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(𝟔𝟐) - 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

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𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬: 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮

“there’s this place by my grandparents’ house in busan, and they have the best pork soup in the entire country. i’m even willing to bet the entire world.” you said matter of factly. jimin’s arms were around you as you spoke about the place you grew up.

your head was against her chest, and every so often she found herself not paying attention to the words you were saying because she was so focused on the way your face lit up with excitement.

“what else is down there?” jimin asked softly, eyes tracing your facial features with every micro emotion that surfaced on your face.

your eyes lit up again at the interest your girlfriend showed in your childhood memories. “you really want to know?”

the older girl nodded softly, placing a soft kiss on your nose. “of course i do.” she smiled and brushed your arm gently with her hand.

feeling the tender touch of jimin's lips and the gentle brush of her hand against your arm, you couldn't help but feel an overwhelming sense of affection and gratitude for her genuine interest in your stories. it made you feel cherished and understood.

with a soft sigh of contentment, you resumed sharing tales of your hometown. your voice carried a mix of excitement and nostalgia. you spoke of the vibrant festivals that brought the city to life, with colorful parades and captivating performances that filled the streets with music and laughter.

as you continued painting a vivid tapestry of memories, you described the picturesque beaches where you spent carefree hours building sandcastles and chasing waves. the salty breeze on your skin, the sound of seagulls overhead, and the feeling of sand between your toes—the essence of those moments filled your heart with a sense of belonging.

jimin listened attentively, her eyes fixed on your face, attuned to every expression and emotion that played across your features. she absorbed your words like a precious gift, immersing herself in your world. the depth of her curiosity and genuine desire to understand your past endeared her to you even more.

with each new detail you shared, jimin's fascination grew, and she found herself falling even deeper in love with both you and the place that shaped you.

she longed to explore the streets and experience the sights, sounds, and flavors firsthand, hand in hand with you, creating a tapestry of shared memories.

“is there anything you haven’t done there yet?” your girlfriend asked, watching your hum in deep thought as you contemplated her question.

“well, there is one thing.” you chuckled softly, a small blush on your face as you took a glance at your lover. “promise you won’t think it’s cheesy?”

jimin smiled warmly, her eyes full of affection. "i promise," she reassured you, her voice gentle and sincere. "i could never find anything you say or do cheesy. what is it?"

you took a deep breath, feeling a mix of nervousness and excitement. "i've always wanted to go to this lantern festival. it always happens around april, and i've seen pictures, but i've never actually been there myself."

jimin's eyes sparkled with enthusiasm. "that sounds absolutely amazing," she replied, her voice filled with genuine excitement. "i hope i can take you there one day, that way we can go together.”

you smiled, grateful for the bond you shared and the endless possibilities that lay ahead. "pinky promise me then," you suggested, intertwining your finger with hers. "someday, we'll go to that festival and witness it together."

jimin's smile widened, her eyes never leaving yours. "i promise," she replied softly. and she sealed it with a kiss on your lips.

“yu jimin if you let me fall–” “shhh,” the taller girl laughed as she gently guided you through the sand. her jacket was pressed into your face as a makeshift blindfold while your free hand was out for her to pull you along. "just trust me."

clear blue water

high tide came and brought you in

you couldn't help but giggle as the soft sand squished between your toes, and the muffled sounds of the ocean reached your ears. jimin's infectious laughter echoed through the air, adding to the playful atmosphere surrounding you.

with every step, you felt a mix of anticipation and excitement building inside you. you had no idea where the aespa member was leading you, but you trusted her completely.

her touch, her voice, and the way she always made you feel safe were a testament to the fact that you would let her lead you anywhere.

as the blindfold was finally removed, you blinked and adjusted to the vibrant colors and twinkling lights that surrounded you. it was as if you had entered a dream world. lanterns of various shapes and sizes illuminated the night sky, casting a warm glow over the entire area.

