Im soery for dissapearing from here for so long, got caught up in a few personal issues..., I've been tryong to come back and I'm sorry it has to be like this.
To make a long story short... my sister got injured in a cheerleading competition and noe she needs surgery, because she hasn't been healing at all.
While this isn't my responsibility, I want to help my mom as much as I can as she's the one paying for everything.
Everything will be handled through DMs, or in the case of it being needed, I can provide my Discord to make communication smoother.
I´ve been having a funny three weeks (for funny I mean anxiety riddled. I'm kinda doubting my skill as an artist, but I´m kinda trying to push forward.
I´ve also been dealing with a few things emotionally and healthwise. one of my meds stopped working and I ran out of it so I quit taking it, the other one is still kinda working but I need a doctors note for it and I'm running out, plus my psychiatrist straight up ghosted me after I missed an appointment.
Also the small stress over the feelings I have for a person who's very dear to me. In a sense I worry and I wish i could keep them safe from everything.
I'll see how things play out in the future. In the meantime small reminder I have commissions open.
I drew scars on Gojo and Geto because I can. I also tried a new coloring style
I saw a post earlier that said that engaging in fandom activities such as making fanart and fanfic can stimulate your brain into producing dopamine into a slower but more prolonged rate. So I pushed myself into finishing this piece !!
gege akutami was like yeah these guys break up in front of a kfc which is what everyone eats on christmas eve in japan and christmas eve in japan can also be a romantic holiday and one of the guys is forced to kill the other guy on christmas eve when they meet again after 10 years and he calls him his one and only and then a year later an evil sorcerer possesses his dead beloved’s body and he arranges a fight with him on christmas eve the romantic holiday and anniversary of having to kill his beloved and then he DIES HIMSELF and the first thing he sees in the afterlife on CHRISTMAS EVE THE ROMANTIC HOLIDAY IN JAPAN is his beloved’s face and tells him he is satisfied with his life except that he would’ve wanted him there and people are like “yeah its just queercoding or theyre just friends” my brother in kentucky fried christ thats not coding thats just gay and you cant READ