#…/oversharing my interests…

[waltzofcloths]

I hate cis men why is it socially acceptable for them to flood yheir stories with SIXTY pictures/videos of CARS.

#julspeaks #I’m all for sharing your interests and shit on your profile but at that point?? like put all the excess somewhere more exclusive #like make a fucking sc car story or something and add car friends I don’t know!! #I don’t want to have to jackhammer my phone screen to make itvthrough all of that #I genuinely don’t know where cismen get all that audacity though like I only really use my story for political posts #I’m too scared to post about any of my interests on there because of how I used to be ridiculed for my interests #…/oversharing my interests… #but like I’d get laughed at for minding my own business and just!! Listening to my music/Doing my Own thing Alone #I remember when I didn’t even have to DO or SAY anything for people to shit on kpop. I’d just be existing in their general vicinity #It’s so stupid

[yuno-karei]

Since Im clinically insane over my mairuma ocs, what would yall like to learn more of about them?

#mairimashita! iruma kun #mairuma ocs #m!ik ocs #like more family lore or bloodline abilities or personal oc lore anything really #I wanna share more about my ocs as I physically can!! and hope that they're interesting enough outside of my own entertainment HAHAHA #tbh I overshare their lore a lot on discord but yeah #gonna also #put the main tags here to get it out there yknow

[infactilovetea]

Hear me out - BeReal but for reading. You get a random notification to send a photo of the next page to your contacts regardless of content.

#It could be called BeRead #because if i post quotes on my instagram it’s deemed oversharing #and it would be so mysterious #pls someone like this idea as well and set an app up because i don’t know how to do that #reading #bookblr #books #quotes #booklr #booklover #dark academia #light academia #bereal #yes this was inspired by jack ben edwards and even though his reads usually don’t interest me - the #yeti sex😭

[museofthepyre]

your art really fits your appearance... are you the real life sydney sargent? i'd be freaking out if you were sydney sargent ahh

Well, yes.

I could explain my multi-year spanning selfhood/ ID situation in depth… buuuut we would be here for hours. Short answer for all intents and purposes is: yes.

#fictionkin is… a word. not sure it fully describes my experience. #it’s worse/ more extreme than that (save me let me out) #even outside of that though #I am a GNC trans man. long dark hair with light blue eyes. Autistic. BPD. ARFID (safe food is… buttered bread.) chronically ill AND #psychosis and hallucinations (I am on meds for it 💪 look at me go) #deathly pale and inescapably sick #and has motherly issues. I spend most of my time in the forest. I was a warrior cats kid. I’m goth by music taste and wear dark everything. #I prefer skirts and dresses for sensory reasons. dark and earthy tones. #I talk too much and overshare (exhibit a: this) #my SPECIAL INTEREST has been decomposition and dead things for YEARS #so I adore worms and mushrooms and everything which will one day help me return to the earth #I had a few pet worms & isopods before CHNT even released. I love. worms. #however I don’t do first aid now. I’ve devolved to mortuary science/ post-mortem preservation. #as you can imagine… discovering CHNT was horrifying for these reasons. #as once again- everything I listed here has been the case long before I ever found CHNT. #also I seem to only have chemistry with morally dubious men send tweet #oh and also vivid memories yk that too that’s kinda important yk #guys I’m afraid to post this.

[strawberrybabydog]

redownloaded hiki (app for meeting other local autistic people) a few days ago and so far, no results. not even 1 match

maybe im being too picky or something but almost everyone who turns up doesnt have a bio. some of them, literally, do not have one. others, its really short or only shares useless information

a lot of people use the "about me" section to just talk about whatever diagnosis they have, which i find particularly bizarre. it's an app for autistic people, we're all autistic, who cares about specifics or when or how your diagnosis came to be? also i dont feel like i need to see everyone's list of mental illnesses before i meet them....?

example:

hey i'm auDHD and i was diagnosed at 20 years old. im a grad student studying engineering. i have OCD and severe social anxiety

.... am i supposed to want to be friends with that? that describes 90% of the people using the app. whats unique about you? what are your SPINs?? for gods sake its an autism app why is not a single person listing their SPINs???? nobody is writing anything about their personality or interests or anything that actually makes them a Person.....

