#god they deseved better

[total-drama-takes-the-squeakquel]

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LEAST fav character lets go:

jo. self explanatory LMAO i think ive ranted about the worst character in the series enough. the jo dickriders are still mad at me but what can you do about it. not my fault jo sucks. god ive got to get back to ranting about her more.

umm like idk i only rlly despise joee????? mike too. mike is annoying asf

harold

mal

cody

favorite ships!!! 1. duncney/heathney.... theyre tired and i love them too much sorry lol.

2. skyellaaaa omfg. theyre so cute

3. gwoey. ugh all stars did one good thing and gave me that zoey/gwen friendship man. i like them alr

4. mkulia

5. yeah theres not that many ships im passionate about.

LEAST favorite ships: 1. any jo ships. yes even the yuri ones. idk she or he or whatever idgaf abotu what to call her. jo doesnt deseve love or respect and thats my point. jomaria is like. um whatever. JOCK IS SO FUCKING BADDD like brick annoys me because hes a fucking simp for jo. like why was bro willing to disloate his hip just to impress JOE lie its not worth it lol. i do agree that brick was completely down bad for her all the way but also like. idk jo doesnt deserve love. brick was annoying for being so down bad for her and thats one of the reasons i hate jock. just ebcause it pissed me off all the way. anne maria is my fav of all time idk yeah so i dont watched her paired up with that bitch jo. also jourtney is pretty atrocious as well bc courtney can do sm better cmon now. are we pulling ships out of our ass now???? ugh

2. idk im lowkey yaoiphobic so like. any yaoi ship. esp gen2 yaoi i dont like gen2 yaoi. LOL im only homophobic towards yaoi ships tbh theyre all prettyyyy overrated ihvbnjk 😭😭😭 also im a yuri enthusiast (unless its she who shall not be named yuri bc like. jo doesnt deserve that. jo doesnt deserve love like cmon now). every m/m ship in this fandom is highly overrated any way

3. ripaxel

4. BRAWN AND DAWNB LIKE WHY ARE THOSE SHIPPERS ALWAYS SOME OF THE MOST ANNOYING PEOPLE IVE EVER MET/????? ALWAYS SO FUCKING OVER AGGRESSIVE OVER IT LIKE OMFGGGGG. "yeah heres my 9 paged essay on why dott IS SO SHIT!!!!!!! THEYRE SO TOXIC AND BAD I FUCKING HATE THEM EWWWW!!!!!!!!" like ong it aint that deep omfgggg. brawn shippers are just aggressive for no reason idk. also i wanna start calling brawn dick it just sounds funnier lol.,,

5. yeah not sure what to put here. like i said my lifes purpose is to hate on joe.

yayy thats all. jock is for sure my number 1 least fav tho lol. still cant believe i got my first imposter on the anon island blog lmao.

-jater

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#hm #total drama #jater #long post #character hate #yaoi takes #ship hate

[rachetmath]

Jaune desevers Choice

Jaune does not need the relic of destruction. First of all, let’s talk about the sword itself. The sword might as well be the last thing our heroes should ever take out of its vault or let Salem have. Considering it might as well be equivalent to a Death Note and a God of destruction. Summon the spirit, give it a name or a specified target and it will destroy what you desire. I’m saying anyone can use this sword and become all-powerful.

Now here’s what your thinking, “Our heroes need the relic to beat Salem.” right? But let’s look at the details here. Ozpin was reincarnated multiple times. He found each of the relics and used them to where he knows the rules and the spirits who reside in them. So wouldn’t he already have tried and failed to kill Salem with it? Because she’s immortal. What other purpose would the sword serve? Nothing. So why does Jaune need it?

Now, why Jaune doesn’t need the sword of destruction? That’s simple. Jaune already has enough power due to his semblance and aura alone. He just needs time and training to learn how to use them. However, that's only the secondary reason. The primary reason is Jaune is more deserving of the relic of choice. After all, his choices seem to be beneficial to everyone instead of sabotaging them.

Jaune in volume one, started simply as a boy going in way over his head. He got bullied but instead of quitting, he decides to ride it out. However, when his team was in trouble he stood up to his bully and resolve his situation. This was the first set of choices that resulted in his team not being set up for failure. If Jaune allowed Cardin to get away with his miss doings, Jaune’s team would have lost respect for him and worse Cardin could’ve gotten them into trouble.

In volume two he could have taken advantage of Weiss’s rejection from Neptune and used it to finally dance with her. But he didn’t. Instead, he chose to help Weiss by talking with Neptune and his choice helped everybody have a great time. Not only that it helped Jaune to be open-minded and think about others and their feelings. Volume four and five I will not discuss because Jaune’s decision-making was more based on emotions.

However, in volume six, despite there being other options, Jaune choosing to steal an Atlas airship was still a good suggestion. I mean, that plan by RWBY standards actually could have worked, flawlessly if Adam didn’t show up out of anywhere. Regardless of the outcome, his choice helped everyone get to Atlas in good condition.

Finally, in volume eight, though I do wish Jaune had a hand in a lot more, I will still give him some credit. Jaune telling everyone to split up, for now, was a good idea considering everyone was arguing back and forth with one another. Then Jaune took advantage of the war to look for Oscar and that helped them escape and gain a new crew member. (Still don’t trust her though.) And even though I still can’t stand the fact, that he killed Penny, Jaune still saved more lives than Team RWBY. By giving the maiden powers to Winter, Jaune not only prevented Cinder from taking both the powers and the relic, but he also gave the evacuated citizens a better chance at survival.

Every time Jaune calls the shots somehow it is more beneficial for others around him than with Ruby. Yes, Ruby is the main character and the primary leader of the group but her decisions always seem to lead to disaster than prosperity. Not only that Jaune, whether you know it or not, proved Jame’s and Clover's words to be true. The right choices are the hardest to make and sometimes you have to make the tough decisions. And what better way to see those choices unfold than with the relic of choice itself?

If what we know is to be true, the crown can see into the future. Allowing someone to see the possibilities or outcomes of his or her choices. However if not used properly or abused could cause the user to go insane and be numb enough not to make any choice at all. But for Jaune that is a risk worth taking.

Jaune always kept his eyes forward. Even after Pyrrha’s death, Jaune was still willing to follow the path he chose and become a huntsman. 'But after failing to save Penny Jaune could become more determined to stop Salem. So if he were to use the crown he will not care for the outcome as long as his friends are happy. Even if he might not be there to see it.

#rwby #Jaune Arc #adam taurus #ruby rose #penny polendina #winter schnee

[caitie-likes-talking]

so many people ignore avdol (a long complaint and lots of rambling)

Avdol is one of the core character in Part 3, yet it's rare to see content of him outside of the ship between him n Polnareff. This is SO annoying to me. People put their whole tushies into loving Kakyoin (who got so little screen time) but then ignore Avdol. Now I could go into WHY i think this happens, but instead i'll just complain about his treatment in canon as well.

Avdol is treated with less care by canon than any of the other characters. How? He's given no backstory, his death is overshadowed (and unnecessary imo), and he is simply pushed to the side so much.

For example, him and Kakyoin were both sidelined due to injuries in the part, but you know what happens when Kakyoin is killed? He's given an entire backstory (and even flashbacks in the anime.) His death is the key to the other Crusaders learning of Dio's stand ability. Compare this to Avdol's death now.

First of all, why was the fucking dumb dog's death treated as the same level of severity as Avdol's (the PERSON??) Like I can't even find a fucking angst edit abt Avdol's death without people including Iggy clips and voicelines from Polly abt it. Well okay, I know the reason for this. They're treated at the same level in canon. If anything, Polly is practically more torn up over Iggy's death than Avdol's honestly.

It's fucking stupid. First of all, it's ridiculous that Iggy survived longer than Avdol and it's stupid that he's the one who helped actually defeat Vanilla Ice. Secondly, Iggy should've died during the Pet Shop arc in all honesty.

But reallly, it should've been Polnareff to die. Avdol dying in the end is just an unsatisfying arc for the two of them. It's just Avdol sacrificing himself for Polnareff two times and Polly just crying. It would've been better for Polnareff to be able to save his loved one for once, something he couldn't do for Sherry. It would also be more satisfying considering Avdol has, again, already been shot in the head for Polly.

