kuraiangeliusm

[kuraiangeliusm]

nuts

[kuraiangeliusm]

OOH OHH! What if itto but he's completely clueless but horny

omg omg YES ANON JDHJSF i can actually see it i can feel it i manifest this

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JUST IMAGINE or make it real itto when he sees you gets this feeling in his pants and he cant hold it anymore because he really doesnt know. ofc itto isn't worried hes big and stronk and hes the best 🤩 but he's worried about you because he might hurt you in some way so he keeps it from you and tries to distance himself. xiao 🙄

then when you wear this outfit he gets horny again and he's just like 🤯 "you look very nice, [name].. haha-" and tries to run away but u stop him because you're u. "itto.. why are you acting like this? you've been avoiding me for 3 days. tell me what's happening, maybe i can help."

so hes just

"ijustgetthisfeelinginmypantswhenurhereandicanthelpitanymore"

and then ur like 😐 while he's explaining because after that ur like "itto come with me, i know just how to help you" so you drag him somewhere and 😏

#kurai-asks #itto #genshin x reader

[kuraiangeliusm]

hi hi hi can i ask for 4nemo hcs? Like when you fall asleep when theyre not home?

can i be 👀 anon?

hey there 👀 anon!! im sorry this took like days to do, i've been busy with school and yeah i have a bunch of exams so-

but anyway i hope you still enjoy

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Aether ✨

when he comes back to you sleeping he's half happy and half sad

happy because he knows you're having a good rest

sad because he has no one to rant to about his day 😕

also no one to comb through his hair as he falls asleep

so when he does come back to you asleep,

he cleans himself up and then snuggles with you

tries to snuggle with you as quietly and softly as possible so that you don't wake up

he does succeed

but you do wake up sometimes and you just hug him really tight and you sleep with him that way

either way, he loves when he falls asleep with you

after aether had finished all of his commissions and requests, he couldn't wait to get back to you. he was practically running back to where you were and even pushed a few people on the way (he didn't mean it tho).

when aether did get home to you, he cleans himself and then slowly walks to where you are. he stands there for a while, looking at you admiringly. he then walks to you, careful to not wake you. once he did get closer to you, he kissed your forehead and laid down next to you.

you woke up and heard the boy settling in. you turned to him. he looked surprised that you woke up, he thought he was being careful! "aether, dear. how was your day?" you asked him softly, running your fingers through his hair. "it was okay i guess though, a lot of people still kept asking me to do simple things like delivering letters or flowers. to be honest, it's getting quite annoying, [name]" he replies with a sigh.

"aether, i know it's hard but just remember, i'm always here for you." he continues telling you about his day, with you combing his hair with your fingers gently. soon, you fell asleep and aether noticed this. so he stopped talking, held you closer to him, and laid his head above yours.

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Kazuha 🍁

happy and scared when you fall asleep

he looks at your sleeping figure lovingly

also is scared cuz you might be dead so he goes to you and checks your pulse

relieved asf when there's still a pulse

cuddles you like you'll turn into his friend if he lets go or loosens his grip

very protective because he thinks someone's gonna attack you two while sleeping

big spoon or small spoon, doesn't matter

as long as he's with you anything is ok because u always put a smile on his face

Your lover comes home, tired but with a smile on his face. He came back from a journey in Inazuma with the traveler. He was mentally drained, he never wanted to go back there after what happened.

he just wanted to get back to you and hold you tight. now that he was finally here, he went to where you were. he found you sound asleep in on of the Crux's beds. he walks slowly to you, careful not to wake you up.

he lays down with you and with his (fine ass) hands he holds you slowly and pulls you close to him, feeling your soft heartbeat. his hand holds your stomach as he falls asleep with you in his arms.

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Venti 🍷

mf will either let you sleep or wake u up

depends on his mood and your tiredness

if ur super tired even if he rlly wants to wake you up he doesnt

because he can either be the sweetest bf or the most annoying mf in your life

50/50 chance and idk if you'll win

when he comes home to u asleep and ur not that tired he will act like a kid when its Christmas morning

be jumping on the bed and be annoying

but he rlly is sweet tho

cuddles you and makes sure u dont wake up

snuggles his head on ur shoulder

you have to hug him back

venti the drunk ass bard comes home and cant even walk properly and at this point you just dont care anymore cuz you've seen him like this lots of times before. but today you were really tired. people around monstadt were asking you to help them here and there and of course you loved to help but it was too much.

you were sleeping in your bed (which you shared with venti). you were planning to cook his favorite dish but alas, you were too tired. once venti came home, he immediately went to where you were. he was stumbling and couldn’t even stand up straight but as soon as he saw you sleeping, he tried his best not to wake you up. he saw you running around the city helping others earlier and he understood that you were tired.

venti slowly (and drunkenly) walked to you. he tried his best to get in bed with you as softly as possible so that you wouldn’t wake up. he successfully did it (but was 🤏 this close to failing) and put his head on your shoulder. he grabbed your hand and placed it over his own. lets just say tomorrow morning he wont be able to get out of bed after all that drinking 😔

Xiao 📝 (lol its a contract)

at first, he never slept with you

he loved you, he really did but doesnt know how to show it

hes also afraid of you getting hurt because of him

so he distances himself BUT THEN YOUR FINE ASS COMES IN AND CONFRONTS HIM 🎉

“xiao, why are you always staying away from me? i feel like you’re never here and it’s starting to bother me”

after that he tries his best to initiate cuddles and eventually starts “sleeping" with you GET YOUR HEADS OUT OF THE GUTTER BY “sleeping” I MEANT HE DOESNT SLEEP STOP BEING HORNY 🤬

when he comes home and you’re asleep hes extra gentle

holds you tightly and even tho he doesnt sleep he watches over you

occasionally he does fall asleep cuz u have magical powers like that

when xiao arrives back at wangshu inn, he’s tired and just wants to be alone. when he comes back and sees you sleeping tho his bad thoughts just become diluc’s dad ✌️. (haha im evil)

he walks to you and slowly holds your hand, placing it on his cheek. he kisses it (cuz hes f-ing traditional) and goes into bed with you. he holds your waist and brings you closer to him as he stares at you. he gets lost while looking at you. he's grateful to have you as his lover, he's grateful to have someone as kind and caring as you.

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hey omg im sorry it took so long and im sorry i suddenly got lazy but yeah-

#genshin fluff #kazuha x reader #xiao x reader #aether x reader #genshin headcanons #im sorry it took so long #venti x reader

[kuraiangeliusm]

hey! good day, night or afternoon! how r u doing today?? btw keep it up i like it <3

- karinah (please call me that)

hey karinah!! good day, night or afternoon to u too!! ily <33

#kurai-talks

[kuraiangeliusm]

Can i request for emotionally constipated diluc finding out your a fatui member

Words: 1.6k (not as long as the others, sorry about that! - auri)

kurai a/n: guys shes crazier than my mom

Genre: Angst Character: Diluc A/N: Hello there! It’s Auri taking this ask, I’m sorry it took so long! I rlly like this idea, and I might make a part 2 hehe. Pls enjoy, sorry it isnt the best-(art by @sajoili on twitter.)

Hide and Seek.

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“Loving is easy when no one’s leaving.”

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Falling in love with Diluc Ragvindr was not part of the job. But here you were, telling him you loved him more than words, and comforting him during the nights where he remembered. You would be accused of treason, betrayal and many more. But if he ever knew about this, that would be even worse than any punishment they could give.

It’s 1 am, Diluc pulls you close to his chest. You’re awake. The Fatui had been sending you letters about how your mission was going, they didn’t know about you yet. Diluc had also kept your relationship a secret, not wanting anyone to know yet. This helped you a lot, but felt guilty altogether. Diluc looked so peaceful when asleep, he’d been through a lot, he deserves a little moment of peace. And someone better. You know he hates the Fatui with burning rage. You know he’d learn about it, one way or another. But you can’t just break it to him. Leaving before the Fatui start an assault on Mondstadt was the best course of action. You just needed a little more time. With him, and for yourself. You take another look at his face. Beautiful. You kiss him, savoring one of the last things you’ll be able to enjoy. You close your eyes, snuggling closer to him for warmth. Warmth. The one thing you long for.

“Morning, Y/N.” Diluc greets. You walk over to his desk and give him a quick kiss before you leave for “work”. You usually had to initiate the affection, but it always made him a little happier. He did have a hard time showing what he truly felt, but you always felt loved, just basking in his presence would do. Every smile you see, always leaves you guilty. You had to go.

