#i am graduating tmr

[lenaluthoring]

tonight’s journaling session is going to be INTENSE

#i am graduating tmr #i will have a bachelors degree tmr in my hands #📜

[gessshoku]

Charcoal, Lilac, Steel, Sapphire, and Lemon!!!

Whadahel!! Wearing these colors on my gown with pride!!

#truly honored to have been picked these colors #I am currently going to work #yeah I had my graduation ceremony but man- I gtg get the bag #today and tmr I’m busy as hell with work #I’m dying it’s so hot please I just want to go HOME #overstimulated and drowning in sweat I am actually feral #gess box of cookies

[soonhoonsol]

i hate money i hate that it’s necessary for everything i hate that it breaks apart families i hate it i hate it i hate it

#personal #cheyrants #im getting kicked out of my house! by my own mother!! #for context: i am starting my internship tmr and i'm getting paid a... pretty high amount for an intern #it's similar to my mum's starting pay when she first started working #(but also let's establish that i am a uni intern and she is a drop out with no certifications) #but anyways she was going on about how she had to split her starting pay amongst her my brother and i because she was raising us #and she's pretty fucking salty that now im earning the same amount as an intern and it;s just for me #and me...a 22 year old with nothing in my bank account other...wanted to save part of my salary just to build up the amount inside #cuz yk... the standard of living is expensive and i am expected to live off whatever is in my account #so i wanted to build it up but...my mum thinks that's incredibly selfish of me for saving everything in my account and instead wants me to #give it to her instead fo the 'family' aka she's gonna put it into an envelope and hide it somewhere in her bedroom never to be seen again #and like i'm fine with giving money to the family and all but yeah maybe i was selfish and wanted to build up my account first #BECAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY IN THERE BUT I HAVE TO PAY FOR MY TRANSPORT AND MY MEALS AND MY OWN BILLS AND UNI FEES AND OTHER THINGS #and she's also telling me 'oh youre young you should have a social life...go out and meet your friends' BUT THEN IF I DON'T SAVE UP THEN I #WILL NOT HAVE MONEY FOR ANYTHING? IDK LIKE... AM I MISSING THE POINT HERE OR IS SHE CONTRADICTING HERSELF???? #but anyways that aside... now i have one year left until i graduate from uni so until then i am responsible for my living expenses #after which i have to get a job within 3 months (hopefully it'll be fine) and then move out of my house :) #this...this is not america. we don't have space. we're not asked to move out at 18 years old because there's no LAND to move out to #rental costs are about $2k for the bare minimum of a BEDROOM. not even a house. and it's those bedrooms with just a bed and wardrobe #and i'm expected to find a place within the next year or so... i mean i guess it's fine? it'll probably be weird living with other ppl #but also this entire this is happening while she's angry and i tried to explain my perspective but she's like NO YOU'RE WRONG AND I'M RIGHT #i mean sure... kids are always wrong tho amirite? lollll haha... i'm gonna lose my mind #what a great start to my internship tmr! everything is great! everything is wonderful! #so yeah if anyone in sg knows a cheap room i can rent that would be nice thank you

[vote2]

oh my god i just checked why did i think i needed a B in chem to do the transfer program.

#ive been stressing. okay a c is easy but ofc i want higher. ily chem im trying i prommy #i also thought 100% i needed a b in the bio courses guess not. just a c for those and just pass chem #i would like a good gpa. mm #thats a weight off. grins #cause im doing the fucking official transfer pathway rather than just graduating w an associates and then applying seperately. im still #getting an a.s. but like i then get auto transfered in. but the classes set up is stricted. #why am i worrying at night augh. test tmr and day after i can get a b in chem if i get the next two tests high bs maybe. rly just trying to #buffer the final cumulative exam augh #bio is fine i just simply didnt finish my essay and turned in it half done so. #she hasnt graded yet but like. mm idc. been getting high cs on exams though its stressing me outtttt. this test is stuff ik from hs though #brain parts and neurons and all that. famouse last words #okayy thats enough it sjust hot in my room to sleep. but i will try #next semester is going to be rough though. screaming and crying

