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BTS Reacts: S/O Feeling Insecure About Their Acne/Weight

A/N: I always get so carried away with these lol. I'm sorry, I don't know how to write short and sweet reactions.

TW: Mentions of meal skipping, self loathing, brief hints of mental abuse from past relationships

JIN:

When Jin overheard you telling your best friend that lately you've felt like you weigh too much, his heart broke. He suddenly began thinking over how recently, he noticed that you've been declining his cooking more often than usual. This worried him, wondering to what extent you've been skipping meals. Originally, he brushed it off as you not feeling well or just not being hungry when he was, but now that he thought about it, he never saw you make up for missing those meals.

Jin wouldn't let you know right away that he heard you talking on the phone. Instead, he tried extra hard to make you laugh, put you in a good mood, and tell you how beautiful you were. Eventually, you noticed the extra attention he was giving you and asked what was on his mind.

"You're just beautiful, okay?" Jin replied.

"That's fine and all but...why are you kind of smothering me with attetntion and kindness more so than usual lately?"

With a heavy sigh, Jin decided it was time to reveal what he heard.

"I heard...I heard you talking to your friend....about your weight."

"Oh....." You weren't sure of what else to say.

"You really are beautiful. I'm not just saying that because I'm your boyfriend. I thought that before I knew you, too. I mean, have you looked in the mirror?"

A smile slowly crept up on your face, one matching on Jin's face. He lived to see you smile and would do anything for it to happen.

YOONGI:

Yoongi found you in the bathroom of your shared home, crying in front of the mirror, various makeup products scattered around the bathroom sink.

"Babe? What's the matter?" Yoongi asked you calmly, afraid of upsetting you more with the wrong tone.

"I can't....no matter what I do and how much makeup I put on, my skin is awful and ugly." You sobbed.

Yoongi couldn't lie, he was a little bewildered on the situation. He looked at you like you were a literal angel and didn't understand how you could possibly think you weren't attractive.

"You and the word ugly don't co-exist, doll." Yoongi gently stood behind you, placing his chin on your shoulder, his arms around your waist.

"I'm the definition of ugly. I mean, look at my skin! I have acne scars everywhere and it's so dry. No wonder my ex used to call me disgusting."

Yoongi stepped back, your words striking a nerve.

"What? What did you just say?"

"Oh um-"

"Y/N, your ex is a piece of shit. He's a stupid liar who was only trying to put you down. You're fucking beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, cute, angelic, and every other attractive word in the world that I can't think of. You're with me now, leave that waste of space behind. You're perfect." Yoongi turned you around to face him, wiping your tears away, leaving gentle kisses all over your face until you were a giggling mess.

HOSEOK:

Fresh out of the shower, you were sitting on your bed in your towel, procrastinating actually getting dressed. That is, until Hoseok called out that the dinner he had cooked was ready to eat. You tossed your towel into the dirty laundry and put on your bottoms. When it came to put on your top, you stopped, seeing yourself in the mirror. Self-hatred took over as you looked at your stomach, pinching at the skin and turning to see what it looked like from the side.

"Angel, did you hear me I said-" Hoseok entered the room. "What are you doing?"

"Do you think my stomach is too fat? Maybe I shouldn't eat this dinner...."

Hoseok's eyes widened. "What? Of course not! I want you to eat as much as you want! This dinner that I cooked for us is your favorite! Please tell me you haven't been skipping meals...."

"No, I haven't....I think that's my problem."

"Don't say that, that scares me." Hoseok admitted. "I love you and I love your body. Your stomach isn't too big, it's not too small, it's just right."

"Yeah, okay, goldilocks." You chuckled.

"What? I'm not kidding! You're smokin'!" Hoseok knelt down in front of you, placing light kisses on your stomach before hugging it, resting his head against your skin. "Now," He continued, looking up at you. "Let's go eat this food."

NAMJOON:

Although it was eating him away inside hearing you speak so negatively about your thick thighs, he would approach it calm and collected. He knew it was a touchy subject for you so he thought out how he was going to talk it out with you beforehand. He wished you saw your body in the same way that he did. If that was the case, you would view yourself as a goddess walking on Earth.