#not just upset about this but starting to feel really alienated #im wondering if me sharing my special interest in chuckecheese is oversharing or something?? #not dog #pawtism #hiki #personal

[kaladinkholins]

lmaoooo at the fact that i have like 4 metas on BES sitting in my drafts rn (including an answer to an ask)

#speaking of which. to everyone who sends me asks about meta or even just asking my opinions on things (BES or otherwise). ilysm. #i mean. of course i do. i love having an excuse to ramble about shit!!! #but more than that it means a lot that anyone even cares about what i have to say. to send me asks at all. ykwim. #skfjskj i am sooooo used to just talking to walls about my niche interests or whatever and thats on autism #or is it adhd? idk. my psych refuses to diagnose me because “adhd and autism are just for kids” 😐 real things that have been said to me. #sorry im oversharing now #wait who cares this is my blog. yahoooooooooo #shut up haydar

[atissi]

another year of progress! since my birthday is right before the new year, i always associate my personal growth with my previous age. i think i’m happy with how I grew as a 20-year-old...more than just improving my anatomy and style, i’m learning to be more comfortable existing outside of my own head. i like looking at other people’s art summaries, so i thought i’d post mine (even if i’m pretty fucking embarrassed to look at my old pieces.......lol)

in 2023, i want to do more environments, get more comfortable with painting different body types, post my writing, and feel less awkward talking about myself. along with my academic and career goals of course :P

here’s to the new year! 🎉

#beepbeep.txt #idk i have such a complex about people not knowing me and then i dont let people know me. its insane #obviously strangers on the internet are not the priority but also? i do enjoy interacting with my mutuals and followers! #i want to be part of these online spaces even in a small way #not like oversharing about my medical history or w/e but i have so many fandom shitposts i dont post because. im like. #no one wants my fandom shitposts. bro youre on the fandom shitposting site #even talking about this i feel weird because. i dont know why anyone would care about my personal foibles #but at the same time i feel like a lot of people get this weird insecurity in the age of social media surveillance and the constant threat #of getting called out for shit you did as a teen. so idk. i hope what im saying is meaningful #or at least interesting #actually if its not who gives a shit. its my blog #i am going to say things. on my blog. and im gonna care less if people read it or not #speaking it into existence etc.

[friendofthecrows]

One of the worst things about everything being tracked on the internet is that I know Far Too Much about certain topics but can't correct misinformation for Legal Reasons. I see someone say the stupidest fucking thing and I just have to keep my mouth shut. Hell on earth.

#i don't think anyone cares about or knows about this tumblr blog #but just in case my network is still being monitored: #i'm not talking about my dad's stuff i genuinely know nothing about that and am not interested in knowing abt it #i'm talking about an entirely different topic more to do with people my mom used to know #hal rambles #i'm still better than 90% of the people in this given group though bc i HAVEN'T said anything and don't brag abt it #the murder rate for those guys are insane bc half of them are really stupid and can't keep their mouths shut. i overshare but not like THAT #imagine the war thunder leaks but not government #that's how it feels like. wanna correct things but Can't #there's just so much incredibly stupid incredibly false information out there

[non-un-topo]

Wish there was an elixir that wasn't alcohol that you could take that just makes you write/draw and not care about the quality of your work or about what your potential audience might think

