#i lost him

[hoodie-buck]

|day 4: favorite arc

tsunami

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#buckweek2022 #day 4 #favorite arc #tsunami episodes my beloved #evan 'buck' buckley #christopher diaz #eddie diaz #evan buckley edit #evan buckley the loml <3 #911 fox #the searchers #you’re gonna be ok kid #to be found #i lost him #kel(s) edits

[hannahkayx]

I could never love you enough to put the bags down

How could you believe in realities where we were sweet?

You are the fire I never put out

The thunderstorms never ending

You hardly remember who we are from the drugs stealing you from me

Sobriety was a metaphor surrounding life conspiring against you

Treachery in a romantic fantasy

The only romance being in the heartbeats stolen from me

When the drugs wear off; I can’t compare to the woman in your head

Borne in a hopeful afterlife

Will be our restless souls mended

Hannah kay poetry

#poet #poetry #spilled poetry #new poets society #poetscommunity #poetsandwriters #love #spiritual #aesthetic #mountains #requiem for a dream #jared leto #clean and sober #addiction #i lost him #i lost myself

[antisocialistica]

He broke up with me after 1,5 year.

He told me that I’m the love of his life.

He chose an engagement ring for me.

And then he cheated on me, broke up with me.

He broke up with me a week ago.

And he’s already screwing other people.

He’s screwing his friends

And I’m locked in my room crying every day.

This is fucked up.

I wanna die.

#unloved #i feel lonely #i feel awful #i feel alone #i wanna be loved #love is difficult #heartbreak #he broke my heart #he broke me #i don’t deserve it #break up #breakdown #borderline thoughts #i hate my life #i hate having feelings #i hate him #i don’t want to exist anymore #i lost my mind #i lost him #i love him #love is blind #love is destruction #love is pain #i wanna d*e

[ek-ranjhaan]

I look up at the stars

a faint smile strolls

beneath the tears and scars

A star twinkles

She waves down to me

the smile widens,

convincing me even more

that they love will never set me free.

Another star twinkles,

heart feels a bit more wrinkled

as he smirks down upon me

Taunting me for my tears,

Like the stupid one he is.

And she twinkles even more,

scolding him to the core.

Looking at that silliness

my head starts shaking

Heart continues aching.

And just then,

A gentle breeze goes by

I feel embrace,

their embrace.

so warm and familiar,

and I know they are here.

He ruffles my hair as she caresses my cheeks.

In a second it passes

and then comes the still,

so blank and crystal

Refracting the reality upon me

The memories resurfaces.

Their blood and my tears.

Their ever lasting final smile.

Their hands holding each other forever.

Them closing their eyes,

Only to never open again

as I continue to hold and beg them,

to come back to me

and leave never again.

#deaths and fatalities #death and dying #dead poets society #dead poets edit #dead poets aesthetic #dead poetry #death #killed #lost them #i lost you #i lost myself #i lost him #i lost her #they are gone #i miss her #i miss writing #i miss him #my poem #chinese poetry #poetry #deep poems #poem #love poem #love poetry #my writing #writing #poets and writers #desi poetry #poets on tumblr #poems and quotes

[wanderinglullaby]

Btw what is Aubrey’s url….

#i lost him

[maestrosenn]

Phantom Grief

They say or minds make a map of everything integral to us,

everything they consider a part of themselves.

I think my mind was engraved with the lines of your smile

And the notes of your laugh.

It has memorised the crescent of your eyes,

the song of your voice.

And though you are not here with me

I still feel all of you. It hurts.

I do not think I will ever forget.

Did you take my hand with you?

I cannot feel it anymore.

When I curl my fingers numb as they are,

It's the lines of your palm they curl around.

I cannot hold onto much else

You have made a phantom of my love

And all you have left me to hold onto

is grief.

#writing #poetry #griefandloss #coping with grief #words words words #my words #phantom pain #english literature #random thoughts why did i write this i have no idea #i miss him #i miss you so much #i miss his smile #i miss his face #i want him back #i lost him #is this goodbye

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

#greek mythology #ares #athena #greek gods #dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise #on some level at least #man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11 #thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful #romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it #also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now #my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming #i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one #kochei doodles

[allthewhumpygoodness]

Big fan of when a character's grief/trauma/guilt manifests as physical symptoms. Big fan of characters keeping things so tight inside them that it makes them sick. Big fan of when the line blurs between a character's mental trauma and physical illness until it's hard to tell which is which anymore.

