing a pale green peasant dress, red stone necklace, and a pair of fuschia half moon reading glasses. Her hair is pulled back in a loose braid and she is standing in front of an old fashioned book wheel, which she spins to read the 7 different books she has set into the trays. She is smiling widely at the page she is currently reading, which is labeled 1969 and has a diagram of a rocket. Filling the background behind her is a photo of the known universe and several old newspaper clippings of major space news, including the moon landing, the first man to go into orbit, and the first satellite launch. There are also some ancient hand drawn diagrams of Saturn, a model of the solar system, a digital rendering of the orbit of Jupiter, and some 14th century Persian astronomical writings. The pages and the stars fan out and face behind her as the panel ends.
Panel 2: Close up of Marwa from the front, looking down at her book with an amazed smile. The background is filled with galaxies and her eyes are reflecting stars. She breathes to herself, “The modern world is so amazing…” Panel 3: close up on Marwa’s right eye as she is startled out of her hyperfixation by a speech bubble reading “You know…”. Panel 4: Chest up of Marwa from the front as the Djinn pops up suddenly behind her. Marwa’s eyes dart over to him, smile creeping back up as she recognizes him. He casually leans over her shoulder, meeting her gaze with his usual nonchalance, and continues, “I could give you all the knowledge of the modern world you like. Just one click away.” He holds up his pen, thumb poised over the cap as if to demonstrate.
Panel 5: shoulders-up from behind them both, book wheel gone still in the background as Marwa turns to look at the djinn, grinning with excitement. “Are you kidding?” she says, “Learning is the best part! Did you know people flew to the moon?!” The djinn just looks back at her, furrowing his brow slightly. He pushes, “Are you sure? I won’t even take a wish for that.” Panel 6: waist up from the front. The djinn has straightened up from his slouch, pen lowered, almost pouting at the rejection. Marwa, smile still full on her face, lowers her chin to slip her reading glasses off and says, “I don’t mean to offend you, but…”
Panel 7: close up of Marwa from the djinn’s perspective on a bubbly pink and white background. She is smiling gently, eyes lowered and shining toward her books, long curls of hair escaping her braid to frame her flushed face. She continues, “There’s joy for me in the journey - just getting things handed to me…” Panel 8: close up of the djinn on the same bubbly pink and white background, the panels split diagonally behind them. Marwa’s line continues: “…It would get boring rather quickly, wouldn’t it?” The djinn is staring down at her with literal hearts in his wide eyes, cheeks flushed with more emotion than we've ever seen from him. He looks absolutely lovestruck.
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Screenshot of tags from user schreibfederlaerm: wwdits. i've been thinking about them so much i have this whole scene in my head where the djinn finds marwa studying like 12 books about modern culture at once. and the djinn is like 'i could just give you all the knowledge you need to get by in the modern world'. and she's like 'are you kidding? the learning is the best part about it!' (but more polite) bc she's a scientist! she discovered things about saturn and now she's learning about the moon landing! and the djinn is like 'are you sure? i wouldn't even take a wish for that.' and she's like 'i don't mean to offend you but for me there's joy in the journey. just getting things handed to me - it would get boring rather quickly wouldn't it?' and that point the djinn would be like *heart eyes* bc she's not interested in just using him for his wishes! so now it's about proving to her that his magic is not just a tool to 'take the easy way out' and accidentally seducing her & falling in love with her on the way. I just have a lot of feelings about them okay? /end ID
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korn-dogz · 1 year
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Idk if youve done sid sfw and nsfw before but could you please? Id love to see what you’ll come up with!
YES!! Sid is super cute and I love him so much
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Just wanted to add the extra pictures 😉
Summary: nsfw and sfw hcs for Sid Wilson
WARNING: smut, fluff
Sfw
-he’s a big baby, he will lay on your chest and nag for your attention
-he loves playing with your hair when you lay your head on his lap, he will braid it (he doesn’t know how to but he’s trying his best)
-he will flex his muscles to you all the time
-“hey babe, check these bad boys out” and pretend like he’s a professional body builder
-he’d be the type of mf to bite you, regardless of what the occasion is
-he won’t leave your ass alone (literally) he will smack is, he doesn’t care who’s watching
-he’s the funniest person to drink with, he’d be like “I bet you won’t dare me to drink this whole bottle” doesn’t matter what you say he will drink the whole thing
-but when he’s drunk; he’s all over you, he will accidentally hurt you but you know he never means to do it
-he’s a fun guy to be around, he always makes dirty jokes and does the most random shit
-he cared for you lots tho, if he accidentally hurts you when he’s not drunk he will never forgive himself, even if you keep reassuring him that you’re fine
-he loves to go on nature walks with you, he will pick a flower (dead or alive) an hand it to you like your royalty
-buys you everything, like you mentioned you wished you had a tea cup and the next day he bought you the nicest tea cup ever
-he’ll use you as a model for his masks when he has to come up with a new one
-he loves cuddling with you in bed after a long day in the studio, it helps him blow off steam
Nsfw
-he’s definitely into some kinky shit, like having you in a collar or calling you “my little pet”
-he loves foreplay, the build up turns him on
-he gets turned on by anything really
-he loves making sex tapes with you, or taking polaroid photos of you naked
-he can go for quite a while, so far he can make it to 3 rounds
-he’s definitely a dirty talker, saying shit like “fuckin whore” “fuck yeah” “fuck, you’re so tight” “such a fuckin slut for me” or “fuck, I’m gonna fill you up good”
-his favourite position is doggy or cowgirl, even in doggy he loves seeing your ass bounce on him during doggy
-he’s an animal during sex, thrusting into you rapidly and moaning loudly
-he’s more of a groaner then a moaner, but when he’s treated good sometimes he will whimper
-he loves fingering you, the crys you let out when he reaches the right spot drives him crazy
-his favourite thing to do is have you sit on his face, and grind your hips into his mouth
-hell do it anywhere, he has determination to get the job done no matter where you guys are
-the risk of getting caught turns him on more
-he doesn’t care if someone walks in he will still be pounding into you
-he’s 100% into roleplay, he loves it when your the doctor and he’s the patient (stupid scenario but yiu get my point) 
-he likes having sex with you when he’s drunk, his stamina increases 10 folds when he’s drunk

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sejanusxcoriyo · 3 months
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Pairings: Josh Andres Rivera x Fem!Actress!reader/ Tom Blyth x Rachel Zegler
Face Claim: Coco Jones
Type: Social Media AU
Summary: Josh finally puts an end to this, or does he?
Warnings: Cussing, let me know if i forgot any
A/N: This should be the last part, anything else created will just be short AU blurbs <3
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Text messages with Josh
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Text messages with Rachel
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Joshandresrivera has posted a story
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Ynuser
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Ynuser My lover, my everything, the apple of my eye. The 26 letters of the alphabet aren't enough letters to express how I feel about you. If I tried to describe my feelings about you, this post would never end. I will always love you and only you❤️🥰
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Rachelzegler OMG FINALLY!
↪️rachelfan1 wait shes serious???
