Tumgik
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 3 months
Text
0 notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 9 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
0 notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 2 years
Text
... I still love you.
Eyes that get me drunk
body that makes me quake
voice that makes me think of seasons
the reaper aches to take.
I still love you.
We still love you...
3 notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 2 years
Text
6 notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 2 years
Text
Bed Belonging to an Artist's Friend: *neat, tightly tucked in sheets, one blanket, two-three pillows max*
The Bed Belonging to the Artist: *Three pillows, two blankets they don't use, one really heavy blanket they use, a sketchbook, 12 brush pens held together by a rubber band, freeroaming Kleenex, tarot cards, a remote that doesn't control the television they're in the same room as, earbud charging case, a tube of carmex and a piece of silverware that varies between a fork, a spoon, a butter knife, and sometimes a steak knife, and the non-optional emotional support stuffie*
8 notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 2 years
Text
Someone, come on, rescue me.
Put your hands around my neck
that's right.
I'll show you where to push your thumbs-
then I'll tell you when I've had enough.
Only one of those things
is in just.
The other one I think you know
doesn't mean much.
Someone, come on, please save my life
push your toxin in my heart
try to teach death the resurrection art.
Someone, come on, try again,
step right up and guess my sins
keep me busy until I understand the error code.
Test my patience,
as the clocks begin
to chase.
Where's my sense of feeling?
That knife wound in my chest is healing.
Why does dust settle in the cracks?
Why did you take your broken glass
from where you broke it on my back?
Someone come on, listen, please.
I'm fading, I'm fading
my hair is thinning,
the room is spinning
my hands are shaking.
There are lightning bolts in my head
this foundation of mine is finally breaking.
Someone, come on
press your tongue into the cuts.
Salt the place where fire will wither me
and make sure the stake will stand
long after my stay.
Someone come on
this pain in my skull
is nothing more than neon rain.
Some one.
J.S.
It's been awhile since I've looked around here. How is everyone?
2 notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 3 years
Text
I've become addicted to your eyes as of late.
6 notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 3 years
Text
They say the night can't speak... But in the dark of the sky, you can still hear some insomniac scream...
24 notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 5 years
Text
So this life hurled me into fire-
flames always know just where to lick. 
Scars are charred-
tattoos on me are quotes with your promises
that were empty within. 
So this life hurled me into sin-
but I want to know what innocence is again. 
Let the water wash away
why we even bother
why we chose to stay. 
This life makes a fool out of all your lovers
and it makes sure to destroy the others
dust and smoke to get inside and make you
choke. 
This life hurls you into glory-
it frees you
ties you up in pretty chains
so you don't want to change. 
This life hurls you into pain-
the way we bleed still feels the same. 
It makes us wicked-
it makes us a new type of sane. 
This life hurls you into rain
under sun and moon
a different kind of prophet to read your doom. 
It's a tough acid tab to swallow. 
This life hurls you into a story hard to follow
but I want you to listen close-
trust me like you'd never trust any of those
martyrs or story-tellers
on street corners selling half-price prose.
This life hurls you into fire
smoke highlights all the liars. 
Find my voice through careless whispers
find my hand through dodgy memorex. 
This life hurls you into self deprecation-
lawless self-mutilation. 
Reform, erosion, exposure:
do not love yourself
you foolish poser.
This life is 
wild, defiled, revived.
Put your heads up and stand
if you manage to survive.
J.S.
16 notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 5 years
Text
Drip
Tilted head
water in your eyes
drips down between her thighs. 
Keep your head down in her lap. 
The quiet ones laugh last
you were always the one to finish first.
Your mother said you needed Church. 
All you did was go
to disco aquariums 
and say hello to the sharks.
They filled your head with brutal art. 
It wasn't your fault
they weren't done
talking you into perversion
They poured water in your mouth
tipped you upside down. 
You became a bowl of salty thoughts. 
A color wheel
you think you thought
you heard waves. 
The water rises
the tide came in. 
You think you thought
you should have prayed. 
Lying in her shallow grave
all the water washes out and drains you
like the way bleach is supposed to. 
All you did was sail the sea. 
All you did was try to take a minute
to relax and breathe. 
I think you thought you knew
what you needed. 
There were rules you should have heeded. 
Signs you should have swallowed. 
Paths you should have followed. 
But you love the water more
than logic. 
Water is all you have if it's all you ever wanted. 
Lay back between her legs. 
Water is all you have
if it's all the ever stays.
Talk to your perversion
and drip. 
J.S.
7 notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 5 years
Text
Tumblr media
1 note · View note
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 5 years
Text
Break my heart.
Tumblr media
3 notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 5 years
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Inktastic Round 2
0 notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 5 years
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
The inkiest inktober submissions anyone has ever submitted late.
0 notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 5 years
Text
Tumblr media
The Red Realm
Finished 9-panel work. Acrylic on canvas. Enjoy the wierdness, doves.
J.S.
2 notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 5 years
Photo
Tumblr media
2M notes · View notes
xjustifiedxsundaysx · 5 years
Text
So I took you to the sea again-
we sat down close on the coast
I was dizzy and you noticed
you just loved it when I showed it to ya.
Look at what you made me do.
All my false loves are rocks
that sank down to the bottom
of the sea.
You loved me and I loved you
if you asked me now I'd show you-
water never hides your mistakes.
Love is all it takes
and lies are silver linings that
were gold but lost thier paint.
If you saw where I left you-
you'd be so weak
I bet you'd faint.
Hello love-
it's me again.
I'm fond of this special spot in a forest-
where ancient willows stand
shadows cast across the ground
and shade the place I held your hand.
Then you closed your eyes.
You are beautiful
you're perfect
buried on the surface on my mind.
I took you to the battlegrounds
where many men became Kings.
I laid you on the slab of stone
the wind was bitter cold to the bone
if you ever stood with me
you were still alone.
You're insane for believing I exist.
But I love you, too...
J.S
11 notes · View notes