#THAT is my daily struggle

[piracyandpumpturns]

every day i ask myself “am i genderqueer or do i simply not percieve gender in relation to myself”

#i have such little physical dysphoria #although i used to have way more #and sometimes i wonder if it’s because i simply dont naturally percieve physical features as associated with a certain identity #because back when i had a ton of dysphoria about my body i was still thinking of gender a concept everyone was a part of #and that i couldnt be exempt from; that i had to choose my place within the set layout instead of carve a place that fits me uniquely #rather than how i view it now #which is as an optional form of self-definition that just doesnt really apply to me #or like someone in the recording studio as a song is being made #not quite outside of it but not really a part of it in an important way #gender is something that exists that isn’t important in my life the way it used to be #and as it gets less important i get less and less dysphoria #still not none and i doubt it ever will be (without physical transition) #but very very little esp compared to when i was first discovering my gender identity #and another thing #and i cant figure out if my dysphoria is due to how i know my body is percieved #or if it’s actual personal feelings about my body that i would have regardless of society & gender expectations #THAT is my daily struggle #who am i and does the answer even matter anyway #gay kid posting gay shit #gender stuff

[mreggplant]

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #art shit #shitpost #parakeet #birds #daily struggles #meme #lol #illustration

[dailyboatboys]

[28] touristic attraction

#daily boat boys #YES. I KNOW. MY S10 JOEL DESIGN CHANGES EVERY TIME I DRAW IT #And im making that my gimmick beware for no concrete design #Im indecisive as fuck #Also this has to be my most low effort post yet guys trust im making better stuff theyre all WIPS URGRHH #The day i post a wip on this blog is the day where you know im struggling hard #smallishbeans #boat boys #hermitcraft #hermitcraft season 10

[sualne]

reflections

#toh spoilers #the owl house #hunter toh #golden guards toh #cw corpse #ask to tag? #my art #you cant give me a character who's haunted in some way and expect me to be normal about them #ive been wanting to draw hunter casually going through his daily life while surrounded with the ghosts of the previous golden guards #but havent done it cause idk how to go about it yknow. but this scene inspired me. more drama than casual here tho #also i did like eight or more different sketches before finally getting to this one i Struggled

[angelsonthesideline]

#And this is my daily struggle #adhd #adhd thoughts #living with adhd #audhd #actually adhd #actually audhd #actually autistic #adhd memes #adhd things #adhd struggles #adult adhd #neurodivergence #neurodivergency #neurodivergent #neurospicy

[tei-to-tei]

December 7 - Midnight Bakery

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#rottmnt #rise fanart #rise of the tmnt #turtle tots #lil baby mikey is asleep at home with splinter #they are on a mission to buy fresh bread (and maybe split a cupcake) #so glad i managed to post before midnight and keep my daily dec challenge going ;-; the struggle is real y'all #i know i could have rendered this way more but im so tired im sorry #tei's dec23 #teidoodle

[daily-grian]

new Flight Rising dragon just dropped. Dusthides give me Impulse vibes for some reason.

#mcyt #grian #hermitcraft #grian fanart #daily-grian #mod owl #impulsesv #flight rising #fr #coatl grian is back now with dusthide impulse. gonna scry all of hermitcraft at this rate #also forgive me struggling to figure how how to draw a dusthide in mspaint #while also struggling to draw ground primary. its fine its good enough #gave him dewlap tert cause idk it just felt right. underbelly also could work but i was vibing with dewlap more #link is just to my scry of impulse if anyone is wondering

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #after my appointment on tuesday we started decreasing my prednisone dose #we haven't actually reached the new target dose yet #but I am already Struggling #I was only really fully awake for maybe 2 hours today #and it was even a prednisone day :/ #(I've been dosing every other day since it's a little safer) #so things might get Bad again for a bit

[saffitaffi]

He angy part 5: sh-shut up, I too can love, okay???

