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ssamie · 3 years

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eight. “nakahara chuuya”

kozume kenma x fem dazai!reader

(bsd x hq)

tw: mentions of suicide and mild violence

masterlist. suicide freak!

instead of eating out with the team, her lovely afternoon turned into a not-a-date-but-kinda with chuuya

"yaknow, chuuya.. you haven't changed at all" she commented. she twirled her straw around the glass of her milkshake as she briefly glanced at chuuya from across her

"hah?! what's that supposed to mean??" chuuya exclaimed angrily

"i've always wondered about this" she hummed "but where do you get your embarrassing hats?" she asked

chuuya clicked his tounge as he angrily sipped on his milkshake. "say what you want, vogabond" he said

"i bet you're still going on and on about suicide despite your age, aren't ya?" chuuya sneered

"yeah" she nodded

he sighed and leaned back on his chair. "atleast pretend to deny that" he said

she sighed and leaned back as well. "what are we doing here, chuuya?" she asked with a huff "im guessing it's not a date. well, unless it is, then-"

"shut up! it's a not a goddamn date!" chuuya snapped

she chuckled and threw her hands up in mock surrender. "chill out, chuuya" she cooed "and not like i'd care anyways." she muttered "im still chasing after a certain pudding head so i'd rather this be a little reunion, if anything."

chuuya's scowl softened at her words. his brows nit together as he blinked dumbfoundedly at her.

"you love someone?" he asked, uncharacteristically quiet.

"i wouldn't say love" she shrugged "more like close friends, im currently convincing him to commit a double suicide with me"

"oh." chuuya mumbled

she rested her elbows on the table and placed her chin on her hands. "why did you find me, chuuya." she asked, but with her tone it was more of a demand for the answer

chuuya didn't reply but simply crossed his legs over the other. he chuckled lowly and leaned in closer to her face. "im here to take you down." he whispered "you and your agency may have fooled and escaped from akutagawa, but not me."

chuuya grabbed a handful of her hair and pulled her head closer, so that their noses were touching.

"im your old partner, after all" he smirked

"indeed you are" she smirked back

chuuya grinned, mischief in his eyes as he roughly pulled her head back and tilting it to the left. he then leaned in and whispered something in her ear.

"what the fuck?" kenma muttered in disbelief

"old partner?" kuroo muttered in confusion

a few of the boys, specifically kenma, kuroo, yaku, lev, and yamamoto, were hiding at the other side of the cafe. they were seated by the farthest booth covered by a huge plant, trying to spy on the two. thanks to chuuya's loud voice, they were able to hear bits of the conversation.

"maybe they were lovers?" lev suggested with an innocent smile on his face

"who even is he?" yamamoto asked in a whisper

"well, he could be an ex boyfriend or a friend, we wouldn't really know" yaku said with a sigh

"he has a point" kuroo sighed "we don't really know anything about her, if you think about it"

"we don't know what she was doing or who she was with before this"

"whatever, just shh!" yamamoto shushed him

"ah! i think he looked at me for a quick second" lev shuddered nervously

"what?? he saw you??" yaku asked frantically "that's because your head is almost touching the fucking ceiling! get down!"

"he's looking this way!" yamamoto whisper shouted

"shut up, yamamoto! you're too obvious!"

chuuya grumbled as he met eyes with the boys. he briefly glared at them before averting his eyes back to the girl. "those brats are watching us. tch" he said

"i know" she shrugged nonchalantly. "though, i would advise you not to hurt them" she chuckled

chuuya smirked and stared her down tauntingly.

"or what?"

"i'll kill you."

"ah, i see.." she hummed "you led me here to fight, is that it?" she looked around the deserted alleyway he brought them to.

chuuya clicked his tounge and nodded in response.

"well, i appreciate it" she chuckled "i wouldn't want kenma to see such violence"

"stop babbling about that kenma and fight me!" chuuya scowled as he ran towards her, throwing punches which she dodged. just as he was about to hit her, she grabbed his arm and punched him in the stomach, making him cough out his saliva.

"you call that a punch?!" he exclaimed as he swung his fist straight to her stomach, sending her back until she hit the wall.

"it doesn't even count as a massage." chuuya sneered "get up." he scoffed

she sighed and lifted herself up from the ground, stretching her arm and wincing in slight pain. "geez, i thought my blocking arm would get torn off" she said with a soft chuckle

"she predicted my moves.." chuuya whispered to himself

"we've known each other for a long time, chuuya. i know everything about you, your moves, your pacing." she said

"i wouldn't have been a proper partner if not, right?" she said with a teasing smile

"tch" chuuya scowled and threw a punch at her again.

she groaned in pain as his fist made contact with her cheek. "why are you so weak?" chuuya asked. just before she could fall back, he caught her by the neck, pushing her back against the wall and squeezing hard on her throat.

"the y/n i know would never be cornered down this fast, this easily." he narrowed his eyes in suspicion. "what're you plotting in that head of yours"

she didn't answer but simply smirked as his grip on her throat tightened.

"answer me or i'll kill you!" chuuya exclaimed "right here, right now!"

"no you won't." she stated with a carefree smile "after all, i am a former mafia executive. and a current traitor, as you all see me." she chuckled "my execution for those reasons would be the council's desicion"

she smirked as chuuya's expression morphed into one of conflict and distress

"if you do kill me before that decision without permission, your act will be considered as betrayal" she said "you'll be punished, or worse, executed" she cooed

"and if i overlook all of those and kill you, you'll still be happy since you still managed to die." he scowled

she smiled and waved her hand about. "yeah, so go ahead. cmon!"

chuuya scoffed as she simply continued to pester him.

"coommmee ooonnnnn~"

chuuya didn't answer but simply stabbed a dagger straight to the wall beside her head. the blade managed to graze her cheek, letting a lone drop of blood travel down her skin up to the bandages on her neck.

she chuckled as she watched him stomp off in irritation. "oh, you're not going to?"

"chuuya driven out of the organization because of me had a nice ring to it too" she laughed

"shut up." he scowled

she plucked the blade out of the concrete wall and waved it around with a teasing look on her face. "well then, aren't you gonna walk me back like a proper gentleman? ~" she cooed

"like hell i will!" he snapped back. he sighed and turned back around, continuing to make his way out of the deserted alleyway.

"just shut your mouth and get outta here, you ass" he said as he lazily waved his hand in goodbye.

"i'll try to find a man or woman willing to kill themselves next time" he said

in an instant, her eyes sparkled. she looked at his retreating figure with wide eyes and a look of delight. "chuuya!" she exclaimed "i had no idea you were such a good person!" she said

"that was my way of saying 'go to hell', idiot!" chuuya barked back

"let me tell you this, y/n" he said "don't think this will be the end of it."

"there will be no second chance!" he yelled

she simply smiled fondly and shook her head "no, wrong!" she sneered "dont you think you're forgetting something?" she called out, making him stomp in anger

"dont-you-think-youre-forgetting-something? ~" she sang out

reluctantly, chuuya buckled his knees and pointed at her with a fake bashful look. "there will be no second chance!" he exclaimed in a higher pitched voice, imitating a girl.

she didn't respond with the proper reply they agreed on, but simply looked at him with a blank smile.

chuuya blinked back and repeated his words.

"n-no second chance.. HEY YOU SHOULD BE LAUGHING!"

"well, he didn't walk me back after all" she sighed to herself. she was currently making her way back to the agency since kunikida has been calling her nonstop. the megane has been whining about her missing work, while atsushi was simply begging her to come back to keep kunikida calm

on her way back, she passed a convenience store, which had an annoyingly huge amount of people bickering infront of it.

"oya?" she mumbled

"what's happening- eh?" she sweat dropped upon seeing yamamoto arguing with a man

she looked around to meet eyes with kenma, who looked like he wanted to anywhere else but there. kuroo noticed her too and smirked at his friend. "your lady's here, kyanma" he teased

kenma looked at her, a look of impatience and discomfort present in his face.

"good evening, everyone!" she greeted loudly

this caused all three of the nekoma boys, and three of the huge muscular men to look her way.

"what seems to be the problem here?" she asked with a nonchalant grin

"oi. walk away quietly before we give you some trouble, girl." the man arguing with yamamoto scowled

she simply side eyed him before looking back at kenma. "ken-ken, whyre you out so late?" she asked with a smile "i thought you had a new game you wanted to play"

"well.. they won't let us go." kenma answered quietly, pointing to the men with a frown

she faced the men with an exaggerated pout "why are you bastards causing my pudding trouble, hm?" she asked in a scolding tone

"y/n-chan.. you shouldn't provoke them" kuroo said with a nervous smile

"hah?! you tryna act tough, lil girl?" the men laughed "these scoundrels have been loitering in our spot." one man scowled "so we came to teach them a lesson." he grinned maniacly as he lifted the hem of his shirt, showing the gun inserted in his pocket.

"good grief." she sighed "another angsty gang. this is getting old" she whined "last time i checked, you didn't own this store so these boys are free to stay here whenever they want" she said

"and carrying a gun without a liscense is a major offense." she pointed to his pocket.

she then pushed kuroo, kenma and yamamoto away. "but since you're so hell bent. we'll spare you the trouble."

"good riddance~" she cooed at the men

she pushed the nekoma boys by their backs, urging them to walk faster while yamamoto looked back to flip them off.

"oi oi oi,, not so fast" the men laughed. one of them tugged her back by her arm, laughing once he saw the bandages and the cuts she had on her face from her previous fight with chuuya.

"a girl like you tryna act tough is laughable. but since you're here, you might as well play nice and be our little toy"

she grimaced and pulled her arm back, sending them a dirty look.

"after all, it's pay back for giving us all a headache." he said with a smirk

"oi! get your filty hands off y/n-chan!" yamamoto exclaimed angrily

she looked back at him and smiled in gratitude, though she simply tucked her hands in her pockets and ignored them.

