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christinesolstice · 1 year

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That's The Way Of It

Chapter 11: Layer By Layer

Summary:

Jungkook and Brenna are both shaken after talking with the police. They know that something is not right. The rest of the members are in agreement.

Police Officer, Anita Barnes, realized was her sleazy partner is up to, and has now started digging into the background of the Niragi Family, until she answers a call that's not meant for her.

Niragi has someone on the payroll that he's getting information from. His patience is wearing thin and he's craving blood.

Wooyoung starts to spiral into a pit of depression until something snaps his attention out of it.

A secret man on the inside. A hidden friend or a potential enemy?

Officer Anita Barnes had seen a whole hell of a lot in her 35 years of living. More than anyone her age should have ever seen, that’s for sure. Being an LGBTQ+ person of color from the South, she definitely experienced far more than her fair share of racism and bigotry both. And just by being a woman in general, she had experienced many types of mistreatment and sexual advances, even in the workforce as a police officer.

Her life had never been an easy one.

As she was growing up she often had to fight for her voice to be heard, fight to be taken seriously and sometimes she even had to fight to be seen as a human being at all.

That’s one of the biggest reasons as to why she fought so hard to not be partnered up with Officer Hammill. She did everything that she could think of, aside from quitting her job. Her chief, however, seemed think that riding with Officer Barnes would be good for Hammill. Not to mention the fact that Anita was one of the last few in their group that had not had to ride with him.

Hammill’s partners came and went in an almost constant state of rotation. From the stories Anita had heard spoken in hushed tones around the precinct, she was definitely not looking forward to being Hammill’s partner.

For the first time since going into the police academy, she was not looking happy about going into work. Even on bad days, during some of their worst cases, she had faced work every morning with a willing spirit. Since being assigned to ride along with Hammill, her perspective of the job had started to change.

Up to this point, Hammill had been on surprisingly…decent…behavior. However he had alluded, he had hinted, he had tip-toed to the brink of impropriety on more than one occasion. Hammill had done it enough that Anita knew to always keep her guard up around him.

Anita's work ethic had simply always been, “Do it right the first time and you won’t have to do it again.” It was something that her mothered had always taught her and she did her best to live up to that standard. Anita believed in fairness, honesty and hard work.

Hammill was her exact opposite in al of those aspects. Hammill could often be found lying or hiding the truth, creating shortcuts and even shirking his responsibilities onto other people. Which are the exact reasons as to why is was so abnormal that he jumped at the chance to take on Brenna’s case.

Normally during their teams briefings, Hammill would not listen, interrupting incessantly or simply saying that he didn’t have time for their bullshit. That day, however, he was quiet. More quiet than Anita had ever seen him. Too quiet, in her personal and professional opinion. His little beady eyes stayed focused on the Chief, his pencil twitching in his hand, listening very intently to every single aspect of Brenna’s case, even bothering to actually ask a few questions.

And if people were shocked by his participation, it was nothing compared to how shocked they were when he actually stood up and VOLUNTEERED for he and Anita to take the case.

Upon hearing his words, Anita had whipped her head around so fast that she almost gave herself whiplash.

‘What the actual fuck…’ she thought to herself.

Even their Chief’s eyebrows slightly rose in surprise, which was saying something coming from the man who barely showed any emotion a all, even on the worst of cases. The chief agreed to the request and decided let them have the case. Anita had narrowed her eyes in suspicion as Hammill’s face looked like he was the cat that ate the canary - smug and filled with an over-inflated sense of self-importance.

Anita hated it.

Sitting in the squad car outside of the hotel Brenna was staying at, Anita had frozen in place, her eyes widening as the snippets she had heard of Hamill’s phone conversation.

Anita rolled down the driver’s side window a little more to try to hear exactly what her partner was saying on the phone. As she listened, her confusion turned to horror and shock.

“Yes Mr. Niragi. I’ll send over the pictures that we took of her as soon as I can get away from my partner. I know how important it is for you to find her.”

A pause.

“No sir, nothing. According to the doctor and to her own testimony, she doesn’t remember a single thing before waking up in the hotel, with her new friends.”

A pause.

“Yes Sir, memory loss, that’s right, that’s what the doctor’s paperwork says.”

A pause.

“The men? Two stayed with her when we talked to her. One of them as the one that found her. We had to talk to him for the investigation. There were five more besides those two.”

A pause.

“Yes sir. If she turns out to be one you’re looking for then I’ll let you know her exact location and the information of the pussy boys she’s with.”

Anita’s heart started racing as she listened in on the rest of the Hammill’s one-sided conversation.

'That bastard. That fucking bastard! It’s no wonder he wanted the fucking case. Working for the Niragis?!”

Anita knew immediately that this was bad news. Brenna was in some deep fucking shit.

Anita hurriedly rolled the window back up before she could be caught eavesdropping, knowing that she was in a very precarious situation, and she had to go about this extremely carefully.

Anita straightened up in her seat when Hammill climbed into the passenger side of the car, flicking his cigarette butt onto the ground. He grinned a sickening little grin at her and she felt bile rising in her throat, resisting the urge to cuff him on the spot. But she couldn’t, not yet. She had to have evidence.

Niragi’s feral grin became predatory as he hit the end button on the call. A warmth surging through his veins.

He walked to the large bay windows that were on the wall behind his desk, hands on his thin hips, feeling victorious for the first time since before Brenna tried to run away…the first time.

He tilted his head to the side, popping his tense neck, relief radiating down to his tight shoulders. Oh the way he was going to make Brenna realize that she belonged to HIM, only him. He would make her realize how serious he was, that she would never leave him again. Oh the hell that he was going to rain down on the assholes that were holding her hands in front of the cops as if they KNEW her, as she BELONGED to them.

He rested his warm forehead against the cold glass and inhaled deeply, eyes closing in contentment at the thought of the blood that he was going to shed.

“Sweet Brenna. Be very careful or I’ll make you bleed.”

Once the hotel door had closed behind the officers, Brenna let out a shuddering breath, nerves overcoming her. She knew that the questioning had not gone as bad as what it could have, but she also knew that something was off about the male cop and it worried her immensely. She had felt sickly nervous since she had laid eyes on the man.

Jungkook immediately folded her into his arms, holding tightly to comfort the both of them. While he had tried to be brave in the face of everyone in the room, it was the first time that he had felt as though he really could be in trouble. When the officer started grilling him, he had even broken into a nervous sweat even though he knew that he had done nothing wrong. His tattooed hand came up to stroke Brenna’s hair gently as she laid her head to rest on his broad shoulder.

Namjoon had taken their manager and their lawyer into the other room to talk in private almost immediately. A muscle in Namjoon’s jaw had been twitching like crazy for almost the entirety of the questioning, his jaw jutted forward signifying that he was truly pissed.

“You ready?” he asked.

Anita just nodded and pulled the cruiser out of the parking space, trying to appear as normal as possible.

Niragi’s feral grin became predatory as he hit the end button on the call. A warmth surging through his veins.

He walked to the large bay windows that were on the wall behind his desk, hands on his thin hips, feeling victorious for the first time since before Brenna tried to run away…the first time.

He rested his warm forehead against the cold glass and inhaled deeply, eyes closing in contentment at the thought of the blood that he was going to shed.

“Sweet Brenna. Be very careful or I’ll make you bleed.”

Hoseok burst up into the room as soon as he heard the front door click into place. Yoongi and Jimin followed closely behind, all three having been spying from the living room doorway. The three men all had ticked off looks clouding their handsome faces.

Brenna looked at Yoongi and reached out her hand for him, needing the feeling of safety that being with him had brought her since their first contact. Jungkook unwillingly let Brenna go into Yoongi’s open arms, fighting the urge to drag her away from Yoongi’s touch, knowing that he was being unreasonable.

“What the hell was with the gross cop? What’s his deal?!” Hoseok said loudly, sticking his tongue out at the door and flipping it off.

“For real! The way he kept staring at Brenna was creepy as hell.” Jimin said, flopping down into the chair on the other side of the table, his blonde bangs falling into his face before he pushed them away. “Plus the way he kept going after Kookie? I wanted to punch his stupid face!” Jimin fumed, crossing his arms over the chest of his big purple hoodie.

“I don’t like him. I don’t think we can trust him.” Brenna whispered quietly.

Yoongi ran his tongue over his teeth, deep in thought, his arm tight around her shoulders. “Hmmm. I think you’re right,” he agreed, “There is something really off about him.”

