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lluzionz · 11 months
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"Cpr"
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Dan heng x reader
Tw: spoiler from the start of the game, gn!reader (trailblazer)
A/n: I know I haven't uploaded anything for two months now (but so many things happened (and still happening in my life) and I didn't had the motivation or inspiration to write anything, but I'm back now, hopefully. Love you <3
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March pushed Dan Heng away before he could give you Cpr. Why did she do that? Why didn't she let him give it to you even tho you were awake? What were you saying he was only trying to help you and here you were fantasizing about his lips to yours. It felt wrong but right at the same time.
This thoughts kept on repeating on your mind, over and over again like some kind of a broken record stuck on repeate as you tossed and turned on your bed, trying to fall asleep but it was impossible. Opening your eyes slowly, you stared up at the ceiling, trying to think of something to do, to get Dan Heng out of your mind, but how could you? You were still able to feel his soft hand on your cheek as he leaned over you to give you cpr, his warm breath hitting your face as he came closer and closer. Your cheeks turned a light shade of pink as an idea popped inside your mind and you wondered "How it would feel like if I kiss him?"
Placing your index finger to your lips, you tried to imagine the scene of you and Dan Heng kissing. Are his lips soft? Would the kiss be gentle and soft or rough? Would he kiss you back or just push you away before you could get a taste of him. You didn't know. "Well, there is only a way to find out." You said out loud as you jumped up from your bed and walked towards the door, opening it slowly. Your heart was beating like crazy inside your chest as you walked down the hallway of the train, quiet as a mouse in order to not wake anyone up, especially March.
Reaching his room, you didn't even bother to knock at his door as you slowly opened it and walked in. "Who's there?" Dan Heng asked as he sat up on his bed, alerted by the presence of someone in his room. "It's me, Y/N." You made yourself known as you closed the door behind you. "Y/N what are you doing here? Is something wrong?" He asked as he got up from his bed and walked towards you. "No, nothing is wrong." You said as you walked towards him, a flirtasious sensation in your steps. "Then why are you here?" He tried to ask you but you didn't reply to him. Instead you grabbed him by the collar and without any hesitation connected your lips to his.
To say that he was shocked would be a major understatment. His mind stopped working completely as he just stood there, eyes wide oped, staring at you. Pulling away, you couldn't help but chuckle at how red his cheeks had turned. He looked so cute, being all flustered like that. "Why do you look so embarrashed? Weren't you the one who almost gave me cpr?" You grinned as you raised a brow at him "But I don't need cpr." He tried to say but you cut him off. "Just shut up and kiss me already." He wanted to say something to that but preffered to stay quiet and instead do what you asked him to do.
Cupping your face into his hands, he leaned over to capture your lips into a soft kiss. His lips felt so soft and perfect as you two kissed gently but as time passed by, you couldn't resist the urge to grab him by the collar and slammed his body against a nearby wall. A small moan of pain escaped him, making you kiss him even harder. Gosh he was so hot, you could literally kiss him for hours on end. And the same went for him too. Ever since his eyes landed on you, he was unable to take the image of you out of his mind. The way you looked so peaceful while you layed there unconsious, the way his heart beat faster when March forced him to give you cpr, how sad he felt when she pushed him away from you and how much he wanted to connecy his lips to yours and now it was finally happening.
Smilling through the kiss, you started making your way down his neck, leaving wet kisses behind. Small, soft moans escaped him as he tried to muffle them with the sleeve of his shirt but you stopped him. "I want to hear your sweet sounds, don't cover them." You smiled that flirtatious smile that had him weak on the knees as you returned to his neck, leaving kisses and hickeys all over. His moans got louder and louder as your teeth bit into his flesh.
Using your hand, you ran it up and down his chest, feeling his somewhat muscular body. "I didn't expect you to like it so much. You murmured against his skin, causing him to blush. "You're doing me so well, keep going." He said without caring how this would made sound. Leaving a chuckle escape, you gave the man what he asked for and you were so good at doing this that he will make sure to have more moments like this with you in the future. Was he going to take advantage of your fantasies whenever he felt lovely and needed some company? Absolutely yes.
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lluzionz · 1 year
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hii can i request diluc finding out reader is anorexic feel free to ignore :)
Hello there dear anon. I really really hope that you just came up with the idea and not are anorexic yourself or someone you know. If that's the case, I am really sorry you had to go through something like this (or if is someone you know) but remember, you body is amazing no matter the size it is. Just like you. I love you so much you amazing, beautiful person <3
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"Body size"
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Diluc x gn!reader
Tw: anorexia, comfort
A/n: Apologes to the person who sent this request, it literaly took so long and it's kinda all over the place..
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"You are fat" Was the three words that your refflection screamed at you every time you looked at yourself in the mirror. "You are fat, stop eating." The voice in your mind scolded you everytime you tried to eat anything and you listened, you stopped eating.
At first it wasn't that bad, just eating a little less than usual, avoiding sweets and fast food but as the time past by the amont of food you ate was less and less until it was nothing. "I'm hungry but I don't want to eat anything because I'll get fat again." You reminded yourself whenever your mind drifted off to dreamland, or rather, the food you used to enjoy a while back. "I have to change and that's final." That thought kept you going even when your felt like passing out from starving yourself.
"Aren't you going to eat your food?" Diluc's voice brought you back to reality as you turned your head to look at him. "I'm not really hungry." You replied as you gently pushed your plate from in front of you. "Besides, I'm on a diet. I need to loose some weight." You continued as Diluc put his spoon down and looked at you, taking your hand in his. "Y/N, I've noticed that lately you had been loosing a great amount of weight." He started and you felt your breath caughting on your throat as the words left his mouth. "I'm not asking you to tell me why do you want to loose weight. All I want you to do is to remember to not overdo it and to take good care of yourself and to me, you are perfect just the way you are."
A faint smile rested on his lips as he rested his hand on your cheek, giving it a little stroke with his thumb. You smiled back at him, feeling your heart breaking into pieces as his words settled in. Not overdo it? Take good care of yourself and to him you were perfect? Was he serious or he was just lying to make you feel better? You had no idea and this made you feel ever worse. What if he was with you only because he felt bad for you? What if he didn't actually liked you? All of this overthinking made you feel even worse so you removed his hand from your face and got up from your seat. "Are you ok my love?" He asked as he watched you walking away. "I'm just tired and I want to get some sleep." You tried to smile but nothing came out.
With slow, unsteady steps, you walked towards your shared bedroom and an layed down on the bed. You didn't even had the strength to chanfe your clothes. Your body was pretty weak and extremely skinny to the point were your bones had started showing. It was that bad. You didn't even let Diluc touch you let alone hug you anymore and you felt horrible about it but there was nothing you could do about it. You just couldn't let him see the things you were doing to yourself. "He would be so disappointed in me." Tears were rolling down your cheeks as you cried yourself to sleep.
Time passed by and things were only getting worse and worse. Diluc tried so many times to ask you what was bothering you but you never gave him a clear answer. "Oh I'm just tired" or "I didn't sleep well last night" or "I'm just not in the mood" was some of the excuses you used to cover up the damage you were doing to yourself, both mentally but mostly psychically. You were anorexic, even tho you had no idea that you were doing it because everytime you looked at yourself in the mirror, a fat ugly refflection of yourself stared back at you from the the other side of the mirror. It was awful but there was nothing you could do about it rather than keep going until you change, you become pretty.
"Y/N please, eat your food." Diluc begged you but your answer was the same. "I already ate." It was a lie, obviously, but you needed to lie to him in order to get him off your back. "I know you're lying..." He said in a low, almost like a whisper voice but you were still able to hear it. "I'm not lying." You stoop up abruptly from your seat which caused you to feel extremely dizzy and stumble back. "What's wrong?" He asked you as he managed to grab you before you could hit the hard ground. "Nothing, I'm j-just feeling dizzy all of a sudden..." Your voice trailed off as your eyes closed slowly, the last thing you remembered seeing was Diluc hovering over you, calling out your name, trying to wake you up.
Your eyes opened slowly and you looked around you, trying to undrestand where were you. You were in an unfamiliar room, machines were biping around you as you tried to get up from the bed you were laying to. "Relax Y/N. Don't move." Diluc's soft voice echoid throught the unfamiliar room as you turned to look at him. "W-where am I?" You asked as he took your hand in his, camling you down a bit. "You're in the hospital, you fainted in my arms." He said and flashes of last nights events rushed back to your mind. "I remember now but, why am I here?" You asked but Diluc didn't reply to you immidiately. He firstly took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down before talking again. "As I held your fainted body in my arms, l realised that you had lost a great amont of weight, to the point were your bones are showing. I got extremely worried and rushed you to the hospital, where I found out that you are suffering from anorexia..." His voice caught on his throat as he tried to hide the lump on his throat.
You stayed silent. Your mind was completely empty. You knew you were harming yourself by not eating anything for a while now but you never realised how much damage you were actually doing and you ended up having anorexia. "I have anorexia..." Tears started falling from your eyes as you repeated the words over and over again, trying to accept reality but you couldn't. It was too hard. "I just want to ask you ome thing, why?" Diluc gathered your attention back to him as you wiped your tears away and turned to fully face him ansd then the truth came out. "I'm fat and so ugly and I wanted to change myself in order to become pretty." You said without taking a breath, just letting all your thoughts and feelings out as Diluc just sat there, listening to you talking.
When you were finally done comfessing to him all the lies you told him ever since this whole mess started. "Y/N, you know this isn't true. You are neither fat or ugly. You are just an amazing, beautiful person who sadly lacks the confidence and has low self esteem." His words hit you like a tone of bricks but he was absolutely right. Your low self esteem and lack of confidence had brought you to this, laying on a hospital bed and hocked up in machines, trying to correct your mistakes. "I'm sorry Diluc. I'm so sorry for being anorexic, lying to you and having you worrying about me." You tried to hold back your tears but it was impossible as they ran down your cheeks once again. "No no Y/N don't apologise to me. I'm the one who needs an apology but yourself is." He was quivk to correct you. "You tortured yourself for so long, trying to change and become "prettier" as you put it, only to end up in a hospital. Why? You are a beautiful person Y/N, inside and out without even trying but you sadly can't see that, your true beauty." He said, making you cry harder.
"You only see yourself as what you think it is and not for what it truly is and this makes me so sad because you can't see what I'm seeing, that beautiful person I fell in love with and will continue to love for the rest of my life." He said as he slowly got up from his seanmt and walked up to you, gently wrapping his arms around your skinny body hugging you close to him as you cried. "It's okay Y/N. Everything will be alright. I am here for you." He said as his hand run circles on your back in an attempt to comfort you. It worked as you slowly stopped crying and raised your head up to look at your lover. He looked down at you and smiled, bringing his hand up to wipe your tear stained cheeks. "I will be here for you and we will get through this together. Your pain and sadness are mine too so let me help you recover and be happy because, I can't afford to loose you. I love you so much and I can't imagine living in a world without you." Uppon hearing his words, smile made it's way across your lips as you hugged him as tightly as you could, using that small amount of strength that was left in your body. "I love you too Diluc."
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lluzionz · 1 year
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i love your writing and blog so much :))
Omg thank you so much for liking my content and my blog dear anon, it literally means so much to me. Love youuu so much. Take care <3
*ps: I will try to have some more new content because uploads hasn't been as frequesnt recently
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lluzionz · 1 year
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"If I win..."
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Itto x gn!reader
Tw:none
A/n: I apologise for the lack of posts but I have lost all motivation and ideas to write because of my bad mental state but I wrote a little something for my little oni.