“Y/N. You are late once more.” Another fatui member, Aleksandra, chastised you. It was quite a miracle no one knew about your relationship, especially since the Fatui had eyes everywhere. You were supposed to arrive earlier, since you were about to investigate another ruin. Aleksandra found some tracks, and tells you to follow her. You end up in an underground ruin, filled with traps and enemies you had to avoid. Aleksandra tells you to split up, so you can scour the area faster. You nod, taking the other way. Using your vision to shut down the traps, and to wipe out the enemies, you meet up with Aleksandra, seeing a small relic near a stone stele. Aleksandra slowly picks it up, and both of you run to the exit. She gives you permission to rest. The day was over. “I’m back.” You whispered, not seeing Diluc anywhere. He always arrived later than you, because of his Darknight Hero duties. You go to the bathroom, wanting to clean up, the dirt and grime sticking to your clothes. You quickly move out of them and take a shower. After you’ve finished, you put on your clothes, opening the door only to see Diluc with a puzzled face. “Is there something wrong, dear?” You immediately worried, going over to see him. “I- What is a Fatui mask doing here, in your bag? I don’t mean to accuse you but…” Diluc trails off, he seemed a bit reluctant. “I was exploring some ruins and whatnot, and I just encountered some fatui masks on the ground, I thought you might want to look at them.” You had excused, but lying had never made you feel better. Diluc looked a little troubled but one look at your face and all of them melted away. “Alright, thank you. But please don’t put yourself in danger for me, I’d never want to see you hurt. For now, I’ll finish some paperwork, just wait for me in bed. I’ll be there soon” He kissed your forehead, pulling away at first, but he continued on. He retreats to his office, but no matter how long he’d take, you’ll be there, waiting.

It’s been 3 hours, but Diluc hasn’t come to bed yet. You decided you had to slowly persuade him to come to bed, or he wouldn’t at all. You slowly open the door to his office. Oh. He was already asleep. You slowly walked near him, not wanting to wake him up. You could carry him to bed…but that’ll make him startled. You didn’t want to leave him here either though….You decide the lesser evil, taking a blanket and draping it over him. You plant a small kiss on his temple, whispering a small good night.

But you couldn’t sleep. You had to go, tonight was your best chance. But could you really let all of this go? No, it wasn’t about you letting go. It was Mondstadt’s safety and his. You couldn’t bear to let him know the truth. You decide it’s finally time.

You look at Diluc’s sleeping form, strands of hair falling on his face. You slowly brush them off. It's goodbye. “May fate bring us together once more, my love.” You give him a small kiss, and look through the window. The moon shone bright along the winery. “Goodbye.” You slowly went out of the window.

The day Diluc woke up without you, his entire world fell. He opened his eyes, and saw a blanket on top of him. You must’ve put it on him when he wouldn’t come back. It was pretty early, and you were still probably sleeping. He rubbed his eyes, walking towards the bedroom. He took a small peek to see if you were there, something he usually did in order to make sure of it. But you were gone. No sign of you. He immediately goes to ask Adelinde if you left. “Sorry, but Miss Y/N hasn’t left. I was here earlier, but I hadn’t seen Miss Y/N leave.” Diluc got even more antsy, he couldn’t find you in any part of the winery. He starts asking around, but no one saw you. He thinks you’ve been kidnapped, but a lingering thought says that you left because of your own judgement. Was he that bad? Did you leave him because you didn’t want him anymore? Diluc ventures out, at least wanting you to talk.

It’s been weeks since you left. The Fatui marked your mission as complete, even with a little delay. You knew Diluc was somewhere out there, trying to find you. “Miss Y/N. The Tsaritsa requests your presence.” No, it wasn’t a request. It was an order. “I’ll be there in a bit.” You were still thinking about him. You knew you should let go, but you always find yourself drifting to him. You stand up, walking through the halls to meet the Tsaritsa, hoping it would clear your mind.

“Y/N. I have another task for you.” The Tsaritsa starts off. “Go to Mondstadt. Diluc Ragvindr has been infiltrating our camps more often than before, and he’s been doing this at a very fast pace. Though we do not know why, I want you to stop him.” She looks down at you, waiting for an answer. Your heart drops. You couldn’t possibly hurt him. “I will start this mission right away. Let me prepare the necessary equipment needed first.” You say to excuse yourself, and go to your room.

How are you supposed to face him again? The next time you meet, you’ll be enemies. Instead of in each other's arms you’ll be at each other’s necks. You can’t bear to see Diluc like that. But the best you could do is hide your identity. He can’t know. You bring your bag, the boat already waiting for you.

You’ve arrived. It still looks the same as when you left. Find Diluc. That was the only thing on your mind. The Fatui said he would target one of the camps near you. Their plan was simple. You ambush him, stall around until they get there. That wasn’t simple to you. And yet here you were, hiding behind one of the stone walls. Diluc was supposed to enter the camp, but instead of fatui men, it would be empty. You tried calming yourself down, you won’t really hurt him, no? You hear footsteps in the distance. It’s him. It’s alright, breathe. “...No fatui…?” You hear him murmur. You take this opportunity to run towards him, and throw one of the potions they gave you. “I’m sorry.” He gets stunned for a second, in which you take the opportunity to knock him out, only to be stopped by his claymore. You almost forgot how strong he was. “You-” He gets cut off, with you throwing another one of the potions, even if they only stun a bit. The others were about to come, you just needed to stall a little longer. You tried once more to knock him out, but it was no use. He just gets up once more. Your legs are getting tired, and your actions are getting sloppier. Diluc takes note of this, using it to make you fall. He was about to deal the final blow, until your mask fell. “It can’t be you…” He won’t believe it. But here you were, on the floor, without your mask. “Why would you…” He feels betrayed. He was a fool. All the signs were there, and yet he chose to ignore them. He doesn’t want to hurt you, and yet he starts raising his claymore while you lie there, defenseless. He was going to finish it. Another one of his loved ones dying at his hands. He raised it up and- “Y/N!” The back ups. He turns around to look. He’s surrounded. One of them dashes to you, helping you get up while Diluc gets occupied with the others. “I’m sorry…” You could only mutter these words, as they drag you outside. You see him fighting your comrades as your last image of him. And at the count of three, you were gone. Nearing the end, you had already hurt each other. ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ -end-

A/N: Hey, hey! I love this idea so much haha, i might end up continuing it, but i do hope you liked it. Maybe playing hide and seek with Diluc’s feelings wasn’t the best choice :).

#diluc x reader #diluc #diluc x y/n #diluc angst #genshin x reader #genshin angst #angst

[kuraiangeliusm]

hey how r u?? can i ask a diluc angst

Character: Diluc Word Count: ~~2.3k 💀 (i surprised myself) Genre: Angst A/N: Oh hello dear anon! Here’s the fic u requested, sorry if it took so long bc I was somewhere else when I received this ask. Hope you enjoy it! I’m not very good at fics, but I do hope you like it<3 (this sucks el o el, Diluc's pov and yours are different times. They aren't in the same timeline. You'd understand later, i hope so🥲) barely proofread. ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Diluc looks away from the piles of paper on his desk. His eyes gaze at the clock. 11pm. He’s supposed to be sleeping with you around this time. But his paperwork still piles up, and tonight was lonely. Maybe he should visit you, no? Bring you a few flowers. You’d want him to spend time with you, just like before. And just like before, Diluc looks longingly at his door, waiting for you to remind him to sleep, to have a good night’s rest, and to tell him that you loved him, no matter what. He sighs, saying he should just head to bed, and leave those thoughts for tomorrow.

_____________________________________________________________________ “Diluc, are you busy again?” You had asked him. “Mhm, yes. I’m sorry, maybe we could go out next time.” He continued writing on the papers he had received, saying that they were important. That’s alright, he’ll be free next time. You wanted to spend time with him, he’d been terribly busy these past few weeks, the only form of communication were the goodbyes he had before he left for his duties. You felt lonely, the winery was large but empty, with only Adelinde, Moco, and Hillie as your company whenever you came back from the adventurer’s guild. You decided to go there, seeing as you had nothing to do today. “Katheryne, are there any commissions today?” You had asked, hoping that there's at least one, you didn’t want to be staying at the winery the whole day. “Just hilichurl camps around the city, and delivering some food from Good Hunter. Oh, and a commission in Dragonspine, I do hope that’s alright.” She apologizes, sending you off with the list of things to do. “Welcome to Good Hunter, how can I help you?” Sara greeted. “A delivery commission, where’s the food and the location?” You prepared the bag for the food. “Oh, it’s reckless pallad, he’s in springvale right now. You can deliver it quickly, just give me the change.” Oh, not Reckless Pallad, you thought. But you couldn't choose what you always wanted. Sara gave the food and sent you off to your delivery. 3 Of your commissions were finished. Only the Dragonspine one was left. Adelinde happily gave you some thick clothes to shield you from the cold. Arriving at the foot of the mountain, Iris gives you directions. It’s just a few enemies, it’ll be done quickly. You trudged on the piles of snow falling down, the cold nipping at your skin. Getting up the mountain was the easy part. What you didn’t know is that there was a ruin grader hiding near the lawachurl habitat so now you needed to fight both.

“Oh my Archo-” You got quickly cut off as the lawachurl readied to launch another heap of snow at you, plus that ruin grader’s “eye” started charging up. You ran behind one of the stone walls you see, waiting for the lawachurl to finish throwing the pile of snow at seemingly nothing, and the ruin grader’s eye to stop charging. The ruin grader somehow spotted you, and aimed his eye at the stone wall, essentially breaking it, and you barely dodged it’s attacks. You use your vision to stun both of them, seeing an unstable rock formation above you. If only you could pinpoint the correct spot to completely demolish it. You searched above, finding a small crack. Using your vision for more power you struck that spot as hard as you could, darting for the exit as the rock and snow fell on the enemies. Crisis averted. Or so you thought. “Well that’s finally done, let’s return to Katheryne for my-” Uh oh. You looked behind, and there was an avalanche happening from the attack. “Oh crap, oh cra, oh cra-” You ran as fast as you could to avoid it, but it was no use. it had already caught up to you. You could only close your eyes for the impact.