↪️ynfan1 HARD LAUNCH, I REPEAT HARD LAUNCH
↪️joshynfan1 im so happy for them fr, they both seem like they are glowing
Oliviarodrigo cute couple ig
↪️oliviafan1 yes mother, be the bigger person
↪️oliviafan2 mhm, this is why i stan
↪️ynfan2 please get out her comments, she isnt looking for acknowledgement from you
ynuser liked this comment
↪️ynfan2 MOTHER HAS LIKED MY COMMENT
joshfan1 so are we just gonna ignore the 7th pic? my gurl quite literally marked her mans
↪️joshynfan2 right?? like she wants you bitches to know hes hers
↪️rachelfan2 i love this for her
Joshandresrivera I love you with my whole fucking heart
↪️ynuser I love you so much more than you think
↪️joshynfan2 my parents are so freaking cute
↪️oliviafan3 they are actually cute tg
ynfan3 she looks so happy, like shes absolutely glowing
↪️joshfan2 i know, i was thinking that earlier
rachelfan3 now i know ms rachel and tom know wayyy more about this than they are letting on
↪️ynfan3 mhm, i know them bitches know every fucking thing
↪️rachelzegler i mean you not wrong
Zendaya purr we love to see it, claim your mans <3
↪️ynuser the QUEEN has spoken @/joshandresrivera we can never break up
↪️joshandresrivera like id ever leave you, aka the reason i smile every damn day
↪️joshynfan3 i want a love like theirs
↪️joshfan3 i want someone to look at me the way they look at each other in that 4th pic
↪️rachelfan4 right, a girl could WISH
Joshandresrivera
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Joshandresrivera My princess, I'm so sorry for not saying this sooner, but you are my world, and I have no clue how I survived with you this long. My precious, delicate jewel, I will love you until my heart stops. Even then, the heavens cannot tear me from your arms. I love you more than words can tell, my beautiful diamond❤️😘
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joshfan1 yall look at how he holds her, im desprate
↪️rachelfan1 i was just about to comment that
↪️joshynfan1 pay attention to how he looks at her in that 7th photo
ynuser my man my man my man, i love you <3
↪️joshandresrivera my woman my woman my woman i love you more <3
↪️rachelfan2 just look how they interact with each other
↪️oliviafan1 did you steal her caption?
↪️ynfan1 that bitch tried to break up her relationship, fuck her caption
hunterschafer im jealous, need a man like him
↪️rachelzegler im right here babe?
↪️tomblyth rach...
↪️rachelzegler didnt expect you to see that...ily
↪️hunterschafer i never said i wanted to break anyone up
↪️tomblyth rachel i hear you giggling from under the covers
↪️rachelzegler you'll never catch me!
↪️joshandresrivera @/ynuser these are our kids
↪️ynuser who is we?
↪️tomblyth mom?
↪️ynuser 🙄
joshfan2 love how they intact with each other
↪️ynfan2 right??
joshynfan2 i love them so much, adopt me plz
Oliviarodrigo Josh?
↪️oliviafan1 see shes just tryna set things straight
↪️joshfan3 its giving desperate
↪️ynfan2 not you being desperate for another womans man
↪️rachefan3 oohh i know this is eating you ALIVE
↪️oliviafan2 shut up all, of yall, yall dont know shit
↪️rachelfan4 imagine defending a cheater..couldn't be me
↪️joshfan4 imagine begging for ex under his post abut his girlfriend...couldn't be me
Zendaya its giving desperate
↪️joshynfan3 isnt it
↪️oliviafan3 no one even likes you
↪️zendayafan1 dont speak about mother like that
↪️rachelfan5 not olivias an summoning a whole nother fandom
↪️ynfan3 they about to eat them alive
ynuser my lover boy
↪️joshnadresrivera my princess
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bratshaws · 5 months
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through the hourglass 300. brb x oc
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a/n: damn we got to 300 and we are sad huh (comments and reblogs are super welcome and encouraged!)
pairing: plus size!oc x rooster
warnings: none uwu
goodness gracious (pls read this one to know more what this fic is about!!)
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The soft chime of her phone signaled an incoming call, and Beatrice's heart skipped a beat. She hastily reached for the device, her fingers fumbling slightly in her eagerness. The caller ID displayed a familiar name: Rooster. With a quick intake of breath, she swiped to answer.
"Rooster! Finally, you called! How have you been? Is everything okay?"
On the other end of the line, Rooster's deep voice resonated, carrying a warmth that eased Beatrice's anxieties. "Hey, Bea. I'm... I'm good. Just caught up with a lot of things here. How are you holding up?"
Beatrice settled onto the living room couch, cradling her phone as if it were a lifeline. "I've been worried, you know? The whole situation with the mission... it's been nerve-wracking. Are you okay?"
Rooster sighed, the weariness in his voice not escaping Beatrice's notice. "It's been a challenging time, Bea. We encountered some unexpected complications, and I've been navigating through them. But I wanted to hear your voice, reassure you that I'm doing my best to get through this."
The smile on Bea’s face softened immediately. "I appreciate that, Rooster. I've been on edge, wondering what's going on. Is there anything you can share with me, or is it…classified?"
There was a moment of hesitation on Rooster's end. "I wish I could, Bea. You know how it is with these missions. There are layers of classified information, and sometimes even I don't get the full picture. But I promise I'm doing everything I can to resolve things."
Beatrice nodded, even though Rooster couldn't see her. "I trust you, Rooster. I just... I miss you, that's all."
"I miss you too, Bea. More than you can imagine. These missions take a toll, but knowing I have you to come back keeps me going."
A tender smile touched Beatrice's lips. "You are very sweet.” she whispers, “You know that,right?”
Rooster chuckled on the other end, the sound a brief respite from the gravity of their conversation. "I got it from you, gorgeous. How's everyone doing?"
Beatrice's face warmed just enough, even with his voice sounding so tired he still managed to make her blush. "Well Nicole is growing like a little whirlwind, the twins are getting more active and the dogs... well, they've accepted their role as their personal guardians.”
“A noble position.”
“Hah,I agree.”
Rooster's laughter echoed through the phone, a sound that, for a moment, transported them both beyond the distances "I wish I could be there to witness the chaos. It sounds perfect."
"It is, in its own way," Beatrice replied, her gaze drifting to the photo on the wall ,their wedding photo "It’s just not the same without you, Rooster. The nights get a bit too quiet, you know?"
A solemn sigh traveled through the phone. "I feel it too, Bea. The quiet moments, the absence. Once the mission is wrapped up, I'll be back before you know it."
"I'll hold you to that," Beatrice teased, her playful tone belying the genuine yearning in her heart. "And when you're back, we're having a proper dinner, no military rations allowed."
Rooster laughs again, "No objections here. I could use a home-cooked meal. It's been too long."
Their conversation continued, seamlessly weaving between light-hearted banter and moments of shared vulnerability. Rooster recounted snippets of his mission, careful not to divulge classified details but offering enough for Beatrice to feel connected to his world. Beatrice, in turn, shared anecdotes from their daily life, painting a vivid picture of home that Rooster carried with him in the midst of his responsibilities.
As they spoke, the distance between them seemed to momentarily dissolve, replaced by the intimacy of shared memories and unspoken assurances. Beatrice described the changing seasons, the colors of autumn painting the landscape in hues of gold and crimson. Rooster listened, mentally juxtaposing the vivid imagery with the stark realities of the covert missions he found himself immersed in.
