"Sixteen carriages drivin' away
While I watch them ride with my dreams away"
this is prob my fav song on the album. beyonce's life story told through the repetition of "16 carriages" is fucking genius. it paints such a vivid story almost like a folktale. it emphasizes her determination for her dreams with every reiteration as her life changes and the repercussions of it (giving up a normal life girlhood.)
At fifteen, the innocence was gone astray
Had to take care of home at an early age
I saw Mama cryin', I saw Daddy lyin'
Had to sacrifice and leave my fears behind
The legacy, if it's the last thing I do
You'll remember me 'cause we got somethin' to prove
In your memory, on a highway to truth
Still see our faces when you close your eyes
idk smth about pocs talking about legacy always makes me emo (like rina sawayama's dynasty.) the stakes are sm higher with us. our parents had to give up so much of their lives or culture for their children. so carrying a part of your history is so important to prove that culture doesn't have to be at the complete sacrifice of better opportunities for living.
the slow progression and dramatization of the drums is empowering and gives this anthem a whole character arc. they also resemble to me the whipping sound of the saddle on horses to make them go faster.
this song feels like a young girl getting on a horse for the first time because it's fun. she is excited for the new experience and gallops through the open, dirt road but the more she rides the older she becomes--going thru the storms and turbulence of life. until one day she's trailblazing through.
Britney’s audition for the Notebook. She was runner up for the part. Emotions on cue 🔥
""Britney Spears was unbelievable. She was absolutely unbelievable, I’m glad her fans have now gotten a chance to finally see it. And I just honestly, I think she should really go back to it," -Matthew Barry (casting Director ) 
I don’t know which author needs to hear this right now but even if you never update your wip i would never regret reading it a time of joy is never wasted
do it scared do it stupid do it badly whatever it is that's worth doing, that's worth anything at all, we do it. be it scared be it stupid be it badly. the sincerity remains the same.
MAVIS NICHOLSON: "Do you think it is possible, then, for someone to forgive themselves even when they've done something absolutely terrible?"
TONI MORRISON: "Yes. It's called grace. At some point you do. If you don't, you're in a cul-de-sac. But you have to go through the fire first. You have to experience the full fall, and the complete self-loathing, in order to come around to something like the forgiving of oneself. It's when you skip responsibility, when you use a subsititute emotion like guilt--which is of no use to anyone--but if you feel the real thing which is shame, hatred, humiliation, and self-loathing: that is the door. And if you get through that, then you can forgive yourself."
"why can't they just be friends" not in the homophobic way but in the "their platonic relationship in the source material is far more dynamic and complex than the sanitized personalities they gain as a result of shipping" way