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jae-is-confused · 1 year

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is there any way u can make a fic with nikki from that 90s show x reader it can be anything there’s just not enough of her lmao thank u

Reassurance

Nikki x Male!Reader (+Nate Runck)

Romantic/Platonic/Unspecified

Pronouns: He/Him

Summary: After Leia leaves, the truth about what happened between her and Nate the day she left gets revealed, a guilty Nate coming to tell you all about it. But in his attempt get his guilt off of his chest, Nikki over hears and runs away in tears. You go to comfort her.

TW's/Disclaimers: Mentions of cheating, Nate and Nikki break up, the kiss between Leia and Nate DID happen, this takes place after 01x10. !!THIS IS JUST MY INTERPRETATION OF WHAT THE BREAK UP WOULD LOOK LIKE PLEASE!!

You were sitting in your room waiting for Nikki to show up. You had both planned to hang out an watch a movie, to ease the sadness of Leia leaving.

Leia had left around 2 hours ago and everyone was still a little upset about her leaving. You never really got the chance to get that close with Leia. You were out of town visiting family the first half of summer so you didn't get to meet Leia until late June.

You sigh and sit up from your spot on your bed, looking around your room aimlessly. You were bored, was the short answer. What was taking Nikki so long?

"Y/N! SOMEONE IS AT THE DOOR FOR YOU!" Your father screams from downstairs. You hop up and run down the stairs, yelling a quick 'thank you' to your father as you do so. You swing open the door expecting to see Nikki but instead you see her boyfriend. Nate. Your best friend.

"Oh, hey Nate. Is Nikki with you? I was waiting for her." You blink in surprise as he walks through the door, you closing it behind him.

"No, uh, Nikki isn't with me. I've kind of been avoiding her." He messes with the skin on the side of his finger nail as he stands there. You can tell he's nervous. No... nervous isn't the right word. Anxious? Jumpy? For lack of better words, he looked terrified. Like he was a puppy who got yelled at by his owner and ran away with his tail between his legs.

"Nate, are you alright?" You walk over to him and place a hand on his shoulder, making him look at you. He shakes his head, his eyes glossing over slightly with small tears of guilt.

"I messed up, Y/n. I messed up so bad." You bring him into a hug while he slows his breath, trying not to cry. After a minute he pulls away to allow you to lead him to the living room while you headed to the kitchen.

You grabbed a water bottle from the fridge and headed back to the living room, handing the bottle to Nate who was now sitting on the couch. You sat next to him on the couch and turned you body to face him as he chugged the water bottle.

"Nate, mind telling me what happened?" He finishes the bottle off and sets it on the floor next to his feet. He looked at you and you watched as his lip trembled slightly.

"I-" he paused. "I kissed Leia." He closed his eyes and prepared for the blow. You sat there with your mouth hung open slightly, eyes wide.

"Nate, I'm- I'm at a loss for words.' You shook your head in shock while Nate continued to look away from you. "Why and how could you do this to Nikki?" You looked at Nate who was about to say something when you both heard a creak from behind you. You both turn to look at the doorway of the living room, only to see a teary-eyed Nikki standing in the doorway. Nikki shakes her head as a few tears roll down her cheeks.

"I can't believe you Nate." She turns, quickly running to the front door, a slam being heard seconds later.

"Nikki wait-" Nate attempted to run after her but you put your hand on his chest to push him back onto the couch.

"No, Nate. You upset her, you do not get to comfort her." Nate tried to stand up again but you pushed him back onto the couch.

"But I need to talk to her-"

"NO! Nate, look, I love you. You're my best friend. I will always love you. But right now, you hurt Nikki, and now she's off to who knows where with a broken heart and probably about to do something stupid, and I need to be there to pick up the pieces. Cause I know damn well no else will." You grab your hoodie from the back back of the couch and slip it on. You look at Nate who is sitting there, eyes teary and hands shaking. You sigh and kneel in front of the boy.

"Nate." He doesn't answer. "Nate." He looks up to you and you grab his hands to stop them from shaking. "Everything will be fine. I'm not saying everything will be okay, or go back to the way it was, because it can't. And it's not okay. But that's not anyone's fault. Not yours, not Nikki's, and not Leia's. Life moves on, okay? You can stay here for a little bit if you want but you should go home." Nate thinks for a moment and nods. "I'm sorry for yelling. I'll see you tomorrow."

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You had been searching for a while and couldn't find any sign of Nikki anywhere. You went to her house first and asked her father if she had come home. He got worried thinking she was missing so you came up with the lie that she had forgotten something and said she would go home and get it. Long story short, she wasn't at home and you had basically searched this entire town.

When you left you had opted to ride your bike instead of walking, so as you peddled down the street you caught a glimpse of the water tower over the tree line.

'Of course.'

Going down the path you had to chain up your bike, to avoid hitting any rocks or losing control on the steep hill. You walked down the hill carefully, picking up speed the closer you got. You stopped when you reached the bottom of the water tower and looked around for a minute. After deducing that Nikki was not at the bottom you sighed and headed for the ladder, starting to climb.