Amidst the exchange of words, Rooster's mind flitted to the events unfolding in the covert meeting. The night air, thick with tension, held a different weight for him. The covert operation demanded his focus, yet the connection with Beatrice provided a fleeting respite—a tether to normalcy in the midst of intrigue and uncertainty.
As the conversation continued, Rooster couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt. The delicate balance between duty and personal life often left him grappling with conflicting emotions. Beatrice, sensing the subtle shift in his demeanor, voiced her concern.
"Rooster, is everything okay? You seem... distant."
A moment of silence hung in the air before Rooster responded, his voice carrying a weight that mirrored the burden on his shoulders. "It's just... there are things I can't share, Bea. Classified stuff. But I need you to know that you're my anchor through all of this."
Beatrice's empathy cut through the miles that separated them. "You don't have to carry it all alone, Rooster. We're a team, remember? Whatever you can share, I'm here to listen. And whatever you can't, I trust you. Always."
Rooster sighed, the weariness in his voice belying the gratitude he felt. "You're incredible, Bea. Sometimes, I wonder how I got so lucky."
Beatrice chuckled softly, "Well, you did marry me, didn't you?"
"Best decision I ever made," Rooster replied, the sincerity in his voice carrying a depth that resonated with Beatrice. In that moment, their connection transcended the limitations of distance, an unspoken affirmation of the strength of their bond.
However, Beatrice sensed a shift in Rooster's demeanor. She knew her husband too well.. "Rooster, is everything okay? You seem... serious."
Rooster paused,"There's a lot happening on my end, Bea. I need to focus for a bit. But I want you to know that I love you."
Beatrice's heart skipped a beat, a sudden jolt of ice cold exploding in her stomach, her anxiety slowly crawling upwards. "I…I love you too-a-are you leaving?"
He replies, quietly, "Not yet…I just wanted to say that is all.."
Beatrice's mind raced, the sudden shift in Rooster's tone triggering a cascade of emotions. She took a deep breath, anchoring herself in the reassurance that he was still there, even if the miles stretched between them.
"Rooster, you know I support you in everything you do," Beatrice responded, her voice steady despite the undercurrent of concern. "But you also know that you can share more with me. I can handle it."
There was a pause on the other end, as if Rooster weighed his words carefully. "Bea, there's a situation. Something unexpected. It might take a bit longer than I thought."
Beatrice's grip on the phone tightened. The uncertainty of military life had always been a constant, but the acknowledgment of an unexpected situation heightened her anxiety. "Rooster, just... Come back to me, okay? Promise me." she closes her eyes, the fear clawing up her spine, “Promise me Bradley.”
A deep exhale echoed through the phone. "I promise, I promise Bea. I'll be back. I just need to navigate through this."
"I trust you," Beatrice whispered, her voice carrying the weight of unspoken fears and unwavering faith while wiping one lonely tear that dared to slide down her cheek. "Is…everyone else aware of–”
“Yes, pretty much everyone.”
She knew that’d be the most she’d get out of this mission and she could live with that.
“Okay.” she whispers with a small smile, “Okay,that…that does make me feel better, knowing you are not alone in this.”
His hum is soft and followed by a laugh,gentle and quiet “Can you do me a favor?”
“Sure,anything you need.”
Another pause “Would you…tell Mav about some of the uh…issues? You know he’d be open talking about it.” and he also missed his uncle’s insight on this.
“Roos…of course. I can do that.”
Rooster felt a mixture of gratitude and guilt for burdening Beatrice with such a request."Thank you, Bea. I know it's an extra load, but Mav can offer a perspective that might help."
Beatrice took a moment to absorb Rooster's words."I'll talk to Mav. And, Rooster, take care of yourself."
A hint of a smile played on Rooster's lips, even if it couldn't be seen through the phone. "I promise. I'll be cautious, and I'll come back to you, Bea. I love you."
"I love you too, Bradley," Beatrice replied, her voice softening with the tenderness reserved for private moments. As they exchanged their final words, the distance between them seemed both tangible and irrelevant, a paradox only those in long-distance relationships truly understood.
After the call ended, Beatrice sat in the quiet of their home, her thoughts a whirlwind of emotions. She glanced at the photo of Rooster on the wall, in his Navy uniform. She kept her eyes on him, her mouth curling softly into a frown before she sighs and stands up.
Determined to fulfill Rooster's request, Beatrice decided to reach out to Mav. She dialed his number, the familiarity of the ringtone comforting in its own way. After a couple of rings, Mav's voice echoed through the phone. "Hey, Bea! What's up?"
"Hey, Mav. I, uh, need to talk to you about something. It's about Rooster."
A pause on the other end hinted at Mav's curiosity and the slight panic in his words. "Rooster? Everything okay?"
Beatrice took a deep breath, choosing her words carefully. "There's a situation, Mav. He didn't go into details, but it sounds like things might get complicated. He asked me to talk to you about it."
"Complicated how? Is he in danger?"
"I don't think it's that straightforward," Beatrice explained, trying to convey the uncertainty of the situation. "He's navigating through something unexpected. I could hear it in his voice, Mav... I'm worried. There was…a breach too."
"A breach? What kind of breach?"
Beatrice sighed, rubbing her forehead. "He didn't specify details. Just that it added another layer to an already complicated situation. He's feeling the pressure, and he needs someone to talk to."
Mav's voice softened. "Of course, I get it. Rooster has always been...reserved about certain things. But if he's reaching out through you, it must be serious. Tell me everything you know, Bea."
Beatrice proceeded to recount the details of her conversation with Rooster, careful not to divulge more than he was comfortable sharing. Which honestly, wasn’t a lot because Rooster was very careful.
As she spoke, Mav listened intently, his mind piecing together the fragments of information. When Beatrice finished, a heavy silence lingered on the line. Mav took a moment before responding, "Thanks for letting me know, Bea. I appreciate you looking out for him. This situation sounds like a maze of uncertainties. Rooster rarely opens up about these things unless it’s digging at him."
"I know, Mav. That's why I thought it might help if he talks to you. You've been through a lot together, and your perspective might offer some clarity? Maybe?"
Mav sighed on the other end of the line, a sound laden with a history of shared experiences. "I'll try to talk to him, Bea. He might not say much, but sometimes just having someone there helps."
"Thank you, Mav. I know you've got your own things going on, and I appreciate you being there for him."
There was a moment of silence before Mav spoke again. "Family looks out for each other, right? Rooster…is like a son to me and you are family too,hm? I'll do what I can. Now, you take care of yourself too, Bea. It's not easy being on the other end of the line."
Beatrice chuckled softly, a mix of gratitude and wistfulness in her tone. "Tell me about it. But I'll manage. Just want him back safe."
"He's a tough one, Bea. He'll find his way back."
Beatrice couldn't help but smile at Mav's reassuring words. "I knew I could count on you, Mav. Thanks for being there."
"Anytime, Bea. And hey, give Nicole and the twins a little extra playtime from Grandpa Mav, alright?"
Beatrice laughed, the warmth of familiarity cutting through the seriousness of their conversation. "Will do, Mav. Take care, and keep me posted if Rooster says anything."