And don't get me started on the bitches that don't include Avdol in SDC content oh my god yall desever NOTHING

TLDR; i love avdol and he deserves MORE

#jjba #jojos bizarre adventure #stardust crusaders #jjba part 3 #muhammad avdol #jjba avdol #complaining #rant post #ramblings

[fangirlsovertoomanythings]

Journals of the Unknow deseved better. I can still remember playing it on Facebook at 2am lol

Okay, first of all, FINALLY someone talks to me about that god forsaken game. It's been so fucking long, thank you

Second of all, same, but not exactly at 2am. I came across it in 2014, and it was because my grandma was playing it - she had some memory issues in the past and she heard that occult object games could help her train it, so she went through an occult object craze with Pearl's Peril, Gardens of Time, Criminal Case; but the one that affected me the most was Journals of the Unknown. That was my first horror media and one of the earlier exposures I had to the mystery genre, and even if the writing isn't the best, it was still a very fun game. I remember fondly on it's characters

I have this very clear memory regarding Wolf's Labirynth: it was when Jane was about to find Ivan's werewolf suit on a cave. I remember I bought the hint with my granny, but then I had an epiphany and I said that I knew the combination to open a door??? Or something??? And I did. And she asked: "How did you know that?" And I said: "It's the Sun drawings!! All over the map!! They're a hint!!" And that's obvious nowadays, but back then I was some random 11 year old trying to help my grandma get through the story of a random Facebook game. Ever since then, she'd fucking CALL ME and go "can you enter my facebook and check on the map for me? I can't find the hints, I just want to play the occult object part and see the story :(" and I'd never obey her and stop it after I solved the mystery itself, I'd play the entire chapter HAUDBWJSBDHWHSH

A year or two ago, I discovered what happened towards the end of Heirs of Anubis and I remembered how sad she got when Krystian got shot. She didn't remember his name, but she said she "almost cried when the werewolf died". I literally called and went: "Do you remember the journalist game? Yeah, you know the werewolf? He's alive!" And she was so happy 🥺

#i infodumped at you anon sorry #ask

[writinginthenight]

do it again

little ones this time.

dont mess this up

your being fucking stupid.

thank god for the fact your over think instead of act on your thoughts.

this is why you don't let yourself be angry.

bc you will do bad things.

if there is one thing you shouldn't do its what your thinking about doing.

dont throw three years of love and joy down the drain bc you are angry over nothing.

breathe.

write poetry.

try not to do bad things.

dont scream. dont cry. dont hurt yourself.

above all else dont hurt the others.

dont

dont.

i wont let you.

i wont let me.

i will not let you hurt them.

you are angry and sad and emotional and i will not let any harm come to them.

what is this even.

your bain chemicals are being silly again.

shut the fuck up.

suck it up your being needy and posseive and crazy what are you doing.

your dumabass got attached to people and its my job to make sure you dont do any stupid shit so your gonna sit here and write.

write this until your back down to earth.

write until your reasonable.

why are you mad.

because you arnt the center of attention?

your being selfish.

there is nothing selfish in wanting to be cared about.

yes there is.

not for others.

but for you.

let me be selfish.

i am. im letting keep them.

like id really do it anyways

well you seem like you wold bc you withdrew so godanmm much. i know just how much its killing you that you did that. i know how much you miss them.

i still have some of them.

your lucky you do.

i know i am. i dont even deseve them anyways. they do so much for me and all i do is put more and more shit on them. thell leve one day too you know this.

they care about you why dont you just accept that.

i do accpt that thats how they feel * right now * thell get tierd of me like every one else i care about deeply. people say they care and you take advantge of that. you relay on them and they get sick of that. you know if you wernt so pathetic youd know this. you shounth have let yoursefl get this far.

your jsut as patheic as i am with your woe is me bull shit! you have to relay on peopl you love somtimes and you know we would immeadyly do the same for them.

i know but why is it always more. you would give your whole world to any one of them. for nothing and what do you get back? nothing.

thats not true tho. there your friends the give you their care and their kindness. look at your goddanm wall its full of their love.

to befair its mostly echo.

so??? echo loves you. youve never doubed that before.

shoud ahve seen me fifteen minutes ago.

i did.

and?

you were bing irrational.

how do you know that.

because i have eyes.

they were too busy crying.

it dosntn matter youbeing crazy. they love you.

do they.

of course.

why dont they do somthing.

alex and lanna have. why cant you accept that.

they were never the issue.

wasnt this a group issue. ?

it is and the others dont care.

you know thats not true.

its not like *ANY* have reached out.

thats your fault and you know it. youre the one who left with cheery world and the tone of i jsut need a little break. no one knows that somthing is wrong.

they should have put it together now. id be worried.

bro its been like six days. you said youd be a couplue days. id understd if its been months and months but six days.

so i should just wait longer?

no you shoud go back.

what was the point of any of this then.

it was to help* YOU * get better

yeahhhh cuz that worked out reallllllllll welll

it wasnt a good decision.

you shoud have deleted instagram too then maybe you could have reallly worried them.

we shoundnt be trying to worry them thats toxic behavior.

whos plan was this again.

it was deffinaly yours.

hey you apperoved it.

and i regeert that.

well it not like they reched out anyways so seems like i win.

its not a game??

well what is it then.

it dosnt matter waht is is they are people. they are your friends. they havent done anyting wrong. your the one in the wrong and making bad decicions that cause you pain.

well good bc i deserve to hurt.

no you dont.

well i want to.

well that dosntn mena you can hurt them in the process.

why. why cant i hurt them. they did this. theyre the ones that dont care. you gave me to them and they hurt me. why cant i hurt them back. why cant it tell them all to fuck off.

they did not do this YOU did this dumbass. you love them and so do i you love them with every beat. you cant hurt them because you care about them. not even you dont hurt people bc that is a vile evil thing to do and you know that. they are kind and loving and caring. and they care about you

why dosnt it feel like it then.

well its not like youve been particulary open woth your needs.

i was with jax? why dont they care anymore.

you know they do. you jsut cant be the center of therir atenttion right now. you have to accept that.

i dont want to accept that they made me feel cared for i miss them.

i know we both do but it cant be like that right now maybe it will go back to how it was in a littel while. ittle be fine.

doubt it but whatever. you know the cycle, your the one that reconsided it anyway. its the same thing janelle did and i over whemeed them with what i was. i did the same thing to them and you know it. im doing the same thing to alex rigth now. you know it wont be any different pretty soon. theywill get tierd of you too just wait.

i dont want to belive that it will be the same janelle was their own thing they had their own shit going on.

so what they TOLD YOU THAT how can you deny it. we were too much for them jsut like your were too much for jax and how you will be too much for alex. its a pattern. a loop. a cycle your stuck in destaned to repeat.

hey things will be different. peopel are comlpiciated and relationsips are messy you know that. you know all of this and insit on fighing me on it.

yeah i do.

you and i care. that is what makes us who we are. that is all we have.

i dont care anymore.

yes you do. you do. that is not negotiable so shut the fuck up and act like you do.

i care.

i care more than life.

i think im calmer now.

#writing in the night

[anmeseana]

hey so ive got.. alot of feelin about religon. 1st is that so many religon have the first and biggest rule to be kind. that ppls first urge it to think their god loves them and creation was a gift and life is menat to be cherised. the second is religios ppl are ssooo mean!! im generalizin but my religons (critstan) half brother told me (at very little) i was goin to hell and that hell was bad and i deseved (at smal!!) to go there cus i had a different god and didnt think he floated when he prayed. and relonins ppl always sayin ppl go to hell and sayin that their god os better thatn other god and shuddup!! pray to ur god an read ur holy book but leave me alone. !! leave everyone alone. we get it, u lik eur god an want me to like ur god but i dont!! im at work i dooont wanna learn of ur god thank u. ur not savin me ur bein a dick. ur god would thing ur a dick jesus thought the world would end in ten years mayyybe use some critical thinkin skills about  whats changed and also jesus wasn coool with bein a dick, yet!! ur here!! dickin it up. 

[catbxy]

Me: *nothing*

Stranger things finale: ;)

Me:

#stranger things #stranger things 3 #stranger things season 3 #stranger things spoilers #sheriff hopper #jim hopper #alexei #god they deseved better

[radiotorn]

I'm so. Tired

#im so tired of it all #i need a therapist so badly but i csnt bare to do it with my famlily still around #i. god #it hurts so much #evrrything hurts #i want to stop hurting so badly #i want to gk bacj to an hour ago.when i had it blocked out and wasnt thinking ahout it #but now i cant. i csnt i cant i can't WHY am i like thiw??!? #why cant i just be NORMAL?!?!? why do things have to be so hard and hurt ao badly? #what did i do to deseve to hurt like this? iits not supposed to hurt so bad #im nnever gojbg to be okay its never goingg tk be okay im always going to hurt its always going tk be there and ill nevrr get better #i justwant to know what i did to deserve to hurt so badly? it shoudljt hurtso bad #whats wrong with me? why am i like this? #i am.....exausted #im not okay. im so tired. i dont want to wake up anymore i want to stop trying if im obly going to keep hurting why djould i keep trying? #i just. god #god i wish someone could hold me #i thought thsts whst parents were for? im. only 15 im not that old yet at all #i want to be told verbaly thst i mesn more than just serving people (irl for the most part) #irs just. theres no mote love in my home life. its always screaming or yelling or jabs at someonr or sarcastic threats or #halfassed sincere i love yous but theyre hollow and hold no love behind them #i csnt remember the last time i felt loved by my family #it hurts so bad. im never going to have thst family love that i thought i had wheb i was younge #why csnt i have that back? why dobt they love mr anymore? what did i do wrong? #im ...im so sorry. im so tired of tryijg evrry day #im...tired. im not giving up. but god im so tired #goodnight #vent #delete later

[waywardblazer]

Knife-Bros

Paring: Platonic!Loki x Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warning(s): Fight scenes with knives, minor fluff, tickling

Word count: 2,515

Summary/Prompt: Knife-bros don’t stab each other in the back! After being benched on a mission Bucky asks Loki if he will spar with him. A surprise visitor changes the game.

