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happy

sweaty and tired but

happy

this feeling's what

i live for

tired feet and

a face that aches from smiling so much

voice hoarse

from shouting and laughing

today i have

ran

jumped

danced

drunk

smoked

been happy

walked

today i've walked alongside the ones with whom i belong

today i've been prouder than i've ever been

tomorrow even more

and the day after

and the days that follow

today i'm proud

today i stand

today i've walked

today i'll fall asleep with a smile on my face

for i know the way my feet hurt

is the best kind of hurt

today

i feel

proud

#lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtlove #lgbtpride #pride month #happy #tired #happyhappyhappy #lgbtqa #lgbtq community

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high hopes // panic! at the disco

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today i'm hungry

sounds of doors slamming

screams in the kitchen

same words

over and over

in endless circles

i can't come down

sick and tired of

facing the hurricane

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today my sister told me i looked great in this outfit and i smiled and said thank you and we were both crying and it was breakfast with my parents already screaming

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i can hear your

i can HEAR you

i can hear how your words hurt

how they pierce through flesh and bones

how can you

act like nothing

when what you do

what you say

make someone scream their throat raw

how can you

be told you hurt us

be told you've left wounds already

and refuse to be guilty

you are not

my enemy

but you're not my friend either

i won't

take sides

but if i did it wouldn't be yours

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i am

one of the lucky ones

coming out was never

'a big deal'

in my house there was

no closet to come out of

no closet to lock myself in

as i grew up i just

found a word to match my self

my taste in humans

the same way i found out

about the rest

about how i love chocolate

about how i love dancing

about how i love writing

about how i love guys

and girls

and others

just the same

this is

my normalcy

this is

nature to me

i will never be grateful enough

for growing up in a place where

people never questioned

what i felt

where i said

'i am who i am'

and there was no need to explain further

i will never be grateful enough for

these people who raised me

these ones who made it so i could

learn about all things of the world

these ones who asked me

about my own little discoveries

about everything i had learned

about myself

about others

always curious

never judging

the ones who said

'it is amazing'

and never

'disgusting'

these people who

rid me of my fears

i am truly

a lucky one

#lgbtq #self discovery #appreciation post #basically about how great my family is #i am one lucky motherfucker #lgbtqa #lgbt #love #pride month #(almost) #lgbtlove #lgbtpride

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my dad looks so sad today

i just wanna make him smile

(what do you do when

two people who are supposed to love each other

don't look like they do anymore)

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i'm so sick of that "you gotta love yourself before anybody can love you" bullshit. what's that supposed to mean? you're basically telling countless people who already struggle enough with self-esteem on a daily basis that they're not worth loving - yet, at least until they're confident and self-assured. guess what? it can take a lifetime achieving being those. it can be so hard.

i don't love myself - hell, i don't even like myself. i haven't had a successful love story ever. and i've already been told it's because i should love myself more. but, like, fuck you?? do you have an idea how easy it is for you to say that, and how hard it is for me to actually do it?? you don't. you don't have a fucking clue. or maybe you do, because you yourself are so uncomfortable in your own skin that you go and try to undermine other people's confidence.

so step back, karen. truth is, most of the time, what actually happens is you don't love yourself until somebody loves you. because, you know what? it's always harder seeing why we're worth loving without somebody to show us.

#rant #ranting bc i'm pissed #tea #psychology #kinda

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i just want to say that i love brooklyn nine nine (even though i just spoiled myself because i'm not even remotely done with season 1 yet)

thanks fuck for this show

thanks fuck for finally talking about bisexuality

because being bi is A THING and both straight and gay people tend to forget it

there's a B in LGBT

please stop forgetting it's an option

my bi ass is begging you

Brooklyn Nine Nine s05e10

1. This isn’t even an exaggeration, this is how straight people™ think. 2. If you need good bisexual representation in media, please watch this video. This episode made my bi heart very happy.

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11 Questions tag

hhhhhh thx to my beautiful @cent-dix-huit for tagging me

1. 3 songs u started listening to this week

well maybe not this week but recently i’ve been playing ‘dance like we’re making love’ by ciara, 'gucci’ by jessi and 'dusk till dawn’ by zayn and (my everlasting love) sia on a loop

(also bts’ new album especially mic drop bc dude that shit is LiT)

2. what is your favorite conspiracy theory

what are thooose

(no but srsly tho I legit don’t even know any so answering this is kinda complicated)

3. tell me about a memory that you’d like to keep forever

it’s not exactly like a particular one but every dinner at home when we don’t fight and there’s no tension and nobody shouts and I just make my mom laugh so hard she cries is a tiny, beautiful piece of happiness that I wish sometimes I could record and watch again when things aren’t really at their best

4. your house is on fire! what are the 5 things you take?