Jungkook nodded, “His questioning… was weird. It was like.. he was trying to get more information about me than he was about Brenna.”

“Yeah, he’s strange. MAJOR creep vibes.” Hoseok stated.

The man rewound the security tapes, listening closely to the voice coming through the speaker phone serting on Niragi’s phone.

“Interesting.” He said, rubbing his jaw with his hand. “This is good news for us.”

He then proceeded to save a copy of the video of the conversation on his personal hard drive, a plan forming in his mind, taking his spare phone out of a hidden pocket in his jacket.

Wooyoung sat on the couch in the house that he and Brenna had inherited, curled up underneath Brenna’s favorite old blanket, Mr. Worthington tucked firmly into his arms as he stared blearily at the TV screen, not even sure exactly what he was watching anymore.

It was noon right?

He looked out of the window and watched the sun try to shine down through the lightly fallen snow.

Yeah, it was noon.

Sleep had been alluding Wooyoung for several months but since Brenna went missing, it was like sleep was determined to escape him. He had tried teas, sleeping pills, meditation – everything that people always said would help. But it never really did. He may have slept for only a few hours at a time before he was woken up with terrible nightmares of Brenna, blood and Niragi’s smiling face looming over him.

Wooyoung and the gang had all been trying in vain to get ahold of S. Texts and calls going unanswered, the phone shut off for he was there, as was custom for his family. They all knew that S was dealing with a family death, it’s why he flew to Korea to begin with, but this was serious too. They were stuck between giving S the time to grieve or interrupting and letting him know that his friend was missing. It was hard for them to decide which course of action would be best. They knew it would be a while before any of them heard back and so, they were all waiting impatiently for him to get the messages.

Wooyoung tried to shut his bloodshot eyes for a little while longer but after several minutes of staring blankly at the ceiling, he knew that it was no use. Anytime that he closed his eyes, all he could see was Brenna’s face. Lee Know’s story about what he discovered had been haunting Wooyoung every single second since he heard it.

He had known that things were bad, he could see it every time Brenna would come see them. He could hear it in the way her voice had changed, how she had lost a little bit of the sparkle that had always been in her eyes. Hell, he even knew Niragi was fucking shite the first second he laid eyes on the psychotic weasel, which had actually taken a while to happen.

Brenna, who was normally honest with Wooyoung about everything in her life, had been hiding the fact that she had met someone new, let alone started dating them. Wooyoung only found out because he had seen a message come through on her phone and then, in true best friend fashion, confronted her on it, waving the phone in her face and ranting about how best friends were supposed to tell each other EVERYTHING.

Brenna admitted to it instantly, having already been feeling guilty about the dishonesty. She apologized profusely for hiding it, hanging off of Wooyoung’s arm with puppy dog eyes until he forgave her and snuggled up against her in their shared bed.

The two had shared a bed since they were kids, never willing to be without their comfort person for more than a little while at a time. Even in the orphanage, Wooyoung would sneak his way into the girl’s dormitory to climb in bed with her. There had never been anything sexual between the two, they had always been purely friends, non-romantic soulmates.

Wooyoung and Brenna had stayed awake all night that night talking since she was finally opening up about her secret Romeo. When Brenna showed Wooyoung a the pictures saved on his phone, he had jerked the phone out of her and screamed out about how “fucking sexy that asshole is” and “do you think he’s bi like me? If you ditch him do I stand a chance?” as well as, “do you two need a third?”, causing Brenna to dissolve into fits of laughter.

Wooyoung had pouted at her laugh, because, hello! He was definitely sugar baby material!

Brenna had stated that the guy, Niragi, was just so amazing that she wanted it to be s special-them-alone thing for just a little while longer before she told people. Brenna talked about how she had never experienced anything like what they had and she didn’t want the magic to fade away. Wooyoung had gone along with it at first, ever the gooey and hopeless romantic, eating up every single tidbit and morsel of information that she would feed to him.

And then he met Niragi in person and all of that quickly changed.

Brenna had finally decided that she wanted her best friend and the “love of her life” to finally meet. Niragi had even suggested to Brenna that they all meet up at one of Wooyoung’s favorite restaurants.

(His best friend having a hot boyfriend who let’s Woo choose the food and offers to pay for it? Yes please!)

Wooyoung instantly hated him and could tell that Niragi felt the exact same way. The guy was hot, but in person, he had bad vibes. And Wooyoung was a ful believer in trusting the vibes.

When Brenna was around, Niragi was, in all aspects, the perfect boyfriend. Devilishly handsome, well mannered, smart, doting. But when she left the table, the air turned sharp and cold, Niragi eyeing Wooyoung like a disgusting bug that needed to be squashed as soon as possible.

Wooyoung had kept the indecent to himself at first, not wanting to rain on Brenna’s parade, trying to be a supportive best friend, thinking that maybe Niragi had just had a bad day. But after Brenna had canceled plans with him for the third time in a row, his concern started rising. Brenna started acting distant, not even bothering to text that she wasn’t coming home that night.

Wooyoung finally called their friends together to give him advice on what to do. All of them agreeing that it was so weird that Brenna hadn’t introduced Niragi to the rest of them at all. When he finally mentioned Niragi’s name, Yunho and Chan, both, had started freaking out. Yunho immediately called Brenna repeatedly until she picked up. Yunho told her that she needed to meet up with them ASAP, that it was an emergency. Brenna had snuck out of the Niragi’s clutches somehow and met them at Chan’s Bar, their port of safe harbor.

The men had all shared a serious look when they took in the state of their friend’s being. While to the unknowing eye, she might have looked perfectly fine, they knew her well enough to notice the weight loss, the bags under the eyes, the bruises on the inside of her wrists, the way that she flinched when Chan had accidentally set a glass of water on the table in front of her a little too loudly.

Together with the other three men, Yunho and Chan had told Brenna everything that they knew about the Niragi family. Wooyoung’s stomach started turning as Yunho recounted some of the encounters his men had had with the other Family.

The whole time Yunho and Chan were talking, Brenna looked as though she was slowly sinking more and more into herself, becoming withdrawn, her lips compressing into a deep frown.

Changbin and Lee Know both stepped up with stories about how the Niragi family had tried to steal them from the Jeon employ, outlining the terms that the Matriarch had listed, the things that they were going to be made to do.

Changbin had reached out to cover Brenna’s hand with his own, and she had jerked her hand back as if she had been stung. The room went silent, each man, each friend, looking at her in shock.

Brenna had always been there, had always been their rock, their comfort, the one with the best sense. It was in that moment that some of them realized that she had done more for them than they had ever done for her. After all, why would she be with a guy like that unless she was trying to compensate for something that was missing in her life?

Brenna looked up, her eyes filled with tears, shaking her head no, not wanting to believe their words. Refusing to believe their words, filled with confusion and sadness, a deep wound opening up inside of her.

Why were they making her feel this way?

Why were they doing this?

Niragi had said that this would happen. He had warned her.

He was right, even after she had denied that her friends would ever do that. He was right.

Wooyoung had started trying to tell Brenna about what happened at the restaurant, but by the stubborn look in her eyes, he knew that it was too late. Her head had been stuck in the clouds for too long, twisted by Niragi’s words and actions.

Wooyoung wasn’t strong enough to bring her back down.

That had been their first big fight.

Their first true blow up.

Growing up together they’d had plenty of arguments, but that was the first one to where Brenna stopped talking to Wooyoung completely. He didn’t know what to do during that time, feeling like a piece of his soul was missing, feeling shattered. Did she miss him? Was she sorry? Did she hate him?

If only he could have known that the real reason she wasn’t talking to him was because Niragi had her on lockdown, moving Brenna in with him.

It was a long time before they were finally able to make up, Brenna was finally able to try to see her friends again, her inside man helping her be able to accomplish this.

After that, Wooyoung started keeping his thoughts about Niragi to himself, not wanting to cause any more issues between himself and Brenna, or causing any reason for Niragi to be angry with Brenna.

Wooyoung had lost every person that was in his life from childhood, the only one he had left was her. He couldn’t lose her too.

‘Maybe I SHOULD have said something.’

‘Maybe I SHOULD have been willing to fight.’

‘I should have tried harder’

‘I should have fought for her.’

Wooyoung groaned, tired of his thoughts spinning in the same ridiculous circles over and over again. Rubbing his hand over his tired face. He was just about to get up and finally take a shower when his phone went off.

UNKNOWN NUMBER: Hello Wooyoung

WOOYOUNG: Who is this??

