vito-the-troublemaker

[vito-the-troublemaker]

this is a cultured household

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Are you ok?

I'm not... I've been dealing with severe trauma and it has me questioning who I am. I'm constantly dissociative and it has gotten worse since I had a baby back in August. I've been hearing voices since May. I've been feeling pretty bad since. 😭

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Exactly what I tell people when I am asked to defend why Mike's my favorite character.

Alright guys, I get that it’s easy to forget cause he’s built like slenderman, but like, you guys realize Mike is and always has been absurdly strong, right? I understand that a lot of people just assume that he’d be weak because he’s lanky, but no, this is a consistent aspect of his character, regardless of who’s fronting. This isn’t even including Svetlana’s gymnastic skills. Like. Guys. He has an 8 pack. Mike is not weak.

OH AND ALSO,

SO YEAH.

#Total Drama #Total Drama Revenge of the Island #TD Vito #TD Mal #td svetlana #TDROTI #td manitoba #td chester #td mike

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I found that lately a lot of things have been very weird. I have been in therapy and trying to cope with stuff lately. I was hospitalized back in November for s*icid*l impulses and s*lf h*rm. I am currently getting screened for BPD and ASD. I have been having a lot more PTSD symptoms, too.

My primary abuser as a young child was arrested for domestic violence a few years ago, and I learned that he is getting out in a few days. That really set some healing back a few years. I feel so vulnerable and just need somewhere to vent, I guess.

On top of the healing and my mental health journey, I recently discovered that I am having a baby this year. My whole life has completely changed...

I have my doubts about this pregnancy because I am still having issues coping with my own parents' abuse.

All in all, I am not sure how to feel. Numb is the word I would normally describe, but it feels so much more than that. I need some alone time...

#vent post #tw personal hurdles #personal post #non fandom related stuff #tw trauma #tw mental health

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I was thinking of changing it to this.

#td vito #polls

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LIKE for pizza hut

REBLOG for mcdonalds

LIKE AND REBLOG for taco bell

LOG OFF if you like chick fil a

reply for a good ol fish and chip baby!!

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I HATE how tumblr brings up your old tags as you’re typing a new tag because I really don’t!! Want to remember!!! Some of the things I’ve said on this godforsaken site!!!!

#in reality though i'm not sure it will be so cutesy

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@total-trauma

Very vocal

(via)

#dogs #cats

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#dailycatsblog #animal #animals #cats #meme #funny #cats of tumblr

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Deathnote tennis scene but with Mal and Alejandro

#td mike #td alejandro

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scars in fiction: I got this trying to save my lover from an assassin- but tragically, I was too late. now I carry the mark of my failure with me always, and I can never forget~

scars in real life: so I was trying to open macaroni sauce with a paring knife

#i'm a mega klutz on par with Marinette Dupain-Cheng #i seriously fell going up stairs #i sliced my finger on a box cutter while working #but some of it is self harm #tw self harm

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Mal is a protector and if you don't agree, then you will catch these hands! (⁠ノ⁠｀⁠Д⁠´⁠)⁠ノ⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

#td mal #mike system positivity

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i think rather than being evil for the sake of being evil (which is a bit losercore) mal should been fucking things up in an attempt to get mike out of the show b/c he knows that it's exploiting their DID for money

#total drama #td mal #team protector mal whoot whoot!!

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You do not have to answer this if you're uncomfortable (I 100% understand! /g /lh) but who's Angela from TD? I'm confused thas all :o /gen q

Angela is a pëdøph!lê from the Total Drama fan-comic Total Trauma and the in-comic s*xual ab*ser of Mike's system. Due to the themes associated with her name, I marked her as a trigger so when I reblog all the Mike and co stuff in the comic, people who are sensitive can steer clear. (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

#total trauma comic #td mike #asks #anon ask

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Mel- woah you like Amphibia?!

Yeah, so far I do! I've been watching it for a couple weeks when I can manage it. ^~^ I have a few days off so I can actually try and binge it.

#amphibia #asks

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Spoilers for Season 3 of the Owl House:

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Poor Hunter, poor Camila, poor Luz, and poor Flapjack. I just want to hug them all and never let go. Hunter lost everything because of Belos. This special was worth the wait. 😭😭😭

#the owl house #luz noceda #toh hunter #willow park #gus porter #amity blight #camila noceda #toh spoilers

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skeletons