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The battle was intense. You and Itto were at edges of your seats, waiting impatiently for the battle to be over and one of the two beetles to be the big winner. "Come on, you can win this fight." Was the only thought of your mind as your beetle prepared to attack. You held your breath, squeezing your eyes shut, not wanting to witness your befeat. But it never happened. "Oh come on, how can this be? How can I loose to a newbie?" Itto's voice caused you to open your eyes and stare at the battlefield. Your beetle was standing there, doing it's own thing while Itto's one was laying flat, not moving.
"I won. I won!" You jumped up from your seat, throwing your hands in the air as you laughed happily, like you won a war or something while Itto just sat there, unable to accept his deffeat. "Ugh I can't accept this." He suddenly stood up, causing you to stop your little dance and look up at him. "Huh? But I won." You tried to say but Itto cut you off. "Let's duel again but this time with a bet." He said as he raised his hand and pointed at you with his finger, challenging you once again. "A bet huh..." You repeated as you tapped your finger to your cheen, trying to think of a good bet.
After a moment of silence, an idea came to your mind. "If I win, you have to give me a kiss on the cheek." You announced as you placed your hands to your hips and stared at him, waiting for his reaction to your suggestion. He took a moment to think about it but he finally agreed to your bet. "Fine, have it your way but I won't make it easy for you." He smirked as he crossed his hands over his chest. Rolling your eyes, you sat back down on to your seat and prepared your beetle for another round. "Come on little buddy, you can do this." You used your thumb to stroke the beetle while Itto joined you. "Let's begin the battle." Itto said and the battle started...
"Another win for me!" You exclaimed as you got up from your seat and walked towards him, a goofy smile resting on your face as you approached him. "Now, it is time for me to claim my reward." You said as you turned your face to the side, waiting for him to give that long waited kiss but it never happened. Instead, he grabbed your face with both of his hands turned you around so you can face him and connected his lips to yours. He kissed you. Your cheeks turned bright red as the shock of the moment wore off and reality finally settled in. Your best friend kissed you on the lips for the first time. Usually it was on the cheek or holding hands or cuddling. It had never gotten that far.
Pulling away, a grin plastered on Itto's face as he stared at your flustered face. "Why are you grinning?" You asked as you tried to cover your face with your hand. You didn't want him to see you like that, to find out about the feelings you had for him. Yes you had feelings for your best friend but you weren't sure if you wanted him to know about that. "What if he only sees me as his friend and nothing more? What if he pushes me away after I comfess my love to him?" All of those thoughts haunted your mind everytime you felt it was the right time to talk about your feelings. It was horrible but you couldn't really do anything about it.
"Don't try to hide your face from me. You look cute when you're blushing." Itto removed your hands from your face so he could stare at you. You turned bright red as Itto let out a small chuckle. "Haha, I didn't think you could blush more but here you are." "It's your fault." You said, pretending to be annoyed. "It was your idea to have a bet with a kiss, why are you acting lile that now?" He asked as he raised a brow. "I only told you to kiss me on the cheek, not on the lips." You continued but Itto stopped you with one simple question. "Didn't you like the kiss?" You paused, the question caught you completely off guard. "Should I tell him how I feel about him or should I keep my feelings to myself?" You honestly didn't know but before you could make a decision, Itto spoke again. "Because I did and If you let me, I want to kiss you like this everyday."
"What do you mean?" You asked as Itto got closer to you. "I mean I like you, what else?" He asked as he placed his palm to your cheek as you raised your eyes and stared into his red colored ones. The color of his eyes reminded yo of the beautiful sunsets the two of you used to stare and daydream. "You, you like me?" You asked as you finally realised the words that came out of his mouth. "I just told you that didn't I?" He teased you as you turned bright red once again. "Of you're gonna blush, at least let me give you a reson to blush." He grinned as he leaned over and kissed your lips for the second time that day.
Without losing any more time, you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him even closer to you. A small smile plastered on his lips as his muscular arm rested on your waist while his other hand was gently caressing your cheek. "I really like you Y/N." He murmured in between the kiss as you smiled happily. "I like you too Itto." Now it was his turn to smile as his cheeks took a light shade of pink. You liked him too and and that was all that mattered to him.
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lluzionz · 1 year
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hiii :) can i request childe x fem!reader modern au where childe is the most popular and y/n is the shy kid no one likes and they start dating but y/n keeps getting death threats but hides it from childe because she thought she could handle it on her own until one day it became too much and he just comforts her and beats up the bullies
feel free to ignore this 👩‍🦯
Hello there dear anon. I had another person requesting a similar scenario to yours, this one but I couldn't ignore your request either because I just had to write about the best toy seller in all Tevyat. Also I know, I know I wrote to many things but I just couldn't help myself.
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"Popural boy"
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Childe x fem!reader
Tw: modern au, death threats, cursing, mentions of beating and blood, they/them pronunce used for the bullies, comfort
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"Why didn't you tell me anything?" He asked as he pulled away from you and looked you straight in the eyes. "I didn't want to upset you." Your voice trailed off as you looked away from him. You were embarrassed. "You upseted me tho Y/N. You kept this all a secret from me and pretended that everything were fine while they weren't. You went through so much pain and you didn't told me a single thing. Why?" He asked but no answer came out of you. You didn't want him to find out about this in a first place.
You and Childe had just started dating for a while now and you couldn't say that those days were the best or happiest days of your life. Not because of Childe, no no it had nothing to do with him. He was the best boyfriend that anyone could ask for and he made you incredibly happy. He loved you so much and always made sure to show you that. He liked to sneak up behind you and hug you at the most unexpected times and give you a little kiss on the cheek. "Childe, please stop doing that." You lightly sholded him as he walked in front of you, his arms still wrapped around your body. "But you like it!" He smiled as he leaned over and placed a kiss on your lips. He also loved to break into your locker and leave your favorite sweets, flowers or little notes that he wrote of how much he loved you and how much you meant to him. Your expession had to be the highlight of his day. Another thing he just loved to do was to hold your hand while the two of you walked on the schools hallways. "I love you baby." Was the thing he always said to you as he walked you on your class before giving you a little kiss on the forehead.
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But why weren't you happy? You had the boy of your dreams loving you with all of his heart and treating you like a princess. So what exactly was making you so sad? It was the death threats that you were receiving from your classmates. Someone was clearly angry that you of all people were dating the popular boy so they decided to ruin this for you and force you to break up with your boyfriend. "Break up with him or you'll regret it." "You don't deserve him." "Nobody will see you again if you don't do as I say." Were some of the threats written on the pieces of paper that this person was leaving on your locker. Every single day there was a new message of hate towards you and your relationship with Childe. It was horrible and you honestly thought of breaking up with him. But you couldn't do that. You loved him, you loved him more than your life and you couldn't do that to him. Neither to yourself. He made you so happy. He completed your world. He was your soulmate so you had to push through the pain that these threats caused you and keep on pretending that everything were fine.
But Childe wasn't fooled by your lies. He could read you like an open book so it was easy for him to see through your lies and he tried to get the truth out of you by asking you what was bothering you. "Hey baby, I've noticed that lately you're been acting strangely." He suddenly said one day as the two of you sat on a bench outside the school with you sitting a couple of inches away from him. Usually, he was holding you in his arms, cuddling with you as you talked about your day was. But now you were avoiding him like you wanted nothing to do with him. It was little things at first like pulling your hand away when he tried to hold it, pushing him away when he tried to hug you and kiss you saying that you didn't want the other kids at school looking at you two. "I'm shy." He respected your wish, even tho you didn't seem to have any problem with that before and stopped trying to hold you and kiss you while in school. But was getting worse and worse by the day.
You started straight up avoiding him everytime he tried to aproach you, hidding in your class or in the girl's bathroom and staying there until Childe was nowhere to be seen. The way you acted really got to him but knowing that he would get to sit next to you at lunch time was the thing that kept him somewhat happy but that was about to change too cause you started either avoiding lunch or just sitting at the far end of the caffeteria, away from anyone, even him and he just couldn't take this anymore so he decided to take you outside and ask you about it. And here you were now, staring at him with a expression that he wasn't really able to read while your thoughts ran wildly through your mind. You shook your head as faint smile make it's way to your lips. "It's nothing serious. I'm just a little stressed because we have that big exam coming up." He looked at you. "Are you sure that this is what's bothering you?" He asked again, not fully believing what you told him. "Yeah..." You smiled more widely as you moved closer to him and took his hands on your, trying to reasure him of what you said. "Alright but next time, please do let me know if somethings bothering you, ok baby?" He smiled as he wrapped his arm around your body, pulling you closer to him. "Ok." You replied but you know it was a lie. "I will never tell him about the death threats. Ever." You swore to yourself as your head rested on his chest.
The death threats kept on coming and they were getting worse as the days past by. "I thought I already warned you but you don't seem to get the message. So let me repeat myself for one last time: break up with Childe or things won't end up good for you, got it freak?" You sighed heavily. How were you suppose to ignore that? It was easy at first but now it had gotten too much. For how long could you keep on pretending that everything were fine? You didn't know but you had to do it. For you, for Childe and your relationship with him. You didn't loose him, you just couldn't so without even thinking it you crumpled up the paper and threw it on the trash, like you did with the rest. "I can do this." You reasured yourself as Childe's figure popped into your mind, causing a smile to plaster on your face. You loved him so much but apparently you weren't the only one.
"I thought I told you to break up with him but you didn't listen. Well, since you decided to be a little bitch and disobay me, I have to punish you and trust me, you won't like it. Oh yes, don't forget to say your last goodbye to Childe because you won't get to see him again. See you soon." The piece of paper fell off your hands as your body started shaking. You were scared. Scared of what they might do to you. But it was too late to do anything now because that person was coming for you. "I should had just break up with him and return to my old life, being a nobody. Why didn't I listen?" You started mumbling as your body slowly fell to the ground, still shaking uncontrollably. "I will die. I'm scared, I want to live, I don't want to die." You didn't care who was around or if they might hear of what you said. You felt helpless and terrified. "I need to see Childe. Even if it is for the last time. He needs to know how much I love him, I need to tell him before I go." Without loosing another precious second, you got up from the ground, body still shaking as you struggled to stand.
The people aroind you looked at you like you were a crazy person and maybe they were right. Maybe you were a crazy person, ignoring all the threats and prettending that everything were fine while your heart was pounding inside your chest. "Childe, w-where is he? I need to find him..." Your voice trailed off as your eyes landed on a boy with red colored hair, just like Childe's. Your vission was blurry from the tears so you couldn't really make out who that boy was. "Ch-Childe?" You called out to him and he immidiately turned at the sound of your voice. "Y/N, what happened to you? Why are you crying?" He asked but he got no answer. Instead, you threw yourself in his arms, grabbing a handfull of his clothes as you held him as close as you possibly could. "Baby tell what's wrong, I'm worried." "I'm ressiving death threats ever since we started dating!" You blurted without even thinking it. "What did you just say?" His tone of voice was serious, much different than his usual happy, flirtisious even, tone. He looked angry as he lightly pushed you away so he could see your face. "Tell me what happened." He asked you, while wipping your tears away.
Taking a deep breath, you told him everything that were happening to you since the two of you started dating. He was furious by the time you were done talking. "You know who is be doing this to you or do I need to find them myself?" He asked you, the anger visible in his voice. "I think I know.." You didn't really want to tell him who did you suspect because you knew what he was capable of doing when he was getting angry. Once, he overheard some kids from your class making fun of you, as always. You were used to this by now so you did nothing to stop them from bulling you. But Childe was really pissed. How dare they make fun of you? "Who do you think you are?" He suddenly appeared in front of you as he grabbed the kid who was bulling you by the collar. "Who the fuck you think you are making fun of Y/N huh?" He asked in a loud, angry voice as the kid was trying to get away from his grip. "You are just a nobody who tries to make their pathetic life better by making fun of other people." He continued yelling as you got up from your seat and intervined to stop him. "Please stop. It's ok, really." Childe turned to face you as he threw the other kid to the ground. "It's not ok for some low-life assholes making fun of you so if it happenes again, just let me know and I'll make sure to put them on their place." He smiled at you as your cheeks turned pink. His smile was so beautiful.