#I would have gotten this out much earlier but my wifi is struggling right now #this has been done for hours but the internet decided nope #I too can love #Dracula #Dracula daily #Count Dracula #may 16 #art #fanart #harkula #Dracula x Jonathan #comic #blue #dd fanart #dd may 16 #artists on tumblr #digital art #artist

[endreal]

I think smartphones-as-computing-platform have peaked (and maybe already jumped the shark?) for any practical purposes. There are only 3 things smartphones need from here on out: better battery life, more storage/user expandable storage, and better ergonomics

#Like. my hands are NOT small but I still struggle to use a flagship of any brand with just one hand #Back in 2017 i could reliably make great curveball throws in Pokémon Go with a Starbucks in my other hand #Now the multi-year creep of screen widths and angles has meant that I play best of I can use my second hand as a stabiliser #Also when did 'charge your phone at the end of a day of heavy use' turn into 'top up your battery around 3pm almost daily'? #I wouldn't say no to a more user-friendly pro mode phone camera either but that's a secondary priority #(I just want to be able to take good pictures of the moon)

[dailyhogz]

109. quick silver for the road

#if you guys have anything u want to request please … send my way #it is finals month and i am STRUGGLING to keep up w the days 🙏 reqs r GREATLY appreciated #sth #daily hedgehogs #sonic the hedgehog #sth fanart #fanart #sonic #silver the hedgehog

[the---hermit]

I have not kept it a secret that this semester commuting has been really rough on me. By the time I get home in the middle of the afternoon even if I only had to sit in a hour and a half lecture I feel like an overcooked noodle. And the mornings aren't any easier, my anxiety has been spiking a lot lately, and that messes me up completly, and it's particularly hard on my stomach. Let's just say it's a very demanding period of my life both physically and emotionally and I have been doing my best to get through it with ups and downs, but most importantly by trying to properly take care of myself. I decided to compile a list of small things that have been helping me, both for future reference as well as for people who might be dealing with similar issues.

Prep everything I can the night before. I don't leave the house until more or less mid morning since my class is on lunch time more or less (and this will come up again), so I do have time to do stuff in the morning, but if I have already put everything I need in my backpack, picked an outfit for the day and checked that I have my bus ticket the night before I can have a much calmer morning. Having a calm morning is fundamental for me on any day, so especially when I have a stressful and energy demanding day ahead I want to make sure I don't have to rush, and here is my second point.

Try to have a morning as calm as possible before I have to leave. I am a morning person so I wake up quite early which means I have plenty of time to take it easy. And this means drink my tea as I read my book, prep the last few things I need, like my waterbottle, eat (on which I'll have a later point). Overall my morning before leaving needs to be slow and mostly made of things for myself so again my precious reading time, listening tocmusic as I get ready to get in a better mood and so on.

Taking my meds regularly. It's the logical thing to do, if I am in a period in which my anxiety is worse than usual the number one goal is to be consistent with meds, they are there to help me even if sometimes I forget that.

Finding ways to enjoy food when anxiety fucks up my stomach. What happens is that as soon as I have an anxiety spike for some reason I get very nauseous, which is terribly by itself and it gets worse when it makes me struggle to enjoy my food. But I found a couple of ways to work around that in the past few weeks. Eating when I am away from home is much worse so what I do is embrace the little hobbit in me and have more meals when I am at home, and just bring some snacks on the road if I need them. That means I have two breakfasts before I have to leave the house, the last being a bit more filling. And then when I get home no matter how tired I am or what time it is I cook something for myself, something simple, but I take the time to make something good that fills me up and makes me happy. Because having a full stomach does improve your mood belove me. When I am on the road I bring some lighter snacks that can help me if I feel like I need to have something but that will also work well if I have a spike in anxiety and correlated nausea. I usually eat some homemade bread while I walk from the bus stop to my uni, and then snack on some nuts while I wait for the lecture. And I always have an emergency sweet treat in my backpack because that is something that I actually do on a regular basis. This thing has been working very well, I have had less problems with my stomach acting up, and I am definitely getting all the nutrients I need during the day, just at times that are a bit different from my normal routine.

Bring tea with me. It's something I never did before but it's becoming the one thing I won't give up. I either make a green tea or an herbal tea that I drink before the lecture, and it's been so good for me both physically and mentally. It's been super cold so the warm treat is really needed, but most importantly it's been very comforting and calming, so shutout to my dad for suggesting that.

