truly-yours-matilda

[truly-yours-matilda]

My dreams are yours

summary: emily comes home to her girlfriend after a case

tw: implied self harm scars (very brief, blink and you’ll miss it)

wc: 1k

note: sorry for any mistakes! <3 also, comments and thoughts are very much appreciated <3

Emily had been through more than most people could even begin imagine. As an FBI agent, she had seen the darkest sides of humanity, witnessed evil and violence, and put her own life on the line countless times. But amidst all the chaos and danger, there was one person who brought light and love into her life – her girlfriend, Pamela.

She was younger than Emily, a small age gap in their relationship, but they didn’t think much of it. What mattered to them was the deep, real connection they shared, the love and understanding that flowed and blossomed between them effortlessly every day.

Emily had just returned from a long and difficult case, and as she walked into her apartment, she couldn't wait to see her favorite person.

When she opened the door, she was immediately welcomed by the nice smell of food and the safe smell of their shared home. Calm background music made its way into her ears.

“Honey, I’m home!” Emily called out, placing her bags on the floor with a relieved sigh, deciding to deal with them later. All she wanted right now was to be with her girlfriend.

“In the kitchen, sweetheart.” She heard Pamela reply back. Oh, how she had missed that British accent. It made Emily’s heart flutter and she almost rushed to the kitchen.

As Emily entered the kitchen, she couldn't help but smile at the sight in front of her. Pamela was wearing one of her FBI hoodies, her blonde, long hair pulled back into a messy bun, and she was covered in flour as she kneaded dough for homemade pizzas.

“Hey.” Emily smiled, wrapping her arms around Pamela’s middle, kissing her neck. The blonde let out a chuckle, turning around in Emily’s arms. As soon as Emily saw her beautiful smile, she felt like she could breathe properly again. Every troubling thought vanished. Pamela was quick to embrace her girlfriend, caressing her back and her hair and breathing in her perfume.

“Hi, my beautiful Emily.” Pamela gently spoke, squeezing Emily for a few more moments until they both gently pulled away. Pamela placed her hands on Emily’s cheeks, caressing lovingly as she stared into her brown eyes. She smiled before pecking Emily’s red lips, a lot of times, and then she pulled away completely when she couldn’t stop smiling.

“I’ve missed you.” Emily’s voice was so full of love, her hands still on Pamela’s waist.

“I’ve missed you too. So, so much.” Pamela pecked her lips one more time before she removed her hands from Emily’s cheeks, seeing the flour remaining where her hands had been. “Sorry.” She chuckled. “I got flour on you.”

“No, don’t be silly.” Emily brushed a stray hair from Pamela’s face before she brushed off her own cheeks, the white powder disappearing. “Is it gone?” Emily asked. Pamela nodded, Emily kissing her slightly scarred wrist. Understanding her intention, Pamela gave Emily a smile before she carefully turned around as Emily wrapped her arms completely around her waist, watching in comfortable silence for a while as Pamela worked her magic.

Emily was grateful that at least one of them knew how to cook. Pamela just so happened to be a chef and food was something she was incredibly passionate about. Emily was the complete opposite, but she had learnt a few, easy recipes with the help of her girlfriend.

Emily asked if she could help, of course, but they both knew that wouldn’t end well and now was a special occasion, so Pamela kindly declined. Emily was more than okay with that and she settled for hugging Pamela from behind, peppering loving, gentle kisses on her shoulders and her neck. They were so in love with each other, it almost physically hurt.

Once the pizzas were done, they poured themselves some wine and made themselves cozy on the couch. Emily felt a sense of calm wash over her as she sat down next to her girlfriend. They put on a show they had been watching together lately and they clinked their glasses together before taking a sip.

Emily took a bite of her pizza and couldn’t help but let a moan slip out at the delicious flavors. She closed her eyes for a second, only now realizing how hungry she was.

“Good?” Pamela asked with a smirk, taking a bite of her own.

“Amazing,” Emily replied, a glint of happiness in her eyes as she opened them. “but what else can I expect from a world-class chef?”

Pamela laughed and leaned into Emily as they watched TV. Emily couldn't believe how much she had missed this – spending quiet evenings at home with her girlfriend, just enjoying each other's company. As Emily glanced at Pamela, she felt so immensely grateful for this moment, for this sense of normalcy and calm that Pamela brought into her life every day.