You finally reach the top moments later, your head poking over the top of the ladder. You see Nikki sitting with her back up against the water tower, looking out over the railing at the sky, tears slowly running down her cheeks. You frown and move up the ladder more.

"You can't stay mad at him forever ya' know." Nikki jumps to wipe the tears off her face but stops when she sees it's just you. "You don't have to forgive him, but you will have to talk to him at some point." You climb up the ladder fully and sit next Nikki, putting ample distance between you and her.

"I don't want to forgive him or talk to him. He can fall in a ditch for all I care." You frown and look over at Nikki.

"You don't mean that." Nikki shakes her head as a few more tears slip past her eyes.

"No, no I don't. I just-" She stops to regain her breath and continues. "I just can't believe him. I mean, was this my fault? I mean a couple days ago we did have this argument over college, and what would happen when we go back to school. He wants to focus on football and I want to focus on my grades. I may have told him that when I go to college I don't want to be in a relationship but that doesn't give him the right to ago and kiss someone he met two months ago! I mean, Leia was going to leave eventually, what made her a better choice than me?" Nikki takes a breath and sighs.

"Well, you did essentially tell him that you were going to break up with him sooner or later. Not saying what he did was right, but I think self consciously, he didn't want you to break up with him, so he did it first." Nikki looks down and stays quiet, so you take this as a sign to keep talking.

"Look, Nik, Leia was torn up about Jay and Nate was freaking out over you. I guess in the moment it felt like they were filling voids neither you or Jay could fill at that point in time. Maybe this whole summer of romances was just, summer fun, or maybe, they were 'right person, wrong time' types of situations. But all I do know is that whatever happens, we can get through it. Nothing is stronger than this friend group. We have been through a lot of heart break these past two months and I think we all deserve a break."

"But I want to be the one to fill the void that I made. He should have come to me if he was worried." She gets up and leans her elbows on the railing, continuing to look out over the tree line at the sky. You could see the tiniest bit of sun peeking over the tree tops.

"Maybe he was scared. But Nikki you have to talk to him or else nothing will get better. You'll both in the dark and I don't want the friend group to suffer because of it." You stand up to stand next to Nikki, your arm going to rest around her shoulders. "I love you guys to much to see this friend group fall apart." Nikki shifts to look at you and smiles, resting her head on your shoulder.

"I love you guys too. Whether I say it or not."

"You should tell Nate that" She looks to you with wide eyes and then thinks for a minute.

"Okay, I'll talk to him."

"There's my girl."

OH MY GOD!!! I only procrastinated on this for forever but it's finished! I hope this show isn't dead already cause I don't see anything on it anymore.

#Nikki #that 90s show #that 70s show #Nate Runck #Jay Kelso #x Male!Reader #Nikki x reader #Nikki x Male!Reader #Jay x reader #Nate x reader

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jae-is-confused · 1 year

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Do you write for women? Just asking 😅

I do, although it is not my preferred gender(I am pansexual with a preference for masc representing people) so I would be happy to write for a female. I am actually working on a little thing for Nikki from 'That 90s Show' and I plan on writing for Enola if I ever get the chance.

I hope I wasn't unclear and that I answered your question!

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jae-is-confused · 1 year

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HAPPY 100 FOLLWERS!!!

Thank you guys so much, you have no idea how happy it makes me to know that people like my work!

#THANK YOU FOR 100 FOLLWERS

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jae-is-confused · 1 year

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This is why we fanfiction writers have to fend and feed ourselves and others with just google docs and some sad ideas.

there is something so sad about wanting to read fanfiction about a character in a brand new show because nobody’s written any yet

#Jay kelso x reader #nate runck x reader #that 90s show

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A Little Less Talk, & A Lot More Lovin'

Jay Kelso x Male!Reader

Romantic/Platonic/Unspecified

Pronouns: He/Him

Summary: Both you an Jay skip school, leaving you both home alone in the Forman basement. A little bit of weed and a lot of kissing later, both you and Jay are as high as kites.

TW's/Disclaimers: Making out, Weed, implications/mentions of boners, y/n and Jay being horny ig.

You exhale with a slight cough as you pull the, definitely not rolled properly, joint away from your lips. The basement air was thick with the smell of sweat and weed as you passed the joint off to your boyfriend who was staring down at you, your head resting on his lap.

"How you doin' up there pretty boy?" You look at your boyfriend who has a doped up smile plastered across his face. You were always the more tame one of the group when you guys smoked. Besides Ozzie, whenever he decided to opt out.

"Amazing." He bobs his head a little after he pulls the joint away from his mouth, placing it on the ash tray on the coffee table in front of him. He looks down at you and grins like an idiot. "Hey Handsome."

"Hey Casanova." You laugh. Jay stares at you with a far away look for a moment before leaning down and placing a kiss on your forehead. The kisses then being trailed down to your temple, your nose, and all the way to your lips. You hum into the kiss as he pulls your face closer by the nape of your neck.