"Absolutely, Bea. Talk to you soon."
As the call ended, Beatrice felt a mixture of emotions. The weight of concern for Rooster's well-being lingered,  and her whole body felt weak. She supported herself against the wall, then slid down to the floor where she sat.
Unmoving.
Quiet.
Until she brought her knees up and covered her face with her hands, “We just need a fucking break.” she whispers angrily to herself, making sure to keep her voice low to not wake the kids up “...fuck, what’s all this? First the weirdo neighbors, now this?”
The room echoed with the distant sounds of rain against the window panes, a somber accompaniment to Beatrice's contemplative solitude. She sat on the floor, the weight of the unfolding events pressing down on her shoulders. 
In the stillness of the night, Beatrice allowed herself a moment of vulnerability. Her mind oscillated between worry for Rooster and the relentless challenges that seemed to converge upon her life. The journey from mundane worries about odd neighbors to the enigmatic breach in Rooster's mission had been swift, leaving her grappling with a sense of powerlessness.
She took a deep breath, attempting to steady the swirl of emotions within her. Nicole's toys lay scattered across the living room, silent witnesses to the turmoil that had unfolded in the midst of their innocent play. Beatrice reached for one of the toys, a small plush bear, holding it in her hands as if seeking solace from its silent presence.
The rhythmic patter of rain intensified, a symphony of nature's melancholy that matched the cadence of Beatrice's thoughts. She pondered the fragility of normalcy, how life could shift from the routine of family and playtime to the complexities of covert operations and the lurking shadows of the unknown.
With a heavy sigh, Beatrice rose from the floor, determined to regain a semblance of control. She moved quietly through the dimly lit house, avoiding the creaks in the floor that could disturb the peaceful slumber of her children. 
In the solitude of her bedroom, Beatrice sank into the comfort of the bed. The soft glow of the bedside lamp painted the room in a warm ambiance, offering a refuge from the storm outside. The raindrops tapped gently against the window, a lullaby that accompanied her thoughts.
And there,safe and quiet.
She allowed herself to sob.
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ketchappu · 8 months
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wwww your lil gecko is so cute!!!!! got any tips u wish you'd known before getting a gecko/things you've learned?? :O
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[ID: A photo of Bowser, a yellow leopard gecko with a few spots on his head, half in a hide in his enclosure, staring right at the camera. His pupils are slits in his grey eyes. A little fake leaf is seen above his head. End ID.]
YES! I do have stuff to say about getting a leo for the first time.
First of all, they all have distinct personalities and tastes, far more than what the general public expects from a reptile. They have tastes that can change during their lives, and many moods. You can prepare all you want but you will have to adapt to your gecko's wants and needs! Mine hates the texture of moss so I had to change my plans for his humid hide, he hates worms so I had to get roaches (you get used to it and mealworms are actually a lot less healthy anyway). I made a whole ass castle in polystyrene so he could have "Bowser's castle" as a hide in the terrarium, except I didn't account for his little claws scratching against it and making noise... He fucking hated it and the castle had to GO day one as well. Bowser's castle is now a coconut hide he loves to death.
In the same vein, do NOT make unmovable parts in your terrarium. I made some hides out of expanding foam and they are stuck to the sides and a pain in the ass, now. You want something that can be taken apart easily, especially when you never know which part of the terrarium your geck will elect as their toilets.
Second, their health: wild types are the sturdiest because they have the less inbreeding. You want to handle your gecko semi regularly at the very least, you don't have to get him out everyday for 2 hours but do handle him enough so you can do check ups and spot any issues demanding a vet's attention. Monitoring them frequently is super important because geckos, as most reptiles, only really show signs of illness when it's already pretty advanced. So tracking their weight, their skin color and looseness, any weird spots or tiny wound/scab, is very important.
Knowing the basics about common health issues, the nutrients they need, and what constitues a good alimentation for them, is super important but often overlooked. It's not because it's a pretty hardy and indeoendant reptile that you can just do whatever. Be informed and most importantly attentive to your geck.
I'm not listing all the little (positive) surprises i got while living with him because I think discovering them by yourself is a great joy! But geckos yawn in the cutest way, they also rip ass and you wouldn't believe how something so tiny created a fart so toxic, they can chirp and have small armpits, their little hands are pink on the bottom, they have 100 minuscule teeth that tou will never see and express a lot with their tails, they are so awesome and funny to have around. I love mine to death!
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salemssimblr · 10 months
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get to know me tag
I was tagged by @morrigan-sims. Thank you so much for the tag! ♥️
I'll put mine under the cut too cause I'm particularly chatty today
show your wallpaper and the last song you listened to.
For me this requires a photo! As I have my external display and my mac display and they're different. So, have a workspace reveal!
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Last song is Your Love by One True God & Roniit
currently reading?
Nevernight by Jay Kristoff... but barely. I've been moving it from room to room with the intention of curling up with it but then I render or write instead. Oops.
last movie?
Don't laugh (ok you can laugh) but it was the second Austin Powers movie. My husband's never seen them all the way through and they're on Netflix only until June 30th. Don't judge us too hard lmfao
last show?
The Queen's Gambit. I watched it when it was released, but hubby didn't.
craving?
The New Orleanian in me is craving this one cocktail served at my favorite restaurant. The restaurant closed down for covid and reopened literally only a few weeks ago but it looks like that cocktail isn't on their menu anymore. Afaik I think it was vodka and raspberry jam??? Phenomenal. It was called the Little Red Dog. We're going to that restaurant tomorrow and I'm praying if I ask for it they can make it but I don't have my hopes up.
what are you wearing right now?
Sweatpant material shorts I stole from my dad one weekend years ago and a shirt from The Strand bookstore in NYC. (Work pajama outfit lmfao)
how tall are you?
My ID says 5'2" but I think that's bullshit. An even 5'. Would've been shorter but I had my scoliosis corrected at 12 (I'm a terminator, baybeee) & I gained 2 inches from the surgery.
piercings?
2 holes in each lobe, 1 nose ring, and a closed up lip piercing I wish I still had but not enough to get it re-opened. I hope to get several more.
tattoos?
Two so far, a semicolon on the back of my neck (gotten before the semicolon tattoo movement) & a paper crane on my right wrist in memory of my late best friend. I want to get several more and have been actively ignoring the itch because my big wedding ceremony is in October... but after 👀 I think I was a big crow on my back/across one shoulder. And a few other small ones I've been thinking about. I've also always wanted bats behind my ear so maybe that too.
glasses or contacts?
Glasses! I'd love to wear contact but, fun trivia for your Friday, did you know that taking birth control longterm literally changes the shape of your corneas? I didn't either. But I'm pretty sure that happened to me and now I can't wear contacts without extreme discomfort. So, glasses for me.
last thing you ate?
Sliced mango and pomegranate seeds (:
favorite color?
Red, black, dark blues.
current obsession?
My current and forever obsession is Vignettes, the story my bestie and I are writing together. It's wild how this one storyline has become my entire personality, and I'm not at all mad about it.
any pets?
One sweet sweet little fur-son named Loki!
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he squint
favorite fictional character?