Having little things to look out for during the commute. This mostly consists of me listing to podcasts, and re:dracula has been of great company in my commutes last year so it's nice it's become a bit of a tradition. It's just good for me not to associate commuting with negative things, so now I just percieve it as poscast time which makes it much much better. This also includes texing friends when I feel like I can look at the screen of my phone without getting car sick (again when anxiety messes me up I can get random car sickness), that's good to keep my mind off things and make the commute feel lighter.

Total relax when I get home. Which sometimes means lying in bed with a cup of tea and nothing more. If I have enough brain power I might read a comic, or play stupid midless games on my tablet for a bit. Honestly just things that need as little energy and brainpower as possible because by that time I do not have much energy or brainpower left, and it's okay. I normally use up a lot of energy when going out and it this period of time all tasks require I use even more energy. I can't do much about it other than accept it and do my best to tke care of myself.

#i feel like i am forgetting about somethong but these are def the main things #the goal of this weird journaling/list/idk post is to mostly write down what has been helpful for future reference #bc i know myself and i know i always struggle with commuting routines #i also haven't had enough energy to do my usual daily journals so it's a good filler #i will surely get back to my normal style posts at the end of the week #idek how to tag this kglgllf #studyblr #studyinspo #uniblr #university #student life #journal #journaling #commuting #commuting day tips #mine #the---hermit

[trauma-insence]

okay hear me out: as a publicity stunt palmetto state’s recruiting tiktok account does little gimmicks about “a day in the life” of various students. the foxes are approached that one of them needs to make one. the obvious one here is allison, she’s rich and pretty and could make it all seem fabulous. but she got out of public view, things like this is exactly what she left behind. no one else is willing, except a manic andrew. ultimately, they end up not being able to post andrew’s since it’s full of him skipping class, smoking in his dorm, and random close up shots of neil actually doing schoolwork and studying. but for a day andrew has access to a palmetto state social media account and the worst he does is be gay

#brought to you by a college student #i would love to see it #i would also love to see allison’s #i’ve seen way too many grwm and daily routines that are just bullshit #i wake up 15 minutes before my classes and fight god while i struggle to put on pants then suffer for hours #aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard #andriel #neil josten #allison reynolds #palmetto state foxes #palmetto state university

[daily-smallishbeans]

161- you decide what theyre talking about

dungeon meshi universe, ofc joel is a dwarf and lizzie is an elf

#smallishbeans #joel smallishbeans #daily beans #ldshadowlady #lizzie ldshadowlady #jizzie #shadowbeans #i struggled with lizzies outfit #character design is my worst enemy

[kiakahawhovatic]

Okay but why is no one talking about the disability/accessibility scene in Sex Education 4x7? This is just a snippet of what myself and so many of us face on a daily basis.

We get left behind and discouraged both by our friends and the system DAILY. Yeah, we get a bit of support, sometimes the system will give us a little pat on the back and our friends will stand by us - but do you all see how hard daily life actually is?

When you see us as normal and coping, ask yourself - what do we have to do to support ourselves to make you feel like we fit in with your version of “normal”?

#sex education #sorry if I can’t quite get my point across #I’m very angry but so glad they’ve touched on this in even just th smallest way in the series #Issac made an amazing point about how we need accessibility and how people take it for granted #and my god when thy left aisha when the fire alarm went off I was reminded of my daily struggles #and when her friends were like “oh yeah well tell you later #ouch #that is such a real thing that so many hearing people do #sorry I’m just angry #disability #disabilties #disabled #deaf

[sisaloofafump]

Daily Diana #22

I am going issue by issue through Wonder Woman (1987—) and drawing my favourite outfits on a very vague daily schedule.

Issue 22! I liked both of these outfits a lot. The bathrobe was my favourite outfit but I prefer my first drawing. If i have time, I might draw some of these agaon as a bonus thing as I didn't capture the vibe that I wanted to

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#honestly i struggled with this a lot #ive been in a half-asleep fugue state for the past 40 ish hours #basically slept for 20 hours straight lol #i have a calc final that i really need to pass on monday but i simply dont have the health to study for it #which #sucks #anyway #dc comics #my art #wonder woman #diana prince #diana of themyscira #daily diana