You pull away with a whine of complaint coming from Jay. You sit correctly on the couch and look at Jay as you grab his hand, pulling him as a sign to move and straddle your lap. Which wasn't something you did often. Every time, Jay got to embarrassed and flipped you so you were straddling him.

But you wanted to tease him.

Reluctantly, Jay swung one of his legs over your hips. He avoided eye contact with the most absurd head motions, looking anywhere but you. You laughed and moved you hand to his hips, pushing them down so he wasn't hovering. They stayed there when Jay finally looked at you.

Jay didn't like straddling you because it made him feel small. But you did like feeling small. So giving him all the control was well in your favor. As well as his. It took him a second, but after sitting there for a moment and getting comfortable with the situation, you could visibly see Jay's confidence return to his face. His demeanor becoming more cocky and confident.

Jay grabbed your face in his hands, smashing his lips with yours. It was sweet and slow, with just a bit of tongue thrown into the mix. It was as if everything had fallen into place.

You both had only started dating near the end of summer, so 5 months into your guys' relationship, and out of all the kisses you had shared, this one takes the cake. You weren't sure why but something about this one just felt different, more slow and meaningful.

The kisses get heavier the longer it goes on as you hold Jay's hips, his chest pressing against your own. Jay pulls back a second. Only to grin at you and flip you both over.

"You little bitch-"

"Babe, less talking. More kissing." Jay nuzzles his head in the crook of your neck as he sucks and presses kisses to your neck. Not knowing what to do with your hands, you place them in his hair as his hands guide your hips to fully sit down on his lap. His kisses migrate to your lips, soft lips against yours, tongues brushing, and breath heavy.

Half-way through a kiss you hear the sound of laughter and footsteps as the gang comes rushing down the stairs. Both you an Jay quickly jump to separate, each of you grabbing a pillow to place on your lap as you put as much distance between you and him. You on one side of the couch, him on the other.

The gang makes it downstairs and the chatter slowly dies down when they see you both, awkward and red faced. Nikki is the first to say something.

"How are you guys already here? School just let out." She walked over to you guys and took one look at the joint in the ashtray before gasping. "Did you guys skip!" She threw her bag down and sat on the coffee table so she was right in front of you.

"Jay, bro, you skipped without me?" Nate leaned against the couch behind Jay but both of you just sat there frozen in place. Neither removing the pillows that lay in your laps.

Ozzie stepped up and sat in between you and Jay, no shame at all. He sighed and looked at everyone in the room, giving Gwen a knowing look, making them both smile evilly. Ozzie cleared his throat and grabbed both pillows covering yours and Jays laps.

"Observe. Boners."

Nate and Nikki gasped as Gwen and Ozzie smiled wickedly at each other. Both you and Jay stood up quickly as you reach for his hand.

"You want to leave? I think we should leave, let's leave." Jay rambled as you nodded your head, Jay pulling you away and out the basement door.

I DID IT! When I tell you I RAN to make a list and find prompts for Nate and Jay when I finished the series. I remember watching "That 70s Show" with my sister when it was on Netflix and us being so upset when it was removed. :(

#Jay Kelso #leia forman #qwen runck #nate runck #ozzie #nikki #That 90s Show #x reader #jay kelso x reader #nate runck x reader #gwen runck x reader #jay kelso x male!reader #x male!reader

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Wired Autocomplete Interview

Noah Schnapp x Male!Reader

Platonic/Romantic/Unspecified(Implied romance)

Summary: Noah and y/n do a 'Wired Autocomplete Interview' but the searches get... interesting.

Disclaimers/TW's: Some of the questions can get kind of rude.

Key:

Y/n L/n (First and Last Name)

Y/h (Your Height)

"Ok, y/n. Noah. Are you guys ready?" A woman shifted a camera while setting a stack of foam boards next to her on a table. You and Noah nod at each other and you give the woman a thumbs up. She nods back and counts down with her fingers from 3

'3, 2, 1...'

"Hi, I'm Noah Schnapp."

"And I'm Y/n L/n."

"And this is the 'Wired Autocomplete Interview'." You both smiled. You shifted in your seat and grabbed the first board being handed to you.

"Ohhh! Noah your first." You held the board in-between you and Noah and start to peel the first sticker off.

"Hey! I wanted to do it!" Noah whines a bit, but you move the board away from him.

"You can do mine when we get to it." He pouts but motions for you to proceed. "Ok, Noah Schnapp.... age."

"18."

"Noah Schnapp.... Doja Cat. OH! Yeah, I forgot about that." You look at Noah who looks slightly uncomfortable. You frowned a bit nudged his arm affectionately.

"We're okay now. Everything was resolved. No hard feelings." He looked at the camera and grinned, moving to lean closer to you in his chair.

"Moving on. Noah Schnapp.... Height?" You looked at him as he thought for a moment. He seemed to look more and more confused as he thought about it. "Do you not know how tall you are?"