UNKNOWN NUMBER: Let’s just say a friend

Wooyoung looked at his phone in irritation.

WOOYOUNG: Look, I don’t know who this is but I’m really not in the mood for fucking games so piss off.

UNKNOWN NUMBER: I have information that might help you find Brenna

“WHAT!?” Wooyoung screeched, staring at his phone is disbelief.

WOOYOUONG: HOW DO YOU KNOW ABOUT BRENNA?!?!?

UKNOWN NUMBER: I told you I’m a friend

Wooyoung chewed on his bottom lip before answering.

WOOYOUNG: Okay friend, what do you know?

UNKNOWN NUMBER: Find an officer named Anita Barnes. Trust only her, not her partner. Talk to her in private, tell her what’s happened. She will help.

WOOYOUNG: And if I don’t take your advice?

UNKNOWN NUMBER: Then Niragi finds Brenna first.

Wooyoung’s nostrils flared and his fingers sped over the keyboard of his phone.

WOOYOUNG: How do I know I can trust you? How do I know this isn’t a trap?

UNKNOWN NUMBER: I’ve saved your life before, remember?

Officer Anita Barnes was keeping a very close eye on her partner after overhearing his phone conversation. She had been purposely finding menial things for them to do together, making it to where he did not have enough alone time to send those pictures to the Niragi family. She could tell that Hammill was getting more and more frustrated as the day wore on, more antsy, more shifty.

When Hammill wasn’t around, Anita was researching the Niragi family, her lunch curdling more and more as her eyes flew through the articles that she could find. The Niragi family was old. Very old. Very powerful. A force to be reckoned with. Anita’s dark eyes squinted as she read page after page of crimes and murders that had connections with the family, although none had been proven of course, the Niragis getting off Scott free every time. The only thing that she couldn’t find was a picture or name of the current Head of The Family.

‘How can one person be so well hidden in this day and time??’

She was reading a very in-depth article about the passing of the late Matriarch when Hamill’s phone buzzed beside her. Glancing over she saw that the contact simply said Boss. Looking around carefully to make sure that Hammill wasn’t in the room, she picked up the phone and slid the answer button over, holding her breath and not saying a word. Picking the phone up to her ear, her eyes widened as a voice began immediately talking.

“I’ve that I don’t want to wait for your evidence. I’m sending my men to her tonight. Be ready to cover up a goddamn blood bath.

The call ended and Anita lowered the phone back to the desk, her hand shaking as a call from a Jung Wooyoung was patched through to her desk phone.

#ateez #ateez fanfic #ateez fanfiction #bts fanfic #alice in borderland #fanfiction #bts fanfction #alice in borderland crossover #ateez crossover #bts crossover #jungkook #yoongi #jimin #hoseok #niragi #changbin #yunho #stray kids fanfic #straykids

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jaenrang · 1 month

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more about me

— stan list + biases :

❀ tvxq — yunho. ❀ girls generation — tiffany & seolhyun. ❀ shinee — jonghyun & taemin. ❀ exo — baekhyun & kyungsoo. ❀ got7 — jaebeom & jinyoung. ❀ sunmi. ❀ red velvet — irene & joy. ❀ seventeen — jeonghan, joshua, wonwoo, hoshi, dk, vernon. ❀ monsta x — changkyun. ❀ gfriend — eunha. ❀ nct — yuta, jaehyun, mark, haechan, jaemin. ❀ bibi. ❀ superm — taemin & mark. ❀ aespa — karina & winter. ❀ riize — wonbin & anton.

— random facts :

1. I’m multilingual. 2. I share the same bday as felix from skz, jae from day6 and kakashi hatake from naruto. 3. i'm obsessed with fleabag and peaky blinders (cillian murphy)

— animes I’ve watched :

naruto. fairytail. soul eater. death note. bleach. yamada kun and his 7 witches. boku no hero academia. assassination classroom. bungou stray dogs. haikyuu. owari no seraph. balance unlimited. attack on titan. dr. stone. jujutsu kaisen. fruits basket. food wars. demon slayer. saiki k. classroom of the elite. gintama. spy x family. horimiya. the apothecary diaries.

━ kdramas I’ve watched :

he is psychometric. hwarang. true beauty. vincenzo. the devil judge. tempted. save me . suits. fight my way. a-teen. sky castle. sound of magic. all of us are dead. squid game. (alice in borderland). my name. tomorrow. dear m. alchemy of souls. the glory. search www. extraordinary you. bad and crazy. the impossible heir. crash landing on you. bloodhounds. extracurricular.

#ˋˏ mimi talks ! 🫣 ˎˊ #✧ ˚ · . more about mimi !

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quaissants · 1 year

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WRITERS’ TAG GAME !

i don’t think i’ve ever done this before so thank you bubba @stealanity 💕

recommend 5 or more of your own works that you would rec to someone asking what they should read first & explain a little bit about the work. these can be the most popular, the ones you think are underrated, or your own favorites! then tag five other writers!

tagging @dearhee @end-hyphen @sunlightwoo @sunflwryu @thelargefrye for this !

also! two things: i’m adding works that i’ve written on my precious main because those are still so precious to me. also, most of what i’ve written throughout my two years are drabbles so i’m gonna go ahead and pick more than five:

take me home … kim hongjoong

this one took me a few months to figure out.. i remember getting it as a request, and i just had no idea what to do with it. but then i thought of deja vu joong, specifically the rain part and i went that’s it! and the rest is history

a poem called you … jeong yunho

writing a hotel del luna au fic is something that was on my writer’s bucket list. which is why when i planned the purpose series, i knew. tbh i think it only took me 2-3 nights to complete this one? and while it’s not as popular as the others on this list, i do adore it

in a world of their own … lee heeseung

my second work on kurosism 🥺 again, wasn’t very popular (still isn’t which is sad) but i love the domesticity of this drabble. unless i am being completely dumb, this was the product of reading 23/11 several times until i pretty much can recall the events of the story

002 … park sunghoon

from second on my previous to second on my current, this one is just. okay this was another spiral after i was roaming facebook and found this sound from friends. i don’t even know why i love it so much? i just really do, especially the last line

hyacinths … jung jaehyun

hands down the most underrated drabble of mine. this one was sorta poetic, something that could be a distant relative to lang leav’s poetry. the first line had been sitting in my notebook for over a few months so to make something from it just made me feel so good

the last word … tbz

…where do i even begin with this one. first off, i wanna say sorry to this series for discontinuing it )): i swear i loved making the three episodes, especially eric’s, but it’s hard to write something so long when the fandom you’re writing it for is slowly diminishing (i do plan on bringing it back though, but for another fandom..)

pretty in pink … choi chanhee

what’s this? a fluffy drabble from mona? what a rarity (NOT!) i actually do have several fluff drabbles but this one is my favorite from all of them because it’s the short but sweet, beautiful, tickle the stomach in your butterflies kind of read. to no one’s surprise, this was a spiral after seeing a certain pic of chanhee’s 😊😊

best friend … ji changmin

okay i am very sure that this is one of my most rec’ed and i do understand why. perhaps it’s the relatability of this one that makes it hurt even more.. even though i haven’t been in this situation before- honestly i’m not even sure how i managed to write this one but hey, it’s a good read if you wanna get your heart broken some more

safe and sound … choi yeonjun

alice in borderland x kpop idols? yes. my mind really is a weird place, and something that backs up my belief is that after watching the second? episode of aib, i began having thoughts. actually, i am pretty sure i wrote an idea for a prequel to this so who knows, maybe i’ll do it…

binibini | choi yeonjun

isayaw mo akooo ahem this one was dedicated to matty so 🤭 it’s probably one of my shortest works to date, but it still does pack a punch. for extra pain, i suggest you listen to this before or after reading it

paalam … txt

the thing is, headcanons are something i’ve only done once before (and even then, the format was different) so i was really not sure how this was gonna go. but given what i was going through during this time, writing this piece became sort of a catharsis for me. and while i have yet to fully let go so i can heal, at least there’s a work out there where my muses get that