This is such a hard question for me to answer cause I have wildly fluctuating obsessions and right now I'm most obsessed with my own fictional characters, but. Kaz Brekker will always have a place in my heart. I loved him from his very first appearance in Six of Crows. Same for Nikolai Lantsov in Shadow & Bone. I loved Alina for the longest time too but I think her depiction in the show soured me on her a bit, idk. I have a lot of strong feelings about the Netflix adaptation I could write a whole dissertation on. I've also held the Abhorsen series (& Sabriel) close to my heart since I read it literally in middle school. I re-bought Sabriel a while ago and need to read it again.
last place you traveled?
I don't remember for sure if our most recent trip was to Houston when we got engaged or to North Carolina for my husband's best friend's wedding. Either way, it's been too long since we traveled and I need to go somewhere stat! haha
I'm tagging @buttertrait, @angelgnomeisdeadrip, @druidberries, @simlishpiadina, @kotpicard, @leafbatraccoon, @raiiny-bay, @chaoticsimlish, @omgkayplays & anyone else who wants to do this! Feel free to say I tagged you!
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c0rv · 1 year
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do u have anything to share with the people about playing genshin with me everything is normal to me idk what bothers everyone
you have like 12 recipes and ur food inventory is abysmal
ur exploration in most areas is 20% or less, and even in mond i think ur highest is 60%? for an area
you have not done any reputation things at all except for when i was on your account and desperate for mora so i did them for you
you have the red exclamation things on every icon bc theres things the game wants you to check so bad you refuse to
you dont usually do your daily commissions
you refuse to read the game tutorials
you have like 20 quests in ur journal and id be impressed its even that low if not for the fact u could go to any city in game and theres so many npcs wanting to start shit
you have yet to do any hangouts
ur only world level 4
you havent even unlocked the camera gadget so i had to watch u try and take pictures inside a domain but bc u couldnt open the menu without leaving u just ended up taking screenshots with the ui and everything
ur teapot is still empty and u wonder why kaeya is getting companion exp so slowly
you didnt know u could craft higher level mob drops at the alchemy stand, you dont know what condensed resin is
you thought there were 20 floors in the spiral abyss
you only recently attempted the spiral abyss after over 2 years playing bc u thought the first 9 floors scaled higher if u leveled up higher
you didnt know about the graphics settings in the menu
you didnt know what the motion blur was
when i watch u fight enemies u dont keep ur camera on the enemies and seem to be shocked when u get surprised by them
you only recently started using healing food after i asked u to
you have like 3 5 star artifacts total
you were leveling an artifact and it kept going to def and i told u to stop and u didnt anyways cuz u dont know what the def stat means
you thought that 4 stars r limited only to the limited banners they appear on
you also thought u could only get diluc from the standard banner
you dont know what the crown of insight is
when in the windblume event shop u were looking at the mailed flower refinement materials and i had to beg u to buy them cuz u thought they were useless
to add onto the previous thing u didnt even know you could refine weapons until like. last week
when u were screensharing windblume and starting the rhythm game thing i told u u could change note speed cuz i know u prefer faster notes but u didnt open the menu and didnt figure out u could do it until several days later
ur werent gonna do the photo aspect of windblume bc u had to do a quest where u talk to a guy one time
when bubbles and u and i were gonna fight azhdaha u instead walked to the geovishap
u will open the domains for talent level up materials and ask me what they r for
u will ask me what u even need the talent level up stuff for and when i have u open the characters talents theyre all level 1
u still havent maxed out any statues of the seven, not even in mond or liyue so u dont have max stamina
u unlocked fishing in an attempt to get the catch for raiden but u still havent even bought the recipes for anything but the default bait
u only have the default namecard and 1 other namecard u got through achievements
when i was screensharing u were asking me what the sigils in my inventory were (the ones u use for a ton of shit in enkanomiya)
didnt realize until yesterday that the 5 stars have orange backgrounds
u were playing yaoyao and kept doing her burst and immediately switching off so it did nothing
i was watching u count ur wish history and i explictly said ur at 80 pity so a ten pull away from a 5 star and a week later u seemingly forgot and wished and were surprised to get a 5 star
u usually dont get the wishes in paimons bargains that reset every month unless i remind u
u thought u didnt get anything from the battlepass unless u paid for it
theres the whole boat thing where u. didnt know boats were in the game. so u just didnt unlock any waverider waypoints. u were icebridging to all the islands in inazuma
tbh im shocked u even finished the tcg tutorial
u thought if u gave characters healing artifacts they would just be able to heal even if thats not in their skill sets
u started the spiral abyss on accident with 2 characters in ur party
thats just what i thought of at the top of my head im sure ill remember more later ^_^ ur welcome taye. i didnt even bring up how u beg me to switch to childe so u can look at his balls
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lionofstone · 4 months
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some excerpts from CHAOS AND THE SPIDER PRINCE, the first book of the Spider Prince trilogy 🕷️🍃
image IDs below the cut! link in rbs :]
ID: three photos of black text on a white background.
the first reads: “She only has to ask for assistance once, when she’s not sure which bus to get on at the second changeover. The girl at the station tells her that Lockswood is ‘almost suspiciously’ easy to get to but that the residents never seem to like people from out-of-town. In Fairy Hill, which Author isn’t entirely sure is possible to find without specific directions, it’s the fae who tend to dislike out-of-towners. Those Unseelie like to keep to themselves. Author suspects that the Courts of Lockswood enjoy having visitors and the humans are attempting to protect them. It makes a creeping nervousness climb up her spine but, well, her oldest friend is in a jar in her backpack. She’s got bigger worries.
The final bus runs straight to Lockswood. It’s infrequent, according to the schedule, but Author has a stroke of good luck because it’s precisely two minutes after she sits down that the bus pulls up. Honestly, she feels like she’s earned it because, of course, her oldest friend is currently a spider in a jar in her backpack. Her brain still can’t quite process it. She feels a bit like a broken record.
She gets on the bus.”
the second reads: “Author leans against him, shoulder to shoulder, and lets out a long sigh. “Look at us, eh? A spider and a Spider Prince. What are the odds?”
It makes them both laugh, even if it’s tinged bitter.
There’re lots of things that she’d like to say to Nuisance: she’d like to tease him about ageing despite the distance between them, she’d like to ask him what he liked about Eddie, she’d like to tell him about the other troubles in Fairy Hill. The words get caught in her throat when she opens her mouth, so instead they sit a while in silence.”
the third reads: “She wishes she’d written down her mother’s phone number so she could call to ask. There’s got to be a payphone in Lockswood town, right? Darling could’ve taken her to it and she could’ve called home.
Of course, that would require admitting that her idea hadn’t worked out very well. She can picture the entire phone call in her mind’s eye. She’d call and her mother would go to the avocado green phone that neither of them particularly liked but that her grandmother had insisted on mounting to the wall. Author would say, do you guys have any ideas? And her mother would answer yes or no or maybe and then follow it up with your idea didn’t work, though, or you wouldn’t be calling. And Author would admit that her idea had been kind of stupid, actually, and that the Spider Prince is cursed too and then her mother would use her disappointed voice (the one that wasn’t supposed to sound disappointed but still did, the one that clawed at Author’s insides and always made her feel so overwhelmingly guilty, as if she isn’t guilty enough) and say, it wasn’t a bad idea. Author would know that it translated to ‘it wasn’t a good idea, either’ and then she’d start to cry and her mother would be forced to comfort her as though this whole situation wasn’t entirely her fault.