"im afraid i won't be agreeing to your request." she scoffed "we'll be leaving now" she announced as she grabbed yamamoto and pulled kuroo and kenma along

"get back here, you bastards!" the most bulky man reached out, trying to grab one of them.

unfortunately for him, the person he manged to grab was kenma.

"h-hey!" kenma shrieked, trying to pull his arm back

she stopped in her tracks and immediately ran back to his aid. she pulled his other arm back and shielded him with her body. "hands off." she said with a dark look in her eyes.

"you little-" the man was cut off as a fist came contact with his face.

a loud and unnerving cracking and popping of bones could be heard as her fist rammed on his face.

"my, my.." she cooed, holding her hand up as she watched the man stumble back on the ground. "normally i'd say i'd hate for this to resort in violence.. "

"but that would be a lie" she chuckled

kuroo, kenma, and yamamoto gulped as they watched the fight ensue. "y-y/n-chan, let's just leave." kuroo says nervously "the guys have guns" he warned

"correction. one of them has a gun." she said

the two remaining men laughed at her claim and pulled out guns of their own. "don't get so cocky, little girl"

she simply ignored them and continued speaking to kuroo, as if it were a normal conversation. "those two blockheads don't have a single bullet in theirs." she said nonchalantly

the two men gulped as they laughed nervously.

"only an idiot would point a revolver at someone without a single presence of a bullet in them." she laughed

"ah, sorry kuroo-san! another correction. none of them have a utile weapon in hand" she chuckled

kuroo cocked his head in confusion. "then what about him.." he pointed to the man on the ground

the poor fellow who had to take a gruesome hit was still on the ground, sporting a broken nose and a missing tooth.

"you see, stuffing a gun in your pocket is pretty stupid!" she scoffed "stupid, stupid stupid!" she taunted. she stuck her tongue out at them and pulled on her eye, teasing them like a child.

"it'd be easy for the other person to grab it." she said "that being said.."

she showed them the gun, hanging on her finger by the trigger guard. she smirked and pointed it at the bruised man, ignoring the other two as her finger grazed the trigger.

"now.. tell me, mister." she cooed "are you the leader of this gang?" she asked

"y-yes." the man answered reluctantly

surprisingly, she didn't pull the trigger on him, but simply smiled in delight. "i see!" she exclaimed with a smile "well then, since you're the top dog, i'd say you should tell your little puppies to run off and leave my friends alone!"

"i-"

before he could utter another word, she pulled the trigger. but she didn't shoot him of course! she refuses to expose her friends to such inhumane acts.

"good! im glad to hear that!" she cheered happily, a stupid and giddy grin forming on her lips.

she thew the gun in a nearby canal and stuffed her hands back in her pockets. "if i see you bothering anyone else again," she trailed off, her grin faltering as an aloof expression loomed her features

"i'll punch you twice and shoot you five times."

but as quickly as she it had disappeared, her smile once again came to light. "well then, it's getting late.. bye-bye!" she waved at them

the men took this as a signal to run, which they did.

the three nekoma boys looked at each other with a horrified and hesitant expression before looking back at her.

"y/n..?" kenma called out

she turned around, her aura softening as her (e/c) orbs clashed with his honey hued ones.

"well then, let's head home?" she said to them

"uh.. we were-" kuroo cut himself off by clearing his throat. "we were heading to the train station!"

"perfect! should i walk you there?" she asked them "the agency is a few blocks down the station so it should be fine"

"y-y/n-chan!" yamamoto exclaimed "hm?" she hummed back questioningly "marry me!" yamamoto exclaimed, his eyes wide with a pink hue coating his cheeks

"sorry, yamamoto-kun" she cooed "but marriage is the farthest thing i have in mind at the moment"

she glanced at kenma, who was too busy silently hissing and glaring at yamamoto to notice even her

"i do, however, have our double suicide in mind, kenma-kun" she said. kenma stopped with his cat-like hissing and looked at her. "oh.. is that so.."

"mhm. well then, you all should head back!" she said “but kenma, you should stay with me!" she proposed

"why?" kenma sweatdropped

"we could have loads of fun back in my place! you'll love that, won't you?" she asked excitedly. she hugged his arm close and rested her head on his shoulder, thus making walking a bit hard for them, but she didn't mind.

"no."

"aww! we could share the bed, and have-"

"oya oya~" kuroo cooed "am i hearing this correctly~"

"y/n-chan!! marry me instead! I'd love to stay at your place!" yamamoto cried

"ke-n-ma~ what do you say?" she cooed, blatantly ignoring yamamoto. kenma grumbled and looked away from them. he tried to pull his arm away from her, but failed.

"how are you guys acting so normally?" he asked "are we not gonna talk about y/n just beating up some guy and firing a gun?"

"nope!" she hummed

"what we will talk about, however, is my proposal of staying at my place!" she whined "i could please you all night long-"

"im walking away now." kenma announced as he pulled his arm from her and fastened his pace

"wait! i was talking about games and movies!" she reasoned out with a laugh "kenma!"

"i am walking away. goodbye."

im so bad at writing fights smh 😔

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kyouxa · 5 years

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Diabolik Lover Chaos Lineage: Ayato Sakamaki (Story 11)

Place: Scarlet Mansion — Living room

Reiji: You won’t be able to beat us. Did you forget that you lost last time already?

Ayato: I didn’t. This time you’ll lose. I’ll show you Ayato-sama‘s true abilities!

Yui: (After all, Ayato-kun is willing to fight! We weren’t planing on this at all)

Ayato-kun! That’s wrong! We weren‘t planing on fighting them!

Ayato: That’s right. You‘re not wrong at all but i‘ll get their memories back like this!

Yui: (What is that supposed to mean?)

Choices

1) — Don’t forget (black) 2) — Good luck (white)♡♡♡

— Don’t forget Yui: Don't forget the real purpose! We said we‘re not fighting them

Ayato: Shut up. I know that

— Good luck ♡

Yui: Good luck! You’re their real brother after all Ayato-kun, they should remember at least something

Ayato: ...Heh, I hope so too

Yui: (Im sure you’ll be fine. Believe in the bond between your Brothers)

end Choices

Reiji: What are you talking about? If you won’t come for me, I’ll come for you instead.

Ayato: Hey, wait! It’s not like that! We just came here to talk!

Both Shu and Reiji are having fake memories, which were planted in your heads by our father!

You haven‘t noticed it, but it’s something like your senses are discomforted or something!?

Reiji: If you’d think of what you just said, it’s stupid

Shu: I have no intention in believing such a silly story.

Yui: But everything Ayato-kun‘s saying is true!

For some reason we are gathered in this place we don’t know about and we’re supposed to fight ...

Reiji: This talk is cancelled now. Come on, fight me now!

*Reiji attacks Ayato*

Ayato: ...ugh!

Shu: ...ah... !

Ayato: ... Ngh! Fuck, why can’t you listen to what I say!

*Ayato attacks Shu*

Shu: I don’t want to hear it

*Shu attacks Ayato*

Ayato: That’s not good, they‘re not listening to me! Chichinasi come here

*Ayato grabs Yui*

Yui: Y-Yes!

(Ayato-kun, he’ll fight while holding into me ...! It's even harder like this… !)

Ayato: ... Ngh! Tch!

Reiji: Why don’t you just handle us Eve? Wouldn’t it be painful to fight against us while protecting her?

Ayato: ...Ngh… !

Yui: (Its like Reiji-san says. I think I'm getting in his way)

(I can’t stay with Ayato-kun like this...)

Shu: Heh, let her go

Ayato: Ngh! Fuck!

*something fell off*

Ayato: Ouch… What? Something fell from the shelf. Was it a lantern?

Yui: W-Wait there are flames spreading... !

Agh! The fire of the lantern’s burning up!

Ayato: Tch! That’s not good. We‘re going to die if we stay here!

Hey, let’s stop the fight! We need to hurry up and escape! Shu! Reiji!

Shu: ...ngh...

Reiji: ...ah...

Ayato: Hey, what are you waiting for?!

Yui: (Whats wrong? Even if the flames are coming closer and closer, they both won‘t move ...!)

Reiji: Ngh...

*Reiji faints*

Shu: ...Ngh? What is that?

*Shu faints*

Ayato: Hey, whats going on! I can‘t handle this flames alone! Stand up and do something!

Yui: Both of them fainted...

(Oh, but speaking of that, it was like this when Ayato's memories returned.)

(Symptoms like having a headache or fainting for no reason ...)

Ayato-kun! I think this is the same situation when your memories returned ...

Ayato: So you mean, their memories are coming back?

Ngh, the shelf is breaking! Look out!

*Ayato protects Yui*

Yui: Ngh!

(The nearby shelf burned down already! The flames are spreading with tremendous force)

Ayato: This is bad! The fire is spreading way too fast! We‘ll get locked in here like this!

For us vampires this is actually no problem, but for you as human this situation is pretty bad!

Yui: Ah...

Ayato: We need to get to a safe place! We’re going to die like this!

Yui: ...B-But

Ayato: What is it! We don’t have time

Yui: Now you might be able to get back the memories of Shu and Reiji-san

Ayato: Huh, what do you mean?!

Yui: They need to listen to you because of the fire, you may be able to restore their memories if you do well!

Ayato: ...That might be true

Yui: Yes. I'm having a strong physical feeling about that —

It may be a chance to remove the lid of their memories, right? If you try to recall on two or more …

Ayato: They might return. But we don‘t have much time. If it won‘t happen quickly, the house will burn down

Yui: Yes

Shu-san! Reiji-san! Wake up… ahem, ahem, ahem!

(I can‘t get air anymore... ! My consciousness is also getting weaker!)

Ayato-kun… ahem, ahem, ahem

Ayato: Hey, are you okay!? Is it because of the smoke?! Seems like we dont have more time

Shu! Reiji! We won‘t go without you two! Get up now!

