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I swear to god I want to open myself up and crawl out of my body sometimes. I need to look lighter I need to feel lighter I need to BE lighter.
I guess we are hitting a little relapse. Hi again💋
#caloric deficit#tw ana diary#ana trigger#body ch3ck#body chex#sk1nny aesthetic#angel aesthetic#online diary#pretty when you cry#girl interrupted syndrome#ana rules#anxi4ty#4na rules#i wanna be thinner#i wish i was thinner#thinny#i want to be weightless#i wanna be weightless#tw ed rant#ed but not sheeran#tw ed in the tags#thiinsp0#need to be thinner#thinspø#thinner is better#skinnii#skinnnny#weightloss#tw ed diet#restrictive ed
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BC … plateauing :( any tips ?
#bonespr0#body chex#body ch3ck#an4r3xia#sk1nny aesthetic#skinnnny#i want to be tiny#i wanna be weightless#caloric deficit#tw ana diary#ana trigger#ana rules#body image#tw bones#tw ed in the tags#tw ed rant#tw restrictive ed#tw ed sheeran#tw ana fast#tw ana shit#ana dairy
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Blue, indigo, pink, and white; my hydrangeas. I always found it fascinating the range of color, my favorites being the ones that faded slowly from blue to purple - a magnetic flow in between… the two set visuals.
Floral arranging in the sweet summer makes me feel so real, so grounded, and so alive. It’s slow, thoughtful… it’s pure. 🩷
#angel aesthetic#online diary#pretty when you cry#girl interrupted syndrome#vs angel#angelcore#garden#floral#flowers#hydrangeas
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Bodychex at work // at least I can listen to unreleased Lana on the iPad while it’s dead and dark
#tw ana diary#i wanna be weightless#ana trigger#body chex#body ch3ck#anorex14#anorexigenic#tw ana rant#4n0r3xia#4narex1a#4na rules#i want to be weightless#i want to be a skeleton#angel aesthetic#online diary#bonespr0
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It's you that I adore
though I make the boys fall like dominoes
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Girlies who collect and display their favorite childhood toys as a coping mechanism in adulthood are a whole different level of mentally ill.
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What I ate today 🦋:
Brekkie: water
Lunch: water
Dinner: kale salad with roasted chicken and veggies, about 400 cal + fiber one brownie 70 cal
470 - 310 cal burned = 160 cal total ✨
#angel aesthetic#pretty when you cry#restrictive ed#online diary#caloric deficit#ed diet#girl interrupted syndrome#vs angel#i want to be a skeleton#tw ana diary#tw ed sheeran#what i ate in a day#tw ed diet#ana rules#thinny#i wish i was thinner#thinmodel#i will be skiny#skinnnny
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being pretty in the passenger seat is just one of my many fortes
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Getting back on the grind bitches! Food diary for today🦋:
Brekkie: honeydew melon (36 cal), 2 eggs (140 cal), cup of spinach (7 cal)
Lunch: Activia smoothie (70 cal), fiber one brownie (70 cal), Campbells soup (60 cal)
Dinner: lean cuisine herb roasted chicken (180 cal), jello pudding sugar free (60 cal)
Food 563 - workout 367 = 195 cal total
#restrictive ed#caloric deficit#ed diet#online diary#tw ana diary#what i ate in a day#tw ed diet#tw ed sheeran#4n4mi4#tw ed in the tags#ana rules
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If God is real… please let me book Proenza 🥹
#model#angel aesthetic#girl interrupted syndrome#online diary#vs angel#victorias secet model#fashion#casting#runway#high fashion#fashionweek
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!!!!!! REVELATION !!!!
Starbucks Grande Iced Chocolate Almondmilk Shaken Espresso (110 cal) 🤝 Diamond Airbar in Cool Mint (0 cal) = literal girl scout thin mint cookie
#angel aesthetic#restrictive ed#caloric deficit#ed diet#online diary#tw ana diary#tw ed diet#coffee#pretty when you cry#girl interrupted syndrome#i want to be a skeleton#tw ed sheeran#what i ate in a day
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TW rant 🖤🤩
i don’t know why exactly but arms have been a newer focus for me in feeling uncomfortable in my body lately. I think they are okay when I see myself like this in videos but most of the time they feel too big and not delicate enough, especially when I pass a mirror or see the bicep squish to the side against me… I hate it. I just want to feel infinite space between my limbs, I don’t like the feeling of anything touching, it makes me feel like I’m melting together when they do.
I just wished the looked and felt (!!!) like how they look here from every angle. So. Badly.
#angel aesthetic#pretty when you cry#coquette#lana is our queen#lolitia#old money aesthetic#restrictive ed#summer#caloric deficit#ed diet#girl interrupted syndrome#online diary#vs angel#i want to be a skeleton#tw ana diary#not pr0 just for myself#tw ed sheeran#tw ana rant#ana trigger#ana rules#tw dysmorphia#thinny#spilled thoughts#sadbeautifultragic#delicate#body ch3ck#i wanna be weightless
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