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“...Miss Y/N, you’re awake!” A voice wakes you up from your sleep, rubbing your eyes, you see that your hands have bandages around them. You see Barbara standing next to you, worriedly fumbling over the bandages. “What happened?” You had questioned, after Barbara gave you some water to drink. “Well, you weren’t returning, and Master Diluc was getting very…antsy. So he went to Dragonspine and saw your body in the avalanche. He was very worried, he sent you to me but had to leave afterwards.” Your face dropped after you heard the last sentence, but you shook it off, and asked Barbara where he was. “Well…he’s probably on a mission to hunt down the abyss, but I don’t really know where he is, I’m sorry” She apologized and offered to get you another glass of water. She walked out, leaving you alone again. Maybe Diluc would come back and visit you sometime later. Maybe. You spent the rest of the day in your bed, Barbara telling you about the cathedral and her singing some songs for you. You were happy that the girl tried cheering you up, and her voice was of course, angelic, but you still missed Diluc.

Barbara said good night at 9pm, telling you to rest up so that you can recover better. But you wanted to wait for Diluc, if he’d ever come. Your eyes stared at the clock. 11pm. You would remind Diluc to go to bed at this time. He wasn’t here yet. Finding no more use in staying up, you lay down and drift off to sleep. ______________________________________ Another tiring day, Diluc thought. He finished off the last of the hilichurls roaming around. He looked at the horizon, the sun was coming up. Around this time you'd chastise him for being awake, even when you told him to sleep already. He smiled at the memory. He did miss you very much.

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Up again. And no signs of Diluc anywhere. Maybe he was too busy, and forgot. That's alright...he could visit you today, no? You waited for Barbara or another nun to come in, seeing as you couldn't leave the bed yet. "Good morning Miss Y/N! I've got news about Master Diluc's whereabouts!" Barbara happily greeted you, setting the tray of food down. "So, what's the news?" You got a piece of pancake, waiting for Barbara to tell you. "Well, I went to Jean today, and she said that Master Diluc is out. She said another lead from the Abyss or was it the Fatui? Nevertheless, it had surfaced. She doesn't know when he'll come back though, I'm sorry…" Barbara looked so sad that you forgot you were sad, you just told her it was ok and that Diluc had been busy for quite some time. Barbara said you could spend a little more time in the Cathedral, then you could go back to the winery. You thank her and finish the tray, letting her walk off to her Deaconess duties.

The time had come to be discharged, Barbara helped you get up and wished you well. She also said you couldn't do commissions for at least a week. This bummed you out, seeing that Diluc won't be returning for a while. But you can't always get what you want. You entered the winery, greeted by Adelinde. She helped you with your stuff, and you plopped on the bed. Maybe when he comes back you could maybe take him out for a picnic of some sort.

The next few weeks were a blur. You could barely do anything, Katheryne had decided to not let you go to any dangerous commission for a while, so you were stuck running errands back and forth. Diluc also hadn't returned, which was weird because he usually takes a shorter time than this. But tonight, while reading a book for the nth time, you see Diluc outside the manor. "Diluc, are you alright?" You worriedly led him inside, examining for wounds. He doesn't respond, looking tired, you let him lay down while you tended to him. He had already passed out by the time you were finished. You wanted to talk, yes but you just left that for tomorrow. He'd probably be less busy now. You grabbed a blanket and kissed him goodnight.

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Diluc decides he should visit you. Maybe some small talk, even if he wasn't a fan of it. Anything to keep you company. He went to Flora and had asked for your favorite flowers, remembering you teaching him how to make flower crowns. But he wasn't listening, and maybe now, he realized he should've. He should go buy your favorite food too, Good Hunter's just a few steps away. He thanks Flora and holds the bouquet in his hand.

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"Good Morning, did you have a good rest?" You woke him up, he'd overslept quite a bit. "What...time is it" he tried opening his eyes, his blanket dropping to the floor. "9 am. Not too late dearest. I suppose you're free today?" You hope you didn't sound that expectant, but Diluc could see the look in your eyes. "Yes...I'll be able to go with you today." He seemed hesitant but you would take any chance to spend time with him. You got up slowly, you may be healed but it still ached. Diluc allowed himself to get ready, while you packed for a picnic. He did seem a bit distant, but that's alright, he might be a bit worn from his travels.

"Diluc, look!" You had pointed at your favorite flower, setting up the mat so that you could eat. But Diluc looked like he had something on his mind. You tried to enjoy your time, helping him make flower crowns, and even feeding him the food you cooked. But he just seemed so nonchalant and uninterested. You sighed, giving up. "You can go home, I'll fix up." You let him go, seeing as he looked stiff and always looking at the direction of the winery. He told you he should help, but you told him you'd be ok, the winery is near and he was near you. He hesitated but ultimately left you. You packed it up, realizing that it was getting wet because of...tears. You had wiped your face, the flower crowns you had tried making were slowly falling apart. Already being with him was hard enough. You finished, already walking back, it had gotten dark.

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Diluc had the food packed nicely and the bouquet in his hand, walking down the streets towards you. Those flower crowns you made, he didn't quite know how. He should've listened. It would've been nice on your birthday, a few flower crowns to show you were always the queen of his heart. If only he hadn't been so selfish.

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Shit. Treasure hoarders looking for some quick coin. They were waiting for you. You couldn't scream for Diluc yet, you were too far, so you ran. Your legs ached, you weren't used to running after the incident. "C'mere lads she went this way!" screams were heard from a distance. Only a few steps more and you could ask for help. An arrow was shot, landing next to you. "DILUC!" You had shouted, hoping he'd hear you, they were catching up. But a stick decided it would be alright to let you trip, right before you could scream again. Crap, you tried getting up. "Well, well, and what do we have here?" But before they could talk anymore, you kicked up, albeit stressing your legs and landed a punch on his face. Screaming once more for Diluc, you tried stunning them with your vision. You would have succeeded, if only you had blocked that arrow that went straight to your stomach. "..no…" you fell down, trying to get your breath back. Damn it, you could've had the chance to shout but the wound was draining you all too fast, and the enemies started surrounding you. They were about to shoot the final blow until you heard, "BURN!" You knew it was Diluc, but you couldn't get your eyes open to see properly. "Hey, hey, look at me. You'll be ok. I'll get you to Mondstadt, stay with me." He slowly carried your body up, and dashed towards the city.

It was no use. The blood had already drained by the time Barbara was alerted. He wouldn't dare look at you, only letting Barbara bring your body to the Cathedral. But you were already gone. Diluc had already known about the news. Your funeral was attended by many, wanting to pay your respects. It would take Diluc quite some time to come visiting you again. But he will. One day.

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He's arrived. You still look as lovely as ever. He sets the flowers on your grave. "How are you doing today? I apologize for not visiting. I...bought you your favorites, I do hope you'd like them." He sits down, getting a few flowers from the bouquet. Trying to make a simple flower crown, he put two flowers on their ends, to no use. He didn't really understand how to do it like you always did. "I'm sorry." He starts. "For not being with you, and not cherishing those little things you always did. I...do hope you're much happier now." He places the flowers down and looks to your grave. "I love you."

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A/N: hello hello! Hope u liked that, i hope it wasn't too confusing. Sorry it took so long, I was in a little writer's block aha, school has a lot of projects rn. Ty so much for reading, a reblog/note would be highly appreciated<3

#diluc #diluc x reader #diluc angst #genshin x reader #angst

[kuraiangeliusm]

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[kuraiangeliusm]

hello how r u today may i ask a kae fic??

hi anon, im (kurai) doing good, idk about my cousin auri but praying shes ok too! anyway heres the kaeya fic

Character: Kaeya Word Count: ~~2k (it’s kaeya auri loves him) Genre: hurt/comfort Auri A/N: Hello anon! This Kaeya fic is "somewhat" a part 2 of my hcs, you can go read them here, hope u enjoy, not rlly good with this haha-(school is kiiling me rn, but i do hope u enjoy)

Kurai A/N: lol auri proofreads & i dont but ok we r different ppl pls understand bye!! <3

____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Kaeya Alberich keeps to himself. Seen as Mondstadt’s cavalry captain, he keeps everyone at an arm's length. The truth hurts, no? Last time he told the truth, he lost the only people who loved him. Better living in the shadow of his lies than anyone knowing about the true him. Would they still be on his side if he did tell them? Probably not. “Kaeya, Y/N is back , please don’t give them a hard time, they’re tired, so please just lead them back to their office.” Jean asked Kaeya. “Oh you don’t need to worry about me, I’ll go pick them up~” Kaeya replied, walking out to the fountain to meet them there. “Kaeya, here!” You gesture towards the bench. “My, my! How was the trip, Y/N? Hope you haven’t found someone to replace your beloved captain, no?” Kaeya teased as he helped you with your belongings, bringing them to your office. “Hmm, I don’t think I could replace you, you’re way too annoying for someone to replace.” You retort. He faked hurt, “Aww, why so mean? Maybe it’s your travels~” He said, in which he earned a slap on the head. “Hmm, maybe Sir Kaeya, but if you may, I’ll get some rest, see you tomorrow.” You excused yourself, you were exhausted. “Alright then, see you tomorrow Y/N, then maybe we could get some drinks too?”. You thought about it and accepted, it was a habit for him to invite you out for a drink. “Have a good rest Y/N, see you.” He exited your office, thinking about tomorrow’s events.