"Who is it then?" He asked and you told him the name of the person you thought was responsible for your pain. You watched his expression turning even angrier as soon as the name of the suspect left your lips. "They arw dead!" He muttered under his breath as he turned on his heels and walked away, leaving you behind, chasing after him. "Childe stop, please, don't do anything." You tried to stop him but he was to angry to listen to you. Walking outside, he found the same student who was making fun of you previously, laughing away with their friends. Without any warning, Childe landed a hard punch on they face, causing them to falk to the ground while they held their cheek. "What the fuck man?" They tried to ask him but he didn't gave them a reply. He just sat on top of them and started beating them with no mercy. "This is what you get for trying to threat my girlfriend and force he r to break uo with me." He said as his blows fell harder and harder on the bully's face. "I was in love with you and wanted to date you. Y/N doesn't deserve you. She is a nobody." Hearing this, Childe lost his mind. He started punching the bully's face over and over again without even giving them the chance to protect themselves. "Childe stop you'll kill them." You screamed but your voice didn't pass through him. "Please stop it." You tried again but the same thing happened. He wasn't hearing anything anymore and you had to do something about it and fast.
Gathering all your courage, you walked towars them and caught Childe's fist before it could lend on their face. "I told you to stop, please, you don't have to do this." Childe turned to look at you, anger still visible on his face. "What are you doing Y/N? Let go of me!" He yenked his hand away and was about to hit the bully again but you screamed at him. "Childe that's enough you'll kill them!" His fist was caught mid-air as the bully prepared themselves for what was about to come. Saying nothing, Childe got up from the bully and stared at his fists. "Fuck I got blood on my knuckles." He cursed as he wipped his hands on his clothes. "A-are you ok?" You skared towards him, taking his hands to yous so you could examine them. "I'm fine, could get even worse for you." A smile made it's way across his lips as you through yourself in his arms for the second time that day. "Come on let's go. If I stay here any longer, I might attack them again."
Holding your hand, he led you away from the scene, towards your favorite spot. Once there, Childe made you sit down with him while his arms wrapped around your body, pulling you closer to him. "How are you feeling?" He asked as his face snuggled up against your hair. "Honestly, I'm still scared. I didn't expect things to escolate so much." You said, trying to hold yourself from crying again. "But why didn't you tell me anything?" He asked as he pulled away and looked at you straight in the eyes. You didn't reply. You felt embarrased. Honestly how could you keep something like this from your boyfriend? When the two of you first started dating, he had swore that he would protect you and keep you safe no matter what. But you said nothing to him. "Why?" He asked again and you took a deep breath. "I thought I could handle things myself. I thought that it was juat some silly threats with no real meaning until they started coming every day, one worse than the other." A tear left your eye, running down your rosy cheek. "But today's threat made me realise that this wasn't some silly joke and that they really meant what they said." Another tear left your eye and another and another until you started crying again.
"Hey, hey baby, don't cry, everything's fine now. I took care of them and they won't dare to bother you again and if they ever try, I'll make sure that this'll be the last thing they'll do." You glared at him as a little chuckle escaped him. "Come on I was only kidding. I don't think they have the guts to go against me." He was right. Nobody had the guts to go against him because they knew how strong and fearfull he could be. A little smile made it's way across your lips and Childe pulled you closer. "That's right, smile for me baby. You look even prettier when you smile. Well you look pretty all of the time but when you smile you look even prettier." Your smile grew wider as Childe kept on complimenting your beauty and especially your smile. "You never were or never be a nobody to me Y/N. You are an amazing person who deserves all the love of the world." He suddenly said, caughting you off guard. You didn't expect him to say something like that all of a sudden. "I know that all of this threats got into your head and you thought that you were just a nobody who doesn't deserve me. I also know that you thought of breaking up with me but I won't let you do that. I love you too much to loose you." "I love you too Chlide." You said resting your head to his shoulder. "You won't loose me Childe. Even tho I thought about leaving you, I could never bring myself to do it. I can'r afford to loose you, you mean so much to me." He smiled as he rested his head on top of yours. "I don't know if I was comforting you or you me but I don't really care." He chuckled alomg with you. "I don't know either but it doen't really matter. All that matters is that we are together." "Yeah.." He agreed as he left a kiss on your hair as he used to do.
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hey can i request xiao/scara hitting their s/o in a fight? ofc angst to fluff with good ending but remember this is your account so feel free to ignore this i really love your writing btw <3
Hello hello dear anon. You can't imagine how happy it made me the fact that you like my writing. Ahhh, I love you <3
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Them hitting their s/o in a fight
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Xiao, Scaramouche x gn!reader
Tw:angst to fluff/comfort, unhealthy relationship on Scara's part
A/n: You didn't specify if they had a fight with each other or accidentally hit them during the battle so I wrote both scenarios. Also, I didn't mean to write so much, I just got carried away as usual and please forgive me for taking so long to write your request. I just didn't had any motivation to do so and that's why Xiao's one is horrible
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Xiao
"Xiao watch out!" Was the three words that rang through his ears as he watched you body collapsing on the ground. How did it came to this. How could he do this to you? He was suppose to protect you, not hurt you. You of all people. His sweet Y/N. His lover. The sun to his darkness. His everything. "Please Y/N, wake up. Stay with me."
It was never his intention to drag you up into this mess. It really wasn't The only thing he wanted to do was to take a late night walk around Liyue with you, while holding your hand and showing you how much he loved you by giving you small kisses on the cheek and telling you how much you meant for him and how much he cared about you. Yeah that was completely out of character for him but for you, he would say and do anything. Even sacrifising his life to protect you. Not the other way around. He would never let you even think about this. Ever. But now, the situation had changed. Now he was holding you in his tight embrase as he ran away from the scene. He wanted to take you to a doctor or someone who could save you but he was afraid. Afraid that people would judge him for what he did to you. Yes, he was the one who hurted you but it was never his intention to do so. It was an accident.
You too were walking around Liyue side by side, holding hands. You were telling him about the things you did that day when suddenly Xiao pulled your hand, stopping you from taking another step. "What happened?" You tried to ask him but he shushed you by placing his hand to your mouth. "Be quiet, someone is here." He said as he grabbed his polearm while he pushed you behind his back. "They are here." He warned as a bunch of monsters appeared out of nowhere. Xiao readied himself to fight as the monsters started attacking the two of you. They were fast and agressive and Xiao was trying his best to fight them off so you could escape, but you didn't want to. You had a vision too and knew how to fight so why not help him? Without giving it a second thought, you drew your weakon out and started fighting along side the adepti.
"Y/N, leave. It's dangerous for you to stay here. Those monsters aren't like the usual ones." He yelled at you as a monster was coming your way. "No, I won't leave you here. I have a vision too and I also know how to fight." You yelled back at him as you defeated the monster which was attacking you. Xiao sighed heavily as he turned his attention back to the fight. He knew you were strong, even without a vision but he couldn't help but worry about you. You were his lover and he didn't want anything bad happen to you. He was lost on his own thoughts when suddenly your voice brought him back to reality. "Xiao watch out!" Without any hesitation you threw yourself in front of him, trying to protect him with your body, but Xiao's reflexes were faster than you, which caused him to hurt you pretty badly with one of his attacks.
A loud scream escaped your lips as your body slammed on the hard ground. "Y/N." Xiao's voice echoed through the void as he turned to face the monsters. He looked mad and without wasting any time, he deffeated every single one of the monsters which were attacking you. After the momsters dropped down one by one, dead, Xiao ran up to you and tried to wake you up. "Y/N, please wake up. Don't leave me. I love you, please wake up." But you didn't. You just laid there with your eyes closed, barely breathing. Blood was coming out of the wound on your body and Xiao was desperately trying to stop the bleeding. He was so scared and furious. Scared that you weren't going to make it and furious with himself for not being careful enough and hurting you so badly. How could he do that?
Now that he took you to a safer place, Xiao placed your still unconsious body on the ground, as he tried to wake you one more time. Again, no reaction came from you, which only made Xiao feel worse than he already did. What if you didn't wake up? What if you were already dead? This way of thinking wasn't helping at all and Xiao knew that but he had already lose so many dear to him and he really prayed and hoped that you weren't one of them. Without loosing any more precious time, he lifted up your clothes, just enough to have access to your wound. It was deep and that shattered him but he coudn't let you go like this. "I'm so sorry Y/N." He whispered under his breath as he started stitching you up.
He was being really careful and his moves were slow and the reason was, he didn't want to hurt you more than he had already done. Yeah you may be unable to feel it but still, he had caused you enough pain. After a while, he was done stitching you up and he was bandaging you up when suddenly, your eyes opened and your head turned to the side so you could face him. "Xiao were are we?" You asked, letting your eyes travel around. Without even replying to you, Xiao threw himself on you, wrapping his arms around you and hugging you as tightly as he could. "I am so sorry Y/N. I wasn't careful enough and I hurted you, I am so sorry." He was squeezing you so tight that you couldn't even breath properly. "Xiao, please let go of me. I can't breath!" "With a little "oh" coming from his lips, Xiao let go of you and moved away so you could have your personal space.
"Xiao, why are you crying?" You asked him as you made an attempt to get up but a sharp pain rushed through your body, stopping you from doing so. "Haven't I told you to stop doing that?" You asked as Xiao stared at you, unable to understand what did you mean. "I've told you many many times to stop taking all the blame on yourself. What happened was clearly my fault. I tried to protect you even tho I knew that you are really strong to protect yourself. All I did was to get in your way." What were you saying? He had to stop you. You were talking no sense so he had to do something to stop you. Leaning over, he connected his lips to yours as the tip of his fingers stroked your cheek. "You never got I my way and you never will. I love you very much and I am sorry for what I did to you today. It was never my intention to hurt you. A smile made it's way to your lips as you pulled him closer and kissed him once again. "I love you too Xiao."
Scaramouche
"I told you many times before that I wasn't flirting with them, I was just being polite!" You explained to him fro the millionth time that night as you entered your house with Scaramouche following behing you, still yelling. "I saw you flirting y/n with my own two eyes so don't try to deny it!" For the past hour, your boyfriend was accusing you of flirting with another person, while you only politely explained to them that you were in a relationship when they started flirting with you. Scaramouche saw the smile you gave to the other person right before they feft and turned green with anger.
"You were clearly flirting with them so stop acting like you're the victum." His words shocked you. He had never ever talked to you like that. He usually was so gentle and loving towards you that you sometimes thought he had a twin brother or something. "I am not acting like the victum. I am the victum. The victum of your wrong accusations!" You continued the arguement, not wanting to let him take away your innosence. "I know what I saw so trying to deny it is useless. You are a cheater." His words were like knives to your heart but your weren't about to back up. "And you are delusional." Before you could say anything more, Scaramouche's hand landed on your cheek, slapping you hard.
The impact caused you to stumble bak as your hand touched your now red cheek. Tears filled your eyes as you raised your gaze and stared at him. Anger had taken over him, causing him to hit you. His s/o. His eyes were burning with anger as he stared back at you. His hurt s/o. Without saying another word, you turned your back towards him and ran towards your shared bedroom, the same one he gave you all the love he had. Once inside, you slammed the door behind you, leaning over it as you let your tears ran down your cheeks. Yes your cheek hurt but your heart hurt even more. "Why did he do that? I was only trying to be nice." You wondered out loud as sobs escaped from your lips.