A/N: OK here we go! Special present for a very special friend of mine!! This- this is a very VERY late birthday gift for you @marvelstuff-iguess puts up with my nonsense and I’m so SO grateful to have her as my friend! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! YOU DESEVE ALL THE LOVE and I really hope you enjoy this cute little fic 🥺🤍🤍

WOW it’s longer than I expected it would be- anyway I deeply apologise, it’s taken this long to get this too you, but it comes straight from the heart and was the best I could do under my current circumstances. ILY 😘 also this is my why of saying sorry for hurting Pete in our rp please forgive meeee 😣😣😣

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It’s never easy to know who to really trust, especially when it was the God of Mischief but who else could he go to. The team had gone out on a mission and Bucky had been left to his own devices for the time being. He had tried to entertain himself with a good movie but he had never really been skilled at sitting still or so long.

The former Hydra assassin hesitated as he stopped at Loki’s room. He knocked. Bucky was expecting to either be yelled at to go away or to just simply not get an answer at all and so he was genuinely surprised when he was granted permission to enter.

Pushing the door open Bucky was met with the deep green eyes of the Norse God. “To what do I owe the pleasure of this visit?” Loki asked in a polite but almost mocking tone.

“I got kind of bored, care for a round?” He muttered in question, shrugging a little as he pulled out one of his knives from a hidden pocket.

Loki raised one very inquisitive eyebrow. It was rare anyone ever willingly wanted to hang out with him let alone partake in a practice fighting session. Usually because he had a tendency to stab his opponent in the back for the sheer fun of it. Naturally he had his own suspicions as to why the Winter Soldier wanted to spar with him.

All the same, the dark haired Asgardian pushed himself off the chair he had been sitting on and nodded. “Should be fun.” He said rather enthusiastically, which was a very obvious and swift change in mood.

Bucky put his hand out and stopped him from leaving. “One condition: no magic.” He muttered firmly to which Loki just rolled his eyes and sighed a little in annoyance.

“Fine, no magic.” He repeated before pushing his way past Bucky and leading the way down to the training room.

Once they had both stepped inside the tension between them seemed to shift into a more light hostility.

Bucky had his wits about him knowing all too well what Loki was capable of. He quickly unsheathed his knife and backed up away from the God who was grinning and making him feel a little uneasy, yet it didn’t falter his usual controlled stare that was set upon his expression. Nothing would, keeping his composure was a habit.

Loki, being the God of Mischief magically formed his two little daggers in each hand, flipping them in unison. “Care to start or should I?” He politely asked as he prepared himself, the slight mischievous grin pulling at his lips as he watched the soldier closely.

What could he say? Sometimes Loki’s charms got the better of him. It took him a moment to realise what he was trying to do. “That’s not how fights work.” He muttered, swinging his knife in an attempt to be somewhat threatening.

Loki sighed and without another word decided to make the first move. He lunged at the soldier in which Bucky blocked the oncoming blow with his own knife before throwing a fierce punch to the his gut.

The Asgardian stumbled back a little from the force of the blow, letting out a strained laugh. “You got quite the power punch for a mortal.” He said.

It was almost as if he was refraining from letting himself go. It was just training after all. Plus he knew Thor would kill him for deliberately injuring the Captain’s best friend.

“I’m a super soldier, enhanced strength comes in the deal.” Bucky replied before he sliced the knife through the air in hopes of catching the God on the side of the face.

Loki of course dodged it with ease, lifting one of his daggers to block the attack only for the soldier to drop his knife out of his hand and catch it in his lower other one before swiping across and nicking his side.

Loki barely winced at the scratch but felt it, looking down in surprise before backing up. “What was that? Your signature move?” He asked sarcastically.

Bucky huffed gently, pulling away and taking a moment to give Loki a moment to heal. “Also comes in the deal.” He responded.

Loki raised a single eyebrow in the soldier’s direction. “Oh of course it does.” He murmured with a gentle smirk. “Like mischief comes in mine.” He added, disappearing in front of Bucky’s eyes and then reappearing behind him and wrapping his arms around him, resting one of his daggers against his neck.

Bucky barely had time to react and when he felt the cold metal pressed against his windpipe he froze, a growl rumbling through his throat. “You promised no magic.” He spat at the God.

“Firstly, you didn’t specify what kind of magic I couldn’t use, secondly, I am in fact a trickster, so promises are never set in stone.” Loki replied skilfully, unable to keep the grin from face as he placed his free hand on Bucky’s side.

The soldier stiffened, there was no way in hell that he was thinking what Bucky thought he was thinking. “Loki.” He said warningly.

Around that time, you had just arrived back at the compound, a little sour in mood but there was a reason. Steve had banned you from the mission after you had accidentally lost control of your newfound powers. He knew wasn’t like you had meant to cause any problems, but for the safety of everyone he had sent you home.

You made your way towards the training room since combat training was the only way you knew you could blow off steam without risking your powers unleashing.

Pushing the door open you walked inside, pulling your cape off of your suit and throwing it on the bench, barely even noticing the two men standing in the middle of the training mat.

“What’s the ma—” The God began but was quickly cut off when the sound of someone pushing the doors of the training room open caught both their attentions. Loki pulled away from Bucky in a hurry, spinning around to look at who had intruded on their session.

Bucky hastily stepped away from Loki and looked over his shoulder. His brows furrowed in confusion as he turned around to look at you properly. “Y/N, what are you doing back?” He asked with a slight tilt of his head.

You almost jumped, looking up quickly at the sudden sound of the older soldier’s voice. The moment your eyes landed on the God and the Winter Soldier you relaxed a little.

Loki watched you closely with his piercing green eyes as if he was trying to read you or something. In all honesty it made you feel a little unsettled but you brushed it off as him just being curious and so you shook your head and turned your attention back on Bucky.

“Steve benched me.” You replied simply to the soldier’s earlier question, not wanting to make a big deal about it.

Bucky walked over to you, his expression clearly saying that he wasn’t convinced with the answer you had given him. “Y/N, What happened?” He pushed, keeping his eyes firmly locked on you with all intent to find out the truth.

You sighed, lifting a hand to rub the back of your neck, giving in. “Alright, alright I might of lost control of my magic.”

“You know, if you had allowed me to teach you when I first offered this wouldn’t of happened.” Loki spoke up, turning away from both you and soldier as he magicked up his daggers and twirled them between his fingers.

You felt a pang of annoyance at his words and couldn’t help but scoff. “I already did! You turned the lesson into a prank war.” You retorted, crossing your arms and glaring at him.

“What is this lie? I most certainly did not.” Loki claimed, not making any move to face you.

You only became more annoyed by his stubbornness. “It’s no lie! You most certainly did and I won.” You replied mocking his words.

The raven-haired God stopped flipping his daggers and half spun around on the spot, looking down at the floor then up at you with that mischievous glint in his eyes and that infuriating grin. Either way you could feel yourself growing increasingly nervous.

“Oh? Did you now?” He asked, meeting your gaze with an expectant eyebrow raise.

Bucky was having an internal debate on whether to break up whatever this was but instead he kept quiet and watched.

“If I might recall you were the one who begged me to stop when I tickled you.” Loki pointed out slyly, his grin only widening.

Something inside you twisted and in that moment you lost it, a little burst of anger helping you to charge at the God, swiftly pulling out a knife from your pocket and holding it up against his neck while you drilled your gaze unit his. The only problem was there was a faint blush on your cheeks.

You opened your mouth to say something but nothing came out which only encouraged Loki’s eyes to shimmer with amusement.

“I must say, Y/N, your laughter is very beautiful.” Loki said teasingly although he meant it genuinely, making his daggers disappear so he could hold his hands up in mocking surrender.

“S-Shut up.” You hissed, pressing the knife closer to his neck. “No one else is meant to know, you promised you wouldn’t say anything.” Your tone was almost a desperate hushed mutter.

The Trickster smirked and gestured over at where Bucky was standing who was watching you both closely, now his brows farrowed into confusion and curiosity.

“What’s going on?” He asked, moving over to the pair, his gaze searching yours.

“Nothing!” You said a little too quickly stepping back and turned away from Loki. Bad idea though because a second later you felt a sudden squeeze to your sides which made you let out an embarrassingly loud squeal.

You spun around, smacking his hands away and glaring up at the God with a warning look. “Don’t. Loki I swear.” You scolded, backing up onto to feel yourself being blocked by someone.