"We don't have to talk about this too much if you don't want, but I at least want you to know that there's nothing wrong with your thighs. I love them so much and it hurts seeing you so upset about them. They're perfect and I hate hearing you call them fat. For the record, you're the most beautiful person I've ever met and I've met a lot of people over the years of touring. Also, what else would I use for a pillow at night? An actual pillow? Nah."

His own face lit up as he watched your previously saddened face soften. He cupped your face with his hands and placed a kiss on your lips, then peppering your entire face with light kisses.

"I love you." Namjoon said.

"I love you too, Joonie.

JIMIN:

"I don't even know why you're with me, honestly. My ex was right, my skin makes me ugly." You snapped finally, your bad day finally catching up to you.

"What...?" Jimin's head whipped in your direction.

You didn't respond initially, staring back at his wide eyes with teary ones.

"What did you just say?" Jimin questioned.

"You deserve someone who isn't as ugly as me. You're way out of my league, Jimin. I don't get it." The tears were free falling now.

"First of all, you're not even close to being ugly. Not one bit. Second....your ex used to call you ugly?"

"Every damn day...." You said in a whisper.

Jimin's own eyes began to water. He was in disbelief that someone who was supposed to love you filled you with poisonous words instead. You were the love of his life, the light in his darkness, the most beautiful person he had ever laid eyes on. And yet, the venom of a snake in human form still plagued your thoughts.

"I love you so much, my beautiful girl."

Jimin embraced you tightly, his own tears falling onto your shoulder. He held you there while you cried, thinking about how he was going to try even harder every day to show you what a goddess you really were. He was determined to toss out the mindset that your ex pummled into you right into the trash.

TAEHYUNG:

Taehyung was so used to you coming by the dance room while he and the boys were practicing to bring everyone food and goodies. It took a while for him to get used to you debuting in a girl group, finding the roles sometimes reversed. Any chance he got the free time to bring you and your girls snacks and such, he would in a heart beat. This was one of those days.

Taehyung walked into your dance practice room quietly, still hearing music playing over the speakers. He assumed that he could set the food down and sit off to the side and wait for you to finish the routine you were working on but instead, he found you by yourself and staring at yourself in one of the tall mirrors on the wall.

"Y/N?" Taehyung called out.

You jumped a little, not expecting your boyfriend to be in the room.

"Oh, hi." You did your best to fake a smile.

"What are you doing? What's wrong? You were just standing there with your hands on your legs."

"My thighs....they're too fat." You spoke plainly.

"What?!?" Taehyung dropped the food bags down, rushing over to your side. "What are you talking about? There's nothing wrong with your thighs."

"No, they're too fat. Too fat to be an idol."

Taehyung's heart sank. He knew this situation all to well, having been in the industry much longer than you have.

"Who says?"

"Our manager....." You confessed, your head looking down.

"Your manager is an idiot. He doesn't know what he's talking about. He's a manager, not an idol or...or a doctor who knows what's healthy. You're perfect the way you are and I wouldn't change a thing about you. I think you're going to give other idol's a run for their money." Taehyung held your face in his hands, kissing you tenderly.

"You think so?"

"I know so."

JUNGKOOK:

"Jungkookie...am I good enough for you?"

Jungkook paused his game and practically dropped his controller onto the floor.

"What? Why would you say that? Where's this coming from?"

"There are so many girls out there who don't have acne and have beautiful glass-like skin. I....I don't. What if you find someone prettier?" Tears were threatening to drop down your cheeks.

"Woah, babe....I've never once thought you weren't beautiful. Do I not tell you enough? Why are you thinking this way?" Jungkook had turned his body to be fully facing you next to him.

Without saying anything, you unlocked your phone and pulled up comments from Twitter. He skimmed over assorted comments that were picking at you over your skin, as if no other human on the planet suffers with acne. His mood depleted, seeing how much these nonsense comments affected you.

"Come here." Jungkook opened his arms, welcoming you to rest and cuddle into his chest.

Your boyfriend took out his own phone and opened his camera gallery. He started scrolling through an album that he dedicated to pictures of the two of you together.

"Look. See these? Look how beautiful you are."

"I have layers of makeup on in those." You sighed heavily.

"Okay, then look at these ones."