Suddenly the door behind you opened, pushing your body violantely away. "What the-" You sentence was cut off as soon as the door opened, revealing him. He looked angry and the way he walked towards, scared you that he might hurt you again so you took a few steps back just to be on the safe side. As soon as Scaramouche proccesed your move, he tensed. "Are they afraid of me?" He though as he stared at your trembling, still crying figure. You were actually terrified of him and that was enough to tare his heart to pieces.
Without saying a single word, he walked up to you, grabbed you by the arm and pulled you closer to him. You tried to free yourself from his hold but his grip was too tight around your wrist, leaving you unable to escape. "Let go of me Scaramouche!" You tried to yell at him but your voice was muffled by Scaramouche hugging you on his chest. "Let go!" You struggled against him for a few moments, hitting him on the chest with your fists, demanding of him to let go of you but he didn't listen. Instead he pressed your head on his chest on his head with one arm as the other wrapped itself around your body.
"I am so sorry Y/N for laying my hands on you. It was never my intention to hurt my love, believe me." His voice cracked as the words left his mouth. His embrase loosed, giving you the opportunity to pull away from him, just a little so you can stare at his beautiful dark blue eyes. "It wasn't your intention but you did it anyway. And it hurt me, not only mentally but physically too." A quiet sod escaped hin as he tried to hug you again but you took a step back, making his heart ache. "I am sorry, please forgive me. I don't want to loose you too." He finally broke down, letting hot tears ran down his rosy cheeks as he fell on his knees. Not you too. He couldn't afford to losse you too. He knew what he did was really harsh and trust me, it hurted him as much as it hurted you, but he apologised. You had every right to hit him too, to hurt him as much as you wanted but not to leave him. He loved you. He needed your love.
"You won't loose me Scaramouche. Not now nor never. I love too much to leave you." Kneeling in front of him, you cupped his face with your hands, making him look at you. Your expression was calm, you even had a small smile on your lips as you stare at him, the word "love" was practically bursing out of you. "You you won't?" He asked in a low but happy voice. He sounded like a child. A child that did something wrong, got scolded for it but was promised to be rewarded if they behaved. You shook your head. "How can I leave you when I love too much to even stay mad at you." A little giggle escaped you at the end of your sentence as you pulled him closer and gave him a little kiss on the tip of his nose. He started laughing and giggling like he was a little kid. He was happy. He was so happy that you loved him and he swore to himself to never hurt you, ever again. Only to love you. Forever and ever. No matter what.
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lluzionz · 1 year
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"My trouble"
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Scaramouche x gn!reader
Summary: Him taking care of you after you got injured during a fight
Tw: angst i think, injuries, mentions of blood, slight cursing
A/n: Good luck to anyone who is pulling for this boy. I hope that he'll stop wandering around and come home to you. Also I apologise for the lack of posts but mental health has been pretty bad lately and I had no inspiration to write anything but I managed to write this so enjoy I guess
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The battle had finally came to an end but it had left you with many inguries until you were unable to move your body. You had passed out because of the blood loose but that wasn't the first thing Scaramouche thought when he saw you laying on the ground, without moving. His heart drop to his stomach a he ran up to you and tried to wake you up with no avale. "Wake up dumbass. You can't die on me!" He yelled but nothing happened. Were you already dead? No this couldn't be. You couldn't die like this. You had so many things to live for and one of them wa him. He wanted you in his life. He wanted to make you his. You have to be his.
Without wasting any more time, he lifted your body in his arms and carried you back on the headquarters. "Y/N don't you dare die on me!" He continued to yell at you, to bring you back to life but nothing changed. You were still unconscious. A thicc line of blood, your blood stained the ground as he ran. Your body felt cold in his arms. No, no no no no no. This could't be happening. You couldn't die. Not like this. Not on him. Picking up his pace, he managed to arrive at the headquarters before any other harbinger. Which meant, he had to be the one who would take care of you. It wasn't like he would let the Doctor or anyone else touch you. Only he was allowed to touch you and take care of you. Anyone else would only hurt you or use you as an experiment. But not him. He loved you. He really did even tho he didn't like to show it to you because he was afraid that he was going to loose you too if he got too attched to you. But he couldn't help it. You were always so kind and caring towards him that it was impossible for him not to fall for you.
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Laying your body on his bed, he lifted your clothes up and took the clean cloth in his hand. His cheeks turned bright red as soon as his eyes landed on your exposed body but he quickly got over it as he had a more important thing to do and that was to save you. Without loosing anymore time, he started cleaning up your many wounds, careful not to hurt you, even tho you would't exactly able to feel it. Still, he was gentle and careful with you. Your body felt cold and had started turning pale. That wasn't good. "Y/N, wake up. I can't loose you too so you better wake up!" He yelled, almost bemanded of you as he picked up the bandages and started bandaging up te inguries covering your beautiful skin. Why did you have to be so weak? No. You weren't weak. You were just dumb. Why did you got in front of him and tried to protect him when you knew you were weak. You wanted to die so badly that you had to do it right in front of him? Why? "Stupid Y/N." He cursed at you as he strocked your cold, pale cheek. It's beautiful, rosy color that he liked so much was long gone.
He could kill do be able to bring that color back. To be able to see it again. But you had to go and loose your life for him. A broken puppet who thought human feelings were stupid and meaningless. But why he had them? Those stupid human feelings had brought him where he was now, crying while holding your body in his arms. A quiet but still hearible grunt came out of you. Were you alive? Without loosing a second, he looked up at you and saw you slowly opening your eyes. "Scaramouche, wh-what is going on?" Your voice came out weak as you tried to focus on him which was hard due to your blurry vission. Your body ached all over but you couldn't remember why. The last thing you remembered was getting in front of Scaramouche while the emeny attacked him. Nothing else.
Looking down at yourself, you saw multiple wounds covering the entirety of your body. Some of them where cleaned and bandaged but most of them were stil bloody and they hurted. They hurted so much. "Oh, so you're not dead. That's releaving." He tried to sound ammused but you were able to hear his cries as he hold you a few moments ago. But even if you haven't, his red puffy eyes betraid him. "What happened?" You asked again and Scaramouche sighed. "You tried to protect me during the fight, got hit by the enemies attack cause you are weak and almost passed away. Pathetic, if you ask me." He didn't want to say such harsh words to you. He really didn't. He was just so scared and hurt that he couldn't help himself. But you didn't pay that much attetion to him, the pain you felt was the only thing in your mind.
"Why are you crying?" He suddenly asked as he looked you straight in the eyes. "It hurts..." A sob escaped you, a sob that tore his heart apart. He wasn't able to protect you and now you were in pain. "Just let me treat your wounds." His tone was way softer that usual, something that surprised you. He was usually harsh and was yelling at you but now he was quiet and more gentle. Yeah his previous words was mean but the way his hands carefully wrapped the bandage around your inguries made you forget everything. "He is a good person but he doen't like to show it due to what he's been through." You concluded. You always knew that underneath this cruel behavior was hiding a hurt, broken boy who only needed love. And you took the role of the person who was going to give him the happiness he deserved, no matter the cost.
"Aouch." A sharp pain rushed through your body as Scaramouche was trying to clean one of your more serious inguries. "I think this needs stiches." He said as he was about to get up and get ready to stitch you up but you stopped him. "No, I don't wanna get stitches." "You need them Y/N. You're gonna get an infection if you leave it like this." He scolded you as he pulled his hand away. "I'm scared." You mumbled as Scaramouche dessapeared to the next room. A moment later, he was back with all that he needed to treat you. "I don't want to get stitches." You repeated yourself as you tried to move away but the pain stopped you from doing so. "Y/N stop acting like a baby and let me stitch you." He yelled in frustration and you frose on your place. He could be really scary when he was angry and you dare not make him an more angry so you laid back on the bed and lat him treat you.
Even tho Scaramouche's touch felt soft and warm, the pain was unbearable. You couldn't take it. "Y/N please stop moving." Scaramouche sighed as he looked up at you. Tears were running down your cheeks as you tried to wipe them away. Poor Y/N. He was only trying to help you, not to hurt you. He had to do something to ease the pain as much as he could. "Here, hold my hand and everytime it hurt, just grip it. It doen't hurt." He said as he moved his arm towards you. You were reluctant at first but after he continued stitching you up, you couldn't help but grip his hand as hard as you could. "It's over now, you can let go of me." He said after a while as you slowly let go of him. He had done and pretty good job and the pain had subsided a lot. "Geez you can be so dramatic and annoying sometimes Y/N."
"You're suck a trouble but, you're MY trouble!" He said, raising his eyes to meet yours. "What?" You asked, unable to believe the words that came out his mouth. "Apart from annoying, are you suddenly deaf? I said you're mine!" He came closer to you and without any warning grabbed you by the collar as he connected your lips together. A small exclamation of pain escaped you because of the injuries on your body but you quickly got over it as Scaramouche's lips kissed your, hungrily, almost aggressively like this would be the first and last time he would get to taste your lips. Pulling away, you gasped for air as Scaramouche continued to hold you close to his body. "Now tell me, will you be mine forever?" He asked, gazing into your eyes, waiting for your answer. You took a moment to reply, which only make Scaramouche angry and scared that you'll refuse to be his, but when your answer reached his ears, he grapped you and gave you another kiss but this time, it was passionate and full of love and little bit of reliefe if he was completely honest with himself. "Yes Scaramouche I will be yours for life. I promise."
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lluzionz · 1 year
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hi hi !! can i ask for a diluc x reader where the reader is a war general whom came back to mondstadt after successfully filling their duties? like, the reader left during their teenage years and they kinda surprise their lover when they come back, since they had little to no contact in the meantime (i woke up with this weird idea, feel free to ignore if you don’t like it :) )
Hello there dear anon. I've noticed that lately people seem to give Diluc the love he deserves and I'm so in for it.
"Back to you"
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Diluc x gn!reader
Tw:fluff, slight angst towards the end
A/n: Thank you so much to the person who let me know about the :readmore: thing. You are the sweetest (btw I don't know if I use it the right way. If I don't, feel free to correct me)
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Being a war general surely wasn't an easy thing, especially when you were a teenager when you were chosen to be a soldier, practicaly a kid who was meant to be a soldier and fight to protect their hometown. You honestly wondered why would they choose you out of all people. You were just a teenager who's only priority was to have fun and spend your time care free. Not fighting. "You are too strong so that's why they chose you." Diluc exclaimed, his eyes full of love and admiration towards you. "B-but you are strong too so why didn't they chose you too?" You asked him, turning your face towards his direction, a sad look on your face. "Because I'm not as strong as you Y/N and you know that." He reminded you, taking your hand in his. "But what if something happenes and I won't get to see you again?" Your question hit Diluc harder than he expected to, but he quickly compossed himself in order not to upset you any further. "Y/N you do not need to worry. Everything will be alright. We will keep in touch via letters and it will feel like we are next to each other, just like now." He said, leaning over as he placed a kiss on your lips.
That was so long ago, you almost forgot how he looked like, how his touch felt like, how his kisses felt like. You missed him so much. Ever since you parted ways, there wasn't a single day passing that you wouldn't think about him, your lover. At first you send each other lots of letters, talking about how your duties as a war general were progressing, the responsibilities you had to face, everything that was bothering you. He was so supportive of you and tried his best to comfort you whenever things became too much for you but of course, letters couldn't replace the real thing and you found yourself waiting anxiously for his next letter. As the time passed by tho, the letters between you two started becoming less and less frequent until they stopped completely.
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The happy feeling you got everytime one of his letters was in your hand was no longer there, that big bright smile you had plastered on your lips upon reading his letters was long gone. It had become a memory, a long, distant one just like his letters. It wasn't like you had forgoten about him or the love you felt for him. How exactly could you forget about the man you had fallen in love with so long ago? Your whole world. It was just not being able to see his handsome face for all of these years had caused you to forget how it felt having him in your arms, but thankfully, all of this was over now because you had finally filled your duties and able to return to your hometown, Mondstadt, back to him.