#posting cringe today lol #don't fall for my seeking reassurance pls the OCD has gotten kind of bad #the other elixir is just bugging my partner and desperately seeking reassurance from them sdghfds yikes #been going through another feeling-like-crap week i think it's just the mental illness at this point. like if it's all the time? hm. #but tumblr's new look might also be making me despair a little because it's just getting shittier and shittier lol #and this is the only platform i can post my work (besides ao3 but i mean.) #instagram is a shitty place for art. as is twitter now. if not tumblr then it's gotta be nowhere #like at this point i can't even just write or draw something for my own eyes. don't know why. #sig mayhaps the fact that your interests are becoming more specific/niche is causing you to fall into familiar patterns and self-isolate hm #like it's easier to self-isolate if you come up with reasons to be alone. just a thought. #i should dig into that lol. #overshare hours #haven't even been able to just sit down and catch up on reading fics because of This Feeling. like i just do nothing all the time. #i'm also sick and can't seem to kick this cold though. coughing is driving me crazy #alcohol mention #alcohol tw #tw alcohol #idk how to tag. if this site could just decide on one way to tag content warnings...

[flower-dagger-gay]

*someone asks me the simple question of what my favorite show is*

Me giving a 5hr long disclaimer before actually answering and saying "I swear I don't like it that much" and explaining myself to hopefully reduce the chance of being teased:

#is this just a me thing #i will overshare about my interests on the internet but if someone asks me what my favorite song is irl then it feels like a boundry has #been crossed 💀

[britneyshakespeare]

Man is saying weird things to me again

#help mom he's oversharing about drinking scotch every evening #that's very on brand for Man #tales from diana #i literally did Nothing to reach out to him i don't know what he wants #i was just thinking in the shower literally not even half an hour ago about how you know it's strange #he used to always have this way of talking to me like he was trying to impress me which is just kinda silly honestly #like i was a 20-21-year-old in awe of him and he was a retired male model eight years older than me w more life experience #and some rather exotic and interesting experiences at that #i think he somewhat envies that i seem (at least to him) like a self-possessed 'intellectual' #thats how he talks to me at least. it's funny tho #not that im not. like. smart. i think the both of us know i'm better-read than he'll be in 3 lifetimes #and i'm not quite self-possessed but i certainly don't have the open-wounded insecurity he does #while also being rather more confident than most ppl in some areas (and it's not ALL unearned) #he's got much more ambition than i do though. more ambition than i'll have in 10 lifetimes #and he seems to do everything with a motivation of external validation and approval. #so i think he has a chip on his shoulder. poor little Man #the two of us could not be more opposite. but i don't really strive to be like him in the ways he strives to be like me #he chases this dream of what he thinks the perfect man is and it's quite inhuman so of course he falls short. #i on the other hand am if anything much TOO accepting of my own faults and shortcomings. ahem #these are all things i will never say to Man. he's too silly to hear it #besides. im rather sure he likes me (? in some way) and i am these days just very ambivalent to him #i can't NOT say i find him attractive bc i do but he's just. sooooo not the one lol #he's a fascinating creature all flaws aside but i never find myself studying him at my own volition #Man just comes outta the woods sometimes to tell me about his travels or women or whiskey. he's odd #he's very eccentric but between the two of us i think i'm the better eccentric. no wonder he visits me sometimes #but he brings gifts and prayers like he's coming to a devotional shrine or something. i'm like sir this is not a temple #he'll never be normal but he is so strange in the ways i'm too good for. if i do say so myself #(and that's saying something bc i'm not too good for ANYTHING)

[wigglesforonce]

this is so nerdy of me, but i did a fun little challenge where i tried to guess the current WDC standings at this point in the season, and then compared it to how it actually is (and obviously made a graph from it) and it made me realise i have no clue whats happening in the bottom 10

i recommend you have a try just to see which driver is doing worse than you think they are. Hence, spoilers under cut (no cheating)

this was in prep of comparing different point systems and how they'd affect this seasons standings (i want to see the midfield changes) so hopefully you'll see that soon

my guesses:

when i was listing it took me going through my list twice to realise i had forgotten alex. i had a blank 12th place for so long trying to figure out who i'd left out - i checked the alpha tauri drivers mutliple times thinking i had forgotten one of them

also i did not realise devries has had a higher finish than ricciardo (12th in monaco vs 13th in hungary). also kmag is having a much worse season (by points) than i thought he was wow

and if you were wondering, the correlation between my guess and the actual wdc is 0.973 (pretty good on my part :D)