Are you two really that weak? I cant remember the eldest Sakamaki Brothers being such nuisance!

Shu: ...

Reiji: ...

Yui: (Can‘t they hear us? We‘ll die if we can‘t get out quickly ...!)

Ayato: Really, those guys

Yui: Look, the pillar is breaking... !

(It will fall down on those two like this ...!)

Ayato: Look out!

Here!

*Ayato breaks the pillar*

Yui: Ayato-kun — !

Ayato: Hey, you two — !

Reiji: W-What is...

Ayato: There’s no time for that! You still don’t accept me as your brother, do you!?

What happened to your usual bossy attitude all of the sudden! I won’t forgive you for being like this!

Reiji: ...Ngh!

Shu: ...

Reiji: ...Ayato... ?

Yui: ...Hn!!

(Just now, he said Ayato...)

(That probably means... Reiji-san's memories returned —!)

Ayato: It's really getting serious! It‘s crumbling more and more!

We’ll leave now! Reiji! Shu! Are you awake now!?

Reiji: ...I woke up quite a long time ago. I will escape from here as well. ...Ngh...

Yui: Reiji-san are you okay?

Reiji: Yes, I’m fine. I just got a little headache. Now come Shu, let’s escape from here

Shu: ... Reiji...

Reiji: ... ?!

Yui: Shu-san... ? No way, are you okay!?

Ayato-kun, you need to help Shu-san...

Ayato: What are you talking about! Hey, Shu! Come on, lend me your hand...

Reiji: No, that’s not necessary

Ayato: Hah? What are you saying! I won’t leave him behind!

Reiji: *sigh* I really hate him from the bottom of my heart, but I can’t help it. Now Shu, turn your arm around my shoulder

Shu: ...Y-Yes

Yui: Reiji-san!

Reiji: This is the first and last time I’ll help you. I refuse to do such a thing ever again

Yui: (That’s good. Shu-san will escape together with Reiji-san)

Ayato: Yui, we’re leaving too!

*Ayato grabs Yui*

Yui: Kya!

Ayato: If you hold into me we can escape way faster. Just don’t lose your grips

Yui: ...Yes. Thank you

Ayato: Okay, we’ll escape through the window! ...Ngh... !

Yui: Ah, Ayato-kun that burn mark... ! Did the fire hit you awhile ago!?

Ayato: It’s really nothing you should worry about. We need to escape from here now! Yui, we‘ll get going now!

Yui: Yes!

*window breaks*

Place: Scarlet Mansion — Outside

Subaru: Hey, what was that sound just now?

Kanato: How should I know? But as you can see the mansion's burning

Laito: That’s true. I wonder what happened inside there?

*time passes*

Subaru: I wonder what happened inside there.. ? I wonder if they all are okay

Kanato: Oh, they seem to be alive

Ayato: Huff, Huff, Huff... we made it. I thought we’re going to die in there...

Yui: Huh?

Ayato: I’m alright. It’s not like anything can stop Ayato-sama at this time

Yui: Well that’s true! Thank you so much for protecting me!

But, what about your burns? Are they hurting a lot!?

Ayato: Nah, I can handle them

Yui: I see...

(During that blazing, he got away with me ... I'm sure he’s trying to act like he’s okay)

Ayato: I still wonder how those two are doing in their situation

Reiji: Ngh... Huff

*Reiji collapses*

Shu: Huff...Huff...

*Shu collapses*

Ayato: Talking about them, we were waiting you know?

Reiji: Huff... We’re glad you decided to wait. We were close to die in there.

Shu: ...Alive

Yui: (I’m happy... somehow we all managed to escape —)

(Without Ayato-kun's words, neither Reiji nor Shu would’ve been safe now)

(After all, I had Ayato-kun with me, who encouraged me the whole time)

Subaru: Hey, what happened in that mansion just now?

Laito: Yes Yes. Was everything settled?

Kanato: What's actually going on? Why did you get away with Scarlet's eldest and second eldest son?

Ayato: It's still a mess. The detailed circumstances will be postponed. There is something we need to do before that

Yui: ...Yes. You’re right

(We need to check if their memories really returned —)

Shu-san, Reiji-san, do you remember us?

(Since I heard a good response to it earlier, maybe their memories are back)

(Please, I want them to remember who they are and their real memories —)

Reiji: I finally managed to understand the situstion. I expected our brother to come to my Mansion with quite an annoying scandal.

Yui: Reiji-san... ! You do remember everything!

Ayato: Hehe, an annoying scandal he says. You’re not really wrong

Yui: Ayato-kun! You don’t need to say it like that!

Ayato: No, I mean it as I said. After all I changed a lot after I met you again

Its your fault that my actions turned out like that thats why youre taking the responsibilities for me, right?

Yui: Uhm, what...

Shu: *sigh* what a mess. Stop being so noisy...

Yui: Shu-san!

Ayato: Heh, seems like your memories are back as well. All thanks to the great me. You should thank me now!

Shu: I´d rather go insane then thanking you for this

Ayato: What you mean!? You can’t even say thanks even tho I saved you!

Shu: Don't make such loud noises. I still have a headache

Yui: (I don’t know the detailed circumstances, but that fire may have shaken the memories of those two)

(Because of that, the lid of their memories finally came off)

Reiji: I should appologize for my behavior but Im all fine now. Lets work together from now on

Shu: My headache is fading as well

Reiji: Still, I need to thank you for something. We´ve been close to be covered from a pillar which has fallen

Ayato: Oh, at least you´re brutal honest. Are you sure you´re okay since you´re being so nice to me?

Reiji: I dont want to be that way either. My brother who usually acts selfish, defended me so I felt like it

Shu: Including the burns you got from protecting us

Ayato: So seriously not a big deal. Chichinashi was worried about me too

Reiji: Not only that. It seems like I was doing a lot of ridiculous things while my memories were a mess

Yui: (Reiji-san...)

(I can forgive what he did because of how strange his memories were.)

Ayato: If you are saying that now. You should repay me with something once we got home

Reiji: Heh, if you don’t insist. --Thank you… for your patience. I... Ngh..

*Reiji faints*

Shu: Ngh...

*Shu faints*

Yui: Reiji-san! Shu-san!

(They both fainted. Is it, because of the fire… ?)

Subaru: Hey, what happened to them?

Ayato: Ah~ I understand them. When my memories came back, I was as tired as they are now

Yui: Oh, I see. Ayato-kun also lost consciousness when his memories returned

Ayato: Don't worry, let‘s find a place to rest for them.

Let's go to the forest for now. It would be problematic to stay here

Yui: Yes, that’s right!

Ayato: That’s why Subaru should carry Reiji and Shu

Subaru: Whats with you! Give me a fucking break already

Laito: That's right. Apart from this, wouldn’t it be better to leave these two here?

Kanato: I agree. I don’t understand the meaning of getting along

Ayato: Shut up! You still are my servants! Now follow my orders!

Laito: It is only Subaru-kun who became your servant. I have nothing to do with thaaat ~

Kanato: Then Subaru will carry those two spars. I dont have the slightest Intension to help Subaru, so enjoy the suffering

Subaru: Hey, don't push me only! They both are too heavy, even for me!

Yui: (Wow, all six brothers have been together like this for awhile)

(Subaru-kun, Laito-kun and Kanato-kun are still having strange memories ...)

(Let's find a way to return home... !)

#ayato #ayato sakamaki #chaos lineage #diabolik lovers #diabolik lovers ayato #chaos lineage translation #translation #ayato sakamaki translation #diabolik brothers #sakamaki

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quackspot · 5 years

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ok ok ok o k so its like 4:33 am y’know so that means i talk about fire spirit because thats normal and i totally didnt mean to sleep around 3 o-o

but liek uh h h lemme think a bit ok so

from the start before he was a spirit (its in my beliefs that he traded his past life for that sexy little bead) he wanted to be STRONG and powerful so fire spirit skidaddled over to the red dragon and BOOM it woketh or maybe he was already a fiery cookie and he burnded the red dragons nose hairs who knows! maybe he just likes to visit every few years and thats why he was expecting a bigger welcome back party

so like hes growing weaker right? yeah hes kinda alternating between “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I NEED POWER” and “AAAAAAAAAAAAA I HAVE POWER AHAHAHAHA” and he doesnt like that he’d much rather just be him or more powerful because fuckin YEHA POWER

so this story ends two ways. fire spirit trying to get his powers back and failing (dustyass lord of ass who looks pretty nice frankly i like the colors a lot to be honest but thats just becuase devsis is making me emosexual. it started with crescent moonlight then fire spirit idk about night raven for sure but oh well)

dark enchantress. hes like “hurr dburr doesnt corruption make you stronger in a way” and ends up getting “corrupted” but instead since hes already so chaotic neutral he only gets stronger (i stole this from another post i probably reblogged) like the person i rb’d mentioned the horn thing that tommy who is big love de mentioned to because tommy loves dark enchantress and thats about all i know about tommy they also love wasabi and its understandable

im not gonna rant and talk about my internet life so ANYWYAS

fire spirit keeps the same runes yeah? so . yeehaw? idk what to make of that i just thought it was interesting how theyre basically all the same.

frankly dustyass edgelord is my favorite of the two costumes and im glad i had 15,280 guild coins saved up but now im too broke for the jelly set o-o

do we even get any fire spirit lore or are we watching him almost die in the event

oh well i guess BUT fire spirit is really prtty in all his forms the least favorite of mine is god of flame but i still love it of course but really could be better. like. yeah thats a lot of fire and i cant handle the heat and its pretty but its bright and im kinda edgy o-o

so that explains my preference plus im broke on the internet money i have 20 dollars irl might ask my grandma if she can help me buy fire spirit costume

almost crying every time i see edgy ass his wings have a little capelike thing and its kinda holey and its beautiful and edgy i should edit him with vampire and he also looks sorta confident

so like hes kinda serious in lord of ash BUT hes also still somewhat him y’know? yeah you do

oh my god i just ghouth of big funny

so picture youre dark enchantress, right? off to go corrupt another legendary! BUT

you cast ur diddly dark magic and....