"Home sweet home." You exhaled as you passed the entrance of Mondstadt, the one you were so used to pass all of this years living there. "Y/N, you'rr back!" One of your friends recogniced you as soon as their eyes landed on you, hands streched as they ran up to you, hugging you as tightly as they could, suffocating you. "You're suffocating me!" You breathed out as your friend loosen their grip around your body, without letting go of you. "But I haven't seen you in so many years. I miss you!" They whined, hugging you once again. "I miss you too." You couldn't help but wrap your arms around their body, hugging them back. "Tell me everything that happened while I was gone." You asked your friend as they took you by the hand and dragged you to the meeting place of every single person who lived or just visited the city of Mondstadt, Good Hunter.
Hours passed as you and your friend informed and chatted with each other about the changed that happened in your lives in the past few years. "You know, Diluc seems to be really sad lately." Your friend suddenly said, turning all of your attention back to them. "Do you know why is that?" You asked, genuinely concerned to hear that your boyfriend wasn't doing well. "Well, I tried to ask him what was bothering him but he didn't open up to me. He only thing he asked was if I knew when you were going to be back in Mondstadt." They said, making you feel somewhat guilty. It wasn't really your fault for being away from him for so long but you couldn't help but feel sad for losing contact with him because your duties kept you so busy that you didn't even have time to rest. You could only imagine how hard it would be for him, having to worry about your safety every single day and not being able to protect you and keep you safe in case something happens to you really caused him. He felt like he lost you forever but he also knew you loved him. You made sure to tell him that everyday when you were together and using the same phrase to fininsh the letters you send to him. "I love you so much Diluc, remember that."
"I want to go and find him." You announced suddenly, getting up from your seat. "I think this is a great idea and Diluc will surely be happy to see you after so long." Your friend encouraged you as you left them alone, walking straight to the Angel's Share tavern to find your lover. Your heart was pounding like crazy inside your chest as the familiar tavern came into view. You used to spend so much time there, watching Diluc coming up with you recipies but failing miserably your tasting test. "This doen't taste right. You failed again." You placed your glass down on the counter, trying your best to hold your laughter upon seeing Diluc's disappoint face. He looked so hurt. "I thought I had it this time!" He whined as he slammed his hands against the counter, frustrated. "Maybe I can help you a little with the taste." You announced, letting your hand slip onto his. He starred at you through his lashes as a grin made it's way across your lips as you gave him "those eyes".
He was quick to catch up with you as he held you by the hand and guide you towards your "special place on the tavern". The cellar which all the wines were stored. Diluc close the door behind you as your arms wrapped around his body. "Now, let me teach you what kind of taste I want my drink to have." You said as you leaned over and connected your lips to his. Without wasting any moment, Diluc wrapped his arms around your body, pulling you as close to him as possible as he kissed you like his life was depending on it. On that kiss. It was so passionate and it felt like it was the first time the two of you kissed. "What are you two doing here?" A strict male voice echoed threw the small room, causing you to jump apart from each other. "D-dad?" Diluc recogniced the man as his cheeks took a bright red color, brighter than his hair. "Get back to work you little lovers." Diluc's dad scolded you as you hurriedly walked out of the cellar, your cheeks burning with embarrassment.
A sad smile made it's way across your lips upon remembering the old days, the happy days filled with the happiest memories of your life. "Y/N, is that you?" Charles recogniced you the moment your figure passed through the familiar door. "Charles!" A smile appeared on your lips as you opened you arms, letting the man welcome you back with a hug. "We missed you so much Y/N. The tavern felt so different without you." He exclaimed, taking a step back. "I missed you too guys, all of you." You said, recognising most of the people around you. "But Master Diluc was the one who missed you the most." Your attention was immidiately back to his as soon as your lover's name left his lips. "Diluc, where is he now?" You asked the man, the anticipation was visible on your voice. "Sadly he is not here rigbt now. He still had some work to do so he had to go back to the Dawn Winery." Charles informed you, watching the smile slowly fading from your face. You wanted to see him. You had to. You missed him so much. "Alright, thank you Charles for informing me. I have to go now." You gave him a small smile as you turned on your heels and started walking out of the tavern. "Bye Y/N. It was nice seeing you after so long." Charles said behind you as you raised your hand and waved at him.
Once you were back outside, you wasted no time and left the city with your final destination being the Dawn Winery and most importantly, your boyfriend. It took you some time to get there, being tired from your long trip back to Mondstadt. But you couldn't stop now. You needed to see him, so you pushed yourself to keep on going even tho you felt like passing out because of tiredness. Some time passed by and yoy finally arrived to the Dawn Winery. You wasted to time, burging onto the winery without even knocking at the door. "Diluc, where are you-" Your sentence was cut off as soon as your eyes landed to his figure. He had changed so much over the years. He grew older just like you, he became a handsome man, even prettier than you remembered. But something seem to be different. He looked sad, almost depressed as he starred at the letter in front of him. He didn't seem to notice your presence even tho you were pretty loud, burging into the room and calling his name with your usual happy tone who he missed so much.
He thought he was imaging your lovely voice calling his name, like you did when you were still here, by his side. "Diluc, I'm back." You repeated, causing the red haired man to look upi at you. His eyes widened in shock as soon as he saw you standing right in front of him. "Y/N, is that really you?" Diluc asked you, unable to believe that you were back, standing right in front of him. "Yes, I am back Diluc. I'm finally done with my duties and came back to Mondstadt. Back to you my love." You said, walking towards him with your arms stretched out, waiting to wrap them around his body. With zero hesitation, he walked up to you, wrapping his arms around your body, holding you close to him as his lips met your after so long. The kiss held so much passion and love, he haven't seen you in years after all. He felt like he was dreaming. Like if he pulled away, you would vanish into thin air.
So he held onto you like this was the last time he would get to see you. "I can't believe that you are actually here my love. I missed you so much." He said as he pulled away from your lips without letting go of you. He needed to realise that all of this was real and that no one was playing a cruel joke on him. He wouldn't be able to take it. "I missed you too Diluc, so much. There wasn't a single day passing that I didn't think about you, wishing I was in your arms." You said, cupping his cheeks. He placed his hand on top of yours, giving it a little kiss. "Why didn't you write me a letter that you are comimg back?" He asked as you lower your gaze. "I wanted to surprise you." You admited as Diluc lifted your chin up with his hand. "You know I don't like surprises." He said as you looed away from him. "But the fact that you are here brights me so much joy that I'm willing to forgive your silly idea." He said, pulling you close once again.
"Hey, it wasn't silly. It's just that I was too tired to fulfill my idea." You said, giving him one of your adorable, goofy smiles. "You're so silly Y/N." He pinched your nose as you giggled. "I'm silly only for you my sweet sweet Diluc. Love of my life." You sarted going on and on about how much you loved him and how much he meaned to you. He already knew all of that because you always made sure to let him know about your feelings so to shut you up, he forced his lips against yours, giving you a sweet kiss that you felt slightly dizzy once he pulled away from you. "Kiss me again. I missed your kisses." And without any delay, Diluc kissed you again and again until both of your lips were swallen and your breaths were cut on your throats.
"Are you satisfied or do you want more kisses?" He asked, a faint smile resting on his lips. "I am." You smiled as you let the tip of your fingers run across his cheek. It felt warm and soft. "Now can we go to sleep? I'm tired and I want to sleep with you tonight. Like we did back in the day, when we were teenagers." You took his hand and started leading him towards the bedroom but he stopped you. "Y/N, I want you to promise me something." He said, stopping you dead in your tracks. The tone of his voice sounding completely different from the previous. "What is is Diluc?" You asked, worry rushing through your body. "I want you to promise me that you'll keep yourself safe. I don't wanna loose you." Your heart ached hearing his words. He had wrote to you about his fathers death in one of his letters. You remembered yourself crying as you wrote a reply to him, telling him how sorry you felt about his lose. The news were heartbreaking for the both of you because his father was like a second father to you. Always kind and caring towards you, loving you like you were his child.
The memory brought tears in your eyes as you wrapped your arms around his body, trying to comfort him. "I promise you that I will never ever leave you, no matter what. I will always be by your side, giving you all the love I have." You smiled as you wiped the tears away from his face. "I love you Y/N. More than anything in this world." "I love too Diluc, because you are my world."
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IM THE ANON WHO REQUESTED THE DILUC ONE OMG TYSM ILY AND YOUR WORK I JUST HAD THE COURAGE RECENTLY TO ASK
Hello there dear anon and thank you so much dear anon for the request it was so fun to write and I'm really happy that you liked what I wrote. Feel free to request again in the future if you of course want. Love kisses and everything <3 (don't mind me I'm just happy)
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hi can i request fem reader x diluc where reader is drunk and diluc takes her home (they live in dawn winery) so ofc since she is drunk she doesn't know its diluc carrying her back home so she goes like "diluc my beloved boyfriend i love him but i am not worthy of his love he deserves better" stuff like that yk? and he asks her abt it in the morning (hurt/comfort pls) feel free to ignore this, have a good day/night/afternoon
Hello there dear anon (hope you don't mind if I call you dear). First of all I hope you have a great day/night too. Second, you won't believe what happened. I had the same idea as you but in my scenario Diluc was the one who thought he didn't deserve y/n. Anyway, I just found this crazy and wanted you let know. Sending you my love <3
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"Unworthy of your love"
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Diluc x fem!reader
Tw: comfort
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"More please!" Y/N raised her grass to the air towards Diluc, expecting him to refill it as he did before. But he didn't make a move towards that. Instead, he took the glass off of her hand and placed it on the counter behind him, away from her reach. "Hey what are you doing? I want to drink more!" Y/N yelled at him as she crossing her arms over her chest, causing Diluc to glare at her. "You drank enough. It's time for you to go home." He scolded her. "I don't want to go home. It's not like anyone is waiting for me there anyway." She mumbled, thinking that Diluc wasn't able to hear her little comment, but he did even tho he didn't say anything. He knew that if he tried to ask her about it, she wouldn't tell him so instead, he took her glass from the counter, picked up a bottle of wine and filled her glass, giving it back to her. "Here, drink this. It's a new wine that I made and I would like to know your opinion." Y/N took the glass from his hand, electricity rushing through her entire body the moment the tip of her fingers touched his. "Sorry 'bout that!" She drunkly apologised as her cheeks took a darker shade of red from the one they already had. Diluc didn't say anything in return, just got back on serving drinks to the customers.
Hours past and the tavern was finally closed for the night. Everyone had left, well everyone except one person. Y/N. Her head was layed on her arms and her eyes were closed. "Is she sleeping?" Diluc wondered as he walked over to her, tapping her on the shoulder as he called her name. "Y/N, wake up we're closed. You need to go home." He said in a soft, low voice causing her to open her eyes. "What? Closed? I need to go home then." She said as she got up from her seat and made her way towards the door of the tavern. She was so drunk, she could barely see in front of her when suddenly, she stumbled and fell but before her body could hit the hard floor, a pear of strong hands wrapped around her body, pulling her back on her feet. "Come on, I'll take you home." He said, picking her up in his arms bride style, her arms finding their way around his neck as he started walking towards her house.
"Mr, do you know a pretty red haired guy who's name is Diluc?" Y/N suddenly asked him, causing a small gasp to escape his mouth. "Mr? Doesn't she recognice me? Also why is she calling me pretty all of a sudden?" Diluc thought to himself. He was about to ask her what she meant by that but Y/N continued to talk. "He is my beloved boyfriend or rather the man I want to be my beloved boyfriend but..." Her voice trailed off as a sob escaped her lips. "I'm not worthy of this man's love. He deserves so much better. He deserves the whole world. He dererves all the love in the world which I can't give to him. I just can't. I'm so worthless!" She cried as Diluc subconsciously tightened his grip around her body, pulling her closer to him as he tried to comfort her with his words. This seem to work as after a while, she stopped crying as her eyelashes grew heavier. She ended up falling asleep in his arms and he secretly wished to delay his arrival to her house, just so he could hold her in his arms an and show her what she really worth, without letting go of her. Ever.