"welcome to the lantern festival," jimin whispered, her voice filled with sincerity and utter adoration.

and i could go on and on, on and on, and i will

skies grew darker

currents swept you out again

tears welled up in your eyes as you gazed at the mesmerizing scene before you. you were in awe of jimin's thoughtfulness and the lengths she went to make your dreams come true. the lanterns danced in the breeze, carrying flickers of light into the starry sky.

hues of yellow danced, creating a kaleidoscope of beauty. the air was filled with the gentle flickering of candlelight, casting a warm and enchanting glow on everything it touched.

hand in hand, you and jimin strolled through the festival, immersed in the magical atmosphere. the soft melodies of traditional music played in the background, adding to the ethereal ambiance.

it was peaceful. no industry disruptors, soul deconstructors or smooth-talking hucksters in sight. dispatch was nowhere to be seen, and because everyone there was caught up in their own thing, you two didn’t have to hide anything.

karina’s soft hand in yours felt familiar, and suddenly it felt like you were two teenagers who couldn’t look each other in the eyes after holding hands for more than 30 seconds.

“this is better than the photos.” you whispered, stopping to look directly above you at the dancing sky.

she followed your gaze, her eyes tracing the intricate patterns and colors that adorned the lanterns above. the gentle flickering of the candlelight reflected in her eyes, mirroring the awe and wonder you both felt in that moment.

"i agree," she whispered back, her voice filled with a sense of reverence. "no picture could capture this. it's an experience meant to be lived."

you nodded, your heart swelling with gratitude for being able to share this moment with jimin. it felt like a dream come true, a testament to that silly promise you two made all that time ago.

and you were just gone and gone, gone and gone

as you continued your walk, you passed by booths filled with local crafts and delicacies. the scent of freshly made street food wafted through the air, enticing your taste buds. karina's eyes gleamed with excitement, and you knew she was eager to sample the flavors of your hometown.

"you wanna try some?" you suggested, gesturing toward the food stalls.

the taller girl’s smile widened, her eyes sparkling with delight. "don’t need to ask me twice," she exclaimed, her enthusiasm infectious. with her hand in your, you were dragged to the nearest food stall, ready to indulge in the culinary delights of the festival.

in silent screams

in wildest dreams

i never dreamed of this

as the night wore on, you found yourselves sitting on a cozy blanket, a quiet spot away from the bustling crowd and surrounded by lanterns and the gentle hum of laughter and conversation.

karina held a plate of steaming hotteok, sweet and cinnamony, that you two were sharing together. sharing bites and stealing small glances at each other, you immersed yourselves in the moment, savoring not only the food but also the way you both felt.

and just like she had all those years ago, jimin found herself utterly in love with you.

she had already confessed that she still had feelings for you that night before music bank, but things got really bad really quickly then.

but now, weeks later, she once again was reminded that you were the only person she wanted to share moments with.

little did yu jimin know that you felt the same way about her.

the waxing crescent moon shone brightly above, adding to the light of the festival. your head turned to the other idol, eyes mapping her features as you watched her staring at the sky in awe. “hey jimin?” the softness of your voice brought her attention towards you. “hm?” she hummed in response, tilting her head to the side.

you motioned with your chin towards the sky again, “the moon is beautiful, isn’t it?”

this love is good

this love is bad

this love is alive back from the dead

her midnight eyes turned towards the sky, a knowing smile on her face as she looked up. jimin's smile widened, and her heart skipped a beat as she realized the significance of your words.

"yes," she replied softly, her voice filled with warmth and affection. "and it's even more beautiful when i'm here with you."

your heart swelled with love at her response, and a sense of peace settled over you.

with a gentle touch, you intertwined your fingers again, your hands fitting together as if they were made for each other. the air was filled with a sense of anticipation and unspoken promises.

with a contented sigh, you leaned your head against karina's shoulder, feeling her heartbeat. in that moment, surrounded by her and the flickering glow of the lanterns, you knew that jimin was always going to be the one your heart surrendered to.

it felt as if it was just the two of you, safe in your own little bubble of love and happiness.

these hands had to let it go free, and

this love came back to me

“jimin?” you whispered, head still on her shoulder. the taller girl hummed, looking over at you. her face was mere inches from yours, and you could feel the warmth of her breath against your skin. the soft glow from the lanterns bathed her features, accentuating the love and adoration in her eyes.

yu jimin always looked at you with those eyes, ones that held a universe of emotions and a look that you would move mountains for.

in that moment, everything else faded away, and it was just the two of you, existing in a way that words could never fully capture.