You hesitantly looked at his phone screen, seeing that he was sliding through numerous pictures of you unaware that he was photographing you. Not one featured you with makeup.

"This girl...." A smile plastered Jungkook's face. "This girl right here, natural skin and all, is the most stunning girl I've ever met and seen in my entire life. I've been all over the world and no one compares to you."

"Promise?" You sniffled.

"I promise." He kissed your forehead. "Pinky promise, even. That's serious business."

#bts #bts reactions #jin #suga #jhope #rm #jimin #v #jungkook #kim seokjin #min yoongi #jung hoseok #kim namjoon #park jimin #kim taehyung #jeon jungkook

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yoongisleftshoulder · 1 year

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Random bully boyfriend texts with Yoongi 1/♾️

#bts #bts fake texts #suga #min yoongi #your boyfriend and your bully

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yoongisleftshoulder · 1 year

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How can you find out if you're shadow banned? My posts aren't being seen and are getting zero traffic with is highly unusual. Starting to get frustrated

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yoongisleftshoulder · 1 year

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Random Boyfriend Jungkook Texts 1/♾️

#bts #bts fake texts #jungkook #jeon jungkook #im in your walls

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BTS Reacts: Biracial S/O Experiences Racism

A/N: Of course, something like this can be a touchy subject and I will take full responsibility if I write anything offensive or incorrectly. As I've said in previous pieces like this, you are welcome to call me out on any mistakes so I can learn and do better. I personally am not biracial nor have I experienced racism of the sort but my inbox is always open if you need support or someone to stand with you. Also, I apologize but I couldn't find credits for some of the gifs used. I take no credit for the making of them.

TW: General racism, bullying

JIN:

Jin couldn't believe it when you pulled up an antis hate themed blog focused around you. He knew there would be some heat once your relationship was revealed to the public but he never thought people would be low enough to create an entire blog to bully you and insult you just based off of your skin color. It almost blew his mind that someone would take the time to put you down so badly. Jin would gently take your phone out of your hand and close the page, setting the phone down and out of view.

"Don't pay attention to a word they're saying. They're not worth your time, you're perfect the way you are."

Jin made sure the blog and nasty racist comments thrown at you were forgotten quickly, reassuring you that they were meaningless and simply not true.

YOONGI:

Yoongi had been out with Jin picking up food for the two of you when you decided to watch a few video compilations on YouTube that some fans had created for your relationship with him. Most of them were cute and wholesome videos with nothing but positivity in the comment section and you found yourself smiling widely throughout your time reading them. However, on the last video you had chosen, the comments made your heart sink. You weren't sure why they were there all of the sudden but many users had written harsh racist insults towards you, some even going as far as writing out threats. You knew it was stupid and the words were empty and didn't really mean anything but you couldn't control the tears that were forming in your eyes, eventually beginning to spill down your cheeks. Just as you were at peak sobbing and second guessing yourself, wondering if Yoongi really loved you as much as he said, he walked in the door, food bags in hand. Immediately, when he saw you curled up on the couch crying, he dropped the bags and sat on the cushion adjacent to you. He started rubbing your arm, unsure whether or not doing anything further was going to upset you.

"Woah, what's wrong sweetheart?" Your boyfriend asked, his voice soft.

Between sniffles, you did your best to explain how so-called 'fans' were being incredibly racist towards you and saying Yoongi deserved someone of his own race.

Yoongi couldn't believe what he was hearing and was only able to muster out a quiet "What the fuck?" He was pissed to know you were upset and pissed that anyone could say such things to you.

"Don't listen to those assholes, they don't know you and they will NEVER know me. I love you, you're perfect the way you are. They're probably just jealous that there's nothing even mildly interesting about them. They mean nothing."

