when the doctor said "do you think I care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference?" and when hozier sang "do you know I could break beneath the weight of the goodness, love, I still carry for you?"
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I barely stopped myself from dying. My heart was broken into pieces but I was afraid someone would notice so i talked and laughed and pretended like nothing happened. Do you know how hard that is?
It felt like my heart melted and disappeared. I couldn't breathe. I consciously had to tell myself to breathe and even then I was barely breathing.
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If I never love anyone the way I loved you, it’ll be a relief.
— I will never let anyone make me do what I did for you ever again.
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For some people it'll always be "they hurt and betrayed me by leaving",and never "-because I hurt and betrayed them first and didn't give them any other option".
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my trust issues began when digimon fusion got me hyped up for the last arc just for it to never be dubbed in English
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Flowers I Begged for
So thank you for the flowers I had to beg for
They were all I ever wanted
Other than loyalty and happiness
But I shouldn't have had to beg for any of those
And I celebrate that I don't find you beautiful anymore
I don't even know who you are anymore
The lovable imperfections I find sour
Another flaw in your wiltered soul
But after all that I still beleive in love
I still have a trust in people, maybe a bit too much but I don't regret having a heart
Giving my peace a time
You didn't break me I'm far, far better than you could understand
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"You Betrayed Me"
Ginger Fox #2 (October 1988)
Mike Baron and The Pander Brothers
Comico
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Lowkey the privilege from people with the victim complex still mind boggles me
What do you mean the worst thing you've ever dealt with was when someone told you you hurt them
What do you mean the worst betrayal you've ever dealt with was when you drove someone away through abusing and betraying them
What do you mean you wish you had problems that gave you a reason for your poor behavior
What do you mean you fell apart the day you realized your mother could have a life of friendships and love outside of you
What do you mean your biggest, proudest accomplishment at "getting back at someone" was to write a poem and keep it
And the revenge was based on some cringe joke they made in freshman year of high school almost 8 years ago
What do you mean you're so obsessed with being unique that you'd rather die or harm someone else than resemble them
What do you mean you're spiraling because you were told no
What do you mean you had the power to forgive yourself for your own abusive behavior toward others and STILL think you're the victim
What do you mean the only time you've ever wanted to kill yourself was because you weren't able to step on others to get what you wanted
Or when you thought you were ugly, or when you realized nobody noticed you
(But never because you were actually a bad person who hurt others and became embarrassing to be around for acting like the victim after)
Like wow I wish all my problems boiled down to destroying everyone else's lives because I want attention and validation and to be the most special person in the room. Then scream victim for the rest of my life afterward because people don't like me for hurting them and I don't want to take accountability for my actions.
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