#whump #k once i did a fic where a character had pneumonia #and also was in Big Mental Distress and mentally going over all the people he'd lost in his life etc #and i gotta say i'm proud of myself for bringing up the recurrent motif of his chest being pianful...like is it from being sick & coughing #or bc he's grieving so badly it's putting him in physical pain #ANYWAY

[majunju]

stelle finally meets her match (in aesthetic taste)

#honkai star rail #my art #IM BACK W HSR ART AFTER (checks calendar) 4 MONTHS #i missed it. i missed her. (stelle) #anyways i lost my 50/50 to bailu and pulled him 10 pulls after my soul left and reentered my body in the span of 1 minute

[moonilit]

He got some fact checking to do

#Crepus lost like 5 years of his life at that moment #He will lose more #You can tell me Diluc cried and was all ‘was i a bad older brother’ #I don’t believe it #Kaeya probably told him he will go check things out in sumeru #And diluc was sure. #They are kids they probably don’t know how long a mile is #‘Far’ is just what’s behind the hill #I like to think crepus took the next ship immediately #He didn’t even returned to the winery that day #He just handed Diluc to addy jcsthnk #Crepus #kaeya #diluc #genshin impact

[shootingstarrfish]

shoutout to that one post about barbatos casually adopting powerful beings i couldnt stop thinking about it

#third barbatos in a row.... but whos counting haha :D #listen i was working on maid belphie and then clip studio paint crashed when i was almost done and i lost a good chunk of progress #sooo im processing my feelings through barbatos or whatever #aka hes pretty and i like him :) #obey me #my art #omswd #digital art #obey me nightbringer #obey me art #barbatos #obey me barbatos

[aslyran]

Visions

#i have so much love for botw link #he remembers nothing but the weight of the sword #he is willing to take in incredible amounts of pain and responsibility just to understand himself and his previous life a bit better #its not as if he’s not responsible and courageous #but this iteration of link has lost so much-even before the game it seems taking his destiny has made him quiet #dunno remember who was it who wrote #‘the sword became a needle snd with the thread of destiny; it sew his lips’ #but apart from the desesperation of looking for a trace of himself in all things #he is also guilty and scared of what his past holds #anyways i should write a fanfic not pour this into tags #botw #breath of the wild #link #legend of zelda #master sword #animation #procreate dreams #link botw

[lonesome-dreamsss]

his handprint may be burned into your skin but it's still the gentlest touch you've ever received.

#smth smth destiel #cas was always so gentle with dean #he knew of dean's pain and wanted to ease it!! #he wanted to be a good thing in dean's life!! #when he pulled him from hell it wasn't truly pulling #he cradled dean like he was the most precious thing in the world #and honestly he probably WAS the most precious thing in the world to cas #even as early as then #to quote 'when castiel first laid a hand on you in hell he was lost' #god they make me insane #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #supernatural #does this count as fanfic even if it's one sentence #a poem perhaps #idk it's something that i wrote so i'll take it

[apollos-boyfriend]

my favorite genre of gif is cubitos fucking beefing it

try and name something funnier than these. you literally can’t

#icarus speaks #also if you have any PLEASE add them #i need more for my collection #the bdubs one genuinely sends me into tears every time #his head just. pops off him #i think i had one with scar and his hat but i lost it :(

[vorestarr]

so today i was playing and opened a book and got this comment from Astarion:

and i was like oh, interesting. i wonder what the book says? so i opened it again to read it and...

There is a light in every living thing. It's crawling t'wards the surface to survive. And in its wake, it tramples everything. We'll kill the rest, so that the one can thrive.

yeah, of course you liked that. isn't hard to guess why.

so i picked up the book and put it in his inventory. and saw the book is called "Evil's Ascent."

#astarion #astarion ancunin #i'm sure someone else has found this but it's my first time hearing that line from him on any of my games #i lost it tbh

[kizzer55555]

DP x DC: The Most Dangerous Card Game

Ok so Danny has essentially claimed earth as his. And he is fully aware that there are constant threats to the planet. Now he can’t stop a threat that originates on earth (that’s something he’ll leave to the Justice league) but he can do something about outside threats. Doing some research on ancient spells, rituals, and artifacts, he cast a world wide barrier on the planet to protect it from hostile threats so they cannot enter. This will prevent another Pariah Dark incident. However, barriers like this come at a price. You see, there are two ways to make a barrier. Either make one powered up by your own energy and power (which would be constantly draining) or set up a barrier with rules. The way magic works is that nothing can be absolutely indestructible. It must have a weakness. The most powerful barriers weren’t the ones reinforced with layer after layer of protective charms and buffed up with power. Those could eventually be destroyed either by being overpowered, wearing them down, or by cutting off the original power source. No, the most powerful barriers were the ones with a deliberate weakness. A barrier indestructible except for one spot. A cage that can only be opened from the outside. Or that can only be passed with a key or by solving a riddle. So Danny chooses this type of barrier and does the necessary ritual and pours in enough power to make it. And he adds his condition for anyone to enter. 