HOSEOK:

*Ping*

Your phone had been blowing up more than usual. Your boyfriend, Hoseok, was sitting next to you so you opted to check it, wondering who else would be sending you so many texts. Lit up on your screen were texts from your best friend, telling you not to listen to what people are saying on Twitter and that all of those people were wrong about you. Confusion washed over you as you opened the Twitter app to see what was going on. The first thing you saw was your relationship with Hobi on the trending list. Your heartbeat sped up as you tapped on the link to checkout the corresponding posts. As soon as it opened, you were met with post after post about the live you did with him yesterday, where you had revealed your face for the first time. There were comments saying how pretty you were and how sweet you seemed, of course, but among these comments were floods of hate speech. Every single negative comment had to do with the fact that you were biracial. You suddenly closed the app, tossing your phone to the side, startling Hoseok. He closed the book he had been reading in the chair across from you and asked you what was wrong, moving to sit aside you when he noticed tears pooling in the corner of your eyes. All you told him was to check Twitter. Taking out his own phone, he clicked on the trending HoseokxYN link and skimmed through the posts and comments. He very quickly put his phone back into his pocket, unable to read anymore racist words against you. Pulling you into a tight hug, he reassured you that he felt sorry for those people, telling you that they must feel so badly about themselves and have such low quality lives that they had to spew meaningless hate towards you. If anything, they were lower than you and were only doing it to feel better about themselves. Even though the remarks were towards you, it felt painful to read such things and he was overwhelmed by disappointment.

NAMJOON:

As you and Namjoon made your way through the intensely growing crowd inside of the airport, fans yelled and screamed various words of encouragement towards Namjoon. You loved to hear other people showering him with love and positivity, despite the craziness of the crowd itself. You were smiling widely while walking hand in hand with your boyfriend, listening to the fans, until you suddenly heard someone take a jab at the color of your skin. Namjoon heard the person too, stopping for a brief second to turn and glare at them. He shook his head as he turned back around, gripping your hand tighter, pulling it up to his face to lightly kiss your knuckles. Like a chain reaction, that one person being brave enough to say such things to you in front of him set off a wave of more racism. Namjoon began walking even faster, guiding you the whole way, wanting desperately to get you out of there.

"Those aren't my fans. If they were, they would never say such bullshit things to you."

JIMIN:

Jimin witnessing you beginning to cry after seeing racist comments saying you weren't worthy of being with him because you weren't Korean hurt his heart. Your laughter was his favorite sound in the world and he lived to see you smile. Seeing you so upset was painful and made tears prick his own eyes. You were so important to him and yet strangers were bringing you down with nonsense hate. Jimin made sure to pound it into your head that he wanted you and only you; if he wanted someone who was 100% Korean, that's who he would have chosen.

TAEHYUNG:

After a long chat, you and Taehyung decided to reveal your secret relationship to the public after having been together for over a year. Taehyung took the bold leap by posting a couple of cute, romantic photos from Valentine's day on his Instagram. Knowing that it would warrant a little bit of craziness, he did it late at night before the two of you went to bed, planning on checking on it in the morning.

That next morning, Taehyung had woken up before you. Rather than waking you up, he went into the kitchen, fixed himself up some breakfast, and got comfy on the couch with his phone, ready to checkout the reveal reactions. He found himself giggling at some of the comments, even feeling happy over some of the supportive ones he read. Not long after reading, though, he stumbled upon comments he wished he hadn't seen. Many racist insults and death threats filled the comment thread. They were targeting you because you were biracial, spewing hate and saying he deserved better than you, someone who was fully his own race. He couldn't believe what he was seeing.

"How could these people say things like this?" Taehyung whispered to himself, still trying to be careful about waking you up.

The thought of you waking up excited to read the reactions of army only to see your race being the main focus of the thread made him very upset. He pondered whether he should delete the photo or not, wanting to shield you from everything. After a while of thinking, he simply turned off the comments to the post.

When you finally awoke, the first thing you did was ask him about the public's reaction. He produced a white lie and said the staff recommended that he turn the comments off but allowed him to keep the photo up. Although you were disappointed, he would much rather have you thinking that's what happened, instead of being aware of the nasty racist comments that flooded the post.

JUNGKOOK:

The last thing Jungkook expected when you tagged along on a flight and exited the airport with him, navigating through the crowds of screaming fans, was to hear several death threats and racist remarks thrown around towards you. He gripped your hand tighter and tighter with each disgusting comment he heard, knowing he couldn't do anything in that very moment. He glanced at your face multiple times, checking if you were still mentally there, only to see that you had begun crying quite hard. Instantly, Jungkook removed his jacket and held it over you to cover your face as various people with their phones and cameras hounded you. When you were both sat safely inside of the car waiting for you guys, Jungkook pulled you in close, kissing the top of your head while you buried it into his chest.