Turning your head slowly you see Barnes grinning down at you. “Loki and I don’t agree on much but I think we can both agree this will be fun.” He murmured, his words making your stomach drop.

Out of pure instinct you pulled out a second knife and went to try and threaten them both off by slashing towards them but both easily caught your hands before your could plunge the knives into either of them.

The grip they had on your wrists was so tight that you dropped both the knives. Then, with a fair amount of effort they flipped you onto your back and pinned you to the mat.

“Get off me!” You demanded, feeling panic rise as Bucky moved to hold your arms above your head. “Let me go or I’ll end you both!!” You threatened, fighting against the super soldier’s strong grip.

Loki onto let out a huffed chuckle. “Ooh big talk coming from the one who is currently on their back.” He taunted, poking your side and making you flinch.

“Mark my words I will get you back for this Laufeyson.” You growled, trying your best to glare although it very quickly broke into a struggled smile, bitting your lip when the God traced a finger over your stomach.

The dark haired God smirked deeply as you began to squirm under his touch. He then suddenly went ahead and skittered all his fingers up and down your sides. You squealed again and couldn’t help but burst into childish giggles, a blush rising over your cheeks again.

“No- Lohokihi!!” You protested, pulling against Bucky’s hold to try and break free but having no success whatsoever.

“What’s the matter?” Loki cooed.

He climbed his fingers up your ribs, chanting ‘tickle tickle’ and emphasising the words by slowly digging into each one individually. You twisted your body in attempt to ease the torturous sensations, your laughter only escalating the higher he climbed.

“Beg for me.” He commanded lowly, grinning when it caused you to deeply blush and shook your head stubbornly, refusing to give him what he wanted.

Bucky just grinned down at you, finding the entire display rather entertaining. “Wow, so sensitive.” He muttered. Loki nodded.

“GEHET OHOFF MEHE!!” You demanded.

It was not the kind of response Loki was expecting and it caused his brows to rise in surprise. But he only chuckled mischievously and lowered his hand down quickly and hovered over the edges of your lower abdomen.

Your eyes widened and you shook your head, loosing all of your composure you had been holding onto as you tried desperately to escape.

Loki met your panicked gaze with his unbearable green mischievous eyes. He knew what he was doing. “This will make you beg.” He murmured with his ever present smirk.

“No Loki don’t- NOHOHO!!” You threw your head back and screamed the moment he drilled his thumbs into those particular spots, your laughter erupting into pure hysterics.

You bucked you hips wildly to pathetically try and ease the overwhelming sensations. You took it until you couldn’t. “OHOKAHAY STAHAP!! STAHAP LOHOKIHI PLEHEASE I- I CAHAN’T-” You finally begged.

The God quickly pulled away, standing back up and dusting himself with a satisfied chuckle. “You alright?” He asked, offering a hand out to help you up once Bucky had released you.

You lay there greedily gulping in air, taking a moment to regain your breath and composure before nodding and accepting his hand, the smile on your face not leaving.

“Right so, I get why you didn’t want to tell anyone, quite a weakness you for there Y/N, can’t let the team figure that out.” Bucky noted, to which you couldn’t stop yourself from blushing at his words.

The three of you all lifted your heads when the sound of Steve’s voice echoed through the compound. You were still out of breath from the previous tickle attack but you’d probably just chalk it up to a hardcore training session.

Loki nudged you gently. “I won right?” He asked, just wanting to hear you say it.

“Yes Loki, you won.” You muttered, deciding it was best you give him what he wanted, just so he would spill the beans to the rest of the team.

Loki smiled brightly and Bucky patted your shoulder before you lead them out of the training room and up into the main area where Steve was standing.

“There you are I just—” The Captain cut himself off when he saw both Bucky and Loki trailing closely behind you. “What is this?” He asked suspiciously, crossing his arms.

Your mind suddenly raced, a moment of panic racing through your body but all you did was smile gently and shrug, glancing over your shoulder at the older soldier and god.

“Training session with the knife-bros.”

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[beann-e]

I thought i’d write something different from what I usually do to say ‘ thank you for 400 followers ‘ I hope you like it

“ light no you can’t write my name please “

the air in the room was tense as you stood moving your weight between each foot “ light I don’t understand —whatd I do to you—please “

you felt the patience youd held for him earlier slipping out of your body as you reached out to grab his notebook “ don’t “

your hand pulled back quickly as if his voice alone was a hot pan you just touched

“ touch my book “

you shivered at his tone

“ and return back to your seat on the bed — that she placed you in“

you followed his orders as you perched yourself at the foot of the bed eyes darting across his back In fear anytime he flexed his muscles

You actually weren’t sure how you ended up here much less how he ended up with you in his care you weren’t his responsibility but what he did know was that he was pissed the fuck off with misa’s big mouth.

I mean who the hell lets their best friend know they have shinagami eyes and that they have a book they can kill people with much less tells them that their said crush has the same book

in all honestly this has to be your fault —seriously are you stupid why did you not run? he can’t even begin to think how you just agreed to any of what she told you but here you were sitting prettily on his bed alert and at attention for his next orders god your just like her he gripped his pen tightly at the thought

He couldn’t even wrap his head around why you stayed behind with him after misa left to go complete a job given to her by her ‘boyfriend’ earlier

when the two stepped out the room to speak him thinking he was giving you enough time to escape before he came back only to want to drop dead when he walked in and turned his head to your smiling face just his luck you didn’t leave now not only one could bother him but two

he got rid of one nuisance only to be greeted with another and this one was worse. body always moving and hovering around him , hands always wrapped around something that he’d have to tell you to stop touching , your mouth moving at the speed of light , he let out a scoff in his head at that one.

the only way he was able to get you to relax was for him to tell you he’d write your name in his book that you lucky for him feared. Honestly, He didn’t even know if he wanted to or not you were kinda fun to mess with and he didn’t get much fun in his life moving from college top A student to leader of a world spread killing spree

You were like a breath of fresh air to him except you were just like misa

it was like having a misa and misa jr in his room you were no different from her and you didn’t annoy him any less but he knew you were workable, he knew by the way you followed his orders like a blind puppy. You were so quick to do whatever he asked and all it took was a little threatening to get you to do it.

he studied you out of the corner of his eyes mind slowing with only one thought about how you could be easier to control than misa and who was he to resist taking the easy way out that was the point of having a partner right, to tell them to do something and they simply do it. eyebrow furrowing as he looked at you maybe just maybe

he sighed leaning back in his chair “ look”

he turned to face you hands crossed and sat neatly in his lap “ I won’t write your name if you do me a favor“

your eyes came up to meet his in a hurry a quick whiny answer leaving your lips “ yes light “

his body went hot at the way you put up no fight ‘ just like misa ‘

“ come here “ you felt your body grow cold as you neared him you didn’t have shinagami eyes or even a notebook but you could feel the cool air of something next to you head spinning at the thought of someone something watching you walk towards the male in the chair “ look at me “

your eyes found his quickly “ good girl “

you smiled softly before he spoke “ why are you smiling? who told you to smile— I can take my deal back just as fast if you don’t listen to me “

you straightened up but still shifting your weight between your other foot

“ I need you to do something for me y/n ok “

your eyes moving around jittery thanks to the new change in air

“ calm down pretty girl only you can do it that’s why i’m asking “

his voice was soft as he looked up at you “ I know you can do it “

you felt everything in your body want to tell him you could and you would do anything if he could just give you more praise you loved the way he was talking you up

the way he was building you up and setting your building blocks up to build a nice home of safety for yourself that you’d never known

Light knew exactly what he was doing even in the beginning before the book he had a way with words and as his job with killing criminals progressed and he had to get people off his tracks it just got better.