But maybe Kaeya doesn’t know how much his lies hurt others too.

“Hey Kaeya! Are you ready to go to the tavern?” You piped up, opening his office door. “Not now, Y/N. I’d like to be alone, maybe next time.”. Oh, that tone again. “O-oh…alright! See you then…” You mumbled.

Kaeya's mood sometimes goes like this, you tell yourself. But when you see him hanging out with Rosaria and Venti, and a person you don’t know, you realize maybe it wasn’t about his mood.

Kaeya has a certain reputation. Being the flirty, smart, and resourceful Cavalry Captain, no wonder people fall heads over heels, only to be ghosted afterwards. You hadn't realized that tears had been falling out of your eyes, you tried wiping them and ran back home.

It's been weeks since you last talked, Kaeya thought. You were acting weird, often making excuses whenever he invited you. You told him you were very busy helping Jean out, the hilichurl camps were roaming around the city again. But Kaeya wasn't an idiot not to notice. You seemed distant, and even afraid whenever he got too near. His flirty remarks were often answered with a thank you rather than another retort of yours. He brushed it off, saying that the workload had probably affected you, and went to Jean's office.

"Kaeya, can you deliver this to Y/N? Also, please tell her to come to my office, another hilichurl camp has been spotted outside the walls." Jean looked tired, maybe it was work getting to both of you. He walked towards your office, passing Lisa by. "Oh hello there Kaeya, mind having a little chat? I do have some things to tell you~" Lisa asked, but he told her he was busy. "Oh well, maybe next time, I've got to get to the drunkards now, they're once again causing some ruckus." Lisa said goodbye, leaving the headquarters.

He opens the door to your office, but before he could do that, he heard small sobs coming out of the door. He opened it, and saw your face tucked in between your arms. "Y/N? Are you alright?" He slowly went close to you, seeing your form tense up after he spoke. You slowly got up and wiped your face(well at least tried to.). You whispered out a small yes, and tried cleaning up your table to make it look cleaner. "Well, could you tell me why the Cavalry Captain is here? Surely he has some duties to attend to." You asked, throwing away some papers that got wet by your tears, you could get new ones anyway.

"Jean did ask you to meet up with her, and she did give you paperwork…but first, why was captain y/n crying?" He tried lightening up the mood a little, but sadly that didn't work. "It's nothing, just felt a little stressed, work is piling up here" You mumbled, still unsure whether to keep talking. "Mhm, but I don't think that was nothing, no? Did something happen?" Kaeya

pressed a little more this time. But he knew he probably was the reason for this. “I told you, it’s nothing. Work has been piling up recently, so I’ve been stressed. Now if you may, please put the paperwork on my desk, I’ll go visit Jean now.” You exit your office leaving Kaeya alone. “I’m sorry Y/N.” He whispers as you walk out the door.

Your day had been going smoothly, even with a little bit of misfortune, it was fine. You hadn’t seen Kaeya for a while after he told you about Jean’s call, which was good, you didn’t want to talk to him. Even when he still made your heart jump whenever another flirt was directed at you. After clearing the last hilichurl camp, you reported back to Jean. “Alright Y/N, you can rest now. It’s alright if you leave the paperwork for tomorrow. Have a good rest.” But you wanted to keep your mind off Kaeya, so you went to your office, hoping not to bump into him. A familiar figure had blocked you. “Kaeya, what are you-”, “We need to talk, Y/N. ''. He looked troubled, as if something was bothering him. “Meet me at my office, I want to discuss something with you.”. “Like what? Look Kaeya I’m a bit tired, could we do this tomorr-”. “It’s just something small, it wouldn’t take much of your time. After finishing your paperwork, come meet me, I’ll wait.” He then left, leaving you confused. You just shook your head and walked towards your office. Why did he want to talk to you? Invite you to a drink, only to leave you last minute? No, he would ask you directly, he doesn’t need you to go to his office. Maybe it was your performance? Either working too much or too little? No, it couldn’t be, both of you were busy. How have you been acting lately?Maybe, but why would he still care? You took a deep breath, sat down and started the paperwork. Hours passed by, the work finally finished. It was already late by the looks of it. You stood up and stacked the papers, and set them aside. “Let’s hope it really is a small thing…” You whispered, and started walking towards Kaeya’s office. You really hoped he wouldn’t be there. It was late after all. You took a second to calm yourself down, it’s just a small thing, then you could go home. You reach in for the doorknob, praying to the archons to save you.

“Ah, you’ve arrived. Please, sit down.” Kaeya was sitting in his office, supposedly reading reports about treasure hoarders. “Kaeya, what is this about? Look, I don’t-”. Kaeya stops you, “Please, let me explain first. It’ll go easier that way.” Kaeya picks up another report and starts speaking. “Why have you been ignoring me? Look if it was about the drinks and all I’m sorry-”. “'It isn’t about the drinks Kaeya…can’t you see? You always say you're never in the mood for talking or going out, and yet whenever I walk around the city I could see you being with someone else! Look, it may be jealousy, but please, stop using me. If I was just a tool, just throw me away. I don’t want to do this anymore.” You cut him off. “Kaeya, please. I don’t want to get used by anyone anymore, especially if they wouldn’t even care! Leave me alone, please.” You expressed. “Y/N please I’m sorry but let me explain-”. “What do you need to explain anymore? I’ve already seen it with my own eyes, you can’t keep lying.”. “I just didn't want to hurt you, alright? Please listen-”. “Well then you’ve already failed. If you just wanted to replace me, you could’ve cut ties. Maybe then it’ll hurt less.”

Getting up from the chair, you would’ve almost ran away if he hadn’t held your wrist to stop you. “Y/N I’m sorry, it was stupid of me to not tell you. I was scared, I could’ve hurt you, in one way or another” He started his apology. “I agree if you do want to cut ties but please let me finish.” You turned to him waiting for him to continue. “I do have quite the reputation for being a heartbreaker, but promise you do hold importance in my heart. I am quite affiliated with…certain organizations, I would never want to put you, or anyone in danger. I…thought maybe if you saw that I was being a jerk, you’d finally leave, and wouldn’t get hurt. I’m sorry” He took your hands in his and started apologizing again and again for hurting you. “...It’s alright.” He looked up, in surprise. “You don’t need to force yourself into forgiving me…” He told you. “No, I want to. You’re already a jerk, and yet I haven’t left yet, y’know?” You mustered up a small smile, cupping his face in your hands. “I’m sorry…” He started once again, but you cut him off.

“Kaeya Alberich, stop apologizing. Look, we can talk about this again tomorrow if you’d like, but it’s late, let’s go home.”. “At least let me walk you home first? As another…apology of some sort-” You hit him in the head again. “As I said, stop apologizing. Just think of it as sending me home and nothing else.”. “Alright then, but I do owe you a drink tomorrow, I promise that I’ll go with you.” The walk to your home was pretty quiet, both of you thinking about the other. “Well, m’lady, we’ve arrived. Hope you have sweet dreams tonight~” Kaeya teased. “No need to do some sweet talk, goodnight, Kaeya.” You leaned in and kissed him on the cheek, and said a small goodbye, closing the door, leaving him quite…flustered.

You prayed Kaeya wouldn’t reject the invitation again, walking towards his office. “Kaeya? Are you ready?” You looked around, not seeing him. “Boo.” He suddenly appeared behind you. “Oh my Arc-” You almost hit him, if he didn’t dodge your hand. “Kaeya, don’t go around doing that! I would’ve almost hit you!” You chastised him. “Oho?~ Worried for me now? What an honor!”. “Now, now, you started it, are you ready to go yet?” You fixed your shirt up and went with him to the tavern.

“Y/N! Want to have a drink with me?” Venti greeted you as you entered. “Oh, no I’m not paying again, last time you did that you made me pay for at least 20 bottles!” You told him. “Now, now, don’t be so mean y/n, I promise I won’t make you pay today!” You and Kaeya had sat down, Rosaria started complaining about church work again, and Venti started talking about a new song he was working on. But as time passed, it was time to go. Kaeya had insisted on walking you home, it was late and dangers lurk nearby. “Goodbye Kaeya-” You were suddenly stopped by Kaeya’s hand. “You can’t just give me a kiss on the cheek and leave me all of a sudden, no?”. “Look, that was-” Kaeya suddenly puts his finger on your lips. “Ah, ah~ You owe me another you know?”. You put your hands on hips, “Oh, I do? Are you sure about that, captain?”. He pulls you in, “Well, let’s see~”

You can guess what happened next.