"No. Am I supposed to?"

"Yeah, kind of!"

"Well how tall are you?" He looks you up and down as if trying to decipher himself how tall you are.

"Y/h." You give him a smug smile.

"Why don't you guys stand up and compare your heights?" The woman behind the camera says.

"Yeah, yeah, stand up y/n." Noah says, quickly standing up to stand in front of you. You hop up and stand in front of Noah as if in a face off.

"I would say about 5'8-5'9." The woman behind the camera says.

After about 10 mins of arguing about each other's height someone brought over a measuring tape to take both of your heights. Noah was 5'8 but refused to believe you were as tall/short as you actually were.

"Noah Schnapp.... Girlfriend?"

"Nope. Don't have one." You look at Noah from the corner of your eye, mumbling a 'sure hope not'. Noah smiles with pink cheeks before ripping off the next sticker himself.

"Noah Schnapp... Twin?"

"Yup. Her name is Chloe."

"Noah Schnapp.... College?" Noah's mood picks up by a lot as he starts to squirm in his seat with excitement.

"I recently just got accepted into UPENN State University." Noah was obviously very excited about getting to gloat about his acceptance into UPENN.

The video went on for a little while, both of you answering questions. Some more uncomfortable than others.

"Okay, last one. Why is Noah Schnapp... so cute?" Noah throws the board out of view of the camera and slides off of his chair. He was red in the face while he covered his eyes with his hands. You laughed while holding your stomach.

Noah groaned and leaned his head against your thigh as he sat Criss Cross on the floor. You placed your hand in Noah's hair and started to play with it.

"Maybe it's his cute little smile." You teased, reaching down to pinch his cheek jokingly. The same way Millie did in the last interview from a couple years ago.

"Glad you guys think so." Noah said as he got up from his spot on the floor. the woman behind the camera swirled her finger in a circular motion, signaling to you guys to wrap it up.

"I think that's it?" Noah looks over to you holds out his hand, his cheeks the same shade of pink as yours. You take hold of his hand and hold them up between you both.

"I'm Y/n L/n."

"And I'm Noah Schnapp."

"And this was our 'Wired Autocomplete Interview'."

Once the cameras are off you place a quick kiss on the back of Noah's hand and stand up, heading for the bathroom. A quick dorky wink being sent your way as you left the room.

God I hate this oneshot.

#noah schnapp #noah schnapp x reader #noah schnapp x male!reader #stranger things #will byers

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jae-is-confused · 1 year

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Requests: OPEN/Closed

Masterlist

Who I Write For

Boundries

Anons

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jae-is-confused · 1 year

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Heyyyyy rn I'm questioning if I'm transmasc so I would loooooove if you could write a lil something with reader being Steve's transitioning lil brother who's hopelessly in love with will and us afraid will won't love them back bc they're not a bio boy<3 sorry if it's too specific 😭

Heyyyyy I would love to help a fella out! It took a male!reader fic for me to realize I was in fact not gender fluid, but trans masc, so enjoy and I hope this helps

Chosen Last

Will Byers x Ftm!Reader

Platonic/Romantic/Unspecified

Pronouns: He/Him

Summary: Steve has been telling you from day one to 'shoot your shot' with Will. But he doesn't understand how different it is for people like you. Especially for people like you.

"y/n you just have to be direct with him. Just say how you feel and see where it goes from there." Your older brother Steve said while slipping on his green work vest. You groan and fell backwards onto his bed.

"I'm sure Robin has already explained this to you but it's different for people like us. It's alot harder to find someone who is as chill about it as you. Let alone someone who also feels the same way!" You continued to complain while Steve stood in his bathroom messing around with his hair.

When you don't hear a response you lean your head up a little to peek into your brothers bathroom.

"Dude, you look fine! Will you just put down the Fara Fawcett spray and listen to me!" Steve sighs and leaves the bathroom, now heading for his bedroom door.

"I am listening and to me it just sounds like your making up excuses." You jump up from the bed and follow your brother when you start to hear his voice trail away.

"Well I have every right to if I don't want to be beat up! I'm not actually a guy you know." Steve is how standing by the front door as you run down the stairs. Steve turns to you just as you stop behind him.

"Do you really think Will of all people has the willpower to hurt you? Or anyone for that matter?" He raises his eyebrows at you and adds a small 'hm?' at the end.

"No, but Mike might." You lean against the wall as you watch Steve tie his shoes.

"Last I checked you were confessing to Will, not Mike." You brother laughs as he stands up. "But if you like both of them then I'm going to be concerned."

"Like you can say anything. You've dated probably every avalible girl in Hawkins and now after Nancy I haven't seen you sneak one girl in." You grin at Steve as his face goes blank. He grabs your hoodie and throws it at you.

"Get in the damn car..." You muffle your laughs as you put on your hoodie and step out the door, closing and locking it, before trailing behind Steve to his car.

You now stand leaning over the counter of the 'Family Video' store, Robin talking your ear off. You love Robin and you love to listen to her talk, but Steve was slacking so she was lonely and more talkative than usual.