FIRE SPIRIT LOOKS MORE PURIFIED THAN ANYTHIGN... chaotic good lord of flames .

fire spirit is pretty much chaotic neutral all around besides in lord of flames nothing can stop him o-o fdkljsuadiSKJIOFKLSKL JKLFS JKLFJKL SJKLFFJKLSKJL

OK SO I HAVE COOKIE RUN OPEN RIGHT I KNOW THIS ISN T THE RIGHT TIME BUT HE LEGIT WAS LIKE “finders, keepers! ahaha!” I LOVE HIM

god im excited for tomorrow im getting a haircut and i MIGHT ask for the costume if i feel confident enough though i could get rejected.. . .. .

dont fool around just chill out you might get REJECTED. .. . . .. . .

OK BACK TO HTE FOCUS HOW THIS TIES IN WITH FIRE SPIRITS OVERALL STORY SO

ok bear with me

fire spirit wants to be powerful, of course. from the start. as not fire spirit yet maybe sweet potato but who knows besides himself and maybe devsis idk, he becomes fire spirit! trading off whatever the bored dragon wanted so fire could get stronger.

also proof of fire spirit being a powerlover is very much in his relationships . knight and wind ! sea fairy’s is about his hair which is “fire” magic i suppose what kind of hair conditioner does he use

ANYWAYS

over time his flames are starting to go wild becuase of all this CORRUPTION in the cookie kingdom and around and its making his magic funky becuase thats just a random thought i just had like what if corruption messed with magic? imagine that. so hes alternating between too weak and too strong and he doesnt understand so he heads to dragons valley all like “heyo whats the answer” but nobodys there

i havent finished the event but hes basically just looting every dragon he’s ever known like what they left behind? his now

maybe the dragons will come back home.... .. . . pl eas....... i miss them

anywhoodle

the thing about two possible ends of fire spirit

the first end is dark enchantress finding him then boom ur corruption only makes him chaotic good instead of chaotic evil

(chaotic tends to not follow or give regards to law. chaotic good breaks the law for people, neutrals just do whatever they want for themselves, and chaotic evil goes out of their way to hurt others)

so like

dark enchantress doesnt know how to take this, right? her magic failed her for once. fire spirit is going batshit crazy becuase hes like “WOAHAHAHAHAH HAHHAHH H H HH H H IM STILL SUPER STRONG :OOOO” and then he goes even MORE batshit crazy and maybe burns down a town or something becuase hes going wild from the power but then he calms down

he’d probably be willing to do things for dark enchantress if it were a deal or something but lord of flames might not go all the way out to kill tree like what the fuck

ALSO

LORD OF ASHES is probably NOT AS WARM AS FIRE SPIRIT who is already somewhat huggable if ur not fuckin uhh water or ice or if u dont like being a little warm ANYWAYS LORD OF ASHES is HUGGABLE becuase being weak makes him cool down and so you can hug the edgelord (which i would totally do if he were real and not a cookie)

i like to repeat myself a lot but its almost 5 am anywaysy uhhh im going to talk about his personality

so hes like really energetic of course and very chaotic neutral he just do what he wana do hes like “finders keepers!” and he probably enjoys showing off his power to other cookies. praise makes him more happy than others and he has a very high ego that can only be doused by less power. the more powerful he is, the more egotistical he is. lord of flames is a fucking pain to be around if you dont wanna listen to him brag about accomplishments and thats the only reason he doesnt work for de

lord of ashes is a downer and kinda sad but he still has a little bit of fire spirit in him hes basically just “you gotta die sometime” but hes not gonna die becuasei wont allow it hes only allowed to die in a completely comedic way like he tries to hug wind and hten actual wind blows and he gets thanos snapped by the air and wind is like “OH FUCK OH SHIT” and all that’s left as a relic is his gem and wind archer tries to fix it and fails though who knows maybe hes night raven because in hte game night raven came before lord of ashes so???!? !?!? !? ?!?

night raven walks up to lord of ashes “bitch im going to fucking kill you” then blows lightly and fires just like “oh noooo aww shit here we goooooooooooo again” and hes just a gem now

maybe fire spirit causes the next mass extinction as lord of flames because hes like “DSKLJFS KLJ*(UJIORWKSFOR IEKANHWOI JSKFN IJDLASKSF IM SO POWERFUL AHAHAH HUAJKAKL JKLA JAH HA HAHL HAH AH HAH HAH HHAH AH HAHAH A *JUMPS INTO A VOLCANO AND BLOWS THE FUCKING WORLD UP*”

#fire spirit cookie #i tlaked about him a lot whoopsies #mostly just concepts about what i think about him becuase its almost 5 am and i like to say my opinions on things

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cinnbar-bun · 5 years

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For the team ratings! I may be HL but that doesn't mean I have more than 7 fire characters. I use Zeta, (summer) Percival, Clarisse, Ghandagoza, and Therese. It is a mess so good luck w

OOOOF Summer Percy??? IM JELLY WHEN IS SUMMER VANE GONNA BE RELEASED??? RELEASE THE CHEST

This team is kinda strange because one moment they can be all business the next they are off the walls insane.

Everyone fights over being the ‘leader’ and each one insists that no, I AM THE LEADER. Zeta and Percival tend to get in quarrels over this because she’ll say something and he’ll be like, ‘hah, what a peasant thing to say.’ They are friendly rivals and push one another to be better at what they do, with plenty of teasing and arguments to go along with it (cue Ghandagoza going, ‘ahhh the joys of youth’). They really respect one another and have plenty of heart-to-heart over many topics. Clarisse kinda reminds Zeta of Beatrix, so she basically takes her under her wing and is sure to give her plenty of girl-time.

Percy is shirtless and that makes Ghandagoza suddenly punch him. Percival deeply respects him but wishes HE COULD WARN HIM WHEN HE’S GONNA BE IN A SPARRING MATCH BECAUSE WHAT THE HELL MAN HE WAS JUST TRYING TO GET A GLASS OF WATER. Percival tends to ask him questions about training and Ghand’s experience, since he’s a much older and more experienced warrior. Ghand is happy to talk about his experiences, but doesn’t think he’s ready to be taught his secret technique. He thinks Clarisse is alright, kinda immature for someone with her power and has to remind her to cool it down. Him and Therese spar all the time for practice, and he can get humbled by the master dueler from time to time.

Ghand is the weird uncle that they like, so they usually go to him for advice or a rigorous sparring match. He ALWAYS loves to talk about how old he is and how he’ll be dying soon and it kinda weirds them out but they learn to ignore that. He is incredibly loud and jovial, so he always raises the teams spirit, and he’s more than willing to punch a few guys.

Clarisse is an excited ball of energy because WOOOOW A PRINCE??? A MASTER DUELER??? LEGENDS???? She’s just dying by how awesome her teammates are and is always asking questions ranging from, ‘so how do you fight with that weapon’, to ‘if I killed you would your spirit haunt me? Because you’re a hero and all like do you reaallllllly even die?’

Therese is not used to their constant screaming and sometimes becomes a bit reclusive after dealing with them for a while. She is probably the closest with Percival, since they’re both more introverted and master fighters with a sword. She usually just sits with him and they don’t even talk, but his presence is enough to relax her nerves. Clarisse and Zeta try to help her open up more, and she feels she’s becoming a bit less shy, but Clarisse kinda scares her. Ghand is someone who REALLY frightens her and she avoids him until she feels she really needs his advice. He learns that she’s just shy and tries to quiet himself down, but sometimes he gets a bit too overjoyed when she talks to him.

This group is a powerful force to be reckoned with, and hell yeah, they know it. Their fiery personalities are their biggest strength and weakness, as they can collectively beat the hell outta anyone who messes with them, yet can (and will) quarrel over the dumbest things- AND THEY WILL NOT BACK DOWN. Rest assured, the arguments tend to finish as soon as they start, but they tend to have plenty of them throughout the day.

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djinmer4 · 6 years

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Family Ties (Amalgam!verse)

Takes place no more than a month before ‘Fashion Faux-Pas’.

“-die nachricht weitergeben. Ja, wir sehen uns im Dezember. Habe dich lieb Mama.“ Kurt hung up the phone and turned to the other members of the New Blood. “There, you see? Irene’s perfectly fine. That letter you received was clearly some sort of prank.”

Runaway just curled further in herself. She muttered in a low voice, “That’s good tah know. But Ah don’t think the letter was referring to our foster mother.”

Kurt frowned. “In that case just disregard it. We certainly owe no care to the woman who abandoned both of us.”

At this point Kokoro broke in. “Wait, I thought the two of you were only foster siblings. Are you saying you’re actually related?”

The older man took up the responsibility of answering questions. Clearly Anne-Marie wasn’t up to participating in long discussions right now. “Yes, actually. Irene never told us, but it’s the same name on the birth certificates. Raven Darkholme.”

“So you have the same mother and foster mother? That’s an odd coincidence.”

“No foolin’.” Runaway roused herself to help her brother explain. “Irene was listed as legal guardian by my parents. When Dad died, she came tah the States tah adopt me.”

The British ninja turned to the other half of the sibling pair. Kurt just shrugged. “I just got dumped on Irene’s doorstep. I guess since Raven saw she was willing, she felt fine dumping a second kid on her.”

“Irene and Raven are friends. That’s what Irene says.”

“Mom puts up with way too much shit from this Raven chick.”

“Okay, time out.” Wraith lifted his hands from where he was massaging his girlfriend’s shoulders. “We’re getting off topic heah. The point is-” The pitch-black man turned to the ninja, who only having walked in during Kurt’s phone call had missed some important parts. “Runaway has received a lettah, stating that if she didn’t come to the-” He took a quick glance at the paper on the table. “Dworshak Dam, in Clearwater, her mother would be killed. The question is, do we go or not?”