[cerneterydrive]

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#idek if i should have scheduled an apt w my history advisor or if i shouldve gone w the one for the college of ed...... #cause i havent even applied for the college of ed but like???? my questions are about my edu classes..... but i am not even in the college #of ed so idk what to do!!!!! #my apt is tmr anyways idk if to just ask her if i should book an apt w the college of ed advisor..... #naw fr early college fucked my shit #like i have all my major classes except for 2 that arent even offered so i cant even take them. but like. i need literally allll of my #teacher certification classes like ive literally only taken one and i have it rn.... #okey eait no im right bc my major is in hist like and im a freshman i need to get the approval to register but i think i still need to meet #w the college of ed advisor o #to sort my shit out #ive heard people have dropped the certification all together so if thats true like..... damn guess im graduating next year 🥱 #this is so full of shit wtf man fuck college

[toomuchracket]

hi hello just to say it will likely be a quiet day on tmr because i am graduating today!! business as usual tomorrow so send asks if you have them anyway <3

#mads muses #chatty bits #personal bits

[yooxoo13]

08.04.2024

Today I went to school. It was an interesting day as I had a small battle with my history teacher. He told me that he would be blessed if I show him my assignments of his subjects which i am working on. And I replied back that I will submit it tmr and I guarantee him that my assignment will be best of all other assignments. And he told me that he will see. We have these small talk battles which we enjoy and at the same time hate it. I have this love and hate relationship with him which in itself is a nice things to remember on my graduation day and after it. He loves to make jokes and that's why sometimes he says things so nonsensical but anyways ill show him what i got and make him shut his mouth. Trust me, for me it is such a great driving force.

Things I did:

Modern History: notes making

Song of the day: airplane thoughts by Dhruv

Good luck to me for tmr.

#study with me #studyblr #studyblr community #study motivation #study space #study aesthetic #study blog #study inspo #study stuff #student #student life #writing notes #study notes #notes

[blogging-thots]

March 19 2023

Wow it’s been a month and 2 weeks (???????) since I’ve been on here and so much stuff has happened !!!!!! who would’ve thought so much can happen in a month and few days ? NOT ME ! but March 17 was Trae (he’s no longer called AirPods guy bc he has up graded LOL)and I ONE month anniversary as BFGF and so far it’s been such a sweet journey.

He would come to visit me at school whenever he’s free and when it’s a day that I have more free time, he makes sure to come so that way we can spend more time together and on Tuesday March 21 he’s coming to see me !!!!! I’m so excited we get to spend one day together this week bc last week was Spring Break and we couldn’t hang out bc obv my parents would’ve known and idk how would I come up with an excuse of that, but I’m SO excited that I want to see him already !

He keeps saying he wants to marry me and the idea of marriage kinda scares me bc I don’t want to go thru what my parents are going thru which is an unhappy marriage full of constant fights and it’s so annoying. So I told him yesterday night that I do want to marry him in the future but I don’t know when and he said that if I end up not marrying him in the end then he’ll leave USA and I said for him not to say that bc I never said I didn’t want to marry him bc I DO want to marry him, but not this soon, I’m only 23 and yeah I know some people already marry before that and have kids but I don’t want that so soon, maybe 5 to 8 years later I would. So I told him that he’s making me feel pressured and rushed and that I don’t like that bc I’m not the type of person to rush and I just take things little by little bc I don’t like being overwhelmed and he apologized. Plus he doesn’t force me into something that I don’t want to do so therefore he shouldn’t pressure me into rushing to marry him. I am happy as we are now and I want to take it slow.

Other than that, I gave him another letter (I gave him a small letter before this during the first few weeks of dating) for our first anniversary and I haven’t asked him for his thoughts on it but I know he liked it bc he said he did but I would like to know in depth about how he feels.