You actually had a really nice conversation with her about what you should do about Will. She didn't have a lot of advice, her dealing with the same problem at the moment but you both came up with idea's. She was way more helpful that Steve.

At some point though you did have to go to school. It wss the last day before spring break and then it was off to Cali with Mike.

Yeah. That's why you were so worked up about someone who didn't even live here anymore. Because at 6am tomorrow you were getting on a flight with someone you were sure Will had a crush on to go see, well, your crush. So, awesome.

Anyways, you decided to walk to school and met up with Dustin and Mike outside by the doors. At some point after the assembly you broke off with them to hang out with Max. You met back up at lunch, talked about hellfire, blah blah- basically it was an eventful day.

In the end, after the game, you got picked up by Steve, grabbed your suitcases from home, and got dropped off at Mikes house. You decided to stay the night there so Nancy could drive the both of you to airport in the morning.

You stayed the night in Holly's room that night. Beleive it or not she was yor favorite Wheeler sibling. Things were weird with you and Nancy because of Steve and you and Mike just weren't that close anymore. You had a feeling Mike somehow knew about your feelings for Will and just never said anything.

So you spent most of your time at the Wheeler residence coloring and talking with Holly. After dinner you helped her pick out an outfit for tomorrow and set up a sleeping bag on the floor for you next to her bed.

In the morning Mrs. Wheeler woke You, Mike, and Nancy and soon enough you were all off to the airport. At this point you were so tired and scared that you only remember getting on the plane, falling asleep, and Mike nudging you awake as the plane landed.

Mike helped you grab your bags from above you and then walked away.

'Man he's eager' you make a face and quickly stumble down the aisle as someone pushes you as a sign to move.

Exiting the gate you walk next to Mike, who looks ridiculous by the way, and peer your head over the crowd of people also exiting the gate. Your nerves are high as you look for Will's face and specifically Will's face.

You see Mike next you also looking around, which seems to work out better for him, when he grabs your arm and points. You look and see an ecstatic El waving you and Mike down.

You smile as Mike waves back and runs over to her, colliding with her into a hug when they meet in the middle. You jog over to the small group that has formed with Mike and El at the very center. Everyone was hugging and saying hi, though it was awkwardly. You just stood there, un-noticed.

Ouch. You look over to Will when he gives Mike an awkward side hug. You frown when Mike quickly retreats back. You walk over to Will and tap him on the shoulder, making him turn around.

You watch as his face immediately lights up.

"y/n!" He pulls you into a gentle hug and you laugh at his eagerness.

"Hi Will. Whatcha got there?" You pull away from the hug to look at the rolled up paper in his hand. His mood noticably shifts as his face falls slightly.

"You don't have to tell me." You say, putting a hand on his shoulder. On the outside you were pretty calm but inside you felt like someone lit a fire in your stomache. You were so nervous you were afraid your hand would sweat through Will's shirt.

Will shook his head and smiled at you.

"No, it's okay. It's just something I made for Mike but he doesn't seem all that interested right now." Will turns his attention over to Mike who was getting tag checked by some dude you hadn't noticed before. You instantly respected him though.

You felt the small fire in your gut go out when you saw how Will looked at Mike. I think deep down you knew that Will probably wouldn't have a care in the world for your romantic feelings for him. All because of the straight boy he just so happened to fall for.

Everyone in the friend group knew you were born female and were kind of on edge when you came out as trans to them. It's one of the reasons you and Mike aren't that close anymore. But after that Will came up to you one day and pulled you aside.

He told you that he was questioning if he liked boys and you were so happy. But, not, at the same time, for obvious reasons. But you were there for him. Like he was there for you when you came out.

After introductions were done, the guy with long hair, who you now knew as Argyle, drove you all to a small diner. After, he and Jonathan dropped you all off at a Roller-Skating rink. It was apparently a place El went to alot. She brought up her supposed 'friends' alot too.

You guys skated for a while but the whole time you were watching Will. He kept looking at Mike and El while they skated. Hand in hand.

You skated up to Will and grabbed his hand. He looked at you and flinched a little. When he saw it was you he untensed a bit. You guys skated in silence, getting weird glares from other people in the rink. Nice to know you look somewhat masculine.

After a little you finally broke the silence.

"Ya'know, I always had a hunch you had feelings for Mike." You whisper. Will looks at you with wide eyes as you continue to look at your feet, your expression unchanging.

"I think the only reason I noticed is because you spent so much time looking at someone who doesn't care when I was the one looking at you. I guess it just irritates me how much you pine over Mike while he has head up in the clouds, surrounded by El." You feel the back of your throat dry up and you stop by the entrance of the rink.

"I'm gonna go get something to drink." Without looking at Will you step out of the rink and head over the the food counter. You get a bottle of water and go to sit in an empty booth.

You sit there and slowly sip at the bottle of water in your hand, just staring at the table. At this point you didn't feel like crying, you felt like screaming. You took Steve's advice and ended up walked away before you could get an answer. Stupid.