"You know I don't think of those things, right? I don't care about your race, I love you for you. Don't listen to those people, they aren't real army."

#bts #bts reactions #bts reaction #jin #suga #jhope #rm #jimin #v #jungkook #kim seokjin #min yoongi #jung hoseok #kim namjoon #park jimin #kim taehyung #jeon jungkook

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yoongisleftshoulder · 1 year

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Hi friends! I'm in need for some feedback. Are you seeing the reaction request I fulfilled about bts and the reader with PTSD? I don't mean to sound conceited but my posts usually get between 50 and 200 notes but this one only has 4 so I'm curious if its being blocked because of the subject matter. Anyone who can give me some insight on why this might be would be highly appreicated!

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BTS Reacts: You Suffer From PTSD

A/N: This is something I have been medically diagnosed with but as always, if you find any offense with anything in this post please let me know and I will act accordingly. Also, I know that I may be a stranger but if you need someone to speak to about anything that relates to this, I'm always open to chat!

TW: PTSD of course, panic, dissaciative behavior, nightmare mentions. Nothing goes into descriptive detail about specific traumas so don't worry about that!

National Hopeline Network, 1-800-784-2433

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, 1-800-273-8255

Crisis Text Line, Text HOME to 741741

JIN:

PTSD was something you were hiding from your boyfriend, fearing what might happen if he found out you had such an intense mental ailment. You were afraid that he would leave you, not wanting to deal with such a thing, thinking you were too much to handle. One night, while Jin was fast asleep next to you, you were awoken by vivid nightmares of the event behind your trauma. Noticing he had stayed asleep, you rushed into the bathroom to cry by yourself. Your body slid down the wall until you were sat on the ground, your hand covering your mouth to conceal your sobs. Your chest felt tight, your skin felt suffocating, and you felt the urge to pull at your own hair. The incredibly painful emotions you were experiencing made you unaware to the fact that Jin had felt you get up out of bed and leave the room. When you hadn't returned for a while, he got up as well to look for you. He stopped by the bathroom door upon hearing your quiet whimpers, prompting him to enter. When the door opened, you tried to wipe away your tears as quick as you could, not wanting to explain was really going on. Even though you did so, there was nothing you could do to hide your reddened skin and swollen eyes. Jin immediately dropped down to your level, asking what was wrong. Your voice was hoarse and weak, trying to stutter out anything you could come up with. He stopped you after a moment, coaxing you to follow him back into bed. Once back under the covers, he waited for you to calm down with your head on his chest, his free arm bent over to stroke your hair. In this position, you became strong enough to tell him you had PTSD and a nightmare made you feel like you were living through the trauma again. Jin sighed heavily, waiting for a minute before telling you that you were safe and nothing would hurt you as long as he was next to you and he would do anything to make sure of it. He wouldn't press you anymore that night but he planned on discussing the situation a little more later on.

YOONGI:

Yoongi learned that you had PTSD unintentionally. Something had set you off while you thought you were alone and he had seen you in the middle of an episode. He acted calm and collected on the outside, trying his best to calm you down without forcing you to explain what was going on but on the inside, it was eating him alive. You seemed terrified for a reason he couldn't see and it made him feel like throwing up. All of the worst scenarios went through his mind until he managed to help you feel calmer. It had taken a while but once you felt strong enough to speak full sentences again, you outright told him that you had been struggling with PTSD for years and something had triggered it by accident. From that day on, he still attempted to act casual and almost unfazed about the whole ordeal but in reality, he was thinking about it constantly. Even though he learned how to help you and keep you relaxed for the most part, he became much more careful with you and observed you more closely, making himself able to detect a change in your behavior, no matter how subtle it was.