He’s very physically affectionate and I love that a lot bc that’s my way of showing love too but he’s not clingy and not the jealous type either so that’s very good and he’s very straight forward too and enjoys teasing me a lot that it’s annoying but I like it bc it’s not the bad annoying it’s the good annoying that it’s fun LOL

He’s also a family person, so he FaceTime his parents and child often and he FaceTime his cousin too and they’re really close that he just calls her sister, and his cousin is so nice and hopefully I can meet her in person soon and same with his parents and child.

He’s already a great dad to his son bc the videos of him and his child spending time together is so sweet like omg makes me want to cry lol , so I know his future child is gonna be spoiled lol bc he wants a daughter like omg he would talk about wanting a little princess! That’s so cute !

He’s also been paying for our meals whenever we eat together which is so sweet of him. But he really is a sweet guy and I hope to have a future with him that him and I will cherish a lot. It’s funny how I said I didn’t want to date him at all and if I did then it would be after I graduate but here I am dating him and I don’t graduate until August 2023 LOL

I pray all my classes are finished with 85 above and that I pass all my Board Exams too bc those are expensive $275 PER SECTION LIKE WHO HAS THAT TYPE OF MONEY AND FIRST OF ALL WHY IS IT SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE FOR ?!?!?!!?!!??!?! I THINK IT’s ONLY 80 QUESTIONS TOO AND YOU GET ONE HOUR TO FINISH LIKE WHAT DJOASJDSDJKHAHDSJKJHDJLDIHCIOSACJHFJCBDAKJHCKUCHJAKEHKJHEWC GONNA CRY SO I PRAY I PASS ALL 3 SECTIONS

PRAYING HARD BC THIS SEMESTER WAS ROUGH

So nervous for tmr internship at the dental office 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Praying everything goes smooth 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏😭😭😭😭😭

[ihopeucomehomesoon]

graduation tmr and i have to wake up at 3:30 to wake my whole family up so we can leave at 4:30 and get there before 6 am so i can check in and get a good spot bc it’s first come first serve and i wouldn’t have to have all this stress of not making it in time if i stayed but i literally felt eaten alive by loneliness i could not stand myself so i went home and cried on the freeway again

[gabelesimp]

I redesigned Mulberry!..

Oh lord I am so tired from school, Well tmr I don't have but still I am kinda anxious about Graduating..

#cookie run #oc art #art

[1-800-iluvhockey]

So excited for the work that’s coming out tonight! I’ve missed your work ~🦒🦒

awe✨🫶🏻💞

thank you! I am so sorry that I haven’t been able to post lately. :( life has been so hectic with me graduating soon and summer about to start #justfinishedfinalsseason! so I’m trying to be more active & post more !!

I will probably have to post it tomorrow (so sorry to disappoint) but my dad broke my phone and my computer now has a virus & it’s shut down! tmr morning everything will hopefully be back to normal!

I love seeing you in my inbox and this made me so happy :,)

#abbster answers #thank you anon <33 #abbster’s anons !! #🦒 anon <3

[bbyannabeth]

im graduating college tmr and i can’t decide if i’m excited or nervous 😌

HOW FUN congrats!!!!!! i think you’re allowed to feel both of those things at the same time. it’s a very exciting thing and im very proud of you!! but it also can nerve wracking and that’s okay. graduation will go smoothly and then you’ll be FREE and onto much better things in life <3

am drunk. come say things <3

#i am sorry if this is unhelpful i am not myself rn #very proud tho!!!! #kateloupe

[mjbythebay]

storytime hoes

the school system is setting me up to fail

Lemme explain:

you need a certain amount of credits to graduate right? Yeah, yeah you do. But people also have different interests and go about different ways of getting these credits.

