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What's your favorite movie?

Hmmm… That’s a tough one. I can’t remember the last time I watched a movie and actually sat through it haha lol

But I guess it has to be “Becoming Jane”. I loved the ending, but hated it at the same time. It’s a weird feeling, but I still liked the movie. Jane Austen was a fascinating character and I watched every movie based from her books! You should try to give them a watch!

#jane austen #becoming jane #amazing movie

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What's your favorite food?

My favorite food is anything spicy and delicious 😋 I love eating those kind of foods. I can’t pick which one, so I just said spicy lol

#spicy food #delicious #i love them

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What's your favorite song?

Oh, that’s easy! My favorite song is “Strawberry Wine” by Deana Carter! It’s so amazing!!

#music is life #i love it

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Feeling like shit lately… and I’m open to asks from anyone.

Does anyone wanna ask me anything?

#i hate my liiiiife #bored asf #what the fuck #help my sanity #i’m so tired #i’m done

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Nothing to say except my head is full of Brie Larson as Carol Danvers / Captain Marvel ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

#carol danvers #captain marvel #brie larson #im so gay for her #help my sanity #i will never forget #the marvels #she’s so fucking hot #i love her #tank top

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Chaos.

It’s always a mess inside my head

Full of thoughts I wish I didn’t have

They drive me crazy and I want them gone

But they’re still a part of me

If I throw them away, then who am I?

Am I me?

I don’t know anything

It’s a blur now

I can’t seem to remember a thing

But the only thing I know

In the midst of it all

The chaos in my mind

There’s you

Standing in the middle

You bring me peace

And I want to escape to you

Bury my chaos so deep

With the sound of the ocean

Waves crashing against the rocks

Holding your hands

And kiss your sweet lips

When it’s chaotic inside

I just have to think of you

And suddenly it’s peaceful

You are my peace

In my chaos

I hope you stay forever

Because I need you.

#meaningful #poetry #emotional

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Fading Photographs.

It’s been years since I’ve seen your face

And it still hurts when I look at you

Your smiling face in the photos

Always so happy, looking so young and beautiful

My hand held tightly on the picture frame

As if I’m holding onto you, not wanting to let go

But I know you’ve already moved on

And I’m the only one who’s still waiting

I felt my tears coming down quietly

You in a fading photograph of an almost forever

A life we could have together but never did

I’m wishing for something that won’t come true

And I’m thinking about what could be

If you had stayed…

#forever #i love you #baby come back #memories #photographs #deep poetry #sad poetry

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Gentle.

I still remember the way

Your hands would slip into mine

Whenever I leave it out in the open

So warm and gentle, just like you

Your lips so soft and tempting

It’s so hard not to miss you

When your presence lingers around

Longer than it should have

I miss running my hands through your hair

Seeing you smile and laugh

Memories awaken whenever I think of you

I still remember the way

Your skin felt against my touch

I caress your face for the last time

Now I’m all alone, and you’re with someone else

I bet you’re so in love with her

Like the way I loved you

But you’ve forgotten me

And I’m still here, going through so much

With all the memories of you haunting me

About all the things we did together

How you were always so gentle

And how you used to love me.

#sad poetry #sad love poems #memories #meaningful #deep poetry #we loved each other #i loved you

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Home.

Home isn’t always a place you’re born or raised in

It’s a feeling, a certain way to say you belong there

The memories and experiences you’ve made along the way

It can be anything you want it to be, really

You smell like apples

You smell like summer nights

Like the great bales of hay stacked upon the hills

Like the excitement of the harvest

And cider, bread baked fresh in the morning

And the warmth of the heart in the dead of winter

You smell… like home.

I can always come back to you

Whenever I’m far away and when I miss you

And it’s amazing how you make feel so warm

Even in the coldest nights of winter

I know I’m safe with you.

And I’m home.

#poetry #you are my home #i love you #emotional #memories #meaningful

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We’ll Meet Again.

Soooo… I was watching The Adam Project and it inspired me to write a short poetry. It’s such a good movie, mixed with crying and laughter, a good combination you don’t see these days. Which is why it’s a great movie for those who hasn’t seen it.

Anyways, I’m gonna get right to it! I hope you like it!

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It’s been a while, huh?

Sorry it took me this long

I’ve searched everywhere for you

You’re still the one for me

My heart belongs to you always

I know there’s a moment somewhere

In a time where we are happy

Even if it’s not now

It will be here someday

We just won’t expect it soon

We might not recognize each other at first

But deep down, we know we’re right together

Even in another life, I’d still find you

And fall in love all over again

Don’t say you miss me

You know you’ll see me soon

Don’t cry, my love

We’ll meet again.

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When I watched that movie, the part where Adam’s wife Laura tells him to leave and go back to 2018, and set things right for the future, meaning there’ll be no time travel. Adam hesitates, because it means they’ll never meet, as they met in the future, but Laura assured him they will meet again.

She was convinced by the fact that they’ll meet again, and told him; “Every moment we ever had will always have happened. Even if we correct the time stream, somewhere in us will be the echo of this one and we will find each other.”