#mona mania.⠀⠀⠀⠀see me through his point of view

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badluvkii · 9 months

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my name is miisha , my nickname is miimi and i’ve been called miishmiish before lmao . my pronouns r she/her and im a lesbian although i’d change that for nct members low-key . my mbti is intj and im a leo i’ll leave my most prominent placements under here tho too . i don’t talk ab my mental health on this blog bc i have a secret account for that but i sometimes mention it if it’s important awareness or something funny based on my mental health , but as a warning i have bpd and adhd and im on the psychosis spectrum confirmed by professionals (remember psychosis isn’t psychopath and ppl with psychosis spectrum aren’t evil ppl) . i’ve had a few types of trauma and had an ed so pro mia ppl especially don’t interact 💗

leo sun ☉ ♌︎ / aries moon ☽ ♈︎ (dom) / sagittarius rising ↑ ♐︎ / leo venus ♁ ♌︎ / scorpio lilith ♏︎ ⚸

physical health : i have tinnitus , anemia , a lot of blood deficiencies and hemiplegic migraines . i’ve had the first 3 confirmed this year and i’ve had extremely bad migraines for all my life so i just wanted to mention it so ppl w my illnesses don’t feel alone haha

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ult groups :

★ - nct (all subunits)

★ - shinee

★ - red velvet

★ - loona (all new groups + solo projects) (and boycotted ot12)

★ - triples

★ - ateez

★ - exo

★ - aespa

★ - seventeen

ult biases :

- key (shinee)

- taeyong (nct)

- taeil (nct)

semi-ults :

★ - the boyz

★ - (g)i-dle

★ - snsd

★ - sistar / sistar19

★ - iz*one

★ - p1harmony

★ - cravity

non k-pop interests :

i really love anything to do with horror , my favorite horror is obviously the saw franchise , my fav trap is the angel trap and my fav character is amanda . i also really like pearl (and x) , martyrs , terrifier , texas chainsaw masacre (this is just bc it’s hillarious) , incantation (though it messed with my psychosis and i was fully convinced i had a curse on me even tho i didn’t say the curse but i looked at it so like do not recomend to psychosis girlies but it was GOOD) , sinister , hostel , exc .

i love video games like outlast and final fantasy , i also really like more niche stuff like yumi nikki . i like args and analog horrors on youtube my fav is greylock .

i really like jdrama horrors and kdrama zombie movies/horror my favs are alice in borderland and all of us are dead . my fav jdrama movie franchise is high and low and my favs are cobra and tsukasa, i am OBSESSED

i also like cringe stuff like homestuck and stuff

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bgs i stan + my biases (alphabetical order) :

★ - ateez : jongho [ult]

biaswrecker : yunho + san

★ - blitzers : chris

biaswrecker : wooju

★ - cravity : hyeongjun

biaswrecker : seongmin

★ - enhypen : jungwon + sunoo

biaswrecker : sunghoon

★ - exo : kai + xiumin [ult]

biaswrecker : baekhyun

★ - nct 127 : taeyong + taeil [ult]

biaswrecker : yuta

★ - nct dojaejung : jaehyun

biaswrecker : doyoung + jungwoo

★ - nct dream : jeno + haechan [ult]

biaswrecker : jaemin

★ - nct u : taeyong + taeil + yuta + jeno + haechan + riku + hendery + kun [ULT!]

biaswrecker : jaemin + yangyang + mark

★ - nct wish : riku [ult]

biaswrecker : sion

★ - p1harmony : jongseob

biaswrecker : jiung + theo

★ - seventeen : dk

biaswrecker : seungkwan

★ - shinee : jonghyun + key [ULT!]

biaswrecker : jinki

★ - superm (but i dont support suju) : taeyong + ten + kai [ult]

biaswrecker : taemin

★ - riize (boycotted) : wonbin + eunseok

biaswrecker : sungchan

★ - the boyz : sunwoo + eric

biaswrecker : juyeon

★ - txt : yeonjun

biaswrecker : taehyun

★ - wayv : hendery + kun [ult]

biaswrecker : yangyang

★ - xikers : yechan

biaswrecker : sumin + minjae

★ - zb1 : gunwook

biaswrexker : ricky

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ggs i stan + my biases (alphabetical order) :

★ - aespa : ningning [ult]

biaswrecker : giselle

★ - artms : heejin [ULT!]

biaswrecker : jinsoul

★ - blackpink : rosé

biaswrecker : jennie

★ - cherry bullet : haeyoon

biaswrecker : bora

★ - fromis_9 : jiwon

biaswrecker : chaeyoung

★ - (g)i-dle [ot6] : yuqi + miyeon

biaswrecker : shuhua

★ - itzy : chaeryeong

biaswrecker : ryujin

★ - ive : liz

biaswrecker : wonyoung

★ - iz*one : yena

biaswrecker : chaeyeon

★ - kiss of life : belle

biaswrecker : haneul

★ - lesserafim : eunchae

biaswrecker : kazuha

★ - loona (boycotted) : heejin [ULT!] + chuu + yves + vivi

biaswrecker : yeojin + jinsoul

★ - loona 1/3 (boycotted) : heejin [ULT] + viví

biaswrecker : hyunjin

★ - loona yyxy (boycotted) : chuu + yves [ult]

biaswrecker : gowon

★ - loosemble : yeojin

biaswrecker : vivi

★ - momoland : ahin

biaswrecker : nancy

★ - odd eye circle (loona oec boycotted, artms oec streamed) : jinsoul [ult]

biaswrecker : both kimlip and choerry

★ - red velvet : seulgi [ult]

biaswrecker : irene

★ - sistar : hyolyn

biaswrecker : bora

★ - sistar19 : hyolyn

biaswrecker : bora

★ - snsd : hyoyeon

biaswrecker : taeyeon

★ - triples : xinyu [ult]

biaswrecker : nien

★ - twice : jihyo + jeongyeon

biaswrecker : dahyun

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soloists i stan:

★ - all solo projects from groups i stan

★ - agust d

★ - bibi

★ - chungha

my kpop history :

i became a kpop stan when i found ah yeah by seventeen in 2018 so first i was only a carat but in 2018 i found loona and shinee from hi high and ring ding dong . i sticked with those three when i then became an atiny and nctzen in 2020 and from then on i gradually stanned more groups

as well as this , in my city’s k-pop community i am KNOWN for beinf a key fangirl, ppl have told me they thought of me when they hear or see key , some have told me they think of me when they hear/see shinee in general . ppl turn to look at me when they hear shinee / key songs play in kpop events like rpds and stuff

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pls interact list :

★ - NCTZEN! , SHAWOL! , ORBIT! , WAV! , reveluv , atiny , exol , my , carat

★ - any fan of any group i like

★ - high and low fans !! (the jdrama)

★ - horror fans (esp sawposters)

★ - anyone nice tbh

dni list :

★ - nct , shinee and loona antis

★ - ppl who anti my ults disrespectfully

★ - people who disrespect jonghyun / use his passing for fame / treat him like taboo (same goes with even other passed idols from groups i dont stan)

★ - basic dni material like racists , homophobes , sexists , transphobes , ableists and more

★ - body shamers (you’re gross for that)

★ - pro mia / ana (i’m recovering from ed)

★ - ppl who fake mental illness

★ - ppl who treat personality disorders and psychosis as quirky or evil

things ab me to consider :

i dont anti groups

i am VERY mentally ill but i’ve had a lot of therapy and had multiple counsellors for yeaaars and i’m not an evil person . honestly just bc i’m so mentally ill doesn’t make me evil i’m actually very friendly once you meet me . i’m shy to approach ppl but once u talk to me i’m very loyal . i really don’t like fakers though bc how much my mental health has fucked up my life . in order i suffer most w bpd , then psychosis , then adhd

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for jjong 🤍

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bkredfox · 2 years

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MEME BIOS PARA EXOLS E ATINYS:

• hongjoong i eu assistindo alice in borderland

• dizem q se vc falar seonghwa três vezes em frente ao espelho eu apareço p perguntar o q vc quer com o meu homem

• só mi siga se admitir q o yunho eh só meu

• yeosang reagiu com 👍 a "eh vdd q vc eh da (seu nome)

• minha família quer me internar só pq falei q sou casada com o san há 3 anos? n entendi

• smt (song mingi te amo)

• si liga hein wooyoung

• treinando minhas fotos de presidiária p qdo falarem do jongho

• status: fazendo brigadeiro p minseok

• yixing confirmou no weibo q ele eh só meu

• junmyeon i eu passeando em dubai

• servindo a coca cola do baekhyun

• não tenho metas profissionais apenas falo do jongdae o dia inteiro

• esposa, advogada e cadela do chanyeol

• n perturbe, no momento estou chorando pelo kyungsoo

• jongin vc teria de coragi d namorar essa feia q t ama mais q tudo no mundo? hein vc teria coragi?

• imagina ter ciúme de idolkkkkkkkkkkkko q vc quer com o sehun vagabunda?