-end- A/N: ahh im finally done…sorry if it's late and succs, i do hope you enjoyed it. School draggin me across the floor rn- till next time! Bye bye~

#kaeya #kaeya x reader #kaeya fluff #genshin x reader

[kuraiangeliusm]

thank you!

i just wanted to say thanks to @imjushereok (angie) and @narcissus-c

#kurai talks

[kuraiangeliusm]

im feeling sad today so i decided to write a short albedo fluff

it was a long day. you felt like someone put a mountain on your shoulder, like everything was given just to make you suffer. you just went back home and laid down on your bed and fell asleep.

when you woke up you smelled the scent of your favorite food and heard the sound of a fire being turned on. you checked where it was coming from. it was coming from the kitchen.

there, stood albedo. he was making your favorite dish. you walked next to him and put a hand on his shoulder. “albedo, why are you making my favorite dish?” you questioned him. he looked at you and held your waist while gently pushing your head to his chest. “i noticed how you’re acting differently this past few days. it’s as if..theres something troubling you.” he replies.

you pulled your head away from his chest and sighed. “well..it’s just i feel like i need to do everything. when i do, i don’t even get a thank you from someone. when i do the thing wrong or i didn’t do it at all, it’s like…everyone is disappointed and i just feel like it’s never enough..” you looked at him, tears forming in your eyes.

“oh [name], you don’t need to do everything. don’t let those people pull you down. when you finish something, give yourself a pat on the back and take a break. if you didn’t or messed up, it’s okay. just remember to try your best next time. now, come on. let’s eat.” he reassures you softly.

albedo put the food in a plate and placed it on a table. he takes your hand and slowly seats you. you two eat in silence as you think about what he said.

when you finish eating, he takes a blanket and gently grabs your hand to guide you to the couch. he sits and motions for you to lie down next to him. you rest your head on his shoulder and he covers you two in a blanket. he puts his arm around your waist as you two fall asleep.

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hii! its me kurai. just wrote this because i am feeling a little down today, but i hope i’ll get better. anyway, enjoy! <3

#albedo fluff #albedo x reader #genshin x reader #albedo #sorry it sucks lol<3

[kuraiangeliusm]

Hii, can I ask part 2 of kazuha yk 😈

hi anon! soo idk which kazuha one you're talking about so i just assumed it was the smut so here it is

character: kazuha

word count: 1k

tw: smut (no shit), DOM KAZUHA THIS TIME WOOOO, sub reader, AGAIN MODERN AU ISH, praising, i am sorry can you just tell me if i missed any

A/N: YES I DID PUT AFTERCARE THIS TIME and im sorry i suck lol, i'll try to make better fanfics but anyway, i hope you like this. AND AGAIN, MINORS DNI. IF THEY DO WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ABOUT IT I CAN'T STOP THAT

(no proofread im too lazy 🙄)

a week after your intimate session with kazuha, you felt more comfortable asking him for things such as to hold your waist when you two are just doing nothing. and kazuha being the sweet boy he is always lets you do what you ask of him. kazuha never asked you to do that thing with you again because of 2 things (that he obviously considered)

1. you might reject him or feel uncomfortable about doing it again

2. you may not have the time for all that since he knows you have things to deal with too

though, that doesn't mean he doesn't want to do all that with you again. sometimes, kazuha has a big little problem in his pants. he tries to calm down his boner but fails. he still remembers the feeling of your sweet little cunt wrapping around him, and nothing could beat that feeling.

so one day, kazuha decided to ask if you could do it again. his plan was to ask you when you come home from grocery shopping. you entered your house, dropping the bags. once kazuha hears the door knob click, he approaches you. "hey [name], do you need any help carrying those?" he asks. he decides that asking you right when you come home wasn't the best idea, so he changed his plan.

"*sigh* thank goodness kazuha, i could barely carry these." you replied with a smile. kazuha helped you carry your bags and put them in the kitchen. after that, you took a shower. as you were bathing, (your beloved sweet caring prince charming) kazuha decided he would ask you after you took a bath. you came out of the shower, put on your clothes and dried your hair. you came out of your room and saw kazuha on the couch. you sat next to him and put your head on his shoulder.

"soo.. are you hungry kazuha? anything you want to eat?" you looked at him. "no.. not really.. but [name], can i ask you a question?" he hesitantly answered. "yes, of course you can kazuha. what is it?" you rubbed his shoulder gently, silently telling him to finish. (you mf just say it 🤬) "could..we do it again? what we did last time..?" he couldn't bring himself to look at you, his face showing clear embarrassment. your eyes widened in shock. "oh i-.. well, y-yes we can. but can i ask what made you want to do it again, kazuha?" was your answer.

"i-.. after we did that i just feel like i need you all the time. and i want to continue these intimate things with you, only if you're comfortable with it of course.." he whispered, cheeks red. "well, let's not waste time then" you stood up. he followed and took your hand, leading you to your bedroom.

kazuha asked you to sit down and take off your clothes, while he did the same. he slowly removed his clothes, slowing down even more when it came to the bottom parts. "k-kazuha..stop teasing and just take them off already!" you pouted once you started to get impatient.

"ha, my little princess is so needy, isn't she?" he finally took off his pants and revealed his dick which stood until his tip was just above his belly button. he was a proud 7.5 inches and his red tip was visible. as the cold wind hit his cock, he shivered and groaned.

kazuha walked closer to your figure on the bed and told you to get on your knees on the ground. he took a seat on the bed as you kneeled. you started lightly kissing his tip. kazuha got impatient and shoved your head down on his entire length. you choked on it, but kazuha paid no mind. ("no [name] idc now keep doing that" was his thoughts el o el)

your lips went up and down his shaft and your movements made your beloved cum with his head thrown back. "a-ahhn [name].." he pushed your head down further. after he calmed down, kazuha pushed you down on the bed. his fingers slowly entered your hole.

he thrusted his fingers in you, wet sounds filling the room. "k-kazuha.." you moaned out. with this, he sped up his movements. his tongue licked your clit and after a minute passed, you were going to cum, but he felt it and stopped his movements. kazuha flipped you and he had you down on the bed on all fours.

he pushed in his dick slowly, letting you adjust to his size. eventually, you got used to him and gave him the signal to move. kazuha wasted no time to thrust in you. his movements were fast and hard, the bed shaking along with him. "a-ah kazuha.." you were still sensitive from the stimulation earlier and came quickly.

kazuha did not mind and continued to thrust into you as you cum. "haa-h kazuha slow..down-" you begged him. he instead increased the speed of his movements, feeling his own orgasm nearing. "[name].. i- i'm gonna-" he released his seed inside of you, holding your figure.

he pulled out and carried you to the bathroom, heating up the water. kazuha slowly put down your figure in the bath and sat down behind you. the both of you relaxed in the hot water and stayed there for a while. kazuha grabbed the shampoo bottle and put a little on his hands and scrubbed you hair, removing any tangles.

you two finished bathing and after you got dressed (which he had to help u with 😭) he carried you and laid down with you on the bed. "why do you care so much for me, and love me, kazuha?" you asked him, allowing him to hold you close. "well, you're someone i have great interest in, personality and all. i truly do love you, [name]. and beside, only the best for my queen" he chuckled and planted a kiss on your cheek.

#IM SORRY THIS SUCKS BUT YEAH #kazuha x reader #kazuha smut #kazuha #genshin x reader #i regret everything

[kuraiangeliusm]

i want to experience diluc’s life 😭✋

#kurai talks

[kuraiangeliusm]

supporter <3

Reblog if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, transgender or a supporter.

This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.

[kuraiangeliusm]

hey can i ask diluc headcannons?? it can be about whatever <3

- can i be 😈 anon??

hi! ofc you can be 😈 anon. heres the hcs:

Characters: Diluc, Kaeya, Childe Genre: Fluff+ a teeny bit of angst on some.

A/N: hi its auri i’ll be taking care of this ask, its basically hcs from before you date, my school is killing me, so pls have mercy i succ at writing, still do hope you enjoy<3 (Dw, there will be a part 2 for some of these, sorry for taking a bit long!) went too far with childe, but what can i say? He’s a menace<3

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-Diluc, the pity ruiner(pakyu)-

This man istg seems so distant so you feel like it’s just one-sided at the start 😔

He probably hides his feelings, of course he’s scared after he lost his father and brother.

Probably bottles them up and (tries) throwing them away thinking it’ll disappear, but oh Diluc it don’t work like that.