You put your forhead against the table and softly banged it a couple times. You sat there with your head down for a while, to be honest you lost track. At some point you felt someone sit next to you. They grabbed your hand and you instantly knew who it was.

You look up and see Will with a worried expression adorning his face. When he saw your face he smiled a little and leaned back in his seat.

"Your right, about Mike. And I've definitely accepted that fact. But I think I have yet to accept the fact he's dating and loves El. I-I made that painting in hopes that it would at least bring Mike attention to me and get us talking again. I don't even care about feelings at this point anymore. I just want us to be friends again." Will sqeezes your hand as he talks, I don't think he realizes until he looks down.

"And I'm sorry I didn't realize your feelings sooner. Now I feel like I'm doing to you what Mike was doing to me." He lets go of your hand moves away from you a little. "I don't know how long I've liked Mike, probably my whole childhood," You frown and Will realizes that probably didn't help.

"But that doesn't mean I still like him-I mean I do but I-" He groans and turn towards you in his seat. Your eyes were welling up, thinking the worse possible situations. "Y/n, I do like you. but I'm not completely over Mike. Far from it actually. But that doesn't mean I don't want to move on." He grabs your hand again and rubs it with his thumb, keeping eye contact the entire time, which is rare for Will.

"I know what it's like to be chosen last, and the last thing I want is for you to feel that way as well." The entire time Will was keeping eye contact you could feel how sincere he was. You knew that Will didn't didn't have the heart to break other peoples hearts. That just wasn't him.

Your eyes drift from Will's eyes and before you know it your pushing our own lips against his.

He doesn't fight it.

He kisses back.

Your eyes go wide as you pull back from the kiss.

"Will- oh geez, I am so sorry. You just explained to me that you needed time and I just kissed you-" Will laughs as he cups your jaw with one of his hands, cutting you off as he pulls your face into a gentle kiss. You instantly melt, his hand on your jaw as if you were made of glass. The kiss lasted for about 10 second before you both pulled away.

"It's okay y/n. And if it's ok with you, I'd like to go on a actual date while your still in town." You smile at Will and nodded, still in shock from the sudden kiss. You lean back a bit and grab your water bottle.

"Are kisses still on the table?" You asked slowly, still unsure about where you both stand on this situation.

"Believe me, I would love nothing more." Will said bashfully. You laughed and pulled him into another chaste kiss, him placing one on your forehead after.

"We'll take this slow."

HEY GUYS!!! It only took me forever but I finally got something posted. I had some stuff going on but I'm back momentarily. :D

#noah schnapp #will byers x male!reader #will byers #noah shnapp x male!reader #mike wheeler #steve harrington #stranger things #dustin henderson #x reader #billy hargrove #eleven hopper #will byers x trans!ftm!reader #will byers x ftm!reader

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jae-is-confused · 2 years

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Can you write a five x reader where the reader is a poem writer and one day left her poem book at the academy and one was about him which reads

When I look into your perfect green eyes

I feel like I’m in the forest

Forest green eyes

It like you can see straight in my soul

Green eyes pouring in my soul

like you can tell me how much

You love me and how you will save me my green eyed protector who lore me into here

Listen to your sweet honey voice telling me everything

Your green eyes are so captivating that I feel giving up on everything

Just to be your tool to get my hands dirty

To please you

Because your forest green eyes are my drugs that’s I can’t seem to quit

Please and thank you!

Hey! I would love to do this request, but I don't write for female readers. I can change the pronouns to gn so everyone can read but I would appreciate if you read my boundries before requesting.

Thank you!

#five x reader #five hargreeves #five hargreeves x male!reader #five hargreeves x reader

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jae-is-confused · 2 years

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Omg you are so welcome I really enjoyed it and maybe cried a bit. I have a girlfriend and am still lonely 😭 strict parents go brrr

hello!! could you perhaps write a will byers x transmasc reader? the reader is struggling with dysphoria, and will would try to help in the best way he can :) have a lovely day <3

Oh my- you have no idea how happy this request makes me! And yes I can absolutely do that.

Will Byers x Ftm!Reader

Romantic/Platonic/Unspecified

Pronouns: He/Him

D/n [Deadname]

Summary: Will comes to visit you in Hawkins from California right before you start freshman year. Even in the little time you were apart Will matured alot. Physically and mentally. As for you...

TW's/Disclaimers: Dysphoria, Implied Homophobia, Childhood Trauma, idk anything else :/

You nervously bounce your leg as you wait for Steve's car to pull into the familiar gravel driveway. Will was coming to visit after moving to California over the summer. Will had already started school and was about 2 months in.

In Hawkin's, school started later in the year because of what happened at Star Court on July 4th. Not that you were complaining, saved you from the annoyingly jugdy kids at school.

You looked put the window again and let out a puff of air when you saw it was empty. With Steve being your brother and your... absent, parents, you were really free to do whatever you wanted.