Oh, she thinks but doesn’t say out loud, I think I’m spiralling.”
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twopoppies · 6 months
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Hey Gina!
Thank you so much for keeping the blog going all these years. I check in every few months and read through like you're my newspaper of sorts.
I agree with they're no longer signaling as they used to . Ideally I'd like to imagine it's because they're in positions to negotiate better contracts for themselves. Could also be that they're just surer of themselves, and have just grown up and want different things from their 21/22 year old selves. I mean if I was H, I can see why he'd want to hold this to himself.
Also ,I've been out of the loop most of this year-so is Gemma engaged ? Or already married ? Or is it neither and I for god knows what reason hallucinated this whole thing.
If you could help me with this fic Rec too I'd be very happy :] for some reason I can't remember the name
Its the one where they decide to pretend like Larry is real, because fans are so keen about it -except along the way it becomes real . Id say Sort of canon divergence style .
If you celebrate, I hope you have a happy thanksgiving .
And in case I don't stop in again this year : Merry Christmas/Happy Hanukkah!. I hope 2024 Is a calmer and more humane time globally, and that you and yours have a great year ahead :]
Pps: And give you specifically the energy to deal with annoying asks. Thanks for all you do.
Sorry about the typos !
Hi, sweetheart. Thank you so much for the comprehensive good wishes. 😆 Sending the same back to you.
As for your questions, as far as we know, Gemma isn’t engaged or married. There are rumors she’s pregnant, but that’s all based off of one photo, so it might be nothing.
If you check my masterpost under “F” for Fake Relationships, I think you’ll find what you’re looking for. It might be under “C” for Canon, but best to check both. If it’s not there, LMK and we can crowd source for you.
Be well. 🩷
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paulgadzikowski · 8 months
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[copied from my reblog of this post about lack of forward compatibiilty in technology so I can reblog amendments to my story without cluttering OP's notes, and backdated now that you can do that here]
I’m reblogging this from someone who reblogged it from me because since I reblogged this I’ve experienced it
Friday I sat with my mother at her place to wait for the arrival of the phone repairman from the phone/cabletv/internet company sometime between 08:00 and 17:00. Mom’s phone’d been out for a week, and she was also having trouble logging into her email. Mom is 90 and not very mobile and doesn’t have a cellphone so, aside from me, these things are her only means of putting out contact to the world. For a week I’ve been going over to Mom’s twice a day because we are regularly checking in with each other daily anyway but now all our means to do so telecommically were out.
At 15:00 the phone repairman phoned me (I’d left my cell as the contact number) to inform me the problem (which he mentioned is being experienced by multiple customers) is, somehow, not with the company’s phone lines but with the company’s cable lines. Therefore it would require a cable tech to fix it and he would pass this information on to the cable department. (The cable tech(s), it develops, will be out tomorrow, Monday. Sometime between 08:00 and 17:00.)
SO I decided to sit down with Mom’s email and try to change the password so she could reach me that way again. The problem was, it developed, the account had no established means on record for a temporary code to be sent out (well, it had Mom’s phone number, BUT). With a trip to the brick-and-mortar store (Did I mention Mom’s internet is with a different provider than her phone? Mom’s internet is with a different provider than her phone) I got my cell phone number added to the account because I was already listed as an authorized user.
BUT THEN, for reasons that aren’t clear to me, before I could change the password I needed to Verify Identity To The Account. By sending a copy of state-issued photo ID by cellphone camera, then a selfie.
(The counter CSR saw my ID while I was there, and Mom’s, yet directed me back to this process. Why couldn’t they have done the identity verification right there? I wish I’d understood the process’ purpose well enough while at the store to ask that.)
At home I went through the ID verification process six or eight or ten times in two hours. And each attempt took multiple tries to get satisfactory photos of the state photo ID.
The first wholly successful attempt, with Mom’s ID and selfie, was nevertheless rejected because her ID is expired.
Aha, thought I, I can do it with my ID and selfie, because I’m also an Authorized User. <belushi>But nooooo</belushi>
Every attempt at the verification process with my ID required multiple tries because of difficulty of the system recognizing the photo on my ID as a face.
Meanwhile every attempt to photograph the ID, front and back, required the ID be ideally framed and centered in the viewfinder, with no shadow or reflection on it; and held steady, at a distance greater from the surface where the ID rested than my hand could brace it, in order to get the whole ID in the frame.
But I did get through the process! Twice! And each time I reached a screen that informed me that the verification was successful and I could go on to the next step! - but did not say what the next step was, nor present me with a button to proceed to it.
In retrospect, what it probably meant was to go back to Mom’s laptop and resume trying to change her email password. I didn’t realize this Friday. I realize this because today (Sunday) when I stopped by to check in, Mom was in the process of trying to update the password herself. She was stuck on the … oh I can’t think of what they’re called, where you have to pick the squares that have a bus (that also took multiple tries, and I mean about a dozen after I took it over - I think her laptop screen colors are off; it’s old). I got her through that, and we successfully entered the new password, twice for security.
Then we were presented with a screen for creating two-step verifiction.
With no option to skip it.
Using her phone.
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cherry-girl444 · 26 days
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🎸⋆⭒˚。⋆SONGS THAT REMIND ME OF THE PASTAS🎸⋆⭒˚。⋆
Music i think the pastas listen to or what reminds me of them<3
-`♡´-ENJOY!-`♡´-
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JEFF THE KILLERִ ࣪𖤐◞ ꙳ ๋࣭ ⭑ `
(I mean i totally head canon him as emo and a metal head so here are some ones that i took from my "For jeff the killer" playlist <3)
.Partners in crime-set it off, ash costello (ARE YOU KIDDING THIS SONG IS SOOOO GOOD AND ITS SO HIM)
.Wolf in sheeps clothing-set it off (DUDE THIS SONG WAS MY FAVORITE SONG OF ALL TIMEEE LIKE 2 YEARS AGO...BUT YEAH I TOTTALY SEE HIM SINGING THIS AND HIM JUST LIKING THIS SONNG IN GENERAL)
.Monster-Skillet (THIS IS DEFINETLY ON HIS PLAYLIST, ARGUE WITH THE WALL.)