He basically “tries” to show you he likes you but it comes off as he likes your company but nothing else

SO NOW BOTH OF YOU THINK IT’S ONE SIDED 🤬

Kaeya’s honestly has enough of you both

The entirety of Mondstadt does tbh

Both of you are just too hard headed to ACTUALLY think abt what the other feels

He thinks his touch of your fingers, when he tries extra hard making your drink, or being seemingly distracted whenever you’re there is enough for you to know that you like him. Everyone’s just tired by now-

Kaeya, Venti, and Rosaria’s only here for the wine not the romantic tension istg 🙄

And so the three of them (rosaria’s prolly there for "emotional support") hatch a plan to get both of you together bc Diluc just gets distracted and can’t make their drinks 😡/j

So after telling you that Diluc asks that you go to Dawn Winery, and telling Diluc that you’ll be visiting, they now sit and wait, hoping that one of y’all confess

You arrived at Dawn Winery, after Kaeya told you Diluc had asked to meet here. But you’ve been here for 15 minutes and Diluc hasn’t arrived, maybe he was late. Or Kaeya just wanted to mess with you that piece of sh- . Pushing those thoughts away, you pick up your bag, only to be stopped by a hand on your wrist. “AHH-” You pick up your bag and almost hit…oh it was Diluc, who was about to stop you. “Sorry, I was late…” He apologized and you both sat down on the bench.

Kaeya and Venti sigh, both of them still waiting for one of you to say those God forsaken 3 words- Maybe they should do something, both of you were confused on what the other’s reason was to come there. Venti sends a gust of wind towards both of you, making your hat and belongings fly away. You and Diluc hurriedly run after them, and then Venti, being the little piece of sh-t he is, send another blow of wind, making you trip over each other(just like a wattpad scene istg venti-)

You fumble over each other, both looking like tomatoes. After Diluc helps you get up, he remembers that your belongings are still somewhere out there, so he proposes that you stay and wait, in which you replied that you wanted to help. He sighed, but a little bit more time with you wouldn’t be that bad, no? He takes your hand (😳) and walks toward the vineyard, where the wind supposedly took it.

It’s time, he says to himself. Maybe he should tell you. It is getting quite annoying seeing Kaeya flirt with you, and you laughing at his (sh-tty) jokes. But before he could even say anything to tug at him, wait has he been holding your hand this entire time? You gesture over to the lake, you see your belongings there.

The sun was setting, perfect for what he was about to say. But after getting your belongings, before he could say anything you start to speak up. “Diluc, I have something to say.” you told him, picking up your hat and dusting it off. “...Yes?” he replied, the tension suddenly becoming more and more aware to Diluc. “IREALLYLIKEYOUBUTIMSCAREDIFYOUDONTLIKEMEBACKCANWESTAYFRIENDSPLSLPSLSPLSPSLPS-'' You suddenly burst out, poor Diluc’s left confused and probably scared you might take eminem's job /j, but one thing clicked in his mind.

You liked him. You really really did. He takes your hands in his and pulls you in close, “Y/N…me too.”

Maybe...you should stay like that for a while. (Kaeya and Venti high five in the distance, more drinks for them.)

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-Kaeya, auri’s beloved (king)-

Honestly, he had bad intentions when you both first met.

Kaeya Alberich does not let himself get near, no, no, no.

He lies, lies, and lies. The truth only hurts. (Not all of them are lies, but what can he do?)

He thought you were cute, the new captain of the knights, maybe he’d let you stay, not for long though.

Sometimes he flirts with you, saying how you look good and inviting you for a drink.

Some days, he leaves you. No warnings or words. He just straight up ignores you.

It hurts you, and…maybe him too. (he’d rather die than tell you though)

One day, you just decided that Kaeya’s just leading you on, and so you start ignoring him.

Kaeya still does try flirting, but instead of a blush or a laugh, you just say thank you and walk away.

Oh no you’re leaving him, are you? (ofc we are mf youve been sh-t to us!!!🤬)

He thinks he’s done his job, now he can’t get attached to you, now that you’re gone…right?

Oh no, he didn’t quite realize he f-cked up.

He walked into your office to tell you Jean has been calling for you.

Only to walk into you burying your head into your hands, small sobs coming out of you.

He doesn’t know what to do, frankly this was probably his fault.

Putting on his best smile, he approaches you.

Kaeya has been leading you on just to leave you on an edge, hasn’t he?

You’re tired of being used, so you just decide to ignore him altogether. His games were never fun anyway…his jokes weren’t funny…he didn’t make your heart beat so fast it might rip out of your chest.

Excuses, excuses, excuses. You felt scared, and lonely. You put your head between your hands, small sobs start coming out. But suddenly, the door opens. You can’t do anything about it anymore, they’ll see you either way.

“Y/N…are you alright?” Ah, that voice. You (try to) wipe your face and whisper out a small yes. Why did Kaeya have to come again? It’ll make everything harder. “Why did you come here? The cavalry captain surely has duties to attend to.” You state, fixing the paperwork scattered across your table, a few tears wetting them, but you don't mind. “Well, Jean is asking you to come to her office, but before that, why was Captain Y/N crying?” he joked, trying to lighten the mood a little, which inevitably, did not work. “Just felt stressed, nothing to worry about. Jean said to meet, right? Give me a few minutes, I’ll meet up with her.” You replied, trying to fix your table to look presentable.

“I don’t think that’s nothing, y/n. You did seem a little down when I went here, did someone hurt you?” Kaeya spoke up, oh yes he knew he hurt you. He just doesn’t want to accept it, the thought of you crying already hurt him enough, but his pride, or rather fear, wouldn't let him admit it, even if it was happening in front of him.

“I did tell you it was nothing, captain." You strongly state. "Now if you will excuse me, I’ll be going to Jean now.” You walked out of your office, leaving Kaeya alone.

“...I’m sorry Y/N.” He whispered. Later that day, you thankfully hadn't seen Kaeya after the office thing, which was good. Hoping you wouldn't bump into him, you hurriedly ran to your office. You picked up the documents from Jean first, and were about to file them, until a familiar figure blocked you. Kaeya had a questioning look on his face, and one of his hands was on his hips, and the other, blocking your way. “Y/N. We need to talk.” He told you. “Meet me, my office. I have some things to discuss.”. “Oh, and what could that be?” You questioned back, you really wanted to get out of this situation. “I’ll tell you later. Just go to my office after you file the papers.” He seemed…angry, or scared even. Was that the word? You just said yes and dashed to your office, taking a deep breath.

Maybe he just wanted to invite you to a drink as usual? No, he wouldn’t ask you to go to his office. Was your performance dropping? Maybe, you had been distracted, but it wasn’t your fault he made you feel like that. Was it about the office situation? No, you had already told him you were ok, right?

You put the papers in their correct drawer, and you walked to Kaeya’s office. Oh dear, may the archons bless you, you whispered. You grabbed the doorknob and slowly opened the door.

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-Childe (auri's little menace<3)-

No but like he’s really charismatic no wonder people fall for him

You’re part of the Fatui, one of his comrades.

You often get paired with him, which is why you know each other.

Both of you are on good terms, even with him being annoying, asking you to spar almost everyday

“Comrade, that was a great spar, you beat me this time! Next time, I promise I’ll win!”

“I don’t quite mind losing to you, in fact it helps me a lot, comrade!”

“Thanks for the help today, comrade!”

Though you may have gained an affection for him, you brush it off, saying he had that effect on everyone, it was no wonder the new recruits wanted to be under him.

And so you just accompany him to his missions, trying to erase the feeling from your mind.

Oh well, things don’t always go as planned.

One day, he invited you to another spar.

Sadly you got distracted.

“Comrade, is there something wrong? You seem out of place today.” Childe asked, throwing another blast of hydro at you, blocking a little too late.

Within a few minutes he’s got you pinned to the ground, you panic, pushing him off so that you’re on top, both hands beside his head.

You turn red,stand up and start running running, leaving the battle unfinished.

You ran away as fast as you could, with Childe trying to catch up.

You’ve been avoiding the topic for as long as possible. It was impossible to escape Childe, so you just escaped the topic instead. Which in turn made you look uninterested, making poor Childe confused.

Was he not interesting anymore? Did you somehow realize that he wasn’t worth it :( ? Poor Childe didn’t know what he was feeling, I mean if you got chucked into the abyss at 14 then got into the military after, I don’t think he knows much about liking someone and all. So he did try to win your attention back, but you seemed a little distant every time he talked to you. He kept on asking to spar, but you kept replying you weren’t in the mood. Were you about to leave him? Did he do something? Maybe you think he shouldn’t be with him, with his blood lust and his lust for battle. That’s alright, it's the reason why the others stay away.

So as a last-ditch attempt to get you to talk, he takes you on a mission, to Liyue. “Obtaining Rex Lapis’ Gnosis sounds hard…'' you muttered. Yes you have been to different missions, but most of them were either collecting debts, or finding people. Stealing a God’s gnosis? Now that sounds difficult. “No worries comrade, I’m by your side! We’ll be able to get it in no time, for now just get used to Liyue’s landscape and culture.” You head over to Wanmin’s, Childe said it was a pretty good restaurant and that he’ll meet you there. You changed into some casual clothes, hiding your vision in your bag. “Hello there! What would you like today? Newcomer, that's ok! Today’s special is Black-Back Perch Stew!” A blue haired girl appeared, seemingly the chef. “I’ll just take the special, thank you.” You replied, still waiting for Childe to meet with you. “Oh ok! Please wait for a while. Oh Mr. Zhongli, Good Morning! We have Springvale Boar on the menu today, would you like to try it instead of the salt and pepper tofu?” The girl asked a brown haired man who sat beside you, leaving a chair in between. “I’ll have both.” The man, called Zhongli answered.