• sofrendo pelo exo 24/7

• ateez isso ateez aquilo

• ta estudando filha? to sim pai ((exo on crack #5 on pc

• ateez por vcs eu bebo até água com gás

• claro q eu to triste, feliz eu taria se o exo postasse foto ot9

• cansei de ser fã do ateez na próxima vida qro ser esposa deles

• vc ama o exo mais q eu? kkkkkkkkkkblock

• q sexo o q? se veste aí e vamos assistir ateez fever road

• trabalhar p deixar o exo ainda mais rico

• ateez i eu assistindo pirata & capitano

#exo #ateez #twitter bios #twitter locs #twitter meme bios #meme bios #exo bios #ateez bios

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marsrblg · 2 years

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"𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬."

───────── ❝ ♂ ❞ ────────

hi :) i'm mars (he/they). i've seen a lot of authors say that they prefer reblogs over likes, so i will be using this blog as a place to reblog male/gn fics. most of them will be fluff (bc angst makes me sad ://) and i will not be rebloging smut.

[main acct - @tokyocyborg]

[writing acct - @niki-phoria]

(list of ppl/characters i will rblg for under cut)

masterlists are being linked

스트레이 키즈 (Stray Kids) (sometimes) (tagged as skz)

pt 02

Bang Chan (tagged as bang chan)

Lee Minho

Seo Changbin

Hwang Hyunjin

Han Jisung (tagged as han)

Lee Felix

Kim Seungmin

Yang Jeongin

엔하이픈 (Enhypen)

(single member ver)

(multiple members ver)

(multiple members ver pt 02)

(hyung line ver)

i made another one lmao

Lee Heeseung

Jay Park

Jake Sim

Park Sunghoon

Kim Sunoo

Yang Jungwon

Nishimura Riki

투모로우바이투게더 (Tomorrow by Together) (tagged as txt)

Choi Soobin

Choi Yeonjun

Choi Beomgyu

Kang Taehyun

Huening Kai

방탄소년단 (Bangtan Sonyeondan) (sometimes) (tagged as bts)

(yoongi fic recs)

Kim Seokjin

Min Yoongi

Jung Hoseok

Kim Namjoon

Park Jimin

Kim Taehyung

Jeon Jeongguk

僕のヒーローアカデミア (My Hero Academia) (tagged as bnha) these are so bad i'm so sorry

pt 02

pt 03

pt 04

students:

Midoriya Izuku

Bakugo Katsuki

Todoroki Shoto

Tamaki Amajiki

Kirishima Eijiro (sometimes)

Kaminari Denki

Hitoshi Shinsou

heros:

Aizawa Shota (usaually platonic)

Takami Keigo (tagged as hawks)

villians:

Todoroki Touya (Dabi) (tagged as dabi)

Shigaraki Tomura

The Walking Dead (tagged as twd)

Rick Grimes (sometimes)

Carl Grimes (tagged as carl grimes)

Daryl Dixon

Glenn Rhee

文豪ストレイドッグス (Bungo Stray Dogs) (tagged as bsd)

Nakahara Chuuya

Dazai Osamu

ディアボリックラヴァーズ (Diabolik Lovers)

Shuu Sakamaki (sometimes)

Reiji Sakamaki (sometimes)

Ayato Sakamaki

Kanato Sakamaki

Laito Sakamaki

Subaru Sakamaki

Ruki Mukami (sometimes)

Kou Mukami

Yuma Mukami (sometimes)

Azusa Mukami

에이티즈 (Ateez) (discontinued)

Kim Hongjoong

Park Seonghwa

Jeong Yunho

Kang Yeosang

Choi San

Song Mingi

Jung Wooyoung

Breaking Bad (discontinued)

Jesse Pinkman

Scream (1996) (very rarely)

Stu Macher

Billy Loomis

오징어 게임 (Squid Game) (discontinued)

Gi-hun (platonic)

Jun-ho

Sae-byeok

Ali (sometimes)

Criminal Minds (discontinued)

Aaron Hotchner (sometimes)

Spencer Reid

Jennifer Jareau (platonic)

Derek Morgan (platonic)

Penelope Garcia (platonic)

Emily Prentiss (platonic)

David Rossi (platonic)

Batman (sometimes)

Beuce Wayne (platonic)

Dick Grayson

Jason Todd (usually platonic)

Tim Drake

Damiab Wayne

Maze Runner (discontinued)

Thomas (platonic)

Newt

Minho

デスノート (Death Note)

L Lawiet

Yagami Light

Mello (sometimes)

Near

지금 우리 학교는 (All of Us Are Dead) (tagged as aouad)

Cheong-san

Su-hyeok (sometimes)

Stranger Things (discontinued)

Mike Wheeler

ハイキュー!! (Haikyu!!) (discontinued) (tagged as hq)

Hinata Shoyo

Kageyama Tobio

Sugawara Koshi

Nishinoya Yu

今際の国のアリス (Alice in Borderland)

Arisu Ryohei

Chishiya Shuntaro

*i will not rblg fics about/centering nigari. he's a fucking rapist*

Supernatural (very rarely)

Dean Winchester (sometimes)

Sam Winchester

Castiel

NCT Dream (sometimes)

Mark Lee

Huang Renjun

Lee Jeno

Lee Donghyuck

Na Jaemin

Zhong Chenle

Park Jisung (tagged as jisung)

NCT 127 (sometimes)

Lee Taeyong

Moon Taeil

Johnny Suh

Nakamoto Yuta

Kim Doyoung

Jeong Jaehyun

Kim Jungwoo

Mark Lee

Lee Donghyuck

Dong Sicheng (tagged as winwin)

Shameless (sometimes)

Carl Gallagher (tagged as carl gallagher)

The Flash (sometimes)

Barry Allen

Batman

Bruce Wayne (platonic)

Dick Grayson

Jason Todd

Tim Drake (<33)

Damian Wayne

The Quarry

Dylan Lenivy

Abigail Blgy

Emma Mountebank

Jacob Custos

Kaitlyn Ka

Nick Fucillo

Ryan Ezrahler (<33)

Laura Kearney

Max Brinley

SK∞ エスケーエイト (SK8 The Infinity) (tagged as sk8)

Kyan Reki

Hasegawa Lagna

Sakurayashiki Kaoru (tagged as cherry)

Chinen Miya

Genshin Impact

arataki itto

xiao

tartaglia (tagged as childe)

scaramouche

zhongli

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at1nys-blog · 3 years

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Masterlist

Halloween ✨

Peter Parker

-Secret Date And Helping A Friend

Tony Stark

-Secret Date And Helping A Friend

Thor Odinson

-It's me

Loki

Spiders, snakes, bugs and flies

Boku No Hero Accademia

Hawks(Keygo Takami)

-PicNic

Bakusquad(Mina, Sero, Denki, Kirishima, Bakugou)

-White Lie✨

Ao No Exorcist

Ryuji Suguro(Bon)

-Kyoto Tower

-Alrernative Lifes

Rin Okumura

-ばか！✨

One Piece

Roronoa Zoro

-Boredom

-Jealousy is green

-Nap Time

-Some story gets told: series pt.1: the start//pt.2: reversed roles

-San Valentine coming the 13rd February

Yamato

-Worst Timing

Akagami Shanks

-Prince at sea

Buggy the clown

-Prince at sea

Headcanons

-Perona, Mihawk and Zoro

Tokyo Revengers

Shuji Hanma

-The one that left

Ateez

-You Are Family

Kim Hongjoong

-Something About You pt1//pt2

-You Look Like Peter Pan

-Loud Silence

-Not That Much Of a VIP(smau completed)

-My Loki or my Aphrodite?

-Coffe Hour

-Button Up Shirts(suggestive)

-Is a gin tonic

-Favorite body part…

Park Seonghwa

-Signing Books In Seoul

-Dancer

Jeong Yunho

-Friends Again pt1//pt2

-3 a.m

Kang Yeosang

-Is not that I hate you pt1//pt2//Pt3

Choi San

-Feeling Exposed ✨

-Idol Life(smau completed)

Song Mingi

-I'm The Voice

Jung Woojoung

-Haunted House

Choi Jongho

-He Is Not A Bad Guy

-Sunsets

-Your dancer for the night

𝟿𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛: 𝙶𝚊𝙴𝚞𝚗

Stray Kids

Bang Chan

-Bubble Texts

Lee Minho

What Is Wrong With Me?