He was sure he could find anything someone wanted and give It to them to make sure they did what he wanted them to

“ y-yes light “

he smiled “ I need you to do something that’s not gonna sound well— appealing at first “

your eyes concentrated on the floor as he snapped his fingers at you to say focus seeing you looking over to your side to see what this scary feeling of someone watching you was

“ here come sit because you can’t pay attention on your own “ he spit out “ obviously “

you moved slowly to sit in the open place hed made for you on his lap “ come on y/n “

you rushed to get over there plopping your butt down on his leg like a child with a pretend santa at the mall

“ it’s gonna sound scary I know but I need you to do it ok “

“ ok “ you sat in anxiousness you just wanted him to get to the point so you could happily say ye—

“ I need you to get shinagami eyes “

your face fell as you felt all your muscles tense , mind racing , face rising in confusion and fear as your body started to grow heavy and shake you were now understanding what you got yourself into

Your feet ready to run as you looked to the door and back to the male behind you who fell back into his chair with a groan and an eyeroll hand moving down his face in obvious annoyance and hands finally coming to a rest on his chin

You taking this moment to try to run

‘ misa can have this shit I will not be partaking‘

as soon as your body stood his left arm hooked around you and he pulled you right back into his hold only to separate his legs and have you sit between em’ so he could hold your waist in a deadly hold and his mouth could whisper into your ear

“ pretty girl what happened huh “ his fingers grabbed a piece of your belly fat through your shirt in a pinch “ you’ve been demoted now — your not a good girl anymore your a bad one y/n “

he pouted “ that’s not good “ his voice sounded disappointed as you sulked “ you were doing so good for me what happened huh “

you hated how your body felt weird you felt like you’d just failed him like you owed him something and couldn’t help but to give it to him because that’s what he deserved

but all you wanted to do was get out of here you didn’t want to give him what he desevered was that wrong was he right

“ you were just gonna leave me here to myself —all by myself alone with my book of dead people ? “ he sighed as he spoke into your neck “ dont you think that would’ve made me depressed “

he questioned “ what would have happened if I did something to myself because I was depressed huh “

his grip on you tightned pressuring you into answering

“ I-I don’t know light “

“ misa would have been so mad at you she would have blamed you for my actions could you live with that huh ? could you live with losing your best friend because you left me here in pain ? in obvious hurt crying for your help?“

“ no “

“ see you have to think about things before you do them ok minx “

you just wanted to leave why couldn’t you leave ? his words weren’t helping you were just losing yourself in them and thinking that you really were a bad person for trying to get out when you did

“ think about misa y/n think about me — I — I have a family y/n “

you body slumped at the thought of you ruining a family.

him picking up on it and only feeding Into it “ I do pretty girl I have a mom , a dad who works in the police force working his ass off to provide for our family god I wanna grow up and take care of a family don’t you think I can do that “ his mouth trailed back up to your ear his fingers interlocking with yours

“ maybe with you— your a nice girl right except for when your being mean right “ he smiled at your confused and hurt expression “ I have a sister — a younger one “

you perked up you always wanted a sibling you knew they were hard to deal with but just the thought of being there for someone or even having someone be there for you misa was like that to you

“ you—you have a sister “

“ yeah — she’s so smart and talented and I would love to grow up with her and see her live her life and be at her wedding even — I wanna grow up and have my own one of those too “

he laughed “ don’t you “

“ I - I don’t know light “

“ well whatever you wanted to do i’d be right by your side y’know“ your heart warmed had anyone even paid attention to you like this before

he sighed in your ear eyes looking forward at your hands that now stuck together with his “ y/n there’s a reason i’m asking you to get the shinagami eyes — I wouldn’t just be asking without a reason “

“ what is it because if misa has them you don’t need me you just want to fuck me over so I never tell anyone about your stupid book“

“ huh so you talk when you want to huh “ thinking back to earlier when you were so submissive to him where’d this come from ? He couldn’t say he was upset just a little thrown off at your sudden ability to speak up for yourself

he sat back in his chair “ I don’t like that “ he whispered under his breath “ maybe your not like her“

he smiled speaking louder and continuing his proposal for you “ no I just need you y/n -“

you froze

“ that’s it that’s all “ he came back up both his arms crossing over your stomach “ I like you y/n “

“ no you don’t “

he laughed “ why else would I let you stay here — in my room — after your friend left ? do you think I give a fuck if she’s mad if I didn’t like you I would have killed you — i’m not keeping you alive for her “

“ then wha— “

“ I just said I like you y/n “ his voice grew rough he was getting tired of this you changed too much for his liking either you were submissive or a brat pick one “ baby pay attention “

your body stalled ‘ he really has a way with words ‘

“ look I like being around you more than misa so it would do me a favor greatly to have someone who can help me and not annoy me“

he smiled “ imagine all the fun we can have together my love — all the times we can spend talking like we are now “

you bit your lip “ I just need you to say yes and go through the process to get the shinagami eyes “

“ light I don’t even have a book if i wa—“

he smiled sickly behind you knowing his foot was in the door “ correct which is why you need a book yeah ? “

“ um yes “

he moved the chair you two sat in over to his table smiling as he found the book he had for you “ look “

“ how “ your mind raced theres for sure no turning back now there was no reason for you not to help him. He obviously needed it like he said earlier, misa liked him so what could possibly be so wrong about him, and he seemed to like you back which was only a plus

“ don’t ask me questions “ he spoke “ not until you get the eyes ok“

“ ok—o-ok “

you reached out to touch the book as you smiled at him returning what he’d shown you when you peeked down at him

“ come on pretty girl put both of them “

you thought for a moment before you gave in and put your other hand on the book blinking before you met his eyes

“ d-did I do it “

he smirked “ not quite my love — here tell me if you can see this“

he turned you around as your body froze

“ and here I was silently praying that you weren’t stupid like she was when she listened to him and gave up ownership of her death note “

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[crimsonandcloverwrites]

bhah ch7 can’t stop won’t stop

lmao Dani being like ‘we should wait to discuss kids til after we’re married’ yes doesn’t seem like a giant thing u should make sure u agree on before u make a major commitment at all

Dani is so in love with Jamie sdjkhdfkjg driving to her house on instinct and just like...gazing at her in her old t-shirt and sweats like you’ve finally seen the light girl just kiss her already

god I can’t believe I have 2 more chapters of them as adults just being the absolute perfect match for each other to get through before they finally kiss in ch 11 (i’m maninfesting it no one say anything) I am literally going to scream. Dani will like... feel a little off and it’s all “i need to go to Jamie’s house and also tell Jamie everything and she will make me tea and let me be myself without all the expectations and I will feel better” I AM VERY HAPPY SHE CAN BE THAT FOR YOU BUT ALSO CAN YOU SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE MS CLAYTON (actually I think she kind of does but she must extract herself from her real life first I guess)

oh no the new chapter is almost here I still have so much to read

forget ‘there was only one bed’ this is now a ‘there was only one tent’ stan blog only

thirsty Dani truly is the funniest I am so sorry ur suffering is so entertaining. Dani: literally whacks her finger with a mallet bc horny for Jamie. Me: uncontrollable chortling

the idea of Dani wrangling 8 year olds that are probably just about as tall as her is too funny. tiny legend

aww the lil background Hannah and Owen moments. cute

Dani in a big ol’ straw hat pls that’s so cute

this Jackie and Jamie situation..... GIVE US THE DEETS

hmmmmnnnnnngggg Jamie just straight down on her knees in front of Dani to tie her shoe lace I will absolutely let u have this gay panic Dani u don’t deserve to be made fun of right now

Jamie “I have a story” absolutely NOT

Viola, emerging from the lake in this no ghosts childhood friends story: surprise bitch

these two drunk idiots are literally teenagers dsjkhdfkgjh just get in ur tent

Dani, drunk in a tiny tent w the love of her life: hope this doesn’t awaken anything in me

when we finally get a Jamie on her knees redemption moment-

Dani, drunk in a tiny tent w the love of her life currently taking her clothing off: oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck (y’all really wanted to torture her this chapt huh?)

“dawn was a saffron colored suggestion peeking through a pinhole gap in the tent’s zipper” god that’s a pretty sentence can i pls borrow some talent

Jamie and Dani w kids is sooooo cute they have such a nice balance between them

just thinking about if teenage Jamie desperately in love w her bestie could see things now Dani being all into her w all her lingering looks etc how the fuckin turn tables

“Dani kept a firm grip on her sanity” lol

oh my god they’re both drenched in the tent w the soft lamplight and only their own bodyheat to keep warm whatever will they do

oh wait they also have the heat of their burning attraction to each other they’ll be toasty as anything

hhhhngggg abs

that’s like 4 mentions of Jamie on her knees aklhfdkjgkdjh enough

lads is it gay to imagine running ur fingertips over the scar on your friends back before pressing ur lips to it or...?

Jamie taking the time to teach Dani car things aww

lol not the smutty book

eddie honking at her gets so under my skin like my dude... my guy... stop

Dani thinking so hard about rain damp Jamie and how much she wanted to jump her while she’s in the car w her boyf and MIL. girl

imagine if we had to sit through a dani and eddie wedding before she finally managed to call this off how cursed

ayoooo Carson’s show I cannot wait. omg we get it this chapter too gbless this really is the Dani suffering hours

Jamie just so casually like.... not even flirting w Dani it’s all just kinda observations but every other thing she says makes Dani stop breathing skdhfdkfjh this is so good

Dani has like... a lack of object permanence but with Jamie feelings ok

pleeease the Dani Carson road trip that’s so cute I can just imagine what fun they would have had

uuughhh i wanna go to a sweaty bar n listen to loud music again

also would like a Jamie to press their hand to my lower back n make me lose my mind in a sweaty bar to loud music

this lil jamie dani carson trio is my faaaave

“Girls must be all over you.” and Jamie choking on her drink dsfkjsdhkf oh Dani u beautiful naive angel. god that’s so funny

Robin instantly going for Jamie... same bro

Carson’s lil found family band pls my heart is so full

Carson calling them his sisters n Jamie freezing up bby when are u going to accept these people care abt u and love u like family