“Y/N! You’re here!” Childe got the seat between you and the guy named Zhongli. “Ah, Childe, here to taste Xiangling’s new dish?” Zhongli asked, do they know each other? “Ah, sorry, but I’ll just be eating with y/n today! We do have somewhere to go.” Childe replied as Xiangling, the girl’s name placed the Black-Back Perch Stew. You got a pair of chopsticks and were about to use them, until you saw Childe desperately failing at using the utensils. “Pfft- Childe, you hold it like this.” Taking his hand, you showed him the way that chopsticks were used, to no avail, he just blatantly seemed to fail at every step. The day Childe masters the chopsticks, is the day he can finally hit a bullseye, you thought, which is to say, never. It was fun though, you haven’t talked to him like that in a while.

You and Childe return to your rooms, hoping to get some rest before you set out to obtain the gnosis. Childe says he'll sleep with you(not what you think😡) but first he has a...debt to handle.

The next few weeks were spent finding, planning, and basically hunting down anyone who knew about the gnosis. Childe had gone with the traveller while you stayed in Liyue to investigate.

It had seemed alright, until you got the news that Childe started a duel between him and the traveler in the Golden House, so you ran, ran as fast as you could to stop him, but it was too late.

“...Your strength is praiseworthy.” You could only watch in horror as Childe continued on. “I too shall use all of mine.” Childe walked towards the traveller. “So don’t you dare disappoint me, Foul Legacy- Devouring Deep!” Childe transformed, using his delusion, attacked the traveller.

Childe used his delusion, sending strikes of hydro and electro towards the traveller. He gets blocked and hit, leaving him stunned.

“As such, we must now look to our back-up plan.” Childe states. He wasn’t serious about this, right? The backup was only when you had no more choice, you both still had one, right? The small fairy asked, “Backup plan?”. “I will awaken the God that lies dormant beneath Guyun Stone Forest.” The fairy shrieked, “A God?!”. “Osial, Overlord of The Vortex, who was defeated by Morax, the Geo Archon in the Archon War. And who has remained pinned beneath the waves by the Geo Archon's stone spears ever since.” Childe starts summoning the Sigils of Permission, the ones you were researching and duplicating. Soon Childe summons all of them, and awakens the Overlord of the Vortex. The Traveller and the Adepti sought to stop Osial from destroying Liyue, meanwhile you tried to find Childe in the midst of chaos, but the storm was too strong and sent flying debris all over the place, unfortunately hitting you before you could escape. Hushed cries and “Please don’t leave me”’s were the last things you heard before you fell unconscious.

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-end- A/N: AHH im so sorry if i went overboard with childe, i'll make a part two for Kaeya and him, so no need to worry, i just need to sort my homework first, ty for reading<3 -Auri

#genshin x reader #kaeya x reader #genshin headcanons #childe x reader #diluc x reader #its so long lmaoo #the authors regret this #childe #diluc #kaeya

[kuraiangeliusm]

heyyyy!! can i request xiao fluff headcannons??

also, call me angie

hiii angieee!! (omg sorry im cringe) ofc u can! thanks for askingg

also i added kazuha cuz y not?? and btw this is kinda modern au butttttt i hope its still ok to u <3

✨ Xiao ✨

THIS ABSOLUTE MF 😡

at first he doesnt like it and thinks its stupid cuz when u try to cuddle he ALWAYS

ALWAYS GOES LIKE "leave me alone grr" R U EVEN MY BOYFRIEND??

when u cuddle him he loves it especially when you are in his arms

after a while tho he warms up but still doesnt show he likes it

he will not tell or show u that he wants cuddles

so u have to like ask him or like you have to cuddle him

but eventually tho he asks u from time to time

he likes to cuddle u all day all night and loves to waking up to see u sleeping in his arms

and then when he wakes up and you're gone hes just like "DHUASIDKJHSFDHFGG WHERE IS [NAME] WHERE WHERE WHERE" inside 😭🖐🏻

in a very rare occasion he actually loses control of his mood and goes "grr" then goes "it hurts" the next second cuz karmic debt like dat

so he goes and asks you one day to cuddle

you had some things to do when it was happening. so when you come home, xiao wraps his arm around your waist and puts his head on your shoulder and doesn't let go. you know what's happening and lead him to the bedroom. he looks at you, pain evident in his eyes. you feel bad for him, so even though you have stuff to do you still let him do what he wants because he's ur baby <33

xiao is pained but your cuddles and your presence here with him calms him. he eventually falls asleep, his head on top of yours. you smile under him, glad he's feeling better.

when he wakes up and you're not there, xiao panics and looks for you everywhere. you were making his favorite almond tofu in the kitchen. you were going back to the bedroom when he opened the door. you took a step back in surprise. "xiao, what are you doing?" you asked him. "i- i thought that you left me and-" he still hasn't recovered from it.

you led him back inside the bedroom and asked him to sit down. "it's okay, i was just making you food. here, have this almond tofu" you took the plate and gave it to him. you put your head on his shoulder as he eats, reassuring him that you won't leave.

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🍁 Kazuha 🍁

kind of like xiao (k i n d o f)

when you two first started dating he's just a little awkward

but hes so sweet cuz he helps you and YK HES SWEET

he warms up eventually tho

then he starts cuddling you and initiates it from time to time

so he loves being the big spoon but also likes it when he's the smol spoon!!

cuddles with u like you'll fade away if he lets go

when he sees you're not with him when he wakes up hes like "it's ok [name] night just be busy

but when he doesnt see you for a while he starts to get worried but dw he sees u 🥳

one day kazuha's just super sad because he saw someone die and it reminds him of his friend dying :(

so when he finds you he cuddles you right away

kazuha was not feeling happy today. he saw someone's friend die in front of them and it made him really sad because he still misses tomo. so when he sees you again, he cuddles you right away. "w-woah kazuha..what got into you today?" you looked at him and saw the look on his face.

you took him to his favorite cuddling spot. he likes doing that with you near a tree where you two first met. your back was against the tree and his head was on top of your thighs. stop being horny you stroked his hair gently, removing the knots. he fell asleep after a while, finding the movements of your hands relaxing.

kazuha woke up to your figure picking nearby flowers surrounding the island. "[name], what are you doing?" he slowly sat up from his position. "oh kazuha! you're awake. i was just picking these flowers for you" you looked at him and handed him the flowers. "thank you, [name]" he took the flowers from your hand and intertwined your fingers as you two stare at the setting sun, basking in each other's presence.

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AHHH!! IM SO SORRY IT SUCKS but i had fun making this <3 hope you enjoyy

#kazuha #xiao x reader #kazuha x reader #im sorry it took so long #im sorry it sucks #xiao fluff #kazuha fluff #genshin x reader #genshin headcanons

[kuraiangeliusm]

hii can i ask for a kazuha smut fic? he can be any role but could i ask for sub kazu? you can ignore me if u dont want to answer this btw!

also, can i be "👻 anon" ?

hii 👻 anon! im sorry it took like 2 days i was busy w/ school and im sorry it sucks.. BUT ANYWAY hope you enjoy <3

character: kazuha

word count: 569 😏

tw: smut (duh), afab reader, modern au ish, dom reader, sub kazuha, tell me if i missed anything

A/N: im so sorry it took so long anon!! but anyway i hope this isnt too sucky andd yeahh enjoy<3!! (minors dni but istg i can't stop them)

everyday was just an average day. you wake up, eat, go to work, get shouted at by your boss, return home, do your stuff, and sleep. it was awful to not find anything else to do. until you met kazuha. he showed you how to make each day meaningful, you admired kazuha for that. your life was less dull and you loved him, a lot.

skip to 6 months later, you and kazuha are now dating. you two took it slow, warming up to each other over time. from time to time, kazuha would take you on dates. either you would do things with him in the comfort of your home (cuddles!!!), or you two would go out.

he loved you, very much. so today, he decided he wanted to try something new. he trusted you, and you put your trust into him too. so after you come home, he talks to you about it.

"dear, could you come here for a second?" he asks you, patting the space next to him on the couch. "hm? oh- okay then" you sat down beside him, staring at kazuha with eyes that held curiosity and care.

"what is it, love?" you answered him. "i'd like to try something more intimate with you. of course, only if you're okay with that." he spoke, looking at you expectantly. "i- uh.." you fidgeted with your fingers. "it's okay if you don't want to do thi-" he said, but you stopped him. "no- i.. i want to do this. i'm just a little nervous.." you couldn't bring yourself to look at him, after sounding excited about this.

"we'll do it slowly then." he smiled at you, the look on his face calming you down. he took your hand and guided you to the bedroom. he rid himself of his clothing and took off your clothes too. kazuha asked you to lie down on the bed. you nodded, feeling better about this.

kazuha sat down between your legs, looking up at you for consent. you nodded. he took his fingers and ran one of them up and down your entrance. he licked your clit and pushed two fingers in you.

"a-ahn.. kazuha-" you moaned out, pushing his head further into you. he liked this reaction of yours. he sped up his movements and added a third finger. kazuha continued to thrust his fingers until you came. "kazuha..i'm gonna-" you gasped, reaching your high. he slowed down a little to let you calm down.

