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bettyfrommars · 6 months

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hi loves

a wee announcement/bit of reflection below the cut

nothing heavy, just some thoughts & updates

First of all, I want to say I love this fandom so much. Truly I do. It has carried me though possibly the hardest, loneliest year of my life (and this ol' girl has been though some dark times). I've made friendships here that I hope to cherish for the rest of my life.

I came into fanfiction in October of last year, after not writing anything substantial for almost a decade. My dear friend at the time said she was looking for a specific Eddie Munson story, so I wrote it for her. I wrote it in first person because I didn't even understand how "reader perspective" was a thing, that's how wet behind the ears I was to this world. My friend, on the other hand, is a well-versed fic reader, and I distinctly remember messaging her like, "okay, what the hell is a Y/N??"

I spent that entire dark, cold winter writing and passing it to her in parts like notes in a classroom. The rush of getting back to something I loved so deeply after so much time away turned me into a monster. I lived and breathed that story. We sent endless messages back and forth every day about what each character would do next, imagining ourselves in that world, with Eddie. We made playlists, we cried. We screamed and giggled and kicked our feet when they finally kissed. We mourned the loss when it ended and moped around a bit before going back to read it all over again. Some 40k words and four months later I realized, holy shit, I think I write fanfiction now?

In a way, fanfiction saved my life. It brought me back to a part of myself I had buried, a part of me that worried it might never see the light of day again. It came crawling out of the ground, gasping for air like, "you better stretch your fingers bitch because I have a lot to say."

In April, I started posting here when the fandom was notably beginning to wane, but I was happy to see there were so many still going hard for our man. I kinda creeped in, like a little scuttling crab, and was grateful to find that a handful of you embraced me.

Long story short, I am NOT leaving, not at all. I know the tone is there, but that is not what this is, lmao. I will hopefully keep this blog for as long as you will have me. I plan to finish writing I'm on Fire and Death Becomes Us, as well as maybe another bit for gargoyle!Eddie, and nightmare!Eddie, but the other series I've started (or planned to start) will stay on hiatus for a while, possibly forever. I will continue to post blurbs and hc's and whatnot, but I won't be committing to any new series or long fics.

My masterlists will remain intact for the time being for those who want to enjoy what is there. That being said, The Nightmare Factory and Stop the World and Melt with You, might be taken down in the future only because I plan to re-work them into original stories. I have a second non-fandom blog in the works that is dedicated to monsters, nightmares, and magic realism, and I will let those who are interested know about it when the time comes.

Mostly, I wanted to let you know that, even if you notice some changes, I will continue to persist with "My 2 Joe's" delulu era, possibly until the earth swallows me up. I am no longer taking requests, but my asks will always be open for thots, blurbs, obsessions, etc. You know how much I love hearing from you.

That's all really. Perhaps this is simply one of those "end of year" thought dumps, but I also wanted to say a heartfelt Thank You to those who continue to support me, enjoy my work, and share it. My Ride or Die monsterfuckers and biker Eddie enthusiasts. My nightmare Eddie dreamers, my Twilight Zone Eddie pineapple heads. My gargoyle Eddie romantics who cheer on our Stone Boy, and my Hybrid Steve lovers who leave their windows open at night. My True Blood friends who appreciate a vampire Eddie who is nothing like Bill Compton. My darlings, my fellow rebel rousers and misfits, my friends.

This is a very symbiotic relationship, and I could not/would not do this without you ❤️

#Betty thoughts #delulu for life

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apollos-boyfriend · 12 days

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#icarus speaks #dorm life #neg #I HATE ART SCHOOL I HATE ART SCHOOL I HATE ART SCHOOL #you’re not being delulu you’re fucking trying to recall something #one of these days i will wipe the word delulu from humanity’s consciousness #and i think we will finally achieve world peace then and only then

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lennadanvers · 5 months

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Eddie Munson being completely in love with you and showing it despite knowing he doesn't stand a chance.

Yeah, it breaks his heart a little. But he's never been one to love less just because it hurts.

So he designs his campaigns around your D&D character. He finds out your favourite songs and learns to play them in his guitar. He sits next to you in every class you share.

He doesn't let you see what's inside his lunchbox. You asked once and he refused to sell anything to you. Eddie would never allow you to consume what he smokes.

