Hi!! I wrote this for fun and I wanna share it but have nowhere to do so! So here u go tumblr! Lmk ur thoughts and critiques!
The Dreamer
They took his wings. His hopes, his dreams. Everytime he tried, they did nothing but knock him down. And he was beautiful. His mind was beautiful. I had never seen a more beautiful mind. His head was full of stories, of creation. Itās all he ever wanted to do. To create. To share his ideas. But he couldnāt. There were too many rules. Too many ways to cross the line. He couldnāt have that. But one day, he met a girl. She had fair skin and long, shiny hair. Her eyes glistened in the sunlight, reflecting every color an eye could be. Sky blue, seafoam green, chocolate brown. God, he could stare into her eyes for eons. But there was something special else about her. Not only was she the most stunning girl he had ever seen, but she was just as creative. They both shared their ideas together, falling deeper in love. Together, they ran in the garden, spreading their dreams throughout - through the bushes, the flowers, the fruit trees. Their combined minds were the most impressive ever heard of, neverending ideas to fulfill. Then they found out. They told him to stop seeing her, but they couldnāt tell him what to do. Could they? This was the most free heād ever felt in his life, he couldnāt just throw it all away. They said if he didnāt listen, thereād be consequences. But they say that all the time, whatās so different today? He went to find her. They could run away together. They could go far away, to another garden, and grow their dreams there. As he approached the garden, he felt a weird presence. A quiet impression was left on it. It was chilling compared to the lively atmosphere he was used to. He stopped in his steps, a rock in his throat, eyes widening. He felt like throwing up. In front of him lay her, throat slashed and blood everywhere. Her long hair stained, her eyes cloudy and dull. Her blood had spilled onto the cobblestone pavement of the garden. It was the most gruesome scene that had ever lay before him. He swallowed the rock in his throat, tears streaming down his face. He bent down and picked her up, laying her on his lap. If only he had come earlier. His tears dotted her face, rehydrating the dried blood. He tried to wipe his tears off her face, only smearing blood onto his hands. He leaned down, forehead to forehead. If you listened closely, you could almost hear him whisper āIām sorry.ā His hand was placed on her cheek as he got one last look at her, his golden and red eyes contrasting her half opened and now gray. In another universe, they wouldāve had more time. But for now, he needed to find who did this and fucking kill them.
He ran into the courtyard, demanding to see everyone. He needed to know why, but deep down, he already did. All he ever wanted to do was find someone who cared as much as he did, but they just hated everything he loved. Even if it didnāt involve them, they always thought they had a say in it. Before, he dealt with it. But now? After what happened? Heād never deal with it again. Even if he was hated, he was still powerful. People needed to remember that.
As they all stood before him, they told him she was wrong for him. Too outward, too ambitious. They told him what they did was for his own good. That was enough for him. He snapped. It wasnāt fair. Why wasnāt he allowed to control his own life? What makes them think they could take her away from him? But alas, his power wasnāt nearly enough. His anger and despair clouded it, and he didnāt stand a chance against the others. It was one against all. A destined failure from the start.
They beat him. Of course they did. One man against an army? How did he ever think he could win? It never mattered how strong his emotions were; he was still young and naive. He couldnāt do it anymore. It was too hard to handle, too painful to stay there. So, he did what he thought was right.
As he watched over the sea, he thought of her. She wouldāve loved the water. The deep blues and greens mixing together, the sun warming everything up. As he bit into an apple, he thought of how she used to harvest fresh fruit in the garden. As he stood against the wind, he thought of her long, shiny hair and how it used to blow in the breeze. He looked back down into the water, its waves glistening in the late afternoon sun, just as her eyes once did. No matter where he went, he thought of her. No matter what he did, he thought of her. There was no escape. So he took one last breath before he closed his eyes and fell backwards. Soon, heād see her again. Soon theyād be together again. Together forever, with no one to bash their ideas and to take her away. In every other story, they took his wings. But today, he took his own. His back hit the water, his body submerging into it. Soon heād be happy again. Free again. He saw her in the light, her fair skin and long hair. Itād been so long. He got closer and closer, reaching out his hand for her to take. But, just as their fingers touched, he was pulled back. He fell deep into the water, below the surface and all that's ever been known. Deep down, he knew this would happen. No matter what he did, he could never really escape them. He was destined to be alone, his ideas left on the earth. Left to rot. Just like him.