You always knew you didn't really feel comfortable with being referred to with feminine terms so when you were in the 4th grade you asked Steve to cut your hair. And from there you somehow got everyone to call you y/n, even the teachers, and it was as if d/n never existed. Even to your friends. And especially to Will.

So, yes. You were a closeted trans man in the 80's, with a boyfriend. You were like a target for bullies and that was the last thing you wanted to drag Will or your friends into, so you never told them.

You looked around at your surroundings and sighed. You thought it would be a good idea to station everything at the old Byers residence. They turned everything off, like the electricity and the landline, except for the plumping. Meaning you had a working bathroom and kitchen. Yay.

You stand up from your spot on the floor and walk down the hall to the bathroom. You planned to just do a quick once over in the mirror to make sure you didn't look like a complete mess. And to be honest, it was just that, a once over. Fixing your hair a bit and straightening your hoodie.

But when you glance down you notice the slight outward curve of your chest, the result of not wearing your chest binder. It wasn't anything fancy, just one used for costumes in theaters. That meant you couldn't wear for more than a couple hours.

You jump a bit when you hear the repeated honking coming from the front of the house. Look in the mirror one last time and slouch the best you can to cover your chest. You already had bad posture so it looked pretty normal.

Running to the front of the house you yank open the front door and stare at the boy getting out of the car. When he steps out he immediately makes eye contact with you and smiles. Oh, that smile.

Shutting the car door, Will makes his way over to you. You smile and meet him halfway, throwing your arms around his middle, his around your shoulders. Will laid his head in top of yours and chuckled lightly.

"Hey." He says simply. You look up at him slightly and take in his face. His hair was shorter, his face was more defined, and he was ALOT taller than you now. Tall enough for your head to fit perfectly under his chin.

"Hi." You breathe out. You look behind Will to makes sure your brother was gone, and sure enough, he was. Will bags sat lazily in the driveway. You turn back to Will and lean up a bit, Will looking surprised but understood, and leaning down.

Your lips meet in the middle and it made you want to cry. This would have been your breaking point in the bathroom but something else happens.

Will puts a hand on your cheek and slowly slides it under your chin, and scratches. He fucking scratched your chin. You pull away to see a hysterical Will.

"Dude. Did you just scratch my fucking chin? Do I look like a cat to you?" You pull away from your boyfriend and deadpan at him as he tries to pull you back while laughing a bit. He pecks the corner of your mouth and pulls you into another hug, his chin on your head again.

"Hm, well, you share similarities."

"Fuck you."

You and Will spent the entire day with the party, traveling from the arcade to to the cinema and then back to Will's old house.

Over the course of a couple hours everyone started to leave, going home due to curfews. After everyone left, leaving you and Will by yourselves, you lead Will out to the back of the house and out into the woods.

"Where the hell are you taking me?" He laughed, he stumbled over a dip in the ground and grabbed your arm for balance.

"You'll recognize in a second." You smiled warmly at him. Will couldn't help the grin that spread across his face when you smiled at him.

He couldn't beleive he found someone that actually liked and cared for him. Not to mention was not only ok with his sexuality but had the same feelings as he did.

As you pulled Will into the clearing everything seemed to click for him. Castle Byers. It was still destroyed but there none the less. Will felt small tears in the corner of his eyes, the hurt and realization of what he did to the small structure all rushing back to him.

"I know that Castle Byers was more between you and Jonathan but I thought I could help you rebuild it or if not we could just-" You were cut off by Will pulling yoyr body into his, your head hitting his chest.

You instantly wrapped your arms around his torso when you felt drops hit your neck. Will had burried his nose into your neck, his hands placed on your waist.

"I'm sorry..." He hiccuped. You pulled his face from your neck and placed a hand on the back of his head.

"Hey, why are you sorry? I shouldn't have taken you here. I knew this was between you and Jonathan, I just wanted to make you feel better." You frowned at Will when he shook his head at you.

"No it's not that, I guess I just haven't gotten over everything that has happened in the last 3 years." He laughed. He wiped his cheeks with one hand, keeping the other on your waist.

"Understandable. I still haven't gotten over everything everything either. You went through a rough time with the mind flayer, the Demogorgon, and Mike." You said the last part bitterly making Will smile. He nodded and grabbed your hand, fiddling with your fingers a little.

"Can we go back to the house and just, lay down? No, fuck- how do people ask this? Cuddle? Is that the word?" Will said shyly. In that moment you felt all the color drain from you face. Hugging was one thing. Will was usally very gentle with his hugs, so the close proximity wasn't a problem.

But cuddling? Will would smother you with as much love and affection as he could. You know that for a fact because he talks about it all the time. You two never get a moment together so you never do more than sit on the couch together with Will's arm around your shoulder.

You knew it. It was going to happen some day but you never thought that day would be today. This is the day Will finds out about your chest. About everything.

So here you are now, your back pressed against Will's chest as you lay on the piled up blankest and pillows. You can feel Will's breath on the back of your neck as you both enjoy each others company.