Now the Justice league? Find out about the barrier when Trigon attempts to attack, they were preparing after he threatened what he would do once he got to earth. How he would destroy them. The Justice league tried to take the fight to him first but were utterly destroyed, so they retreated home to tend to their injuries, and fortify earth for one. Last. Stand. Only when Trigon makes his big entrance…he’s stopped.

The Justice league watch in awe as this thin see-through barrier with beautiful green swirls and speckled white lights like stars apears blocking Trigon and his army’s advance. The barrier looks so thin and fragile yet no matter how hard the warlord hits, none of his attacks can get through and neither can he damage said barrier. That’s when Constantine and Zatanna recognizes what this barrier is. Something only a powerful entity could create. For a moment, the league is filled with hope that Trigon can’t get through yet Constantine also explains that it’s not impenetrable. And clearly Trigon knows this too for he calls out a challenge. 

And that’s when, in a flash of light, a tiny glowing teenager appears. He looked absolutly minuscule compared to Trigon and yet practically glowed with power (this isn’t a King Danny AU though).

And that is when the conditions for passing the barrier are revealed. And the Justice realize that the only thing stopping Trigon and his army from decimating earth. The only way he can get through….is by beating this glowing teenager in a card game. 

Not just any card game though. The most convoluted game Sam, Danny, and Tucker invented themselves. It’s like the infinite realms version of magic the gathering, combined with Pokémon, and chess. And Danny is the master. So sit down Trigon and let’s play.

(The most intense card game of the Justice league’s life).

After Danny wins, this happens a few more times with outer word beings and possibly even demons attempting to invade earth, yet none have been able to beat the mysterious teenager in a card game. Constantine might even take a crack at it and try to figure out how to play. He’s really bad though. Every time this happens, the Justice league worry that this might be the time the teenager looses. Yet every time, he wins (even if only barely). 

Meanwhile, Danny, Sam, and Tucker have gotten addicted to the game and play it almost daily. Some teachers might seem them playing the game are are like ‘awww how cute’ not realizing this game is literally saving the world. Jazz is just happy they aren’t spending as much time on their screens playing Doomed.

#DPxDC #dcxdp #Danny makes a card game to save the world. #Technically he worded the ritual so that they had to ‘beat’ him as those are the most powerful barriers and most reliable. #keys can just get lost or stolen (like the one to Pariah’s Coffin) #A riddle would be useless once someone figured out the answer. Like how no one takes the sphynx seriously anymore. #(Sorry Tuck. But it’s true). #And there is NO WAY Danny is just leaving a hole open for anyone to pass through. No thank you! #So…beating him. But it’s not like Danny wanted to fight so…he edited the ritual a TINY bit. Card games are good. Much less painful too. #Danny Tucker and Sam made the most complicated card game they could imagine. #It’s based on their strategies for fighting ghosts. Capturing them in thermoses. And MUCH based on a on field battle strategy. #It often requires spontaneous thinking on the spot. So Danny? In his ELEMNT. It doubles as practice for his actual ghost battles too. #They had SO much fun making this. #Sam added an entire series of plant cards that act as traps and healing ointments and duds that just take up the field. #Tucker added legitimate hyroglyphics combined with Latin as well as English and ghost speak. #Yes. You actually have to speak that language to play. With proper pronunciation. (Amity Parker’s think the three are talking gibberish.) #I headcanon Sam and Tucker are fluent in Ghost. #Constantine WILL figure this game out SO HELP HIM! #Some of the cards also have combinations related to constellations either in name or placement on the board. #By the way the board is based on a Hexagonal summoning circle with Rhunes along the edges #And the placement of the cards on the board and on what rhune MATTERS. #Also the cards move disintegrate and have certain abilities. Think of Harry Potter Wizard Chess. #But they are normal when Danny plays at school. This is just for ✨effect✨ Against invaders. #Danny faces multiple opponents. He also halts alien invasions. #While Danny COULD stop crime on earth he’s not sure how to fight a normal human and hold back so he sticks to ghosts. #The Justice league are going crazy trying to figure out who this entity is and after deep research are convinced this is some sort of #Ancient being who has protected earth for millenia. They have paintings on ruins and everything. #Danny is not aware they think this. #Raven starts praying to Danny as if he is a god and wrangles the other Teen Titans into doing so as well. Danny is still unaware of this. #Danny is not a King or an ancient. Just a very VERY strong ghost.