"i love you," you confessed, your voice filled with a mix of vulnerability and certainty. the words hung in the air, the weight of their meaning sinking deep into your souls.

a beautiful smile bloomed on jimin's face, her eyes shimmering with tears of joy. she cupped your cheek tenderly, her touch sending shivers down your spine.

"i love you too," she whispered, her voice filled with a depth of emotion that mirrored your own. "with all that i am, all that i ever was, and all that i will ever be."

in that moment, the world around you ceased to exist. the lanterns and the festival faded into the background as you became fully immersed in the intensity of your moment together.

without hesitation, you closed the distance between you, your lips meeting in a gentle and passionate kiss. it was a kiss that spoke volumes—of love, longing, and the promise of a future filled with shared dreams and endless possibilities.

as your lips moved in perfect harmony, you could feel the electricity coursing through your veins, igniting a fire within your souls. when air became a problem, the both of you reluctantly pulled away, your foreheads still pressed together, your breaths mingling in the space between you.

a soft giggle escaped from jimin's lips, a sound that warmed your heart and brought a smile to your face. you couldn't help but brush your nose against hers, savoring the intimacy of the moment.

tossing, turning

struggled through the night with someone new

“i’m sorry for making you leave. i shouldn’t have ignored you, i shouldn't have made you feel like you had to leave the company, and i shouldn’t have let you walk out.” she said in a scrambled tone, eyes locked onto yours with a deep sincerity you had never seen from her before.

your heart ached as you heard the regret and remorse in jimin's voice. you cupped her face in your hands, your eyes met with hers, filled with understanding and forgiveness.

"it's in the past now, jimin," you reassured her, your voice gentle and soothing. "we've both grown and learned from our mistakes. what matters is that we're here now, together, and we have the chance to build something beautiful again."

she nodded, tears glistening in her eyes. "i promise to make it up to you, to cherish you and support you in every way possible. you mean the world to me, and i will do everything in my power to make you happy."

and i could go on and on, on and on

lantern, burning

flickered in the night, only you

but you were still gone, gone, gone

"i never want to leave you again," you whispered, your voice filled with a mixture of longing and contentment.

her eyes sparkled with affection as she caressed your cheek with her thumb. "then don't," she whispered, her voice laced with determination. "i want to hold onto you. for as long as you’ll let me."

you smiled, your heart swelling with love and hope. "and i promise to do the same for you.” tears of happiness and relief fell from both of your eyes.

“don’t cry, sunshine.” jimin hushed, still cupping your face with her hands and wiping away your tears with her thumbs. her touch was gentle, comforting, and filled with unwavering love.

"i can't help it," you whispered, your voice choked with emotion. "i thought i lost you forever."

jimin's lips curved into a tender smile, her eyes shining with warmth. "i've missed you so much," she confessed, her voice filled with sincerity. "you have no idea how long i’ve been dreaming of this."

you leaned into her touch, savoring the feel of her skin against yours. "i've missed you too," you replied, your voice filled with a soft longing. "and i’ve been dreaming of you since the night i left."

in losing grip

on sinking ships

you showed up just in time

jimin's gaze never wavered from yours, her eyes brimming with determination. "this time, we'll make it right," she vowed, her voice steady and resolute. "we'll face whatever comes our way together, and be stronger than ever before."

you nodded, a sense of deep trust and faith filling your heart. "together," you echoed, your voice filled with conviction. "no matter what happens. i have you."

karina’s teary smile made your heart flutter, “and you have me.” with a mirrored grin, you replied.

“that’s all that matters.”

in that moment, the weight of the past was lifted off your shoulders, replaced by a sense of renewed determination and commitment. the lanterns continued to glow around you, their light dancing above your figures.

your kiss, my cheek

i watched you leave

“kiss me again, y/n.”

you chuckled and looked around, “what if someone sees?” you whispered before looking back at her.

jimin's mischievous smile tugged at her lips as she glanced around, taking in the beauty of the festival surrounding you.

your smile, my ghost

i fell to my knees

"let them see," she replied, her voice filled with a playful confidence. "let them see who i really love."

her words resonated deep within you, and any lingering doubts or worries faded away. the world seemed to fade into the background once more, leaving only the two of you in your own little universe.