You smile as you hold Will's hands that are wrapped around your torso. This wasn't as bad as you thought it would be-

"Hey." Will whispered, his lips bairly brushing the nape of your neck.

"Yeah?" You whispered back. You felt him rub his thumb on your side.

"Can you face me? I wanna hug you." There it was.

"I-huh-sure." You reluctantly turned to your other side and faced Will. He looked at you for a second and placed a kiss on your temple. You watched as Will's eyebrows pulled together in confusion

"Are you alright? Your whole body is really tense." You were intentionally holding your arms in front of your chest and trying to keep a decent gap between you and Will.

You nodded and tried to untense your body, to calm Will's concerns. It didn't really work though.

"Come here." Will tried to pull you closer but your srupid body's first instinct was to fully retract its self from Will.

Shit.

Will's eyes went wide with hurt as you quickly got up and ran to the bathroom. You opened the door, not even bothering to close it all the way[big mistake], and yank your hoodie over your head.

You stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom, standing there in only a regular bra. Your arms had no muscle to them, your waist was curved and defined, your face was rounded out compaired to actually having defined cheekbones.

Everything was wrong.

It wasn't as it should be.

You stand there and cry, not knowing that Will stood by the door, peeking in through the crack and listening. Listening to your heart breaking sobs. He didn't even care about the fact that you clearly did not have a flat chest.

He just wanted you to be ok.

He slowly creaked open the door, making your heart drop. You turned to look at a surprised but teary eyed Will. You felt everything come crashing down when Wills eyes ran up and down your body.

You, having had enough, completely break down. You crouch down onto the floor and hug your knees to your chest. Your chest.

Will stood there in shock and sadness. He didn't know what to do. If he was being honest, he was usally on the other end of this.

Will slowly walks over to you and sit next you on the wall.

"I-um." Will pauses to breathe out and then continues. "I'm not mad just, hurt, you didn't tell me." You didn't look up. You were scared of what you would find.

"This doesn't change how I see you. You're still you. You're still the same guy that made me step back and go 'Whoa, he's pretty' " Will turns to look at you and grabs your hand, interlacing your fingers, making you look at him.

When you do Will leans in and places a gentle and caring kiss on your lips. You sat shocked for second but quickly returned it.

You both pull away and Will touches his forehead to yours.

"You're still the same guy I fell in love with." Will let's a few tears slip past his eyes as he pulls you into a hug. You silently sob into his shoulder while Will rubs your back.

"I feel like I've been gaslighting you from the beginning. I'm not a real guy. You like guys. I don't have a flat chest or a dick-" Will laughs and puts your face in between his hands.

"Y/N! I don't care if you have a dick or not! I love you for you." Will grins at you, brushing the hair stuck your forehead away.

"Will from my knowledge gay guys like men with dicks." You frown at him.

"Well then stop grouping me with other gay guys. You are a guy. And to be honest, i never really cared for what's under the clothes. I was never really-uh, interested, in that kind of stuff." Will's cheeks turn pink as he looks down at his lap, trying to avoid contact.

"So, what does that mean, exactly?" You asked timidly. Will looked at you with the most astonished look on his face.

"Are you kidding? After everything I just said you still don't understand?" Will laughed and put his face in his hands as you shook your head. "Your going to make me say it, aren't you?" Will sighed and kissed your head, letting his lips linger.

"You are the only one for me y/n Harrington." Will mumbles against your forehead. You smile and pull him into a quick kiss, quickly pulling back to hug him.

You both sit there, you straddling Will legs while you hold each other, unmoving from the bathroom floor. Until you remeber something.

"Love." You say quietly into Will shoulder. Will pushes you back a bit to look at you, giving you a quizzical look.

"Huh?"

"Earlier, you said you loved me..." You breathed put refusing to look Will in the eyes. Will's eyes went wide.

"I-I guess I did. I hope that's ok." You grinned at Will and nodded happily.

"More than ok."

After the bathroom ordeal Will kind of disappeared for a while. He assured you that he would be back but you were still nervous due to everything that happened earlier.

You were sitting on the pile of blankets from earlier and eating a package of potarts while reading a book. It distracted you a little and calmed your nerves slightly.

After maybe 30mins or so Will walked out of his old room, where you and his bags were, holding a roll of socks.

You raised an eyebrow at Will when he stopped in front of you, holding out the hand holding the socks.

"Uh, thanks?" You say, slowly taking the socks from Will "I-uh, what am I supposed to do with these? I'm already wearing socks." Will's whole face was bright red.

"I um, I just thought- I saw this thing in a book where on stage for theator productions where the opposite gender played a male role they would put a sock in there pants to make it look like a- uh..." Will looked down and put his face in his hands, shaking his head in embarrassment.

You had to think for a split second before it hit you.

"WILL! Did you just to tell me to put a sock in my pants so it looks like I have a dick?!"

"I'M SORRY!"

I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED. I enjoyed writting the last part. I love giving others and myself second hand embarrassment :D

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