.I hate everything about you-Three days grace (DUDE WHAT THIS IS SO HIM. IT LITERALLY SCREAMS ANGSTY CHAOTIC JEFF. ALSO THIS SONG IS STILL SUCH A BANGER OML)
.Sarcasm-get scared (IK I HATE ON JEFF FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES BUT IM OBLIGATED TO LOVE HIM IN A SENSE BC HIS MUSIC TASTE IS JUST SOO AAAAAH LIKE WHY DID HE STEAL MY WHOLE PLAYLIST....BUT SO MANY OF "GET SCARED"S SONGS ARE SO HIM"
.Good girls bag guys-falling in reverse (SAME THING WITH FALLING IN REVERSE, SO MANY OF THEIR SONGS JUST SCREAM JEFF, ESSPICALLY THIS ONE LIKE WHAT)
.Sexy drug-falling in reverse (SEE WHAT DID I SAY)
-Criminal-Brittany spears (ITS LITERALLY HIM)
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TICCI TOBY ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗
.My axe-ICP (LITERALLY TOBY)
.Saint Brenard-Lincoln (IDK THERES SMTH ABOUT THIS SONG
.Father-The front bottoms (I DEFINETLY SEE THIS IN HIS PLAYLIST)
. Chop suey! -System of a down (HE DEF LISTENS TO THIS RELIGEOUSLY)
.Tears over beers-Modern baseball (I SO SEE HIM BEING MIDWEST EMO)
.Tear you apart- she wants revenge (I ALSO SEE THIS AS A JEFF SONG AS WELL BUT ALSO TOBY)
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NINA THE KILLER⛧°。 ⋆༺♱༻⋆。 °⛧
.Pretty little psycho (THIS SONG IS SO HER IDC)
. Pretty scene girl!-Clover! (IK THIS PRETTY SCENE GIRL I WISH YOU COULD HAVE SEEN HER IK SHE GOT SOME PROBLEMS BUT I DONT WANNA LEAVE HER)
.Kiss me again-kets4eki (KISS ME KISS ME KISS ME AGAINNN)
.All i want is you-Rebzyyx (A LOT OF REBZYYX MUSIC JUST SCREAMS NINA)
.Im so crazy for youuu </3-Rebzyyx (UR SO UPSET WITH ME BUT IM SO OBSESSED WITH YOU<3)
.Yandere-Jazmin Bean (YAYAYAYAAAYAY JAZMIN REFERENCE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH)
.Love taste-Moe shop (SHE DEFINETLY LISTENS TO THIS)
.Crazy girls-TOOPOOR (SHES LITERALLY THE DEFINITION OF THE SONG)
.Freak show-punkinlovee (NINA CORE)
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BEN DROWNED ₊ ⊹
.Welcome to the internet-Bo burnham (IDK ITS JUST SO BEN)
.#Brooklynbloodpop!-SyKo
.Spy?-WHOKILLEDXIX (THIS IS DEF THE TYPE OF MUSIC HE LISTENS TO)
.Discord-The living tombstone (I JUST KNOW HE WOULD BE A LIVING TOMBSTONES FAN)
.Never-Mag.lo
.Sugarcrash!-EllyOtto (IDK WHY I SEE HIM AS AN EDM/HYPERPOP PERSON AS WELL)
.Nowhere to run-Stegosaurus rex
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❣LAUGHING JACK❣
-Rainbows and stuff-ICP (THIS SONG IS UNBELIEVABLY LJ CODED)
-Carousel-Melanie martinez (THIS SONG IS SO SO SO SO LJ)
-Insane in the brain-cypress hill
-HAHA-lil darkie
-Mad hatter-Melanie martinez
-In my room-ICP
-Vending machine of love-The stupendium (I SERIOUSLY DK WHY WHENEVER I LISTEN TO THIS SONG I PICTURE LJ)
-Pink elephants on parade-Disney studio chorus (U BEST BET THIS IS PLAYING AT HIS CARNIVALS
-The masochism tango-Tom lehrer (AAAAH)
-An unhealthy obsession-the blake robinson synthetic orchestra
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EYELESS JACKﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ
-The zombie song-Stephanie Mabey (IF I WERE A ZOMBIE ID NEVER EAT YOUR BRAIN </3)
-Saccharine -Jazmin bean (THIS IS SONG IS DEFINETLY EJ WHENEVER HE FALLS IN LOVE)
-Misery meat-Sodikken
-Monster-Lady gaga
-Cannibal-Kesha
-Blow my brains out-Tikkle me
-Animal i have become-Three days grace
-People eater-Sodikken
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JANE THE KILLER 𓆇🕸️𓆸
-Brutus-The buttress(JANE CODED FR)
-Killer queen-Queen
-Bring me to life-Evanescence (SHE KIND OF LOOKS LIKE AMY LEE IN ONE OF HER PHOTOS TOO)
-Living dead girl-Rob zombie
-Shes my collar-Gorillaz, kali uchis
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lord-shitbox · 8 months
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ok whole ask game have fun
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SPOILERS! readmore cos its long
Favorite main 6 omori character?
Hero :)
Favorite side character?
Brett, the ankylosaur cashier at dino's dig. fishboy also
favorite songs from the OST?
All the deeper well OSTs, Bready steady go, GOLDENVENGEANCE, dear little brother, it means everything, world's end valentine are Most of them i think....big fan of carrot113's remixes
favorite bosses?
i like spaceboy/boyfriend/exboyfriend/husband/exhusband. and mutantheart
favorite photos from Basil's album?
picnic one is good
Favorite area in headspace?
orange oasis & deeper well
favorite area in black space (1 or 2)?
the watermelon & mewo rooms are messed up. <3 just realized i didnt go into black space 2 actually..
favorite area in faraway town?
didn't poke around in here very much tbh. basils house is pretty cool
do you prefer headspace, black space, or the real world? why
black space fucks severely
favorite omori ships (if any)?
not super into omori shipping. kel/sunny fanart is usually pretty swag tho
do you kin any of the characters? who?
no i gender envy hero tho
favorite route & ending of the game?
true route/ending
any headcanons?
mm i think sunny actually didn't want the violin his friends got him & eventually broke it in frustration, which is what caused his fight with mari at the top of the stairs
(citations: the "present" item in the game inflicts Angry ("it's not what you wanted...") & in one of the lost library scenes sunny is upset he has to miss out on saturday morning cartoon time to practice, + the broken violin at the bottom of the stairs before their fight)
favorite moment in the game?
memory lane was pretty cool. + black space watermelon. i like the messed up stuff
What stood out to you the most?
hero's "you have to trust that we'll forgive you" line
favorite in-game items, skills, or moves?
veggie kid charm is cute. I like combining kel's Tickle with omori's Red Hands & aubrey's headbutt/beatdown/last resort
favorite boss fight?
humphrey is creepy. it got to me the first time so it's very good
most annoying part of the game?
rerunning it for achievements...actually finding berly's ball was hard screw that shit
what do you dislike about omori?
took me a while to figure out how to figure out where to go/what to do. isnt always easy to figure out how to start a new day either
something you wish was different in the game?
i dont tend to think of these kinds of things
if you could change something about the game, what would it be?
nothing in particular. id like an "ignore all minor enemies" mode to just blast through areas if ive got somewhere to be but it takes some of the point away
what was your initial reaction to the true/good ending?
oh boy
to be real my initial reactions are always dimmed it takes me several hours to process anything
what was your initial reaction to the bad/neutral endings?
underwhelmed, ngl
scene in the game that scared you the most?
see below i think. i enjoyed it greatly
what do you think is the scariest thing/event in the game?
the hands cat in marina's area of humphrey (experiment 667)
do you own any omori merchandise
nope
How did playing omori change you (if it did)?
hmm..i think my perspective has been expanded. really liked the nonsensical aspects of the game
Have you made any new friends after playing the game?
a little! got closer with an ig mutual who likes it
has playing omori introduced you to new games or hobbies?
very vaguely. theres a sort of "if you like undertale youll like omori" attitude that finally got me to try it
why is omori special to you?
has a lot of the things i like. good ost, visually interesting & appealing, surreal/nonsensical elements, funny, fucked up shit, scary shit, plants, dinosaurs
do you want to high-five Kel?
don't see why i wouldn't
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Lovers by the river Seine, Paris France 1950
(Dead Fred Genealogy Photo Archive)
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“I wish some man or other would take me sometime when hes there and kiss me in his arms theres nothing like a kiss long and hot down to your soul almost paralyses you...I love flowers Id love to have the whole place swimming in roses God of heaven theres nothing like nature the wild mountains then the sea and waves rushing then the beautiful country with the fields of oats and wheat and all kinds of things and all the fine cattle going about that would do your heart good to see rivers and lakes and flowers all sorts of shapes and smells and colours...after that long kiss I near lost my breath yes he said I was a flower of the mountain yes so we are flowers all a womans body yes...then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will yes.”
