Moon light, night strolls
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On some days it's so hard to get up. So hard to move and so hard to think. I turn on the TV, a game, podcast.. whatever, just some kind of distraction and rot away. No taking to friends, no replying to mails, nothing.
I can't stand listening to my thoughts. Then time goes by and I feel so uneasy and the verge of crying the whole day.
I can feel my heart or the place it's supposed to be I guess. I just feel pressure on my chest and a void in my soul.
Time keeps moving and I'm standing still. Everything changes, everyone changes and I'm standing still.
Maybe I'll do better one day, do more than only existing.
I hate this state of being and I hate myself on such days. Am I wasting my life? I wish I was better, more productive, smarter, more interesting, thinner, more creative...
Tomorrow is a new day and I hope I'll be able to take my chances and make it a better one than today.
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Jonne and I went for a walk. Business as usual.
I love our morning walks, even when I don't feel well they always make my mood better.
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I'm trying to eat healthier again now.
Yesterday's dinner: veggie summerrolls with peanut sauce.
One of my favourite easy/fast meals. I filled the rolls with lettuce, cucumber, carrot and avocado. So good!
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A fox statue at the Christmas market.
Yesterday I visited a small, cute Christmas market. There was even some live music. Even though it was freezing cold, I had a good time.
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Margaritas are one of my favorite drinks.
After the turbulences of Friday afternoon, Jonne and I went for some drinks with friends in my favorite cocktail bar. So after all our day had a good ending.
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Guardian Angel.
This is a photo of a headless angel statue I took on my vacation in Paris at Peré Lachaise.
Today I'm thinking of my guardian angel and Jonne's guardian angel. He was in a fight with an dog and got an injury right next to his eye. This could have gone horribly wrong. I hurt my hand and am at the hospital rn.
I thank the higher force watching over us and standing by our side today.
I'll be fine, Jonne will be fine as well. We're checking with the vet this evening.
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Our little D.I.Y. Christmas tree.
Yesterday my boyfriend bought this Boston Terrier Christmas ornament. We don't really have a lot of decorations so I crafted some of candies and little figurines. It was a fun task and it ended up quiet well I think!
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A hungry boy.
He just had his breakfast, but my banana sure does look quite delicious.
Today it's a cold day and I wanted to have a warm brunch. I tried a new recipe and it actually turned out pretty good and it was super filling. With some hot, black coffee on the side it sure was a good meal to get me through the day!
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Breakfast today.
Fruit muesli, banana, whole milk and some herbal tea.
I try to focus on healthier eating and working out, because I lost my routine in the last couple of months and gained some weight which I want to get rid of asap.
So far I did good today, I worked out, went for a long walk and ate healthy-ish. In the evening I sometimes get really bad cravings, so I hope I won't fuck it up afterall.
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My pretty puppy, my best friend.
He is my hot water bottle in the cold winter days when he cuddles up on my lap.
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Ginger shot at uni during a lecture break.
It was warm enough to sit outside for a little while. Having a smoke, drinking my ginger shot, taking a little walk at campus.
Later I went inside and did some reading before my second lecture of the day started.
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The Christmas markets are a place of nostalgia. Even though it can be overwhelming being in a big and noisy crowd, it's still worth the visit. Drinking mulled wine, eating cookies, listening to Christmas music and looking at Arts & Crafts by small businesses. It's Christmas magic!
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Going for a walk with my best friend and having a matcha latte afterwards on a cool winter morning. I love this place, it's so cozy and calm. Different from the busy and noisy coffee places in the city.
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