(first of thank u so much for making those five and not only one bc I couldn’t have been able to answer)

my plushie (it’s an old worn out elephant but I can’t sleep without it so)

the two rings that look rly alike, are from the same store and were gifted to me by @cent-dix-huit and my mom which I have on basically everyday

my usb flash drive on which there is about everything i’ve written these past sixteen years

my favorite book aka The Great Gatsby

and probably my Pizza oversized sweater (also a present from @cent-dix-huit good god, you really are too good to me)

5. your go-to feel good food?

the kebab place two streets from my school

best fucking meal ever

6. you can meet someone that inspires you, what would you tell them?

i’d meet parris goebel and tell her she has made my love for dance and myself and my body grow so much from the moment i’ve discovered her work up until now; that she has taught me that women can be sexy and provocative and show off their bodies and be perfect, not vulgar, not obscene, not sluts; that I look up to her so much and I admire her art; that there’s quite frankly not much in this wolrd i’d want more than get to dance with her

7. where would u like to be right now?

either at a concert, at a party or under a blanket with @cent-dix-huit, junk food and mamma mia! on her laptop

8. chicken or pork?

uGGgggh u can’t do that to me

chicken but I’m only saying this bc sadly pork isn’t always with caramel while every kind of chicken is always the best kind

9. if you could have a superpower, what would it be and why?

i’ve pretty much wanted to be able to fly since I was a little kid so

idk I just think it’s so cool you know?? i’ve always had this dream of seeing the world from above and it just feels like it would be so great

(on another level i’d very much love to read into ppl’s minds bc srsly, that shit’d be rly useful)

10. what advice would u give 10-year-old you?

brush your hair. seriously, brush it. comb it. do something.

and stop cartwheeling while walking, yes, it’s impressive and kinda cool, but mostly it’s just weird and embarrassing to your parents. and on top of it you’ll get permanent scars on your palms for doing it on all types of surfaces and you really don’t want that.

11. rant a little. let it out.

I’m so sick of people calling others fag or bitch and getting offended, or worse laughing at your face, when you call them out on it because it’s not okay

I’m so sick of people not acknowledging your existence and making you feel insecure about yourself for the rest of the week and believing you did something wrong because you made explicit eye contact and they just turned around while you both clearly know the other was right there

I’m so sick of people saying “don’t eat this, you’re gonna get fat” or “why do you eat so much? you’re gonna get fat” like being fat is some kind of disease absolutely no one wants to catch because then no one would love you - and because I love food and I love eating and i’ve seriously heard this sentence way too much in my life already and I’m sick of it because honestly, I don’t really give a fuck if I get fat as long as I feel good but you’re already making it way too hard for me to like myself the way I am just now, so thank you for ruining my confidence

I’m so sick of people thinking it’s alright to make jokes that are racist/homophobic/misogynistic and brushing it off when I get pissed of with “it’s just a joke” “just between friends” well you know what, jokes about me belonging in the kitchen or gay men being effeminate in a sense that is bad because you shouldn’t be like a woman when you aren’t one because it’s already degrading enough to be one or about black people eating bananas or about asian people having small dicks don’t make me laugh, have never made me laugh and will never make me laugh so yeah, sorry to be such a buzzkill but if you’re gonna do these types of jokes, just don’t

I’m so sick of feeling pressured everyday, to look good, to be cool, to know the right thing to say at the right time with the right people, to not be boring, because honestly all of this requires so much more social aptitudes than I have and I’m already way too tired

I’m sick of people telling me to shut up when I start ranting about feminism because honestly YOU shut up, you absolute piece of shit, I’m actually trying to educate you on something that you do unconsciously and which is really bad and instead of telling me to go back to my stove you should just shut it and listen to me because it’s not because I’m not a boy that my words hold less value

And I’m so sick of this world telling me I have to know what I’m gonna do and work in as a grown-up when I’m barely sixteen and still a kid with a head full of dreams that I really don’t want you to break as well.

Guess that is all lmao, here come my questions, and anyone, just feel free to answer them, love y’all

1. what’s the one thing you’d really want to be like super good at?

2. what’s the movie that always makes you smile so damn much and makes you so damn happy no matter how many times you’ve watched it already?

3. if you had to choose only one fic to read for the rest of your life, which one would it be?

4. what AU would you like to live in?

5. what is the most important lesson life has given you so far?

6. what is your favorite instant noodles flavor I need to know

7. give me some chill songs to listen to plss?

8. do you like anyone?

9. what does family mean to you?

10. if you got to learn a language, which one would it be?

11. if you had one last place to go to before you died, where’d you go?

#11 questions #basically tagging anybody back

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But seriously to all bi girls who don’t quite know how their attraction works, to all bi girls who doubt their bi-ness, to all bi girls who used to identify as another label, to all bi girls who are now thinking of identifying as another label, to all bi girls who get frustrated when someone says you’re either a lesbian or straight because, goddammit, you’re bi, to all bi girls who feel lost and excluded, I’m here for you, I love you, you’re going to be okay.

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now the real question is : how many coats does this guy have in his closet

#weightlifiting fairy kim bok joo #seriously #nam joo hyuk #jeon joon hyung #kdrama #his outfits will kill me one day #kim bok joo #lee sung kyung #i've been asking myself this the entire show #HAPPY BDAY

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