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Opposites doodles bc I have nothing else to post!
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āIām a loser, honey, a schmoozer and a dummy!ā
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Thank you Kenna Jean Harris for reviving my Luca phase so I could redraw the monstrosity under the cut bless š«¶š«¶š«¶ plus doodles!
The og drawing is from March 2022!!
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I heart Milo Manheim
ALSO FOR CLARIFICATION BC SEVERAL PPL HAVE ASKED ME: YES KAI IS WEARING AN EARRING NO ITS NOT A TEABAG OR PRICE TAG! /nm
Itās a charm, used in many Asian cultures to symbolize different things! For example, my family (Iām Asian duh) wear charms that fend off bad spirits when we go to gravesites. I drew Kai wearing a charm that has the Chinese symbol for fire, ē«. Think of it like kou minamoto from TBHK!
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When your love found another.
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Merry Christmas!!! I kinda rushed and hate this but itās ok! Hope everyone has a good holiday ^^
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wip Iām never gonna finish bc I canāt render food!!!
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Jupiter was supposed to be a star, but it failed.
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Posting this here bc itās the only place where ppl ik irl donāt follow me!!
Seabound fic!!! Kinda angst ig? Itās my first time writing a fic so donāt judge too bad ><
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Kinda spoilers for Seabound!!! And mainly Jay and Kai w a bit of Cole (not shipping!)((ok maybe VERY MINOR lava coded)) (((like blink and you miss it)))
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āShe was my SISTER.ā
Kai snapped, his eyes glaring straight at Jay. A silence fell over the ninja, none of them really knowing what to say. Theyād never admit it, but they were useless without Nya. The team had struggled to stay civil in the beginning, and the cracks were starting to reform. It was only when Nya had become a ninja when they started realizing their groups potential. Kaiās stare stayed sharp on Jay, Jay looking back with his nervous yet persistent eyes. Kai just didnāt understand. He didnāt care. He didnāt know Nya like Jay did. He didnāt love her like Jay did. No one did. The others had gone back to normal life, albeit separated. But Jay, he stayed behind. He waited for her to come back. He knew that she would.
Jay would never know this, but Kai cared about Nya more than he cared about himself. If he really thought about it, he had practically raised Nya. She was his little sister, the reason he kept going when he had lost everything else. She was his light in the dark, the reason he even became a ninja in the first place. But he was too proud to say that, too arrogant to admit it.
āYou didnāt even cry at her funeral.ā Jay said, his electric eyes finally looking away from Kaiās. The other ninja all glanced at each other, stuck between interfering and letting Jay and Kai settle this themselves. It had only been a year since they all last saw each other, yet youād assume theyād never met before. Tension spread throughout the room, thick enough to cut it with a knife. āItās like you wanted her dead.ā
āJay, thatās enough.ā Cole said, stepping in front of Kai to try to stop any more discourse. Jay was even dumber than everyone thought if he was purposefully egging Kai on. āWe all miss Nya, and fighting about it wonāt bring her back.ā Jay looked away from Cole, scoffing, but backing off. Even he knew he was going too far.