HOSEOK:

Hoseok didn't mean to be necessarily, but he was very clingly with you in your relationship. You had always returned the affection, embracing his love language. Because of this, when you suddenly were distant and unfocused one day, barely speaking at all, he wondered what he did wrong. It hurt his feelings when you seemed uninterested and out of it during conversations he was trying to have with you. Eventually, he couldn't take it anymore and he asked you what he did wrong and how he could fix it. You weren't expecting him to notice your change in mood and the idea of being exposed made you burst into tears. He was nervous before but now he was straight up terrified. Everything he could have possibly done was rushing through his mind, trying to pinpoint why he was making you cry. Hoseok wasn't sure when it started but he was crying with you, afraid that he was about to lose you. Through your tears, you promised him that it wasn't his fault. You confessed that you suffered from PTSD and today had been a particularly difficult day. Now his tears were of guilt for thinking you were simply mad, and guilt for not being able to somehow save you from any past trauma. He embraced you tightly and allowed you to sob into his chest as he kissed the top of your head, his own tears dripping down onto your hair.

NAMJOON:

Namjoon would have been suspicious before you had even told him that you suffered from PTSD. He noticed as your relationship was growing that you seemed to react to certain sounds more intensely than the average person and whenever the two of you were outside at night, no matter where you were or what was going on, you were significantly more nervous and stressed out. For a while, he pondered over your behavior and wondered if you suffered from the illness but didn't say anything in fear of tarnishing your budding relationship. As time went on and your behavior remained the same, he felt comfortable enough to ask you what was going on. Namjoon treated the situation delicately, knowing enough to realize it could be a touchy subject. He was always protective of you but when you confessed that you had PTSD, he suddenly felt the need to shield you double. A bit of anger mixed with this feeling, processing that someone or something damaged you in such a way that you developed a mental illness. He wouldn't push you to tell him fully what happened in that moment yet but he would always have in the back of his mind during certain situations that you could be afraid or stressed.

JIMIN:

Jimin was no stranger to having a short fuse but he was absolutely not used to you having outbursts. So far in your relationship, you had managed to keep your PTSD hidden from him and under wraps. One day, you were unlucky enough to encounter something that you couldn't control being set off by. You tried making an excuse about why you wanted private time but Jimin could at the very least tell you were upset about something and wasn't about to leave you by yourself, imagining you crying alone. After a little too much persisting, you finally snapped on him. All of your stress and fear released itself as anger; anger towards Jimin. You really didn't mean for it to happen and definitely weren't upset with Jimin himself but you lost control of your emotions. Having never seen you in such a state, he was afraid. He was tongue-tied and did nothing but stare at you as you went off. By the end of it, you were in histarics and dropped down onto your knees. He ran to your side and held you until you became calmer. Still on the ground wrapped in his arms, you explained everything. You did your best to reassure him that none of this was his fault and you weren't actually angry with him. After you said it was because of your PTSD, his heart sank. That night, after you had fallen asleep, he took a hot shower and cried hard over the idea of you being hurt so significantly, the hot tears indistinguishable from the water flowing through the shower head.

TAEHYUNG:

Taehyung is another one who would very early on notice that something was off. Unlike Namjoon, he would somewhat quickly ask about what he was noticing, worried that you weren't safe. Once he questioned you, everything started flowing out. You started off by saying you had been diagnosed with PTSD and it sometimes was bad enough that you needed medication. He simply stared at you intently and listened to each and every word you spoke. For some reason, Taehyung made you feel relaxed enough to completely tell him and explain why you had this disorder. Although he knew something bad was coming right when you said you suffered from it, he felt sick to his stomach when he actually heard it coming from your soothing voice. Tears pricked the corners of his eyes as he sat and listened to you explain your story. After this, he trained himself to be much more aware of your surroundings when he was with you. You could have asked him anything about any little detail in the environment you were in and he would have been able to provide an accurate answer. Tae became your own personal hawk, mapping out wherever you were and figuring out potential threats to your mental state.

JUNGKOOK:

Jungkook didn't guess or assume that you had PTSD but he definitely noticed shifts in your mood and behavior when you were around certain groups of people. He wasn't trying to be insensitive about it but he didn't know that it was something that serious so one night he just straight up asked you about it. When you explained to him that when you're around people of a certain personality type, it reminded you of the person behind your PTSD and sent you into a dissociative state. The second you said the word PTSD, Jungkook himself froze and felt scared. Who could have hurt you so badly? And how could someone bring themselves to hurt someone like you? He wouldn't be able to fully comprehend how that could possibly happen but he knew it was no joking matter and affected you greatly. After this, he became much more in tune with your body language and overall behavior. Many times he caught himself glaring and acting coldly, feeling territorial when he noticed you slipping around other people. In an instant, he would feel uneasy and wonder what darkness followed those people and made you think of your traumatic past.