Robin is so brazenly just like ‘ur hot’. a voice of the people i love her

Dani being lowkey jealous as IF Ms Taylor has eyes for anyone else babe

Carson knoooowwwwws. When do we get the Carson O’Mara biopic please I want his takes on everything I know they’re excellent

oh my god Jamie knowing Dani’s fave kind of pizza pls I love that so much (I can’t remember if it’s been mentioned in the past few chapters but I remember her being mad that Eddie didn’t in CH1? i love this lil detail) (also I literally just ate vegge pizza I feel so immersed in this experience)

dfkgjhdfkjgh Jamie licking her finger and Dani completely combusting this is so entertaining

fuck n then it gets all soft and about how they’ve been in love their whole lives this is emotional whiplash

Jamie constantly in protector mode but in this really quiet comforting way is so sweet I love her so much

god I just feel so bad for Dani that this kind of insane electricity she has with Jamie has probably never been a thing in her relationship w Ed bby u deserve someone that makes u feel like this

awww Carsons bf

Dani’s soul leaving her body when she sees them kissing oh no

Jamie giving Dani her jacket pleeease I am dying here... the romance of it all

and shariing cigarettes and intense looks these two really are somethin else

lmao even Robin is picking up on their vibes you two could level a building with the amount of tension between u

Dani’s moment of Realisation abt Carson n Jamie just being like... well yeah

lmao Dani subtly trying to figure out if Jamie is gettin’ it sdkgdfhkjgh

when these do two finally get together both of them are gonna be like... taken out by all of this. Dani has only ever known Eddie who just does not get her (and the fact that she is a lesbian so she’s never had real feelings for him in that way) and it seems like Jamie has only ever had surface level relationships with people who never really got her either (while also being in love w her best friend who she never thought would love her back). there’s no way this is wont eventually make at least one person cry a bunch (probably me) with how right all of it is

god Dani is so horny for Jamie sdflkdfjgkfdj preemptive RIP for Ms Taylor when Dani finally does get to live out all these daydreams on her I just know someones gonna end up pulling somethin

Does Dani like.... get that she will never love Edmund that way like is she fully aware of the fact she loves him but she’s not in love with him and all these feelings for Jamie aren’t just because it’s Jamie but because she’s not straight??? have we gone on that journey yet

aw Ed waited up for her

the book the book the book

dsfkdhfgkj oh Dani

“Jamie on her knees, looking up at her” listen-

girl u are so fucked

SIX. SIX MENTIONS OF JAMIE ON HER KNEES pls

THE DREAM

who could this possibly be about hmmmm Dani

christ

THE MEASURES SHE TAKES TO DEAL WITH THE DREAM lordt

“baffled but excited” i think is how I almost always picture eddie lol

dang get it girl take control

aw dani u poor confused little duck. i just wanna give her a hug

Dani dressed as Dorothy is awfuly cute

heh Jamie as a wolf i love her fursona

lmao toto

of course Jamie is well aquainted with the bleachers. cheeky. oh no not the art room. Dani dying inside and then imagining herself there with Jamie girl has got it baaaad u poor lil repressed gayby

Dani is... so thirsty... goddamn

lmao Jamie blatantly checking her out are u trying to kill her she already wants to rip ur clothes off

“To the third floor art room?” dfksdhfgkjdfhgjdhf imagine if this was it they just banged it out in the art room right now n got things sorted

god they go from horny to soft so quick i love the ways they care about each other

Jamie saying the scarecrow costume is fitting for Eddie PLEASE

ooh the infamous hickey

What Dani deseves: snuggles. What Dani recieves: struggles

the MEMES. god bless the memes

this was an excellent companion for my Wednesday hopefully I can churn through the rest of em before we are blessed w ch11 amen

#bhah

[ziracona]

Hello! I have always believed that Michael needed better doctors and good treatment. He was simply billed as "Evil". Sometimes I think that at that time they were unaware or ignorant of mental illness, and that is why Michael did not recover. I wish it had been treated better. I would like to know your opinion about it ;v;

Oh, absolutely. Michael is a very tragic character, and what happened to him was almost entirely Loomis’ fault, secondarily the system and his parents’, and like onyl 0.8% his own. It’s true that mental health aid has historically been really bad in most places, and even today treatment and acceptance—even in specifically medical settings—tend to be abysmal. Of course people knew less than they do now about how psychological stuff works, but bias, cruelty, and superstition as well as a system that enables and even to degrees outright encourages that is to blame for the awful treatment people woth mental illnesses and personality disorders faced and continue to face, not just a lack of knowledge, and the history is really heavy and awful to look over. : ( It’s horrific some of the things doctors have done and do to people just trying to get help.

Like, in Michael’s case, we’ve had a name and understanding of psychosis since the 1800s. Canonically, by the time the poor kid was six years old, he was hearing voices telling him to do bad things to people. He told his parents, seeking help, and they did nothing to help him—just told him it was his imagination—despite knowing hos grandfather had suffered the same symptoms. If they had only taken him seriously and given him therapy and possibly medication too, Judith never would have died. (I am not goong to say it every time, but all this information is official canon) Michael’s reason for killing his family members is wanting the vocies talking to him to be quiet, because it’s agonizing. If you’ve ever had intrusive thoughts (stuff like “pull into oncoming traffic” or “break that and see what happens” and such that don’t actually compell or force you to do it at all, and are always things you as a person deeply do not want to do, but nevertheless are really annoying or distressing to hear in your head), imagine that cranked up to 1000, endless and constant, but from voices that seem to come from around you instead of in your head. Especially as a young child, with no understanding what is happening to you, this would be incredibly scary and distressing—doubly so when dismissed by your parents, whose sole job is supposed to be to love and protect you.

The voices say they’ll be quiet if Michael kills Judith, so Halloween night, he does. Important to note here Michael is recently six years old at the time, which developmental psych literally is not old enough to have a complete understanding what death itself is, let alone complex morality. You /cannot/ be evil at six, you simply don’t have a complex enough understanding of right and wrong or of consequence to /be/ evil. Also at this age, usually kids see death as a vague concept, but one that applies to people they don’t know only, not to them and their loved ones. In Halloween 1978, immediately after stabbing Judith, Michael looks away while he keeps doing it, and his breathing speeds up in a scared way. He barely looks at the body, and immediately goes down stairs to wait for his parents—probably for them to fix it—and does nothing to flee or hide what he’s done. He looks traumatized when they take his mask off. (Lots of little notes here like that Judith when she sees him seems annoyed but not very, and when he attacks her, tries to shield herself and call to him to stop, rather than fleeing or fighting back, which [appealing instead of fight or flight] is pretty exclusively something you only would use if attcked by someone you are on good terms with—I mean, Michael is six—if Judith had /tried/ to fight back, no way she would have died—so there’s less than nothing to indicate they had anything but a loving familial sibling relationship. But if I list all these I’m gonna launch into my six page Michael Myers meta so I will speed through the rest.)

Anyway! Sorry, I have many feelings. About...everything. Including Michael for sure. So, immediately after killing Judith, Michael stops talking. He also shows other psychosis and trauma readily recognized side effects, like catatonia, slowed movement. In Halloween 1978c Dr. Loomis claims he tried to treat Michael for eight years, then spent another seven trying to keep him locked up because he realized he was evil. This is a /blatant/ lie, as in film canon Loomis, by Michael’s review hearing I believe four months in? Six or less for sure, I believe it is four. Loomis has /already/ become convinced Michael is a demon in human form, faking his symptoms, and itching to kill again. The other doctors think Loomis is crazy, as does the other doctor who examines Michael, but they’re awful people so they let him stay Michael’s doctor anyway, even though they refuse to move him to Litchfield maximum security. By this time only a few months in, Loomis is canonically also threatening the six year old in his care and constantly telling him he is an evil being who wants to get out and terrorize again. (Also, I will die enraged the sentance Michael gets for killing Judith is to remain locked in solitary in a sanitorium for /15/ years, until he turns 21, at which point he will be tried as an adult for murder??? The fuck?? You CANNOT charge a 6 year old’s crime in adult court! ‘Tried as an adult’ is meant for like, when a 17 year old dismembers their family and eats them! It’s for particularly heinous crimes, committed by someone /very/ close to being legally an adult, and that /only/. The idea of waiting fifteen years to try someone as an adult for something done at age six is laughable and sick).

Okay this is already long, I get carried away rip. Uhhh, anyway, yeah. In Smith’s Grove, Michael is visited by mom and Laurie once, then never sees any of his family again, because his dad hates him and forbids the others—finds out because Laurie is four and talks that they went /one/ time, and physically beats four year old Laurie for mentioning his name until she trauma blocks out ever having had a brother. From then on, Michael spends /fifteen/ years and all the dest of his developmental stages of childhood in a sanitorium with Dr. Loomis—a man who on wild religious superstition grounds assumes by his own admission /on sight/ that Michael is evil, and no other human contact. According to canon, Michael spends at least four hours of /every/ day with Loomis, his /only/ human contact, who threatens him, promises to stop him, and endlessly barrages him with “You’re evil, you’re not human, you want to kill again, I /will/ stop you,” and nothing else. He also canonically keeps Michael overdosed on a type of antipsychotic that, while a fine drug if used normally, if overdosed can deeply worsen symptoms, and can cause permanent brain damage.