Seo Changbin

Hwan Hyunjin

-Happy BDay✨

Han Jisung

Lee Felix

-Music Video pt1//Australian Accent pt2

Kim Seungmin

Yang Jeongin

Twice

Im Nayeon

Yoo Jeongyeon

Hirai Momo

Minatozaki Sana

Park Jihyo

Dear leader I love you(smau discontinued sorry about it)

Myoi Mina

Kim Dahyun

Son Chaeyoung

Chou Tzuyu

Solo

Maddox(Kim Kyung Moon)

Single Mother!Reader SMAU

Masterlist

My Soulmate(Series ended)

Stranger Things

Billy Hargrove

-Gone(spoiler season 3)

-Is The Two Of Us(spoiler s3e8)

Steve Harrinton

-The Ghostbuster Steve. The Gostbuster✨

Robin Buckley

-Is The Two Of Us(spoiler s3e8)

Criminal Minds

Aaron Hotchner

-Smiling Boss(platonic)

Alice in Borderland

Chishiya Shuntarō

-Old and new friends

Chicago Med

Ethan Choi

-Dinner

Shadow and Bone

Jesper

Milo?✨

Alina Starvok

-Back Together

The Crows

-Freedom 1 || 2

Grey’s Anatomy

Isobel Izzie Stevens

-Sister and Girlfriend

Denny Duquette

-Sister and Girlfriend

Actors

Marco Ilsø

-Keep laughing

Shadow and Bone cast

-Among us

-Kimchi and movie night

Some Weird Interactions

Alfie Solomon(Peacky Blinders)

-Jewish People✨

Dabi and Yukio Okumura

-I hate you but I like you… I guess

Incorrect Quotes

Percy Jackson

-Alice&Hellhounds

-The Stolls vs Micheal

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mingtinys · 1 year

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[ Prologue ]

pairing : jeong yunho x gn!reader

under the red sun (let's hold hands 'till the sun falls down)

previous part && masterlist && next part

warnings : language , mentions of suicidal thoughts

word count : 0.9 k

a/n : this has been in my drafts for nearly a week and i just haven’t been able to convince myself it’s good enough to post . but i know people are waiting , so i promise part 1 will be a lot better !!

It doesn't get easier.

You wish it would, but it doesn't. You wish you could numb your mind and leave it on autopilot until the worse has passed — if it ever does. Until the dreaded game is over and you're either granted asylum for a handful of days or there's a hole burned through your skull. You wish you could sugarcoat the truth like you used to. Ease your heart. Soothe your soul. Tell yourself it'll be okay.

But it's not okay; and you've come to realize lying to yourself is a waste of time.

Everything fucking sucks.

The brightly lit arenas, the frantic newcomers, the predatory veterans. Those sadistic "games" that are probably no more than trivial entertainment for whoever created this hellscape. There's nothing easy or okay about this place and griping about it won't change that. This is how things are now.

It's a truth you wish you could've accepted sooner. Maybe then you wouldn't have wasted all eight days of your visa wallowing in self-pity. Holed up in some rundown motel that had already been stripped of any food or luxury items. It's a silly thing to think about now. But not even having, at the very least, a blanket, almost broke you that second night. Faster than any of the three games you'd had the misfortune of playing thus far had been able to.

It took about a day for the initial shock to wear off. And a few hours more for the events of the two of clubs game to fully make their way to the forefront of your brain and fester. But once they did? Well, not having that blanket was just about your last fucking straw. The cold that seeped its way into your skin that night was nothing compared to the realization that any trace of your old world was gone. For good. No more blankets, no more lazy Sunday mornings, no more calculus tests or history papers. No more normalcy or comfort. Just empty rooms with water-damaged ceilings and a guilt that clings to your skin like the air of a humid July night.

You've contemplated not even trying to find a next game and just riding out your visa until inevitable more than you're proud to admit. The lasers would find you eventually, you're not sure how, but they would. Just like they found anyone else fortunate enough to escape this world. You were alone now, so what did it even matter? Nothing and no one were keeping you here anymore, you'd certainly made sure of that.

But the urge to survive has proven to be quite the pest. And, eventually, you learned to be alone. Even find comfort in it. At least you think you did.

You learned how to salvage the remnants of who you used to be and find use for them in who you are now. Learned to live as someone you barely recognize and convince yourself that's who you've always been until it became true.

You learned to cope with the constant, lingering, feeling of dread in your gut by locking every dark and sinister thought inside a little safe stowed away in the deepest part of your mind. To swallow your fears and ignore the regret clawing at your insides long enough to get through whatever nightmarish excuse of a game awaits you just beyond the starting line. It's one of the only useful things he ever taught you. One of the only things you allowed yourself to keep of him. For the sheer reason of desperate survival alone; because that’s all it’s worth.

You leave your humble motel room two days before your visa actually expires. No sense in prolonging the inevitable. The thought of it alone is enough to send your mind spiraling once again, so better to just get it over with.

You pick the first arena that flickers to life in your vicinity for no other reason than you simply don't feel like walking any further. There's not much rhyme or reason as to which games appear where anyways. Just the luck of the draw.

The lights guide you to an old elementary school. It's eerily empty, just a skeleton of its former glory. Sloppy finger paintings and crayon-drawn art peel from the walls. Some of the overgrown vegetation has already made its way inside. Obscuring the rainbow-colored walls and cartoonish academic posters. Your eyes drift to one about hallway etiquette. "Be respectful of your peers" it reads. Ironic, considering the circumstances. You can't remember the last time since you entered this world anyone has been respectful to one another. In fact, they’re usually anything but.

Despite how trashed the front lobby is, most definitely being one of the first places to fall victim to looters, there's still a child-like innocence that lingers in the atmosphere. It doesn't take much to envision the patter of little footsteps sprinting down the halls. Soft giggles during recess. Protests from tireless children over nap time. You swear you can still hear the buzzing of a bustling cafeteria at lunch-time. Or maybe you've just finally gone insane. You wouldn't be surprised if it's the latter.

The table of phones sits centered at a T-intersection. Where the hallway splits from the front offices to rows of doors you assume are classrooms. The phones sit undisturbed, a little note instructing you to take one.

You count fourteen, for fourteen players. Of which you're the first.

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christinesolstice · 1 year

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That's The Way Of It

Chapter 7: The Inside Man

Summary:

Brenna decides to take her fear of Jungkook head on. Will this cause them to become friends or to push her away from him even more? And in doing so, both Yoongi and Jungkook's jealous begins to grow. Can they bury it for the sake of Brenna?

Wooyoung and the gang talk about what Lee Know discovered at the Niragi residence. What does this mean for Brenna? What does this mean for them going forward? Are new players coming into the game??

Notes:

TW: Brief mentions of physical abuse, however, there is nothing graphic.

“G-good morning."

Jungkook stuttered out in shock and slight panic, his dark brown eyes growing large at the sight of Brenna standing behind him in the doorway.

Jungkook had been sitting in deep thought, staring into the metaphorical abyss while he was eating breakfast when Brenna had walked in, thinking back over his earlier conversation with Jin.

Jungkook had come into the kitchen shortly after Brenna had left with Jimin, sniffing the aroma of the coffee wafting through the air. Jin had immediately started hanging all over Jungkook, pestering their youngest member.

“Stooooppppp,” Jungkook groused, laughing as he pushed at Seokjin’s chest as the elder tried to plant kisses on Jungkook’s face.

“JAAYYYKAAAYYYY. LET ME LOVE YOOOUUUU." Seokjin had yelled in a sing-song voice.

Jungkook laughed at the older man and gave in to Seokjin pinching his cheeks and cooing over him. Jungkook let himself be pushed onto a stool and watched as a full plate of food appeared in front of him. Looking over to the side, he realized that there was a cold plate of foot on the table in front of the other stool.

“Who decided not to eat?” Jungkook asked, inhaling the tantalizing aroma of eggs, bacon and pancakes.

Seokjin looked over at the plate in question and rolled his eyes playfully.

“Brenna apparently decided that taking a shower was more important than eating the delicious feast that I prepared specially for her.”

Jungkook choked on his milk at the mention of her name.

“Oh.. Brenna is already up?” he asked, keeping his eyes strictly on his eggs.

Seokjin gave him a knowing look and leaned over the counter on his elbows.

“You know, Kookie, it’s going to be okay. She looked a lot.. better this morning. She even seemed to be more emotionally stable. Well…” Seokjin frowned, “as mentally stable as she can be in these circumstances.” His shook his dark hair and sighed, “Anyway, like I said, it’ll be okay. Just give it time.”