Sadly his wish didn't came true as after a few minutes of walking, he arrived at her house. As silently as he could, he opened up the front door and entered her house, holding Y/N in his strong arms as she slept peacefully against him, her arms still holding on to him as if she feared he was going to leave her and she was trying to stop him from doing so. Diluc sighed as he carefully unwrapped Y/N's arms from his neck and placed her on her bed. A little whine came out from her as she felt his warm body leaving hers.
Sitting down on the bed besides her, Diluc reached out his hand and started stroking her hair as he started whispering sweet words to her, words she sadly wasn't able to hear. "Don't worry Y/N. I won't leave you. Not now I know how you feel about me and about yourself. I will always be there for you no matter what." He said, leaning over and placing a kiss on her hair. As if she understood what just happened, a faint smile made it's way across Y/N's lips as Diluc got up from his seat besided her and left her house. He planned to visit her again in the morning to check up on her but most importantly, to ask her about what she said to him while she was drunk.
The next day finally rolled around and Y/N woke up with a massive headache, unable to remember what exactly happened the night before. "Ugh my head. How much did I drink yesterday? And how did I ented up in my house? The last place I remember being is the tavern where I was drinking some of Diluc's new wine." Suddenly the memory of that strange man provoking her from falling and picking her up bride style formed on her mind. "Who was that man anyway?" She asked herself as a light knock at the door pulled her out from her thoughts. With slow steps, she walked up to the door and opened it only to find Diluc standing there, a worried look covering his beautiful, red eyes. "Diluc, what are you doing here so early in the morning?" Y/N asked him as she moved out of the way so he could come in. "I came to check up on you and also, here, take this." He said, handing her a bottle of painkillers. "You didn't have to come all the way just to check up on me and give me some painkillers." She gave him a faint smile as she took the pills from his hand. "The is another reason I came here besides the painkillers. I wanted to ask you about something you blurted out while I was caring you home."
Flashes of lasts night encounter rushed through her mind. Her smile fainted from her face as the realisation hit her like a brick. "Was Diluc the on ewho brought me home last night? Did I comfessed my feelings to the man I love but accidentaly let him know about my low self esteem?" She wondered as she slowly sat to the couch behind her. "D-Diluc, what did I say last night while you were caring me?" She asked, fearing his answer. "You said you don't deserve my love and that I deserve better." He reminded her as he sat next to her on the couch. Y/N's eyes filled with tears but she quickly blinked them away. Having someone else pointing out her low self esteem and the thoughts she had for herself really got to her. "Uh, it was actually nothing, just drunk-talk, you know." She tried to force herself to smile but nothing came out.
"People speak the biggest truths when they are drunk." Diluc commented as he moved closer to her, placing his gloved hand on her cheek, lifting her face up so he could face her. "So please Y/N. Open up to me and tell me every single feeling you held hidden for so long." He spoke in a low, soft voice causing Y/N to brole down and tell him every single thing she felt, for him and for herself. How she fell in love with him since the first time she met him, his serious but caring nature had her heart beating faster and faster everytime he was around her. But she never felt that she deserved him or his love.
"You are such a great person who deserves all the love you missed for all this years while I, I'm just a nobody who fell for you. A nobody who will make you sad and miserable if you're around. I am someone who never loved herself and probably never will. I don't deserve to be loved by anyone or love anyone. Especially you. I will hurt you if I stay by your side Diluc. I'm horrible and I don't deserve to to love you!" Tears ran like rivers down Y/N's cheeks, as Diluc stood there, starring at her crying but still beautiful face. How could she think such things for herself? Why she didn't deserve to love him? She was such a kind and lovely person so how could she think so low of herself? He was the one who didn't beserve to be loved by such a person. He was the one who was so broken and empty inside that it was a big surprise for him to find out that he had started having feelings for her.
After his father's death, Diluc thought he couldn't love anyone else so he locked all of his feelings away in his heart to never be seen again and became that grumpy man who never smiled. But then she came appeared on his life, making all of his possitive feelings come back one by one. She was so bubbly and cheerful and always had a goofd thing to say about him. She also spend a lot of her time on the tavern, keeping him company either by offering him a hand or just drinking wine while happily chatting with him.
But now, that cheerful mask had fallen off, revealing Y/N's true feelings which were dark and awful, nothing like he expected from her, the happiest person he knew and the one who managed to make him smile after so long. Without loosing any moment, Diluc wiped her tears away as he pulled her closer, giving her a kiss on the forehead. "Nothing of what you said is true Y/N. You are such a incredible person who deserves to be treated like you treat the people around you. With so much love and care that you can make even the grumpiest, most deppressed person in the world, like himself, feel happy and loved just by being around them and giving them the words of courage that you are the first one who needs to hear." His thumb stroked her cheek, wiping a tear drop away.
Y/N wanted to say something, to tell him that what he said wasn't true but hearing those beautiful words coming out of this man's mouth, really left her speechless. "Since you don't love yourself, as you said, I want to be the person who will give you what you deserve. Love. I want to be with you and give you all the love I have Y/N and even more." He said causing tears to fall down Y/N's face. Diluc loved her? He wanted to be with her and give her all the love he had? Surely this coudn't be true. Diluc couldn't actually be in love with her, could he?
"Do you really mean what you just said Diluc?" She asked him, a faint smile slowly making it's way on her lips. "Of course I do. I couldn't ask for anyone else to love me rather than you. You are the one who deserves to be called my girl, the love of my life, no one else." He said to her. "So this means I can call you my beloved boyfriend now and this time be true?" She hesitatly asked, wiping the remaining tears away from her eyes. Diluc nodded his head and a the brightest smile he had ever seen plastered on her lips as she through her arms around his body, pulling him closer to her a she connected their lips together. Perfect fit, like the perfect fit they were for each other.
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"The light to his darkness"
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Xiao x fem!reader
Tw: comfort
A/n: Just a scenario I wrote while in class...
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Xiao put his headphones on y/n's ears, blocking the awful whisperes coming fr her friends and other classmates surronding her, reaching her ears. Tears were streaming down her face as Xiao reached out and took her shaking hand in his, leading her away from there.
"Where are you taking me?" Y/n finally broke the silence that had spead between them. "Away from these people you used to call friends." He sounded mad but y/n didn't really know why. She was the one who got stabbed on the back from the people she used to call her friends, her family, her whole world, yet here was this guy, this strange gloomy guy, standing by her side the moment she needed him the most.
"Thank you." Y/n said in a low voice, causing Xiao to dead in his tracks. "Why are you thanking me?" He asked, now facing her, his golden eyes piercing through her soul. "For standing up for me and taking me away from them, my friends or rather, my ex friends." She exhaled, choking back the tears that had gathered on the corner of her eyes. "It was nothing." He said, showing no emotion. The truth was, he didn't help her just because he felt it was the right thing to do or because he was a good person. No. The main reason was that he had a crush on her. No, this isn't right. He was in love with her. Yes, that's right. He fell in love with her the first time his eyes landed on her figure. She was smiling. That smile. How could he ever forget that smile? It was so pure, like an angel was smiling on him. It was the light to his darkness, to his black, broken soul and he was wiling to do anything to keep that light by his side.
But what if she didn't like him the same way he did? What if she didn't want to be around him once he comfessed his feelings to her? He wasn't sure what his next move would be if it came to down to this but he was going to take the risk. This way, he wouldn't have to hold onto the possibility. He wanted to be sure and also take the secret out of his chest. Taking a deep breath, he looked her deep in the eyes, letting the words slip from his lips. "I'm in love with you." Y/n's eyes open wide, an expression of surprise covered her face as she was unable to believe that she just heard. Xiao was in love with her? For real? How? Why?
"Why?" She wondered in a low voice, catching Xiao's attention who was hanging from her every word, noticing her every expression. "What did you say?" He asked, taking a step closer to her. "Why did you fall in love with me? I'm just a broken person who no one wants. Everybody leaves me at some point. Nobody stays by my side for long." Tears started falling down her rosy cheeks. She fell on her knees , clenching her shirt, were her broken heart laid. Her body shook violantely as all of her emotions overwelmed her, suffocating her.
Seeing her like this, Xiao couldn't help but kneel in front of her, cupping her cheeks as she leaned in and captured her lips on the sweetest, most passionate kiss. It felt like it came straight out of heaven, a perfect refflection of Xiao's feelimgs towards y/n. Love, appreciation, admiration and so much care. His lips fit perfectly on her's almost like the were made for that kiss. Like it was meant for them to be together. A perfect match.
Pulling away, Xiao's eyes opened slowly, being curious to see her face. Her eyes were still closed and her whole expression was different. She looed calm, a faint smile was visible on her lips. "So beautiful." He exclaimed, stroking her cheeks with his thumbs, causing her to blush. "Y/n, I love you. I am in love with you since the day I first saw you. That smile of yours mesmurised me. It was so bright, brighter than the sun and it made me feel things. Things that I had never felt before. It was all because of you. I fell for you and I'm not planning on giving up on you. You are the light to my darkness, the cause of my smile, the only thing on my mind is you y/n." He comfessed.
Y/n was lost of words, her mind was completely blank. But even if she could speak, what was she suppose to say? His words sounded like a poem, still ringing on her ears, causing her to smile brightly as tears ran down her cheeks but this time it weren't tears of sadness. No. They were tears of happiness. He loved her and he wasn't going to abandon her or pish her away after time passed. She believed him. Without giving it a second thought, y/n jumped into his arms, kissing him with passion.
Her cheeks grew bright red as she pulled away from him upon realising what she did. Not only she kissed him, the way she jumped on him caused both of them to fall back, with her on top of him. "I'm sorry!" She apologised, embarrassed as she tried to get off of him but he stopped her by wrapping his arms around her body. "Please, don't get up. Let me hold you for a while." He pleated. Y/n's muscules relaxed, letting herself enjoy Xiao's warmth and touch.
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"You're the one I love"
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Celtic x fem!s/o
Tw: angst at the beggining, giving birth
A/n: I am so sorry for the delay @reiketsunomizunomegami but I hope you like what I wrote
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The thought was haunting his mind for a while now but he couldn't bring himself to say it to her. "I want to break up with you." How could he say such thing to the woman he loved more than his life? How could he break her heart with such heavy words? It was hard, yes, but he had to do it. He had to let her go. Not because he didn't love her anymore, it was because he was scared. Scared that one of his many enemies might hurt or even worse, kill her. How he was suppose to live without his life then if he was the one responsible for her injuries or death. No no. He couldn't even think of that so he decided to break up with y/n and disappear from her life before something horrible happened to her.
The day that he was going to leave the love of his life had finally arived. The day that he was going to break her heart and make her hate him forever. But he had no choice. "It's for her own good." Was the excuse he used to tell to himself everytime he had doubts about his decision. But now it was too late to back down. "Y/n, I want to break up with you." He said, without even looking her in the eyen. He couldn't bring himself to do that. He was too ashamed to even steal a glance. But he could imagime how her expression would be upon hearing that. "W-what?" She asked, her voice cracking as a wave of shock hit her. "Come on Celtic, if this is a joke, please stop it, this isn't funny." She gave him a little laugh as she aproached him but he pushed her away. "It's not a joke. I want to break up with you." He repeated as he finally turned to look at her. "Why? What happened? Why do you want to break up with me?" She asked, trying to hold herself from breaking down. "Because I-I don't love you anymore." He blurted out before he could stop himself. A gasp escaped her lips as soon as his words hit her ears. Words that cut her deeper that a knife.