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yoongisleftshoulder · 1 year

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Hopefully I’m not bothering you at all can you do one where a reader has PTSD, or is biracial and experiences racism

Hi, dear! Thanks for requesting with me! You can find the PTSD one HERE! I will be writing the second one as well and will comment under this ask when it's done :)

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BTS Reacts: You Suffer From PTSD

TW: PTSD of course, panic, dissaciative behavior, nightmare mentions. Nothing goes into descriptive detail about specific traumas so don't worry about that!

National Hopeline Network, 1-800-784-2433

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, 1-800-273-8255

Crisis Text Line, Text HOME to 741741

JIN:

YOONGI:

HOSEOK:

NAMJOON:

JIMIN:

TAEHYUNG:

JUNGKOOK:

#bts reactions #bts reaction #bts #jin #suga #jhope #rm #jimin #v #jungkook #kim seokjin #min yoongi #jung hoseok #kim namjoon #park jimin #kim taehyung #jeon jungkook

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yoongisleftshoulder · 1 year

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Just wanted to say that I've been learning about Stray Kids' existence for maybe two days now and I am 1000000000% drawn to Chan and can already tell he's going to be like a security blanket for me

#stray kids #stay

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yoongisleftshoulder · 1 year

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Hi! I would love to see BTS's reaction to their fem!s/o's habit of making cat sounds out of nowhere? For example, she says 'meow' randomly.

Hi, doll! Thank you for sending in your request! You can find it HERE :)

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BTS Reacts: S/O Randomly Meows

JIN:

Jin would be staring at you wide-eyed for a few minutes when a meow escaped your lips out of nowhere. You hesitantly did it again and he burst out into laughter. The sound of his laughing gave you more motivation to keep hearing it, so you meowed again.....and again. Suddenly, the room was filled with the mixed sounds of your meowing and Jin's squeaky laugh.

YOONGI:

The first time you looked at him and meowed when the room was dead quiet, he simply stared at you. You had gone back to your phone, scrolling aimlessly, leaving him to wonder if he misheard and it had come from a video you were watching. He watched you for a few minutes before returning to what he was doing....and heard it again.

"Is that coming from you? Are you....meowing?" Yoongi would question.

"Yep!"

"Oh...okay."

That would be that. After he figured out the sound came from you, he acted as if it was the most normal thing in the world.

HOSEOK:

Low-key thinks it's cute. He would mimic the sounds you made, pretending to make fun of you or convince you that he thought it was odd for you to be doing such a thing but in secret, he was repeating it so you would continue to do it. Eventually, the two of you would be meowing at each other so much that the other members thought you guys had lost it.

NAMJOON:

Namjoon would be surprised the first time you made a cat sound directed at him. He was already so accustomed to the loudness and random sounds that came out of the other members but he wasn't expecting it to come from you. Regret would be in the back of his mind when he realized the boys were rubbing off on you and he was going to have to deal with even more craziness.

JIMIN:

Jimin pretended to be hardcore judgmental about it when you first randomly meowed in his presence. He would get a little bit too into character, noticing you were slowly becoming upset, taking his words to heart. When he noticed, a large grin would slowly appear on his face and he reached out to pinch your cheeks together. Your eyebrows furrowed as you looked down at his fingers that were squishing your skin, then back up to make eye contact. Another moment of silence passed before Jimin meowed right back at you.

TAEHYUNG:

Taehyung would be another one to pretend mock you for doing it. He would be stone faced and his words serious but the second you would turn away, he would be holding back laughter. Not ever admitting it, he actually loved knowing this little quirk about you. If anything, it made him feel closer to you knowing that you felt comfortable enough to show your true personality to him.

JUNGKOOK:

Jungkook would be so unbothered by this. He would be joining along with you, pretending to have a whole conversation using meows, acting like both of you understood each other. It would become a type of communication for the two of you. You would meow once and he would meow back as a way of acknowledging each other in your own special way.

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