“I vote no. We have no proof that letter isn’t a hoax or a prank or a trap.” Ryder crossed his arms and tactfully didn’t mention the lack of caring on his part. It was pretty clear that wasn’t a winning argument with his little sister.

“Not your letter, mine. Therefore my decision. Ah’m going.” Anne-Marie was usually fairly easy-going, but on this issue she wasn’t going to budge.

Finally Kurt lowered his eyes. “Fine. But not by yourself. I’ll accompany you as Nightcreeper.” He looked around. “Anyone else want to come?”

“Ah’m coming!” Announced Todd. “It wouldn’t be right if Ah didn’t come to support my girlfriend in her hour of need.”

“I’m not,” stated Angelhawk. “Actually I’d prefer if most of us stay here. Amazon and Dark Claw currently have a lead on Green Skull and are pretty close to tracking him down. We need to stay here to provide back-up once they find him.” Runaway looked up with shock, fear and betrayal in her amber eyes. “A-although I guess we can spare one more person to go on this . . . snipe hunt.”

For a while there was silence. Kurt wondered if maybe he should back out. Most of the JLX was uncomfortable dealing with Nightcreeper, perhaps they’d have more volunteers if he didn’t go. Just as he was about to make the offer, Kokoro spoke up. “I’ll go.” She turned a glare on the taller man. “But just to be clear, I’m doing this for Runaway, not you.”

He rolled his blue eyes. “Ja, ja. I’m over your.already. Stop projecting.”

“Fine.” The young woman with the bi-colored hair took charge, knowing that the sniping would go on for hours if no one did. “We’ll leave tahmarrah, in the late afternoon. That’ll give us enough time to case the joint before we attack.”

“Kokoro, what do you sense?” Asked Wraith.

“About two dozen cult members, armed and acting as guards. Not exactly brilliant but we’ll have problems if they gang up together on any of us.” The ninja’s eyes glow pale white in the dim lighting. “A couple more inside, probably high ranking members.” She frowned. “Several anxious individuals, but no one panicking or despairing the way a hostage would. If they’ve got her, she’s been knocked out.”

“Can’t rule it as a prank yet then.” Runaway bit down on her lip nervously. “Okay, Nightcreeper, Wraith, you’re on distraction duty. Kokoro and I will sneak it while their attention is focused on you.”

“Hihihi! As you wish, mein schwester.” Nightcreeper followed words to actions, teleporting directly in front of one of the spotlights. While the cult members cried out in surprise and opened fire on the invulnerable mutate, Wraith charged a handful of cards and threw them at the helicopters they could see parked on the tarmac. Amidst the smoke and confusion Kokoro and Runaway made their way to the wall. Kokoro cut a hole in and they slipped away from the fighting.

Inside the telepathic ninja guided their way, avoiding the guards rushing out to reinforce their fellows. Finally the two of them made their way to a large door. Behind it they could hear a woman calling out for help. Runaway looked at her co-worker. Kokoro cast out her psychic senses. “Only one living signature. But muted. I think there’s some shielding in the walls.”

“Okay.” said Runaway, and promptly punched the reinforced steel door in. The two New Blood burst into the room, but unfortunately no hostage did they see. Instead it was, “Graydon Quinn!” The leader of the Pro-Earth movement, anti-alien movement.

“Hah! I knew that letter would send the JLX running to investigate. It’s only too bad that the other half of my trap didn’t pan out! But I can kill the two of you and claim a job well done!” The madman cackled behind his glass cage, pressing a button that called up a set of reinforced walls and opened up some spray nozzles.

“Gas! Quick, make a hole before we’re overwhelmed!” Runaway tried to punch an opening in the wall, but the gas made her dizzy and weak. Kokoro was no better. She raised her swords to cut they’re way to freedom, but saw them fizzle and fade away. Strange, she should have greater resistance to the gas than Runaway but instead her strength was fading even faster. As she looked at the glowing green mist she realized why. “Runaway, they’ve got kryptonite mixed in!”

The human woman stopped trying to punch her way through the walls and started trying to block the nozzles. But there were too many and placed too far apart. At the going rate they were both doomed.

Then an explosion blasted one of the walls out. Debris showered over the two women, hammering down on their bodies and cutting into their skin. But it also brought blessedly fresh air as well so they didn’t care. As they took a few moments to recover, gunfire cut through the air . . . and the glass walls of the control center Creed had been hiding in. A pale woman with red hair, dressed in white and wielding a large automatic stepped into the room. “Anne? Anne, are you here?” she cried out. When she saw the two of them, she rushed over.

The woman hesitated when she got there, looking at Kokoro then Runaway. But when the latter looked up, exposing the starburst in her hair, the red-head rushed over to her with an expression of relief. “Oh thank the Gods, you’re still alive! I thought I was too late!” With that she shoved the automatic off to her back and helped the younger woman stand up.

As the three of them made their way out of the compound, Kokoro got a good look at their rescuer. “Kantique!” she hissed, summoning her swords again. They were short and the blades looked brittle, but she dare not go undefended in this creature’s company. “How dare you show your face here?”

The older woman looked at her coldly, clearly not recognizing her from their first encounter. “Rescuing my daughter of course. Who are you?”

“My name is Elizabeth Tatsu Braddock. You killed my parents. Prepare to die.” With that she lunged towards the other two.

Kantique moved her daughter to a sheltered position behind her, using the gun to block Kokoro’s strikes. “Braddock? Braddock? Oh yes, the Kryptonian survivor who went native on this planet. I knew I should have spent more time cleaning up lose ends.”

“Well, you won’t have to worry about that anymore! This is one loose end intent on cleaning up you!” Kokoro continued to slash at the alien assassin while Kantique maneuvered her towards the edge of the dam. Finally the red-head side-stepped a thrust, moving into the ninja’s personal space. One hand on her shoulder, a well-braced stance and a quick shove were all she needed to knock the other over the guard rail.

As Kokoro screamed, she felt someone grab her, then smelt a familiar puff of sulfur and the usual disorientation that accompanied Nightcreeper’s teleports. The two of them were back on the edge of the bridge, listening to Kantique answer Runaway’s questions. “I’ve had many children over the years. But you’re my only daughter. You matter more to me than all the rest.”

“Well, that answers some questions about my childhood.” muttered Nightcreeper, wrapping his tail around Kokoro to prevent her from going after Kantique again. “Mood lighting, action, the reveal after the fight, I give it four stars!”

“If Ah mean so much to you, why did you abandon father and Ah when Ah was only three?”

The older woman sighed. “I’m an interstellar assassin in the employ of Thanoseid. I stayed with Mark and you as long as I could. But Irene warned me that my enemies were catching up to me. I had to leave you for you to be safe.”

Runaway sank to her knees, shaking her head. The look on her face was disbelief warring with shock.

The other sighed. “Just stay away from your brother’s ploys in the future. Not that he’s going to be having a long one now.” She turned to where they could hear a helicopter rising. As it crested the dam they could see Graydon Quinn inside, a look of hate distorting his face. Upon seeing Runaway, Kantique and Kokoro together, a look of unholy glee came upon him.

“All three alien bitches here together! Truly a sign from the Lord!” He tried to open fire, but Kantique was faster. She managed to clip his rotors with her spray, causing the helicopter to start spiraling down.

Runaway’s mind was still far away. “Wait, Graydon Quinn’s my brother too?”

“Half-brother. With some army officer named Creed Quinn. Don’t worry my dear, I’ll take care of him shortly.” With that the alien pulled a detonator out of nowhere- “Trouserspace!” crowed Nightcreeper- and pressed it. Explosions rocked the section of the bridge they were on, and it began to separate from the rest of the damn.

Upon seeing this, the green man grabbed Kokoro and his sister and teleported them back onto dry land. There they saw that section of the dam, plus thousands of tons of water go crashing down on the helicopter Quinn was on. After all the rumbling they, plus the exhausted Wraith (”Don’t go skipping out having fun without me, pardner.” “Ja, ja, es tut mir leid.”) spent time looking for both Graydon Quinn and Kantique. But they turned up nothing.

Back at the station, Runaway and Wraith were taking time to recover in private. Nightcreeper had delivered a report of what happened, to the frustrated, irritable Dark Claw. As he applied the patch and started to shed fur and too sharp teeth and a tail, Kokoro decided to confront him.

“So your Mom’s Kantique.”

“Irene’s my mom,” he corrected forcefully. “Kantique’s just the glorified egg donor.”

“Runaway doesn’t see it that way.”

“Anne-Marie still idolizes Raven. It’ll take her a while to recover from the disappointment.”

“And you?”

The last of the fur fell away and dissolved on the breeze. Kurt shrugged and started putting on his every day clothes (suit, shirt, tie and even matching vest). “I’ve always known that my mother must not have cared for me. The feeling’s mutual.”

Kokoro nodded, but seemed distracted. When he was finally dressed, she sauntered over. “Stay away from me.”

“Was?”

“I said, stay away from me. Stay away from my brother and Angelhawk too. And Gloria Mundi. Don’t ever go to England if you can help it.” She leaned up to speak directly into his ear. “If I ever fucking see you again, I’ll take your head off!”

With that she stomped off. Wraith, who had slipped in as shadow while they weren’t paying attention turned to watch her go. Once the door had sealed behind her, he looked back at Ryder. “Did she mean that for the super-heroing as well? Because it’ll be hard to be on the same team if she wants to kill you every time she sees you.”

Kurt finished buttoning the vest and shrugged. “Ah, it’s alright. Dark Claw says he wants me to help mentor a new team that’s being created. So I was going to leave the New Bloods anyway.”

Wraith was less sanguine about the matter. “Hope you get along better with this one. God knows, you can’t do any worse.”

