Staring at the blue walls
This feeling eating me up from inside,
giving me no room to scream
or reach out to the light
Feeling like no one, just an observer,
knowing they're better off without me
not sparing me another thought,
for I'm the big bad wolf in their eyes.
People pretend like they care,
but the moment I turn around,
they get their grins, knowing
that they did it,
that they broke me and all I can do is cry
seeing them happy should make me smile
but with these monsters whispering in my ear,
I can only see the darkness towering over me called fear
It's like a cage, knowing the door is open,
but still not open the door for you're afraid
afraid of what they'll say
afraid of what they'll do
And once you step out once, it's too late.
And no one can hear your scream
As you become what they want you to be
The big bad wolf howling in the dark
So I have been working on this fan fic for a while and currently it has 20 chapters out and so much to come. It’s a Azriel x original character story.
Aaliz left Prythian during the ancient war, along with Miryam and Drakon. She's been living peacefully in Catrea ever since, but when the war with the hybern broke out, they came to help. During her stay, she finds her old crush again and on the way, she learns about a past she didn't know and about a destiny that has already been written in stone. But as she learns more about herself and the past she didn't know, she also puts the others in danger. Will there be a time of real peace or is the dangers lurking under the surface, just waiting to attack?
And when an old enemy comes back, the wheel starts rolling and it's only a matter of time before the world is left in ash and fire.
[ NB! This will take at the end and after "a Court of Wings and Ruins." And all credit goes to Sarah J.Maas, beside Aaliz, as it's my oc! ]
I haven’t posted here in a good while, whoops! But it’s a good reason as to why.
Firstly, school has been kicking my ass and I’ve been mentally drained so I’ve used a lot of time doing other things to occupy myself. But I am better now!
And so I opened this shop a while back! I am updating designs regularly and of course takes requests if there is a character you want drawn. It got book related content, anime content and etc.