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when you go through a rough patch you never think about going through the same rough patch again. you get through it and you appreciate who was there for you, and how you got through it - but going through the same rough patch without the same people and even worse, not sure how you even feel about it because you barely made it out the first time is just speechless. or maybe that just me.
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please don’t take it out me
i’m not sure what else i’m suppose to do
the pain i’m enduring seems normal
so please don’t take it out on me
i don’t know how else to deal with it
i don’t know where else to put the weight
so please
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Don’t you get it?
Don’t you understand you’re it. You’re everything I’m looking for, and I don’t care whether it’s perfect or not. I just need you. I need your touch, your love, your laughter, your presence, and everything else you give me.
You don’t get it. Not yet. Soon. Hopefully.
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#love#breakup#poem#relationship#spilled thoughts#spilled words#poetry#ex boyfriend#heartache#heartbreak
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I can't tell if I'm learning what life is without you or if I'm just not about you anymore. In harsher words, not in love with you anymore. I can't tell what my feelings are these days, but I long for your presence, but not who you are right now. I long for the days where you were goofy with me, not just in person, but over text. I long for the days where sending hearts didn't need to have a second thought if feelings were mutual. I can't tell if I'm finally catching up to where you've been telling me you are, or if things are finally stepping in the right direction to go where I want to go.
But, where do I want to go? What is my meaning of happiness?
Whatever those answer may be, I sure hope you aren't right.
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being in love with your best friend is not easy
it is not easy sitting from a distance watching not only your best friend but the love of your life talk to other girls.
it is not easy knowing that every day someone else calls them his and you call him your best friend, your rock, your constant, but not yours.
it is not easy telling yourself everything will be okay
sometimes it is so gut wrenching that you have to stop and look away and tell yourself maybe one day he’ll be yours and maybe one day you can call him your best friend, rock, constant, and yours.
but until that day, you work on yourself. you become happy with yourself and you do you - it’ll be okay.
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#love#breakup#poem#ex boyfriend#heartache#relationship#heartbreak#quote#spilled thoughts#thoughts#bestfriend#in love#sad#spilled poetry#friendship
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you really did a number on me.
you really screwed me over.
you really fucked me up.
you really played me.
and all I have to say is,
congradufuckinglations
I don’t even know if that’s word,
but in simple words for you, congrats.
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#love#breakup#poem#ex boyfriend#heartache#relationship#heartbreak#quote#spilled thoughts#thoughts#friendship#bestfriend#life#congrats
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tell me how to be in this world.
tell me how to breath with feeling no hurt.
tell me how to not believe in something, that you believe in,
tell me how to forget about everything, but us.
tell me how to move on without moving on.
tell me how to
tell me.
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the day you asked me to step back and give you space was the day you told me I needed to learn to be by myself. it was the day everytbing was ending. it was your subtle way of telling me this is it. as much as I didn’t want to accept it, I had to.
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to leave someone for possibilities is also leaving a possibilities right there. there’s possibilities everywhere, but it’s your choice to stick around to see if it’s worth it. it’s your choice to walk away and find something else, if there is something else.
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I’m trying to come up with a system that makes sense - makes sense of what’s going on, makes sense of my actions, my words, my intentions, my thoughts, but not only mine but your actions, your words, your intentions, thoughts, everything but nothing comes to mind except for love.
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When you start typing in past tense than present tense, then you know it’s over.
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I can feel it in my bones, I can feel in the air, I can feel it consuming me and I’m scared shitless. Please don’t leave me again, please don’t walk away. I’m begging.
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I’m unsure of what I’m suppose to do. I’m not sure if I’m suppose to be give up or push. Push for something that I see in a future in but I don’t know if the feeling is mutual, OR tell myself that I’m better than this. Better than being a second option, an option that can just be tossed and thrown the away without a look back. Do I get up and walk away or do I push? Push again and again because I feel like I’ve been doing that continuously.
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“Monday, you didn’t want anything to do with me. Tuesday, was the same. Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, all the same. Then a few weeks later you decide to come back and profess your love, but then the same Monday comes back. You don’t want me again. You want me to leave. You need space. I’m not sure where I’m going, if I’m needed, if I’m wanted, if anything, so I’ll just stay and do my own thing from now.
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“Nothing will ever be okay again.”
— J.T. Barnett
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