― James Joyce, Ulysses
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whorewithagodcomplex · 11 months
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sweetheart,
i love ya, but I'm not doing that for the rest of my life, no sir,
everyone knows not to marry into that, and its kinda common sense not to date someone with your type of addiction and just walk away, like we all know its never gonna work if youre constantly making your partner feel like shit because youre always lusting of the things you so desperately want, and yeah you may say that 'your're better, real, youre my love theyre just pictures, theyre just videos, ect) but we all know you wish it was them you could have when your gazing longingly and thirstly at those pictures, you create relationships with all these women, i just happen to be in person version added to the collection, its nasty, and its horrible knowing this will likely never change, cause its 'not that bad' its 'a comfort thing' 'i was alone for so long' and i have to live feeling like im always competing with them, i cant escape them, im so fucking tired of being paranoid that the person i love is going to always be looking at something more appealing, its awful, that constant pit in your stomach everytime hes lookin at a female character a little too closely, or when the girls are everywhere for him, camera roll, most social media, even his wallpapers on all devices, sure theres a photo of you two, sure as a homescreen but its really just a sunset photo and we're hidden in a low corner hidden by apps, and the never paying that close attention to you, you learn as much as you can about him listen to every word he says but doesnt care to know about you, with the exception of major plot points he knows nothing about what you like and why you like it, its either you rarely get a chance to speak, or youre perpetually cut off, or just simply ignored when speaking about yourself, but, he knows everything they say, knows every little detail, their backstories are phenominal and look how hot they are, he wont really say that to you anymore youve shown you dislike, but you know, you always know, so you try your best to be pretty and good enough to be wanted like he wants them, but you never get wanted like that, to be fair you never did, this was the first time someone is showing they love you and want you, but of course if i wasnt wantable before him what makes me wantable now? yknow all his needs are met by them and his ablilty to do so much with them that he feels no need to pay any mind to you beyond the physical and guidance, yeah he loves you, you know that hes shown that, but is it worth the mental and emotional exhaustion it takes to fight for a normal relationship? one where we both feel happy? i know theres no way he isnt miserable too, the contant bickering the anxiety of fucking up, but c'mon man, if you cope properly, like by speaking (without lashing out) to someone when things are too much, not falling further into an obsessive chemical pick-me-up addiction and honestly this sex obsession, youd do so much better, but you wont because its one of them hidden addictions that no one but your friends and people youre close to know about, by your choice, and you think that means its totally fine, because I'll stick around regardless right? cause i have this long and im making life plans with you and i love you more than youll ever know and as long as i dont see it' or notice it its fine, it wont kill me, youll keep going until im about to cut my losses and you promise and youll try you really will, but itll creep back and we'll be back at square one, or youll get better at hiding it from me, youre already pretty good at it now, ill bet money that if i got 3 hours and all your passwords id find cia sized files everywhere and id puke and cry myself to sleep for months, and i know youll only get better at it, and i dont want to be paranoid that your girls are still around my whole life, what kind of example am i setting for my daughters if i just let myself live like that, god id kill my son-in-law if he made her feel like that, honestly id kill him for most of the things youve done, so why am i letting it happen to me???
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granulesofsand · 1 year
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🗝️🏷️ RAMCOA, active manipulation, trauma
Part of season change for my system is the shifting of frequent fronters. A portion of our programming was done in tropical, two-season environments where it was either hot and dry or hot and humid; those alters only come out when triggered. Usually the trigger is cued, but some of the higher up roles in those hierarchies find their way to front just because it’s similar to when they were called up.
One of those higher-ups is R, who is very good at getting around programs. I’m inclined to believe they’re like this by sheer luck. I was nearby while that stuff was ongoing, but only as a rug to hide the dirt under, and from what I saw of our abusers… they didn’t seem super on top of neurodivergency. I remember two of them, both already going grey 7 years ago, and both the type to tell people to pray their depression away. They must have known better to do the programming they did, but I wouldn’t be shocked either way.
So R and their whole nesting doll subsystems are around more, and some of them… know some things. They show up in the fronting zone and bring all their trauma baggage and flashbacks. Cover alters like me get wiped, but I can play tug-of-war with the information for a bit. The flashbacks vary, some are like reliving the thing and others are just a scared feeling or pain or something.
A lot of people in our life were involved in this? Adults, all of them, we don’t count other kids as abusers. And the alters having flashbacks remember a lot of info the cover fronters don’t. It’s pretty gristly stuff, too, like obviously bad torture-level gristly. I am too scared to even consider confronting the people who hurt us like that, but… R’s not. I don’t know if it was actually R who did it or just R who had a file copy, but the adults either don’t know or lie really well. We have scars and indirect pictures of the thing used in the memory we brought up, but it still sent some of us spiraling.
I feel sick, I threw up in the shower like half an hour ago, but I wanted to tell literally anyone that I remember. I don’t know if some of the effects are punishment programs, I know we have a lot of those, and I think my group has shatter programming. I wish I could just call CPS and be a ward of the state. We’re almost an adult, we have a housing deposit put down for college dorms, we have a job that pays in checks. I don’t want to see these people every day, I don’t want to go to school and pretend it’s fine, I don’t want to lie to mandated reporters. But I don’t know the names of everyone who hurt us. I don’t know if the cult was called anything, or who the other children are. I don’t have copies of the photos they took. I don’t have undeniable proof.
Even if we got away, they know which colleges we got into. We don’t have a bank account, I haven’t seen an insurance card or legal documents for us. All I have is a state ID and a copy of a birth certificate that doesn’t have the right information. They pay for our therapy, our school fees, we don’t own anything. The adults keep saying that as long as we stay, it’ll be fine. There’s so many things I don’t have answers for, and I’m terrified of being caught looking. It’s hard to feel like we can live in the sunshine.
We’ll be okay, we’re not actively being used for any intended purpose. They still say weird stuff that must be cues for what the phrases do, but it isn’t anywhere near the bad rating it could be. Our immediate family is out of the cult, and it doesn’t seem like there was enough warning to install cast-away programming. I don’t feel sick anymore, after an essay nobody asked for. We’ve survived everything so far, we will win this battle too. Survival is a shitty game, but we are undefeated.
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