That line broke me. She was so brave and trusted Adam to correct the time stream, even if it meant they met in a different place or never met at all, she was SO sure that they’d meet again, just not in the same way they did in the future.

Adam did meet her again in the future, just in a different place and maybe he did remember a little about the past when he went back to find his wife, Laura, because when he said, “Not anymore. I found you.”, they both stared at each other in silence and in happiness, and in that moment, I silently wondered if they somehow remembered what happened in that time when they tried to correct the time stream.

I guess we’ll never know. This movie keeps us guessing at what happens in the end, and if Adam and Laura actually remembered the past.

This movie is so amazing, I can’t describe what I feel about this, but I can say one thing: Love. You’d do anything for your loved one, go back in the past and save them or change the past, make the future better and maybe alter it a little.

Time travel is amazing, isn’t it? Such a shame it doesn’t really exist. It would be great if it does exist, and we’d be able to fix our mistakes and maybe save our loved ones from death, or sickness, or anything. It makes you wonder, doesn’t it?

Well, I’ll leave that part for you guys. Thank you for reading this! Have a good weekend!

[artistgirl20]

Nautilus

This song is by Yorushika, again. I hope you enjoy reading this!

The clock has rung, so I finally opened my eyes

I caught a cold yesterday, and that feels a little like a lie

Though I try to go out, ah, the weather forecast said it’s probably going to rain today

The dawn won’t come, so I won’t go out either way

Being thirsty, or feeling pain in the heart

All the human parts of me are in the way

I raise my head, because of how fast ‘goodbye’ came

If someday the dawn finally comes…

Please, wake up already, look

I have pictured you half-asleep so many times

It’s good that I finally got my umbrella and decided to try to go out, but I think maybe I’ve thrown away my shoes

There’s no way that I’d have the courage to go barefoot

I guess I really don’t care

What do I want to do?

What should I have for dinner?

I think I’ll go out when it clears up

I really prefer not to see any humans, though

With this pace, I’ll swim through today

If my hand could finally touch you…

Please, wake up already, look

Because even if I forget, I’ll always remember the half-asleep you

Before the hill, you’re there, saying “It’s been a long while, huh?”

While smiling and bringing your face closer to me

“Well, let’s go. Just the two of us.” You say

Below the barn in Lapland

The old street of Galma Stan

The summer grass is getting in the way

With this pace, I’ll swim through today

If my hand could finally touch you…

Please, wake up already, look

At me, who’s forgotten you

I raise my head, because of how fast ‘goodbye’ came

If someday the dawn finally comes…

Please, wake up already, look

I have pictured you half-asleep so many times

This song is so sad once you watch the video, and you realize what it means.

But I won’t spoil anything for any of you who hasn’t watched it yet, or listened to it.

I won’t force you or anything, but you should try to give it a listen! Or watch the video, at least.

Thank you for reading this post, I appreciate it! And thank you all my followers for liking my posts.

I’ll post more when I have the time, or you can just let me know what I should post next!

#nautilus #yorushika #emotional #memories #meaningful

[artistgirl20]

I was on this world when you went away

So clearly, till this day

I don’t want to do this

Don’t you walk away

- Mucous Membrane (DC’s Legends of Tomorrow)

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We should kiss.

Not because you passed my way by chance

but because you stopped

and I haven’t been the same since.

- Courtney Peppernell ‘Pillow Thoughts’

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I think that if you let me,

I’d treat you like the sky.

I’d join up all your insecurities,

bundle all your flaws

into a new constellation,

and search for it endlessly.

I know you don’t see yourself

the way I see you

and you still argue

when I call you beautiful.

But all the things you can’t stand

about yourself

are all the things I can’t

go a day without.

I think if you let me,

I’d build an observatory

just to show you

that all the stars in the universe

will never shine as brightly

as you.

- Courtney Peppernell ‘Pillow Thoughts’

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I thought about kissing you today

and yesterday

and the day before that.

I know I’ll think about kissing you

tomorrow

and the day after that

and some more days after those days.

I think about kissing you

slowly

and tracing my fingers along

your lips.

I think about kissing you

in your car, in the rain, on your doorstep.

I think about kissing your

dimple, your cheek, your spot.

I think about kissing only you

not anyone else

just you.

- Courtney Peppernell ‘Pillow Thoughts’

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Do you like living a lie?

Wearing a mask all the time?

Doesn’t your face need air?

Let your skin breathe

and your cheeks feel the

droplets of rain pool in your pores.

Your skin is too clean.

That isn’t beauty,

to hide all your imperfections,

to hide you—

it’s a tragedy.

One full of pretending with

a round-the-clock smile.

Don’t you want a happy ending?

You won’t find it like this.

- ‘Nineteen’ by Makenzie Campbell

#wearing a mask #it’s tiring #i can’t do this #not anymore #i want to be free

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I let them in to let me feel something again.

It’s been too long without a feeling.

Forever, actually.

I’ll sip what you give me so I no longer feel empty.

Every kiss I give is in turn a kiss to myself to heal my bruising.

Is this me losing?

Everything?

Myself?

Who am I anymore?

- ‘Nineteen’ by Makenzie Campbell

#healing #who am i #what is happening #i don’t know #forever