Honestly, if a six year old is exposed yo major trauma, none of their issues are explained, legitimized, or believed, and almost all of their developmental stage is spent with endless voices they don’t know the cause of suggesting murder and violence, one human being and authority figure telling them over and over and over for fifteen years with no other constant in their life or human contact period that they are a demon in human form who wants to kill and is /going/ to do so again...? How else was that story ever going to end? I’ve said it before, but that’s beyond conditioning; it’s lab growing a human child to one day walk out and murder Laurie Strode with a large kitchen knife.

I stand by Halloween is a greek tragedy more than a slasher, and Michael and Laurie are both victims. He’s the Asterios, she’s the Ariadne. Loomis the Minos, the real villain. (Or the Poseidon choose your poison).

Anyway, I 100% agree! If he had just gotten help from his parents, Judith would have never died. If he’d had good doctors, none of the events of 1978 would have come to pass, or anything after it. Loomis single-handedly causes the deaths in 1978 himself through years of cruelty, and bigoted bias towards a small child in his care who needed his help, not his abuse, but he chose to break as much as he possibly could despite his responsibilities as a doctor, an adult, and a human.

If you’re interested, I did a canon-deep-dive character study short story on Michael on AO3! Halloween is such a sad story but it’s fascinating. God, poor Michael and Laurie deserved so much better than they got. It’s a testament to Michael’s character that even after 15 years of Dr. Loomis, he really only kills his intented target(s) in search of quiet from the voices, and anyone who sees him/would be a threat, and not other people. Makes no attempt to kill any of the kids in Halloween 2018, and only kills Bob when he literally opens the door to his hiding spot and Michael is found and Bob becomes a threat to him. In H20, after Michael has had 20 years on his own, you get arguably the least brutal Michael, who intentionally passes on killing the mother and child, and the security guard he walks right past, because they don’t see him and thus he doesn’t /have/ to. Halloween II is less intentionally avoiding, but even then he still does the same multiple times too, like with the old lady making a sandwich, or the scene in the incubator room. Anyway he desevered better fuck Loomis all my homies hate Loomis.

#ask #anonymous #michael myers #halloween #halloween 1978 #halloween II #Halloween H20 #Halloween 2018 #note: Michael is written /very/ differenly in the different timelines. different writers took complrtely dofferent approaches to hin as a #person. and his motives. so unless I state otherwise I am always talking exclusively about the version of Michael from the H20. 2018. & DbD #timelines. since those are all largely the same character. unlike the 3-4 RZ and resusrection or the novelization etc #they’re seperate universes w different canons. i am only really interedted in core/OG canon and its offshoots #its /direct/ offshoots haha #laurie strode #sam loomis #Isolation (fic) #Isolation #meta #michael myers meta #long post #me: I am not gonna do the six page breakdown ima do an overview #me: doesn’t do the six pages but damn well doesn’t do the short version either #i can’t help it you found an intense passion topic

[redxblueihateloveyou]

Okay so today i learned that the take "it was morally wrong of WWX to give JC his core without his consent" exists, and I'm honestly curious to see how you feel about that 👀👀👀

Ehhh... excuse me, but.. what? Haha did you really have to hurt me like that? I was perfectly fine not knowing that such thing existed. I’ve aready reached my limit of stupidity this week lmao. Is it some anti-wwx squad?? Pls tell me, it doesn’t actually exist, bc I’ve already lost my faith in humanity as it is.

Well, my take on this is.. JC whole life was revolving around developing his core, increasing the level of his cultivation powers, becoming the clan leader and outbesting WWX.

The truth is, without the core he would literally slowly rot for the rest of his life. His cultivation skills were pretty basic (he was mad about it and was jealous of WWX getting the attention, hell, even his mom was mad about WWX being better at things than her son), but without them he’d be a big fat nothing and that would’ve killed him. WWX knew that and Wen Qing also knew that. That was the main reason she agreed to this, bc she liked WWX and knew that he couldn’t bare to lose another family member, cause he was like a brother to him. They both knew that JC life would basically end without the golden core and he would be like an empty shell, cause he simply couldn’t go on without it.

And the moment he lost it, he was so blinded, he didn’t even think about the fact how even such miracle of “returning his core” suddently appeared. He didn’t even check the if it’s possible or questioned it. I don’t think he’s stupid really. There’s no way deep down he didn’t feel that it was hella weird that somehow he was magically saved pretty easily. But he went with it anyway, bc he didn’t care about the consequences or questioned if they’d be any. Like did he think it was a magical lottery “bring your old broken iphone and we’ll exchange it for the last model”? I mean, he was so caught up in his ass, he didn’t even think for a moment that it was too damn easy and too damn lucky?? Also like WWX’s lie wasn’t even that good.

And like sorry we didn’t ask for your consent and “forced” our golden core on you, but we just couldn’t let you die. We’re morally wrong like that xD. We also didn’t have much time to babysit a vegetable, some were also grieving at this moment, but who cares, of course, the strong ones will be fine, right?

WWX really genuinely didn’t want for him to find out the truth like.. ever. So that mister could shine in his glory, meanwhile constantly shitting on him. So god forbid some fuckers say smth about him being in the wrong in this situation tbh.

Also I laughed a lot about the fact that JC really thought that he suddently became “oh so talented” out of the blue. Like dude, you were so freaking average, then you “get your core back” and you’re this powerul cultivator... 1+1=5?? I’m.. facepalm seriously.  

The moment Wen Ning told JC how much of an idiot he is, was a blessing for me really, oh, the satisfaction I felt in that maoment. It might just be my favorite moment along with the Wangxian confession. Cause I was like “finally, bitch, finally”, go run around with WWX sword like an idiot now xD I’m sorry like but really, that’s how I felt, I was tired of his bs. Dude’s jealousy blinded him so much, he really would rather watch WWX being stumped on, than stand up for him. That’s such a disgrace seriously.

But I seriously think there’s a possibility that some tiny part of JC knew that this was fishy, but he just blocked it. He wanted the core back so bad, he didn’t care how honestly, if he did, he’d ask questions, but he didn’t. I’m like.. I get it, yeah, but like if someone knocked on your door and be like “here’s your 1 milllion $”, would you seriously be like “yeah, sounds legit, thanks”?? 

Does he not know that saying “free cheese can only be found inside a trap”? Like his pride was rightfully hurt for eternity and he will be reminded of it each time he uses it, but he 100% himself thinks that “it’s better than without the core”.

Anyways... “without consent”... I’m just... you freaking kidding, right? What else? The age difference between Lan Wangji and  Mo XuanYu ‘s body is too huge? Anyone abusive maybe? WWX and LWJ are trash bc they’re too powerful and they don’t deseve to be born this way? I’m.. I’m gonna die istg

#answered #tododeku-or-bust #mo dao zu shi

[afaimsarrowverse]

The 14 Creepiest Arrowverse Villains:

Yes, this one should have been made for Halloween. But after the year we just had, let’s take comfort in the fact that were are not forced to ever meet this guys here on the street in the dark. While two of the villains on this list had rather big seasonal arcs, I specifically disqualified characters from here, have proper motivations and character arcs as well as villains, who are creepy but at the same time quite a lot of fun. This why you won’t find Alice, her Mouse, Ramsay, Eobard, the Trickster, Mallus, Neron or even the Thinker here.

This list mainly consists of people we want to put back in the box, they got out of, until not seeing them at least for a season or so, and who we want to yell at: „What’s wrong with you!“ while they are on screen.

 14.  Toyman Senior (Winslow Schott Sr., Supergirl, Henry Czerny)

Technically this one should not be on this list, because he was redeemed in Season 5, however that happend after his death and on Earth Prime rather than Supergirls Original Eart,h so we will ignore that for now (also I wrecked my head whom from „Supergirl“ to put on here, so I overlooked that on purpose). Toyman is more creepy as a concept than in reality. He blows up kids (and other than the Trickster is no fun at all while he is doing it), threatened the life of his son to get his wife to leave him and did God knows what else to said wife and son. And did not even stop terrorizing people after his death. Can you imagine growing up as Toyman’s son? Poor Winn, you truly deserved better!

 13. Bug Eyed Bandit (Brie Larvan, Queen Bee, The Flash, Arrow, Emily Kinney)

Yes, it’s because of the Bees. Because she controls Mechanical Bees that sting and kill people! I am sorry, but what’s your problem, can’t you just kill your enemies like a normal person, Brie? Not to mention the whole Felicity-thing, because yes it’s totally normal to go around and kidnap and threaten to get what you want and then try to murder again. I still do not get why they let her into the Young Rogues anyway, but then … most members of that gang were all wrong, weren’t they?