As they ate, they talked, topic after topic flying around. It was easy to talk to Pamela, and Emily loved how Pamela’s expressions were almost animated. Every emotion Pamela felt really settled into her features in such a beautiful way. Emily found herself just staring at Pamela sometimes, her brown eyes traveling over the blonde’s features as she spoke.

After they ate, Emily complimenting Pamela’s cooking talents many times, the older woman rested her head in Pamela’s lap, savoring the feeling of Pamela’s fingers gently massaging her tense shoulders. Emily closed her eyes as Pamela ran her hands through the soft locks, the sound of the TV a nice background noise. Emily felt so very at peace in that moment.

At one point, they shifted positions and ended up with Pamela practically on top of Emily, her head resting comfortably on Emily’s chest as she held her around her waist, a warm blanket covering their bodies.

They stayed like that and now it was Emily’s turn to brush through Pamela’s hair. It was silky, soft and curly. Emily loved Pamela’s hair.

Looking down at one point, Emily noticed that Pamela had fallen asleep, her mouth slightly open and Emily’s heart swelled at her peaceful expression. She resisted squeezing Pamela tight, feeling a surge of love for the young woman in her arms. Emily silently admired Pamela’s beautiful features, illuminated by the soft glow of the TV.

Smiling a little, Emily snuck a picture of Pamela and she really felt so very grateful for her. She couldn’t help but think this was what true love felt like – gentle, pure and safe. With Pamela, Emily could be herself, let go of her fears and insecurities, and simply just be. She would forever be grateful for her Pamela.

#this is so sweet😭🫶 #i love how you write emily

[truly-yours-matilda]

— welcome to my blog!!

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#criminal minds headcannon #criminal minds #criminal minds fanfiction #friends tv show #friends imagine #friends #rachel green #emily prentiss #monica geller #penelope garcia #phoebe buffay #criminal minds imagine #aaron hotchner #derek morgan #tara lewis #luke alvez #chandler bing #joey tribbiani

[truly-yours-matilda]

𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 (𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧)

summary: life and the dynamics with the team as jj’s teenage daughter 🫶

warnings: none, i think <3

note: i know that aaron, jack, tara and luke aren’t in the same seasons, but i wanted to include everyone (almost everyone) | any mistakes are mine!

• growing up as jj’s daughter was never boring

• it was filled with excitement and a whole lot of love

• so much that sometimes, you were scared of losing it

• you always worried for your mom when she wasn’t by your side

• but you would both make sure to call and text whenever her schedule wasn’t too hectic which caused you to feel the smallest bit of relief

• being a part of the team in a way, you’ve had a second, very loving family since you were born

• you cherish it with everything you are

• everyone loves you and your presence is always welcome

• whether it’s doing homework at the office after school or just short visits here and there

• your relationship with spencer is special

• spencer is one of your mom’s absolute best friends and naturally, you became close to him too

• you often have deep conversations about life and the human mind

• you both info dump to each other and can discuss the topic for hours

• you show each other books and recommend books to each other, and the team jokes about it (in a loving way)

• you see spencer kind of as a big brother in a way

• the family nights, very much encouraged by rossi and garcia, is a thing you’re included in (unless it involves alcohol some nights)

• ^^ cause then you’re with your brothers

• but when you’re allowed to be with them on family nights, you’re the only one rossi allows to cook with him

• you learn quickly and become quite the chef

• he may or may not have let you taste one of his many wines a few times (just a few) when the others were sent to the living room

• your relationship with emily is the CUTEST

• she loves you and you love her

• she’s the best (self proclaimed) aunt in the world and you often come to her for advice or to just hang out

• you’re with her a lot

• her hugs are AMAZING and so cozy and comforting

• you love how affectionate she is to you

• especially since she’s not like that with a lot of people, just the people she really cares about and loves

• it makes you feel special

• she’s always there to listen to you

• so when you’re having a bad day, your mom tells emily and she comes over with your favorite ice cream and you watch comfort movies

• emily’s hugs are even more comforting at these times

• em’s like a security blanket for you

• as you begin to discover who you are as you grow into a teenager, she’s there like a pillar in a storm

• being a teenager is hard and she, more than anyone, knows just how difficult it is