#wiggles overshares #formula one #this is so nerdy my god. like the graph is beautiful but also damn #hopefully someone else finds this interesting #i love excel sm i cannot help myself

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

i was raised to be very polite and whatever and i get it. i like to be nice to people. but the whole "good morning! how was your day" and small talk stuff is just. unnecessary. i would find talking to people much more pleasant if we could initiate conversations with cool facts or interesting topics. i want to discuss interesting things not exchange niceties that everyone lies about anyway. i mean, if someone says 'how's it going' you have to say 'good' or whatever but you can't say 'life sucks can we move on from this?' it's silly to me. what i really love is when i meet someone and they have absolutely no filter. like yessss tell me your whole life story right now i need to know. it is much more interesting than the weather (though the weather is a good subject sometimes but i may just think so bc where i live has a tendency for wild weather. when it's good it's boring but starting a conversation with 'yeah i got locked out of the buildings when they auto-locked during the windstorm and had to grab a bench bc the pressure was enough to knock me over and the locks on the doors were constantly turning on and off so i had to figure out how to open the doors when i could sneak inside so that i didn't abandon other people to the brutal winds' like. that's fine. i like that but normal weather talk is boring)

#idk small talk is just boring imo #obviously i try to make it more interesting but people won't take that initiative and never expect it when i do it #i have a hard time reading people and understanding their motivations #it's probably one of the reasons i wanted to go into the psych field bc i want to learn how to #but when people will just straight-up tell me everything about them i'm happy bc that's much easier to understand #i get to form a whole mental file on them and fill it out #idk if i overshare i've been told that i either overshare or say absolutely nothing which makes sense #i have a tendency to switch between subdued and loud. i try to keep them separate though bc it's weird when people get to see both ends #i have to convince myself to be loud in certain places when i first go there or else i'll never talk at all #i usually get like one class a semester where i can talk and the rest are for listening #so a lot of people think i'm shy or whatever but no. you're just seeing me when i cannot speak it's not shyness #i think sign would be beneficial and i really need to get on that but no-one else knows sign :( #i've gotten off-topic but that's okay because my brain is beautiful and you all want to hear my every thought

[total-fandom-tr45h]

have fun NOT leanring japanese then *cries*

なに?！

I am struggling to learn the characters, lmao. I should make flashcards or smth.

And the way Duolingo is teaching it is weird, like they taught a few words then moved on to super short statements but like; I understand how to phrase it now at least and can recognize those words! Still struggle reading the hiragana (and katakana)

Don't get me started with the Kanji, I'm not there yet,

#ask ghosti #ghosti answers #beloved mutuals #My little weeb brain has been wanting to learn Japanese for so long #But now I'm more than interested in it for the anime #I love Japanese culture in general #It's so fascinating to me #I own a kimono and obi #I still need all the undergarments but they're expensive #Oops I'm oversharing again haha

[deklo]

my grandpa passed away today and i’m very sad but i found this super cute photo of him and my grandma in the 80s :’)

#sorry to overshare on main! but they’re literally so cute #lots of interesting serendipitous stuff happening the last few days!! #he’s in iowa now with his fam (he was my grandmas bf not blood related to me but tbh the only grandpa i ever knew!!) #haven’t seen him in person in about three years :/

[layla-carstairs]

help my dad just forwarded the email of my grandparents new headstone lmao. but hey my name is on it now!

#my dad loves forwarding emails out of nowhere #death tw #hmm they put my full name & all my cousins' full names but my dad & a couple of this siblings have nicknames #interesting. though ig it's just one other cousin who is regularly called a nickname (other than me) #and my dad and aunts pretty much go exclusively by nicknames. still it's interesting I wonder why it was done like that #fyi I prefer my full name (at least for something like this) which is why I checked lol #anyway oversharing on tumblr again <3 #bella talks