#amalgam!verse #nightcreeper #kurt ryder #runaway (anne-marie carolls)#wraith (todd lebeu)#kokoro #tatsu braddock #kantique #not always nightcreeper's fault #first time writing versions of rogue and remy #i wanted to add kitty and jubilee but there were already too many people in the group

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xerantic · 6 years

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Rules

Feel free to focus on bolded sections to skim for the subject of every bullet point. I’m way too wordy, but I just want to be informative. I’m not actually very strict or demanding!

How I Play:

I am non-private semi-selective, meaning I do not have to be following you in order to for us to interact and create threads, but I am still entitled to decline anything I don’t feel the desire to engage in.

I may not follow back for myriad reasons all regarding my personal preferences (characterization choices, writing style/ability, frustrating blog layout, missing rules/info, etc). Please do not take this personally. If this happens, you are still welcome to initiate interaction with me in any way, IC or OOC! Also, if I do follow back, I definitely want to RP with you!

I will likely unfollow and decline to interact if you have too much OOC drama/anti behavior/fandom hate/bullying/callouts/discourse/politics/worldview on your blog. HUGE pet peeves of mine. I repeat, I do not support callout culture.

I tend to be uncomfortable with interacting with RP duplicates of my muse. It is absolutely my own shortcoming and insecurity, but even just reading about others of the same muse often triggers my inferiority/superiority complex, and I feel very sensitive. I wish it were not this way and could better interact with my fellow muns with good taste in muse, but this is currently not the case. Again, nothing personal is intended, but I will most likely not be able to interact with the blogs of duplicates for my own personal comfort. There are exceptions to this, but it usually means we’ve become friends outside muse interaction first.

I have depression as well as performance/social anxiety. My moods and levels of inspiration/motivation vary widely. I know that is inconvenient, sorry! So in general, I don’t push myself to be prolific, and can drop threads or be slow at responding.

I may drop a thread due to general anxiety, lack of ideas, or loss of inspiration, my deepest apologies. Don’t feel bad and DO feel free to continue interactions with my muse in the future!

I operate my muse based on what I feel is in his character to do at that moment. Sometimes that makes planning difficult, because he may not respond to a circumstance in a way I anticipated. Sorry if things do not go as planned. But I do also love plotting and overthinking things, hah.

I play a character with a deadly power. That being said, I try my very best to keep him from being invincible or unbelievable according to canon. He absolutely has weaknesses, physical and otherwise.

I am willing to play dark scenes including gore/violence, angst, horror, abuse, torture, my character’s death, etc., and there will likely be disturbing or mature content like that on this blog. Content warnings will be tagged with “cw:” followed by the label.

I choose to write sexual scenes. However, I respect those who do not want to see or roleplay sex, will never push said people to do so, and will keep explicit sexual content under a ‘read more’, tagged “smut”.

I only roleplay smut with those who are above the age of consent. I am uncomfortable doing so with underage individuals, so please do not attempt if you are under age 18.

What I Appreciate:

I am a huge fan of thorough communication. If you are planning on attempting to kill or torture my muse, it would be nice for some notification of this (either in the post/tags or in a message) at least one post beforehand.

Let me know if something I’m doing in a thread with you is making you uncomfortable. I myself am comfortable with exploring some very dark themes. I will do my part to check your blog rules, and I apologize if I am ever forgetful about anything mentioned.

Please try to refrain from controlling my muse’s thoughts and actions (unless that is your muse’s quirk; ask me).

Please try to remember to start a new post instead of reblogging an ask post over and over.

I would be so grateful if multimuse blogs could tag the muse they are using in their posts. This helps me filter out the inevitable multitude posts on my dash that will not be relevant to my muse or even fandom and keeps it from becoming absolute chaos. Obviously it’s your blog, and I’m not here to tell you what to do, but this prevention of inconvenience will make me somewhat more likely to follow you.

Please do not steal my original (detailed) headcanons or icons or use images in posts tagged “My Edits” without my permission. If you’re not sure, ask me; I promise I won’t bite for such a question.

What Is Acceptable:

Always feel free to send me an ask, IM, or communicate in our RP thread if you have something to say or ask. Or if you just have a random comment! Seriously, anything.

If it seems like I’ve forgotten about a thread or neglected to respond and you you really want to continue it, feel free to message me to remind/ask about it.

Let me know if there is something you want tagged, and I will try to accommodate with what I see as reasonable.

I am 100% cool with us engaging in more than one thread at once. Do it!

All starter/ask memes/prompts on my blog are open all the time, no matter how old. Feel free to browse the tag and send in something you like! I would only request that you try to include the title of the post/collection in your ask so I can find it more easily.

I accept OCs and characters from other fandoms. It would be nice to have a some background on them first (either in a message or a link to info). For characters from other fandoms, I would prefer they have a BnHA verse, but you can always ask me if you have a different proposition.

I am okay with roleplaying total AUs (as in, a completely different setting), but it is not my default preference. The best way to go about seeing if I’m interested would probably be to message me.

As this is also just a general purpose Shigaraki fan blog, all types of blogs (aside from spam/porn and antis) are free to follow, like my posts, and reblog non-RP-related posts.

Thanks a bunch for slogging through this!

#rules #info #OOC

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hoetron · 7 years

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okay christ i got tagged in htis massive tag game by @mothable but i love a good ol challenge lets do this buckfucks

RULES: ANSWER THESE 88, THEN TAG SOME PEOPLE

BASICS:

a. NAME AND PRONOUNS: Rae, she/her

b. AGE (and birthday!): 13, Aug 28th :3c im a fucking fetus ny’all

c. SEXUALITY: am i bi? am i lesbian? am i just craving existential death 24/7? i dont fucking know a thing my guy

d. GENDER: cis female hooooh

e. COUNTRY: AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE OI OI OI

f. FAVORITE AESTHETIC: pastel colours and really nice fashion i guess..??? (also smoking is kind of aesthetic eyes emoji eyes emoji)

TRIGGERS/MENTAL ILLNESSES: i’m not actually sure :x

THE LAST:

1. DRINK: salt water hah normal water is for the WEAK (dont drink salt water please im begging y

2. PHONE CALL: my brother asking what kind of pizza i wanted

3. TEXT MESSAGE: “:3c” im such a fufcking furry...fuckck,,,,

4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Daydream warriors by Aquors listen nyall im reconnecting with my hidden buried weebass side of me okay im crying

5. THE TIME YOU CRIED: i dont actually remember? probably like last year unless you count me having tears from laughing too hard as cryng then thats yesterday during the meme aka now called lightning mcqueen server

HAVE YOU:

6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: nahh

7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: dont think ive ever kissed someone thats not my family before im #Pure

8. BEEN CHEATED ON: nope lmao

9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: my grandfather i guess? but he died when i was really young so at that time i didnt really undersyand the feeling of loss and mourn so ksdjfk but we had some goodass memories together

10. BEEN DEPRESSED: they ask you how you are and you just have to say that you’re fine when you’re not really fine but you just cant get into it because they would never understa

11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: im severely underaged please

TOP 3 FAVORITE COLORS

12. red

13. yellow

14. either black or lavendar,,

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yis

16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: ya,,

17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: okay im known as the most giggly person in class i laugh so easily that i easily have tears over everything

18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: nahh dont think i wanna know if its like in a bad way :x

19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: aw y e s

20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: ya :,) (Thanks em, lily, mae and imogen for making this year truly greater than last year and for being the best friends i could ever ask for)

21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: facebook is dead to me

GENERAL

22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: serious facebook is dead to me i roasted above the flames of negligence (also because i have like two facebook accounts one using my pesonal email and the other using my more general email , the one using my more general email keeps recommending to me my OWN personal account and its personally so hilarious)

23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: a cat called lucky! (i love him even though im p sure he hates me)

24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: i guess my irl name uhhh im 50-50 with it? but granted on the internet i waaay prefer using the name Rae over my irl one because its short and simple and nice-

25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOU LAST BIRTHDAY: just want to a chinese resturant with my fam and my uncle because we’re simple that way and like. back then i didnt had that much friends so uh l m a o (but vidhi gave me a nerf gun so that was Really Cool and i love her)

26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: 9 oclocK BECAUSE A HOUSING AGENT WAS COMING OVER (but then i fell back to sleep and woke up at 12 so lmao)

27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: watching a video on why ‘anime art isnt technically allowed in art school’ because i was just curious and then drawing

28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: VOLTRON LEGENDARY FUCKNG DEFENDERS SEASON 3 SHIT BABES IM REA LLY FUCKING PREPARED AND NEAR END OF MONTH AVCON BECAUSE EYES EMOJI

29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: an hour ago lmao shes like just outside my room

30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: sighs my shyness and social anxiety and awkwardness (all three of those are counted in a pack right? the pack of “socially inept” people)

31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: daydream warriors... by aquors..... (listen im RECONNECTING with my weeb side like said above im actually weeping)

32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: uh idk mate

33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: i havent brushed my teeth yet but im lazy to move my legs lmao

LOST QUESTIONS

34. MOLE(S): um quite a lot like a few small ones on my arm and like one on my face below my right eye and theres one underneath my boob i think lmao tmi and the rest i cant be bothered to find

35. MARK(S): a kind of burnt scar mark on my left shoulder from like 6/7 years ago when i got too close to someone smoking and their cigarette burnt me oh and a scar on my knee from the time i fell off my bike while playing bike catching in the neighbourhood with a couple of other friends like 4 years ago?