• she’s there for you with unconditional support and so much love

• penelope garcia <3

• she’s such a personality and you love her so much

• she’s so kind and caring and sweet and funny and comforting

• and on girl’s nights with your mom and emily, she makes you laugh so much

• she has a special way of making you feel good and happy

• even though there’s a significant age gap, you’re like best friends

• garcia sees a lot of jj in you, so she’s always been protective of you

• when you start dating, she secretly does the thing she’s best at and finds out just about everything there is to know about this certain person

• she definitely spoils you with gifts and books and everything you like, even though you protest that she’s going to become poor soon

• you love to bake and you do it all the time, so when you bring whatever you’ve baked to the office, penelope is your go-to taste tester

• the team loves coming back from a case and eat whatever you’ve baked

• you and hotch (plus jack) <3

• aaron is definitely like a father figure to you

• so naturally, jack becomes like a second older brother to you

• you, your biological brothers and jack had formed your own little friend group over the years

• you look up to aaron a lot

• he’s so brave and so determined

• you remember wanting to be like him when you were a little girl

• he’s there if you have games and he’s there if you even just have practice

• the rest of the team is too

• they cheer you on the loudest

• and your mom looks at you with proud eyes

• you, your mom and your brothers have lunch or dinner with aaron and jack sometimes

• as a way to catch up and just hang out

• jj and aaron loves watching their children having fun together, laughing and smiling

• you and morgan !!!

• you’re his baby, angel, sweetheart

• he’s “rerek” to you and that’s what you’ve been calling him since you were a little girl and couldn’t pronounce his name right

• he’s like a very protective, older brother to you

• derek is a bit of a pushover when it came to you

• he would do anything for you, even if it meant going against your mother's rules

• you knew this and would sometimes use it to your advantage, especially if you wanted to sneak out of the house and see your friends

• derek could never say no to your piercing, blue puppy dog eyes

• you and derek's relationship was one of a kind - filled with love, trust, and a bond that could never be broken

• you love his hugs so much

• they’re strong, comforting and genuine

• they’re never loose and you’re often i’m his arms

• luke and you

• you’re more mature than luke and it shows pretty much all the time

• of course, you can be silly and funny, you get that from your mom

• but luke can be like a 12 year old boy sometimes

• you love him anyway

• you have a secret handshake that’s not so secret anymore because you do it like every time you meet

• the handshake has been alive since you were a little girl and it wasn’t going away anytime soon, no matter how old you get

• you and garcia spoil roxy all.the.time

• luke more times than not likes the things you get roxy

• and he’s very grateful for you and garcia

• you and tara have mutual respect and admiration for each other

• you have so much fun when you’re together, no matter how much time you’ve spent apart

• not that much time goes by without you seeing your second family

• tara is a great role model for you

• you admire the way she carries herself and the way she works, while still keeping her humorous and silly side when she’s with the people she loves

• tara is a great listener, and you come to her for guidance and advice

• you love to play pranks on spencer, and tara always joins in on the fun

• tara has definitely taught you self defense, and jj is eternally grateful for that

• (your mom has taught you some moves herself)

• you’re clever, more clever than most people your age, and tara is in awe of how you think and how your mind works

• you’re so grateful to have grown up with such a loving family

• a found family isn’t something every person has and you’re so happy to have them all by your side

• they’re such a great support system

• even though every day was a whirlwind of mixed emotions because of cases, the one thing that remained constant was the unconditional love you all share

• you’re so grateful for your mom for just being herself

• you have an overwhelming amount of love for her, your brothers and the team

#criminal minds headcannon #criminal minds #emily prentiss #jennifer jareau #aaron hotchner #derek morgan #penelope garcia #tara lewis #luke alvez #mom!jennifer jareau #emily prentiss headcannon #criminal minds imagine #jj criminal minds #jj criminal minds headcannon #headcannons #headcannon

[truly-yours-matilda]

— 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 (𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬)

-𝐣𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐣𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐮

hand on your heart - (life and the dynamics with the team as jj’s teenage daughter)

#jj criminal minds headcannon #jj criminal minds #criminal minds #emily prentiss headcannon #emily prentiss #aaron hotchner #spencer reid #david rossi #penelope garcia #derek morgan #emily prentiss imagine #spencer reid headcannon #spencer reid imagine #criminal minds imagine #wlw fanfiction #wlw #emily prentiss fanfiction #spencer reid fanfiction #jennifer jareau #jennifer jareau fanfiction