"i want more kazuha.." you told him. "well then dear, let's continue" he softly spoke. he positioned himself on the bed and took your form to place your cunt above his dick. kazuha slowly lowered you, allowing you to adjust. once he had his full length in you, he gave you a few minutes to adjust.

he allowed you to set the pace, he didn't want to hurt you. you moved slowly up and down, enjoying the moment. "y-you feel so good love.." he groaned as you bounced faster. he was nearing his orgasm and you could tell. you sped up slightly, wanting to feel him.

"ah..dear i'm- cumming.." he placed his hands on your hips and bounced you faster. you reached your high soon after. you collapsed on top of him, panting. "i love you, [name].." he whispered. you mumbled a small "i love you too" before you fell asleep.

omg im sorry im too lazy to write aftercare 😭

#kazuha #kazuha smut #genshin smut #kazuha x reader #sorry it sucks lol<3 #im sorry it took so long

[kuraiangeliusm]

hello can i ask for a zhongli fic? it can be any genre :)

btw it's ok if you don't answer!

hey narcissus! im sorry this took like a day.. but anyway hope you like it!

Character: Zhongli

Genre: hurt/comfort

Word Count: (cousin went overboard) ~~1.6k

A/N: Kurai: my cousin is going crazy

(btw no proofread again)

Hey its cousin, sorry yeah i'm not that good at writing & sorry for the late ask reply, but i still hope you enjoy!<3

Even as millenia pass, as seasons change, one thing remains in Zhongli's mind.

You.

You who was taken from him long ago, a memory he wishes to erase.

He couldn't do anything but watch, a mere second late as the spirit slashed at you.

A walk would be nice. It would take his mind off of it for a while.

He set off to Yujing Terrace, the glaze lilies would be in bloom tonight.

Alas, fate had another plan.

A face had caught his eye, also eyeing the blooming lilies.

"Hello there, here to see the lilies bloom tonight?" You had asked patting the empty space beside you, beckoning him to come and watch.

"Thank you, miss." he walked to the spot you touched and waited for them to start blooming.

Fate was indeed cruel to bring you back, in front of him no less. He stared at you instead of the lilies, the same old smile he remembered. Maybe if you were smiling at him instead of the flowers it would've been better, but that's for later, the flowers were about to bloom.

"Well, tell me Mister Zhongli, why were you out in Yujing Terrace this late?" the man had told you his name, Zhongli. It had seemed very familiar but you just tossed that thought aside.

"I needed a place to clear my mind for a while, a breath of fresh air would've helped me, miss....?"

"Y/N. My name is Y/N."

He said he wanted to accompany you home, he was a stranger but he seemed trustable, so then both of you walked towards Liyue Harbor, where your home resided.

The man was mysterious, he seemed to know a great deal about Liyue's history...and somewhat you

"Well then, I've reached my home, thank you, Mister Zhongli." You got your keys and opened your door, the walk home was safe, no treasure hoarders or hilichurl camps about to attack you.

"Alright, goodnight miss Y/N, I do hope to see you again." Zhongli waved goodbye.

And so started your frequent meetings.

You had soon learned he was a consultant at the Wansheng Funeral parlor, you did know the owner was quite cheeky, that's for sure. You had told him you were a herb supplier for Baizhu, you often helped QiQi too with her herb picking.

You and Zhongli often chat with tea as the storyteller tells a tale about Rex lapis and the adepti once more, usually though, you end up paying more than once.

Today was another one of those days.

"Miss Y/N, may I invite you to another cup of tea? And if it is alright, I will have a companion with me today." Zhongli invited you while helping you deliver a new batch of Qingxin to Baizhu.

You thought about it for a while, you were a bit busy after Rex Lapis' death, but then said,

"Why, it's alright, make sure to bring your wallet now, I can't keep paying!" You chirped up. "Haha, yes, of course, but we wouldn't be needing that for now."

You had arrived at Liuli Pavillon, just as Zhongli said to meet. Entering your designated room, you see Zhongli, with a ginger-haired man sitting right next to him.

"-well I'm glad Wansheng Funeral Parlor is helping us with the Rex Lapis problem, the Fatui are grateful for this."

"Wansheng's job is to issue proper burials, we are merely doing our job." ha

Fatui, had you heard that right?

"Mister Zhongli, hello there! Who's this beside you?" You chimed in after entering the room. "This is Childe, a...business partner of mine. Please sit down and wait for our orders, we can talk here."

After your order came Zhongli asked about the herb deliveries as well as "Childe" asking what you did and who were you, and you asking who he was back, but now it was time for you to go home. During the entire conversation, Zhongli seemed to have something on his mind. Maybe you'd ask him later, while he escorted you home like always.

"Mister Zhongli, was there something on your mind today? You seemed a bit quiet during the discussion." A voice stopped him from thinking much further. He turned and looked at you, confused on why. You just seem to distract him, no? Just like before, the way you'd cheerily answer a question, the expressions on your face, it had made him feel unsettled.

What if he wasn't supposed to be in your life? Maybe you'd be better alone, without him. "Helloooo, Mister Zhongli?" You questioned once more. "Ah, forgive me, something was on my mind. Besides that, it seems we have arrived, Good night Miss Y/N, thank you for joining us." You were suspicious about Zhongli's abrupt goodbye, but nevertheless, it was late. "Goodnight Mister Zhongli, sweet dreams."  You close the door, leaving poor Zhongli conflicted.

Maybe he should take the chance? Tell you he wants you? He wants to be selfish for once, wanting you to be his once more.

But another part of him is saying he should let us go, because once they say yes, tragedy might strike once more.

Thoughts would race around his head, but it was late, and time to rest. Better leave them for tomorrow, he'd have a clear head by then.

Zhongli has been avoiding you lately.

Whenever you asked him for tea or help  it was either he had a funeral to plan or a job to do. Maybe Rex Lapis' death had put a strain on him, but he always made time for you every week for tea or a chat.

You went to Wansheng Funeral Parlor, only to be greeted by Hu Tao, the funeral director, saying that Zhongli had gone with the traveler, they needed to collect some materials for an event. This had made you a bit jealous, but you don't quite mind, you both had jobs after all.

Zhongli had to get away from you. He can't risk losing you just because he was an archon, you deserved a better life than being with him. So he spent time with traveler, preparing (his) Rex Lapis' funeral.

But he knows he can't keep running from you.

He and the traveler had just returned to the harbour, where you were waiting for him. You wanted to invite him for tea, hoping he would say yes. He won't be able to ignore you if you were in front of him, no?

"Mister Zhongli! Right here!" You shouted when you saw them approaching. "Ah, please wait a moment, traveler, let me take care of something." Zhongli said, while making his way towards you.

"Mister Zhongli?" He had to make an excuse to get out of here, he needed to get away. He can't risk putting you in trouble once more. But he wanted you, more than words could express. Could he fathom losing you because it was too late once more?

"Mister Zhongli, please stop ignoring me..." You sighed dejectedly, he wasn't talking after you had asked him for tea, to which he declined, but settled for a walk instead.

He can't keep ignoring you with you beside him, that would be impolite, plus he can't ignore the eyes you were giving him.

"...Yes, Miss Y/N?" He finally spoke after you had reached the top of the hill. "Why have you been ignoring me? Maybe you've been busy, but you would always give me a heads up…" You whispered, too scared to ask. What if he was actually too busy? Maybe you being here with him was just wasting his time.

"Ah, I'm sorry...I just didn't feel like I should talk to you for a while. You seemed to be in good spirits, and I didn't want to ruin that." He spoke up, seeing as you looked desperate for an answer. Did he have that much of an influence over you?

"Ruin? Why would you ruin anything? If anything, I want you with me." You replied, not really minding what your words would have meant. "Oh." Zhongli seemed a bit quiet after that, which made you panic, saying that you only wanted to spend time with him, as usual, he just seemed so distant these weeks!

"My apologies, y/n..." He whispered, taking your hand as you sat down together at the edge of the mountain, the moon surely was beautiful tonight.

Wait, what? You immediately let go of his hand, covering your face to spare you from the embarrassment.

"Is there something wrong?" Zhongli tried to help but you would just feel even more embarrassed, he held your hand! "It's nothing, Mister Zhongli. Thank you for spending time with me tonight, even when you seem busy..." you mumbled, still embarrassed from the situation.

"If anything, I should say sorry, please don't apologise." Slowly Zhongli stands and holds your hand. He can't lose you once more.

"Forgive me for being selfish, but Y/N, I want you." Zhongli takes both of your hands and pulls you close. Putting your chin between his pointer and thumb, he asks, "I can't bear to lose you again, so I will take this chance and ask you to be mine once more."

You felt giddy to say the least. Zhongli, confessing? "I want you too, Zhongli."

You pull him close to you, and maybe under the light of the moon,

Two souls have found each other once more.

-end-

A/N from my cousin aurifi: i went overboard and this probably suck, but thank u for reading <3

#zhongli x reader #zhongli #genshin x reader #kurai-asks #zhongli fluff #zhongli angst #hurt/comfort