leaning in, you closed the distance between you once more, your lips meeting in a sweet and passionate kiss. it was a kiss filled with the promise of a love rekindled, a love that was alive and back from the dead.

when you're young, you just run

but you come back to what you need

the world stopped spinning again, and it was just the two of you once more, lost in the embrace of each other's warmth and affection. the gentle breeze carried the soft melody of the festival music, providing a backdrop to your moment.

you had made it this far, and you only had forever to go. and forever was a long time, but you didn’t mind it.

as long as you had jimin, you didn’t mind anything anymore; and she felt exactly the same way.

this love is good

this love is bad

jimin still tasted like cherries and vanilla. with each kiss, the intensity grew, fueled by a love that had known no time or distance.

you both knew that the road ahead wouldn't always be easy. there would be a war to face and obstacles to overcome once you returned back to seoul. but you were determined to face them together, hand in hand, bound by a love that was unbreakable.

as the night sky glittered with stars and the lanterns floated gracefully above, you found solace in each other's arms. your hearts beat in sync, a rhythm that resonated with a love that was destined to endure.

the world could fade away, and you would still find your way back to each other, time and time again.

this love is alive back from the dead

these hands had to let it go free, and

this love came back to me,

her hand moved to the back of your neck, pulling you in deeper. it was as if she was scared you’d disappear if she let you be any further away.

your lips pressed against each other, the warmth and electricity coursing through your veins. it was a physical manifestation of the love that had burned within your hearts for so long, a love that had finally found its way back to you.

the lanterns above seemed to twinkle with approval, as if they were celebrating the union of two souls destined to be together.

with each passing moment, the past that had plagued you melted away, replaced by a deep sense of belonging.

you were home in jimin's arms, and she was home in yours.

this love left a permanent mark

this love is glowing in the dark,

the kiss broke naturally, leaving both of you breathless and gazing into each other's eyes. there was no need for words; your connection spoke volumes. you could feel the depth of her love in the way her fingers caressed your cheek, and she could see the reflection of her own devotion in your eyes.

"i'm never letting you go again," jimin whispered, her voice filled with determination and love.

"and i'm never leaving your side," you replied, your voice carrying the same unwavering commitment.

you two smiled in the dim light, knowing that you had found your way back to each other against all odds.

the weight of the past no longer burdened your hearts; instead, it served as a reminder of the true depth of your love.

you couldn't help but revel in the beauty of it all, the way jimin's eyes sparkled with happiness, and the way her smile radiated pure joy. the journey you had taken to reach this moment had been filled with ups and downs, but it had all led you to this perfect place of rediscovered love.

it all led you back to yu jimin, the girl you could never forget about.

“so are you mine again?” she whispered, looking into your eyes with a look that made your stomach fill with butterflies. “for real this time?”

you laughed softly as you brushed a loose strand of her hair behind her ear. “i thought that was obvious already?”

a playful glint danced in jimin's eyes as she leaned in closer, her breath ghosting over your lips. "just wanted to make sure," she teased, her voice filled with a mixture of mischief and affection.

you couldn't resist the magnetic pull between you, closing the distance and capturing her lips in a soft and lingering kiss once again.

it was a sweet reminder of the love that had always been there, waiting to be embraced once again.

as you pulled away, a knowing smile graced jimin's face. "i'm yours, and you're mine," she affirmed, her voice filled with certainty.

"no more hiding, no more stupid fake relationships, and no more caring about what anyone else thinks. we've found our way back to each other, and this time, it's forever." the sm idol said as she brushed your bottom lip with her thumb.

and all you could do was smile, because in that moment you found the answer to the one thing you had wondered since the night you left her.

yu jimin had never forgotten about you. not even once.

these hands had to let it go free, and

this love came back to me

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you and jimin met as trainees before she debuted, and you two never felt more in love. however, once she breaks up with you before her debut, you completely leave SM entertainment under the notion of needing a fresh start. you eventually debuted a few years later in le sserafim, where you met huh yunjin and have slowly started developing feelings for the idol. much to karina's dismay, she hates to see you have moved on, but deep in your own heart, you still can't help but feel as if maybe she has forgotten about you.

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