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Great. He started talking about his ex and how he cant stop thinking about her and shite. and I'm panicking the fuck out now.

I never wanted to hurt myself this bad in the past week.

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what i say: haha i had a wild night last night. absolutely crazy

what i mean:

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Tomorrow doesn’t exist.

My mind deals in painful memories and blank stares.

#sadness #sad #depression #depressed #anxiety #coping #mental illness #tw: dissociating

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Instagram: nicoxbutterfly

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A short, hurried piece for my fellow SADs out there

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The one person who could make it better always leaves

#anxious #depressed #sad #depression #anxiety #alone #helpless #mental illness #i want to disappear #i'm just so tired

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There’s a difference between being happy and being distracted from sadness.

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I see bad nights coming like thunderstorms on the horizon

#depression #anxiety #night #sad #unloveable #worthless #scared #mental health #bpd #did #ptsd

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You know it’s bad when the “it’s okay” posts make you sob

#crying #depression #depressed #anxious #anxiety #sad #sick #mental illness #im not okay #hopeless #worthless

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You always say I can talk to you but it's getting bad again and it just feels like I've been bothering you

Confession #39

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I’ve wasted too many years crying in bed...

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It won’t get better.

I’ll have to take these meds

Spend money on therapy

Ruin relationships

And remember that I was born broken

#sad #depressed #anxiety #alone #mental health #lonley #hopeless #lost #sick #depression #suicidal

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#dark #sick #anxiety #depression #depressed #anxious #hopeless #sadness #sad #suicide #suicidal #worthless

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And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened.

— Douglas Coupland, Life After God