"You, you don't love me anymore?" She couldn't hold herself anymore. She left the tears ran down her cheeks as she starred at him, wondering why he fell out of love with her. Was because of sothing she done? Was it because he found someone else? Was he hidding something from her? She didn't know and she didn't like that. "At least tell me why you fell out of love with me!" She screamed at him, fists clenched as she wiped her tears away with her sleeves. "I fell for someone else." He said, shrugging his shoulders. He didn't want to tell her the truth so he blurted out the first lie that came to his mind. A loud sound echoed through the room as y/n's hand landed on Celtic's cheek. She slapped him as hard as she could across the cheek. "Leave and never come back. I don't want to see your face ever again, jerk." She said in a low, angree voice. Celtic froze on his place upon hearing her words. He deserved to be called that, yes, but still, it hurt. "Leave!" She screamed as Celtic turned her back to her and left, leaving the tears he was holding for so long, ran down his face.
"Ahhh." Y/n screamed as she fall on her knees and broke donw, cryimg her heart out. She loved him, she really did but he had to go and break her heart. He had to fall for someone else when he swore she was the one who wanted to spend the rest of his life with. She was the one who wanted to get married and have a beautiful family with. But now, it was too late. Now he was in love with someone else and there was nothing she could do about it. The only thing she could do was pick up her broked pieces and move on with her life.
A few days after the break up, she started having morning sickness so she went to the doctor who confirmed to her that she was pregrant and more specifically, preagnant with quadruplets. The news hit her like a kick on the stomach. Who could this happen? Why did this happened? Her lover had left her for another woman so how she was suppose to give birth and raise three kids all by herself? All of this thoughts clouded her mind as she walked upsemindetly on the street. She knew this was going to be really hard but she becided to keep all three babies and give them all the love and care she resived from their father and even more. She didn't want them to feel unloved. Ever. Speaking of their dad, she wasn't going to tell him that she was pregnant. She didn't want him to ruin his new relationship with his new partner for her.
As she predicted, the pregnancy was hard and not having someone by her side to help and love her, really made things worse but the thought of her holding her babies in her arms and giving them all the love she had, was the only thing that kept her going. Months passed bg and the day that she meant to give birth had finally came. Sadness clenched her heart as this wasn't how she had imagined that day to be. At all. In her imagination, Celtic was there with her, holding her hand and telling her encouraging words as she gave birth to their children. Heck, she had even imagined how he would be as a dad. A big softie who would do anything for his children and their mother of course. But now, she was all alone, screaming and crying as her quadruplets cries mixed with hers, creating a hustle and bustle on the room.
"Your babies look so beautiful miss. Look." The nurse said to her as she gave the babies to her to hold. They looked beautiful, indeed. The two of them were boys and the other one was a girl. The two boys had gotten many characteristics from their father but the girl looked exaclty like her mother. "You three are my world. I love you." A bright smile made it's way across her lips as she held the babies in her arms. "Your dad would be so happy if he ever had the chance to see you." She whispered as she placed sweet kisses on the babies heads.
5 years later..
Five years had part since y/n and Celtic broke up. Five years but yet, there wasn't a single day where she wasn't thinking about him, wishing he was here, by her side, loving her as he used to. Their kids had grown so much over this past five years but still, they didn't know anything about their dad. Even tho they had asked her many times about their dad, she never told them anything about him besides the fact that they weren't together anymore. They were upset, yes, but they knew not to ask their mother. The question clearly made her upset and sometimes even brought her to tears so after a point, they stopped asking and just accepted the fact that their father wasn't in the picture anymore.
The day of the breakup, rolled around again, leaving a bad taste on her mouth. She lived on the same house that she used to share with her boyfriend, for five years now. Every year, she used to take the kids and going out for a walk or something similar to this, just to escape the memories of that faithful day. And that's exactly what she did this year too. Taking the kids by their small hands, she walked out of this cursed house, walking towards the park.
As she walked, she could feel someone following her. Alarm bells started going off on her mind as she considered the idea of confronting the person who was following her. But she was scared. What if the person attacked her? What if they harm har kids? She couldn't take it anymore so stopping dead in her tracks, she turned around to face the person behind her, only to froze of her place, unable to believe what she was seeing. "Celtic?" She asked, her voice shaking from shock. "Yes y/n, it's me." He smiled as he opened his arms widely, waiting for her to jump on his arms and hug him.
She hesitated a little at first, not knowing if she was ready to take him back on her life once again but after a little push from her daughter, she ran towards him, wrapping her arms around her body, hugging him as tightly much as she could, tears rolling down her cheeks. It felt so right having him in her arms like this. "Celtic where were you all this years, why did you left me?" She cried, holding tighter onto him, thinking that this was just a dream and not reality. "I'm so sorry y/n. I should have never left you. There wasn't anhone else in my life except you y/n. You're the only one I love." He said, leaving the tears escape his eyes.
"When why did you left me? Why did you lied to me?" She asked, pulling away from him so she could face him. "I'm so sorry. I was scared. Scared that my enemies were going to come after you and hurt you if I continue to date you. All I wanted to do was to keep you safe." He said , letting a sob escaped him. "You did all of this for me?" She asked, shocked that he had to go through all of this just for her. "I would do anything for you y/n. I love you so much." Celtic comfessed as he pulled y/n closer and kiss her. "I'm sorry Celtic. I'm so sorry for blamming you." Y/n murmed between the kiss but Celtuc had his way to make her be quiet.
Claps and little giggles could be heared on the backround as the children cheered for her mother and the man. Pulling away, y/n turned to her kids with a bright smile lighting up her entire face. "Kids, this is your father and the man that I love. The only one that I will ever love."
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lluzionz · 2 years
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"Just let me take you dancing"
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Heizou x fem!reader (modern au)
Tw: a little spicy, just a little
A/n: I wanna thank you all beautiful people for liking, commenting, rebloging and following my blog. I especially want to thank you for the 372 followers. I still can't believe it. Love you all <3
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The week was long and tiring but finally, it was over. And you weren't planning on staying home that night so instead, you decided to go out and get drunk with your boyfriend, Heizou, but sadly things didn't go exactly as you planned.
"Sorry babe but I still have some work to do." He said after you called him and asked him to go out with you to drink. "Oh, ok... I'll call my friends then and ask them if they are free." The sadness was visible to your voice but you tried to hide it as best as you could from him. You didn't want him to feel guilty for canceling on you. But Heizou was still able to hear it. "Come on baby, don't let it ruin your mood, we can go out another time and have a lot of fun." You were quick to catch the hidden hint in his words and your cheeks turn red with embarrassment.
"Heizou" You scolded him as a goofy smile spread across your lips. "What? I know that your cheeks have that lovely red color that I love." His tone started becoming even more flirtatious so you had to stop him from saying anything more, you were too embarrassed to continue talking to him. "Sorry baby but I have to hang up. I need to get ready." You said. "Okay baby, but please do me a favor. Try and not be too sexy tonight because I won't be there to enjoy the view and also fight off the creeps that will hit on my girl." He said. "Don't worry Heizou, I'm yours, so if anyone tries anything with me, I have my way to make them stop." You reasured him. "Mine baby, only mine." A grin plastered on his face as your image popped to his mind. "Bye-bye baby." "Bye pretty girl, love you." He said, making your heart start to beat like crazy. "I love you too Heizou." You said, hanging up the phone and leaving it to your bed. "Gosh, I love him so much." You said to yourself as you started getting ready.
"Y/N that guy over there haven't taken his eyes off of you for a while now." One of your friends commented, getting your attention. "Who?" You asked, scanning the room, trying to find the guy that was starring at you. A big, bright smile appeared on your lips as soon as your eyes landed on his figure. "Heizou!" You called out to him as subconsciously you got up from your seat and walked up to him, pulling you closer to you as you placed a passionate kiss on his lips. He of course reacted to your gesture, wrapping his arms around your waist and pinning you against his body.
"Did you miss me baby?" He asked in between the kiss. "Yes, a lot. But how did you know I was here?" You replied honestly as you pulled back, lips swollen from the kiss. "I have my ways but now tell me, wanna show me how much you missed me?" He asked, a grin made it's way across his lips as you looked at him, an expression of comfussion was written all over yoyr face. "Follow me." He said as he took your hand and dragged you on the dance floor.
You didn't have to ask him anything more. The answer to your question came the moment Heizou's hands find their way to your waist. "Now show me how how much you missed me." He whispered in your ear as the next song started playing. It was "Take you dancing" by Jason Derulo. His favorite song and he had a specific reason for that and that reason was you or rather, your body. He just couldn't get enough of the way your body moved to teh rhythm of the music. It drove him crazy every time he saw you dancing.
And that's exactly what happened at that moment. Your body started moving to the rhythm of the music as Heizou's hands travelled wildly along your body, outlinding every inch of it. "You're so pretty y/n. So sexy." He commented close to your ear, sending chills down your spine. Your cheeks grew dark red as you tried to think of something to say or do but came up with nothing. Your mimd went completely blank.
Seeing your expression, Heizou chuckled as he ran his fingers across yourv cheek, putting some straids of hair behind your ear. "It's okay y/n. You don't have to be so shy." He said pulling closer once again and kissing your lips, a kiss that made you dizzy after he pulled away. "Now let's go somewhere else, more quiet so I can show you how much I missed you." His arm wrapped aroung your waist, guiding you somewhere else, more privately so he could show you how much he loved you. His baby. His girl. His everything.
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HEYYAAA can I please request(modern AU) xiao x Female reader when xiao finds out y/n is being bullied from some girls from the class because she dates xiao and she keeps it a secret then one day he goes looking for her in lunch time and sees her getting cornered and beaten up by other girls amd stuff...if that makes sense- feel free to ignore this >^<
"Cost of love"
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Xiao x fem!reader
Tw: reader getting bullied and beaten, cursing, violance, mentions of blood, bruises, comfort
A/n: I got carried away and this came out long and a little bit too much
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Never in your life you would have thought that you would get bullied for dating the gloomy emo guy of the school, Xiao. But here you were getting bullied and even beaten for falling for him, the emo guy who everyone hated or made fun of.
Well everyone except you. You were the exception amongst this cruel people whose only goal in life was to make Xiao's life a living hell. You were the only one who treated him with so much kindness that you made his heart beating in a different way. A way that he hadn't even imagine could be possible for him. But it was. He had fallen in love with you and the only thing he wanted to do was to let you know about his feelings. He wanted to let you know that you made him really happy the first time you talked to him even tho he seemed unfaced by your presence. To let you know that he felt him heart beating faster everytime you were close to him. To let you know that you made him feel alive.
But he was scared. Scared that all of this was a dream and that one day he would wake up and you wouldn't be in his life any longer. Scared that you were acting nice to him only to humiliate him once he comfessed his feeling to you. But there was no way for him to know for sure if he didn't tell you how he really felt about you.
Gathering all his courage he had, he approached you and without even thinking, he comfessed the feeling he had for you for a while now. After hearing that he had to say, you took a step closer to him, placed your hand on his cheek and pulled him closer to you. "I like you too Xiao." The words left your lips as Xiao placed his hands on your waist, pulling you closer to his body as he left a small, quick but sweet like candy kiss on your lips. Who knew that these five small words and this dreamy kiss could ruin your life. You surely didn't.
The day after you and Xiao made it official that you were a couple, some girls from your class came up to you and started saying some mean things about and your now boyfriend, Xiao. You of course ignore their mean, full of venom words and tried to walk pass them but they blocked your way. "Where do you think you're going? I'm not done talking to you yet." One of the girls said as she grabbed you by the arm tightly, her grip leaving bruises to your skin. "Let go of me!" You yelled, trying to yank your hand away from her grip.