“Time…” Jungkook repeated.

Seokjin nodded sagely, “Time. That’s what she needs and what she deserves. Plus, after everything she’s been through… it would be selfish of us to expect a lot from her immediately.”

Seokjin patted Jungkook’s shoulder and went back to cooking more food for the other guys.

Jungkook was startled that A: Brenna had actually wanted to talk to him and B: That Brenna had cleaned up and looked even more stunning than before.

His could feel his heart racing and he could swear that it was loud enough that Brenna could hear it across the table. They stared at each other in awkward silence, blushes creeping up both of their necks, Jungkook’s ears turning a deep red.

“I’m sorry-“

“How are you-“

The silence was broken because they had both started trying to talk at the exact same time and then immediately stopped talking when they heard the other trying to speak. A few more seconds of embarrassing silence ticked by, Brenna looking everywhere but Jungkook’s eyes, and Jungkook nervously chewing on his bottom lip in anticipation of what might be said.

Brenna let out the breath of air that she was unconsciously holding, suddenly feeling extremely twitchy and unsure of the decision that she had made. Steeling her resolve, she pushed forward anyway, hands trembling slightly from her anxiety.

“I’m sorry.. for.. for what I said… and…and for how I acted. Suga told me what actually happened. That you…you had been the one to rescue me… and I…I never should have said those things about you or acted that way towards you. I’m so sorry JK, really. I hope that.. Well.. I hope that you can forgive me eventually.”

Jungkook’s heart felt like it was exploding at her use of his nickname and it took a second for all of her words to sink into his crush-addled dumb brain.

“N-No, you don’t have to apologize. I promise. I mean, I can definitely see how my actions could have t-terrified you..” he said quickly, truly not wanting her to feel bad about being afraid.

Brenna looked down, uncomfortable with meeting his too-understanding gaze. Jungkook noticed the way that she was a voiding looking directly at him and he and paused for a second before clearing his throat.

“I don’t blame you at all. I was just shocked.. and a little hurt. But once I thought about it, I realized that I had no idea what you had gone through or what mental distress you were under. So me being upset was foolish and ignorant.”

He looked down at his hands, twirling his tattooed fingers nervously.

“I’m just glad that you’re f-feeling better. I.. WE.. we were so worried about you. We still are worried about you. But I’m really happy to see you feeling better. And… and I’m h-happy that you’re talking to me now..”

Brenna’s head shot up and caught Jungkook blushing, his hand scratching the back of his red neck.

‘His stutter is.. kinda cute,’ she thought.

Brenna smiled hesitantly at Jungkook and his grin widened on seeing hers. ‘It’s okay, you can do this. Suga says he’s a good guy. ‘

“I have a question..” Brenna said and Jungkook’s smile dropped slightly, afraid that this conversation might be taking a bad turn.

“Y-yes?” He asked nervously.

“Would.. would you like to start over? I know that may be asking a lot, especially considering what happened. And if you don’t want to I completely understand. I get it. But.. I think.. yeah. I know that I’d like to be able to start over with you. If… If that’s okay.”

Jungkook felt as though there was sun shining through the clouds; he couldn’t believe what was being said to him. He sat forward quickly, excitedly, extending his arm across the table to her.

“Hi, I’m Jeon Jungkook. It’s nice to meet you.”

Brenna barely even hesitated before she placed her small cold hand in his large warm one.

“It’s nice to meet you too Jeon Jungkook, my name is Brenna.. I think.”

The two looked at each other after she said that, Brenna’s lips cracking first at her small joke, and then they were both roaring with laughter.

“Oh gods, this is the most awkward situation ever!” Brenna exclaimed while laughing, wiping the tears from her face.

Jungkook was laughing so hard that he was clutching his stomach, his nose squishing up like a rabbit’s.

“R-Right? What the hell!”

Eventually their laughter subsided into little gasps for air and Brenna clutching her side in pain.

Yoongi woke up slowly, never having been much of a morning person, hating to get up any earlier than noon.

He languidly stretched his arms above his head, groaning quietly as to not wake Brenna. He laid there for a few minutes before rolling over, intending to pull Brenna into his chest to hold her for a little while longer. After grasping the empty mattress, he realized that there was not a body beside him to grab.

Yoongi sat up quickly, rubbing his sleepy eyes before blearily looking around the hotel room. Not seeing any sign of the woman he fell asleep beside, he climbed out of the bed, his white hair sticking in all directions and made his way to the bathroom to brush his face and take a leak.

Yawning loudly, he made his way down the hallway to the living room, pausing when he saw Jimin and Taehyung standing in the entrance to the hall, both leaning against a wall, strangely quiet, and staring into the living room.

“What are you guys staring at?” he asked, his voice deep and full of sleep.

Taehyung looked back at him over his shoulder and smirked.

“Oh, just watching the new little lovebirds finally making a connection.”

To which Jimin elbowed Taehyung in the side, his eyes opening wide as if to say, “Dude, shut the fuck up!”, yet he was trying really hard to stifle his smile. Taehyung only grinned his boxy grin and turned his attention back to the living room.

Yoongi looked over their shoulders and saw Brenna and Jungkook sitting out the couch together, facing each other, talking quietly. Jungkook said something, his nose crinkling, arms waving around, and Brenna threw her head back and let out a laugh. Yoongi felt the shock run through him at the sound of her laughter.

“When the hell did this happen?”

Jimin and Taehyung exchanged mischievous glances, both trying to hide their smirks.

“Jin said that he walked into the dining room this morning when he was looking for Joon and found them both out of breath from laughing. He said that they ate breakfast together and well.. they haven’t been apart since then.” Jimin shrugged.

“Yeah, I think Kookie is bitten-smitten.” Taehyung said teasingly, fluttering his eyelashes coyly at Yoongi.

Yoongi just grunted in response, much to the delight of the Terror Twins, and walked into the living room.

Jungkook noticed Yoongi come in and his smile dimmed a little at remembering how clingy Brenna was to the white-haired man. Things had been going so great this morning and he felt a little shame at wanting Yoongi to disappear for a few more hours.

After their agreement to start over, they ate breakfast together, being fawned over by the eldest member, Seokjin, and then spent the next hour sitting on the couch and talking. Jungkook found himself telling funny stories about the members, just so that he could see her smile.

Seeing Jungkook focus on something behind her, Brenna turned her head to the side to see what he as looking at. Her face lit up in happiness when she realized Yoongi had walked in.

“Suga!” Brenna exclaimed enthusiastically at seeing him, causing a warmth to envelop Yoongi’s chest while also causing Jungkook’s fingers to tighten onto his thighs.

Yoongi looked slightly stunned at the change in Brenna’s appearance, coming around the couch to sit on the coffee table in front of it. Yoongi looked over Brenna’s face, recognizing Jimin’s makeup touch immediately. Yoongi already thought that Brenna was pretty but with makeup hiding the bruises and the cuts, he realized that she was absolutely beautiful.

Yoongi reached a hand out to tuck a strand of her dark hair behind her ear. “You look beautiful” he whispered to her, and Brenna dipped her head shyly, a thrill going through her at his voice.

“T-thank you.”

Jimin and Taehyung, overhearing Yoongi’s words, started dramatically swooning in the background, clutching hands to their hearts and silently fake sobbing. Jungkook glared at them and tongued his lip ring, pivoting his head away from them in disgust as they backed down the hall with shit-eating grins on their faces.

Yoongi took Brenna’s hand in his, lacing their fingers together, which she happily held his hand back. Yoongi looked at their hand holding and then pointedly looked between Jungkook and Brenna.

Yoongi was the one that pushed Brenna to not be scared of Jungkook, to give him a chance and yet… yet he found himself slightly bristling at the fact that Jungkook had been the one to truly make her laugh.

“Sooo…” Yoongi started

“When did this happen? You two getting along? I think it’s great and all, I’m just confused because last night..” he trailed off, waiting for them to fill in the blanks.

Brenna and Jungkook looked at each other and smiled shyly, Yoongi’s grip slightly tightening around her hand when he noticed. The urge to write a rap claiming her hand as his almost overtook him.

“We decided to start over.” Brenna said happily. “I thought about what you said, and I realized that you were completely right. I didn’t want to be scared of Bun anymore. It wasn’t fair to him, to me or even to all of you. So when I saw him this morning I asked if we could start over.”

Yoongi cocked his head in confusion, “Bun?” he asked.