36. CHILDHOOD DREAM: vet (now im eh about that tho im probably just going to pursue some art career)

37. HAIR COLOR: brown eyy

38. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long

39. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: yeah. hopefully its dying down now especially since the person is straight (its hard when she sits next to you in class and you guys are sort of friends now and u somehow feel really satisfied when you make her laugh :,) shit )

40. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: im generally kind with people regardless of whether or not i dont like them or i dont know them well or i know them i guess? (at least in my group of friends im probably the most willing to socialise with others) and uhhhh i guess i can make people laugh? im a huge fucking loser meme nyall

41. PIERCINGS: none and personally dont really want to

42. BLOODTYPE: shit i think it was either a B or an O i cant remember (i think its B tho)

43. NICKNAME(S): maggie, migi, bela, bob, bobbo

44. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single pringle

45. ZODIAC: virgo

46. PRONOUNS: she/her (lmao yay for repeated question)

47. FAVORITE TV SHOW: fuckngin,,, voltron,,, (probably going to stay my favourite for a long while tho)

48. TATTOOS: none atm (unless you count waterbase tattos then yes stick all the water based tattos on me) but like when im Much Older maybe? just a really small tattoo tho not anything big that covers an entire limb

49. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right

50. SURGERY: had a surgery on my foot forgot which side when i was in kindergarten because the skin was *censored for tmi* and yah stitching up your skin fucking hurt babes

51. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: nahhh i dont think id dye my hair tho who knows

52. SPORT: im probably going to retake up basketball again eyes emoji eyes emoji

53. VACATION: ooMMF nothing planned so far

54. PAIR OF TRAINERS: like uhhh what kind of sneakers?? just normal canvas sneakers i guess????? im, what.

MORE GENERAL

55. EATING: OXYGEn

56. DRINKING: IN OXYGEN

57. I’M ABOUT TO: complete this fucking 88 questions then chat on discord and scroll tumblr and tell myself “hey finish up your art!” but then 5 hours later im still scrolling tumblr. oh and im watching wonder woman later so :3c

58. WAITING FOR: nothing atm i guess?

59. WANT: my family’s financial situation to be solved and so that money isnt going to be a huge bother anymore...

60. GET MARRIED: sounds nice but probably only marriage idk the idea of kids doesnt really sound v appealing atm

61. CAREER: artist! (i wanna either work in a game development team or an animation studio eyes emoji )

62. HUGS OR KISSES: HUGS

63. LIPS OR EYES: lips erally nice to draw really nice to look at

64. SHORTER OR TALLER: buhhh im short so i guess taller would be nice (tall people have such nice legs too im frankly a little jealous)

65. OLDER OR YOUNGER: what is this in regards to

66. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: arms so that dO YOU SEE THESE GUNS

67. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: shrug emoji idk man

68. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship

69. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: troublemaker pardnyars in crime amirite

HAVE YOUR EVER:

70. KISSED A STRANGER: no

71. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: nope

72. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: yeah p sure i had to go through a whole day of school half blind once without my glasses

73. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: nah..

74. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: nO IM 1 3

75. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: dont think so?

76. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: nah babes

77. BEEN ARRESTED: nah

78. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: somehow when someone dies i decide to laugh instead of breaking down in tears i guess laugh away the pain?

79. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: ...shit its a bad idea babes dont do it

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

80. YOURSELF: shrug emoji

81. MIRACLES: sometimes? sometimes no?

82. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: even bigger shrug emoji

83. SANTA CLAUS: nah lmao listen i caught my father and mother wheeling in bicycles for my sister and i when i was like what 8? usually i just played along because hey i was a child

84. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: ehh depends i guess

85. ANGELS: not really lmao

OTHER

86. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME(S): Emily, Mae Shuen and Lily

87. EYECOLOR: dark brown?

88. FAVORITE MOVIE: this changes all the time

only tagging uhhh @pluminkdot (KASJD I FORGOT IF YOU HAD A MAIN REBLOG ACC IM SORRY RACH), @jaspereffect , @blabrabs / @spaceboomerang (it isnt letting me tag ur main boomers skldfjksd) and uh im too lazy for the rest

#raedy to talk shit #mattie #mothable #w e eps #this took fucking forever babes #LONG POST

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elliotthezubat · 7 years

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DEATH CITY DAYS GAIDEN 7; The Rat And The Jewel King

an abridged/RP verse version of chapter 42 of BSD

girl with red hair: hmmm.... Topaz: *pant pant* girl with red hair: !! there you are! *hug* jeez, I was really worried you know =3= Topaz: *still trying to breathe* "O-Oh?" .\\\. girl with red hair: ^^ so, how did it go? Topaz: "...How did what go?" girl with red hair: the retrieval job ace made you do. >3< Topaz: "Yeah...we got him." girl with red hair: you didn't get hurt, did you? Topaz: "..." *touches a cut* "Not horribly..." girl with red hair: .... *cheek pull* >n< jeez, be more careful you goof! Topaz: "!!!" *pokes her cheek* "Garnette, what the f?!" garnette: >3< I just... 7///7 I worry about you, you know? Topaz: "...Then why pull my cheek..." =3= ace: if you two little shits are done canoodling, get your sorry asses upstairs! garnette: O.O;; Topaz: >\\\< "We weren't!" *tries to follow Ace* -upstairs- ace: I do apologize for how rude my servants were, mr....Dostoevsky, was it? FD: "...Yes." ace: it's not often I get visitors. the mafia doesn't exactly trust me, nor do I trust them. at the very least, I have my card games, my jewels, and my servants. FD: *looks around...bites his lip* ace: what I have is a proposition. perhaps you'd be willing to join us? should we work together, we'll be able to take down mori. I must say, your level of wit is outstanding, even being able to take out the guild. FD: "And if I refuse...I will never see the blue sky again?" ace: precisely. all things considered, seems you have not much of a choice. FD: "And my anemia does not help..." ace: your point? FD: "I'll kill you." ace: *glares and smacks a wine bottle over his head* how...disappointing. very well....Frederickson! front and center this instant! Frederickson: *steps forward...he's shaking* ace: *smirks as he clenches his fist tightly* Frederickson: "Urk!" *clutches his chest, falls to his knees... -several jewels appear in ace's hand- FD: "..." ace:... tch-, hardly worth anything. Frederickson: X___X garnette: mr dosto, are you alright? FD: "...Who, me?" ace: *glares and backhands garnette. hard* I WASNT TALKING TO YOU, YOU INSUFFERABLE LITTLE BITCH! consider yourself lucky I didn't make an example out of you. garnette: *wince* FD: "..." ace: just because you're a little brat pulled from the slums doesn't mean you can step out of line all willy-nilly. *smiles at Fyodor* excuse her, she's just a little brat. FD: *drenched, staring* ace: my ability wont kill you unless you wear the collar. but you'll have to put it on yourself. I'm certain it will suit you. *exits the room* garnette: ow... Topaz: "..." *offers a hand to Garnette* “And here you are telling _me_ to be careful…” garnette: t-thanks.. ^^ Topaz: "...That man..." garnette:...mr dosto? are you ok? you aren't hurt too much, are you? FD: “….” garnette: .-.; *looks at topaz* Topaz: ._.;; "D-Don't give up, s-sir..." *points to his collar* "I can never leave here..." garnette: neither can I... *points to her own collar* but seeing you stand up to mr ace like that was pretty exciting... Topaz: *nods* "These collars would kill us--" FD: *starts to laugh* " 'Don't give up'?" garnette: eh? FD: "Hah...hah..." --then sneezes-- garnette: O.O !! Topaz: "..." *takes a towel, starts drying FD's head* FD: D:< garnette: *getting a medkit out to bandage his wounds* FD: =\\\= "What's your story?" garnette: me? well, I lived in the slums for most of my life...my mom didn't exactly want to have me around anymore...eventually, the mafia found me and I was left in ace's care. although calling it 'care' would be stretching it... Topaz: "Well, when I'm in charge..." garnette: *looks at topaz* Topaz: "...Who am I kidding: I was sold into slavery. How would I ever get in charge..." garnette: ...! hey, maybe mr dosto can beat ace and save us! Topaz: OWO "Hey, yeah! Hey, Mister, why don't you--" FD: *studying his finger* "I cut my finger on that glass..." garnette: *sweatdrop* *bandages his finger* Topaz: "??? Aren't you afraid?" FD: "..." *smiles* "Of course not. This reminds me of my room." garnette: ?? FD: "I manipulate consciousness and space." garnette: wow. Topaz: "..." FD: "So...What's next?" -and so- ace: a game, you say? FD: "Yes. You want to entice me. But when enticement fails, you must get information from me about the next move from my comrades and finances. Therefore, you cannot kill me." ace: hmmm... FD: *sets out the deck of cards, pulls the ace of diamonds* "If you win, I'll wear your collar. If I win, you grant my freedom." ace: hmph. very well. however, I shall determine the game. I deal the card, and you just guess if the next card will be of higher or lower value. if you are correct, you keep going until you are wrong. then we switch hands. whomever has the most cards at the end wins. *draws the 9 of spades* your move. FD: "Hmmm...Lower." -4 of hearts- ace: hmph, beginners luck. FD: "Hmmm...Next one is low." -3 of clubs- ace: hmm... FD: "High." -6 of spades- -this continues for a while- FD: "...How many cards are left?" -none left- FD: "Well, that was fun. Who won?" ace: *speechless* I...I....y-you... -he rushes to the intercom- ace: GET IN HERE AT ONCE! CUT HIS LIMBS OFF! *Silence* ace: ?! *tries to open the door* ?!?!?! FD: "It's useless. I already suppressed your subordinates." ace: ??!! why you...rotten piece of shit! FD: "I prefer 'rat.'" ace:...hehe...hehehe...AHAHAHAHA...do you have any idea where you are? FD: "Underground?" ace: incorrect. right now, you're in a secret base, one not even mori knows about. and we aren't underground. right now, we're in the middle of the pacific ocean. *smirks* you did say your ability was to 'manipulate the conscious mind and space. as for how I know, well, the conversation had been wiretapped~ FD: "??? But how did you know I started manipulating this space?" ace: a broken communicator, a door that wont open. a clock that hasn't been ticking since I came in here. I know what you can do now. you've locked my conscious into your own head! that has to be why you won the game so flawlessly! I saw right through your tricks, you filthy rodent. FD: "Darn...I knew to expect this from a Mafia executive..." ace: but I have something to ask. why didn't you use this ability when you were captured? FD: "...So you couldn't determine how to get out." ace: oh I know how to escape alright. if I were to die in this mental space, i'll be back in the real world as you rot in your own mind. *taking a desk lamp* *smirks* as they say in your home country....do svidanya. -outside- garnette: ... Topaz: "...You think the anemia man is dead?" garnette: I don't know... ???: excuse me... garnette: hmm? Zoey: I'm looking...for someone...*holds up a picture* is he...here? Topaz: "?! How did you get here?" Zoey:...is he...here? Topaz: *sweating, looks at Garnette* garnette: he should be- -the door opens- garnette: !! FD: *exits* Zoey: !! master Fyodor! *hugs him* FD: "Omph! Oh, Zoey! Right on time." Topaz: "?!!" garnette: ?? but..h-how did you- FD: "Now, where is the room where Ace keeps his jewels?" garnette: h-his office is that way...b-but how did you get out of the room?! FD: "Simple: I lied." garnette: ?!?! FD: "My ability is not manipulation of space and consciousness. I just said so expecting a wiretap." Zoey: ... *watching garnette exit* ... Topaz: "Where is Ace?!" FD: "Just...hanging around." Topaz: "N-No..." *follows Garnette* garnette: *SCREAMS* Topaz: *enters the room* "Wh-What is it? What--" *freezes at the sight...* -ace's form hangs lifelessly from the ceiling- garnette: *wide eyed shock, covering her mouth* I....I wanted ace dead but...n-not like this...h-how is this... FD: *enters, pats Garnette's shoulder* "I broke the clock. So he thought time did not pass." *holds empty wine bottle* garnette: *staring, still in shock* FD: "And cork blocked the keyhole...The wine poured on the intercom broke that...And I did not predict the cards. I just memorized little flaws on the surface of each card." garnette:...what....even are you...? FD: "...I am salvation." garnette: .....why?...why do all this for his wealth? Topaz: "Th-That's what you wanted, right? The jewels?" FD: "...Hmph. Those trinkets. I wanted something more valuable..." *pulls out a set of papers* garnette: w-what is... FD: "The list of all Mafia members' abilities. Ace's contingency plan." garnette: !!!! FD: "With this list, I will give this world what it needs: the salvation of Death." garnette: !?!?! *backing away* FD: "And only we in this room know that Ace kept such a list...and the more people who know...the surprising it will be for the Mafia." garnette: ..... FD: "I will bless you...with the Great Silence..." *his hand approaches Topaz's head* garnette: ??? FD: *taps Topaz's head* Topaz: "..." *Blood explodes from the top of Topaz's head* garnette: *staring...eyes wide from shock...she wanted to scream....but no sound would come out* FD: "...I have released him of his sins." garnette: ah.... [topaz: hey...if we ever find a way out of this place...lets get married.] garnette:...t..to... *tears falling* FD: "??? ...Zoey..." Zoey:....those bandages....was that you, miss? FD: "It was, Zoey." Zoey:...I see...you know...im not too fond...of other girls...touching the man I love... *holds a scalpel to garnette's throat* that boy....did you...love him? garnette:....*nod* Zoey:...then....you'll see him soon... -slice- -blood sprays all over as garnette collapses, choking on her own blood* garnette: a...ah.... *weakly reaches for topaz' hand* Topaz: *struggling...coughs* "D...Des...troy..." garnette: *holding his hand* Topaz: "...If this ends the Mafia...We're free..." garnette:....*weak smile*...you'll...come find me...right? Topaz: *nods* "Yes..." *closes his eyes* garnette: remember...you...promised.... Topaz: *dead, with a smile* Zoey:....was it...petty of me...to kill her? FD: *holds up his fingers* "Tiny bit. But we had to get rid of them." Zoey:...were you...hurt too much? FD: "No. The wine bottle hurt. Got me wet. Cut my finger." Zoey: I see that girl bandaged you... *small pout* FD: "I assure you, it was simply for me to lower their guard...And besides, she meant nothing to me..." Zoey: ... FD: *strokes her cheek* "I only wish I saved one jewel for you...But none can compare to your radiance." zoey: ah~ FD: *smiles* "Shall we depart?" zoey: of course~ FD: "Good..."