He's not ashamed of his trailer. That's who he is. And he loves having you over. He invites you to dinner there, to watch movies, to hang out.

Every once in a while, he tries a new hairstyle. If you don't like it, at least he'll get to see you laugh. Either way, it's a win.

He stole one of your hair elastics and keeps it in his vest's chest pocket. He found out what perfume you wear and decided to spend some of his hard-earned money in a bottle. He sprays it over his pillow when he feels especially sad.

He's so sweet. He jokes with you, but never about you. Whenever you need backup in a discussion, even if it is silly af, he's on your side.

He pays attention. He stands between you and the people who make you uncomfortable. Steals glances at you.

He bought black nail polish just so you'd paint his nails. He bites it off so you have to fix it. He blushes when you scold him for not taking care of his nails.

He loves having your attention. It's an adrenaline rush. He creates more and more elaborate stories just so you'll keep looking at him.

He puts his jacket on the back of your chair. He's trying to measure how big it would look on you.

If you ever asked, he'd drop to his knees and eat you out until you were completely satisfied. He doesn't care if you'd only use him. He doesn't mind it being a one-time thing, or a friends with benefits dinamic. It's worth it because he knows he can make you feel good (more than good, he can make you lose control and that makes him feel on top of the world).

He's woken up thrusting into his mattres, moaning against his pillow. He feels guilty after, because he knows you'd never do to him what you do in his dreams. Doesn't stop him from cumming in a shaking mess.

When he detangles his hair he pretends it's your hands touching him. It helps him relax.

#eddie munson #eddie munson x female reader #eddie munson x reader #fanfiction #stranger things #yes i am delusional #who cares #enjoy anyway #life is dark enough without us avoiding the delulu #collage I guess

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hightowcr · 22 days

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rewatched today’s press conference at least 3 times to analyze and scrutinize the every tiniest bit of movement in their eyeballs and the funniest shit to me was the immediate, silent stare marc and pecco shared as soon as the journalist asked the question ( “who would you chose between marc and jorge as a teammmate” ) while also totally forgetting about jorge’s existence

pretty boy was like the fuck should I say now?

and marc’s chaotic ass was just.. ENJOYING. thriving, even. psychological warfares and such, lemme see if you know how to play this silly game bag-naia

and then there was jorge. standing in the middle of the asylum just having the most silent, discreet hysterical breakdown ever, side-eyeing pecco at every given opportunity with some of the cuntiest headtilts ever known to mankind which in my eyes screamed im fucked bc nobody was actually paying attention to him

#i had the time of my life truly #hope its true just bc i need to see more of pecco and marc being a menace together #committing crimes on track and psychological warfare off track #we would collectively loose our minds every week (valentino is included)#not to be delulu on main but im truly and partly convinced they already know shit #contracts were signed (probably idk)#the press was INSANEEE they either gave away too much or were just. delusional. no in between #must admit jorge’s expression cracked me UP tho #pecco bagnaia #marc marquez #jorge martin #motogp #marc <3

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kheni-universe · 2 months

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Can't stop fantasizing about the sweet nicknames Nanami calls the reader or what they call each other like when your MARRIED or in just a relationship🤩 he'll be like:

"Hey sweetheart, good morning"

" Love, I'm at the store you want anything? "

" I love you too, Darling"

"It's time for breakfast, Honey"

"Babe, Where are you? "

"Goodnight to you too, Angel"

"Goodmorning ,my beloved Sunshine"

"I'm sorry, My love"

"Hey there, Gorgeous"

"You awake, Sweets? "

Artist on Twitter (X) @/ _3aem

Who's next??? 🤩🤩🤩

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mayhasopinions · 8 months

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what in the lgbt even was this scene (see tags for discussion)

#firstly loki calming mobius down with pie after mobius punched a bitch #he knows him so well #secondly mobius not wanting to return to his timeline because he likes his life at the TVA #let me repeat that #he likes his life with LOKI and he doesnt wanna go back to his timeline in fear of losing him again #loki literally saying 'oh dw bb we all get mad when i got mad i took over a city it happens to everyone'#then mobius being like 'you can do it ur the god of mischief :)'#then loki tilting his head and smiling and sTARING at him like the most smitten idiot ever #call me delulu but that's what i see #omw to put on my clown shoes honk honk #lokius #loki #loki show #loki s2 #mobius m mobius #mcu #marvel

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youraveragebtsstan · 22 days

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Them: How can you ship them; they're brothers!? It's absolutely disgusting 🤮🤢.