Ex. I'm taking 2 math, no science this year

Anyway, freshman year you start thinking about your future (and everyone tells you you must). Then sophomore year you attend college fairs and visits (which caused my anxiety and stress about the future to fucking skyrocket) and in like, December they tell you about career tech -- a place you can go junior/senior year, and maybe leave with an associates in teaching, a trade, doctor-y crap, cooking, public heath, etc ig

But you still need all your credits. At my school there's likes, 4 things you need 4 credits (1 is an entire class year in that subject)

So to plan your schedule around career tech (which you don't have to do) you need to know about it freshman year, or at least before the middle of sophomore year because I probably won't be able to take all the classes I want to now and am going to fail

The lady telling us was also veins super passive aggressive about exams and our futures and resumes and crap it wasn't the vibe

I have school tmr I'm going to cry.

#school stuff #student #high school #school #school life #science #math #mathematics #exams #exam stress #exam season #career #high schoolers #college #college life #except i don't #Even know #what i want #To do #anxiety #teenage angst #teenagers #stress #burnout #robotics technology #robotics #I'm in it #and music #musical theater #i mean

[lunarsun12]

The Deal

Masterlist

Author Note: Oh my goodness Ateez comeback is lit! Go check it out Crazy form ahhh!

It was the after the celebration of Jungwoo party. Jungwoo was feeling so happy as literally doyoung agreed to whatever he wants. He loves the attention.

Jaehyun, has been waiting for Jungwoo to pay up , as he is pretty sure he has forgotten as he has the tendency to ‘forget’.

After the ‘delightful’ convo between the two, another member of the household have found about their alliance. However this person seek to form a new alliance as justice for them both

Who is the third person? What do they want Jaehyun for?

Jungwoo and The Unknown person chat

Today 23:00

Unknown: Jungwoo, pay up the money right now! I need money

Jungwoo🍬: I already paid hours ago, you didn’t check

Jungwoo🍬: And Chenle, thank you helping me cheat by hacking into the school system

Unknown: I’m not Chenle

Jungwoo🍬: Of course you are Chenle, only he cares about money and demands it so quickly

Unknown: Chenle is in the same grade as you! He is too busy studying for his exams!

Jungwoo🍬: Did I wire the money to the wrong person then?

Unknown: no, I gave you my bank details just not the name

Jungwoo🍬: Then who are you then?

Unknown: Jungwoo, are you serious? You don’t know who I am?

Jungwoo🍬: Am I supposed to know you?

Unknown: Aish, this is why I hate you all! It’s me Jaehyun you brother! I was the one who helped you

Jungwoo🍬: I don’t remember you in my contacts? Since when you are my brother?

Jaehyun💪🏻: HOW COULD YOU FORGET ABOUT ME-

Jungwoo🍬: There are lots of people around the house. The only person who I know is my brother is Yuta

Jaehyun💪🏻: YOU HAVE TWO ELDERS BROTHER ME AND YUTA

Jungwoo🍬: Okay I saved as my brother. I never seen you come over or ever engage in family business don’t blame me

Jaehyun💪🏻: I shouldn’t have never helped you..

Jungwoo🍬: Its too late and I’m gonna get a brand new shiny new car tmr

Jaehyun💪🏻: WHAT! That’s not fair, when I graduated high school they said good job that’s it

Jungwoo🍬: I smell jealously

Jaehyun💪🏻: Me jealous as if

Jaehyun💪🏻: I’ll tell Eomma that you cheated and the school board

Jungwoo🍬: I like to see you try

Jungwoo🍬: I won’t be arrested, as I will say you forced me to cheat off as you demanded money from me

Jungwoo🍬: So go ahead and tell them. Hope you enjoy jail ☺️

Jaehyun💪🏻: They won’t believe you! You got no proof

Jungwoo🍬: I’m very good at photoshopping conversations

Jungwoo🍬: I can make you look like the villian

Jaehyun💪🏻: Drats, why are you smart in blackmailing people and not studying

Jungwoo🍬: It comes with the Jungwoo package duh

Jungwoo🍬: Now, how about you give back the money and we can call it even ☺️

Jaehyun💪🏻: I hate you-

Jungwoo🍬: I will come in my car tomorrow at your house, just to make you mad ✨

The next day

Today 12:00pm

Jaehyun💪🏻: I wired you the money and you don’t spill Jungwoo

Jaehyun💪🏻: You have been spending too much with hyuckie lately

Jungwoo🍬: What exactly did i do?