#death city days

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rievanrendezvous · 7 years

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Isaiah 55:8

“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the Lord. 9 “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts. 10 As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, 11 so is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it. many things happened in the process of our wedding planning, since my last update. first, we have probably found the perfect dress. yesterday and today we visited 2 bridal shops. liked both but loved the later. not just the price, but the gown itself is perfect - simple, subtle, yet elegant. it is my favorite sized of wedding gown by far. we have also booked makeup artist. next, we are deciding on which wedding band to get. all these happen within a week. just last week, i was crying and bailing about how things are not going perfectly according to my wishes and expectations. here are some of my woes: no, i do not want my husband to be to see my gown before the wedding. even if you do not like surprises, i was hurt because then you do not trust my taste. and i do not get the privilege to keep him in suspense and have my beautiful moment when his face lit up when he sees me during our special day. not so special anymore, isn't it? no, i really wanted to have more people at the wedding... but everything is just too expensive. i wished i was with someone who could accomodate the guestlist i had in mind. i had to scrape off the names of some people i want to be there. really, gloating in insufficiency sucks the joy out of life the most. right? no, everything brown? i can't imagine. where do i place all my pinks and pastels? oh, i forgot im marrying someone who dislike pastel. where is my say? no more fairy lights barn or backyard wedding. none of those. it is lunch and it is gonna be in a vineyard instead. well, not too bad i guess. but a church wedding, at least? not even that too? fine.... if i continue to dwell on all these, i will be the one that get hurt the most. if i continue holding on to these desire, i will never be happy with him. but instead, a transformation of the heart is needed. definitely, i'm still in the process. i'm still not perfect. i still have wishful thoughts at times. i still want to do things otherwise at times. but truly, God's grace and mercy in my weakness gave me more than I could ever deserve. in just a week. so my husband to be has seen the gown but a gown is just a gown. what matters most is how special the journey we went through to get to this gown and how God has prepared this special gown for me to make up for whatever other expectations i had to forgo. and on the day itself, isn't it more meaningful for him to see me walk down the aisle wearing the gown that we have chosen together? so not everyone i know is gonna be invited. this made me narrow down my options to people who really matters. people who really willing to make time for my special day. and with wisdom from God, directing me to ask the special people there. and to truly cherish the relationship I had with these people. reconciliation of relationships. so there isnt fairy lights at our wedding? no worries, the light of God will shine through, I believe. through the sermon and solemnizer, may the light of the world touch the heart of everyone there so that they may know the truth! and i can buy fairy lights to put it in our cosy room next time. it shall be more beautiful that pinterest images. so everything is brown earth toned. but secretly, I love it! was just another part of me wanting a pink and princessy disney wedding which I know I am not going to have. but no problem. I will make him celebrate my first birthday with me as his disney princessy wife with disney princessy cake and pink or pastel dress. hah! ;) and truly, God is so good. we got an offer to stay at bishan so he doesn't have to move. love the idea of that! a cosy home at a convenient area at a not so costly rental fee. how great! well, His ways are indeed higher than my ways! scraping off all my expectations and lettinf Jesus mould every single process and idea in our wedding...:')

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r-2d-01-a-n-blog · 7 years

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Rules

Feel free to focus on bolded sections to skim for the subject of every bullet point. I’m way too wordy, but I just want to be informative. I’m not actually very strict or demanding!

How I Play:

I tend to be uncomfortable with interacting with duplicates of my muse. It is absolutely my own shortcoming and insecurity, but even just reading about others of the same muse often triggers my inferiority/superiority complex, and I feel very sensitive. I wish it were not this way and could better interact with my fellow muns with good taste in muse, but this is currently not the case. Again, nothing personal is intended, but I will most likely not be able to interact with the blogs of duplicates for my own personal comfort. There are exceptions to this, but it usually means we’ve become friends outside muse interaction first. (This is 100% not the case for other fans of the muse or meta/fanfic writers; come to me!)

I may drop a thread due to general anxiety, lack of ideas, or loss of inspiration, my deepest apologies. Don’t feel bad and DO feel free to continue interactions with my muse in the future!

I play a powerful character that has inhuman levels of strength and endurance. That being said, I try my very best to keep him from being invincible or unbelievable according to canon. He absolutely still has weaknesses, physical and otherwise.

I am willing to play dark or NSFW scenes including smut, gore/violence, angst, horror, abuse, torture, my character’s death, etc., and there will likely be disturbing or mature content like that on this blog. Content warnings will be tagged with “cw:” followed by the label.

I only roleplay smut with muns who are above the age of consent. I am uncomfortable doing so with underage individuals, so please do not attempt if you are under age 18.

What I Appreciate:

Please try to refrain from controlling my muse’s thoughts and actions.

Please try to remember to start a new post instead of reblogging an ask post over and over. I literally do not care, but some people whose dash I may show up on do care, and I’d rather give the people what they want.

What Is Acceptable:

Always feel free to send me an ask, IM, or communicate in our RP thread if you have something to say or ask. Or if you just have a random comment! Seriously, anything.

If it seems like I’ve forgotten about a thread or neglected to respond and you you really want to continue it, feel free to message me to remind/ask about it.

Let me know if there is something you want tagged, and I will try to accommodate with what I see as reasonable.

I am 100% cool with us engaging in more than one thread at once. Do it!

I accept OCs and characters from other fandoms. It would be nice to have a some background on them first (either in a message or a link to info). For characters from other fandoms, I would prefer they have a DMMD verse, but you can always ask me if you have a different proposition.

As this is also just a general purpose Alphas fan blog, all types of blogs (aside from spam/porn and antis) are free to follow, like my posts, and reblog non-RP-related posts.

Thanks a bunch for slogging through this!

#info #rules

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