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So I’ve been going in and out of depression for years, and in that time I’ve apparently been internalizing all my stress and storing them for later… well later happen and I had a panic attack so bad it paralyzed my entire body and I ended up being rushed to the ER. Now I’m super jumpy, and constantly going in and out of mini panic attacks over everything. I can hardly walk without the world spinning in circles. Long story short PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELFS! 👏👏 when your feeling Burt Out STOP take a break!

One of the things that I’ve been recommended to do was to write down a list of all of my Major stressors and check them off as I go through them and take care of them. so here’s my tester run of one. —————— I am officially non-binary, all may address me with They-Them pronouns. 💛🤍💜🖤

now to figure out how to deal with the rest of my stressors..

#mental wellbeing #panic attack #non bianry #lgbtqplus #lgbtq #take a break #mental heath support

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DX

Sounds about right

At a career fair:

“This is a great opportunity, make sure you all apply early…”

:D

“…but we’re really only looking for graduate students.”

D:

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Oh it’s beautiful!!!!! I wish I had thought to draw something for the holiday 🥰

little something for obizenyuki my beloveds

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I sketched a new demon friend while I was at work. I’m thinking him and that antler person I made live in the same universe.

#my art #oc art #original character #demon oc #sketch

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I hate that it posted to my other page… but here she is my queen

Naruto OC. She is my bloody queen, she is a master of water type jutsu. But I don’t have a name for her yet. . . . . #narutoshippuden #oc #narutooc https://www.instagram.com/pastellecreation7/p/CYt0C0rLzD-/?utm_medium=tumblr

#narutoshippuden #oc #narutooc #oc art #my art

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I had a dream that I got a kitten and trained it to go on bike rides or walks with me, and it would sit on my shoulder or in my pocket, and now I Desperately want my own cat.

And yes I know training a cat to do those thing with me will be difficult but I would love to try.

#cat #lovecats

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Me and my dad would do stuff like this a lot. I really miss those days. But now you should do one of those building slices so that we can see what’s on each floor, because I too am very interested where the workshop is.

Touched up a little doodle!

This is a witch tower. My mother used to play with me this way; getting out paper and crayons, and we’d put our heads together and design our dream witch tower - entrance, balconies, bedrooms, where the workshop was, what sort of potions we’d brew, et cetera.

For a shy kid like me, this was one of my favorite playtimes :3

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Christmas is good this year🎄✨

Hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season!!

#christmas #happy holidays #akagami no shirayukihime #heavens official blessing

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Do you have a Patreon?

Hey, look whos back? Me!

Quick Update: I moved Menma to webtoon & it did pretty good there but I hit financial rock bottom this year which has made my art suffer & as a result, Menma had to go on a hiatus.

I feel bad for venting here but the company I worked for hasn't been paying me & bills are piling up so I've been backed into a corner.

I am still working on Menma, as you can see from the new artwork, but I'm not making enough money from my patreon drawing it.

I am currently looking for a new job & while I do, can anyone please hire me for commissions so I don't starve in the meantime?

I can draw your characters for as low as $10.

If I can make even $500, it would really take a weight off my shoulders.

I'm really sorry for posting such a bleak update here but desperate times call for desperate measures.

Please, tumblr. Help me.

#help a friend out #commissions open now #naruto

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I feel this. I have a very unique name so every time someone says it for the first time, they have the perfect 😮 face. It makes me laugh every time

If you’ve ever said we’re friends, or called me by my name, even once, don’t worry.

I’ll just be thinking about that on a daily basis with a very idiotic-looking smile on my face every time I remember.

You wrote it in a message. Said it unprompted. To other people, other friends. That means something.

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I NEED THESE IN MY LIFE !

| Some AnS merch pictures |

Send to me by the amazing @alexmeli50! Thank you <33

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I made a snow dragon for @elsewence XD!

Big fluffy boy, who has the hart of a doggo. AND He’s got a small carrot in his mouth for the snow man!!!

#my art #oc art #original character #ridersoftheapocalypse #dragon art #snow dragon

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I have nothing yet to say about her except I think she’s a Naruto OC. . .

Also I’ve been calling her sunny, and she has prosthetic arms.

#my art #oc art #original character #the cuteness

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Draw something hate it don’t post it, get depressed.

Wait a few days…

Wright something hate it don’t post it, get depressed.

A few more days…

Make something, become very proud of the thing I’m making and then doesn’t finish it because of reasons. Can’t post it, Gets depressed…

Repeat.

“Why is this my life?”…

#this is depressing #feels

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YOUR ANXIETY IS FUCKING LYING TO YOU!!!

YOU AREN’T UNLOVABLE!!! NOT EVERYONE HATES YOU!!! YOU AREN’T AWFUL!!! YOU JUST HAVE A BRAIN THAT’S MEAN TO YOU!!! YOU MAY HAVE TO DEAL WITH WHAT YOUR BRAIN SAYS BUT YOU DON’T HAVE TO BELIEVE IT!!!

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Meet java he is a character made by (ThatOneTree) they asked me to draw a character sheet for him similar to my wolf.

Java doesn’t have much lore yet, but he is a ancient dragon that wanders through the floating islands of his home. He will happily travel Great distances for a good cup of coffee. He has the proximate personality of a golden retriever, and can change colors depending on his mood. also he has no bones?! And takes any size of shape.

#my art #oc art #dragon art #commission #coffee #not my oc

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Constance lives in a place where there’s only two types of weather- cold and colder. For 4 months of the year the trees become a beautiful array of colors, and the ground thaws just enough to dig new burrows. At this time they experience a spring with no summer, and a autom with more than a chill; But When the sun finally leaves the horizon winter takes hold with a grip few can survive.

Luckily life finds a way. . . A gruesome - horrific way. . .

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Please please be kind. I hate trying to make a full scenes in color but I wanted a challenge. Also I don’t think she is a product of alchemy or a demon, I think she’s just evolution gone haywire!

#my art #oc art #original character #wolf art