Jaehyun💪🏻: NOT AGAIN

Jungwoo🍬: What thing I did, that is totally not suspicious

Jaehyun💪🏻: Hang on? You not Jungwoo who are you? Yuta?

Jungwoo🍬: It’s not Yuta, it’s me Johnny…

Jaehyun💪🏻: Ahh the biggest idiots of this household. I mean hi hello uncle

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): Is the kid blackmailing you?

Jaehyun💪🏻: No of course not, it rather complicated

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): As long it is not illegal, I will let it slide

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): And Jaehyun you should be careful leaving your computer open when I last come over

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): I knew you have been helping Jungwoo all this time

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): Let’s be real, I seen this kid and there is no way. He can get into top university

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): How about we seek some justice for us 🌚

Jaehyun💪🏻: I don’t need help from you. You already a criminal

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): Keep a lookout for my texts. We can talk later

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): Also clear the convo. I don’t want the kid snitching on us to the boring doyoung

#kpop #kpop au #au #text au #nct au #nctzen #nct crack #nct u #nct imagines #nct 2023 #nct 127 #nct reactions #kpop reaction #kpop imagines #taeyong #jaehyun #johnny #taeil #doyoung #haechan #mark nct #yuta

[star2sworld]

Well today was fucking confusing.

Started off at school.. I wore a off the shoulder shirt with no bra and it kept sliding off I felt uncomfortable in class & I had my hair in a low ponytail so I felt weird bc people could see my face better from the side although no one probably even looked at me lol. Someone pushed into me and my drink spilled a little on me and then I managed to spill my Celsius drink twice. I’m also on my period and I bled through my pants by 3rd period .. 8th period was fun towards the end.

I came home with the intention of getting all my work done.I finished my English work and my brother came to help me with history asg. At the end he ended up doing my history project for me because I literally can’t fucking think and it takes me ages to comprehend a fucking term. I felt off the whole day.

I had to download Snapchat bc I needed ai help on my history work and my phone is dry asf. I downloaded insta and I saw deeya bf and saw she barely had any followers and it made me go through my followers. I removed the people I didn’t know or want to follow on my account. My following dropped form 350 to 83 and following from 386 to 96. Lollll

It’s 12;00am now. Idk why I felt really off today but I hope this doesn’t last forever. I’m getting tiktok withdrawal like what do I do on my phoneeee. I have a lot of work to turn in tomorrow as well for school ughhh. At least tmr is Thursday. I need to sleep through now. I’m going to limit my social media usage still to 5 minutes max and I’m going to try my hardest not to go on social media all day long bc I may have to delete it again 😭

Self work seems fun to do and all but after a few days I get tired of working on myself. I need to learn discipline clearly. And I definitely need to start meditating more bc I cannot concentrate.

I am going to make a new routine tomorrow to try to get in some good habits in my daily routine. Also, from tmr I’m sleeping earlier I cannot keep staying up even tho I’m extremely tired. It’s giving self sabotage which I don’t want!! I’m just feeling a little u lovable bc I haven’t had a boyfriend but I’m trying not to think about it but do people even find me attractive rlly? I’m out here like doubting myself which is farrrr from my goal lol.

Waking up at 5:30 today so I can straighten my hair and have extra time for myself as I listen to podcasts in the morning. I think I recapped about everything that happened today. Tomorrow is my Socratic seminar please pray for me. I have to talk 3 times LOL.