 12. Garfield Lynns (Arrow, Andrew Dunbar)

Most of us have tried to forget about Season 1 Episode „Burned“ for several reasons. But the villain of it is also one of those. Because, yes Mick was a Pyromanic as well, but for more complex reasons. Garfield Lynns was a fire fighter who started burning people and ended burning himself to death because of reasons and … well let’s be honest, he was nuts and burning people is not cool at all!

 11. Jake Simmons (Deathbolt, Arrow, The Flash, Doug Jones)

That’s what you get, if you hire a creature actor (no offense, Doug, we love your work!) to play a psychopatic villain. Occasionally kind of fun, yes, but mostly Simmons is crazy and creepy, and we never liked him very much, but crucial Captain Cold killed him with a flimsey excuse, which no one ever bought, and let’s put it that way: If Leonard killed him just like that, there had to be something wrong with him in a big way, and yes, the hints were there, so, yeah, what a creep.

 10. The Mist (Kyle Nimbus, The Flash, Antony Carrigan)

A former Mob Hitman that looks like that and can turn into Mist. Do I have to say any more? I would take Victor Szasz over this one any day. Because Nimbus … well you would not want to meet him during a misty night, would you?

 9. Murmur (Michael Amar, Arrow, Adrian Glynn McMorran)

This one actually cares about his grandma, I will give him that, but SOMEONE SEWED HIS FUCKING LIPS TOGETHER! So you don’t really like looking at him, and he kind of went over board after he was pressured into joining Damien Darhk with, you know, killing everyone and joining HIVE, who as you recall planned to end the world as wen know it, so what about everyone elses grandmas, they can just die or what? No, Mister Amar, there is quite a lot wrong with you, that’s for sure.

 8. Everyman (Hannibal Bates, The Flash, Various)

That one could be a tragedy, but well, he got so mixed up and wrong in the head, that he became a danger to everyone else. He is creepy trapped between shapes and he is creepy in other shapes because … you don’t just go around and kiss random women, who think you are somebody else. That is just wrong. But Bates is kind of mostly wrong, so, yeah.

 7. Anthony Ivo (Arrow, Dylan Neal)

Ivo is Sara’s Personal Case of #Metoo, which really should be enough to earn him a spot on this list, but there is also his habit of keeping people in cages and the whole „You have to choose, whom I shoot dead!“- thing and all of that is only the tip of the iceberg. Not even Dylan Neal can stop me from wanting to scream at the top of my lungs: WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! at Dr. Ivo.

 6. Nocturna (Natalia Knight, Batwoman, Kayla Ewell)

We all know the story how Nocturna was not allowed to show up in the Animated Batman Series in the 90s, because she was considered too disturbing (Morbius on the other hand was allowed to show up in the Spider-Man Cartoon but had to … undergo some changes, which made a perfectly good vampire into the creepies cartoon-villain ever unleashed on kids and scarred me for life, but that’s another story). Here she finally is, and yes, she is rather disturbing. Because she acutally knows very well that she isn’t a vampire, but still strings her victims up and bleeds them out, after biting them with laced spikey teeth. It would be kinky, if it were the least bit sexy, which it totally isn’t, so yeah, put her away for good please.

 5. Vandal Savages Hawk Creatures (Legends of Tomorrow, Various)

Season 1 of „Legends“ was quite different than what came after, but „Night of the Hawk“ was an early highlight. While it was kind of a parody, being Season 1 it still played it straight for the most part, which resulted in an episode with the vibe of „American Horror Story“: We are in on the joke, but it’s still Horror. No wonder, after all Joe Dante directed this one. Vandal Savage turned poor teenagers into hawklike monsters, that no one would want to meet … ever. So yeah, thanks, but no thanks.

 4.      August Cartwright (Ethan Campell, Batwoman, John Emmet Tracy, Sebastian Roche)

Oh, God, that guy. So his mother wasn’t particulary ... nice, but that is no excuse to kidnap, gaslight, and brainwash a young girl, keep that girl’s mother’s head in a fridge for years, turn said girl into a slave and get her to make facemasks out of actual human face! Nor is that any excuse for fear-gasing your own son just because you are mad at him. Or anything in any way related to face-stealing, ,killing, identitiy theft, or anything else Dr. Cartwright has ever been up to. Like, seriously it has been a long time a character that desevers to be hated that much has been on our televions screens. Creepy Creep!

 3. Duela Dent (Batwoman, Alessandra Torresani)

Female Slashers have become kind of a common trope in fiction by now, but Duela is kind of different. Suffering from a pretty extreme version of of body dysmorphic disorder Duela sees beauty through a different lense than the rest of the world (we will never forget what she deems to be her face being perfect, even though we desperatly want to). So yeah, she slashes faces, mainly her own, is out to punish people, who force beauty ideals on her and othes, and somehow has no problem with … donating her face to Alice. … Can someone please get that poor woman help, I mean, seriously?!

 2.      Rag Doll (Peter Merkel, The Flash, Troy James, Phil LaMarr)

He did make Joe West throw up. And not only him. Rag Doll is plains disgusting. So disgusting actually, that the producers dialed him back in Season 6 and used more CG and less pratical „Troy James freaks us out“- bending. But while he could be fun all elongaty, we actually prefer him as his creepy original Season 5 Self. He is demented, wears a creepy mask, acts creepy, and we really don’t want to see him do his stuff but can’t look away at the same time. I have no idea why he was in the Young Rogues either, because he is really mainly creepy – und would be the Overcreep on this list, if it weren’t for….

 1.      The Dollmaker (Barton Mathis, The Broken Doll Killer, Arrow, Michael Eklund)

I am still amazed to this day that they were allowed to make this episode. You have to remember „Arrow“ had been only on for one Season at this point and „The 100“ was still about to premier. The CW was yet to change it’s image. Still they somehow got to made the Dollmaker-Episode, which left us disturbed to this very day. What Mathis was doing to his victims …. Well not only Quentin got nightmares about it. Poor Laurel went understandable full addict after almost being made into a puppet by him. So, Rag Doll might look creepier, but the Dollmaker is one of this Serial Killers we never want to even hear from again. It’s really no wonder he was an one-off, like I said, I am still amazed they were even allowed to make the episode on Network Television let alone The CW at all.

#Arrowverse #Creepiest Villains #Arrow #The Flash #Supergirl #legends of tomorrow #Batwoman

[yourfinalbow]

Ok the more I've thought about it the more mad I am. I have so many problems with the ending, (the lack of Cas being one of the biggest), but honestly one of the things that's bothering me the most rn is Dean's character arc.

He has always said that the "apple pie life" is something he'll never be able to get. He's never been able to get out of the life and so much responsibility was unfairly put on him as a kid. And while Sam has Eileen, Dean doesn't have anyone. (Except Cas but we know how that went.) The one thing that Dean has never been able to obtain is a sense of normalacy. He is constantly giving up his happiness for others. (Take 2x20 as a huge example.)

He is always sacrificing himself for others and has always been seen as this kind of caretaker and protector for Sam and his friends and family. (Literally this is his whole character.) And we know that he didn't take the whole hamster wheel thing with God well. He was angry and sad and upset when he found out that he's been being controlled his entire life because his entire life he's fought to prove that he's in control. That he's not just his Dad's soldier that doesn't have a mind of his own. And so understably he was upset that all these years of trying to prove that, have been a waste.

So then Cas tells him that he's not just "Daddy's blunt instrument" and that he's his own person and that Cas loves him for that. And then they kill God.

Dean is finally, finally, free. He can do whatever he wants now. He can finally be himself. He can have this "apple pie life" that he's been denied for years. He can finally get what he deserves. He can finally be happy.

And then they kill him. He doesn't get to grow old. He doesn't get to watch his little brother grow old. He doesn't get to die surrounded by the family he has made and cared for throughout all these years.

He just has to stand there, knowing that he's dying, knowing that he won't make it and he won't be there to take care of Sammy anymore.

Dean deserved so much better. After everything he's done. After all the sacrifices he's made. He should have gotten to grow old and be happy. He didn't deseve to die like that.

He didn't deserve to die at all.

#Supernatural #Supernatural spoilers #I'm really upset rn if you couldn't tell #Dean Winchester #15x20 #15x19 #Spn #Character study #I guess?!?! #God I trusted Dabb and this is what happens #Like I get that Dean can't live without Sam #But still I don't think it should have been him #'Talky talky talky'

[cheezritsu]

I’ve been (very, very) slowly rewatching haikyuu in order to understand the characters better (and because it’s fucking good, obviously) and something I noticed is that Asahi is always very straightforward and complimentary with Tsukishima. Perhaps it’s because he understands the self-doubt and the struggles of being “outshined,” because whenever Tsukishima brushes off his accomplishments Asahi is quick to give him the praise he deseves and remind him how pivotal he is to the team...like Asahi is such a good senpai and a good person oh my god I’m crying

#azumane asahi #yall i love him #i love this show so much #haikyuu!! #hq!! #dani talks #dani watches haikyuu!!