Also Them: Wincest isn't real- you're delusional.

Me: Your Honor, I'd Like to Present Exhibit 4,385.

Exhibit 4,385:

#spn #spnedit #supernatural #samdean #deansam #sam winchester #dean winchester #wincest is life #wincest #wincest is real #delulu is me #i guess #hes in love #i swear #supernaturaledit

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honeypleasejustkillme · 11 months

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daydreaming about stuff that never happens starts to get kinda sad after a while :/

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd problems #bpd #bpd mood #delusions #i love being delulu #it’s so fun but then it gets depressing when you realize it’ll probably never happen #just love me #please baby please #it’s all i want in this life #beloved.txt

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grimesgirll · 2 months

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how i imagine living in alexandria with rick and shane would look when it isn’t grappling with another mortal crisis

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cynomain69 · 2 years

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this ones pre-relationship haino but u can read it as kavehaino or kavehno or kavetham if u like just follow ur heart u know

#al haitham #cyno #kaveh #haino #cytham #this is like the story kaveh recounts in his toast to haino wedding #he gets drunk and insists on a speech even though haithams one rule for the wedding was NO SPEECHES #haitham when he can back up his outrages claims of friendship with evidence #vs haitham when hes just working on delulu wishful thinking #hes already planning their life together hes like ten steps ahaed how was he supposed to remember he and cyno are still enemies w benefits #no not even that yet #no benefits yet...#just #casual work aquaintances oh god hes so far behind

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the-blue-tempest · 4 months

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Me: Gredorim is my mascot because he represents my desire to please others and my struggle to express emotions in a healthy way

Also me: omg Abraxus hehehe hiii fufufufu heeehe hoohoho

#gredorim #abraxus #shitpost #abraxus is the love of my life #delulu hours #sorry for drawing abraxus so much even though gredorim is my main oc #it will happen again

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sleepy-moons · 7 months

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gojo constantly tells you he'd die for you. at the start of your relationship, you would kind of roll your eyes at the comment. he's so dramatic, you'd think to yourself, though you'd appreciate the sentiment nonetheless. but as time went on, and as your relationship blossomed, you began to feel a pang in your heart every time he said it.

an ache so deep in your spirit, that you could cry whenever he'd go on a mission. because you knew, that while he was fighting for a better society, for the eradication of curses and corruption, there was a large part of him that was fighting solely for you. for your safety. and if that meant he had to die for that to happen, so be it.

i don't want you to die for me. words you never thought you'd have to say to the love of your life. you want to spend the rest of your life with this man. why must he insist on showing his love in death?

he'd always give you a little smile when you'd say that, because he knows tears will be following soon after.

i know. there wasn't much more to be said after that. just a mutual understanding that a devastating heartbreak is lingering somewhere down the line, inevitable. he just hopes that in his next life, he gets to spend more time with you.

#gojo satoru #gojo x reader #jjk x reader #I've been thinking a lot about gojo recently #I'm not the type of person to indulge in angst (does this classify as angst???)#or any type of sad media bc I'm delulu and like happy endings #but this has been floating around my noggin and I had to write it down #he is so so devoted to you. he doesn't care to throw his life away for you #anyways hello my friends long time no see !!#this is longer than I intended and it has hardly been proofread but I hope y'all enjoy !#.satoru

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ice-lice-and-2-many-dice · 9 months

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Ok here me out. One week ago on his second channel Grian uploaded Third Life the Movie, a cut together version of all of his Third Life episodes. Today, a week later he uploads Last Life the Movie, which is the same thing for all of his Last Life episodes. I’m not saying that the pattern will continue for Double and Limited life for the next two weeks and then the week after we are getting the first episode drop of the new life series….. but I mean if the shoe fits

#grian #desert duo #trafficblr #life series #third life #hermitcraft #probably insane but still happy #just a bit delulu

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harriertail · 6 months

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