āWhatever,ā he said, shoving his hands in his pockets and walking away. āIām going back to the lighthouse, itās not like weāre doing anything anyway.ā Jay reached for the mechanical doorās button, a hot flame burning his hand. āOw! What the hell?!ā He turned around to see Kai, his aim still good as ever. āWhat was that for, asshole!?ā Jay sneered, not noticing Kaiās obvious anger rising. He walked up to Kai, pushing Cole out of the way. His words came out in a jumbled mess. āI seriously donāt get your problem, Kai. You didnāt give a shit about her when she was alive, and you clearly donāt care now that sheās gone. Youāre just upset someoneās finally pointing out the fact that you only care about yourse-ā
āDo you ever just shut the fuck up?!ā Red screamed, punching Blue in the face. Jay fell to the ground, unable to react quickly enough before Kai threw in a few more punches. āYou have no idea,ā he shouted, āno FUCKING idea how much I care about Nya! Shut your stupid ass up before you say something you donāt know anything about!ā Kaiās stature towered over Jay. Sure, he was only a few inches taller, but he was stronger and Jay knew he wouldnāt be able to do much held down to the ground. The other ninja wanted to step in, but couldnāt help but feel like Jay deserved this a bit. They really did all miss Nya, they just didnāt mourn like Jay did. He just didnāt get that. Kaiās fist would meet Jayās bloodied face just a few more times before Kai paused. Just as he was about to land another punch, he stopped himself. Something heād never done before. Jay looked up at Kai, noticing a difference in his expression. His dark red eyes were watering. His face stuck between anger and sadness. Jay felt a droplet of water fall onto his face. Was Kaiā¦crying? That canāt be right. Kaiās never cried before. Was there even enough water in his system to do so? The team kind of just assumed his body heat had been too hot to manage water, but never really questioned it. Jay quickly scurried away from under Kai, leaving him still stuck in a punching position. He wiped his eyes, but the tears wouldnāt stop coming. āI loved Nya more than anything in the world, Jay. I did. She was all I had for YEARS. Do you know how much it destroyed me when she left? How much it bothered me when everyone asked how YOU were doing? How YOU were handling her death? No one asked me how I was feeling with my sister dying,ā he sniffled, rubbing his eyes and looking towards the ground. āI had to keep it together. If not the team, but for me. I was the face man, the cool one. A little loss wouldnāt do much to me, they said.ā His voice warping in and out of a whisper and a sniffle. āI would do anything to get her back, Jay. You donāt even know how far Iād go for her.ā Jay had never seen Kai like this. None of the ninja had. The fire ninja, the most dramatic of them all, looked so small in this moment. So vulnerable. His tear stained face was hardly visible to the team, yet everyone could tell exactly how he looked.
Jay stood up and stumbled towards Kai. His bruised body was staggering, struggling to keep upright. He kneeled by Kai, getting to his level. Cole and Zane carefully kept close, just in case Jay was about to get his revenge. Instead, he positioned Kaiās shoulders up to get him to sit upward. He got a really clear view of Kaiās face, his eyes and nose red, his tears smudging the dark eyeshadow he swore he didnāt have on. Jay wiped his tears away, before punching him back in the cheek. Cole practically ran up to Kai. After all, he did always have a soft spot for his firecracker. But, before he could stop Jay from hitting him again, the smaller boy pulled the bigger one into a hug. Blueās arms wrapped around Red, a small voice muttering out a simple, āIām sorry.ā
Eyes wide open, Kai was surprised. Before he could say anything, he subconsciously tightened his grasp around the curly haired ninja, digging his face into his dark curls and letting his tears fall.
āI hate you.ā
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Hope it was an ok read!! Lmk how you liked it/id thereās anything I can work on!
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Velvet and Veneer!! How many letters in devoured š¤š¤š¤
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Wallace!!! Literally my fav spto is so good
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Jaya and lava kids! They are the cousins ever!! (Let me live my cringe life pls) plus some parent ninjas
Extra info in case you canāt read my handwriting!
Maya (Grenade Missile Launcher 3000) Brookstone Smith
- sheās older! But only by a bit (like around a year or two?)
- very similar to Kaiās personality (fiery and loud)
- dark red hair, kinda like skylor (surrogate maybe?)
- loves to bake with Cole
- her and kai mess w Cole ALL the time
- her middle name is the one thing Kai got to control when it came to legal stuff (like name) bc heās insane (smith is just a placeholder for Kaiās last name bc that man is Asian!!)
- fav uncle is def Lloyd. He takes her to target n shit when sheās a tween
Aella Walker
- name means storm in Greek! Get it bc water and lightning typically mean like storms and
- was a quiet kid, talks more as she gets older
- SO competitive
- nyas bangs with jays curls, jays freckles
- loves boba more than life itself
- laughs exactly like Jay
- fav uncle is Cole or Zane! Thinks theyāre smart and likes to talk academics w Zane
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Happy Halloween!!! Hereās my ocs Tyler and Satomi ^^
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