[truly-yours-matilda]

𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 (𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧)

summary: rachel green helping her daughter through a break up </3 ft. pheebs and mon

pairing: rachel green x teenage daughter reader 🫶

warning: heartbreak :( lots of tears, guys (this is short, sorry)

• rachel would immediately notice when her beautiful daughter wasn’t doing okay

• as soon as she sees you in bed, tears streaming down you cheeks, she knows what’s it’s about

• she would let you cry it out in her embrace, knowing the real pain break ups caused

• you would both eat ice cream and watch some stupid show on tv

• being a single mother, she would take work off just to be with you, even though you protested

• she would call phoebe and monica, having them over to comfort you and help you through it

• monica would cook you your favorite meals and then hold you

• phoebe would meditate with you, making you laugh and feel better

•^^she would definitely curse whoever broke up with you

• the three of them would make smoothies, cookie dough, put on a movie to cry to and then sit on the couch with you

• they would let you talk about it, comforting and supporting you

• it would be quite a long process, but they would help you through it all <3

#rachel green #headcannons #monica geller #phoebe buffay #friends imagine #friends tv show #rachel green fanfiction #headcannon

[truly-yours-matilda]

— 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 (𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬)

-𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐚 𝐠𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫

be my baby - (how it would be like dating monica)

-𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐧

only love can hurt like this - daughter!reader (your mom helping you through a break up)

#headcannons #rachel green fanfiction #rachel green #rachel green headcannon #monica geller #monica geller x fem reader #monica geller fanfiction #monica geller headcannon #friends tv show #friends imagine

[truly-yours-matilda]

— 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

-𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬

-𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬

#headcannons #headcanon #friends tv show #friends imagine #monica geller x fem reader #rachel green #criminal minds #emily prentiss #aaron hotchner #spencer reid #penelope garcia #jennifer jareau #criminal minds headcannon

[truly-yours-matilda]

𝐛𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 (𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧)

summary: dating monica would include…

pairing: monica x fem reader 🫶

warning: small, little sad moment but nothing big <3

• you and monica met while she was shopping in her favorite store

• you worked behind the register and your breath absolutely flew out of your lungs when she stood in front of you, buying her clothes

• monica felt the same lack of air in her lungs when she first saw you

• she ended up leaving with her clothes and your number

• when you got home that same day, you anxiously waited for her to call you

• she eventually did and after a while of talking, you decided to meet up and have a coffee together

• a week later, you were sitting in a café, smiling and talking with this stunning woman

• it all felt natural and easy

• you couldn’t stop staring at her in awe

• after three weeks of meeting up, you begin dating

• you finally meet her group of friends not so long after you make your relationship official

• they all thought you were one of her two-week relationships

• but seeing you and monica together for two months convinced them that your relationship is something real

• monica tells you that she loves you and you sit there, mouth slightly open and eyes slightly wide before you break into a smile and say it back <3

• you and the friend group become very close

• you become besties with rachel and phoebe

• you often shop with rach

• and you love baking with pheebs, it’s always an adventure

• ^^ massages and game nights with pheebs as well

• chandler loves you

• you’ll wake up and he’s just there in monica’s apartment and you two will just talk for hours

• ross let’s you hold ben, even babysit him

• you and joey watch tv and suddenly you’ll look at each other with a smirk when a beautiful woman comes on screen

• (you’re still incredibly loyal and faithful to monica though)

• you absolutely love cooking with monica on friday nights, music in the background as monica stands behind you, hands on your waist as she teaches you to cook dishes you didn’t even know existed

• both of your love languages are physical touch

• you’re always seen holding hands or leaning into each other

• you cuddle all the time

• she calls you honey constantly, and every time it makes you melt

• she calls you baby occasionally

• you call her sweetheart and she loves it

• you have so many beautiful memories with each other

• but it’s not always happy

• you often find yourself holding monica, her crying because of her mother’s nasty comments

• you’re always there for her and she couldn’t be more grateful for you

• she’s always there for you too, even when she’s busy with her career

• she always has time for you

• you both love each other more than words can describe and you’re both so very happy together <3

#monica geller #rachel green #phoebe buffay #ross geller #chandler bing #joey tribbiani #headcanon #fanfiction #friends tv show #friends imagine #monica geller x fem reader #monica geller x reader #wlw #wlw fanfiction