Jungkook smirked at the elder man, tilting his head mockingly. “Bun as in Bunny.” He answered.

Brenna chuckled and released Yoongi’s hand to pinch both of Jungkook’s cheeks.

“It’s because he looks like a ferocious little bunny. So I will call him Bun!”

Yoongi sat back and crossed his arms, looking between the two. Jungkook’s ears were flushed red but he went along with Brenna’s teasing, smiling like a love-sick idiot.

Yoongi shook his head to rid himself of the stupid jealousy he could feel welling up inside.

‘Come on man,’ he thought, ‘Jealous of JK??? What the hell is wrong with you? He’s basically your little brother. He needs you right now, so stop.’

Besides, when Yoongi stopped to really think about it, he realized that he didn’t actually know Brenna at all and that he had no claim over her, no matter what the jealous and demanding little devil on his shoulder whispered to him.

Yoongi swallowed down his curdling jealousy and forced himself to smile at the both of them, reaching over to ruffle Jungkook’s wavy shoulder length hair. Jungkook looked at his Hyung in surprise and then smiled, knocking his hand away, a silent truce building between them. Brenna, blind to the tension in the air, was chattering on about everything she had learned from her time talking to Jungkook.

“So basically, I want to see your little grandpa run,” she giggled and Yoongi’s eyes snapped to her face, narrowing.

“My… what?”

Yoongi shot Jungkook a silent death look and Jungkook just grinned evilly in return, thoroughly pleased that Brenna had taken that information to heart.

‘So that’s how it’s going to be, you little punk.’ Yoongi licked his lips and chuckled.

“You know, how your ARMY says you run like a little Grandpa? I want to see it!” she playfully pouted at him.

“Yeah Suga,” Jungkook joined in, “Show us how much of a Grandpa you can be.”

Yoongi was about to retort when Namjoon walked into the room followed closely by his assistant and a police officer. The mood in the living room turned immediately from playful to filled with tension.

“Brenna… it’s time.”

Across town, the atmosphere was as much the same, filled with tension.

After returning back to the bar from the Niragi residence, the five men had gathered around a table to discuss what their next step would be and what they had discovered.

“FUCK!” Wooyoung exclaimed, raking his hand back through his black hair.

“Are you 100% sure that she’s not there?” Wooyoung asked Lee Know, aka Lee Minho, as they dropped into a set of chairs at a table in the center of Chan’s Bar. Lee Know just stared back at Wooyoung impassively.

“Have I been wrong before?”

Wooyoung scoffed back.

“I’m JUST asking!” he said petulantly.

Before Lee Know could respond with his usual pissy response to Wooyoung’s pouting, Chan placed five beers down on the table, interrupting their back and forth. Yunho grabbed a chair and turned it around backwards to straddled it, immediately reaching a hand for the cold beverages.

“This is great and all Chris, but what are you all going to drink?”

Yunho said, only have teasingly, feeling as though he could throw back an entire liqueur cabinet and his nerves would still be shot. Chan only half smiled and silently took a sip of his drink. Changbin was the last one to sit at the table, after coming in from circling the premises a few times, making sure that they had not been followed.

“What I would give to have S here right now.” Chan said of their missing friend who was out of the country due to sick family.

“Same man,” said Changbin. “Without S and Brenna… it’s weird with just the five of us. Plus S has hella good strategies for overtaking enemies.” Changbin had smirked.

“Okay, so she’s not there, right? So... what do we do? How do we find her??”

Wooyoung looked around at the other men, his eyes troubled, biting his bottom lip.

“I mean, if she was safe and okay then she would have come here or at least found a way to contact us, right?” he asked.

None of the men responded, all of them somewhat lost in their own thoughts.

Changbin cleared his throat after a minute and looked over at Lee Know who looked as though he was deep in thought.

“What did you find out?”

Lee Know sat forward in his seat, his beer between his hands as every pair of eyes in the place turned to him.

“So here’s what I know,” he started. “That sick bastard had a room that he would take Brenna to for “punishments””

He air quoted punishments and Yunho’s face paled even more than it already was.

“Wait..What? Punishments? What kind of punishments?!” Wooyoung asked incredulously.

Lee Know shook his head.

“I’m not sure. That specific room didn’t have any cameras in it and all I could hear from the hallway camera… well… it’s…not good. At all.” Lee took a deep steadying breath, the sounds from the video haunting him.

“I.. by the sounds of it.. I honestly don’t know how she even survived this long.”

Wooyoung’s eyes filled with tears and Chan’s face turned a sickly green color. Changbin’s Adam’s apple wobbled as he tried to control the angry emotions that were threatening to break through.

“W-what else did you see?” Wooyoung whispered, not wanting to know, but NEEDING to know all the same.

Lee Know closed his eyes, replaying the moments of the video in his head.

“It was at night. The guy guarding the door went to take a piss . A few second after he left, the door opened. Brenna was there… she… she was hurt… really fucking badly.”

Wooyoung let out a choked sob for his best friend, Chan grabbed the nape of Wooyoung’s neck and squeezed it tightly, rubbing his thumb in soothing circles.

“Go on.” Yunho said after taking a few deep breaths, his knuckles turning white around the neck of his beer.

“She uh… I watched her on the cameras, from several angles. She was bleeding and bruised and limping. I wouldn’t be surprised if she had broken bones…”

Lee Know wiped his hand over his face, his hand shaking slightly.

Lee Minho was deeply bothered, and that’s what scared the other men the most. Lee Minho was silent, stoic, brave. He was the one in their friend group that never showed fear, willing to die at any second, and he had been that way since they had known him. But now.. now they looked at their brave friend and saw tears in his eyes, a tremor in his voice and they knew that the situation was far worse than any of them had actually pictured.

“And… and she…she was.. naked.” He whispered.

The men pulled back in shock, Yunho standing up sharply, picking up the chair he was sitting on and throwing it across the room.

“THAT GOD DAMNED FUCKING BASTARD! I’M GOING TO FUCKING KILL HIM!” He yelled, slamming his fist onto the table.

Wooyoung sat in utter silence, feeling as though his entire world was crumbling beneath him. ‘I’m supposed to protect her.. I promised to always protect her...I failed.’ the thought kept repeating in his head like a never ending death cycle.

“Guys, we need to hear the rest of it,” Chan said darkly, fury evident in his flared nostrils and shaky voice, but trying to stay calm enough to finish getting the information that they needed.

Lee Know blinked back his tears, and leaned back in his seat, fully ready to drop the next bomb.

“Someone helped her.” He stated.

The men’s faces turned to him sharply and Wooyoung leaned over to him hastily, latching on to Lee Know’s arm.

“Who?? Who helped her??” He begged for an answer.

Lee Know took a swig from his beer and shrugged.

“I have no idea.”

Changbin scoffed and placed his elbows on the table.

“You? THE Lee Minho, doesn’t know who someone is on a video?”

Lee Know rolled his eyes and sat up straighter.

“I seriously don’t know who this guy was. Listen, I think this guy was watching the cameras and saw Brenna escaping. When she got the door, he showed up, he gave her clothes and shoes and talked to her, it seemed like he was in a rush, but he kept his back to the camera purposely. Then.. he…he hugged her.”

“HE WHAT?!” Wooyoung yelped out.

“This has to be the inside man that she told us that she had.” Chan said thoughtfully, eyebrows furrowed.

Lee Know nodded, “That’s the only explanation. After he hugged her she limped out of the door and he locked it behind her.”

“What happened next?” Changbin asked, arms crossed over his broad chest, tensed.

Lee Know shrugged again.

“I don’t know. The videos have been deleted. In fact..” he said, holding his chin in his hand in contemplation, “It was weird. Really weird. When I hacked into their computer system, every video from that night had been thoroughly deleted. At first, I couldn’t find any videos at all. Then suddenly the video of what happened to Brenna in the room and then the video of her escape popped up out of nowhere, as if someone knew I was hacking in and purposely wanted me to see them. I couldn’t even trace their origins.”

He stared into Yunho’s eyes meaningfully and Yunho nodded back, understandingly.

Wooyoung looked back and forth between the men, confused.

“Wait, what am I missing? What does this mean?”

Yunho cleared his throat before looking at the other men, one by one.

“What it means.. is that Brenna’s inside man wanted us to find those videos. He wanted us to know what had happened and how she escaped.”

Changbin piped in, “It shows he even wanted us to know which door she escaped from.”

“So basically…” Chan leaned forward in odd excitement. “Brenna’s inside man is now OUR inside man.”

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