Also how are we already 9months in 2023? This is insane to me. I am getting closer and closer to graduating and become 17. I want to stay 16 forever please. Lol fucking hell I feel like nothing is going right in my life currently but let’s stay positive ok ok !

Goodnight! 9/13/23

[junjiie]

ASSHSSHS YOU LIKE JAEWON! YAYY ٩(^ᗜ^ )و your special (ily bestie westie) i'm just gonna give you a bunch of random jaewon lore fact thingies because your his no.1 fan (real!!)

um number one!!! jaewon was like a super controversial figure during produce x 101 because this man literally says ANYTHING and he cursed like every two seconds (me) and he was SUCH a controversial figure that most korean netizens hated him and started a petition to get him kicked off the show 😭 his controversy was mostly the reason he didn't win 2nd place and was instead booted down to sixth

number two!!! jaewon dated one of his former x1 members and when they broke up the two of them.. well— they kind of got into an ugly argument 🤗! idk if you know anything about x1 but i wont give any hints because i wanna keep that a mystery!! oh and hanbin is pretty jealous because now the two of them are mending their relationship haha drama!!

number three!!! jaewon's parents like- suck ass, i'm not even joking, like they're so horrible that he ran away not once, not twice, but FIVE TIMES just to get away from them cause they really are that bad 😭 (these people should've not had kids), he successfully ran away for good in 2017 when he joined cube entertainment and he hasn't talked to them at all ever since then, they still leave a longlasting mental affect on him because of their emotional abuse though (sorry but trauma!)

number four!!! jaewon and hanbin are a thing…? or are they…? trust me atp they have absolutely no idea what they are 😭 literally EVERYONE knows they like each other but they kinda just let shit happen..? do they like each other? 100%. but they just kinda sit by and just.. go with the flow. will they ever confess? eh.

and lastly, number five!!! a much cuter one that isnt as confusing, jaewon was nicknamed "sleeping koala" because he often clings onto people when he sleeps, like whenever he falls asleep he'll reach out at the first person literally unconsciously and just cling onto them while he sleeps. (he was a stuffed animal kid can you tell?)

um…… yeah! i'll probably make a longer thing abt jaewon facts because theres actually SO MUCH MORE i have to explain when it comes to jaewon because hes a mess (and is currently having a sexuality crisis) so there'll def be a longer post about jaewon 😭

ik you didnt ask for this but anyway ily bestie westie have a great day <333 (i have school tmrw save me)

I AM HIS #1 UR SO RIGHT.. and omg thank u for these HELLO??! eating them all up in three bites and patting my tummy and shit

one - SOOOO REAL OF HIM TBH!!!! an idgaf warrior since the start!!! he went to uni and graduated with honours as a dpmo major!!!! no media training in sight!!!! LOVE THAT 4 HIM!!!! i support all jaewon rights AND wrongs

two - omg drama hii i love that.. ur right ik jack shit ab x1 BYR . let me look them up and make a guess at who it is though........... hyeongjun ? ! ? Am i right

three - EWW BEATS THEM UP AND SETS THEM ON FIRE AND KILLS THEM??! at least he got away though good for him omg . Pats him on the head ☹️

four - Aww gay opeple ❤️ Locks them in a room 4 ever. jaebin 5th generation it couple-not-couple

five - UEE😭🥺💧Eu💧💧E E😭😭E EUE🥺😭UUUE HOLDING HIM RIGHT NWO.......... i will cling onto HIM!!! and then he will call security and they will drag me away kicking and screaming and crying

I WILL LISTEN TO EVERY WORD U EXPLAIN AB HIM I SWEAR HE IS SO . got me wanting to share silly facts now too 😢😢 but def more algorhythm than slow motion......... they are a MESS! and its great

THANK U AGAIN 4 THESE I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM SM <3 i went back to school today!!! i hope it doesnt go too bad for u tmr :( gl bsf

#slow motion are like . Happy and Nice . algorhythm r Not . #anw i am the biggest eunha like its SERIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!