Suddenly, your arm was once again free as a slap landed on your cheek, causing you to see stars. "Don't you ever dare to raise your voice at me again, bitch!" She spat in your face an her friends laughed. You placed your hand on your cheek, still trying to understand what just happened when suddenly the same girl pushed you hard, causing you to fall donw on the ground. Tears started rolling down your face as other students gathered around you, laughing as they saw you suffering.
Without spending another minute, you picked yourself up and ran to the only place suitable for you at this moment. The girl's bathroom. At least there, you could hide yourself from the judging eyes of the students and let it all out. You felt embarrassed, hurt but most of all, comfused. You didn't know why she suddenly started harashing you. What did you even do to her? You haven't even talked to her once up until this point. What was the reason behind her reaction. You didn't have the answer to that question so you decided to just forget what happened and move on with your life. You weren't even going to talk to Xiao abou this because you knew very well that he wouldn't let the matter drop that easily.
Since that day, the girls from your class didn't miss the chance to harash you with their words and cover your body in bruises. Xiao of course had noticed the purple spots all around your skin but everytime he asked you about it, he was met with the same, lame excuse. "I'm just clumsy that's all." Followed by a smile. But he wasn't stupid. He knew that someone was causing you all this pain but he hadn't exactly figured out who they were. He had noticed tho that some girls from your class gave you death stares everytime you two were together but he didn't really pay much attention to it. He just thought that they were jealous of your beauty and wished to be like you.
Meanwhile, going to school had become unbearable for you and you often skipped it just to avoid the torture which awaited you there. You wanted to escape this hell, even for just a day or two. That of course didn't go unnoticed by your boyfriend but when he cornered you and asked you what was up with you, you lied to him, again and told him that school was boring and that you just didn't feel like going. Knowing you, Xiao got even more suspicious and decided to keep a clorer look on you, just to make sure that you were alright. Which you weren't. In fact, you were far from fine but you weren't exactly going to let him know that.
Things continue to go like this, you getting bullied and beaten by those classmates of yours and Xiao asking you what was wrong with you. It got to the point where you started avoiding him just to get him to stop asking you. You knew that he cared about you and wanted you to be happy like you used to but it was all too much. You even thought about breaking up with Xiao just to get those bullies off your back, you couldn't do that. How could you? Xiao was the boy that you fell in love with, the boy who made your heart beating faster, the boy who gave you all the love you deserved and even more, the boy who you would give up your life for. Your everything. And you were his everything too. His love, his entire life. He would do anything for you, all you had to do was to tell him and he would do everything in his power to make you happy. Even beat up those girls.
The day that everything happened started of as usual. The girls gave you their usual death glares as you walked pass them. The unusual thing was that they didn't say a word to you all day. Not a single insult came out of their mouth and this terrified you. "Why they haven't said anything to me? Why is it so quiet today? What is going on?" This thoughts ran wildly through your mind as your adrenaline kept on increasing. You didn't know what was coming and this terrified you.
Lunch time finally came and you left the class to go to the cafeteria to have lunch with your boyfriend. Once there, you took a tray with your food and started looking for Xiao, spotting him at the very back at the cafeteria, all by himself. A smile appeared on your lips as your landed on him. He looked so beautiful and peasful as he just sat there, waiting for you. Without wasting any time, you walked up to him, giving him a light tap on the shoulder as you stood next to him. "Ah, you came." Xiao acknowledged you, moving away so you could sit next to him. "Wait, I need to wash my hands first." You remembered, placing your tray down as you walked away, towards the bathroom.
When you got there, you washed your hands as quickly as possible because being alone there, gave you the creeps, considering the fact that you haven't seen those girls anywhere in the cafeteria. As you were drying your hands with some tissue, the bathroom door creaked open as your worst nightmare came to life. Those girls, the same girls who made fun of you every chance they got, where standing in front of you and one of them was holding something. Scissors. You took a step back. "W-what are you doing h-here?" You stuttered as the girl with the scissors took a step closer to you. "I was looking for you you know. Why did you make me look for you?" She asked as she came closer and closer to you. You took as many steppes as you could back, until your back hit the wall behind you. "Don't come any closer!" You yelled as you raiser your hands up, ready to defend yourself if needed. "How pathetic." She commented as she grabbed your face, squeezing your cheeks until a red hue covered them. "Hold her girls!" She commanded as the other girls held you still. "Time to have some fun."
Xiao was waiting for you to come back for some time now. You only went to the bathroom to wash your hands, not to stay there forever. "What's taking her so long?" He wondered out loud as he got up from his seat, walking towards the girl's bathroom. He had started to get really worried because it had taken you way too much time.
Weird muffled noises and the sound of girls laughing were coming out from inside the bathroom. Something was wrong. Without thinking about it, he bursed inside the bathroom but what he saw there, shook him to the core. You where crawled up into a ball on the bathroom's floor as some girls from your class, the same girls that were glaring at you whenever you passed by them were beating you up and one of them even had the audacity to film the entire thing. Blood were coming out of your lips and mouth as you tried to protect yourself from getting even more hurt.
"What the fuck are you doing?" Xiao's voice echoed through the bathroom as he walked up to the girl who was kicking you and grabbed her hand, pulling her away from you with such a force that she fell down to the cold bathoom floor. The other girls immidiately stopped torturing you after seeing what happened to their friends. "What the fuck did you just do?" The girl asked as she got back on her feet, walking towrds him, seeking to get revenge for what he did to her but before she could do anything, Xiao wrapped his hand tightly around her throat, slamming her back against the wall.
"Listen here fucking bitch. You can harash and make fun of me for as much as you want. You can beat me up too if you want but if you touch or even look at y/n's direction ever again, I will make you regret the day you were born." He spat on her face as his grip aroumd her neck tightened until she couldn't breath anymore. He was choking her. The other girls launched towards him, trying to free their friends from the enraged boy, but with no use.
With one swift movement, he shook them off of him, sending them all flying. "Please..." The girl's voice came out barely a whisper as she pleated with him. Her face had turned red as she was barely breathing. Slamming her head against the wall, Xiao let go of her as she fell down to her knees, coughing as she struggled to find her breath.
Without wasting anymore time, Xiao kneeled next to you as he took you in his arms. "Y/N, are you ok?" He asked, his voice sounded nothing like it did a minute ago. It now changed to a softer, more gentle one as he picked you up in his arms and carried you outside of the bathroom, leaving the rest of the girls there. Exiting the bathroom with you still in his arms, he took you straight to the nurse's office for your inguries to be treated. The nurse wasn't in the office at the moment so Xiao decided to take care of you by himself.
Laying you down on the bed gently in order not to hurt you, he brought out the first aid kit from the cabnet and started treating your inguries. "Ow, it hurts!" You grimaced from the pain as soon as the cotton came in contact with your skin. "Just stay still. I know it hurts but I need to take care of you." He said as he continued treating the wounds caused by those girls.
Neither of you said a word the entire time. Xiao was still trying to calm himself down and you were trying not to burst into tears. Not out of physical pain but out of shame. You felt embarrassed for getting beat to the point where you passed out, just because you were dating the boy you liked. What was wrong with that anyway? "You should had told me what was going on when I asked you if you were okay." Xiao finally broke the awkward silence as he bandaged you up. "Don't you trust me?" The question that came out of his lips caught you off guard but you were quick to reasure him. "No no no, Xiao it's not like that. I trust you more than I trust myself, it's just that I didn't want to worrie you and besided, I felt ashamed." Those last words came out barely a whisper but Xiao was still able to hear them.
"Ashamed? Why should you feel ashamed?" He asked, raising an eyebrow. "Because I wasn't able to protect myself and just let them bully me and beat me up-" Xiao placed his index finger to your lips, shushing you. "You aren't the one who should be ashamed of what happened. It was all their fault. They are the ones who should be ashamed of theirselves." Xiao corrected you as he sat down next to you on the bed. "But tell me something, why they started bullying you? He asked even tho he already knew the answer to his question. "It was..." Your voice trailed off. You didn't want to tell him the reason why because it felt like you were blaming him for what happened to you.
Taking a deep breath, you finally told him the reason why those girls started all of this. "I knew that it was because of me. Loving me had caused you so much pain..." Upon hearing those words, you made him look at you as you started telling him how you felt about him. It felt lieke you were comfessing your love for him all over again but it was worth it. He was worth it. "Even tho loving you costed me so much, I would never, ever changed a damn thing about it. I love you Xiao and I always be not matter what happens." You said as Xiao took you in his arms. "I love too y/n. With all of my heart. Never forget that." He said as he stroke your now shorter hair. Thankfully, the girl had enough common sense to just cut your hair with the scissors, not to hurt you. "I won't." You said as you pulled his closer and gave him a passionate kiss on the lips, making his cheeks turn red. You just wanted to show him how much you loved him.
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lluzionz · 2 years
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My oc
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Guys look what @kazenomegaminowanpisu drew for me. My very own oc. Isn't that amazing? Look how pretty she made Akira look. I can't. She is so talented and deserves so much love, so it would be really great if you went over to her profile and showed her some love by following.
Love you all <3
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lluzionz · 2 years
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I can't express how much I love this <3
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Sorry For keeping you waiting @lluzionz hope you like it
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Luffy When his s/o breaks up with him
Warning: Angst, Slight Fluff, Luffy being sad and heart break
Luffy was a perfect man in your eyes
You idolised and loved him for he is but something was keeping you from being with him
You and Luffy were in a harmonious Relationship, he loves you unconditionally and protects you all the time. One time while both of you were at the Deck And Luffy was eating his Food “Let's break up” you Blurted out and at first he doesn't hear what are you trying to say until you repeat it but in a louder and clear tone
Luffy turn his attention to you as he continuously eating his food “Is there something Wrong Y/N-Chan?” He ask
You fake your Irritation and Tells him he makes you feel sick and you didn't love him anymore. Luffy froze up and Drop his food on the ground, he Grab your Shoulders and Firmly ask you what are you trying to say and you Nonchalantly said “I Don't love you anymore” At the word Luffy Let you go as you tried to prevent your Tears from spilling out
You turn on your Back and Walk away from the Because you can't bear to see the Look on Luffy's face right now
After you left Luffy was still in shocked, he blink a few times until his own tears streams down from his eyes, he smiles bitterly while Covering his eyes with his Arm and Luckily no one's there to witness this scene
You on the other hand on your room crying in mess and now regretting every words that came out from you mouth “I'm sorry” You said quietly muffling the painful sob that is come out from your mouth. From that day on You Luffy were not same as before, he avoids you while you avoided him also. And the whole screw was now confused and annoyed at the same time so they've decided to ask you both personally
Nami and Robin ask you while the boys ask Luffy. When Nami And Robin trapped you against your Room “What's the deal with the both of you?” Nami ask “What do you mean” You said trying to play Innocent at any cost
The two girls doesn't believed your every word so with the help of Robin They drag you towards the room were Luffy was in. They lock you both inside
Luffy awkwardly Move away from you maming your heart sink. The two of you stayed liked that for about 5 minutes until Luffy spoke breaking the Silence “He-Hey” He said “H-Hi” You responded. Both you acted like acquaintance and never been loves each other before “Why?” Luffy said making your head turn to him ans gave him a surprise look “What makes you leave me? DId I do something wrong?” He ask and now you couldn't stop your tears so you let them spill from eyes avoiding the eye contact with your Love “It's Done we're over so Moves on” You said wiping your own tears. Luffy stayed silent for a while and then he slowly walk towards you and wrap his arms to you slowly ans carefully “I Love you Y/N” He Blurted out “Ans there's nothing and no one can changed that” He added making your tears hurts again. You held into his hand thinking what are you supposed to do..
Should you listen to your Mind or to your heart??
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